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discernment

is key it is said. but what is true from what is not. we have been thru a lot. gone a long way. there are all kinds of conditionings that take place. we place importance on things that are fleeting meanwhile the real objectives are often missed. u can tell this by display of behaviours and by the choice of words people use. as well as which part a continuum they wish to delve on. we all have them. u might have excessive cherishing thoughts. may think of urself as an important person. u could be screaming from the top of ur longs. hey guys. smth is wrong here. things are not looking good. and systems need a change. economy needs upgrade no ur comfort and predictable life won’t change. don’t u think it’s unfair that many of these other people live terrible lives meanwhile we assume that our piece of the pie is heaven. and this makes us better ? ofc not. surely many people work hard for their jobs and what they has to sacrifice to get here. but again. we are trying to get better at our discernment tool. what we want to know which is essential than which is not. many people are accustomed to live small. or that bigger world matters don’t mean much to them. they want to be catered to by the systems like babies. . they don’t wanna worry about it. this is good if the systems devour u. u may fall into a lineage or class that allows u to see only the direct beauty as to how much tax u pay. the more u pay. the better it’s said but the opposite is true as well. the more money u have the more stuff u support. then the less tax u pay can be directly lined with how profitable u already are. meanwhile someone in the middle group or lower quadrant will suffer bc the downward slope goes more further down. to get out u get into loan sharks or big decisions that produce very little outcome. u may wonder is any of this worth it after all. who cares if u don’t think i’m important or otherwise. as safe as i’m concerned it’s been years hardly anything changed in the favour of all of us. so let us stop kidding ourselves. it would be a great place to start.

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perhaps ur one of those

people who look at the world. who analyze the humans and say oh look at them. such puny existence. shallow and lowly. look at how they create so much get age. make so much waste. they mistreat animals . and fight with each other’s. they r generally dirty. they disgust me etc etc.

surely u might have ur own share of past. but u may at times not even connect the two together. u might say well yea. i’m a product of my environment . or my parents were bad or i had such a. heartbreaking experience in this world that i must be babied for the rest of my life. my pain and suffering supervenes all else and the only way i can make things better is constantly feed it what it needs in order to keep it in perpetual tranquil state. i a way we can apply the same analysis to the sorority away characters. what is the bath house ? it’s a place where natural spirits go and cleanse purify and relax them she’s. it’s pretty much akin to a traditional celebration or remembrance. but here. with oil strongly emphasized which is the single most destructive cause in the engine meant. it just produces too much instability. we can only predicate so much and event with what we know so far. we aren’t able to mitigate all the issues that come from it. let alone a single one. spill happens and we can’t clean. up. there’s always smth. a solution or a evolution or ease that is out of reach. so this signifies the river gods and all the others coming in with dirty feet. they r do unrecognizable. ! and then ofc there is the establishment. what is the bathhouse ? it’s akin to human made system. the bridge between our spiritual realm and our physical continuity. .

the reason why things are out of whack with the whole business is that since the issue is a human greed. it polluted everything. it polluted the world and the people who live in it. heading to the person who looks at the world with disgust. there is a few things to consider. one in being which a persons own. experience could be misunderstood and the other in which person mistakes the initial reasoning for a absolute permanent one. we tend to wish to wanna know so much. almost everything about r everyone and everything within it. much like a business person. does about the ins and outs of a given smth. but if there’s a fundamental error in reasoning. however small it maybe. will cause disturbances within the field of understand g. which is where we base our decisions and take actions. so the person could blame the general peoples started of existence for he stationary cause. but also realize that perhaps how they got there could prove to be more answer worthy. so then u see that people depend on systems created by other people like them. then u start looking at the development and relationships between systems and people. and the relationships between differing and opposite systems within a given network.

so the issue is this. man never stops seeking of self. meaning and reason. purpose passion and sense of self worth and accomplishing things u can be proud of. now the thing is we tend to think our process as gaining the absolute and maintain it till we become of age or till we die , when relayed by manifestation within. one person. no matter how we wish to superimpose our meaning or attribute our cause and objectify otherwise subjective causes within it we don’t fake the outcome. for it will be as is even if we refute its existence or deny its appeal and claim to be as it appears to be as. so a great misapprehension is that we think a development in particular takes place and then it’s the heights. and then we know and assume in others that they get to grow up and then they get into old age. slowly disintegrate and then die. learning becomes difficult as u age. or that ur less useful as u get older. a general sense of existentialism and dread setts in. u don’t know if all the hopes and aspirations died along with u and u didn’t know or realize. but this isn’t true. bc our experience may seem linear. as the body is born. it grows. maintains changes and dies. it’s this one factor we must consider. that we only adapt to changes that are evident and abuse by natural causes. which can’t be as punishing as we assume and impose on each other.

i think this is quite normal ina. unhealthy environment . and when we say that we usually look to each other with scepticism bc we would the be like well are the oil guys devils in human incarnate ? ofc not. the bad that originates here predates human kind and human nature. it could be that smth happened in some part of the galaxy and then it reverberated in the form of space rock and hit earth during dinosaur times and which created this seismic experience to keep repeating itself until earth stabilized itself again. it’s like this. when u receive severe blow to the head or trauma this reverberates within a recovering patient. same with earth bc it’s a living organism. when u choose to find one instigator or to gina tie of a problem u can expand beyond just the oil guys. there’s a history be fore them too. humanity didn’t start with the oil gods. it started with cave beings. but even before that we were smth else. and it’s this constant. germination process that takes place. things mutate. multiply. evolve. only changing their form. what is death but a change in form anyway. and all this wars and animosities could simply have started from a single misunderstanding due to the faulty or toxic environment. get this. maybe. our human form started on the wrong food since day one bc of this trauma to earth. so the. fault may not be ours even tho the responsibly associated with the faulty reasoning may be. bc from there we have control to change things. not from the purview of earths natural laws or trying to augment. sturdy laws or hack them in our human favour.

we see that in the movie spirited away there’s a no face being that accompanies the girl

this is representative of myriad factors. i’ll give here few. one in which the parents go into hunger pangs into pigs due to their natural greeed. and that’s for ent than before they got to spirit town. it’s just byproduct of human nature. that’s why it happens. and the other is girl. although she is new human and in clear protest about even human beings. (although here her greed is diffent or young early selfishness ) the greed automatically follows her around which is the no face thing. bc she is human. by her human association eventually since they environment is sick. she will become more of it. even. as subtle as her parents greed. which is why they turn into pigs like instantly

well. perhaps things do get constrained. when a trauma happens or ur hurt. u can take from ur own experience how walls close in and u become distrustful. ur not walking relaxed. but more rigid in body and person. maybe even in words. so maybe this is worked wwwy of handling its own pain. nature represents this a bit more non personally. it only responds to series of causes and effects alloyed by its own natural laws a lot of which are quite simple. yet bc the environment sick and we have fundamental flaws in our development we couldn’t cognize this immediately. it took us this much time and effort to get thru smth like this and as u can see given by the natural findings as painful as they maybe. by their given height and measurements as to how impactful our engineer is to our given psyche. we don’t realize this without understanding the same in everybody. meaning that we don’t need to find a scapegoat to blame all to bc the word was going. through its conundrum before we got here. whatever it needs to go through in terms of reverberations can be improved in experience and passage if we ourselves allow us the tenderness of experience rather than volatile confabulations. doesn’t matter if things are happening with all kinds of intentions. if u wish to let ur ego and pride run like a bull in a china shop that’s fine but be prepared for the consequences to follow as well. there’s all kinds of instabilities at times like this. both natural and man made bc all u gotta do is have some error in ur judgment and we already got a lot of bad habits in momentum. so the ground is fertile to both constructive and destructive happenstances.

u might have excessive cherishing behaviour for instance bc u may already know that love is necessary but apply it falsely. this is in the same way as someone does excess self deprecation of jokes or self expression or the like but to a point where do u even have self respect ? refraining from one correctly automatically removes its opposite composite. almost immediately. in the same way that the first step to change is to stop the bad be about immediately first. once u can do that. and then reassert ur direction. even if u didn’t know the answer u could say smth like this which requires a great deal of surrender to smth higher than urself. smth like well whatever needs to happen for the benefit of all may appear so i can take the next step necessary without manipulation of others bad intentions. a general direction in the right way is better than something more certain but is founded upon false notion or limited understanding or biases confabulations. preconceived notions. small predictable thinking and just downright assumptions.

also in a misinformation age where we have several augmentations or original data. we have to be highly selective as to how we are going to take our next action. we can’t not take actions. eventually we must act. we can wait for the right data. it takes times we can pretend we know what we are doing which can take us only so far. we can plagiarize but only so far. we can lie but only so far. eventually we hit a brick wall or smth just stop working properly. u may or may hit hvw done ur inner trees h and have gathered enough data to know what to do next. or u see the repetitiveness of reality and assume it too much accord to it. what do u do. an uncertainty is the epitome of a compass on ur journey. we think when things emerge in the form of alarming concerns we must really emphasize behaviour but this is actually not true. this is where we need to be more receptive sensitive and in tune with natural ways so that we can reestablish the natural order that is currently being threatened right now. the more it heightens the more we get all out of whack. and the more we are acting out of whack the more things get out of whack which contributes in a totally whacked way into the environment that responds in tandem with the laws of reciprocity. we take this information and then try to find the culprit.

in a way the difference between an organism that hasn’t reached self consciousness and one that has gained self consciousness is the difference between when we reach a lesson we assume the prior didn’t exist. we assume this new gained realization has been there. which there is truth there but why the interim and who will understand this. maybe the other difference is that which we do things without self control and that which we see our power or self control ina given smth that gives us clue as to where the work is. if u have full cognizance and presence in a given smth ur in the now moment and u have power to change ur actions. in a given situation. right now. and now and now and now so this means that being fully present in all moments of ur life also accords ur words and ur actions when people are looking and when people are not looking. this means that people would act out their opposite of greed. they would have to act out opposite of hate. animosity. or separatist speech they would have to relinquish the excessive control or hold over others. and their speech would represent this quality. it wouldn’t sound pretentious or flamboyant. or charred. it would be right palate where other present people would get the immediate flavour of a given vibe since everything is energy we exchange information . even when we do want it so the quality is there as well as the problems.

few key things to consider is that the boy in the movie is a dead natural spirit who got trapped at work. before they had a chance to materialize on earth human form. that’s what i draw but i hold it loosely. and not all love is romantic. so they could be friends or family member or just members of society having the same type of love for each other in terms of mutual human connection. so this is the anti thesis to greed. bc it’s a one love type reality. u can make distinction about the specialties of types of love for ur significant other. ur kids. family members from nearest to distant. best friends and community. it’s like a gradient. but sometimes we think we can set ourselves apart and say it’s us versus the entire world. what a burden ! but some places this is also very true. there’s all this great restraint and great distinction and too much reliance on false adopted notions that prevents us from truly experiment what love for one another would even feel like. let alone the looks of it. but i get an abstract purview. or a vision.

but looking at history is hard. it painful. u get mad. angry. u get embarrass to be part of some type of lineage or civilization. in any of which u may find smth and be like if i was there i would have done things differently but without considering how things were then was so different than now. even. the level and type of consciousness and our level of understanding as well with it. we get glimpses into it through variety of writing forms. but it’s hard to argue that we could have produced different results if we think we are the only ones who can change the reality by going back and doing things differently. if we also don’t consider the liberation of all beings so they too do the same only then are we reflecting to history with great scepticism and finding out the natural developments to non fault finding approach which allows us to move forward without too much antagonizing of other. other than the natural reportage. responsibility is one thing. and fault finding is another. with responsibility u seek natural balance and order. so if someone did smth to cause distrust in the world from ur side. which ends up burdening systems too and affects others. then restore the trust in that individual is the right order right law. it’s very simple but then again heading back to human flawed reasoning due to faulty reasoning and how we attribute meaning on ego or which part of self that’s infinite or needs defending or preserving bc these r all reflective in our day to day manifestation in myriad formats.

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how does one about

forms relationship with their bodies and their minds. feelings as well as their soul stuff.

bc all of this makes a entire vehicle of person in we. and understanding the relationships between these objectives is key on how we convey meanings. especially those that are common. so that we can accord ourselves on common grounds with absolute perfection of self conduct and self discipline but for this to world out we must all do it that’s why it’s called common knowledge and a common ground precisely bc we need to take series of steps to get things there. first it begins inside. we must convey the right meaning thru right reason. and the other is what we do with our finding. in exchange with others. aka. common grounds. this can be also conveyed with two branches. one in thought and the other in communication or interaction. and which also leads to actions. and co actions. or opposite actions. or reactions. so as we can see it can’t be predicted although given enough time u can see other s in behaviour and determine levels of each which also shows us that there’s a limit in prediction. so but the predictability aspect could be used to to be constructive in improvements of thought and speech so that one is also practicing abundance mindset. the other would be leaning towards pessimism. like oh it’s not enough what will i do with this. guess i’ll just wait until o get more information oh well. but this is bc we may lack an inner component. again. there’s order of things so the first thing is right thought. but for instance it’s connection exterior which is older than it therefore more responsible is the systems around it or what we call as the environment and it’s quality and condition since this offers direct initiation into that thought process as a sort of baseline from where all other perception is coloured. so it’s kind of that veil they speak out when they say the veil lifts eventually and u might find urself disappointed or otherwise as direct measurement of how efficient you were in learning ur own stuff or doing ur work for instance.

the relationships with our bodies speak for itself. eventually we forget this language or it’s still there. maybe some of us were lucky and didn’t lose this language. and but they also still can’t detect that of it’s occurrence and it’s not an of reaction to them. per se for we are product of our environment and it’s quality as is. so if the environment is sick or well it affects us all in some way. there’s no need to put extreme distinctions. that’s just an attachment. anyway. what is sins but attachment to things. desires to be met exclusively or pleasures of lndulgment sure any one of us need a bit of distraction but when we make hobbies out of such things this makes things worse for all of us. inthe way we are attached to our bodies. there’s a attachment to an illusion about the relarionship between whether if we pisses our bodies thereby dominate it which as we get older offers us many different challenges along the way of our understanding. personally i don’t think life needs to be. this treacherous on the body and minds this exclusively. bc it also affects the emotional side of things which creates further mistakes and thereby further binds. then we have the element of ignorance. our communication on the other hand only declined where we are weaponizing information even more aggressively. but get this. the person who owns the media no longer or never did own the people . with the extreme exception that there are few instances where things never recovered from their past misdealings. i think when some of these very extreme cases come to our purview we have to take careful consideration in the natural direction of things. so if ur for instance forming a divine relationship with ur body by honouring it as it is and as u are. then this reflects to how u see others in their relarionship with their bodies therefore making u all a little bit more kinder. for instance ina. strongly male oriented world. all others are treated mostly like second class citizens. or more so in a gradient of bullshit. but u get to see that we have accustomed ourselves to this sort of global evolution where by which it’s negative effects are becoming multiplied. and still we are in the baseline level of our actions and relationship with and to our. bodies thereby each other’s. is devolving rather than getting better. so this is also contributing to the clear illusion that some of us are better than most others that consciousness or godliness or divinity is only afforded to few and many are exempt from pleasure of life and existence. many are intentionally harmed as if our sole existence is to suffer. and life is made hard. or u must always be feeling conflict or other. meanwhile only the few get the chance of feeling much better. and evolved human beings. it’s like mistske but house for the entire world instead. and then ofc it’s no wonder why this gets projected to their exterior. u say well ur lazy and don’t wanna work or do this or can’t do that or u fido this instead and if we see clearly there is a lot of people that don’t even get to see benefit from society. bc the systems have fallen short. so there’s pattern there showing the poverty was around like forever. and u must ask urself why we never tend to these conditions. then we look back to communication and see that while people number increase the money input remains the same so for every new person that comes to this world we should add some baseline standard money i tot he economy. in some way. another is that we dorn communicate our need to slow down human production or speed it up globally. bc we know since economic needs are greed right now we make the mistake that maybe it’s up to poor people to do gods bidding. it’s like saying inn a very passive aggressive way. go kill urself or go die off in ur lineage. u worthless heap. all bc they can’t afford to exist here on earth. or have little or no money. instead of fixing the money problem. and treat everyone equally be like in a global manner hey guys let’s slow down for the next two years. ok guys we can pick up the speed. and then u know every mouth can be fed. the reason why we have not done this is either bc the issues are so great and people get associated with their work that it identifies them so when u criticize systems some people who don’t separate themselves from the work end up taking things personally and hurting the people who are vocal about the effects of these system. since if it’s the environment that causes negative or positive effect. we probably wanna take note and common care the negatives and objectives and effectively agree on common grounds with honour dignity and mutual respect make these decisions and carry them out collectively.

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so basically we are already in constant communication with all things around us. our bodies are the transmitters. and then there’s all this internal processes that take place. catalyzing effects which impacts our decision making abilities. which impeded our reality. which in terms creates effects that feedbacks and then impacts us to impel us to think process decide and act so u can see things can get better or worse overtime. and u can tell there is also foul play. bc these information can easily or collected from above and even in ur phones or any system use and exchange made around things reflect and show images. things are processable. there’s great technology and some of which is hidden from purview. it should be brought out and then used for good instead. bc our misunderstand about the relationship between objects. objectives and objectives thinking is self evident in the results they produce. but we can’t selectively pick and choose where words have power for example. the length of time it took to condition the people to act in the ways we see them do today takes ten to twenty years of conditioning also bc of initiation to internet. now it’s easier bc people depend on money and fame so their desperation makes this a quick one that forces one forced consent or forced acceptance to do wrong for one’s own survival. the exception now is also this. the words that is used to convey or incite violence. of organizing people to do criminal activities and or death threats bc these are unstable in that they aren’t attribute to free speech if they threaten. since we don’t know who’s capable of what or whether if they r willing to carry out on their words. otherwise simple implying the issues at hand or confronting a difficult person who’s also dangeous is not a threat in any of itself. it denotes to our need to relay our communication in words bc all others apparently failed us for some reason or internal or systemic error or reasoning. and things can be rectified by simply communication. bc this opens doors to new lines of thinking. but for that to really germinate we must be honest.

this is harder to do than say bc we have all this conditioning. things that are necessary to unlearn old adages that still ring true aren’t going away. things such as the golden rule applies to all equally. we as humankind need to notice what we did on our part and take responsibly for our part of things when we really get to the thick of our own self work. that’s where we find humbleness and reflect this same on others in their struggles. when we refuse to see this equality we end up being too judgmental of others. but this is not a subject like in words only if it reflects actions ina. a negative way toward others. then we start making things about us when it’s not about us so that we don’t tend to things that are about us and contain. us that which we have direct line of power and influence. that’s why tight language matters also. not bc of how it may get someone to do right or wrong. but to underarms our reality better bc it contributes to our environment which impacts us or any new shmuck who might have just got their first initiation into this rather backwards order. too much poison toxic attacks on all challenges of existence can indeed force on our body of human to produce anti bodies to mitigate this at all levels which also includes our spiritual development. but every life list isn’t accounted for nothing. for things to truly change and for us to truly convey historical meaning. we would reflect its findings to our systems and how we behave towards each other. which would require from us correct line of understanding and common grounds that. do u know what that is ? well. it’s basically valuing each life and preserve and protect each life by starting now that change all our ways to stop wars stop negativity and start acting in line of tending from the most improvished to all others well-being if we don’t accept n honour this tenet today. knowing this truth inside and commonly accepted already due to natural germination process of our conscience evolution which sped up and happened pretty quickly in recent decades as well. have give. is these grounds which means that we can’t not disregard a single life lost knowing this. to act in a ethical way after this moment. and this moment. and the next. cheapens it’s value . (also ladies. never call urselves cheap. if an say frugal. u can say eco conscious. or self conscious. and mindful. but never cheap). and that’s the true value we must preserve. such as well. here is ur own self value and worth even tho the world is cheap and it projects its cheapness to us. and then. here’s our common ground rules and it’s meridian cheap or value or worth level and then such persons direct relationships into having actualized that based on by measurement of each persons true worth. yea. it can’t be hacked altered or manipulated. to each their own. the dead knows our true name.

even when all the info hidden from purview. which by now is too late. all the wrong are out there like dirty laundry. for some it’s by their own self doing. of misapprehensions what transparency means. their last leg is this media control. they still assume it works to control mi da of billions. surely there’s much more to me say than just biased news room stations or altered pr tactics. there’s movies and music. n the printed word. now we evolve too what with technology tools. such as being anonymous so ur communication with others is only limited to satellite spyers. and the others is podcasts. being mouth pieces in. public. tic toc twitter what have u agents all over r the place. from common economic . background. as u so u can’t mistake them for being in difference or opposite position than u. even when u discover the art of diversion keeps u on a limbo. u say well at least we have smth going on it might improve things. but given five to ten years anyone a fortune can change. and when this is manufactured. this makes it unfair and dishonest for all rather. and we have had this. taking from some and giving to others and then have them work out their differences. meanwhile u think ur being detached or objective about the whole thing. it’s lazy way to solve problems bc it also takes too much time and real things happen for people. where their life surely can improve (unfairly) but also can get very bad and this is real peoples lives. it’s kit their fault the systems wanna use them this way or create scenarios of such approach to except or withhold necessary support and guidance. bc on one u can be antagonized and on the other u anywho use urself by. saying urself off. but in the former what u need is courage bc courage is always necessary when one is inclined to do the right thing. if courage is missing that person may not be intent on right thing rather. bc there could be a lie or dishonesty with the way they relay their position or clarify their intention. in case of such conspiracies it’s self evident. so when will we get past intentional misinformation so we can have real adult conversations so that we can find common solutions to common problems and help evolve and improve our lives and existence as well as how we experience generalities within which every days makes the whole? and we don’t have to compensate from truths and facts. in order to get us thru these tough times. that’s what got us here in the first place for to acknowledge things set our boundaries and demonstrate honour of each but first we must improve our verbal quality and be clear in. exchange as it is. not as a sideline or byline or underline or terms and conditions in small print. just by studying the length of time it takes for a conspiracy to take up enough space brain. power all summed up in one sentence would get us to our common aim of saving mental space by summarizing our common experience so it does not take up unrealistic space bc there’s art of sorting data and preserving memory space and experiencing ur life in the high quality that we all deserve to have here on earth. these types of abuses must stop. since they also reflect and multiply in myriad of life happenstances among us. some of which are becoming. machinated

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how do u view ur own existence ?

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are u stationary? fixed? how do u see urself when u look in the mirror. what is the one thing that comes to mind upon seeing urself and ur reflection. is it the body that comes forth. is it ur part ? ur present. or future ? do u see a presence there as opposed to all the flaws u think u must correct bc u may think upon. meeting others or being in public those will be foremost acknowledged . but this is such a false statement. it’s what’s inside that counts. what’s in ur heart. ur soul. and how u see others reflect from here. so the more u meet urself the more u can also meet others. albeit. the details can only be granted upon request and the level of relationship u may have formed with each other. in a way the more trustworthy u are. the more ur able to access each other and get into he intimate details about our personal. bc when we see our own experience we tend to take things easy or hold or nurture our pain. when we deny it is when we begin to get too critical of others ‘ whose perturbations match similar to ours from where we may react in haste in an attempt to self preserve

so in a way. ur not always fixed in characteristic that when u go out there u may be a reflection of the quality of ur surrounding. so say if ur surroundings have a bad quality to it. u may soon start feeling like there’s internal conflict brewing. or that u don’t feel good or fine. so in away keeping our energy in check at all times ensures there won’t be any energy vampires or anyone whose bad qualities may sort of have that rub off effect. but that we can use our surrounding to that self reflection effect maybe we couldn’t have seen smth on our own. so thanks to another persons help now we can. but what we do next matters ofc. but here why we refer to such undertaking as a strong tenet of getting to know urself and develop a good skill of willingness to learn new info and apply it’s techniques such as wisdom in motion. now here is why it’s important to allow ur eyes to evolve. what does this mean. well. it depends on pretty much how u translate a visual information process. if u can’t get past this stage successfully. then the rest of the stuff will be all the more difficult in ur own reality. bc this is directly akin to how u perceive ur reality. from which it’s fertile grounds actions follow. maybe there’s a period of passage in which thoughts turn to language. or reflect itself in its parts. depending on the context of the matter. this right here is very complicated for language depends on the quality of our thoughts which depend on the quality of conveyance per perspectives and be able to sort our data per personal and universal details. and then be alchemists in turning this into wisdom. which requires a different part of us. a spiritual tenet here suggests that the quality of ur work in this regard depends strongly on the quality of ur inner being which cannot be lied covered up hidden from or run away further for too long. if u have apparence of success in one or all of these u mentioned here. then pls know that it’s temporary. bc one simply cannot evade one’s own shadow this is a strong symbolism here in terms do they kind of wrongs that we. do for every bit counts and is accounted. i want u to have the type of sensitivity on earth as of like this story where u die and meet anubis at the gates with a. scale in its hand and then ur heart is opened wide. it’s contents exposed. there’s no way. no matter how much u deny its sound its there and no matter how much u try not to hear it it’s there and no matter how much u talk over it it’s sound only gets louder and that’s it. if it’s good then u get light at the end of ur tunnel. and if it’s not good then we’ll. u know how much anubis likes to eat rotten hearts. perhaps these are holograms. when we die. and must get thru the bardo stages but it’s equivalent to earthly laws bc our exist is going to be pretty much a complete disengagement from worldly systems but. with one caveat that most do miss. just bc u say i let go doesn’t mean it’s gone. it has to abide by and take orders from a much bigger cause. who don’t think u are to even think trying to dictate is gonna work out in ur favour huh?

we mistake our value and worth to this sort of clinging rather than the quality of its existence as well as its relationship with everything else. we say things like well u must be strong. and u must handle this and do that and do ur best and keep trying and be better and simply improve urself. . all of these are actually quite valid but they r not as we think in terms of meaning and ways of getting there. bc we don’t look to our relationships with the world in which smth else might be a cause. or series of things they come together that transpire such. the journey we have on earth is both a lonely one and one with each other and with everything else. and the discrepancy between these obejdirives and the qualities inherent in both subsequently do differ in great detail too which is good information if ur on the constructive side. but it’s very torturous and destructive if there’s nothing u can do about it. and that’s why we have such a conundrum bc we don’t. know where to place the responsibility just yet. we still oscillate between these heightened states of mind and the ugly parts of reality. i mean the causes causes a great deal of effect which continue to reverberate in our reality. it cannot be escaped. and continuing to deny the fact that all is connected and they can simply be analyses in their true nature as opposed to our version of it cos with the latter we keep changing hands. like we got to a sweet evolutionary spot for some who discovered enough the right thing but not yet to be motivated to do anything about it. surely after knowing this u can’t say in even as late as one day that suddenly u had an epiphany and wanna save the world. this is a conversation. it’s always a conversation. and we speak alll the time why? because of our universal connection. we talk all the time. it never stops. at the very least. there is surveillance. i know eyes see these notices.so it’s in consciences. it makes its rounds everyday. the more is input the more trans verses across lands. and like music it’s got it’s own rhythm. it is continuous like a stream. and it offers vitality and life in our otherwise mundane existence. otherwise what’s good if you just sit around and exist. to simply existence without our active involvement in world affairs is nonce. why would u kill urself like that. oh no u must cling to life and it’s many illusions bc that’s what it means to honour it. not the many instances where in this planet we have demonstrated to each other what we are capable of. the good bad and the ugly maybe it’s not the u the real u that is of importance. but the paper trails u left behind as clues to ur kingdom. which were in some way or drained by man. in his attempts to turn reality into a post scriptural rewriting session. to get that polishing effect for the grand finale so to speak. and the funny thing is. the real u can simply and easily be denied. what matters is on the outside. a middle aged. or young or older adult. someone who is or isn’t attractive when u take a first look. but we each of us are the body of evidence of what the world does to us overtime. why characterize it to simply shallow characteristics in others when u know full well the depth of ur own doing ?

the term instabilities comes to mind. i believe this is the closest i can get to the term aggregates. in buddhist terms. this is a negative thing right. much like aggressors. or things that agitate. tend to cultivate grounds for negative things to flourish. instabilities therefore is the uncertainty of where smth is headed. here in global terms we are in a global trigger zone where a ton of aggregates threaten our future safety. and quality of life in the years to come. maybe u have noticed. things got really dumb. i mean if u wanna compare the dumbest timeline this one takes the prize home. it’s terrible omg. we should be so totally grateful for having technology like satellites and internet and modes of communication yet we squander it every damn day. it’s so painful and top of it. to add to the insult we go out there and pretend otherwise. lol what??! bc ho believes their own fart ! it’s as good as green energy wars. lol eco conscious deaths me lady. ohhhh ok u dumb fuck. why don’t u dog a hope and kill urself instead. this is the trip of some here on earth. totally dumbfounding. stupid in broad daylight. can it get lower. why don’t u fuck around and find out. knowing u it would never be enough u will do more of the same and expect different outcome. i mean how many more times must we continue to get stupid. internationally push the envelope to newfound dumb fuckery and say well i think we are at the gestational period. we are about to give birth to a new reality. this is just growing pains. meanwhile it’s actually pain with a trigger finger pointing a gun at ur stupid face instead. u know who u remind. me if. one of those people who don’t notice the hand is their own. there is clinical term to it. it’s a mental disorder. a guy tries to put his pants on one hand pulls the pants upward the other downward. and that’s th realities conundrum. welcome to some dump fucks illusion of distorted reality where the rest of us must subject ourselves eternally according to their like. what the actual fuck kind of reality is this ? the least we can do is stop lying to ourselves that any of this is good. maybe fro there we can control how we procreate. i wish i knew these things before i decided to bring a child to this world. no u tell me if that’s ok. now he’s subjected to a fate of this worldly stupidly bc few mentally challenged people wanna do what. now? play god on our reality. and a fucked up version of it at that. it’s one thing if ur decent and good. but that’s another world.

