so in a way. ur thinking about this whole works objective where folks are disconnected further from the right to source universal powers in. order to accord themselves spiritually so that we are geared towards evolution of our species. and the conundrum is that some among us wanna cut the rest of us off and then we’ll bad things can happen esp if ur targeted for someone else’s hidden agenda. (in the future. spiritually blind folks will be like robots taking orders on how to harm others. if we aren’t being aware and making space today and change our ways and conduct. tht is. take ownership of each other be responsible with each other. be open form relationships and the like but i think we may require more than just what we can do as individuals on the battle ground )

tho the world is not perfect. it’s still troubling that we can take such a huge step backwards only after having come this far in our cumulative effort to. uhh. better days?

it’s not like we were not in the prior illusioned towards worlds ills. part of why i personally speak about a pain with no name in dream across mania is precisely due to this interconnectedness or else why would i feel pain and depression and not know the source (sure on terms of mental illness chemical issues are concern but that in part by brains own plasticity it’s and why it produces based on by the conditions it faces if it’s not aware or careful and consent to information is key ) (oh and if the world is why causes severe side effect. we can save a lot by changing systems that honour human life versus drug and dope people after convincing them that they r the problem. for further profit and control) . bc a lot of things are hidden. there are meanings within meanings. conspiracies are born inside older conspiracies much like worlds giving birth to worlds and so on

but this doesn’t mean that we are not gonna find our way out of it either. i think that it’s an impossible feat to think that u. an ordinary being. albeit with all the power and means to turn the reality on its ass. still fall short when it comes to the natural processes and the natural evolution and natural enlightenment that is produced especially during tough times.

i think we have all these tabs open too about reality. in terms of conveying the meanings of which take place on day to day happenstance. tho i still see resistance in terms of how convinced we are about the evolution of human species. irregardless to why they may seem today. and there is a reason for that.

i think that no matter how we think or assume the reality is changing or that trauma changes a person or we are going through such a transformation we are no longer feeling like ourselves. that’s just a side effect to the artificiality of the conundrum i think. so it’s a phenomena that is produced due to the artificiality of the occurrences we find ourselves in.

the phenomena may get u to believe that traumas or issues that change us are supposed to change us for worse. that’s what they would like u to think however bc it’s part of the separation from the universal powers that is available to us. i’ll give u an example.

i read and listen to gergerlioglu (he supports anyone that’s troubled. so any human rights breach he speaks up for them. not just limited to kurds but i think the support of kurds end up becoming a polo so problem for some )about many thjngs. tho recently i joined spaces. i got threats about not being their speaker. mind u i was listening to them. i’m not their speaker they can speak for themselves very well. but i’m glad others are paying attention to the videos which means that they are listening so one. why are u not helping them. and two what are u gonna say to what mark ruffalo tweeted yesterday about kurdish people.

mind u i’m only offering emotional support for the people who lose their family members in a despicable way where there is no answer. folks end up in jails. get sick. and get mistreated. u get 19 years in jail for sneaking in a cell phone as a visitor to someone else in jail. i mean. jail stay is not free. (meaning it’s out of pocket ?) i can go on but hey. i mean even on the stuff i was discussing it’s only for translation bc my follower group is predominantly english speaking one. and two. u can auto translate others tweets.

for another reason that is attached to why i got to care about them so much is when the summer of 2019 came to pass and i was with liam and they said dalai lama passed and yes next to at least keep up social morale and i was talking about all this shit and trump was present and then next thing u now they are bombing and killing all these kurdish people and all these videos came to surface one of which i can’t forget it was this woman she was sitting in the backseat with all these beautiful and misdirected young men who u know. took her and send a final message to the world and u could see the soul in her eyes and the soul in theirs and feel nothing but pain and hurt. and worry bc u also know what’s next.

anyhow. trump somehow connected this to what i said. that also includes the celebrities. so i felt a natural connection to them later. and the people who are sandwiched in turkey and receive terrible slow painful suffering and death.

ofc i stopped. bc at first. u gotta consider. i was new at spaces. and i was more so worried about their well-being. but then i recognized chain link events like everyone is lined up. bc they think they saw that it worked to silence me. which btw i don’t know it’s such a big deal. i am either a. big deal or i’m not . but there’s never an in between. and the whole thing about dalai lama did it’s damage. cos. now celebrities and all these important clowns think i’m important enough to be held responsible for things i have nothing to do with. and not important enough to be heard when i offer sound advice or solutions to ur problems.