have u noticed. there’s all this self help and help related canters and all they centres around u changing urself. acclimating urself. confirming urself . hardly ever do they analyze it from a systemic purview and see or detect it’s malfunctions it’s no wonder our idea of perfection is screwed. a system that refuses to acknowledge the general imperfects of the people cannot prioritize itself as the perfection and or hide its own imperfections while projecting its inconstancies upon the people who are already subjected at its whims. it’s run by people. we are relevant to our timeline. not one of us is high n mighty or above and beyond than the others. sure u can definitely have a nde. and see beyond the shroud. but even with that in ur hands ur not capable of forcing horses to drink out of no vital waters. it’s just gonna do it’s thing anyway. but the greater mystery lies not in how much we can control in others but whether if we want to support smth bc we are seen as only a supporting role in this world of such conundrums. the essential is always on the back burner. and these small details do matter. like cracks in the road getting big enough it swallows some up. meanwhile we get these tectonic plates between different objectives costing us essential time and energy loss meanwhile we could be working hard to prepare for a cold winter instead. almost too intentional. then what ur seeing is that not only done assume the role of giants now their delusion makes their shadow on the walls look or appear bigger n mightier so now they assume this esteem that they won’t fall as they slam their feet on the ground so vulnerable falter. and assume no reverberation from any of that. i think the self help is only essential to keep u alive. but doesn’t matter the quality inside. or whiny are. ur reality toy is o the paper trails u left behind. some of which were intentionally created. others a pure lie. th whole thing runs on attachment some are as valued as their type of blood whereas others die simply bc of it. such vampirism runes at large. there’s no way around it either. we aren’t dealing with kind compassionate people. they hold grudges. they take revenges. they kill in cold blood ( advances where they may live thru others in their deems ending for others to satisfy their greed and hunger for hate and violence on others bc that’s what gods do. they punish the puny people below them. remember inferno. materialized. imagine u and ur friend have problem these people see u. in ur conundrum they punish whichever they think is wrong. and then later they punish the other on what they think is wrong. they put their nose in ur business instead of oh i dontknow. teach as guides compassionately? give people the power of privacy dignity and way to learn on their own so they can correct their own ways. no. these things are unrealistically picked and pricked from us bc they hide much worse behind closed doors. and their live their inconsistencies thru us and then transfer their inconsistencies upon us bc if we are lowly than them or worse. then it makes them look better when they look into that proverbial mirror. so virtue signal from other there u tiny puny earthlink. i’m already above it.

the world is heapless noise at times. which convoluted they natural rhythm of our existence. there s a natural balance to thjngs. a intuitional way of self guidance and overcoming hardship. bc gem in learning. we don’t have much say in the quality of information out there. that’s normalized . meanwhile we keep very important subjects as statuses. such as poverty and sudsing of people. or stationizing women defined. or weaponizing money and prestige. antagonizing education against the welfare of people. punishing future generations such was ur children for what the system allows to acknowledge about ur said person. ur antagonized even as a extra number in ur own generation. bc there’s too much people and not everyone will make it as they say in the brochures. all is a lie . it’s enterprise to get u in predictable situations. and depending on where u are in their narrative and ur relation assigned to u by them. that’s who u are. bc they say. and that’s gonna be ur fate. even those who are rich and successful aren’t free. they sign their life to organizations will kill u like princess diana if ur not careful or start colouring outside the lines. at the very least there is many version of living dead. al u gotta do is be and accept what they give and say about u and as they force u in a conundrum of either of u should be alive to tend to ur own but u know how that goes too. young people are too quick to judge too robust with their criticism bc they thinkn the holly wolf kingdom is heaven just bc they r smiling or got their plastic surgery looking beautiful bc all this manipulated the natural senses to detect danger. u abuse a good person enough times soon enough their biology will fall. u can use media to lie about them and eventually people will believe the validity of such paperwork. bc one they pay money for it. and two it’s acclimated. normalized. it reaches all its dominant. remember the saying whoever owns the media owns the world. period. and there among us a ton of cope. it’s all dope. and u call urself well i’m survivor. look i patched myself up they give u that much. but still we aren’t free bc justice is not served. it’s awol. it only is afforded to the poor and the shmuck. who fall for such divine things actualize among us. we? the puny humans know about honour ? of truth? hah! bless ur soul if u believe so. that’s why many take drugs and get under the haze of cope. sure it must all be me. it’s my head my mind my brain this faulty body why can’t i get with it like the rest of them. u mean those other poor shmuck who caved into drinking or smoking or can’t u see? we are all coping . no one has it together. even putin.

everyone so eager to exist that they forget the art of living. we cling onto this false appeal. which dictates our truths for us in our day to day dealings too. it’s convenient t to stay silent in the face of injustices. it’s easy to get swayed mentally. i know ur exhausted. u were intentionally meant to be. so u start giving up on little things. all of this is scientifically done to we. bc there’s previously gathered data on our human lives in terms of small and medium traumas or even deeper boggier one globally collected data already all know. but they been acting like they know nothing of what covid can or is capable of doing let alone financial instabilities so they go backwards on already accumulated data and pretend it is not connected or applicable to these times and that is the biggest gaslight of all if u do t know the term there’s an old black and white movie with the same name and it demonstrates it succinctly i recommend u watch it. and who resorts to such methods? ofc someone who doesn’t like u and want u dead. simple. so here we have decades of info. and now where we need to appply any of it we are forced to look the other way instead. satellite ? no they dot com cost. if they do they can’t see motion gif they do only specific thjngs about war and whatnot. and if they can get behind it why should i tell u that i tell u what i want u to know world is a stage and we are merely players i was lucky to be chosen u are not but we are gonna turn this into a metaphysical conundrum and make a spectacle out of it bc foremost this educate people but the lesson is dictated by us not u. bc that’s the point. many don’t matter only few do. but we have to make it seem like it’s the opposite. come on pay attention. this is very important. life is a game and we must always stay winning. at any cost. that’s for the greater good of our own personal subjective truth after all. ~ and why did u think that was gonna do? eventually we gain enough deaths and enough experice producing wisdom under our very belts. heck it’s in our dna and they take that literally too. attack the dna. kill them all if u must. but kill what? the body must remain intact. we wanna kill the spirit we wanna kill the dream or hijack it. control its means of production. churn it out thru capitalism. and ofc. generate enough grey zones where if anyone where to stir from this terrible nightmare we mouth no them. we can kill then and make it look like accident. we got away with so much worse before. all we wanna do is make a self operating business the world is our playground and we are simply ..

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conspiracy theories

are not simply fillers or gossip bc we are bored with life or are likening or comparing ourselves with those of others or absolutely obsessed over the lives of those already conveniently placed right under the limitless light . no. conspiracy theories are not theories if at all. bc for a theory to be itself there would be reasons underlay that would instigate such. what’s a theory anyway. it’s a collection of reasoning that allows for proper break down of and then figuring out its parts so as to fully convey it into language. the saying goes. if u didn’t understand a topic chances are ur less likely to be able to summarize it. teach or explain it. without the proponent of recognizing that one simply does not know or understand smth. then the word conspiracy. it’s unprovable. it’s to conspire. usually against smth. so agsisnt the well-being of smth. putting it in danger or deconstruct or destroy in a. negative way. like a premeditated criminal activity. the former of speech of recognizing the title conspiracy theory is almost always rooted in a negative understanding of it. which colours the purview before u hear the information. personally i don’t even like the word conspiracy theory. bc it automatically disqualified a piece of information from. being conveyed as it is. in a way we don’t realize in our desperation to seek the root source of piece of nag. like a splinter in the mind it pierces our ignorance and shakes the ground we stand on. it’s no wonder we would attach to nearest objective or meaning without further ado. after all we hardly discuss social connotations and meanings of such. and the influence of some of these meanings as they arise. we ok it at first. initially bc we are grateful that there is exchange at all or there’s always hope for things improvement. but in our seeking for such. we must never give away from value of exchange. so in this case. to rule out the social meaning of conspiracy theory is very essential in unlearning some of these age old accustomed and unanswerable social cues that has shaped man’s actions which led us all to here and now respectively speaking. for better r understanding into why things happen. how and what happened that brought us to such a human conundrum with little to no warning signs. or maybe they were there but we greet accustomed. or desensitized or both. or that the overload of experiences in such simultaneity is what strategically achieves this measure. but what does our current findings in and of themselves mean for our quality of existence and where we are headed. even in admittance for such truths. we would have to move in a desirable direction for getting through the fog to our conscience since the constancy of conflicting data equally looming large out there as plethora of choices for us to lean on. it’s not discoverable what this means. ? u fall into a category. that’s not the whole but dumb of it’s parted that complements a while that’s also not organic but artificial in cognizance why even bother tho. so now what we are experiencing the exasperating desperation of trying to cover up and evade the recent mistakes made. but the issue is the past mistakes taste is invoked and awakened. so now we find ourselves in this cosmic cesspool of plethora of experiences and differences as well as similarities. but ofc this bottle neck wasn’t meant to be for ever or for the sheer exchange of places. these things are attractive in a limited mind. but one that is limitless knows this is just a trap. of the ego.

if u have done ur past homework then ur ahead of most in and of urself in terms of sorting of of the meanings we place on our day to day dealings. right now the conundrum is that everyone else’s experiences differ. and the way they categories these meanings also differ. context is key here. the similarities may fool some but we all know u can’t cross the same puddle twice. so things may hold some connection. but then the intentions may differ. someone might have had piece of information that u aren’t granted access to. the mode of introduction of a piece of data differs from person to person. from one side. there’s a group of people who sit and discuss matters from evidence in their hands (evidence such as last article clippings or pictures of data like a deceased persons diary for instance ) and then the putting it together in a format. that is viewed from the other persons who first are introduced via title. a such and such pronounced a someone who is now dead. here’s our depiction of their life. ok. or here’s a finding. and then u divert the notion by getting people to fall in life with the story teller. that u don’t see that they r only skimming the surface with what they wish to share. bc. a. there is a timeline to such things. and b. there’s a inkling to share information. but not everything or not in the way that people would be advantageous with the information bc u especially don’t want that last past but in an attempt to eliminate it. u do it instead. but then ur make reconciliation in ur head saying well. i’m doing smth that’s good for their benefit. without realizing. ur saying that people are generally incapable of such truths unless they are granted an important persons position such as urself with all that special access to intimate data on others and ability to choose what u wanna do about it. it could be that someone sees a past occurrence and then think that they can strip it’s theory. or skeleton. or body or shape and then multiply it elsewhere bc of the relativity aspect. but then not realize that this is not only applicable or accurate but it feeds a part of self cherishing mind. bc it relies very strongly on the illusion of prioritizing self over above others in terms of for example. centre of the universe. that’s the real conspiracy no one wants to talk about. bc people do oscillate between where if their actions are more significant than others. what is centre of the universe if it’s not the pearl in the oyster shell. where the world caters to u at ur feet and ur babied and everything that u do impacts the world exponentially far greater than literally anything combined. and get this. u will be the sole saviour of this world. do these are big ego nonsense objectives since everything is connected and we are benefitting from this truth. diverting it and just benefitting ourselves from it is a concern of the ego. and pride. bc it makes u feel bigger and better then others. and also the feeling of others excessively depending on u also feels nice bc it contributes to making urself feel very special. so this way. ur mistakes definitely look insignificant. bc ur important person after all. but how do we truly measure who’s important and who is not. just bc a child didn’t grow up or a poor shmuck died bc they happened to live under a war zone. does that mean they were never or didn’t have chance to be the centre of the universe or even smth more greater ? if ur stupid u will make excuse for their death here.

the true conspiracy could definitely be reflected in the way we treat others after our assumed perception of their truest and nature oh how big we must feel when ever we define such terms for others. but nontheless as byproduct of our conditions to exist here as human beings on this particular earth at this particular time and place. this is customary. this doesn’t mean that it can not be improved however. for example. our true nature is to solve issues. not add more to it. how do we determine this ? is this simply a conspiracy to get people to be nicer so they give up and get used ? no. that’s just u being distrustful bc this unhealthy environment will do that to ya. but what sets u apart from others isn’t bc u are mistaking ur reality to centre of universe. and acting on it which harms others. this mean that we have to take a few steps back. u know the saying. one step back few forward. but there’s very rarely we do step back a few times. before we spring forth why? bc things are that bad maybe. i don’t know. a person who is deliverer of such information downs. or take active part in diluting it’s parts. but tries to send it forward in a as is way. so is with theorizing about the clues and pieces of information about a unsolved mystery. it’s not automatically conspiring against bc in such happenstances where a spiritual disturbances take place. it’s human right for seeking clarity. this allows us to understand our engine t and reality. which is the reflection of healthier habits or living. people are also more inclined to be civilized. and maintain peace. these things are to be venerated not challenged or destroyed or deployed as weapons against the same humanity who were tolerant at great instances of multiple distress. i think that sometimes people who fear other people and then deploy all these things in an attempt to conceal truths and facts end up making things worse. and no matter how many layers u cushion urself with everything becomes see through. it’s like imagine a central objective surrounded by a 360 spider web. and the web has layers. so the closest layer would be most intricate bc it would be. condensed. to cover best space as it expands. the second layer would be intermediate and the third would reach out as far and wide as it can for control and maintenance. and u can see all these poor shmuck a who accepted the deals. they r all in the administration desk. behind closed doors or cat fish online doing their usual daily rounds it’s nuts. the whole thing rests on the delusion of the few. and the funny thing is. bad guys make this life so much worse by simply existing. and you can see the good keep fighting for the righteous nation to never be like ur enemy. except for when ur self defending. so for instance not being like ur enemy does not mean let him do whatever. if they have a knife and wanna hurl themselves at ya. ur not gonna be like well i wanna be the biggest guy here and offer them ur chest. ur probably gonna say this is not the way i wish to go and then give it a good fight. so ur not gonna waste ur life for that higher ground or not worry about looking like the bad guy when ur livelihood is threatened. so then why do we systemically ignore these environment and even be ok with normalizing these activities based on by such limited conspiracy that some people deserve to die. if we must choose then let me ask u. would u kill a bad guy so that u can spare the life of one hundred good guys he would have otherwise wasted ? would u go to hell for killing a man? episode that solve the issue or would it make it repeat later on in life. basically that last question is it even worth it. or does it participate as small part of it. although quite impactful in a persons life i’d assume. so then why does it exist tho as a experience. then ur breaking it down further. how can we avoid it. what’s the actual reason underlay. what’s the misconception originating from which false notion. and how can we realign our true nature so as to elongate these inconsistencies.

ofc sometimes the most obvious lie is a truth in disguise. maybe the message isn’t that smth is or isn’t true but that it’s more of a threat. it says hey don’t fuck with me man. if u do u will end up just like them. and then go on to demonstrate how it cannot possible be rectified judicially. so what it says is do not fear law. fear me. for i am above it. and this means that even if or when ur right. it doesn’t matter. suck it up buttercup. that’s life. for nothing here is fair. and this tends to create feelings of helplessness. loss of hope. being tired. body pain manifests. which create short of problems to flourish from it. u are thinking that giving up means maybe u are wrong they were right. so u begin to doubt ur self. in a desperate attempt to help ur own suffering u try to change urself. and when nothing works. u give in and give up. and this feels nice at first but it’s actually being more welcoming to their advances. bc then u will begin to dip when they instruct u to. self flagellate when they tell u to. maybe they r bored. ur their punching bag. randomly they will torture u. u will ask why. it’s a hellish reality. and their frustration may have nothing to do with u. bc they are one group and really immersed in what they do and have separated themselves from u and everyone who’s like u which is majority so if one of u make a stupid mistake or inconvenience them then they get mad. and take it out on someone they can. it’s simple as that. nothing personal. cope. and the more u cave in the more u give in the less likely ur doing smth about it. the more they pile on and the more this gains momentum overtime. especially on the unmitigated aspect. so for those who didn’t do their work or were in process to know thyself. since now the kids are even not exempt from it but there’s art of evolution. too which runs against them so that’s good. we will see where that will place is evolutionary wise. bc these things cannot be stopped their momentum is greater one. then again the jealousy of the older generations who are too attached to power and self cherishing attitudes this becomes a hell place for them. u would see why there’s all this deaf destructive promotions directed at young children like always. and this cakes on top of past unmitigated inconsistencies. or in their terms. conspiracy theories. that urgent room hasn’t even had a reconciliation or clarity as to its development and resolve. clarity etc. and results be reflected in our lives. so u can see this intense effort to move on and make mistake in attempt to cover up and now we have even more stuff to sort out. the old ways don’t work anymore either. bc it’s just too much. the struggle and life. and no matter how u wish to paint it as doesn’t work either. almost as if the paradigm shift already took place but it’s in alignment without moral score. that’s why it doesn’t seem like much has changed.

one of the greatest aspect and greatest betrayal is the promise of great things and then saying that it was people who misunderstood the message but why tho. everyone says it. to have needs equal for all or that all needs are met and then all of this can be fixed by simply administrative changes. we have great tools at our fingertips. in this day n age we must be able to not only promote gratitude but know what it means to live truly with this basis. bc one who is grateful generally on the right thing would not harm others. would not mistake wrong thing for the right thing. and would not evade responsibilities. if u don’t recognize ur blessings. then ur more likely to be harmful towards others. with the exception of trauma survivors. but considering the passage. not the accustomed behaviours as accepted as normal condition to one’s personality bc that’s just a lazy excuse to not do ur own work or take responsibility. anyone can do that. oh that’s just how i am. see how easy it is ? no that can’t be changed. i’m simply made this way. see how easy that is. but we don’t apply this to well. i am choosing to be this way. or that i’m not able to change myself or control myself by saying i’m the way i am simply as is and my actions are product of my personality that conveniently cannot be changed even if it were to pose a danger to humanity is epitome of weak mentality. or convenience. or both. or maybe it’s lack of ability to reconcile what terrible things u might have done. not even. that . the fact that it has caused long term negative complication inside. now u get all this negative feelings that linger longer as days go by. u can’t shake it off either. what do u do. maybe ur reaction and frustration with the world is that itself is it fair. why. or why would u rather ? why be fair in a world that is not fair. bc we can see that it’s still standing due to tolerance of the majority not due to intolerance or impulse of the few who ruin things for the majority. bc what u want is impossible since what u want is to be real born. and be pure after u were physically burn once. to clean se urself of ur own impurities albeit they may have started by someone else’s wrongdoing. but what happened afterwords. and interim. who are u now. where are u now. right ? bc these inconsistencies does. not mean we all don’t have the same seeds. u can see mine and point to them. but do u see me watering those seeds ? if ur concerned. check in with me in a few weeks and see if i watered those seeds. i don’t deny those seeds non existent in me. but i have developed wisdom to recognize not to water it. that’s the difference between a conspiracy theory and one’s that are facts.

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when ur dreaming

there are few things u become aware of. one of it is that it’s a dream and u can do anything within it without accountability. in reality this becomes dogmatic once we begin the next pursuit of doing unholy things in our dreams bc we wanna do things that we know are wrong but wanna do them anyway. especially if in the dream state there are no consequences for our actions. like. at all. imagine every night before sleep u go and say smth like well i wish i can be cognizant of dream state and have godlike powers like shooting energy out of my fingers. and this. when visualized can harm someone who might be in its way. in a way this is reflective of our psychological quality. if we are frustrated in waking life. and wish to exasperate our senses. subconsciously this takes care of it via creating a holographic reality to this one so that u begin to see objective that rekindle the feeling and thereby allowing ur to let it go. but here it’s like punching a pillow. except that ur doing far bigger things. has that helped anyone tho? punching a pillow ? i don’t think so. i would rather the issue wasn’t there at all. if the whole thing is a mirage. an illusion then it can be changed. no? otherwise why have a stupid projection on a wall and subject urself to its whims ? ofc ur thinking that the healthy thing to do is exasperate urself as opposed to question ur reality. is this necessary? do we really not have a better alternative that’s going to be more efficient and harmless. bc the same survival instinct and the ways on which we tend to cope are not that different. that’s why it’s said don’t do to others what u don’t want done to u. not bc of peoples cunning ability to copy each other only when they r naughty. but hardly when they r nice. which is quite weird. like how do we easily do these bad things with much ease than the good oh right. our dream state practice. the greta dojo teaches us well. bc we have projected this fake reality inside so much. and took pleasure out of exasperating ourselves assuming it’s right. or should be continued. didn’t simply see our power within it. and maybe that’s also bc we don’t really acknowledge our true power in our waking state. when viewed this way. we each of us see our true work. our portion of it. though i think the hardest part about human nature is to overcome its own pride. it’s like the gateway drug for the rest of the sins to flourish. it’s a lying to wait for each person to quell their own stupid pride. bc they see themselves with such splendour that we must as well and ur like bich get out of here with that nonsense. in my world it’s only i that exists. but common place respects all mutual rules. if u root back human systems it has worked actively. on taking sand seizing border and territories. we are territorial and possessive thus. but in to the coming years this only changed form until now they wanna occupy ur minds and live in it rent free too. and that’s just too much. u have nothing no other alternative way to exist here but this is a truman’s show and ur just an extra in their story.

perhaps all of this links us to our understanding of these objectives in their nature as they come to play such as waking state and dream state. in a way of our grasp of meaning of good and bad. and heaven and hell. or us and them. or me and u. or this or that. u get the feeling. this concept of duality acclimated by human understanding comes from right thought. or right grasping of concept or thought. currently our grasp of general state of thought is way off. bc some among us. * laughs * have done some very terrible things and . they know their shit stinks. they also know we know this is true. and so we play this play pretend instead. where this is some staged drama that’s set on trajectory of tragedy as in shakespearean play and but where all the roles are reversed. now they mock u. the general people instead. . in a way there’s a strong correlation with waking state. it’s many conditions and qualities and challenges. and dream state . and it’s various ends and mechanisms to state of being alive here as human beings or plant or animal. and that which is beyond this life. aka process of death. and then what takes place afterwords. and then the bigger things at play. sure here on earth we can examine the world cycles. such as life and death and the process of growth in human life. and it’s association to the planetary functions. to a bigger one. what about the solar system and any other potential organisms and their cycles and relationships. and maybe if we step back further we can examine the entire milky way. and go way back and u see what i mean. we maybe trickled down from these systems and landed here and then on our way out we will go back to those or of others if there’s a direction to this echo. i would say free particulars are free to go in any direction. but i think when a particular becomes conscious of itself then it can direct better outcome rather than subject itself to any random experience that comes it’s way. so i think the power is in creating better outcomes in ur own transmission so earth is a burp in its process here thing s may only seem like they mean. a lot bc of the projection. or the amount of projection that gets here just to create the hologram. the dream. in a way. those who think that life is a game to be played. maybe partially realized. surely the game represents enjoying smth. bc what is a game anyway. it allows us to be playful and also know how to evade danger. know or be knowledgeable and experiences about the many experiences that are out there. but it only becomes a problems whe the game becomes a t the cost of people. and starts harming people or ridicules their suffering. or subjects it to excessive control and pain. does not value everyone the same way one would value oneself. . so there are marked indifferences within one’s perception of disqualify between the two objectives. clouding his duality. concept about the reality he understands a and reflects to his actions therefrom it.

because why happens here is that if we allow this sort of spiritual breach in some who go and do these other things to others which are terrible in nature and hurts and harms and causes more problems than solve or have solution stop offer. then this refers to this constant need to satisfy one’s urges even at the cost of others well being and seek no self responsibility . or that see that if we applied this rule to everyone. to go and do the same. due to art of unity. then this world would become a carnage world. so our past is filled with genocide . how do u think it stopped and changed form. they got tired. and felt bad. and realized the bad they felt was just too heavy than keep going. but did the issue get fixed? no. they just turned it into assimilation and more control and abuse flared from there. and then itself got tired and changed form to smth else somewhere else. and to this day we have done stupefied version of it still trying to agency over the fertile hearts. there’s a reason why some of our dream state is far greater in quality than waking state. and some people are dreaming through their lives at the cost of anybody depending on their concept of self responsibility . bc these things are connected. so u can see the entire tapestry from where u stand. it’s not that difficult. even if some were to try to cover it. or paint it differently. or augment or destroy it’s parts. this refers to other bigger systems that trickle down to earth. so no matter what we do here we will never override those systems bc they attribute to bigger things we are only small portion of it. there’s no way it’s ever going to be hacked. period. this belief does not need u to be a spiritual or dogmatist religionist manifesto owner slave mentality type bullshit bc all i see is the relationship between. true organic ingredients. and ur in a way being on a quest of self discovery. by their association with each other. and so our true nature doesn’t demand from us repetitive constant struggles n that’s perpetual and never ending n this is not normal there’s a great disturbances in our field of existence right now that points to various fields of study and to their subsequent errors. whether it’s in human mechanism or the system that they operate or both there are many works that can be undertaken. but there has to be clarity of function and operation. not this where we have excess covetious ness. or secrecy in the wrong thing and to compensate the balance they exploit others in their own processes which happens as a strong byproduct of their system error in correction of its own causes and effects subsequent to its development in their places and relationships with each other. things were not ok up to this point. there’s no need to excessively protagonist anyone since there’s past events that brought us all here. those on top especially may feel this great burden and pain so great they wish to remove themselves from the responsibly of that feeling but this is not true and it’s only a projection. i can point to a ton of nameless people who are much holier this is the level of humble that is key here. at difficult times. and not be so self boastful bc like i said. overcoming one’s pride is a difficult thing to do. but it’s the right thing to do bc it’s it’s direct opposite of deprecation which is the feelings of failure n negativity. when u cut off self cherishing attitude u also cut off the negative ones. this includes the ones projected to u by others. if u have self cherishing attitude. chances are u also have self deprecation. this can be measured by how people treat others whom they dislike. or what they priorities such as self preservation at the cost of others life.

subsequently the dream state strongly suppers the egos identity at times bc it’s attribute to self cherishing attitude and our attachment to it. it feels good to be worshipped and revered as someone worthy of respect. or recognition my may even daydream about others spending so much of their precious time thinking about u. if u see they are slacking u can cause enough disturbance in their life where their attention and time is spent on you. it’s like a. never ending movie screen. literally there is handful of people who truly dominate and live in this world as loud and pronounced as they say they can. and the rest of us revolve around them. like we don’t have lives of our own. concerns or dreams of our own. or feelings like shit ain’t hard. it doesn’t hurt to be continually dragged and hurt and shared. for years used. and wasted time and energy on things that didn’t produce anything positive. or at all. so why bother do anything at all. then ur begin to veer towards deconstructing a dream state by refusing to part some in it. sadly now that things are veering towards a more technocratic world. if u don’t consider the association of technology already took place in our lives and we are only getting caught in its effects and beginning to graze its surface. then what would u think this means to our right to say no. even if say we stopped fucking and conceiving children nor all women killed themselves. all men would try to preserve few and subject them to torture just to upkeep lineage. i thought about everything. and it seems like there’s no escaping it when people actively pursue this decentralized world view only that they cause gap between su theory and people and refuse to respond. and it’s the parts about which was previously revealed and discussed at multiple occasions. a decentralized technocratic world would not care or bat an eye lash for ur death either. how would this refer to our spiritual quality? it can’t be maintained. if u notice. if ur can analyze an entire past cycle for what it is and see now how it starts a new. anew okay that the cycle has ended and now it begins. anew. where things only seem like they have changed on the surface. the design modes may differ the social niches may differ but the practice is the same. so the quality is the same. and the cycle is repeating only bc of its own self sustenance. and that comes at the cost of peoples lives like i said. peoples lives don’t matter in this game. and when u link two things of such nature that are not equal u give birth to host of problems. .

the ultimate dream is like embodying godlike nature in human form. all exempt from responsibility for ur own experience and it’s producing effects thereby also doing whatever u want to maintain or get ur way at all times while also singing it as a virtuous thing to do. like ur doing gods work. there’s a good reason why ur weak. and that u hurt others and must find some divine reason as to why and how that is. this becomes engrained on adult minds. so there are grown adults with this mindset and that’s very scary. this differs from child hood trauma that reacts negativity during their youth to a trauma they can’t recall make sense of or find help outside of themselves in their reality. a grown adult with this sort of mentality is dangerous in this world especially if they have power n means to manifest immediate negative side effects in others lives. bc this individual probably does not understand other peoples life is not a game and should not be played with. no matter what u call urself as. it doesn’t matter. all of this comes from these peoples personal distaste with human being. human life. human existence. human flaw and the basic generalities about our existence. lowly why don’t like it. so they subject us to not have our needs. instead and take our frustrations out on us. bc they aren’t happy to be here but they must go great length to make things exciting but at our cost and which doesn’t permit us choice to withdraw ourselves from it. and in a financial system of such personal hierarchies also function to be in forced thought format so that they secure their place within society. which is basis of dishonestly. so ur forced to have personal dishonestly just so u keep ur security of ur person within a financial system. lol. what a heap of garbage. it need to change. no wonder why everything. else is out of whack. we should refuse to participate in such unholy systems. figure out ur social discrepancies internationally without footing the bill on unsuspecting innocents. people always pay the price for these unholy unfunctionable broken systems. and the people who wish to undertake such jobs need to be evaluated periodically to make sure that they still have integrity of people as their top priority. things change all the time. few benefit on the backs of many and when shit hits the fan they wanna destroy the whole world if thats the only way they can evade responsibility. they can delete us all and start fresh. that’s what they think. and that’s what they wish to do right now ? no accountability ? then no peace for u. no prosperity.

we do tend to mistake our nature to

being genius. cunning. or too smart for its own good. what does that even mean. too smart for its own good. first of all u would have to define intelligence. it may demote to ease in. terms of what it creates. here in this world the ease can be referred to material manifestation of a given objective with little or no doubt. so that’s why we often say someone is a genius in a world of contradiction if they make it financially. bc most often than not. it’s very difficult to survive that reality unless ur own lineage gave way to some sort of personal leverage. even then tbh gas can take a shark negative turn at any time in any body’s life that can take them scare steps backwards. often times we will look at a happenstance concerning others and mistake phenomena that is things that happen with our bias of fixed meaning that they arise as a effect to causes. that are apparent or observable by nature so that when we are approaching such issues we aren’t just remedying the effect by suppressing its more apparent signalling. this becomes even easier to do when we are constantly busy with life happenstances. the more we live. the more we are on the move the more likely we will make these types of mistakes. there’s the momentum of a given objective as well as not taking responsibility for what one created bc there might be a false acknowledgement of such social conundrums. we tend to veer away from such public embarrassment. but bc there’s inconsistencies within the meanings we give to life in general as well as our level of self cherishing thoughts and behaviours. that reflects on how we conduct ourselves thereby forcing us to take responsibly of that which is not our personal business. for example excessive surveillance and assuming peoples not so fixed characteristic as fixed characteristics would definitely throw us out of evolutionary balance. this imbalance reflects on our material manifestations. where we manifest undesirable conditions for the mistaken. chase of right wrong desirable objectives. bc also the distribution and equality of material objectives did also get off balance where it benefits excessively the few whereas the many are in a convoluted and contradictory state eternally. eternally bc since we are too smart for our own good when this material balance is off. the material manifestation of smth has more impact than the intrinsic risk and basis bc it’s the most convoluting and out of eight billion people we have varying degrees of perception. that’s true. tho since our basic needs are very simple. and has been known to be broken down and simplified into basic language. and the lack of such also has its scientific and philosophical as well as psychological connections and studied its long term effects. then we can also refrain from mistaking these findings to stationary existences. which should be our primary motivation. when we do smth like this. not maintaining systems for the sake of self cherishing interest. but for the full and correct use for all it encompasses since what we also wanna consider is the use with ease theory. that which is right becomes easier to manage and control albeit there would still be challenged and new issues to consider. but if there would be significant improvement in. our lives when we find the right equilibrium between our inner genius with that of external pursuits.

with mistaking natural happenstances to calculated one’s were also end up causing ourselves a false analysis of reality. but we also make this same error but assuming it’s not being artificially augmented. bc that changes the game entirely even tho the differences might appear very small to u. to not be able to tell reality as it is. it’s like assuming a concrete house was part of nature. it was in fact made with natural parts such as wood and stone but it was decided by man. and put together it’s parts after gathering. all this breakdown gives us the mechanics of a given smth. and both nature and the systemic systems our lives becomes easier to manage with have them. when the difference between the systems are entangled where u can’t tell which is which. u may apply a false analysis to smth organic and to smth that’s inorganic. bc there is a strong probability of making errors in this state. or wrong inferentials. or even certain resolution s. fixed decisions and then reflect these to ur actions. manifest reality becomes a bbt more complex but u can root out who has material availability to manifest the most toxic or objectively helpful to society and produces less to no waste or has already established system of managing it in a efficient way. so what we are prioritizing here is efficiency. but the right one. then u can also tell when someone come with u with. trick or i’ll intentions. n u may find a way to evolve urslef to evade a fruitless experice. if ur able to get thru with something u can turn this experice into a beneficial one. here ur benefit should include all. so that’s u urself. ur loved ones and ur neighbours. and then there’s all these people u may not even think about. like far far away. those too. then ur enemy. or all the people who have wronged u. then u get the future people who aren’t born yet. with that u suddenly recognize the past and the evolution of human mind and humble urself at the atrocities and loss. so we begin to shift our motivation to a much bigger one where we literally honour all life. this encompasses the plant and animal life. we have basic acknowledgments. but we don’t want to get all dogmatic about either end. either too restrictive in behaviour or too out of control. and both can create this resistance and magnetic pull to our common social problems. they don’t truly go away either. it’s this organic relationships between various systems that we are here to sort out for efficiency which is the definition of evolution of mankind on earth. when we shift our minds to a wondrous ones who wanna solve life and world problems with scientific enthusiasm of a problems solver wiki is also a warrior with a gentle heart so no dogmatic. i cast myself aside from all this bc i’m doing gods work bc we are all the embodiment of that. tho we don’t need to project it like our god is a selfish punishing one who likes to torture slaves and give into sexual pleasures. that’s just a disease produced by wrong afflictions or misunderstandings turned to wrong perceptions and wrong certainty. u must believe ur own bullshit before u can sell it to others. people generally measure a truth of smth by its certainty. or esteem. we are a very advertisement society. as part of capitalism. consider this a strong side effect. i doubt it’s our natural ability to side up life’s worth bc it would be equal within. as within so without. and when u measure ur self worth if u can clearly see the answer in urself as the right answer then u can also reflect the same finding in others. thereby according ur actions motivation and intention based on by that one fact. ( to think of ur enemy isn’t that they win and by definition of win by each assuming they know contest. for ur enemy to win. they would need to resolve the affliction. but given by these rules they must follow ; be honest don’t hurt anyone and pay ur dues. anything else tend to resurface or be used for future reference so in our acknowledgment today we must always consider the future and what may transpire so that our efforts and n energy is not wasted. another sign of efficiency).

i think the clear more obvious truth about our current understanding of what genius is is self spoken. if we are really that smart why do we resort to dumbing down others and wanna harm them to control them and think this is the best mode of our creation. so to speak. mostly i think in the way these issues tend to arise don’t really happen the way they seem or are observable by linearly or based on by previously acknowledged facts about a given smth. sometimes the previously um acknowledged things are used as means to transfer whatever energetic quality of smth relative to here now u wanna pass or acknowledge be acknowledged or utilize for some sort of outcome. i mean the acknowledgment here could be simply that someone has dirt on u and now u r forced to do smth terrible or predictable. or smth that ur not prepared to do. so now what we have is that even if u might have had a terrible thing happen in the past. say u still have some animosity thoughts about the objective but under normal conditions u wouldn’t really need it o take this road. we don’t always also have to clarify right away. in the past the best demonstration of democracy came from. mutual respect to give natural space for things to iron itself out. so a silent agreement was meant a lot. it shows ur loyalty. bc anyone can cheat lie or deceive others. a truly constructive thing would reunite the impossible to become more possible. that’s why it’s cheap and actually not smart to tske tske a route of controlling others. bc this also gives way to be controlled by someone else. those who exert great strength or gusto. but more along the lies of acting tough. or being hard on others must have some false acknowledgment of personal experience that hurts in one’s reality. almost all of us have been thru smth that was traumatizing and the experiencing of trauma can be isolating. for pain changes us. and that also changed the ay we view our reality as well as conducting our own. which contributes and multiplies to more problems the less we detect things in a timely way. add to that the way systems manifest. so u may be more inclined to correct urself but lack the means. in text we see this in justice system today. bailout and ur free ? but how can this apply to every one equally maybe adjust the percentage to be paid by ur worth (that is eh one on ur bank account this could be one of the main place to reflect such numerical data ) and then u say passage of time teaches people. then what does that say to owls who evade such lesson by paying their ways out of such reaching ? then we are already abiding by an unequal system it’s no wonder why this binary application of thought also creates a ton more problems than solutions. u can see why it’s not smart. and for someone who maybe considering their self interest of self preservation of smth that not inherent in nature in the dies folks can wants to throw away the entire planet. such and the environment global warming and our finitude of solar system all contribute to our misconceptions and mishandling of our frustrations and life in general. bc we also have r established the genuine care for mother nature. so in a ill prepared state we are more likely to make the error of wrong prioritization of wrong right objective in hot pursuit which creates or manifests accordingly to its material equity. we can study enoch nature to prevent it’s happening by not granting mentally ill people too much money. not the way u think u may understand this. what i’m referring to is a higher place. since the freedom that comes from financial independence should not come date from the world it’s own spiritual inconsistencies for this creates a ton of issues than solutions in the world .

u may even say well their time is worth more u hit them where ur hurts but no. bc this makes them hate peoples more and then they take it out on poor people like us. ( also systems might already know of such psychology and deploy susceptible individuals to do series of bad things systemically for self preservation when their vulnerabilities are hit) bc there’s a also a spiritual conundrum for every material problem. we can see this by analyzing connection to systemic economic discrepancies for instance we go well ahh yes that makes perfect sense. when peoples lives is easy things go with more in tune and harmony and when the things go bad are in upheaval. needs are missing then chaos begins which can’t be controlled. there is no such thing as controlled chaos. we would be fooling ourselves. bc anything can get out of hand at any time and ur not considering the natural byproduct of occurrences and potential to literally anything. (in a world where we haven’t established value of life u can see we can chuck any miscalculation to indeterminate amount of deaths before a system self corrected to desirable calculation or fixed itself without accountability or clarity as to what’s happening . but time is different too nowadays people actually plan for terrible things to happen such as calculated or controlled chaos to solve a common problem or chaos to distract masses ) which u can possibly guess but not calculate the exact ramifications of such due to possibilities u can come up with such mixture of objectives. now we wouldn’t wanna make strong certainties on assumptions would we not. bc we must already chart the dangers of such on our human kind. by simply analyzing its current effects in our society. and when ur happy then ur happy with others. u generally wish for well-being of each other. it’s only when things go bad people become dense and then manifestation of bad occurrences or even ground of accidents and incidents become fertile. the brittle seeds of a bad shadow past begins to emerge. while the issues might be small when we approach them with compassion and objective humble kind. then things don’t seem that scary. this is bc what we want is to embody when we say we wanna solve a problem than add more. when u do this the right way then u feel what it means to a constructive approach that wants to stop any harm. and don’t do anything unless what u do or contribute helps and improves an objective. and i don’t think anyone cares as much about what u think of urself. so selling an entire world bc of a stupid secret. and i’ll give u a example soon. is dumb. not smart. say ur homophobic. bc a strong connotation suggests negative memory such as that u were raped as a kid . say ur a strong man. and today even behind the scenes u satisfy ur hunger for it. but in public u condemn the darn thing for what’s it “turned u into “ perhaps u see urself as a monster or developed a negative thought to gay relationships and assume all gay folks are sexual deviants who have potential to rape anybody. say someone has dirt on u. and u just simply would do literally anything to protect that. this is why our spiritual must be examined in three tenets. psychology. philosophy and the science of our nature. help greatly and gently get us out of our social conundrums. for negative occurrences can have strong effects in us if we do not relax our fixation with the effect and mistake the phenomena as fixed. like things can not improve or change it’s a victim mentality. which turns the person into a monster. and then they start s romantic relationship with their monster side rather than stop at any time or change any of its parts. seek reconciliation or communication or smth constructive in a healing way. to remedy their pain too without harming others. things were different a decade ago versus now. and tenth tested to a decade. and u can keep comparing timelines to see the very quick robust advancements had in our life’s in terms of effects that we a re digesting still.

add to that our aversions and attachments. while aversion is. a natural right. u have right to like and dislike things. attachment on the other hand can affect aversions in the wrong way. so to speak. u may get attached to a wrong way of discrediting viral data that u need in order to overcome smth. it could be that it’s withheld from u. selective information sharing can be detrimental also bc then u don’t know the full scope and that which u can utilize for better self efficiency. lying is another one. to distort the organic issue or paint it other than what it is can cause deleterious social side effects in al layers of our coexchsnges which germinate and cause series of causes and effects in relation from small to large multiplications. diversions. overlapping happenstances. patterns emerge. all this takes vital space. intrinsic and material. so u see that it negatively impacts every area. this attachment to wrong sense of self. or wrong purpose. or wrong desires. wrong reasons wrong approach all kinds of things get out of whack. and then attachment to evasion of any type of discomfort within. oneself whereas one hasn’t done anything constructive in terms of common problems . so now u also have responsibility outside urself. we can definitely measure this by our social ability to manifest reality with the speed at which we do or don’t do certain things bc they contribute to the general manifestation of reality so there could be enablers. n maintainers of such happenstances. we may be ignorant of a given objective but this can’t be maintained for too long either. as a result of these we get attached to faulty system. due to faulty or excessive dependence to them. and our afflictions as well. mistaking temporary discomfort for stationary one can instigate a lot of terrible things. bc all of this may contribute to a false acknowledgment of smth and refrain from deciding on a action that would otherwise make u feel alright. or better or not add any more troubles to ur already existing ones. that would be the anti thesis to efficient societies. there’s no reason to turn our backs n deny that most things we see out there are due to failure of systems from working efficiently as they intended to work. either intentional or not doesn’t matter at this point. this selectively seeing and. not seeing things and acknowledging and not acknowledging things are the same. they produce the problems that u wanna solve but not with a right or correct use of information and approach that benefits all including urself. which is not a mark of a troubled genius that we formed a very romantic attachment to. bc we too have these delicacies.like flirting with danger. and like a film noir where someone hold a cigarette and inhaled it. then exhales the fumes. u know it’s bad. but it looks so enticing and romantic. this is the art of self control. which is one should do as opposed to excessive control of others. then we would be not only discovering the inner genius but also maintain its flow. by natural authentic experiences. then we are less likely to impose these artificial systems upon others due to law of one. thank u

tiny little colourful worlds

when we cling to power

in a way we are mistaking smth that’s not identifiable and then trying super hard to maintain it. and make excessive demands and requests from others to be in a . strict specific way so that all of that contributes to and fits in with our illusion of the world or desired world as opposed to the world as it is. but what does that mean when we say. “as is”? usually as is is as u found it. when u go to a second hand store. when they say as is. u make inferential. u say well. i am in a second hand store. so if i’m buying a. piece of cloth or electronic. changes are it’s already used by someone. there could. be smth wrong and if i find out later that’s on me. cos the label says as is. but anywhere else. in the most broadest term this may mean entirely smth else. one way we can rectify this renter difficult to reach meaning. we can see that whenever we point to the obvious r eh authority turns it on us instead and says we’ll how about u go first which is quite not what we want it why? that’s precisely what we are speaking against. what’s inferred and what’s desired here may seem obscure based on by one’s own inner afflictions. and each of us may have or hold onto our own previously a joe bed reality that we mistake for smth stationary or normal. or can’t be helped or improved. can u describe complex theories ? sometimes oversimplification of truths tend to overgeneralize problems thereby making solutions rather dry. or not entirely being accurate or even efficient. these when done is wrong way almost always tend to create more problems than solutions where the systems have detected and recognized it’s insistence or persistence but failed to address it clearly nor produce better improved solutions. their solution usually takes life. away which explains why we don’t generally honour human life. we are trying tho. so give urselves a bit of credit. the last thing we wanna do is close every bit of help off from reaching the objective . but it’s hard. causes have long been hijacked. so if we aren’t allowing everyone to step up to the decision making table now todays then it will always fall short bc it’s still trying to go via tricks and maintaining the grey area thru which gives them illusion of domination. sure u can condemn a body but have u held a soul?

here the term “ as is “ is not as if or what not. u know what i mean. probably not. that’s ok. we are meant to be diverse. on our self expression we may not owe it to each other to be logical or makes sense all the time but we do have moral obligation to keep things in mutual respect. i’m not sure if that translates well with anyone bc it only works if everyone is doing otherwise these split mentalities tend to creep up bc even one person among us decides to water seeds of destruction or hate or contempt or revenge this causes many problems. the reason the dual mentalities are maintained is precisely this. it forces people to hold a conundrum in their minds that is contradictory in their argument which originated the split. and nourishes two realities. one in which smth is possible. and the other in which smth is not possible. and then continue to maintain its social quota. which thru useful idiots who strengthen the quota ends up trickling down to the susceptible members. which produces negative results. which through the useful idiots goes back up in a feedback loop and inspires or pushes those on top to mitigate the problem but while leaving itself out of the calculations entirely or mechanically or objectively. not in a personal way but also at the same time morally there. so ur actions are going to have to be morally self responsible for it to work. there’s no roundabout or shot cut. the universe doesn’t get impressed by facades. fake shit wrapped in gold foil does not impress or satisfy it. and u don’t need anyone to point it out either. bc everyone divine is attuned to truths no matter how our organisms are constantly under attack due to parasitic intentions. of few others. who mistake our entire existence and cheapen our experiences while here on earth. in fact thjngs keep evolving. we are at a much different place and pace now than. we were back before 2020. before covid stsrted. in terms of how internet and technology affected us. information spread like wildfire. peope were desperate. lonely. there were much too worries. ur accustomed now. try remembering urself before 2020. and then compare ur findings with how u. were in the first six months. then compare entire 2020 with 2019. and then take 2021 into purview. once u do that. compare 21 with 20. then take this cumulative views and the. take the culmination of the years preceding that. say u can measure the last decade and see specific patterns of development. then compare the sudden shifts. and then take this year what u have to work with. see a lot of sudden shifts and changes. premature experiences and very young. immature ideals trying to inject themselves into the society. this is pivotal bc it’s representation of indoctrination. to my little larvae trying to latch onto very fertile grounds. but which is organic and which or artificial. or how much more can we fool ourselves into thinking of the same thing in a limbo. we can’t oscillate forever someone knows this.

power is that. people have these false ideas and then they hold onto it. that’s why down things take so long. but those who love to kill for instance have also divulged in many earthly pleasures. consider how this sort of indulging . behaviours is precisely what causes such disrespect and pain in others lives. in order to justify its hunger and thirst and weakness for indulging for instance it has to act tough and hurt or harm others. “with the guilt of a cheating lover “ but mostly it’s financial. like u don’t wanna divorce bc u don’t wanna lose “the boat”. these are not even the big guys. i doubt it. i don’t think. any one who’s on top who prioritized and still does terrible things for money is the top dog. the top dog already has the bank and the money their hunger would be for smth entirely different. this idea of seizing power and controlling the people is pretty much the immature thought that could give way to a seed that develops strong distaste about one’s life and existence that one must fill with these grandiose pressure of being godly towards others. so a grown up version of a child’s play with clay people or barbie dolls and pretend acting a crime scene or war zone or many other things. i mean u could be really into arts so u give that part to ur civilization for free. meanwhile simple things are out of reach. there’s a way out ofc at any age and circumstances we can pivot in the right direction. ofc this may require from us to form difficult conversations on these rather nature byproduct of being human or our psychological well being bc at any time and any place anyone with any amount of expertise is subject to its whims. why is this embarrassing to u lot ? just bc u have power and status u think ur exempt from mental illness ? there is absolutely nothing wrong in. discussing psychology of general well being of human beings. as well as our entire philosophy of our existences. why not ? who and what’s re we here for anyway. am i here to satisfy strictly ur needs or meet ur grand delusion that u force on everybody ? why must we give in to others weak way of existence. like they r broken so destroyed. smth to be pitied. their grace is so painful to even best in. our hearts. meanwhile they have mansions and multiple sports cars. sorry we can’t relate. ok i get it how many times are we going with the fallen angel trope. it’s pathetic by now. no one’s hands is clean. stop lying to urselves. .

and it’s not enough simply to admit it to ourselves or confess. and then continue to be bad as if well i’m transparent now. and the works stop here ? ofc not. there’s supposed to be a true science to things when stuff germinates. when we acquire enough experience this is not a fixed mentality. this is called getting enough information on an objectives and make inferential as well as compare outcomes. this information is checking out a history and pattern and development of smth. or things. and relationship between different objectives . it helps us make sense of our realities. and understand the mechanism of different objectives at hand. the reason why some want to obfuscate these is precisely for bad intentions. and if things are growing in the bad direction. aside from looking at it from the purview of things seeming separate from all other objectives to one where u can root out how a thing got to be to that point. or how did we get here. when we know how we got here it’s easier to see where we are headed. this gives us a heads up so as to eliminate false choices. or bad decisions bc if our self responsibility is to evade any burden to the system then what we are gonna do is try to maintain our status or where we are at. likely u would wanna be able to pay ur bills to keep ur house and all ur past investments. but u may not be able to do so when the numbers are out of whack and he like well ohh u know it feels like forced manipulation. forced indoctrination. forced change and ur left with little to no defences. people who are prevented from seeing their true worth tend to miss this objective . where limbo is maintained intentionally and meanwhile people are fed false hopes only pull the ground from beneath them is not a new trick in the game either. now i can play with an assumption. say. tske benefit of doubt and assume this is a blind spot inthe systems. say it’s organic blah blah they totally didn’t see that coming and but now they are worried we wanna overthrow the govemrnt and they r being extra cautious. well. stop. now. and listen. and then speak. why is that so hard. and how is that gonna cause any harm on anyone? it’s more. burdensome on us when we assume which part of what we wanna maintain or hold whereas let everything else cause more problems it’s like we keep insisting on controlling people which is impossible. we have lifetimes of experience on this subject. it never turns out well. even in our mistaken objectivity. say two opposing parties unite due to common “perceived enemy” who is usually a lesser of their power and is bound to lose due to this false sense of alliances. once that’s out of ur way what u do u think u would be left with ? harmony ? u r a total idiot if u think that’s what’s gonna be next. there’s no utopia if the mission is successful. that dopamine effect. all that blood thirst and addiction and like u like each other anyway either. u are already plotting that too. ur busy now. totally distracted and united with ur enemy but. u know that’s a lie too. so wild this world.

in a way power held on this tightly is the opposite of authentic form which is a more smooth coming of age sort of pass the baton to next generations after having displayed with grace and by ur personal example of the ways of the world as opposite to steal from them. destroy them. lie to them divide them and be worse. not solve ur age problems and pass the world in a worse turn for them. which is what’s happening right now. everyone is running. in the backwards opposite way so as to get whoever is susceptible to be susceptible like a devil on a self saved for a rainy day. deployed on command when and where the suitable members actions are required to meet their common appeal and hidden objective at play behind closed doors in our current reality. playing on peoples lives. which is quite wild. i mean just bc it can’t be proven by raw data doesn’t t mean we can’t analyze and utilize the end results of some of how these systems took us for a spin and then form the basis there. maybe u won’t go to jail. but then we will change the world where elope like u won’t commit such crimes. so the behaviour will be extinguished instead. when. u make satellites open sourced u give people the keys to their own car so they can drive themselves they this reality freely and responsibly. not like this where everyone is forced to passenger role but with the responsibility of a driver. and when u change the economy in. all favour that establishes groundwork to mutual trust. people would be ok with honourable honest systems that respect their struggles and helps people recover and thrive. but there has to be substance to these doe people to respect honour and their these systems. sure there’s one aspect. u can’t evade it. so u are forced to abuse and forced to respect or be quiet about it but that’s simply bc by the peoples allowances. tolerance. patience and hope for better days without felling into blind hope. waiting for nothing. this waiting for nothing has gained its past traction bc lots of false promises and false hopes were misled and then uprooted. recently. and we are going to have to keep asking for answers. and clarity. and. or evade or move on quickly “bc now it’s convenient for u to prior to covid or economic inflation “ but ur in change so. that is ur job. “ if there’s production of negative results from these systems that’s not upon the people . in the recent years people were forced to accent that all the loss they incurred was normal part of the pandemic. they r robbing u in broad daylight. simple as that. wake up.

in a way power manifested this way is someone simply living out their personal nightmare on earth and mistaking it for the common objective while subjecting the rest of us to a hellish reality. simple. meahwile we have all these fixed characteristics. or ur known as. but only the professional get to recreate and remake themselves. they r absolved of almost all their past faults bc they r eccentric or necessary meanwhile ur a donkey ass. even if u didn’t do anything wrong u would be that unlucky poor shmuck who is invincible. no matter what good y do try and all that u end up being the go to guy for everyone else’s needs. but that too will become customary. tske tske tske. only to maintain the limbo and illusion just enough. that u think maybe this time it will be different . maybe now todays this will be enough done and smth will transpire from all of this. and then eventually make a business out of things. that waiting game becomes ur new reality. that’s why one must always be careful with indoctrination and the period of assimilations. it’s like a manufactured storm. and then it’s designed to change. but u don’t know or can’t seem to control. or have a grip with reality? bc ur expected to be somewhere else. like ur destiny is predetermined . and there is incessant need to push the wind. the sand rises. debris. u can’t see a thing. the sand gets in ur eyes. ur seeing great distress bc not only can u not see but ur body aches. there’s great resistance between ur higher centres like intuition and the story of ur third eye and then ofc we are dependent on each other. so u seek out feedback but get gaslight n objective push and pull at the very avenue. it’s like the fabric of reality wants to tear itself apart. but then u stumble into the old mall u used to hang out at in high school. there a guide for some reason it’s a splice of a particular timely. she tells u not much change d just regular wear n tear. yes. the raggedy darn thing was. but then u feel that movement of change too. it’s still there . even tho it is seized in the wrong hands. rememebr

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anger, frustration

and what seems to be negative traits or reactions to otherwise natural byproduct of our current environment context of which needs differentiations due to diversity and the complexity of our inter relationships. mostly no two things are alike. or exactly alike. there are slight differences even in the likeliest of things. in breaking down the differential aspects we can learn so much from it. but a critical mind with strong judgement can be detrimental at times. and i think that can happen due to the unrealistic conditions of our environment. the unique relationships be tween man made systems and the natural occurrences for instance. but there’s also the other side to the coin which refers to our spirituality. reality is pretty much a product of the merging of these two.

also because the systems tend to expect nothing but perfection whereas itself isn’t perfect. so u see that there’s excess criticism thinking directed at important events but the same isn’t found in some others. more leaning towards spirituality. otherwise we wouldn’t have things like anger. resentment. there’s a gradient of choices of distaste which is natural for us to protect ourselves from smth that is poisonous. we developed these instincts during our earlier survival stages. when we show this rightful choice to ourselves it reveals to us to not seek further to it. bc we already may be directed via our impulses. but we don’t wanna fall into a manufactured state. . this is analogous with the whole phenomena that a picture posted online that has so many likes and retweets. gets more likes and retweets. versus a similar one that lacks both a such and therefore remains eternally stagnant. when. our natural development is augmented. and our linguistic connection is diluted it distorts our world view which impacts our choices. the issue is. bc we don’t acknowledge our spiritual needs generally speaking. at least not unless ur joined a group or a sect. that’s already established. say u don’t choose any. that doesn’t make u a pursuant. bc the way of life and one’s personal ethics is reflected here. if the quality is good. then that already makes u a holy individual. when the intentions turn sour what we get is this general strata of human mia connection. which gives to stress points. bc we are knot able to learn from. our errors since the environment doesn’t permit such and so we end up being more guarded or make wrong call choices assuming it’s the right thing to do. this frustrates us and in an a. attempt to form the bridge between particular line of thought action and the subsequent equivalent out there already established so that we csn form bridges and solve problems to our common problems. even here things are not as black and white as we wish to think of it for without having reconciled our own biases and conditioning we will oscillate and accrue enough experience that will finally give us that eureka moment.

ofc it’s not easy to determine what the true spiritual tenets of what makes us human. we don’t want to be blind lily following and blindly having faith in things without scientific thought and breakdown of manifestation of smth. then we can also assess the potential damages or losses that may occur and plan ahead of time to not let that happen. that would be a it’s number one objective . to continue as long as one can as in. survival of the fittest. and it has nothing to do with body disability either since this is quite reflective of the material conditions that we are born in. it’s sun internal pursuit. everybody does it. yet we either pretend it doesn’t exist. or pick and chooose only it’d positive qualities and then when it comes to negatives. we blame everything else for it. not taking personal responsibility for the portions that is considered a natural feedback loop that gives us a deeper clarity as to the condition of our cumulative conduct among each other that also do the same. and then recalibrate ourselves thru right reasons or not we can make right assessment of given smth and then we can choose a right course of action. when u don’t blindly love faith and all that good stuff without careful analysis of logical basis in everything u do it would be defeatist. bc things don’t just function invincible however there is a strong invincible quality to our human being and it’s nature as in soul or what drives what happens here from birth and life and into death. there’s definitely smth more than the limits of the body and the thoughts in our minds. that’s potential. or maybe an evolutionary seed that takes place naturally. ofc anything can be overly calculated. or overtly more like bc often times we may think we are being sneaky about smth or that we are the only ones who can be sneaky end up self exposing our intentions without noticing bc we place too much excess emphasis as to how invincible we seem. and then others as seeing this try to give u a warning they shake their hands going hey guys we can see u doing all that over there. can u please stop. and u csll that conspiracy theories. u ask questions bc u don’t wanna assume. and then ur called crazy bill there’s no basis to ur claims but why have we been doing this whole time then. how can we place so much emphasis as to how our existence is but cherry pick and choose whatever and think that’s a common appeal. then it gives us clues as to how actually unequal this world is. but what is it waiting for in order to great this natural equality so that we all take mutual responsibilities. u out there wondering why people don’t want to work. meanwhile they just don’t wanna invest in more things that will fail to work properly. it’s very simple when things are geared to be nurturing this waters they seed of nurturing in return in. all people who will then naturally care about their communities. be more invested bc they would know their efforts will not go wasted. it’s pretty bad to lie to people but i think what’s worse to make promise and get hopes up only to let people down repeatedly. we are all too familiar with that one.

sometimes life feels like a wrestling match. ur continually wrestling super hard to stay on top. or ur head above the water line so u don’t drown it’s so easy to get caught in the undercurrent and much harder to get out of such. systems simply don’t favour it at every avenue u seek ur reminded that u can not be trusted so u should be transparent at all times. almost prioritizing this rather theatrical thing that u must do. but when u think a little bit deeper as to why this is essential is quite reflective of our realization of the current quality of our trust. whether it’s dwindling or deepening and what can we leave from it and which parts can be improved so this way of transparency forms mutual trust. when everyone does it. u form relationships. and deepen it. u may have some problems. it happens maybe u had a bad day. or ur overwhelmed about smth. as stated above. when systems favour more the downward spiral aspect of a rock bottom. it’d easy not to bc it’d simply biology. overtime a person is gonna wear out and begin to show signs of break down. and maybe even have a few episodes. also. when u think about mutual trust ru have to see it from the perspective of true history of such happenstance and then keep gonna backwards to determine it’s mechanism. and surely ur a human being. maybe ur in the middle of ur personal storm and may make a false objective of a subjective inner transpiring that ur either too tired to notice is coming from u. or that ur over working. for the period of simply art of being is everyone’s right. to relax. not in a machinated way but in one that rests itself in its suffering and struggle. or pain in the body. calm enough to set its trajectory. which is the medicine that is the anti dote to anger and resentment. or other types of frustrations. but also paired with this important step to self determine what’s next. there has to be systems reflecting such support. avenues that can help one recover or come to terms with which spiritual aspect matches a particular system type of recovery and reintegration back into society. in a constructive humane way under ethical conditions and in direct alignment with a significantly realistic solution aspect on financial matters. so our solution aspect has to make sense so that someone gets a permanent recovery from a previous status of whatever circumstances and conditions . to actively do this requires mutual trust. a person who needs this service would have to be able to treat the ones who provide this. and the ones who provide this also must trust the others clarity so as to improve itself in direct alignment to what the next needs will be apparent in the individual and thereby communicated.

so the right thing should be effortless in a way that it needs to be globally recognized. when u recognize right thing it’s a lot easier to cultivate it via reflecting ur findings within the systems that function to propel a manifestation. so u can get people out of poverty and educate and invest in people by the right prioritization. investment leads to advancements and easier more practical way of systems that function. bc as the trust deepens then there is more freedom. an indivisible freedom means that u already know right from wrong and won’t do any of that there won’t be reason anyway if everyone is financially independent and have lives where they want. things such as ur souls work and ur passions and purpose that u wish to pursue would not be built on dogmatic notions of narcissism big ego or competition or survival of the fittest. i think that sort of fit test is smth between u and ur old self. when we realize our true souls work or that this is common for all of us we would be less likely to project our inconsistencies to each other or intentionally separate ourselves from others so this unity theory is very key here or the butterfly effect or that we are inter connected. all comes to one from s different objective . even a single human suffering can alter consciousness at large. when’s right thing is systemically supported great things can happen. this sort of evolution of our consciousness at massive scale is what csn save us from our self destruction. bc excessive anger and excessive pressure in multiple portals of systems can bring it down eventually. in the recent years the level of frustrations is heightened . we all know what happens to people when food become scarce. or things begin to break down. fall apart. there’s great concern as to where we are headed. yet we still insist that we can’t change the system in fact our tolerance is showing great resistance. but how much longer can this be maintained ? bc we must also recognize the biology at law he. eventually people get to desperate moments sand these moments can induce terrible things to happen to prevent this from happening all we gotta do is put into practice our common acknowledgment of our basic needs which is quite clear. thing such as food and water and shelter from earthly elements. health care. basic needs to be met. love and families also nourishing for one’s soul. or being part of a community and having self worth. bc the essential work commonly shared is what could be ? of yoga of ur life. tho u can see we would need to reconcile human. nature by examining of its spirituality and deepening our quality of input and then reflect findings in the systems snd by the correct use of these systems help everybody. numbering systems can easily be augmented to make things be reflected by their true nature. so what’s true nature ? can u put a price on a human life ? and how do u reflect ur findings as to then materializations of the solutions to be applied. well in the last 2.5 years some very deep intentional things happen ends that impacted the economy but we know it’s potential to be better by its past accomplishments or examining the past charts. we can get the basic understanding of a number of money circulating the net of human connection. maybe some hoarde it. that’s a problem. bc in its finite form this isn’t hard to understand.

also this is detrimental to our collective evolution n wasteful for our individual progress bc it ends up ruining next generations as well or just forced them to repeat age ills issues rather than reflect our findings and work out our troubles while we are still here now. as u can see 2.5 in retrospect is interesting time frame. and in examining the quality of ur mind state as well as how for some a lot of stuff happened to which they haven’t even begun the digest it all yet. or there’s a condition of forgetfulness ? due to side effects of covid. maybe one may take notes and write conclusions for later review. i think it’s essential to mark events correctly when. we look back at something we can see a condition of smth. so some fifty plus years later we can come across the article about cannibalism and jokes around and assume an entirely different outcome out of it. so would u believe if ur intellectual theorem is heavily manipulated. in a state state this would refer to a type of brainwash. gaslight or propaganda for a specific outcome. even if the outcome basis is totally misconstrued by the doer. surely the next generation isn’t made of glass. they will reconvene. but as a person who realized these things u get rather annoyed. ur like oh that’s totally miss contrived . how are we gonna get out of it. this can’t be good. why is there intentional misdirection here. what bc would be the long term consequences would such exposures what sort of oversight can be achieved ahead of time. u can see this when u hear terrible stories about how a child becomes orphaned after they witness their parents get blown to bits or something happens to a child and the parent is left brittle. so but we don’t fully understand a better way to solve our crises or conflict that disregard the same right in others and then we don’t even recognize ourselves anymore ? there must be a strong reason to this all of which leads us to need. there’s also a false way of the distinction between the number of total professionals who participate in system functions and upgrades. decisions. and then the rest of the people who are guided in a rather obscure way but always for their own good. but series of bad things fsr happen. somethings become quite customary and realized in some and they sort of become this experts on the subject bc they have had direct relationships with such objectives and can offer greet insight as to improvements. and right feedback. but not in a explorative way. don’t just take someone’s opinion or idea and run with it without involving them so that they can form this relationships thru it’s catalyst gives birth to more ideas. even if that idea is to retire. but the thought and choice must be led there organically. nothing forced or induced. when we all do this we are practicing our right to create our reality and co create with everyone in mind. so even in ur personal frustrations it’s ur responsibly not to hurt anyone and or inconvenience others other than attention so that if communication is missing. then it should take place. if listening is poor then it should be noted and improved. if there funny play or foul play. it should be addressed and corrected in a humane gentle way. one should not feel personal attack when the systems are in questions. it’s not about u when ur simply there as a vessel representation who abuses by maybe smth that require a a big ego to cary the burden but never concede to dogmatic way.

there’s a thing called adaptation. we all possess this quality as a survival in part and acclimation to changes in other. well i guess that makes it survival too. i guess u can say everything attributed to survival. knowing this in our spiritual in true o basis we can reflect this truth in. our systems and improving our mutual conduct so that we are not falsely and intentionally triggering the survival instinct in others bc this leads to greater stress which leads to greater pressure and if one has coping mechanism and it’s anger then that is probably gonna be like that. surely one can calm oneself down and cause no harm to others. maybe one relieves stress thru the arts. maybe thru one’s body work such as working out or fixings thing around the house. complex thoughts that work out the mind can temporarily grant us this god like quality of learning. under pressure. but the upside down is also likely to happen. but our true nature and resiliency isn’t rooted i n anger and frustration. surely distaste gives u choice to refrain. from smth but we can t seem to evade all things in systems. we can’t even evade it if it disrespects us. or in parts that work there is always bound to be some other parts that u would be in full dispute. but this reflects the general quality of the relationship of these things and we haven’t solved things like revenge mentality. this doesn’t always attribute to what u think it is. one can easily develop revenge mentality say if one wanted the world to be a particular way and it was not like that so one would feel betrayed even tho there’s no betrayal there bc we must already be familiar with how things developed versus the artificial notions of it. when u relax into smth. u produce natural response that is free from fear or any triggers being triggered bc on one u are within ur availability to mitigate distasteful nature of some actions that u can predetermine before u set out to do it. and two this gets faster the more u practice it. which is how we shape our intuition. via constantly practicing it. when systems work agaisnt personal intuition we become a bit pulled at different directions which creates areas of earthquake zones. like tectonic plates u begin to feel movement. bc u don’t know what it is ur faced with (false information) and u also know (but u don’t know bc ur in doubt and also seem like in a limbo which can’t be maintained for long ) it’s like smth stuck between ur toes. u will immediately wiggle ur toes to unlodge the thing. same with spiritual conundrum. it doesn’t go away on its own either.

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true phenomena

surely happens as a result of our condition but is not inherent in nature. empty by see and it shouldn’t be taken seriously but what is phenomena when we say phenomena. it’s. such a vague word. also there’s time which this statement was made. back then we said r have technology and such oversight and surveillance in the way we have them today. so this change thjngs especially when we also withhold this sort of conduct and information from many. nowadays we have this artificial happenstances trying to pass as organic it’s mass gaslighting. psyops. all kinds of information overload and distortion too. we just respond with its opposite. say no when it’s a yes. lie without blinking twice etc. and all of this happens as a mean to self preservation but it’s all slipping away by the moment bc imagine this. say smth happened last week but someone convinced u that this always happened. rooted all the way back to human history. this perceptual mistake is a huge grace error bc if u mistake a partial or recent event for a earlier one this changes our perception about a given objective. why it happened and how we can go about it as to so loving our own end of things like a change in our behaviour or conduct. a false sense of reality can be detrimental to our spiritual process also bc all of our actions we do run through us so if u are adrenaline junkie but ur circumstances have u in a destructive sort of existence where u kill and mistake the kill for the stationary existence. ( meaning that this is right thing to do or has merit or place in the world. when we mistake our faults as smth worthy or good or godly like it’s ok that we err we never errr there has to be a higher reason. no. sometimes we err. here’s no need to conflate or lie to ourselves bc when we lie to ourselves it becomes easy to choose to lie to others and then that’s where the work gets harder. bc then u have to spend extra time and energy to maintain the facade. or the characteristic that u mistook for stationary as a. result of assuming others death can be justified or tortured and terrible things some of us are keen to do as customers. they are result of faulty environment. a person who is financially and characteristically free will go bungee jumping to satisfy his testosterone and adrenaline needs and it’s not as emotionally or spiritually taxing as killing or torturing someone for life)

when this precious balance of phenomena occurring from natural causes and phenomena occurring from articulate happenstances is disturbed , this is what we are faced with. bc the more articulate we get the worse things will also. become. people get hurt and then they go and hurt each other. whereas these systems and functions that choose the argumentative don’t consider it from the perspective of all the people. hence we leave out chunks of information. this type of artificiality as mentioned with the false root of historical happenstances. or the excessively overgeneralizing of small happenstances serves a purpose bc it comes from error in the systems but in a way to correct itself it has to foot the bill elsewhere. or else it will look imperfect and this sort of imperfect bother itself bc it worries people won’t take it seriously or follow it but this isn’t true. people generally wish to spend more time correcting their own errors. if by accident u realize ur true power or get glimpses into what ur all capable of. when given enough time we recover our past and heal ourselves. since when the people get financially well they get chance to relax. this may cause them to feel superior to others bc they may assume that all of a sudden they are perfect being. where as we should overgeneralize this. in fact this applies to our true nature. to self nourish. and also have enough time to study ur world. and have connections with each other and teach each other. bc this opens us to diversity. since we are also not the same nor can we ever be. but some thought processes seem binary. much like the toxicity of such duality at play among us. surely this may bother some who don’t like to take criticism. as to these systems , the lack of clarity of words is worse than killing and torturing people ? is it ok to turn our backs to humans suffering. we are half the population as women and these last 2.5 years have been more than triggering as to how backwards the world is getting and dangerous. age u checked the news ? and u can’t expect me to lie to u. some stranger men at some part of the world. here u want me to be an ally to u but offer of nothing of good quality. and i am a woman. i must stand by my sisters when there some of us suffering. if this bothers u why are u even listening to me. it’s not like ur truly listening. but why the interest. right ? i dont understand why this world can’t understand why things are so messed up where’s s they don’t learn drink such acts of lying. blatantly lying. and it’s like they know u know and ally that but then they force u into submitting to this lie too. it’s like ur forced to be an accomplice to their crimes with ur submission. allow it. no i don’t wanna allow it this is terrible for me and my kind. this is terrible reality. lousy. it’s so fucking annoying. no one sees how annoyed most women are o this planet. u go out there like a clown. heck. right now someone’s dying. it’s wild.

when we become familiar with the ark tofu so phenomena then we can definitely root out its source code and figure out its personal reasoning and be highly selective about adopting it. since there are people susceptible to act on such disbelief the rest of us end up being rather paranoid. or apprehensive about trusting systems that allow for it. so then. in a way to still coexist in this scary world environment we wanna call out what we see as we see it. but also say it’s ok. don’t be scared . i’m not gonna do the things u do to others. when i criticize someone it still comes from a loving place. saying that u did smth terrible does not mean i don’t love u also or that love is absent. for one of the reasons we call out issued and offer solutions. or simplify solutions or open doors to conversation is precisely this reason. bc the alternative is to confront the issue in this sort of verbosity. when u ask for more information. or deny this reality. that things have to change. the favour of changing the economy to a more realistic basis and strongly acknowledging and emphasizing and changing system where no human body is ever disrespected. this is not an attribute to status. or how much money u have in the bank. do not raise ur hand to anyone. do not rape. do not kill. do not torture. simple. stop. and make use want one who tries to will not. that’s easy. if we denounce wars. and make satellites open sourced. bc then with mutual alliances nobody will ever think about taking that route. so no paranoia no problems. somw people take this easy route of simply exterminating others like they r pests or animals. others are subjected to internal hate. being kidnapped raped. or traded in black market in parts or whole. either way u look at it that is the reality. it happens. some are extreme conditions, u go and work somewhere abroad in someone else’s house as. a house keeper or baby sitter and end up subjected to terrible conditions rape and all others. not allowed to leave. like it’s wild this is happening on our watch. very slow and painful death to woman. n others too. i mean forced cheap labour is very much the same. dangerous conditions. and this isn’t a heavenly place. it’s far from it. kids included.

all this can be helped. bc we run things thru systems and we utilize systems to run things they don’t spontaneously happen on their own. there’s system functions and operators. those who implement them. there’s. species of doing things. it take brain power intelligence and then coming up with steps to get things done. so to do smth or to get smth done u don’t simply wish for ur. to get milk u have to leave ur home and drive to the store. u pay money in exchange of such. even. before u leave home u have to do serious of tasks such as brush ur teeth or grab ur wallet. they don’t happen on a haze either. ur in full control. u conduct urself. there is an internal dialogue as it happens. u have feeling s ur frustrated bc u can’t find ur keys. or the money so too much. now u have to change course. buy less. choose some. loose some. on ur way home ur mind is busy. bc now ur thinking about the future. excessively. which impacts the course of ur data. so things don’t just happen overnight either give it few years people get tired and stressed about the onslaught of our security. into bits. sure some places have it better than others but the general strata of our nature is being slayed by all kinds of bad intentions. everyone is on some sort of an ego trip or something and they are still acting like the machinated systems are like organic system like the four seasons of smth else that’s scientifically and biologically predictable such as birth life and death. but u can in fact just admit it. it’s clear as day so why play head games and lie to each other. is it bc we are lying to ourselves ? this can’t be good for anyone. our spiritual progress takes a halt. u can be a born god and it still wouldn’t matter when the world drowns in constance agony who is this good for anyway? and surely we are all godly beings. that’s the conundrum that only some of us claim this obstinacy we place upon ourselves and can’t even do the deed right. like actually be benevolent. bountiful. generous and kind. no. for some reason it either says it is while does the opposite behind closed doors or it just confesses what it says it will never do. but it’s never as it is. u know. so maybe what we want is to eliminate hierarchies in a systemic way bc we give way too much credit for smth that’s intentionally works agsisnt the benefit of the people.

eliminate the hierarchies is one aspect. how do we do this. there are many that come to play. in gender roles. in global matters. in. financial class differences. on professional acclimations in prioritizing need versus want. in prioritizing , period. thing is out of whack in all layer and partly the most obvious dialogue that’s currently toxic is the discrepancy between men and women on global scale quality check. it’s pretty bad. receives poor grade from me. it sucks. the whole thing is a failure. last 2.5 years of agony? seriously. what the fuck. yield info does not mean it’s a weakness. it is giving u a result test. of integrity in ur own word. if u don’t keep ur word. such as sure we will eventually equalize rights u wait we have all these wars meanwhile use all ur free time to create all this artificial phenomena and try to pass it under our nose as organic and then systemically ur willing to pass all these laws that delete our history. and act like u don’t hear our words. all over the news. all this terrible things are and have been happening to women globally and we are supposed to act like well we can’t discuss this. it’s totally fine. meanwhile the wars have not been rectified as to thee true nature ? it’d all money. u guys knows this bc u created the systems and forced it into what we see it as today. u bullied each other thru these systems and still insist on not changing it. the favour will be urs too in the end this is why it’s so bizzare. people intentionally make this world terible for everyone. but they don’t get much. e edit from it themseves either. do u think that misery loves company or is it truly possible to really reach success and internal peace after systemically abusing others. bc i doubt that u can have some sort of equilibrium when u practice such atrocities against human nature and think highly of it. this is us prioritizing systems over people. when we mistake people behaviour as stationary and systems as not there ? are they there or are they not there ? we are headed for a future of decentralized system that don’t take responsibly wanna cause artificial deaths while paint it as organic or natural. i don’t treat where we are currently headed. history teaches us that what is not acknowledge led repeats. greg areas are always taken advantage of by opportunists but if we cost the system. and change the economy where there’s is no financial strands so people in their true voyager nature wouldn’t be too racistly associated with their country of origin. it’s just an entry point.

let flowers grow in the places of ur hate. let flowers bloom day after day let ur garden of joy overcome. ur suffering let the nature heal by its own accord. do no wrong make no mistake of it. when people suffer everything is written recorded on the grand tapestry bigger than ur lot. and no matter how much we deny these facts of life. the more we miss our world difficult to t for our own u will not escape ur fate that when the day comes and u die all u will see is the feces of people who u done wrong to. are u will feel it. u can’t escape it. u killed them. u lied to people. u were behind many atrocities what is a way out u say is there hope for me. something to salvage maybe i too can be free well my dudes u can but u can’t get ur way via lying and more tricks and bad intentions don’t even try it bc u already failed it’s over u quit now and the only motivated can be ur own j heart if u can find it. people will give it to ya only of u have patience and tolerance of the finger refuse from the story of buddha. u know that one guy who made finger necklace out of his victims that he killed but with an change of heart he was buddha’s disciple but people when they saw him even after he changed they rejected him. rightfully too how can u trust a terrible killer but yes the work falls on all of us. don’t hit people.

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see what the world is made out of

everything that comprises the world is balanced between the world of many illusions and the intrinsic truth and basis of which propels us in our existences. many wonders come to mind as to why we are here and what is our true purpose. a man is bound to bind himself in illusion. make himself in the make believe of all the things he priorities to be absolute and true. he may cloak himself under many disguises and mistake others permits to weakness he may not think this. perhaps he’s the one who finds vslue in addition into which the lore the illusions are the better it is that he himself hides himself. his true intentions. the space wheee ur facing in the mirror and you know exactly what u set urself out to do. this portion of the level of cognizance is where we use dictionary terms and meanings labels and identifications and all kinds of comparisons. we may even believe ourselves that we are here for great things. ultimately. one must first fool oneself before setting off to fool others so that one becomes the dominant figure in the food cna in of survival of the fittest. after all. man has long conditioned himself of tbh apes brain type i fusion into his truth and person which is what dilutes our true god and truth and being in the first place. we are here to become more fluent in our godliness. so setting out to do any means. less than it. or alternative. counter intuitive or even slightest bad intentions can make the whole thing step back. and in this set back one may oscillate and hang onto self excellence that predominates his otherwise true intuitive senses by which he might intuit a better outcome our of this physical insanity that dances with everyone else nonstop even in his dream state. that when we feel there is no action in our lives does not mean a setback or dullness either. everything moves all the time. the wheel of fortune never stops turning. it collects writes. registers. processes and sees all. it’s the all seeing eye that also rations karma accordingly. dispersing it according to the age of our universe and the final day already predetermined about our solar system. the actual math is there. it’s not o ur mind. or ur false assumption that someone might help u with ur objective here. everyone serves their highest appeal as awakened to it internally. there’s no faking it or passing for on to another. the moment is here when the golden cup shatters and everyone wakes up. and find themselves in their position to move upwards.

when u truly infuse ur self with self love and know ur actuality of ur being. as a fully awake end person u are becoming the mathematician of these complex numbering systems. u can see others calculations. all u have to do is know one. once u know one. if ur knowledge is true. then. u know all. and when it know all u can see all instances . past present and future. u wouldn’t wanna dilute this process would u? by the worldly possessions and the sort of aspirations that are less than? ofc not. bc this is precisely what are here to reconcile. we aren’t here to make an enterprise out of spirituality . this is not the type of business we are trying to make. our objective is not to pass the baton to another persons who will do more of the same. to hell with wisdom if people don’t see it today. in this day and age. there’s no hope in u then. if u already don’t redo se the priorities. it disrespects our part streusel sand teachers if we still insist on going the other way. to each their own then. we lift our hands into heavens. and our tears become sparkles of rivers that carry us to heavens when the time comes. we slide in peace. most often than not people mistake these sort of intuitive realization. women are most keen. on such knowledges. toxic masculinity turns their body against them and in turn a grown woman is forced to act less than her son. this is so destructive. we have this happen in this world as we speak so if u haven’t figured out the real war here. and still insist on recreating the sam thing the. it’s best to let the world burn. it’s best for a spiritually awake end teacher to say u know what. maybe. the lesson is mine. maybe it is i who must let thing go and let everyone choose for their fate. i mean it’s not like it was expecting forced change. the intention has always been to get people to come to terms on their ow. accord on that right things and take the initiative. the work is as free as u want it to be. don’t expect handouts tho. to each their own.

so when u see this world u see many faces hidden behind masks. many peope. attach way too much emphasis on their social roles more so than their truth and person. they do t say the obvious bc it’s obvious. but they say what they want u to know. so that you too adopt to the subtle most instances where u are challenged in ur own inner intuitive spiritual senses. which way to go when u get to that fork in ur own personal road. and at that poo it u might choose this alternative or that. and that’s fine but we have ultimately one of two choices which can create much im bigger future instances or being us the past that hurts and hasn’t been resolved. in females cases this has always been true. we are not only put at the back burner and second say but our outbursts have been labeled as too crazy where’s the world and it’s makers never look twice to how creases they look! hah. a person who kills others thinks they are saner ? what about a person who wants to kill entire populations of people just bc their background differs ? what about this we go about generations and job descriptions ? we wanna infiltrate everything. we do that by throwing a controversy on the road like our ancestors. the wise woke men used to do. a sort of sick on the road ur own. and u know what’s the right thing to do or say. but u also know this is the conundrum. bc at that point u say smth. anything less than the desirable expected swarm mentality type thing. they r already ready thought it all out to make the argument convincing. and ur not even worried about compensating from truths. no. it’s not the biggest fear. the biggest fear is being criticized or ostracized in public. bc one. it’s embarrassing and two u don’t wanna be that guy. u don’t wanna be the person everyone discusses negatively. even if ur not one u don’t wanna sound like on e bc immediately people will put u in a box u can’t get out of. people generally don’t hate time to get to know others. they spend too much time with self unlike that rams when it comes to others they go well he’s thus she’s that and i’m all right. u know ? it’s the sloppiest work. distortive. u don’t know nothing when u think like this.

what u really wanna do is get to know ur world a little and not just the material portion where u sit with a bunch of really smart people bc anyone can talk and anyone can tell a truth and lie. but what truly matters is the truths inside. are they telling the truth. why are they saying this. maybe u already know. maybe ur the prodigal son chosen for a future offshore dream that will encompass all ultimatums all into one. but we don’t want any of that. who wants more ultimatums. ultimately what comes up goes all the way down. and we have diene this many times. what we want is smth new. different. and it’s not as to say. well this is differ by the obviousness of it bc that’s not true. everyone knows that merit is smth u can’t fuck with. it’s not smth u can say well i have it or i don’t bc we all have a past before the last and for that to come thru first of all what u dot wanna do is add any more to it. if u can. don’t add negative karma. ur not gonna evade this if u dot know the truth mechanism of the world. people aren’t stupid u know. this stuff is usually kept from them. their parents are too busy to tell the truths. maybe bc they know their government spies on them so if they start talking propaganda to their kids that’s over for their kids future u know. the gov can easily figure out a amicable destiny for the child (unless the parents are rich ) and then punish the parent by talking everything out on their kid. this is the world we live in. and we don’t want that anymore. so that’s not our objective . to create more industrial animal crackers so to say. i personally want smth different so i’m willing to let the world burn if that’s the only way. sometimes that’s the only way to nip devil in the bud bc otherwise ur telling next generations to go to hell pretty much. so i want this level of truth honestly and action from others in the sense they do the right thing. i haven’t found it yet. but i do see sparks here n there. but it’s too soon to tell also. in one aspect i se the system are still keen on their ignorance and the ground are still sick. toxic. and unable to mitigate their own priorities. so the situation is not well yet. we aren’t out of the woods yet. there’s still a good chance that we can annihilate ourselves in the process of stabilization

ofc there’s always so much to talk about. it’s all exhilarating too but sometimes too much an is what dulls the senses. murkies the mind clouds judgement. and then u get all agitated. u get tired. it gets repetitive. u find out words aren’t magical. they generate more ego senses than anything else. and it’s iit like anything gets done other en ur running ur mouth. it’s like a bad habit. we talk and priories talking and not follow thru with conscious actions. things don’t change as. a result of that. people take notes. get selective about which part of the argument they wish to focus on and they choose the weak links to revert and assume on others memories that it was not noticed. all these tricks are as good at strategies at sports. they get predictable and boring after some time has passed. unlike sports ur not even doing anything remarkable. bc at the end of the day. or fat pay check. the world remains the same. some shmuch gets their head blown off bc another shmo got their minds jumbled up like a scrambled eggs on perceptive toast and now he must go and exasperate himself bc that’s what he’s invincibly told. who cares. right ? we r good over here. the blood is on the floor. not on ur shoes so to say. even tho it’d the same manufacturer. this is where most folks approach u from different angles of the same department . and their quick go to when confronted with what they think about what u know they will quickly say uhh that’s another persons job man i’m just doing. what i do. . or what i’m told but in a more sugar coated way. it’s sweet to the ears but u know bc hag empty words would do to ur mid region. love handles. but we didn’t mean it literally. maybe in an attempt to asset our freedom we compensate from the lack of it by expressing ourselves severe so freely. or so we think the ultimate end game is freedom but even in the upper echelons u never get to that point. it’s always one thing after the next. and next thing u know ur falling apart. ur hair is on the floor and ur face is melting pot of helllo gravity.

ah who cares. it’s not like we are actively trying to save lives anyway. who cares. how sees that people are cheap. they r dime a dozen. didn’t u see the ticker. ur not that special. ur one of four billion children worldwide. there’s a new shmuck born each second. and a dumb as one their way out. and then the sad little interim where people get blown to bits. doesn’t matter at what age. there’s no prodigy here. it’s all a lie. gimmic. much like there are no masters and experts either. it’s all a sham. ur died by the depth of ur conditioning. but based on by someone’s check list of what’s industrially acceptable. there’s absolutely nothing special about being manufactured human being. anyone. can do it. so about them people tho. does anyone care. ? they die lie flies. in droves. there’s amass graves from origin of man. it’s filled with filth piss and shit. kids mothers. the would be kings and queens. hah. dalai lama reincarnated. fuck. buddha himself was here many times. what do u think happened to him her or them. ? all a cesspool of human waste. gone with the wind. much like a offensive fart in the airplane. we come and go. and unless we value every human life and honour this life in us all there are no genius here nope. i’m not looking for one anyway. the golden cup sits at the centre. and now the woman says. well my sisters. how much longer get will we accept suffer g and disrespect. and this conditional force field of toxic men wanting to be next. ur really gonna have to move over and let the women take canter stage. bc this is the time we need strong change. and the type of strength isn’t in how many u kill and how many graves u fill without vomiting or flinching in ur own senses once. no. that’s not the type of strength i speak of. what we are seeking her is a new type of reality all tighter. and it can’t be faked. either. so if u have some beef with others or secretly think like this or that. u wanna harm someone or delay things so that they can’t help things anymore or waste others time or assume this or that about reality instead of keen understanding int things bc let’s face it. what we are refusing to admit is the , aside from understanding the material systems and the many mechanisms within it, the inner spirituality mechanism of being human in this journey bc that’s harder to do. if u are desperate and need money came or some type of agenda portion. of which u choose to partake bc it’s exciting and u think it is great diversion from our issues. now if u look at the world u can see a lot people are suffering and then there’s this heat refusal to acknowledge that. that should be the top priority. anything else than it plays into the hands of some that don’t care about human value and worth yet. that’s the pitfall we wanna avoid. not the illusion of productivity. either. bc we know how that goes. comparisons and inflated egos based on by early conditioning can be hazardous to anyone at any age so we wanna avoid feeding that as well.

i have long stated that the alpha has been tracking down and controlling omega power. instead of clarifying or detoxifying itself and then lending a hand to omegas so omega can come up or self reveal at its own time but with right condition. no harm. so this excessively alpha world needs to change severely for that to even happen right now alphas wanna siphon omega energy via lies. and contradictions comparisons. competition as well as these two as the cooperations to change and catalyst for the future fruition.. compensate omega. and then cooperate with them. simple. we aren’t there yet so there’s no need to be desperate about being useful s anywhere. bc things also change. so u don’t see me working too hard anymore bc there’s nothing to work towards. not now at least. people are punishing and they wanna take control. they wanna use u for others hidden agenda s and that’s just disrespectful. there is no need to conflate opposites. but just rain just and true. and those are missing. they r not here when people wanna assume they take anything good fro u with that hate in their heart. no. otherwise anyone can copy and paste. or memorize anything. ancient gods know. u can have great skill in memorize. but what have u done as to the actual work in. intrinsic sense or so u think it doesn’t mean anything. maybe people lack that level of intuitive thinking and inspiration that u can in fact think outside the box and see things as they are. not as u like them to be. it makes a world of difference . these small but significant things. my son is my priority and number one. nope owes u that sort of a priority. bc we all know the ways of the world. people are wasted daily. and all kinds of people are used and utilized for others hidden outcome. what i would like to see is people get real and take the initiatives. whatever those initiatives will be will be ur lesson. or ur stick on ur spiritual road. u don’t need the teachrr to guide u or put the stick thee to challenge u either. to each their own.

so here we find out many ways we can screw omega but never give credentials or acknowledgment as to who or what omega is. almost like a battery. we think that this infinite powers of omega can be faked. seizure and control in some other alpha game that excuses and disrespects other alphas and omegas alone. it doesn’t even honour its own omegas. what did u expect. so here we only look for absolute excellence. not more of the same toxic alpha games in replay. that’s not what we support here. ur not gonna get the omega tonic and put ur on urself like free urself in the mane of ur kill. no. even then there’s no respect for some honour here. forget about it. surely many a times u hear people go well we must always die with excellence and then sully with the masses and slave for nonsense. i go ok. that’s on u buddy bc u can stop right now if u wanted. or else ur caving into the invincible hand of some bigger manifestation of long term evil intentions that hover above our heads. they permit down to be happy. only so long as they do these things. and prevent others from being happy as a way for punishment for not doing what they r told. so when u get to this stage and can see the such juxtapositioning at play. then u go well is this worth it. ? surely i need a job and wanna be part of this ill fated society but how can i protect the sanctity of what i do know. bc i’m not gonna cast my pearls before such pigs if u now what i mean. that sort of seizure is way outdated. i don’t wanna spiritually blind myself and anger my gods by putting myself to rich fools so that like me or give me a chanced to partake in their fucked up order of nonsense. so i always ask where does the money go. who benefits. nope. has stepped up to offer this answer to me yet. so yes. u bet ur add i am not seeking for runner ups just yet.

most men are weak and some women who support this toxic male mentality as well with it. when we keep this in mind we become selective in our approach and personal reasoning as to how we are gonna go about fanning the flames of our inner path that ensures safety and guarantee personal freedom as well as deep intuitive journey that allows one to never lose sight of what is since in this world of shadow play as well as the many intrinsic levels that come interlay hey we don’t even know where we are headed next so why worry so much about these days u have my phone numbers and emails so that means that when u truly need help u can definitely ask for it otherwise the self expression are fully cognizant of all ur types and ur many intentions that are clear as day. it’s one thing g to discover a thing with healthy self doubt or scepticism and there is another where u steer to create ur own shortcuts by bypassing bullshit workout wasting much other than what u allow urself bc that’s ur power a truly omega thing to do in a world that hasn’t fully confused or come to grips with its own bias as well as the many illusions , misdirection, false cravings, attachments, the repeating ways in which we may discover the pendulum swings and the gates to next stages open up concurrent to how well each of us have done our personal work inclusive of but not limited to the g

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what is it about peace that eludes us

that we can not keep control or keep it in that status for too long. it’s almost like we led mostly in peaceful lives and now a degree of peace is too frightful. it’s like well it may slip away again. i know how it is without it. but instead of having some type of certainty we end up losing grip with reality. where everything slips up. much like a roller coaster. bc it feels like ur actually reacting to the internal panic that if u were to relax in peace that it would be taken away. must have been before anyway. bc u feel or remember or recall that internal feeling that might have left a long term impression. but much like when u were younger. and still ur brain was developing. personally i think the brain keeps developing until u r 25. after that. things become a bit more prominent about one’s own personality. this doesn’t mean. a person won’t err a few times after. but these would be lighter and much less resilient in duration meaning that one is having a a faster time rate of stopping an action before it’s last occurrence timeline and course duration as well as impact. so this quick comparison also allows one to have esteem that things are improving. so a slight degree of improvements motivates us ok. our difficult journeys in our lives bc this happens. usually these difficult moments are result of that relationships with peace. our philosophy of discovery of peace within ourselves also. when we are going in the opposite direction or have a false acknowledgment of smth. it’s much like yelling at shadows in a wall. so we must then change a perspective. or shift gears into smth else. a new approach would require from within us to maneuver and then wonder ina different direction. what this makes it scary is that the unknown aspect of where u would do if u were to not do a particular task is very hard to prepare oneself for. bc it would heightened all these senses about one’s protectivity. if u have any unmitigated point gained from a past occurrence at initiation point of that evolution of something that contributes great to ur perception of reality. then the way u see the world around u also changed along with it. this establishes grounds of peace bc then u realize ur not suffering for nothing. bc if ur were to think u suffer for long duration. of life and this must be it then it doesn’t make sense right. ? why must u suffer this much tho. bc there’s also the natural suffering or the passage of transformation. the many milestones given in a personal life. no matter at what age. it doesn’t matter they are all vulnerable points. and here are places where we get significant data. some of which. if they instigate a new form of feeling or information about our reality or even a thought it changes everything. over time due to its catalysm . the productivity of peace that deepens in time makes us less harmful to others. even prioritizing the elimination to make it none. making sure to never add trouble especially in parts where we cannot help it is a good out look and priority in oldie we conduct ourselves thus. bc this reciprocates our own inner peace with that external conditions. by also embodying there truth we profess.

along with peace comes justice. bc peace and justice are concomitant . if we were already established peace we wouldn’t need such strong justice. bc then we would only need much smaller mitigation centres for small claims. *laughs* as well can see. we have much bigger things than small claims only. if we only had small claims life would be much easier. and that’s ok. i think. along with our current admission to change those bigger conundrums we must not throw away the future potential of small claims. so with that in mind this experience humbles us. if it makes people garden then there must be a misperception in their understanding on the objectivity of what’s us human. and why we are here. we aren’t here to strictly suffer. or be treated like animals. a resolve is much easier than lifetime of suffering. but for the resolve to be venerable. it must include the full integrity of everyone. with this missing even in one person can murky those grounds. bc divinity expects absolute perfection. ur not gonna get sloppy or lazy assuming u can get away with sympathy. there has to be slight improvements on ur journey. no matter how slow ur going. bc no one owes u that level of loyalty before themselves. we all know where this goes. it makes people sick and break down. we don’t need that in our life bc it adds to the system. the system is designed to handle natural and then occasional emergencies. when u overturned the system then all the maths get thrown off. so is with our solutions to our current problems. u can t just stop smth. u will need to wean urself off or be gentle but at the same time never lose the steam. in fact if ur doing it right u gain momentum of exponentially advancing urself beyond many heights. but ur honesty with urself should be the priority. these r nice thoughts that can get us gassed but it’s wrong if we get dogmatic. that’s what happens out there anyways. this is some type of monkey see monkey do theory. sadly this is part due to our survival instincts. when they get go wrong we try to go where everyone else is going. which is a trick mentality in a civilized society. if u follow others u may get severely misled. this isn’t ur paleo ancestors land my brother. this is calculated civilized geometrical societies. everything is written for. u can analyze and watch over all. all we do is math and reason to solve issue and upgrade its peers. very self explanatory even tho the data is harder to read at first.

many conflate these term justice. they go well we are gonna seek justify by doing harm before anyone else does bc someone has to do it. right ? do it may as well be us. or that human beings can be too prideful. we can say things like and believe them too. “i will ruin myself myself and then call it my self ruin. “ but it never even goes that way. after that initial romance. u then seek out a victim so u can put all the blame on them. bc the victim mentality is too sweet. we see it’s many representation out there. cut arms. drug abuses. abused and abusive relationships. abusive pet or abusive parents. no one wanted me. i was burned as a child. etc etc. but what ur seeing is ur giving into entertainments past cookie cutter thought mentality stream the princess in distress theory. to be saved and babied forever. it just feels warm. but it’s not sustainable in a sexist world. and we don’t realize that this is our blueprint of our identity and it’s how we wish to navigate ourselves also among others. we demand thus type of life bc it has made us feel in a way now i don’t think this is applicable to these time however bc technology improved and young people are also evolving with times. i see this already in my ten year old son. and it’s nice to see. u go oohhh they r totally gonna bypass that. hah awesome. it’s good to see bc it shows us that no matter how terrible our time has been here. and challenging it’s nice to see small but significant improvements via young children. that gives us hope to keep going. but personally it doesn’t make me weak. it makes me more vigilant. bc it’s not my job to tell anyone how to think. or what to think. it’s in all our own accord to choose for these things and especially these times r extremely challenging for many. for all actually bc we all live here. but some among us have their perception misplaced and need a perceptual shift so that they can finally see what stands before them if they can take on this responsibly that’s theirs. that would be nice.

u can say killing people is a good way to justice but i say. naaah. what if someone gets the paperwork wrong and ur wrongly condemned. that’s like it’s over for u . right ? if we don’t have room for error we cannot recover from such severe implicate decisions. bc times change. what was normal ten twenty years ago became taboo these years as technology advances and we were granted all this information at our fingertips. even if u closed internet today or changed its parts. augmented data to fuck with minds this would jot change the seed or destroy it. it’s too late. and we don’t know the depth of its effects just yet either. but we also. may realize the good in this. that we can utilize all this technology for good instead. so far. technology has been used predominantly for bad. they just assumed u would be too stupid to give urself to study. or learn smth from ur experience. that’s just accidental for some. but now how are we gonna utilize smart knowledgeable people to society and make use of them. make use of theory and wisdom. bc it would such to see it go to waste. think of it. ur all knowing but can’t implement any of it. sad. u have gained valuable skills and know ur objectives n u hold solutions. but can’t implement it. ur told to live it down instead. ur voice is ignored. there are no avenues that look at a person beyond paper trails. it’s sad. bad administration work at that. if we do not see people as individuals. in a intrinsic way. if we take a look at the metaphysical perspective we are souls. and this systems are made by humans. we don’t need to act like we are not there when we participate in these. and forget the souls journey. then system are not that important. is as good as administration and paperwork ability. organization. sorting things out. keeping general control of basics bc that’s the type of person u are. who is simply organized. but they don’t take too much importance over the individual basis. that is. the soul before human and why is human. so in the working of the system where u use it for one reason for urself and as another in the other hand toward others then there’s a ethical conundrum. so that’s ur first mistake. then u project threat inconsistency bc ur conscience won’t give u peace. so u keep finding this person and that person to punish. so u feel better about urself. u begin to see others laugh and smile and it bothers u. bc inside u know ur don’t deserve it. u hah ego r great evil and how u must face the music. u made ur bed now lay in it. it’s a lonely journey too which u rebel and refuse. so in a way. u scream for help but u demand worship. not to relay a probmem in its natural state. which comes with denial. when we deny ourselves our own experience and lie to ourselves. we get spiritually blind overtime

in a way during heightened times we are more likely to make mistakes also. which can add either way depending on whit direction ur at and or willing to pivot from the wall and then explore other alternative ways to handle a problem much lesser and if possible and utility any further errors in one’s handling. i think this allows us to get in the role of self responsibly bc what ur doing is hey i don’t wanna create smth undesirable later so i’m gonna change my behaviour now. not the other way around. bc the misconception about that reality expects one to alter others life severely by playing god above their heads and a harsh criticism and a terrible judge at things that impacts lives so severely they are incapacitated from. leading themselves bc it’s very scary to be punished for thing s u don’t undersnd. bc the punisher also doesn’t understand the problem. it’s very annoying i tell u. bc it’s like literally blind leading the blind and this is not ablelism. it’s one thing to be diagnosed with smth. and it’s another where ur just pretending what u see thjnk and feel is to be real. two entirely different things. i’m thinking it’s bc we have such a strong karma on health care department. this is pretty much how these things work. u get. a human infraction. then natural laws write u up and they will be up on ur ass till u pay up. and we get some of these that developed much earlier. human health breach also includes wars. bc when we discredit someone their reality and right to exist. that’s an infraction upon our own nature bc we would be doing that to ourselves s since we too are human are we not ? so why is there unrealistic discrepancies among us. why do we see human beings as generally dumb. maybe it’s rooted in our inconsistency with our vulnerability with life and death. maybe we have hard time accepting our fleetliness that we can fly away at any time. get swept with the wind or smth. and that’s both vulnerable and can be a place of self esteem and motivation to not waste ur life on frivolous things. it’s terrible. and our systems currently not only support it but demand it. so that has to change if we truly wish to establish peace both within and around us for its long lasting effects and ease in tween do our many transformation. (life cycles basically).

ur not gonna do people wrong as then tell them to quiet down or else. be peaceful. give it up. don’t fight. ur else give them ultimatums. and even harm and torture them into forced peace. this isn’t true peace it can’t be maintained bc u will never write someone’s experience for them. u can force them into silence and abuse them to act like u want them to. but this is an illusion of peace. for peace to be true and long lasting to give us the merit we seek from establishing right relationship right attitude as well as right conduct that’s also on mutual respect and dignified living , which is anti theirs to dogmatic minds who believe too excessively or worship human hierarchies. so the absence of peace isn’t always outburst. bc if u robbed someone off their peace and didn’t pay heck or equalize natural order. this natural laws surely seek the to pursue justice as they seek u for the retribution. bc it treats all equal. but the equality differs by context of the situation. and this is a very natural process we still insist we should not respect. we have arbitrary one sided unequal justice system right now running on bias and inequality and opportunistic interest or self interest. using court from wrong purpose and for selfish reasons. acting like ur dad owned it. or smth. so this isn’t venerable justice system. . it’s one’s inability to come to terms with one’s mortality. we have a lot of issues as to that many think life is a game to be won. so they can be bad so long they win. and this is ill. bc they don’t relaid the consequences for playing with others life. this isn’t a game. u can playfully be fair if it was. bc this is not only not a game but it’s also not even fair. kicking someone while they are down after ur pushed them and or forcing someone to forfeit so u can say u won fairly when you grave been tormenting them to this decision. are not fair truthful or just. if u want life to be a game. provide fair game rules and equal opportunities. then this makes it a fair game. it should also be transparent. and always prioritize well-being of people. if it gets dangerous it should stop. u can choose to be pessimistic of life and sushi on our yes but u have no right to impose that on others.

our discovery of peace and justice gee he’s us the greater quality of vibes. and their impact on each other. then we tap into sensitivity again. bc then we reuse this world is not right. if we find the sense city of vibrational fields and energy. then we release how senseless most things we have normalized in society and that our environment is not healthy. when someone is sick they are hit themselves. there s smth that disturbs them. so if the environment is sick it’s not gonna establish true lasting peace. to establish. peace we have to fix the enlivenment. bc much like a sick person. this constancy of uncertainty and constant pressure on our mortality ends up causing in us more problems than offer solutions no one learns anything from. torture. if u learn anything u learn that some people are heartless. or they have their hearts misplaced. or soulless. or they have their experiences delude them. make them lose their way. and u feel biased to help if they burned u. hurt u. all that. there are others who can help them but not u. when ur are now in the negative. and must prioritize urself . there’s nothing selfish in that. that maintains peace in urself when others deliberately attack it. for some it’s standing up for themselves. for other. fighting for themselves when their mortality is exponentially threatened. we can see the patterns all over the world and want global acknowledgment of it being improved and changed. pay back the people u have wronged. earn the t wit the right way. one or few good things in sloppy format ain’t gonna cut it this time. and we need to reflect that in system. that excessive trust and blind faith are not good people are prone to mistake. even the most enlightened. this is how u build strong societies. and lasting peace. via justice of sound mind and altruistic approach to ur issues.

today we are doing things differently.

it’s been so long. these conversations are heavy. and they r not my most favourite subject either bc the more days go by. the more i speak the more it is just words into the void instead. not that welcomes some type of change. in a expectant way. but why not this. u would think the reason why info sharing or being honest or the very practice of thinking for urself would at least create “consideration” and even open lines of communication and ask questions where necessary. we all know the world is monitored. so u can’t expect me to come to u when ur urself see the info. the initiative should be urs to form those bridges since everyone knows. blue check marked people have right to illusion of business and not needing to acknowledge u. and surely there is difference. between someone whose job is a want versus someone whose job is a need. differ from is clear. one is a attribute and effect to peoples lives. especially from a fundamental level where our actions and thoughts impact systemic decision and policies that change our way of life. and quality of our life as well with it. so to deny this part would be a strong counter to what i’m working to establish here. that satellite spying is nothing new. and it’s been around for so long. it can’t establish itself like it just got discovered. but must contain the whole and act immediately without denying all this exchange isn’t taking. place. if we take a look at our current media and some things at work globally then u can see the strong argument to counter exposing of satellites spying. or the excess surveillance that knows but does nothing on that knowledge. nothing good on behalf and benefit of the people anyhow. ( that and women rights. as well as the strengthening ties of racism and its many tentacles in many places playing out at large still. )

now why these r the key times of our lives is clear. if we get grasp of reality but assume as formal. or normal what we are doing is giving into manufactured consent to giving up a good chunk of our rights. including the right to exempt urself from others toxic enabling of world happenstances. bc that’s what they wish u to think. to put the blame on others is very standard for those who never took personal responsibility on smth wrong they did always blaming others for their feelings and inadequacies why? bc it reminds u of what u could have been. all the worlds happiness is triggering for some of u thus that u must go there and cut them short. and be their focal point of happiness bc u can’t otherwise exist in this world that constantly reminds of ur past wrong doings. now the issue is that we can’t teach people. that’s as simple as that. we also can’t change people. if everything seems like it’s working in ur favour. with ur baseline being at the cost of someone else’s well being. chances are they r just living thru their own psychosis and this isn’t a sign that things r working. it’s just a mild side effect. this is a free will world. people have right to say no to things that they know isn’t good for them and the planet. given by the recent developments and series of responses to world calamities. natural occurrences n disasters . ecological failings and displacements . threats. inconsistencies with temperature. all that. the sum total of our efforts should not be to overgeneralize on peoples behalf that we are bad for the world whereas it’s just a handful of corporations and politicians that sell their country for funds that end up causing this problem. the rest of us don’t know. we are too busy saving our necks in the trenches of capitalism. don’t put ur blame on me dude. did u ask if those hazardous materials can enter mother earth. did u ask me if this or that practice is good for the world. and now in saying this u will further disintegrate economy bc all u know is extremes. and opposites. that’s lazy thinking my friend bc u never had to struggle for life. u think ur hustle is a struggle. like it’s essential or smth. but ur wrong. that’s u soon got to urself. why enforce it on me ? in a way the financial aspect drains the people of their savings and changed. ecological needs to urgent displacement equivalence so u can further force people to do slave labor to clean up after ur industrial hazard. waste and many other things that must take place interim? what is the end game here.

people think that spirituality is keeping still and allowing the world to keep abusing u. or keep giving u garbage and expect tht o just simply take it. like a spiritual dumpster site. very much like those friends who dump their emotional garbage to u but never think or take twice to ask if ur doing ok.? or the very act of gossip itself that does more damage than good. true what they say when those who gossip about others to u will gossip about u to others in ur absence anyway. why be mad at one when u welcome selectively the other. it’s the same thing as saying that it’s gods right that we fuck and conceive without think g logically about our actions. then if man pretend to be god he take sour children and was the as them for quality control. god gives. man takes away bc he mistakes himself above god. without understanding what god even is. maybe he mistakes his life instead. he is so dispassionned by being human he would rather be a imaginary character just so he distracts himself so he doesn’t feel pain. it’s the very act of samsara. ur desirous. and attached to all these conditions outside of urself and u work double triple as much just to maintain that objective . illusion. and even then i highly doubt a person of this nature is ever at peace. surely u can have blind faith and that’s bad too hurt as much as being forced to believe in the supposed kindness of others just bc it sounds nice or kind doesn’t mean it’s true we all know not everything that shines is gold. same is with blind faith. we have to apply logic in world what we create or it’s easy to be misled and lose ur way. even if u are the one who has benefit of doubt. or u fuck around and find out. have u established the potential to be wrong ? what are ur abilities as to ur own provision should u make a mistake. establishing this as a example to responding is the utmost service we can give. this isn’t strictly in words. we know by now this world isn’t as it seems. it’s one big marketing scheme . designed to take ur money at every avenue. while chipping at ur rights every big and small opportunity. meanwhile behind the facade of glamour u have poverty doing ur slave labor. it’s already here. both the story and the teller. and they know a fool is born everyday. there’s someone new that’s gonna journey the road of the fool. much like the west world tv show instead tho. with the robotic enhancements and attractions of myriad of violences. and at the end of the game one recipe. to recap. to strip u of ur energy and time for nothing. move along. next. step up to the plate. those before all failed. would u win? succeed. to play the game by the rules to later break it. they are ahead of u. they give u that mission. it’s ur fault for playing it in the first place what would the world be like if no one played it. assuming it would have been someone else who would take ur place had u said no instead.

but the thing is the argument here is that human beings cannot self govern. they can’t be smart or be good for nothing. on their own. they need to be controlled taught. guided etc. they are dumb babies and cannot figure out how to solve their problems. ( they keep some susceptible to being deployed like devils on a shelf that can be weaponized on command to scare the rest and threaten our rights no wonder why they don’t wanna open source satellites it’s got dark history on human health and medicine exploiting people for funds. all of it is a lie. ) they can’t learn from their mistakes or change or evolve. this comes from people who were abused by their predecessors and propagated with indoctrination of their experience to later get them to hate us. instead bc generally people are also jealous and selfish and would do bad things like u if not worse if they were allowed so it’s best if u do it first. now these r really fucked up and untrue things that most of these type of people strongly believe and that’s what they pas down as well. u have to get folks broken enough. as they climb that ladder. and the. finally they can see how rotten people are and join the dark side once and for all. it strengthens u too. bc it assets ur wrongs as right. which is what u want. when u surround urself with people who support ur illusion. this give us self esteem. to be valued and validated. even if the things ur doing behind the scenes is nothing but good. so this is the reason why it’s essential to not unrealistically depend on people. bc generally we are all prone to bad things especially if our security is at risk. with economic hardship comes many wrong decisions. and they r not all created equal here. so u can talk about a common objedirve but say it different based on by one sides understanding and then tell smth entirely different to the other side but all three would think everyone is agreeing on the same thing. so this is why double speak and anything less than truths including pretending to be people ur not are deleterious. bc they add to the illusion of knowledge . people won’t understand ur tactics and why ur saying certain things and bc this maybe they nature there’s no automatic trust or obligation to follow blindly to others expressions bc we don’t know each other. we know each other based on. by what we want each other to know. this is strongly represented in our contradictions of historical connections and the many narratives at play today.

so the very act of triangulation isn’t what u think it is. but it’s about knowing ur angles. knowing who know what. based on by ur limited understanding and then speaking according to how they understand or how u think they understand. and u can put people against each other this way too bc it becomes easy to misunderstand and misdirect after originally establishing such basis without integrity. so there’s already instability there and bc there’s already invincible problems the streets cannot take it with what appears to be a observable small problem. then we don’t look to the same problem that like the hair that broke the camels back per see but all the efforts to leading it to that point in the first place. in a district error such as this. most will try to generate smth artificial or superficial to put the blame of smth that’s deeper bc then the clean up is cheaper. u would always assume the general public is incapable of the type of reality that takes places daily but this any true. the whole keep this a secret from people bc they would freak out and cause more haste and anxiety problems but this is as true as ur own mindset. what this is is just as good as what u get in class divide titanic. when the ship sinks or affects everyone or and rich. ur immediate response is the same the poor will get their lizard brain activated the same way as in the posh. u will grab ur kids if u hav them. hell the sick and elderly if u are around them and go to the nearest exit. if u have them. now that’s why this makes it sinister to lie to the public or assume they can’t handle smth. especially when u urself cannot handle smth as big as a sinking ship or some calamity we are faced with. today. choose whichever. it didn’t matter as much as how we are dealing professionally about these issues and our quality of our experts too at it. anywho. third class can’t escape why. bc they r poor so they don’t get to have even the slightest chance to exist. even if they weren’t welcome on the boats they could have jumped ship. no fighting chance. and this same is represented in. our world systems. it’s not that we don’t know about climate change. for this speak has been around nearly 100 years at least ? but the more we do. the more they get greedy with everything. if u notice.

these r the times we should expose satellites and use all technology for the benefit of everyone. improve our communication to relay messages with clarity and ease building on our mutual trust necessary for the survival of our species but we can’t do any of this if we have very powerful people peerful in money and contacts as well as tech and all kinds of endowments including influencing entire populations. who do not consider that some lives do matter whereas others don’t. u literally want our extinction. and create these false stories that are only real as their impact on those poor people who suffer as a result of such. it’s always been about them. u may lie. but real people suffer. u may think this is some kind of systemic game. but this isn’t a game. when people are traumatized displaced suffer and die as a result of ur playing on their fate. at best we can refer to u as a gambler on human life bc that’s what some of u are doing right now. u invest in wars and bet on peoples lives. like in the roman times where they used to make herculean man battle each other for entertainment. i’m sorry ur posh lifestyles are boring u that u must have real subjects live out their painful lives in front of u while u have a real taste of reality tv on ur computer screen. shame. really. no matter how much u fake it. ur personally. ur personal story. u may say all the right words and do all the right things. there’s a thing called karma. things don’t stay hidden for long either. and ur not gonna succeed in fooling people. u may trick them and manipulate them but to truly be right ur gonna have to kill everyone. and that means say u succeed. there would be no one to validate ur existence thereafter. say u kept a handful of people. atoll. u need people. to have ur job description. say u kept some. again u can’t hide truths. u have a conundrum u can’t escape thus. that’s why they r demanding from everyone to move on including me. they try to block me thru satellites frequency adjustment like send me these vibes it’s the same psyops. just they r trying to get me to give up that’s all. which doesn’t work. but i notice. their efforts. publicly too. thru supposedly spiritual teaching. to let go and start fresh lol. to not hold grudge. hahahaha ok. to welcome challenges. yea right. to be successful work hard. haven’t we done that already? until we open our minds to satellites history and secrets organizations and jobs that u never would dream of none of this will actually happen authentically for u. u will be led by invincible hand of someone and mistake it for god. grave. bc it can also lead u there.

the global media would be tainted as early as the first part of 20th century. the people would exchange note and start testing out their and each other’s grounds by shared permittance. u don’t need entire group to know this. only need one or few who would answer the call and then try to make it happen. the fact of numbers growing is much later on. u would have to risk only subsequent to the price ur willing to pay shills u get caught. and slowly seize acre by acre before u make enterprise of the whole ordeal and then self running business. this roots is back to mid 80s when the initial boom of internet being some place of promising future. as early as then with the boom of anonymous or the clean the house off notes. and make use of every conspiracy along the way of a sloppy way of transcending one’s historical context. not bc u don’t know when and where ur wrong. but mostly due to ur assumption that just bc ur rotten then so is everyone else. and with that assumption u wanna cut others down without even letting them right to live their life and go through their own process. this globalization of excessive control comes from intense fear that one will be treated the same way one has been treating others and reaching personal succeed thru suffering of others that u need to tell urself fantasy stories to feel vindictive or self rigorous in ur criminal activities. these activities are criminal based on by the depth of impact on other peoples lives. including the ones whose minds u washed so much that they say without a second thought yes to ur demanding of criminal activity against other human beings. do u may be the thought behind the act. still applies here. and u don’t need to counter being called vile by pouting to one of ur villain friends. i know there’s more than one of u out there i’m calling out all of u. on ur bullshit. bc ur letting the world die intentionally. u want us to fight each other to make it easy for u. people should know and refuse to partake in such shitshow. and u know u can’t risk ruining this world. if u do ur life is at stake. there is no calculation enough to cut u off from the rest. u kill us. each day. ur already dying with the dead.

but u see. now they too confess left right n center. and have mouth pieces as well as truth tellers ( although people like us have a differ mission we want people to know what is. not what to think or who is enemy or what to do. to know what is allows people to choose what to do next ) the only danger is that after u know truths if u continue to support corruption that’s what they r turning the recent exposed into. and use ur knowledge against u as consent. to know and allow is one thing and to not know and allow is another. both share one thing. that we are up agsisnt a bush of people who don’t like human beings and are purely strategic to use myriad of information and tactics against us bc they do not have love for humanity or our shared problems. or do they have faith that if we were given a real chance then we would do much better. on saving ourselves. each other and the planet. but it needs money. their final avenue is what happens to past socialism where the big business move away and when u don’t have money u can have good community but a hungry or dying of preventable illnesses. that’s not socialism failed. that’s corporations refusing to give the workers their fair share. they just wanna own the world and the propel and control cities and towns. move things about and when shit hits the fan burn the whole thing down. and then say people asked for it. u asked to govern u self. u asked to be a socialist. or a communist. what they say is that they r right. am there was nothing. wrong and u can’t have their money. and it’s ur fault the way u are. if u don’t need their help they will withdraw it. but they won’t account for the past. i can’t tell u what to do. this thing g is much bigger than just individuals doing anything. if ur education doesn’t support u. if ur healthcare doesn’t care for u. if u don’t have systems that make sense. invest in u so u can give back to society who can u blame. it doesn’t matter who u blame. the focus should be to solve the common problems. the clear discrepancies comes from our general misunderstanding into our nature by our false acknowledge that do our shred history. this is literally the only way. ur gonna hav to do the work. of not only representing ur people but not lie to them about their and ur history. and not use partial history as a basis for ur current motivations. there is not enough time to do this any other way unless ur consciously seeking out destruction of general peoples lives. which is why one has right to full doubt to world events. media propel speak. and leaderships words as well as organizations that also haven’t clarified their positions as to global priorities such as covid. economic failings. and environment .

remember folks no matter what the world does. no matter how terrible things get. the quality of ur inner riches is all that’ counts. it’s not ur fault of systems intentionally lied to u or didn’t educate u or invest in u. if they chose to sell out ur lands and ur people in exchange of posh lifestyles. we had decades of knowledge. scientific info on ecological issues. tho fsr could have gone in the right direction. these r strong signs that even up there peoples or know how to coordinate right but they will coordinate only on their common goal against welfare of the people if they must. and that’s a sloppy way to handle it. which is it. do u care for the people or do u not. if u care then u will tell the truths and start changing things in the benefit of the people. and if u don’t care about them well we can already tell. bc overcome u must stop asking this same question and start paying attention to the general direction of the world . maybe there system are not that good they r like titanic. then how can we turn away at their injustices to others just bc we are safe ! it’s the same thing as those who chose to do faulty business just to k el their family safe. but smaller scale. yes the criminal activities multiply and they r smaller version of the much bigger ones. like a matryoshka that’s how u can find their likeness everywhere. this may explain why the entertainment is trying to bury their history and overburden with abundance of information but intent on another. a total transformation. but not the way u want. like. or think about it. and also learn about how american entertainment for itself inside every other country. let us find out how everything false got them we spread like wildfire but for some other most common of human issues seem alien to u guys still.

i have my doubts about the integrity of this who thing.

thank u have a niceday. good

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most things aren’t success

most things aren’t success when we have most things in unsuccessful permanent phase.

what this means is that if our excellence requires our maintenance of external conditions and in a negative way where it does not permit others the same since this would be the only road to harmony. but say if our choices were rather rare then from a sustainable perspective we would already determine that the outlook doesn’t look that good. but maybe what we are trilby to do is make sense of a sudden outburst of abundance in our lives that we don’t realize the depravity and mistake the initiation for the whole or rather a personal gain. we don’t realize our depravity at the initial onset of an introduction of a missing ingredient or a missing link bc we get briefly distracted by the overpowering over abundance of a given ingredient that we didn’t think we needed in the first place. this inability to handle one’s complex emotional into wisdom stage is very difficult to tune into and find out since we don’t exactly talk about such processes that take place. as part of our human nature. and in our direct link to our surroundings. the reality is very much condensed with a ton of different objectives. at any later age u may come so easy at ur conclusions and make a greater sense of ur reality but for any newcomer they are just as u were back in ur formative years. it’s easy to forget the difficulty of such successions. and when we do encounter others in their own personal admissions and inkling to society. they may also go through the same. ofc this doesn’t mean everything is pretty standard. but that given by the circunwreces of our timeline. hence no internet (as in mine at least ) hardly any tv. music is good but it’s not crazy or whatever. there’s some type of sexual push on tv. especially later at nights but it’s not that bad. it’s not very dirty porn u know. we got european tv channels on turkish tv. so it was something f that did openly. and sort of like soft porn. but besides that i grew up with the second pace of my newspaper having terrible news about turkish people. everyday. some burned alive in their home others were killed by their husbands. yet on another day. a women cut off her husbands penis bc he did smth terrible to her. and the conundrums go on. criminal cases. just heart wrenching stuff. one time it was an adult male fucking a baby in the ass. and that moment i was just. disgusted.

anywho. it’s weird that our surrounds change very little. but it takes very little to initiative ourselves to our surroundings even without a manual or knowing how to welcome and approach these things as they happen and try to make sense of it. bc the main tenet of our existence is already there when even at a young age we are trying to make things better. a child mine that says it’s ok or it doesn’t matter or i love th world and all the people it’s due to their innocence of calling out that the issue is happening or at the very least determine ether if it’s good or bad and from there think purely on constructive terms. it’s only later on do we lose this skillful art of handling conflict and maintaining peace. as we can see tho if the issues are persistent and they do not remember “back home” then there’s a conundrum. that the issues are not only persisting but they are much worse than initially thought. so when that occurs then we have one od two things to choose from. either make it worse by going the opposite way. or amplify the love channel. but what does that mean. if we truly know what love means it is one’s thing and there are variations to these forms of love between lovers to between family members and neighbours and one may have with one boss and how u generally treat any streamer u see on th street. bc people may not realize one do the most dominating. lazy as easy to fall into type human mentalities is to criticize too harshly of others. not bc one does not recognize one also has issues. but bc the issues are so great and that we start to calculate in our heads where we can cut down and cut back on. and while we are trying to figure that out we see others add to this collateral societal burden we all are part of even tho it seems like the boat is tipping to one side. that’s just an illusion. ur never gonna pass off ur portion of ur karma. it’s as simple as that. the day u accent ur own weight and burden is the day u have try grown up even tho the hard work os just begun. realization os the seed that sows so if it’s the lesson we need to overcome. we must plant the seed of receptivity to such tbh g or else it’s called intentional ignorance. u know u have strong attraction to smth but u deny it reject it or worse. attack it instead.

in our calculations however remember. the rule of thumb is that we are always the opposites. meaning that if we see and consider ourselves good then there’s always a perceivable enemy elsewhere. or someone else who contribute worse than u do that makes u feel superior. this is a strong attribute to a historical misunderstanding of smth that is otherwise natural. such as the difference and relations between a parent to a child a teacher to a student or an expert to a beginner. nothing. more than that. and even then we all run the potential of error bc we never stop learning. meaning that even when we get somewhere and gain a status. like a boss or a master on something. there’s always gonna be new avenues of thought and new ways to solve and see things. this is called the art of progression of ur own life and the life that surrounds us. surely there’s cycles that are pretty cut n dry. such as the four seasons. and life and death and the process and circle of a human being. but there’s also infinity in these spaces where we continue to evolve. and multiply our person as well as transcend its parts. for instance if smth is trying to go back it wouldn’t be like recreating a scenery from a post world war two era. it would be more like restoring a system to is baseline function. bc of its miscalculations such as economy to be taken back to before covid happened. and then change it from the conditions for those times instead of trying to do that in the middle of inflation. this shows us what the meaning of the words mean when we thy k of takin tnarh back bc we all know when it comes to magic and or even system shifts it’s in the hands of human nature to augment only that which is machinated. not that which is organic. we can he’ll guide train and augment parts of nature. ur it’s never gonna be the whole of it. as to why. let’s analyze love. u can love whoever y want but u can’t force folks to live u anymore then they can. nor can u force romantic love on them and assume that even if u were good at manipulating the events to get it there u would find it very difficult to maintain its aspect and eventually the whole thing would come down. teaching u valuable lesson to not waste ur time and energy on such fruitless pursuits.

the reason why we feel like there has to be someone to compare o ur selves to is a way of motivation when u can’t find it any other way inside which is fine but at least we must not lose the meaning here and ember truly express ourselves out side where it inconveniences the individual to which we project our self inconsistencies as well as other people who may also be impacted and influenced by witnessing it or being part o f their areas where the thing multiplies and ends up causing some type of respite in some part of the world in the unrecognizable form of it was not successful in its transmission among the among people it touches along the way. it’s weird bc if we truly remembered this truth in all our dealings then we would be more careful with what we are part of what we do. how we see things. how we process data and turn it into wisdom and then how we put it into full purview so others see us in our example. not just be subject to listen to us run our moth about how great it is to be vrietuous bc unless ur also loving ur truth what good is it just to talk in such expletives. it is me thing to pretend till it becomes u. it’s another when we intent on doing smth else with the information. how we tell which happens usually is sadly only after we go thru with the ordeal and then make assessments thru careful study of its mechanism so as to break down its parts. and then be more familiar with the signs that led u there. the more u encounter the same the more u add to ur inner repertoire of smth. which is pretty much what the truth and basis of learning from ur own personal initiation and experience with this life and all its dealings since it all connects and impacts us from near and far. and if u can undefeated one thing g with great skill and depth then u will likely to understand all other objectives in a greater skill than someone who hasn’t done this.

usually if u need the motivation to compare urself with others. u can do so but so long as u do not impose on others this fixed way of reality bc it is one thing where we base our situation based on by our understanding of events. and it’s another where we see things as they are and as we are strong part of everything. then we are able to see what applies to us for instance in determine our reality as things develop with in it. bc without this tool we can say it is what it is to our uneventful inability to not aeee everything as it is. only that we are settling with or mistaking the partial for the whole aspect. i’m not saying that’s not smth to be grateful but it’s counter intuitive especially to mistake ur personal stuff with the whole and then try to impose that as ur ultimate truth without which the reality occurs. which is why double speak and words are like spelling they put us on. a . haze and some type of trance some of them trigger different sensations. u can definitely fuck with urself when u go to social media and allow certain things to take place and then within a dissociative attitude. analyze things and make a rapport of ur full experience. but u must have established a basis into how u operate like who are u. most kids are like no i can’t be comfortable with silence or doing nothing or being alone or being bored bc it’s not cool but in the opposite it teaches us to spend time with ourselves and learn to entertain and via play we get to know ourselves as we move about within it. which develops the skill of existing within it. mostly we get scared bc society teaches us lonely people are pitiful or they r susceptible to be targeted for someone’s sinister plans bc they have no one no agency to back them up. so we always settle for less than we deserve also bc we just need to find a team or group to belong to for our survival. we make quick decisions on essential very key and important also very natural things (such as not liking everyone and finding ur tribe ) and then take too much time on the non essential things or take time on more like in terms of spending too much. involvement like wasting words on a paragraph explaining it a few times over like beating the dead horse with a stick like a tired out joke or explaining ur joke bc no-one gets it.

the depth of our being is multifaceted as well as metaphysical in tht we don’t need to get all bent out of shape or dogmatic about others in their self expressions so long as that there’s no incorporation norse to it bc this economic aspect of otherwise a very natural human process means that what we are doing is we are living this human lie that our pursuit of personal success is not coming with attachments. these human representations of what makes us successful comes from history of this development portion of status. so the lower astitudes would through self expression of such monickers exasperate thee senses in a senseless world. this cost not much more than prostitutes and pennies whereas now it’s almost hijacked and turned against the people from where it took birth. and to top with that has fully transformed itself into a propaganda machine. bc part of the governing aspect comes from controlling human behaviour or predicating or observing or studying or even simple surveillance. gathering this data is one thing. hiding it is another. or acting like it has no connection so far as to say hey we have this amazing tool in our hands and we can make life so much better and easier crimes solved a new way of living will emerge and we will find that our lives are much easier and improved. let alone all the excess drama that we currently drown in and waste a n awful lot of uhh. resources. will have subsided. it would just stop one day all of a sudden and u will only not recognize it bc u don’t/won’t can’t be bothered to miss it. good riddance. ur higher self didn’t even bother to notify u of it. . so the key aspect here is to recognize that if we have all these repetitive and insisting of rehashing the past only to cause more violence harm and deaths of people then we are at the very least coming to terms with choosing to be sloppy in our current issues that we are faced with. this would be anti thesis to success. if we don’t think we will gain any merit from killing others. since u can’t both claim to be innocent and so terrible things. spiritually evolved while hold hate and negativity in ur heart. do crimes and not pay for it. think little of everybody while going the extra mile of pretending. u give a damn which gives false hopes and it has a very scare crash down or a let down not everyone can mentally handle it. which leads to myriad of inconsistencies within societies leading some to make bad life choices which in turn whereas systems should approach from a constructive purview but it’s too busy fighting international matters. bc itself hadn’t fully established within itself as the thus without the art of sorting out history and help mitigate its parts. what is a global agenda ? it would be to balance the resources and help everyone live basic as well as with all needs met lifestyles that also allows the natural side of human nature which is commonly accepted that is rooted in mutual respect and mutually ethics as values and right to evolve serve by finding one’s organic skills that complement share resources share burden share jobs share wins and share the lessons from. losses that’s also shared. so why can we still not figure out that we aren’t that different. is the day we begin to let go the frivolous bit now also we are vulnerable bc of covid that’s why economy needs to go back there first. yes give back people their things to put them in homes. very easy to do. houses r there all empty and people are in the streets. and then from there change the systems and economy to further cover needs of everyone. covid must teach us smth. that our current economy does not work properly and if systems cannot be there during tough times the. itself needs to analyze its parts and change accordingly. these are very norma things to talk about. they attribute to our current times. we have technology. satellite access. all kinds of new advancements that can be used for better and used better too cos right now many of these folks who used to hide so well may not be very used to what the light feels.

the compassion and harmony

that we seek in the world is already in us. the focus that’s necessary and the equanimity between opposites are all but part of this entire lesson here. for only by living through things do we get to tweak frequencies for their proper balance within. for to adopt to any external conditions as they present themselves as blindly is just as much deleterious as blind faith. or believe it that just bc there are higher powers that means ur free from responsibly. that’s why it’s toxic to have scapegoats or sorority beings to which u wish to put all ur blame to. since ur the ones who get to have free will create the life that u are proud of. what happens with the latter one is that one feels like one has to contradict the nature of what causes us the actions that inspire in others the same. if not. the power of a single thought or the quality of one’s being and the other being that no amount of wisdom is enough if it cannot be properly utilized. what this means is that we see the contradictory nature of faulty systems or mal adaption of teachings in two aspects. but are unable to come to resolutions bc after some time has passed we are not willing to remain loyal or tolerant to our process of overcoming whatever hardship we are faced with and become sloppy bc we may feel like the continuity of our day to day life as well as the many changes that impact circumstances in us can get us to make mistakes on the long term development of wisdom and application of such. we all have heard about this nazis we’re not only superior to everyone else but they also got their tentacles on human subjects. human testing and using science in unethical way. and the most recent ones were not that long. at least professed in tests lol writing and the history and development of scientific field and psychology thru inhumane and unethical means.

the reason why i’m mentioning this is bc right none we are also getting to avert dangerous tipping point as to spiritual teaching what is meant to be done here is to divert spirituality in pans of itself to circe itself much like a snake biting its tail but from a tosic understanding that thinks that u can set urself apart from the common objective of spiritual school of thought and use it among the people to sully control and silence them or to get them to blame themselves for system errors and mistakes their life happenstances for organic one seven this systems claim decentralized ways meanwhile only working behind the scenes and causing accidents. financial loss or loses of loved ones in individual who they think should be punished and silenced or be controlled in some way or be used for a hidden ulterior motive. sometimes this isn’t personal bc u may be in a place. and susceptible to being manipulated who can see ur potential and use u for that. not bc u deserved it or there’s gonna be smth good coming out of such. so it’s not that we can’t be compassionate and caring. but the general strata of man has to have its roots and basis established in nothing but truths. in a world where we are consistently and persistently in a forceful manner that insist a on its truths above all and everyone. it gets difficult each day to exist in ethical conduct as well as in full practice of our values. for instance of u work for a company whose product u know is harmful than good. but u work there anyway. bc u have no money otherwise or have to be self responsive in a financial world so ur dependable on urself. what does that say for the systems that not only allow this but also makes it possible when they make it difficult for companies to have decent existence. if u start small u either have to get from bigger companies in order to create sub system functioning in the same way only in smaller quantities. then that’s the very epitome of systems that know their corruption and don’t want to be challenged by the newcomer on the ethics of such. bc that would threaten its own existence and continuity. tho what we are doing isn’t to eliminate the opponent but only that we want to point. to the faultiness of the systems..bc of the new comer had that intention they wouldn’t consider the job or working with u in the first place. it’s what happens after a while has more advance that sets the precedence. and not the newcomer. bc everyone is familiar with the term that only by allowance of systems do people get chance to have traction of the system do we get to make a change in the world and workout systems allowing us this chance. we would be ignored or exploited in any other way. the systems make it so they’re are gatekeepers. and then instead of improving current conditions so current generations make a change. they indoctrinate selected youth and then put them against each other. this is destructive. bc on one hand ur holding current generation low and on the other hand ur indoctrinating their youth and lying to them that we are the probmem. meanwhile u hide in broths daylight. they should be more mad at u. but it’s easy to divide and conquer. it’s a lot easier to get the young to think that people who have been very vocal about systemic injustice for being outspoken than the system insistence that there’s nothing wrong from its own end ? it doesn’t make sense. but u can’t blow the youth for not knowing, generally we all start at the same point. we don’t want conflict. we feel bigger and did dent than all. when. smth goes wrong we say it doesn’t matter. and it adds up. it’s only later when the disappointment sets in and the veil is lifted do we see we got spun in the first place. and by then our parents are dead and gone. our relationships are beyond distorted and even in our own selves we find it difficult to mitigate issues that once seemed like they were happening with ease. part of that comes from false connected dots as to why things happen how they happen and how

indoctrination plays a huge part in this.

now the more we call out on the corruption and it’s todic enabling and incessant ignorances the more it wishes to play out its fantasies especially they young people. why? one of many things. is sporituality. our sexual being and spirituality and manifesting reality are interrelated. so why this makes it a sexual disfunction and why kids are being heavily involved these days isn’t bc this started overnight. this has long been going on. back in my time as long as i knew myself. i was heavily involved with masturbation. and part of that comes from russias deal and americans deal with turkey and satellite spying. and how people all the way back then kept a full rapper on people as young as out of

ur mothers womb. ( sorry the technical errors in this app coupled by internet and my phone. via anonymous who wanna hack the system and get my thought process dismissed is countered by sacrificing from the otherwise good look on my layout by countering it’s effects so bear with me. they been on my tail for a while to silence me so this much is expected when i work to expose them daily. )

anyway. doesn’t matter how many paragraphs to get things done so long as things get done 🙂 all the way back as i was kid and u would think why i’m so involve dans how much further u can go back in time to see the long deep engraved relationship between satellite operators and the people themselves. this isn’t a victim mentality. u guys fucked up. the knowledge that satellite are watching beyond walls and see into every detail and hear ur all conversations and create technology and even coordinate actors to augment ur synchronic u depend on. plus myriad of side effects. is a new information that we are still adjusting to. u don’t think there’s anything good that can come from it. bc people are secretive till and talking about this as part of our world issues today is not pessimistic. it doesn’t put all the blame on u. bc we as the people can already determine what is our fault. sometimes it’s too much trust. or blind faith in system orators who refuse to take any reasons both for the way things are.

u would be like why the involvement. well sometimes the involved is involved bc it refuses to be involved in the first place. so there is a sub system to get u to believe in system lies if one fails. they will send you another to keep u entrenched and busy with its facade. bc we also have it in our history to replace one bad habit with another and call it change. and replace one evil with another one and call that evolution. bc it’s not. it’s meet one’s false understanding that suffering is good and that we must continue to live in the quadrant lifestyles that we accepted and even imposed on ourselves bc of our fixed mindsets about reality. human. nature. others including four own personal experience and development. and so. circling back to putting blame on the portion of the system. u can’t get or expect anything. good out of a system that insists on lying to get things done. bc this reflects the quality of grounds from which we then build our lives and establish a sort of common n understanding or knowledge. most people react. they don’t live from the ground establishment bc they don’t even know what’s happening to them or why. it’s not bc that who and what we are. bc if we say that. applying this to system orators. get a bit too scary a finding. if u know what i mean bc then u get to somewhere with ur introspection. that’s when stuff falls into place. that’s when u go oh the secret to life is no secret at all plans our existence is only intentionally made hard bc that is just pest control my friend. and this comes from excessively clinging to ur own life and meaning. that’s why these system orators place way too much emphasis on what they do and think too little of our involvement and the time and energy that they waste and then put the blame on the generality human beings only when their shit is exposed. with statements that overgeneralize on the way things turned out such as human being are generally bad. evil. dirty. they don’t appreciate this world. we are terrible for this planet. we wish an asteroid would hit us and we would die off. meanwhile these system orators must already know it’s via ur advances can u make things happen. u need material. resources time energy and people. u need tech and topsail new means to make

things happen. so when u see for instance out here in the west somethings materialize before the idea of some it’s all bc of what is permitted and prioritized . that should mug i’ve u a clue and. a red flag where u need to see it and where u don’t add to ur karmic blueprint and becomes ur lesson before the completion of the originating cause and the lessons surrounding it as per ur development and association to them. too much emphasis on sexual disfunction on kids is epitome of trying so hard to materialize the terrible reality u wish to materialize here with consent cloaked under sexual freedom and perrroanl choice under what u can refer to urself as. it doesn’t matter as long as ur a slave. it will be mr ms or they them whatever and then slave and then last name or profession what we is ur strings attached to ur personal acknowledgment. and it’s not amth to aspire to. nor feel inferior on its presence. since it will not succeed. in combination with definition of success on earth also this is expected as long as systems do not reflect changes in a timely manner. making things worse for others who depend on them don’t improve the system or save the systems from breakdown or errors severe implication that also make things worse for you the operators. long term. but to that most would be pessimistic. this is the way it is. has to be. that’s just life. whatever excuse to get u theu the day. parasites. 🙂

ofc with spirituality being hijacked and cloaked under how should i say this. ur geri g the next generation all hyped up that they will be better than current generations without telling them u never gave a chance to current generetions and are gate keeping to protect ur interests even from them! so if they subscribe to this. then it’s great mistake. especially when they do not have experience under their belt. bc they r very young still. just simply partaking in conversations u do not understand is not enough. especially when this is granted to only few children. bc if u truly cared about kids. the. u would embody the person u wish to express as good example. not run ur mouth in anonymous sites and then deploy these poor children against people u also have wronged and used for ur hidden agenda. that’s just sloppy way to handle otherwise a very essential and key human component. and most of these system orators would subject others to a life or position they wouldn’t wanna be in. so there s golden rule for that. treat others the way u wanna be tested bc the law of reciprocity will happen naturally when u refuse this objective . u can fool people at times but ur not gonna fool everyone and not for long. surely the only thing we can focus on is the us lots of passage. if we know that fake cannot be forever or for too long hanging onto us and demanding itself to be permanently. it’s the time and energy wasted that gets us in the end. so why we want us to truly embody what it means to not take ur life for granted or waste it’s preciousness on foolish people even if they are the system operators. why this is a healthcare concern. is precisely bc these technologies and tools that were originally established in part by science on human body and mind and in part by mysticism of our spiritual stuff the magical aspect. or the godliness etc u know. human potential ? and the other part is that even when these systems originally deployed for the wars and i’ve coming ur enemy on the other side of the planet they r now changing shape. they never got turned off when the second war ended globally. they never got dismantled. and put away nicely. or exposed much like anything. else u see in historical museums. no one will admit it. and it’s use. as well as what this means on scientific. level. if we say ur sexual life impacts ur psychology and philosophy on life an simpers ur ethics and ur actions. the same is true worldwide when system fetish use their human subjects.

people often mistake spirituality for virtue signalling or talking nice or keep taking others abuses. then u understood nothing from past masters. i wouldn’t worry that u can use me for ur ulterior motives bc know ur type of people is incapable of learning from masters. so i am not gonna stop just bc u threaten with plagiarism to get me to stop myself since u cent even. people often mistake spirituality for the compassion and the emphatic rule. they think that u must have these to components in the limited way they understand their truth. why is compassion to u? where does it impact the most. and empathy. or the act of exchanging urself for others. what does that accomplish when done right. what does it look like when it misapprehended . and misapplied. the reasons for this comes from most folks mia understanding as to our origin does it start from big bang or beige or. if before it who is the co creator. what are to correlations to where are today. are u just made of space stuff ? are u just the remnants of dead stars or die u come theu smth and became temporary relative associative part of the current transmission and it’s not as personal as ur mind makes it out to be maybe u already know but wanna keep people dumb and dull bc if others are evolved they may surpass u. and most leaderships don’t want that. bc they accepted a faulty portion of their reality and had to suffer a lot due to its own ignorance but instead did improve those conditions that want to play this game to have their opponents to which they deployed their biases toward others who came after them to exploit them for their own power instead. and only be generous to younger generations but as ur on ur way out of this word u accomplished nothing. by pitting the generations against each other u r doing what ur masters have done to u. and their masters have done to them. unlike familial abuse due to

conditions and circumstances of evolution of human life which is slowly healing and improving. the system operators don’t get the same recognition why? bc they tend to get too intensely assured and certain of their high qualities and even in adopting the hand me downs of past masters they refuse to see and take responsibility for the karma there in. it’s only possible bc they have the technology and means. such as access to finances and connections to others within the field of quantum manifestations. . part of the reason why millennials are given flack is precisely bc they challenged the system for having g abused their parents. and they refused to create more of the same in their own familiars and be subject to systems need to turn them into status is.

now this intense sense of systemic abuse in the face of myriad world conditions happened to challenge all the recent focus into myriad fields why issues still persist. why no one do the right thing from economic respite to working hard to get finally to a place of respite no matter how hard u work three is no equivalent choosing ur heath to be condemned ur held accountable for the lack on others life conditions n needs such as hunger and the many destruction to earths resources. the planet. racism. ur at fault. sexism. ur at fault. women rights taking backstage. no. go further back. covid challenged all that which also includes their incessant need to protect the technology and get people to forget about exposing satellites or the fact that satellites are involved. in our lives the way they are today. in fact it’s during these times that we should use technology to save lives and mitigate change for benefit of the people which could make things easier for us. and solve past issues. reconcile the past info between opposing groups. allow us to locate resources globally. get statistics on that. get the numbers on where what is available. teach the people to know what we use and need for what. and decide on where we need to globally cut back. all this could happen as soon as today. yet people still insist on anything less than truths. and continue to challenge our livelihoods and existence on earth by not only denying these but also asserting strongly and forcefully with ultimatums such as nuking the planet if we don’t shut up and sit down and pretend some devilish ghouls on some other part of the world who’s singe most intention is to destroy life and this planet is the good guy. some from their rich villa sipping on tea and outlooks of a expensively kept garden tell u to not make a fuss about world condition chai and so on the other side of the world who is worse makes such demands and it would be foolish to call them out or do the right things. easy for u to say. ur ok but ur also wrong u allow to others human rights breach today. tomorrow it’s ur grandkids fate. simple as that.

compassion and love is there. when i know what is there’s deep intense serenity with that very things around me even in their ugliness facades and the any lies they come with. i know within my full person that there’s no waste in loving people. there’s nothing wrong with believing others and being wrong i’d their intentions wasn’t clear. it’s not u who’s a whore when they lie to u to fuck u only with hidden ulterior motives. it means they are the prostitutes . systemic fancy ones. they wanna get into ur mechanism especially if ur spiritually pure and think my aunt it changes thing. not unless ur allow it’ my dears. if made the mistake of false love and fake trust. they didn’t touch u my darlings . in ur not knowing what happened. knowing that satellite spying and sexual mishandling as a weapons to create false reality and these folks are highly informed. they have knowledge in such studies and texts that are kept away from us or given as watered down versions with limited context to get us to do things they wish to create. read carefully as well with it. if u wish to trust blindly. make sure u are going to be able to take responsibility for ur portion and lot just now outside urself. we do evolve by changing ourselves where we can’t cha g ea given duration but not i the way they wanna turn this into. a sexual spiritual self deprecating lie isn’t gonna get threshold u seek or doors or keys to a kingdom better than here. if u can’t find heaven. on earth in ur life , ur not gonna find it anywhere else anytime soon. and no matter what looks of it. ur not gonna fool urself either. it’s like we can never deny or cut ourselves off our shadow. the same is true for the divine truths alt the as is ness of things. in an of themselves not wanting we want them to be or portray them as. these teachings are protected.

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why getting real is realer than reality itself

since the depth of truth by which our conception understanding and utility of collection of wisdoms that reflects this reality and projects it as it is. our thoughts do create this reality and strengthen or weaken its parts bc we infuse our actions via our thought process. there’s a lot of internal process that takes place. even in our uncertainties. i would say especially that bc there’s smth that gets activated during such heightened states. this doesn’t always have to be negative states of fight of flight per se. there are many different heightened states besides just our pea brain. that’s why makes the brain so interesting is in its direction relationship with the function of our bodies. we can’t convey this entirely yet since we can’t tell the certainty. phenomenas that take place within it. i’m actually honestly legit glad we can’t see the entire working of our brains. i think that’s natures way of protecting us from self destruction bc u know how the current quality of humanity is by todays standard is considered generally rabid and unpredictable. much like an animal. which denotes to this entire lesson of overcoming the pea brain in the first place. things such as anger and hate. as well as violence or just the sort of destructive thoughts to dream about hurting others and get off of it after seeing someone they hate suffer. i mean these things are the epitome of not being entirely here. u can see the cellophane before the individuals eyes where things get glazed. stuff gets fuzzy and static. and u can fee internally of ur deep intense u certainty yet on the exterior ur still going on about things. here is few things that occur. in ur mind. u take a template and use that to ur current situation. these templates occur due to the repetitive patterns within our life forms strong connection with each other. so if u could see set of thoughts in such relationship it would represent a spiders web. but here we must not mistake what near for what’s far and vica versa. everyone knows u can’t hear with ur eyes and see with ur ears. but u can develop a way to make sure ur inner narrative is not contradicting itself. and u complicate matters just bc u don’t wanna. admit the error originated from u instead. discovery of a scientific fact has to proprate the past. it wasn’t absent till u found it.

i mean u can go about faking ur reality and what is really happening but that just sounds like too much work. it’s the same thing as intensely hating someone for a very long time and going so far as to hurt them to such a extend their life is negatively impacted by ur actions. and then seek pleasure of ur work. bc it asserts itself as right in a given situation by its getting itself lost in the haze of its own samsaric existence. produced by its own karma. surely we are currently in our body and form found in earths nature as material physical entities. but discovery of ur consciousness does not rule out u also have a past and part in all these things working out at large. when we switch timelines and add to that such metaphysical spaces. this is what happens. bc then u are beginning to make sense of ur reality which contributes greatly with others doing very much the same. so but for this to work we have to hit the right notes tho in a cumulative sense so if someone is for instance calling out ur bullshit take it as a compliant since this allow us to figure things out much sooner. and correct ur own ways. since u would then realize and discover what sort of karmic thing ur part of. we all reside some form of this reality’s karmic blueprint bc these frequencies were created by our ancestors and are part of the hand me down basically. which we take on from a impersonal purview only bc our association or attraction to these things. pls note that u can’t impose ur narrative to others bc any one may forfeit due to foul play especially. it’s one thing to be right in one’s way. and another to utilise one’s negativity through the acts of virtue but it’s actually vindication dressed as one. so this creates more karmic trouble bc it strengthens the very animosity portions of our pea brain. since due to its strong emphasis of not fully having been solved. u can examine this via wars and war crimes today. these issues didn’t just develop overnight. our simply becoming a bit more direct or aware of the many sensitivities within such instances allows us to recognize the works at hand. bc we see what the haze coupled by one’s sleep walking through their own existences do to our reality via observing the ways of handling of such violent actions. some of which. in broad daylight does not recognize it’s doing this. it’s almost like a very bad dream ur very certain there will be no consequences for ur actions so it doesn’t matter what u do and how much and how well u do it. u eventually get bored with b it bc u realize people are too dumb to recognize ur doing terrible things and it’s that easy and that anyone can do it. which adds to ur anxiety. in a way ur worried ur gonna get hurt so hurt others first to seem tough so joined can hurt u. it’s the very thing that bullies tend to become one in an environment where bulky status is firmly established. this is key here. bc then they feel like they must be one to not be the bullied. so the same theory plays at large too. we posture and act all tough and stuff. but then when people start acting it out. bc after some time u become the lie u tell urself or others. but not in the way we think. bc remember. nature always wins. it’s the house after all.

one thing i truly enjoy is that getting real eliminates the status of fame. bc then everyone will know each other. u wouldn’t have few people that’s know what by all only seen from certain angle to cling to. bc this sort of human worship is not good for one. it’s unhealthy. bc we are all human. we don’t need to create a scene from a movie. but growing up in our adolescence we all daydreamed to be that centre of attention. but realistically speaking this is not sustainable. bc there’s all the more of us. and what u want for urself. others have right also. but we can’t apply this theory in a sloppy way. bc then we can make criminal actions normalized and this could risk our future. activate sour pea brain. and bc we are not exactly evolved in that department. we may feel very uhh. overwhelmed due to its many triggers. so these triggers is like a perfect storm but i mean we must take it seriously bc if this is hurting even one person this is all due to our past laziness. we our off important work till now. so it’s gonna be sort of aligned to its karma. u can’t determine natures karma for itself. nature does what it does with or without ur allowance. if it wanted to shake us all of its back today it would. and there’s nothing u or i can do about it. simple. so now of us are the centre of the universe where the entire cosmos surround us. and turn around. us. enhanced by our beauty. unless we apply this to everyone. so imagine instead of sullied simple basic people ur having a strong array of human. kind in its diversity end beauty shining at their highest frequencies. so why would u few inferior to ur kin. if u already established within ?

then we won’t even compete. on what beauty is. we wouldn’t lie to ourselves about our common truth and common. existence common to all equal under one sun. we all have the same rights. and we all are human we all deserve the same chances and rights. surely not everyone wants to be doctors. some may just keep to themseves. others would keep small circle of friends rather than a very big one. maybe naturally some folks will be drawn away from each other. we can afford the common undersnd song is that u don’t force have to keep others in ur life. but u also don’t gotta lie about it. bc tho he of this sort become coping mechanism in people keeping them trapped in fixed mindsets about their reality where there’s very little growth happens. applied systemically this can unrealistically get in the way of one’s spiritual lesson bc now added to ur karmic mission u have a new initiation to a artificial system that create severe impact in our natural rhythm. so in a way we are not saying science cannot co exist with nature. i personally enjoy tech and advancements. i am in love with science field but ofc. there also moral issues ethical. approach and a whole host of mutual acceptance of and insight into our human nature. our relationship with this world and each other gives us plenty of information. so data use and using science to understand this is key. but how can the brain analyze itself right. we must be receptive to hear when and where we are wrong then. bc we are creating as we speak and surely if one were to ana lose one’s own thought process then one would become more aware that satellite spying has been warned to us by past and now dead writers of all kinds background and spiritual theory. they were able to see the issue that was gonna come out of it. and warned us as best as they can bc at some point someone must have stood up but got shot down which creates this intense fear in many to coordinate with the corruption but also do know this was not good for humanity going this way so here we are now at these crossroads.

so getting real is very much like telling hey don’t treat me like i’m stupid or a baby and then put ur inconsistencies on me bc yea while we are all here for the discovery itself it’s pointless to allow someone to evolve to a point b only to keep them stumped. here we should se progress of overcoming lesson with the continuity of one’s dharma mission bc we all come here with one. but not one can determine it for other. since it’s natural portion of our existence. u can fake it. u can try to maintain a lie. a facade. it will take too much energy. it will not bring the things ur after ur other. we can’t. recreate the same stream of existence. no two people can experience the same things. even in identical twins there’s clear distinctions. there no truth in anyone owing u any more than their fair share and u too must warn ur own keep and then pays ur own dues to society in alignment with ur own set of experiences . choices. intentions. u must know what’s in ur heart so cos the only other alternative is ur not for to be treated as a leader. bc u black out in these instances. like u can’t control urself or lack the inner discipline. either way is not a good outcome and must be mitigated if we find these types of human conundrum bc they almost always lead to conflict. and or create temporary things which waste resources and life and.don’t actually bring us to advancements. so to be direct at this level allows us to really stop and say hey u know what this is not smth i agree and i think if we are gonna hold people responsible for things outside their control then we should develop constructive systems that help mitigate solving issues at their root cause so that they don’t repeat for us to get to this level we must develop altruistic compassion to all others. and in their mistakes if we don’t do this ourselves we can’t expect it from others. they don’t owe it to us. there’s no first in this. but doing things together. no hierarchies or specialized but my story is most important thing bc it’s not. we would be fooling ourselves if we are gonna buy it one more time. we can’t afford it anyway. look at the world.

there’s no other way. since getting real allows us to start taking this one world one humanity thing a bit more seriously. devote ourselves to improving conditions and not cause or add more problems than there is already. just the act of growing up getting old getting to know the world around us getting to know ourselves ask big questions like why am i here . why are u here why is this happening g and how why and whatnot. as well as our departure. we must have this sort of abundance in. terms of our ability to invest in ourselves bc this gives back to society as well. we can’t expect few people to figure all this out either. it’d unrealistic. to also work the system s mitigate its aspect. and take on all its part burden is too much that i agree. so but we can approach ourselves each other and thereby subsequent happenstance win their as is ness not as we an a paint it as or manipulate things in our favour bc we still don’t see the thighs is there. we made it we see it. we must know what that means. why do we deny that sort of enlightenment in ourselves. it’s not always about i’m good or better than u that makes the subject. how good are we to our goodness we think we have is it strictly on theories. ? who is looking. other people ? or the nature. ur cats maybe. what does that mean ? so how do we upkeep facades where we ourselves s know. how must we see others lower than us to excuse that sort of behaviour in. us. and simply realizing this is step on. but most deny their issues which is why we must get so impersonal with ourselves. which means sacrificing self cherishing attitude. if we want true spiritual cleanliness and then be the truth healers of the world. the results would speak for themselves.

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magic tricks are for kids.

magic tricks are for kids.

magic tricks are for kids. when circus gets sun town everyone gets happy tho bc this refers to a reminiscence to a childhood place. u get all nostalgic. blm bc the very act of magic was the impossible getting possible. and very much so quickly too that one would be bewildered in its presence. so too bad things have that effect now don’t they. in most extreme cases ur entire life changed. even. leading to premature death. so surely where there is a upside to things , there is also a strong downside. it’s exact opiate. this isn’t be both have to exist in order to maintain the limbo of whatever this activity creates. u don’t wish to be paired with every objective out there. in. a way parasites attach to their host , we must continue to denounce the things that are not applicable to our own mode of existence. bc while we don’t wish to exist under individualistic basis. the truth about our person matters since everything else accords itself thru this filter . people won’t spend that much time getting to know u. much like the reading comprehension or not fully conveying a piece of information. or giving way to lazy thinking. preselected templates. predictable outcomes. uhh bias in truth and severe flaws in intellect when it comes to personal reason where there are clear contradictions in the facts they wish to convey and when they r confronted. they resort to either violence. or death threats. or they commend to or commit atrocious crimes in a way to create its opposite in a way to denounce. any potential improvements. which is why a opposite is usually utilized. what happens in the case of a parasite host situation. the parasite wants to replace the host. but it needs the host to sustain itself. like a fungal infection to an ant. once the and dies. so does the shrooms. unless by then it finds another host to continue its pitiful parasitic existence.

ur personal narrative being acknowledged as the few paper trail information simplifies getting to know u better so when u go out there ur either in danger bc people can be unpredictable . or that u can get job offers or the type of life circumstances catalyze fro there on so if ur sexually exploited or ur honour disrespected. chances are ur welcoming a lot of people who are susceptible to types of behaviours concomitant to those outcomes. bc these things about rights is not clarified yet. in fact to this day we have such sexual exploits and much reason is needed for it to be carried out by some of the most uncontrollable people found all over planet so in the way that u may talk about someone or represent them or not fight for their honour especially when that person is a child or a woman. then ur only fanning the flames for these people to be put in great balance and very little reason is necessary for any susceptible individuals to carry out this task. since the world is ok with rapes and torture and human trafficking to this day as well as women not having themselves established here globally. for that to happen we need to be paid our exact equivalence by the central banks since our lineage was forcefully and unrealistically too dependent on men who were dependent on faulty system created by the most toxic men among them. and since system shave failed to protect women. including their men. this should be on the foreground today.

i can already hear dumb people go like well we are in the middle of wars how solemn gonna solve that. well we are thus and that how r u gonna. that’s quite easy. first u recognize women globally. then u pay them. then u change the economy so that whichever country wages wars. they r completely isolated and cut off until they clear their act. meanwhile ur gonna denounce wars and create strong punishment for anyone who breaches those lines. ur also gonna expose satellites so we can rectify our past. so we can use our findings to improve our current conditions globally. this is not possible by constantly demanding from women to give their rights bc we have done this ur way for way too long g and it’s no long we working. and not only that. the current issues are causing us even more unstable world and unsafe environment. what good is it to play or convert to devils ways. if it’s gonna hurt and harm u either way. the info about our world and resources is everyone’s right so it is our right to choose our education. via these texts and sources and go to these sources ourselves. and not have to forcefully trust mentally and intellectually too much on the thoughts and certainty of others in these topics. especially when lines of trust has long been breached and ever too often too in reality. when we know how much. resources we have and communicate among needy other our shared needs then we can share resources rather than one percent making oak houses out of rare wood and best of the best resources for their stupid addiction to material riches to which they too know this is the limited resource they know isn’t sustainable so u create this false hierarchies in society but u also do it terribly bc ur so lousy at such things that many people suffer in poverty.

magic tricks are for kids. because there’s simplicity in such thjngs but at the same time thjngs that defy logic usually tend to take up the lost interest. sadly our ways of the world is nothing magical. for true spontaneity to even take place u need to find spaces where it’s not managed by men. augmentable by men manipulated or can be manipulated by man and influenced by man. also smth that can easily be hijacker’s by man should always keep in purview . can this thing be augmented by man. is it touched by man. am i being tricked right now. most often in a civilized society people wanna be catered to by systems s bc advertisement give us that illusion. that ur cares for. in exchange of ur money but anyway. so they get lazy. and trust too blindly. but when we are about mire sceptical in our approach and question everything then we are taking responsibility. so the end results also can give us a victors mindset as poised to victim mindset even when we are being tricked. but the set isn’t to take it all in urself or on ur shoulders. sometimes u just say hey i trusted so much. it seems that even tho the system is supposed to work with integrity. it seem to not be the case here. once u recognize this u will already know how to mitigate the next potential outbreak bc the systems will continue to override u and try to change u with its own forced admission. noticing this u will not accidentally give away ur rights. whereas u know and can tell full well how difficult ot is to earn them. how easy it would be to lose them and how difficult it will be to regain them again. u become sensitive and abiding to all the past predecessors sacrifices just so we stand here the way we are so that we go back to kitchens again with our bellies up our noses whereas man act like beets slaying our children in the name of same old fights ? hell no.

i’ve noticed smth very interesting. those who want u to believe magic. or just believe that by supporting people in their corruption that smth good will come of it. it’s just break way. it’s trekking u to speak in a way they only accept. which suits them bc they know if u lie to urself soon that lie will become ur reality. in truth. being nice has nothing to do with spirituality. it’s just brainwash . hippy nonsense. surely u can get by without causing harm but if ur calm during the time where many folks die bc of these systemic inconsistencies then ur desensitized honey. u need some therapy. either soon or later down the line. this doesn’t mean be raging all day long. but there’s smth extremely fishy about especially how american elites r portraying their incompetence bc they got their feelings hurt by the people they intentionally abused and neglected. so they will abuse u and then tell u to that for anything. to change u have to speak nice ? fuck off. oh mind u they r on top of that economic game plan. there are many arguments surely u can say people can get on the same side. for now. for common appeal bc u depend o each other that much and these r the roads u couldn’t get beyond and back then to which u said u would think of it when u came to these crossroads so u actually have nothing left under that magic hat. u have nothing left under ur sleeve. ur out of luck. u have no idea what ur doing and what u need to do also that’s why ur trying to get over things real quick. ur trying to cover ur ass bc u took a big chance. u belief in the wrong thing and now ur running out of time and resources. tough luck buddy. shouldn’t have done the crime if u didn’t wish to uhh u know. do the time or whatever. the struggle is very much urs. u don’t need a scape goat to hide ur shit under. u don’t need magic trick to sully the people u certainly don’t need black magic bc let’s admit it. u would only be kidding urselves and wasting even more time and energy on bullshit better turn around. and quick.

stockholm syndrome is no magic trick there’s an entire psychology behind it. when people lie so dangeous lay to ur name and ur experience as well as the history of development this places us within a society that alredy fictional like a microwave. bc ur either a stranger who talks too much about urself or ur gonna continue to get up and keep going everyone my fall even tho ur fall wasn’t organic. it was intentionally cause by some to keep knocking u down. keep pressing f agsisnt ur. pushing u away. and try to get in the way of ur personal progress. ur attachment to this type of system comes from their abuses. and the traumas this inflicts on our philosophy . much like sexual disfunction in relationships also colouring our purview and affecting our reality via decisions we make there after. in away breaking free form this syndrome requires form us a form establishment in our true worth sense of value and embody our truths. if smth is intentionally being. deleted and destroys dirty out proper mitigation. ur talking about them does not make u a pessimistic person very much the same as being expected to be happy during these tomes of great challenge against humanity’s rights and democracy and what traction it made so far.

for any job to get done much like yoga. it is done via decisions thoughts communication planning coordination and putting things intbo order and getting them done much like a. movie set and all the hard work that take s place behind the scenes. simple. u don’t need to believe in shit for it to come true. the shit has to be real bc u have right to believe anything even when it’s not true. so be long before smth happens is not a. good way to go. especially when world is not situation on trust yet bc people still insist on double speak. and or being direct. or stand in the light. get deals about their subtle talk. there was no conversion. from spaces or twitter or any other way. these r not conversations. bc there’s no exchange. there all these spaces or flexibility for abuse. and lots of assumptions bc u must think u know me to base ur thoughts from in the first place. and people are being conditioned to these mind games cloaked under shirt cuts or thought leaders but man i gotta tell u all that left a bad taste in my mouth. sadly that’s way too much information that i wold have like to have bc ur not just listening to people in their word or what they say. mostly i learned that many brought economy and global issues in current moment just to have right to say the things they weee easily saying in spaces under double speak includes the technological tool spaces springing out of nowhere in october last year. and that comes from america being behind all that. since they place careful emphasis on words having magical feel. or that they cast spells so but this isn’t a conversation so firstly i denounce all that as a fair or valid exchange. but just by simple observation i get the mechanism blueprint and it’d true purpose. how it developed and why it’s deployed and what other purposes it will be utilized for next.

so that they wish for u to let things go fast in promise that they will finally deliver a promise is a misnomer. meaning that they did this to me for years since 2014. every year smth is gonna happen in summer. wait for it. then it would not happen. so then they will say. it’s gonna happen in december. then that won’t come true and then every year we went o like this till jan 2020 when i finally said fuck off. now don’t get me wrong they made this argument. it takes years for success to come fruition but then they contradicted their word. overtime what? others begin to plagiarize and leak ur info lowering its quality. well. why do u do? on top of that they shat on my name now i can’t get a job anywhere else and everyone filters that when they see me or think i’m u stable due to all this psyops mental games and the slammer the incessant comparisons to my fake sister all being fraudulistic. them cutting me off and punishment of what ? and what’s gonna happen next when the punishment is over ? no. my friend. the only way is forward. these days will not be forgotten and i will never allow these ways again. which goes to show why i make such comments in the first place. and that i refuse to also let go. let go why? this whole thing g had the most impact in the recent decade. and not only my life my sons. too. so simply coming here for the using of someone meanwhile going with ur false narrative which is not only destructive to me but what it also means for the world at large simply is not permittable. now they r doing it to their own people. year after year. bc it’s to west u done so they can finally augment u to their next appeal. which is the same thing they r doing to me concurrently as well. i refuse to accept it. and i will not concede in their ways.

mind u if people by now aren’t aware of what’s going on and haven’t done their own search or be strong enough to discern and make right choices support right things then u guys deserve what’s coming and u deserve each other. but the act of service isn’t to change things it’s to refuse the systems wishing u to change urself to meet its false appeals. bc we have been there too many times. so basically meanwhile the one percent gets to never augment or change it’d hunger and need for money power control but demands for people to keep giving keep understanding. keep tolerance. keep patience for smth that never comes or changed for better. maybe in. a way these leaders alreddy gave up. they lift their hands in the air go yolo. maybe one of these years life will end for us all. so maybe they gave up saving the world or making it better. they just do what ever makes them happy each day. this behaviour is not normal. and it’s not up to the few to determine worlds fate. this isn’t titanic. we aren’t third class or whatever. that u lock us up when throw away the key until the slow steady pain leads us to our eventual peril bc u could be wrong with that. just bc u couldn’t find joy in ur crimes and lost ur peace and no longer enjoy anything doesn’t mean the same is true for us. we haven’t even started. didn’t have a chance. in the same way celebes we’re training my fake sis since 2004 meanwhile their relationships with me is too short to raise hell i raise hell for what it means to the world and to me concurrently. but they just fart from their mouths.

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we can give to the world and pay back our history is not to create more of it or deny what is the real issue. bc these would be counter to our otherwise self expressions of attribute to respect for their sacrifice. but to detect where needs work within our systems so that we are correcting our errors that makes this world worse then better for any of us. since there’s no way anyone would be enjoying their life to the full. if u think about it right now we have people with things and any needs met but they r not as happy or fulfilled ( due to how things get more sketchy the more u climb in the success ladder and that the upper worlds are even colder and darker. where there can be terrible things happen ) and on the other side u get all this people with apparent lack of material needs where they must work too much for just coverage of their basic needs in their basic form to be more generous among each other and with their family and friends are thus more fulfilled and happier. experience joy. and the moments of what makes a true community and love for each other. to which in upper echelons u see people who try to machinate a system of community but they fall short of exact replica since it’s not developing with the right intuitive mode which is to benefit or serve the people bc when ur handling material goods. and the distribution of the goods to places. u are making all these decisions which sometimes can give people false sense of sacrificing people to control the out come off the material goods bringing financial benefit to one’s country. and if even with one mistske where u allow even one person. with this objective. it’s. a faulty business practice. well ironically we have a ton of it around the world. it replicates itself. multiplies itself under the guise of good intentions. and that’s why we need to evolve our communications. it’s the remedy to the threat of losing more trust. since it’s long been severely challenged. which is agsisnt all the benefit of the past fallen. and those among us who witness our general stupidity.

i think the clarification of definitions is key here. what is the truth and basis of happiness for instance. can someone take true joy out of taking successful revenge on someone they wished to harm for whatever reason. what sort of long term implication would thins being upon the people. those who instigate it. or aid in its continuation. and those that are impacted by it. and what goes around comes around . what does that mean for the ones who take revenge over others or they are being too judgmental of others faults and then they take the matter into their own hands and think they are doing gods work and that their negative intentions or actions do not contribute to this world in a negative way. what does that mean for the compliance or allowance of people. then ur seeing a scenario where a large group of people can in fact be conditioned. or manufactured. or artificially induced a reality that’s synthetic. this would confirm the list g held argument that people are programmable basically. how would the multiplication of such harmful actions materialized in a society that’s. already been tested would impact the society who is impacted by the severity of the recent years in terms of systems own failure in. meeting these objectives head on and with now experience under its belt but it still refuses to use this new information to apply to current condition and change the course of reality from leading itself to self destruction. bc at that point is reached it doesn’t matter if it’s artificially instigated or induced. bc u would have to now save urself from this destructive nature which is harder to do the more we are being impacted negatively as these days are getting past us the more we do nothing active about it. the more days pass the lore it loses its value bc we are shortening the general time of getting these things done. the natural decay. of our potential basically. which goes counter to us wanting to evolve. even if the intention is wrong. u may be the revengeful type who wants to use others as ur stepping stool for u to rise above and how high do u thin ur can go on ur own ? so u need people.

the word “people” is not an arbitrary meaning we throw around like a third entity who we all know but is never around to cover date with us bc people is we. we are people and we are here to have a conversation about things we say about people and the things that people generally do to each other. it’s very simple. so the term people is not the deceased or someone who already cannot speak for itself bc people is here already. we are people. so when we speak about our experience with systems and among each other. there’s no need to pretend u didn’t hear about people. and what people talk about generally. people experience this from their terms and u can tell of u have ever loved it. a taste of poverty. a sense of loss. in the world where everything fans everyone else seems to be advancing but u. bc everything and any avenue u can take is either hard to reach or u feel like u fell too far behind and now u must do double the work but even then thjngs don’t seem to be enough bc u realize what a burnout that would be so then u realize most mundane things are the direct result of the inability to get ur people educated for the upkeep of society in a way that doesn’t create class difference of hierarchies in importance of job description and the facade of binds to these objective and u need some folks to be doing this but for some reason the pay is appropriate. this all gets us to the quality of each level. is all the money systems that are designed by the current system that currently webs over earth. the financial realm impacts the flow of those internal systems even if these internal systems function differently from country to country. that depends on part by what the leaderships decides to invest in. their reality. there’s different ways to win the game. bc we have developed the systems where the house wins. but the development and the course of events is off. we don’t know a thing bc itself has its evolution the ability for each region to hold onto their truths or make reason of hiding facts. or tell only partial truths so to keep the continuity of their place within the world. in a way the animosities are alive still. that much is given. with the grounds to human. and sadly tho we lied for too long to people that there is community and peace on earth or something type of business ethics that is rather ethical and well intended. all our ugly truths are and have been coming out. way too much information. bc everything has its origination cause. so we can se where the wave starts and where they crash and multiply and disperse and then those bigger waves as they lose traction that combine somewhere in the opposite bc the world itself is full circle. whereas waves die they don’t disappear and as this happens new waves begin and they reach these . maybe from different point of origin bc everything. also has it down start.

when we try to create mental hierarchies we go way wrong. way off. bc that’s way too much. uhh. excess dependence on outside of urself as to what even. is going on anymore that’s just not healthy. that’s the embodiment of a dark mind. or ignorant one. bc it only depends outside itself for what’s the narrative or what’s going. on just so it can make a degree of sense in what’s going on in one’s life. but this isn’t true. hurt bc we have paper trails and administration work doesn’t mean only truths are paper stuff. those are designed to make life easy. they give us basic breakdown of technical ability to a given factual point of occurrence that is teachable and it’s highly organizable. which organizes all our information to make life like admission on to hospitals easy. but this info alone does not determine our personality. our selves are much bigger than all that. and we display this in our truth and embodiment of being each day. but u can see how detrimental this can be when folks are so excessively uhh. dependent on others on who and how and even why to be. then that’s a big problem. when they do not know they r being brainwashed. or programmed. or strongly propagated. like suddenly they do things even they don’t understand why they r doing. and there s no getting out of it either bc of its momentum. and so we have right to get out of it tho. at the end of the day we can all see switch our basic human function that this world has very many flaws within its superimposed systems that they gloat so much about. the truth is. things don’t just magically happen bc ur using right verbosity. since for things to get done. they r decided by those who propel and allow for those changes in the first place. they don’t just happen by invincible people doing all the work when ur sleeping overnight. it requires intellectual thought and reason. the ability to reallocate resources. work with checks and balances. test things out. communicate stuff. many things take place before smth happens. it happens by our daily conscious actions. u don’t just say the right things or be supper kind and then things just make leaders do all the right things all of a sudden. like leaders do not see u bc ur there but see u from the gods perspective ? ok. something is definitely wrong here. we pour ourselves like ink on whatever is the info on a piece of paper to shuffle thru the systems that don’t recognize the bigness of our souls just like those who are system operators. bc if u saw general people as ur equals. or just as human. then u would have alreddy established systems concomitant for the benefit of everyone not even at the cost of one of its inhabitants.

i think it’s safe to say that we did in fact go thru a period of get rich quick scheme in our past that can’t be replicated in the way it happened. such as how when ur kundalini gets unrealistically and too quickly expanded u get all fucked up in the same way where some among us had such a windfall and turned sour in personality shortly after that which points to its long term effects thereafter. surely things have changed in part also to alter the last events current course and divert masses from recognizing its true or if the truths come at u. u would be too desensitized . or truthed out. to do anything immediately applicable right away about it. all of which is designed to get people to be mentally submissive. so that they are not causing trouble for the systems the system will always choose to cut cost and make things more machinated if it continues to deny human rights to all citizens of the world in terms of our full right to exist in dignified way. with right ethics applied and morals being clarified. we have right to full clear communication and don’t need things to be watered down it’s not that ur wishing for preventing people from dealing out. if we saw anything in the last two plus years more people came out bc of poverty. not bc something that was said in a wrong way. and while words are nice in theory they not not tangible as the poverty that also doesn’t happen overnight. it takes a lot of planning for its maintenance. it takes a lot of energy to be known as the number one country who is master surveillance and knows this shit happens in. their yard and do nothing about it. it takes a lot of energy to deny urself ur own humanity. and to add to the insult u do bad with it instead. so it’s one thing g at least u for impact shit in a even worse way. but here we are anyway. oh and all this is not to change things for better but to keep giving false hope and then take it sweet and instead give to next generation only to do the same. like right now we are priming the world for a war torn future. we are glorifying it. we are trying to make it cool. u can be a cool solder not like in the video games. but in the real. flesh and blood.

we have money. we have people. we have technology. we have all the time in the world to do right things at any time and keep their continuity. so don’t fear words or people who think for themselves and do not wish to follow ur line of thought. there are no thought leaders i refuse ur stupid services. the most truth is that u stand in the light with ur face and aside from ur identity and then tell those truths for to be a true thought leader u must put urself out there without a lie. if ur lie is hiding ur identity. then ur not a thought leaders. if ur lie is to play pretend and use double speak. then ur not a thought leader ur a strategic one. that falls on win by all means even when it means to do wrong. but don’t expect others to fall for it. or admit themselves to it. so the true work of a thought leader. as the representative of free thought. or independent t one of thinking that’s also true. not a constant battle of superiority complex taming others who seek very much the same. but liberate all. so we co exist in. truth. makes all our lives easier. and in a way ur giving people their responsibility be like take this responsibility fro me. bc it’s urs to think. in ur own way and a thought leader succeeds when there’s no more need for thought leaders. which is why there’s intense need to dominate world narrative it is because u wanna maintain control of thought of ur people instead of making right between. each other urselves . part of that comes form not being what to do with ur endowment. pass down of our ancestors these lands. and other part is the historical connotations. and the third is how u common fate with others in international setting in terms of conflict of histories and their subsequent influence son our actions towards each other. so if the world ends. if systems fail and people begin. to get more violent and world become uninhabitable then it’s smth to reconcile and let go as well. there’s only so much we can do. and that includes literally telling world leaders to change their ways bc it impacts everything else and they are leading us to our deaths meanwhile they need to stop use these times for the benefit of us. if we pas that line in the future it’s bc e keep wasting these days. on nonsense. thank u.

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i love u said the sun to the moon

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conflict or watching out

sometimes u gotta do the difficult thing

even if u don’t feel like it. but how do we come to the conclusion that a thing is difficult. one. and that it must be done. two. these two concerns come from our inner rapport on a given topic. when we are not afforded the truths n our past. then our inner rapport is all over the place. it’s a huge mess inside a library where some shelves are empty and the books are on the ground. like u went inside the library with a bat. and just messed up where the tip of ur bat touched. so not everything. which just makes the entire aesthetic represent the full purview. a very discordant mind that only seems like it’s aligned and in accord of smth. and then it may wonder well where is the librarian. surely there is somw wine who sorts incoming data and must have seen the mess. what happened to him or her or them. well they r still there. they either internalized the blow and are in alignment with its process. meaning that any new coming information gets stored. but in some parts delayed bc they trip over the books on the floor. inn other times the administrator has miscalculations bc some of the info is missing. so they go to the same shelf where a particular thought is stored under title whatever. but some of the books are on the floor. gone or destroyed. and now they try to figure out correct placement bc even then there s a process within a process. that’s why it’s essential to know what is going on. how did u get here. how does ur world operate how does a human body operate. why and how is it different than what ur taught and what does that mean for the cumulative equality of our society as well as trying to see where we are generally headed so maybe we can change the course before it’s too late.

not all difficult things must be done. u may thjnk its difficult to kill or destroy another and then set out to do it. but with a faulty certainty. brut killing others is alright. ur alredy in the wrong and are on the way to commit a very grave mistske. then u r inner rapport unable to process the data. but feels discomfort. bc now u did smth wrong. things changed around u. it almost felt like the space around u crackled. and things. big machinery of the systems that make all this possible stsrted to screech and grind and change direction. u felt that inner movement. u knew that u just did smth that changed the entire direction of the story. but in an attempt to deny or reject these inner feelings bc u wanna believe what u did was important. u then set out to contemplate inside and argue agsisnt ur higher self cries that what u did in fact was for the greater good. at some point the higher self becomes customary. and dull email that u have not only disrespect it. but refuses to listen. so it becomes a dull hum. and meanwhile u keep arguing ur wrong was right. but now it’s materializing into ur life. in ur surroundings among others. and this is triggering. in reality this isn’t happening . in the obvious way u thjnk it is. it only seems like it bc u were. ok to kill. karma is a bitch it’s nothing like we know it to be. the many depictions. but it’s also there for us to recognize how things happen so that we can get control in those areas. sadly where most folks have tried and failed is precisely due to this. inner inability to come to terms about ur own mistskes and the way u relay ur findings and correct ur ways in both. .

to do smth as difficult to deny another their entire reality is a huge mistake definitely it’s a very bad one so we are definitely not considering that as the difficult thing to do. bc if we saw the divinity in another firstly we wouldn’t take this route in the first place. if we take this route and the proprietor then means that we must already deny one truth or a fact about our human nature. this faulty basis cannot cultivate anything. meaningful thereafter or that which is created will crumble many times until it comes to terms with its origin. so i think that part can be attribute to difficult things bc based on by our human capabilities this is literally the best we can do. so we expect a lot of energy time and seven human life wasted so we can get a grain of lesson in the right way and advance as smaller as than the hair strands breadth. we repeat occurrences and instance s then why bother with the details. why try to be so perfect. why even fight so hard assuming it contributes bc at the end of the day even if the true nature of ur being is aligned with higher intentions and u wanna take responsibility up ur for smth. unless we recognize the others. meaning the way in which these things are sorted out. organized. must come from their appropriate places in order for the meanings to be unlocked and it’s true worth and value be poured into the societal conundrums for their appropriate healing and advancements. it doesn’t just happen in the theory that we go say oh ok well we now reached full cognizance. know everything all at once at all times and myriad of levels and in things of material and immaterial in our experience. surely u can multi task.

surely the hardest thing isn’t just to keep ur composure and kindness in a mindless existence where everyone is living their dream while also appearing to be awake and cognizant of what’s going on as they say they would as stated above. maybe ur doing the same thing but in a very illusion like state. a sleep walk like essence is the embodiment of zombie like existence precisely bc ur too sure of where ur headed and what ur doing g or in ur trips and twists of ur self imposed illusions and attribute alchemy to desires and the like would get u on a facade of a mission and can be observed by someone who is awake and aware. then can make the right assessment to evade the issue all together. but. issues here don’t just attribute to one’s basic undwrsnding of one’s reality. for there’s smth more than what meets the mind in terms of the spark that illuminates the mind. that is of making use of it. which requires money and things and tools which when u see the great economic disparity which keeps many in a bind slave mode set. requires from us to change those systems that reflect such incongruous circumstances. and change them so folks are allows to save themselves we can’t even do that without being imbued and related to some part and function of systems and to even get things u need to either borrow money or work at one of their establishments which pays mini klein and does jot make things easy for one to actualize their own admission. in this world. so in a way we have no choice but to partake and this means that those who don’t realize how they make things worse for all of us also don’t realize when they are too certain. of their hate for us when we call out their flaws and what is and what’s true and is a fact. that’s hardest to do especially when u know systems don’t take kindly to such speak. ur only other alternative is to live a facade life as appointed by others. while they play pretend in their facade games and material isn’t fantasy stories and live out their fetishes with others. u just life this nonchalant life where ur like ok well what they heck do i even do with all this.

so when we step back and see the world a some we can make assessment that human beings make this game difficult for each other and thereby they make things difficult for themselves. they tend to complicate things and drag it out. they have not learned a few basic tenets even when they perfectly memorize them and recite the lines line by line. bc there’s a lack of awakening in the heart and one is still at odds internally so one must have some inner contradiction maybe based on by what wrong things can do to a person. they maybe divorced from their higher self. seeking. outside of themselves to siphon others lights bc these become hungry since they cut themselves off of their own universal food source for their own divinity. they become people users. or lizard mentality to steal and appropriate others characteristics and now virtue signalling. or pretending to care about causes. even tho ur also participating in the creating and continuing it on in silence. these may sound petty to u but these are the small things they get big later on. and each person has access to themselves to make the necessary changes within to get a decent person in the world. being kind only isn’t enough. downtown su need assertiveness or a loud voice so it creates world of waves to bring about change to break out of the mould of illusion. and lies. bc a life can be too long too. for those who are pushed out of societies. be extremely criticized or condemned or preconceived notions or the fact females don’t have right traction and at in the world still to this day and it’s only bc we allowed u. and in part bc men thought being excessively abusive is gonna get them to win. bc they r big babies and some of u should have had ur asses whooped by ur mothers. the world today would have been better.

hardest thing to do is not to fall in love with a man whose subordinate to the world bc it slaves itself as much as each other to such a destructive end that these earth entanglements create so much avoidable suffering especially in women who must bear the burden of the worlds and it’s many faults. imperfections. then u also bring a child to this world. and back then we didn’t know how bad things were. now it’s almost like waking into a nightmare. cloaking urself a s a dream that can’t be reached bc it’s set aside for few to enjoy whereas many of us only see its hologram above our heads. u too can join. there’s great suffering and sacrifice . and even these word are a lie bc they know everyone. and u can only do so much bc then u start seeing relationships between all and everything. and how smth that’s far can come here and inextricably us in some way and how what we do also contributes to all kinds of endowments and subsequent suffering there as well with it. it’s nuts. and then u realize how stationary ur life is. all ur life u hear all this wonderful stories of someday things will get better only find out it’s a capitalist hook line and sinker. know the next message they send u is that ur too old and should be boring just like a statistic and follow the crowd and never speak up about stuff ever again. the game resets itself only that the same members are still there behind the scenes but now they take the next generations and take them for a spin. they do this all the while out on the open bc they know u care. u thru . that if u show u care then u are more workable. after all the message says save and serve people. does it not. but somehow now that info is used against u as. a tactical operation of continual torture. a strongly mental one. for u at least. for others. it’s better or worse. u get what i mean?

then ur like well i’m detached. i can die at anytime and that’s ok but then ur like oh shit yea i made a child. now i must at least ensure their future is safe and then u have a newfound mission. u realize that things generally make everything harder for everyone including the system. so u goes tart out to love the unlovable u trap ur eyes to see monsters as also people. once they were innocent too. and then u try to do this without stockholm syndrome. so assertiveness is key here. they r sick not u. they r damaged goods not u. they do more harm to this world or than ur own tract record. remember that. they only project that inconsistency in u bc they wanna love their liberation and justice thru u. that’s how fucked up they are. they r sick. but if u see them as sick people and patients then u develop the right tolerance and patience without too much disrespect on u as well. and be able to keep intact seeing their humanity even when they are lesser human than the cumulative we combined. u do this not bc ur trying to be better than all. but to not let urself be destroyed or worse. be like them. this is a feminine quality. and women in this day and age don’t owe anyone our trust to anyone all bc we haven’t established our right and authority in full context . even other demographics in their own group and everywhere else must recognize this. earn it the right way. there is a lot to lose trusting wrong people out of moralities or modalities and social expectancies of what is expected a women to be at any given time.

in short. there is the right difficult thing to do and a wrong one the ability to tell which is which sort of is ur inner blueprint and how willing u are to accept ur work u came here with. no one owes u ur success story be ur saving grace. and joined has to concede in ur ways for anyone to be correct. to each their own. the ultimate disassociated living is this. ur here but ur not being afflicted or coloured or distorted by the facade of illusion of truth and it’s many disguised that play theories among us bc the current dominance and power plays and inequalities have long been overdue in terms of their resolution. that’s why they r trying to take us back. they don’t wanna face the music about female rights and what women mean in this world. they love their wars too much. living in past fantasies and fulfilling their fetishes. and now all of that seeps into next generations. did u know turning on the kundalini immaturely or prematurely can really fuck up a person. it’s strong link to sexual inconsistencies and perturbances. when. people are sexually exploited at a early age it distorts their reality that’s why they fuck young boys in the butt when they start making religious terrorists out of them. so i’m familiar with men on men crimes and not all men being toxic . only a handful ruins the entire batch that much we all know. so i can imagine ruining all those children must be difficult for u. but what’s even more difficult waits for u once ur finally dead and gone and that much we wait for. if u refuse to talk and change ur ways today. there’s no way in hell even if u guys were to silence me ruin my life make me work ur crummy jobs that i would change that about this world. we women are familiar with things not being as they appear or as. they are.

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let’s go back to basics today.

let’s think about system and the many forms of it. currently our reality is shrouded with the artificial systems that we lost touch with our origination. which causes artificial reasoning in us. that’s ofc a conjoined twin to the artificial portion of it which takes place through excessive spying on populations. bc this creates an imbalance in our reciprocation since this is critical in the way things spring up from there. think of origination quality as the fertile ground. from which thjngs flourish and spring forth. they multiply. which means there at times it’s hard to determine a seed by simply examining the leaf. of the flower since there are similarities in the garden we cultivate and some things as they grow and change shape and form become unrecognizable. from their original seed and it’s harder for us to solve issues at the surface bc then bc it’s a rich gsrden and there’s a ton of life flourishing among it. we may hack the wrong source. or seed. we may pull the wrong weed. so it’s always important to when it comes to determining what it is that we need to globally change. there has to be a equalization between the artificial and orgneic systems function and their impact in our lives quality thereby improved. for the benefit of all life on earth and not just for short term duration but legal and permanent c hanged made in gentle way benefitting everyone. this happens when we weed our garden. we need to study relationships between seeds. we need to break things down and understand it’s mechanism. it’s lazy man’s work to constantly opposite the smth that is initially introduced. no it’s not. nor is it it’s exact 180 of its opposite and where presented with solutions adopt to its sister parallel to it which doesn’t hit the right notes but it’s only close enough that it’s bias’s takes over the many bc here in the difference between organic and. artificial systems the artificial is selective. meaning it is currently designed to serve few. not many. we are reminded daily as to its emphasis. and not only that. bc it serves the few whose on top of and direct benefit of those systems that’s why they have power to manifest a stolen goods or idea much faster then the large populations who contribute strongly to its making but receive very little permanent incentives within it as under human rights equalized. serving and benefitting. everyone equally. not only that. many depend unrealistically to systems and when bad things happen like power goes out or whatever they can trend to it. add to it the incessant cold. then we are i’ll prepared for the future and not only know about it. refuse to act on it today.

ofc if u ask me if i prefer natural systems versus the artificial ones i would say why choose while u can step back and take a look at the big picture. and each in their own ways. their own meanings. as well as what they each contribute to our lives. like i’m not keen on going back to times where people hand wash their clothes. in fact many still do. it just takes too much time. so u can both have interest in technology for instance and what good it does and argue about it’s destructive part which relays to wars and war weapons or weaponizing technology such as satellites. and denounce these parts. demand for its change. or use it for good. which denotes to our business mindsets. currently most folks are slave to systems by serving it. and the few who benefit are the beneficent here but they too are slaves due to their hunger to be continually fed this way. so i think things can improve but then everyone would have to do a a little bit of soul searching bc of some of u are full of shit. especially in this day and age where we come to full cognizance . the veil is lofted. the truth is out. that as soon as we recognize that there are these systems both artificial and organic and they both serve a purpose. which is what makes this a dual world. all we gotta do is balance it so it’s not destructive. bc it has to work in alignment with mother nature so that we get the utmost mortality rate with the highest quality of life equal for all for our transcendence or levelling up and unlocking other human potential. we won’t do that by denying people their truth and experience and let them die with these truth inside whereas they can not even speak truths to their children. so basically they wanna have a generation of ignorance to cut off all form of what previously was gained and let the others die in many ways. or be alive and dead. walking. around like zombies in a ignorant world.

the sooner we recognize the relationships between these systems we take a closer deeper look into ourselves bc we have them also represented within. we work like cameras. so much like a camera taking images and turning them upside down we do the same. we have this internal projection system that adopts to data after gathering it and splicing it up and making sense of it. there is this whole sorting program there as well which basically allows us to figure out about our surroundings how we convey reality and the like. but there is strong emphasis to create a bubble of illusion and force people to it. like u gotta submit ur entire being and submerge ur values and ethics. go hang by the noose of ur nose unable to tell what goes on under it. then who can be blamed. u are. bc u didn’t try hard enough. maybe ur the smal issue that happened so impactful that now everyone gets rich off ur suffering. and maybe their evil will always hang on ur shoulders bc they have no personal responsibly left. like they ar e disabled and but they also benefit greatly from the financial capitalist system which each time we challenge it especially during heightened times lke these they recognize it and cause artificial loss somewhere like be careful what u say or we will hurt someone. so u recede ur lines and let things be only that they take over all the recession spaces and then hurl their claws at u behind ur back. and then u have this mechanism system where u no longer allow urself to be funcked so ur natural instinct is counter the force. now they look stupid. they must insist on seeing u broken bc the system operators hide their flaws for so long that they r so scared what u would do if u found out. but the more they hide it the more reasons to hide more of it. much like in breaking bad. one wrong turn leads to yet another and all ur wins are ur losses that u tske out on others bc it’s a downward slope already. loving ur life becomes a much demanded high to be experienced or aspired to. this is the flashing of those who deny the same humanity to all equally basically. and it’s not that ur more of a human than the rest of the world. it’s that u hate humanity. fall into some artificial memory or thought. think of urself higher being. not human. u cannot be associated with the scum. and then u control the herd. that is the human animal. also while benefit from them. kill then when u need to use them for whatever goal or plan. u can lie cheat. ur not human remember. they should be grateful for smth like u who cares for them and take a good care of them even. when it’s imperfect flawed and downright inhumane. it’s for their well-being after all.

i love systems. both forms of it bc they offer ease. u see that technology has got us pretty far. it’s actually quite amazing to be existing on these times. aside fro the dinosaurs who insist in their age old ways. we are doing pretty good. the promise is there. there’s human beings ready to take actions. and there’s money somewhere. there’s all these forms of connectivity that can help folks unite. connect get to know each other better. i love that idea. it’s by far the silver lining in all this. other than that. systems sort things out. so they simplify our lives. much like the systems way of sorting data. our knowledge works in myriad of ways that has impacted us all in such a degree effects of which are still utilizing in otherwise natural portion of our systems. this is a currently developing relationship. we can only determine and know enough about it but all at the same time remembering our the nature or getting back to it. or remaining. connected. bc we must not forget our human appeal that’s our true origin. right. is there’s a destructive part of systems that works to manipulate individuals sans change the believes bc it hasn’t developed correct utilizing of system data but also does it in a wrong way intentionally in parts due to lacking introspect and experience within the utility of the systems due to myriad of internal mal adoptions of false concept about human. nature. . mostly people who operate these systems don’t recognize or become hardened to all that they r exposed to. maybe bc they r not able to stay soft or remain kind just bc there are issues produced in. negative way among other individual so they end up thinking that they must be harder badder and more evil. much like a wrathful parent to a child who they think are doing service to them by teaching them hard life as opposed to just simply recognizing urself as also part of the process and the hierarchies is a illusion and u must not let it get to ur head so much that u are playing god or think ur stupidity is smth that should be revered much like a gods is whereas u don’t reflect the pain u cause within it and thereby honour the suffering of the people bc u have grown harder and start mocking others hurt bc u think what little u do is actually beneficial in. some way. bc that’s just a human being who assumed they r godly whereas the systems are equal to us in terms of their pass down from older generations. we don’t have to repeat the same mistake they did. all we gotta do is change things around in terms of our souls findings. a common attribute that if u see others as ur equal then ur actions should strongly reflect that. simple.

gratitude is essential in the road of the evolution of our cognizance. it’s what humbles me at least. i would sit and spend hours dissecting the events that take place. which allows for easier understanding of the wold around us. surely our human connections made things easier. but this ease leads us to what’s next. we recognize there are a ton of problems within. the both systems. in their spiritual relations. of domination and imperfection. inequality. and the double intended meanings. and the artificial portion of it. surely when u do come to a point of that level of breakdown overtime it become pretty easy to do. and even then u might discover. bc they r not perfect that u can only do so much. and there are times where things get shook bc things get stuck. it’s not that u give up or forget about stuff. u just dont wanna stay in one place for too long(mentally or emotionally. sort of limbo or rut) bc u become confined if u seize that much control of one arena of life. there’s diversity within ( or u can strengthen conditions. or propaganda. or believe or invest in illusion ) . urself too so exploring all other alternatives takes us out of our one track mindset of limiting personalities. that’s why many others are manufacture. like q and karen. to name a few. u may also not realize what ur trading ur comfort of mind or thought in exchange for. people think ur life is gonna go thru intense change u won’t recognize ur past person. this isn’t true. ur true person will always be the same u. ur just going through experience and ur not even ur body. it ages not u. ur just adopting to its natural limited laws. but u can see artificial systems designed to exploit and dump once u reach a certain. age whereas the functionaries are pretty much living gargoyles. so there’s heavy discrepancy there. discrepancies is apparent. and would u treat another senior the way most of u do. in a conniving disrespectful way whereas ur old ass wants and demands respect bc of a simple title or job description that u easily allow urself to do bc of ur privilege or connections or that age really doesn’t matter as we think but it matters in a way we need but avoid. most of these seniors did so much and now they wait and slowly fade away. it’s heartbreaking the way many of u treat elders and convinced the generations to think their parents are sole issues when they r abused by the systems.

i think we are still understanding human ability to heal itself. it’s amazing. if ur interested in diverging into that portion of ur reality. what a mind is capable of. it’s no wonder why they wanna get inside ur mind indoctrinate it and divert it outside urself. it’s like they wanna turn u inside out. ur transparent. excessively and ur susceptibilities n vulnerabilities are exploited ur there’s into stuff u don’t even understand urself. but u must act like it’s ur choice even when u make these inner concessions. comparisons. calculations. like ur already in communion with someone it’s not ur higher self if u didn’t establish a sense in ur being. bc if u did u would be apprehensive about supporting or defending or denying the truth about the systems with this sort of dark past. of human testing human poisoning and exploiting human beings for capitalism. most wanna just forget about it. but the issue is. with this new decentralized feature. u get this cocky vibes bc u are now letting them off the hook for killing. so what ur saying is all that slaying is ok n that they can kill and get away with it. this is new way of cockiness. bc even they can’t believe ur that stupid. anyways. all this becomes fodder for what they are wishing to deploy next. maybe the many ways to die in the west. i don’t know. u can be ok but i have a kid. and i’m on a shit list. so. and i can also see the general attitude of some who in these very revered high positions and so it’s a bit hard to u know. know smth. and actually witness to it right before ur eyes. they leave different aftertaste . so u can tell how bad things are getting simply by being present to such and identify ur own senses produced from it. and u know u can only heal urself for so much. what good is it if u love to 120 perfect health till the last breath. when u are forced to watch the world of beauty suffer daily hardship. what good is living in places look g out to a bei study garden. a small potion of much offer garden when the rest of the world suffers famine and wars. it’s far from garden in some parts. how can u be ok with every bite when u try smth fancy. u know it’s limited item. and u know it’s rare. sure u feel gratitude but. then ur mid may wonder. someone is picking they a garbage can for their next meal. we do the illness to ourselves sun a way and we also extend it by the way we each of us choose to do with what we have where we are at.

ofc the systems run the trouble of being very very obscure and very hard to reach. they will not respond they will ignore even when they know. even when the information is right there. so this is a big issue. bc then all this stuff is gonna go wrong and people will be ok with it and then what does this mean to our collective evolution. i don’t think it’s a sustainable idea and the issue is this. when people realize that its bullshit and wake up by then we will have wasted enough time energy and resources n real shit will hit the fan. we willl have global inconsistencies which will disturb. quality of life for most to a point where we are faced with global conundrum of a warming planet and changing seasons. so we would not only be unable to sustain ourselves we would not have anything to counter as issues begin to rise. challenging our morality. we would see and recognize the solution to issues bc these have long been discussed so it’s in. our minds fresh still even as we run around like headless chickens , and but by then it will be too late to mitigate. so this is where some of us will start talking to each other. others would know how to organize. but still this wouldn’t even enough bc in parts where there was great suffering built up there would be riots and stuff countering many good work and undoing all its past predecessors. even those who have bunkers will suffer the dark fate of falling off civilization after they go through a intense period of undoing all the systems from it. yes. did u think it was gonna be like a flash. like on a movie. no. we will walk the way there if we get past the line of no return. oh take nyc they had a meltdown in the times square before in harlem. many other parts like brooklyn. shit. this isn’t ur first rodeo boys n girls. and the steers will clean up tooo after they get their enough losses. even if we reach what i mentioned above. like u turn the tap of violence hate and destruction on and off whatever suits or schedule and hidden plans.

ofc we need to work on our internal systems concurrent with the systems around us. we are not invincible when all these stuff takes place interim. there’s the thinking the listening the decision process the sorting of data the coming to idea the sharing it with others the coming to conclusions to solidify the plan u make decisions and even in their most subtle form there’s n exchange made which imprints into our world. to become sensitive to our own work allows us to utilize a better approach for the working with each other. which does not lie one’s not accept deceit. does not permit wrongdoing. will not cover or lie for u. definitely will take only its own portion of things in there for the common burden ( there was never need for human or animal sacrifice for gods. there was no need to sacrifice human beings for ur cause. there was no need to have scapegoats this. it never worked right. and has it own negative karma abound bc to this day people assume mass deaths and suffering of others strengthens ur domination or makes this a natural occurrence and not a negative side effect to current misalignment between various systems as mentioned in this examination paper ) to human so if u did smth wrong or bad the person of that is ur responsibility . much like many one. even a child who does wrong gets a type of punishment. this sort of being truthful with ourselves is what’s gonna get us out of our god complex only our distortions of meaning and association of it by human perception ( much like our understanding about our life. death and our soul stuff r the dig fences between the se systems. still denying what people know. not being comfortable with being enlightened and being comfortable around other enlightened beings and living in harmony together ) which holds us back and allow us to step onto our higher self or true god. presence of which we easily embody bc it’s true to our nature and alignment.

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there are few reasons

why it’s always a good idea to tell the truths . well for one u don’t wanna die with all those secrets deep inside of u. it allows us to lighten our load to confess. but the way in which the confession occurs is usually a bit more direct. in fact anything less than it is futile. since the directness or the clarity of our message in alignment with higher intentions. usually are the most dominant. it doesn’t matter how u want to paint it as such. ok it’s said do not touch another if ur feeling hate. the hate can be for something frivolous. like life happenstance. but u need to clarify urself first. so with anything. we do. if we feel inside that smth is wrong or off it’s best to put off big decisions until some clarity is reached. this is a responsible thing to do bc u are in part help responsible for the outcome anyway. so do it in the way u know that u have enough traction in the right direction so ur manifestations cleanup will be lighter. this isn’t some hocus pocus shenanigans we make up bc of our condition if u know who’s telling the story in the first place.

telling the truths isn’t always easy. bc there are truths that are relative to one’s opinion. an attribute to personal reasons and given by personal denominations bc sometimes reflection within our world allows us to self reflect and find our own faults and or inconsistencies within it so that we are self perfecting in our ways. not using spirituality to abuse others. in this we must first come to terms with the versions nature of such tiers and what is a truth and what are facts. we look to understand . our reality. so telling the truths allows us to get past a otherwise arduous task process to get to it ourselves. so that’s an issue bc right now the ability to tell the truth nothing but the whole truth so help me god is pretty much that. since ur very sensitive to the cause of damage of anything less than it. this level of self perfection does not look to condemn others. but is a technician in a world of trouble. so it’s kind of being an engineer. a social engineer so to speak. who sees and detects social conundrums. and first corrects one within. much like the one study of a monk or buddha himself i’m not sure. was it ghandi anyway u get it. a holy person. a mother comes and complains about an issue about her kid and sugar. he says come back in a few days. she comes back and he gives the answer then. when she asks why u didn’t say that the first time. he says he had to try it himself first before he could give an answer.

and ofc there is intention behind telling a given truth. ur like well what am i trying to achieve in sharing this information. what am i trying to do here. is it here to harm others. or cause harm. or is it smth more towards well the best way to stop something is to call it out. u have to cal it out. otherwise it just keeps going on the same old way. in fact some of these systems are so keen on their ways that even if a smaller subdivision of their systemic function breaks down they will create artificial sub stories to root the circle back to the original narrative so that original narrative being heavily biased keeps those breakdowns for happening and but we don’t get to correct the error within given system since it does not permit feed back of that sort and on top of that it punishes anyone who challenges that. so the use of language would be to first detect it. and show it to other s be like hey look see this is what’s going on and it doesn’t look good does it now. many of us feel like we live confined life’s and constantly uncertain even if it’s one of u guys who fucked up the whole math in the recent past.

this strong reaction to telling truths keeps us in. this perpetual limbo of us versus them mentality. it’s a really wrong use of what is otherwise natural duality here concomitant to earths own authentic frequencies. that’s why it is essential to work with nature bc it helps us align ourselves to our home frequency as well as work from a constructive perspective that does not cause harm to ecology since it directly is connected to our general sense of well being and heath as well as our continuity of species in this current quality. if the quality drops. so would our mortality. any further. in a way. telling truths is our way of purifying our vision. maybe we became too calcified in our ways. then we need a breakthrough. and bc we are all in this cosmic dance together yes there will be some problems left there’s hella connectivity among us. although there are also laws that protect us from esch other to an extend that personal responsibility come to full view. which is why it’s essential for us in our self perfection always root our basis of truth to the quality of our soul stuff. even a smallest perturb or dirt or whatever is gonna disturb the whole process. so is our truth telling in our clear cognizance.

ofc there is a process of equalization. in exchanging truths for the middle grounds. since all laws apply to all equally. but again we look to quality of our truth telling. not that we are simply mirroring da strategy bc we can tell and it adds. as these things add it is what makes this diversity of our spiritual stuff. in this world right now it’s very hard to be honest. for u get killed for it. whenever someone comes out and challenges the establishment they get gunned down poisoned. killed. sooner or later. it’s never forgotten. bc it’d seen as treason or smth against this terrible multifarious systemic function. then u must ask urself. how is this protecting anyone. giving by the current measurement of some of those effects we see abound. we can come to a conclusion that the myriad level of these systems as they function and propel our day to day loves. what are the inconsistencies that are on repeat ? we have wars famine and great displacements. but these r not cyclic. they become systemic part of control and mitigate numerical problems. ofc this is uglier truth but as it happens it goes somewhere. only that we can’t talk about it in the same of greater good. which is a fallacy on its own argument when u see it as it is. maybe that’s what keeps us in a limbo. bc we don’t realize the truth worth and value of what a true advancement is if there’s the slightest perturbations from our historical context is being remained.

yes it is also been used and utilized to make this go seem like telling truths is can be harmful for many which is why it’s often suppressed and causes more problems than sitting down like competent adults and talk about difficult objective to clear the air and apply the correct attributes to a given system function that literally works to function our lives. and is supposed to be equal in its mode of function. it’a not that u own the world or portion of it and do as u please with it. it’s that u become a shepherd. not to herd sheep either. of the lands itself. u care for it and serve the people on that land. ur not lower than them either ur not a slave. u know that to give us what we receive and that to improve the world gives us back in dividends that is highest achievement made i think out of all the riches or fake stories we tell ourselves bc this is what makes merit i think . and why does merit play an implement role in truth telling ? bc it makes us trustworthy when we are honest. which bonds the societies and wows us the quick spiritual elevation we need on our way to overcoming shared hardship as well as reconciling our personal inconsistencies so that we are clear in our ways. meaning that our path is light. and our heart is resolved. peaceful. that if we were to die accidental today we would die at peace knowing that our heart is clear. this is the ultimate perfection. of oneself.

but of one of the biggest truths about us is that we are alll one. and that we are not gonna get anywhere higher ourselves if we keep squashing or bashing others or cutting their process short or abuse them or use them as stepping stone to our personal success. it’s gonna have to be all one. all arisen. not few over and above the majority rest. no matter how much we deny that in ourselves we do great disservice to everyone. including ourselves. that’s why our unity aspect matter s not bc u wanna equally disrespect someone or think there is equality in differences and differences in equalities. bc these things is what impacts our society at large and can make our overall process quality accordingly. when we know which parts are in our control and stop trying to control parts that are not in our control. then we are in alignment with natural laws on earth. and so should our systems also honour the natural part of the world. if we operate systems in alignment with personal and collective care for mother nature it will be gentler to us and thereby each other. to other humans. and vica versa.

ofc ur fears are not real. they are produced due to inconsistencies within. trust centres that shadows and causes these delusions or of what didn’t happen but u may already act like it did. most everything being a simulation of this sort we should be very sensitive about these matters at the very least first locate their sources. bc what is any better than just simply seeing things for what they are. isn’t that nice. u don’t have to worry about upkeep of a lie or a facade. or constantly split urself in to multiple personalities or u flip flop between diametrically opposite objectives since ur personal assessment of what duality should be is flawed. it’s pretty much that. and those same issues are inside as well. bc many may scare themselves as to their own faults and heavily fortified and condemns others bc they may always blame outside themselves. the truth that their environment may have contributed to their issues does not rule our personal choice freedom will and power. we all come with these challenges and the way of our quality is thru our personal responsibility .

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what’s ur time worth?

how would u measure ur time ? by the depth of ur involvement or the quality of ur input made. nowadays it’s all microwave nature. everyone wants quick results. they don’t understand why some among them might be speedy this way. and assume that the looks is more important. the situation is actually quite very simple. the more u practice smth the better u get at it. sort of like burn in images of smth that comes quite easily after some time has passed. some of these could be referred as habits. and sure. i mean i think there is strong correlation there. between ur brain and the ways the neurones work. they have their own associations. and highlight different portions of ur mind and opens u up to all sorts of information. that is if u know what ur doing. this sort of certainty doesn’t come with trickery however. or just simply thinking that if i speak assertive then i will be effective in my ways. and u may even so far as to go and say well my input has the absolute best quality of every word. whereas it’d some flawed logic or maybe copy pasta of someone else’s stuff. like ur appropriating a logical consonant but don’t fully understand the magic behind it. or not undersnd why ur even appropriating it in the first place. this is the artificial knowledge somw display just to not miss out. bc they misapprehend the speed of others who where there long before the internet boomed to the extend it does today.

well. my time is worth a lot. actually. i only want to make thee best memories. and surround myself with good quality people who mean well and say what they mean and do as they say. stuff like that is often under appreciated bc it’s the stuff where ur mom teaches u. or when u know it’s the right thing to do but when shit hits the fan. so does that out the door where most folks are likely to hold contempt and seek revenge. in fact if u see now the next generations are being trained to hurt and harm in order to make some change in terms of well where does a good thing even begin from. does it does assimilate itself a s a thought. and then be part of the inner garden thru which a person decides on a particular act. and in time this becomes habitual. these times were not kind to the youth. these last two and a half years have been quite contradictory in its ways also. all this permit may get u to ask why. since where we are is strongly associated with where we are headed if we do know what we are doing that is. in which case at any situation concerning heavy weapons. there’s higher likelihood for things to escalate or go worse and even backwards. and people might thing going backwards is excretory what we need in order to solve issues. not bc the issues are not clear. they would rather sacrifice real human life versus making simple changes theoretically.

since the company’s e keep strongly influences overtime much like burned in images or habits we form in life or our repetitiveness causing our neurone to connect in ways that spark up such mental connections in association with relative thought. and the information. wars is designed precisely to get folks in frequencies that are destructive instead. albeit for treason that only some may seem fit. almost like people play gods and determine someone’s worth for them or their fate or their destiny where this world becomes as world of torturous machinery that churn people. and these others who keep at the gates of birth. the many interim and death. are thinking illogically bc they don’t. include them selves into the same calculations. so this creates the hubbub of faulty logic. and when u insist too much on the contrary of such. especially for smth as arbitrary as momentum. then u start to compensate on the quality of ur effort. it could not just simply be that the content is only in words. but also in deeds and planting those seeds since the social gardens burdens are usually shared. only that the systems cast themselves to higher standards of not having earned it is what created this general stamina of instability of that makes any sense bc that’s how off the calculations are.

so i think the true measure of whatever u do comes from the intention behind it and ur insistence on adhering to set of values in alignment to its manifestation and the greater the quality of ur input (mostly it’s attribute to general laws in terms of what makes an absolute truth absolute ) the better it is for u to adhere urself to neutral flow of divinity since itself has its own waves and patterns. which is not flaws. so to say. or rocky road. either. cos it could also receive static or intruding frequency from external sources since we are part of systems that are part of much bigger systems much like the mattushka theory. so tho beyond a certain plot we can’t no longer assimilate some of these connection in human terms bc these would attribute to much higher states of being. or mind or the chakras of so and so higher dimensions. so to have that sort of connections would require things that human logical cannot comprehend that’s tao. that’s the true secrets of nature. that’s why it’s said truths don’t need to be defended. they are the most dominant of the rest. so that in and of itself is enough as such.

but ofc u would like to be mucky enough to see the fruits of ur labor and involvement. it’s better to leave the world better then u found it. it’s much larger than one individual since the art of getting our issues resolved is not in sulphate of small minded thinking. if u truly are devoted to such heights of service as per of ur purity upkeep. bc this world is not only is not perfect but it will try to smear its bullshit on u. then that should get u to all the more strive for self perfection. which comes from grounds of such higher attributes. of personal excellence. which can seem different. there’s no one for way mould of life since we r all waking into this nightmarish reality that’s been going on for so long and we didn’t know that we deserved better. bc we kept allowing and giving way and letting things be just to keep peace. and yes there among us sleep walkers and zombies. sleep walkers are those who come with specific karma who get attracted to faulty business logic and prioritize on the wrong appeal. the term useful idiot comes from here bc they will do anything for money and have no self respect. the other is those who are manufactured terrorists. alter them in propaganda and these folks have a different reality than ours. and it’s way off and it’s nuts and hard to relate. the crime are easier to do that way. it’s part of the terrorist manufacturer companies blueprint on how to abuse a person well enough and at a young age that they break and are subordinates to u totally loyal and believe in the continuation of maintenance of a faulty reality upon them. it’s other forms are seen in systemic limitations that control information. and offers bias. propaganda. and hyperbole for specific outcome. lies. deception. run large. manipulation is number one. so basically deceit. since all of these offer a different version of reality that causes harm between people via fighting. arguments. and separation. so when ur divided ur easier to conquer it is said but has anyone ever wondered it’s mechanism ?

ofc we must care about the way we leave the world. bc that’s our true rent. it matters more the that level for frequency quality than all the riches and false pursuit. even that includes domination of others. trickery winners. those who want to control others way of life. god complex individuals. those who lack self reflection those who excessively objectify smth that’s otherwise partial or too subjective. or taking smth that’s personal and trying to turn it into some type of universal virtue. not everything is as relevant as u think they are. currently few things are strongly relative do u know what they are ? one is death and wars. the trauma of the people. and the other is poverty. the slow painful version of suffering and deaths from wars and violence. both are perilous. both need our attention. unless ur willing to talk on these objectives all others are distraction from the way the world has been developing especially in the last two years. and u can see. for example. in the internet. where in the recent years due to being quarantined. more folks got into social media and got acquainted with this rather interesting development that’s been in development for decades. well now we have all this endowed creation. or tool. but the many ways it’s already been deployed and it’s overextending invincible arm of strong hold or influence in our lives by it’s invincible branch of application is not only prioritized today. but i think we are placing the wrong emphasis as well as all emphasis only on this. to keep the hidden hidden. bc the hidden offers some type of advance over ur enemies. so maybe at the very east we can measure each thing by its reflection into our lives. from there we have enough information to make such assessments whether if the systems pose such dangers since they do have greater impact as to how that may translate to someone’s life happenstances. it’s the surrounding that contribute greatly to one’s well being and development. and when the surrounding is flawed. which is under the heavy emphasis of the systems that propel them. that’s where things go wrong. this is where given enough push to livery people will either die hungry in the streets or start deadly riots and cause interim issues such as civil wars that lead to destruction of citizens. and today we see people applauding assassination of world leaders and mocking other types of actions that u see but u don’t fully undersnd how it got to that point bc ur relative understanding is limited to ur own experience and what that instigates from within. for instance wire said folks who get immature or premature kundalini awakening can get all kinds of fucked up. look it up. the information is there.

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early bird gets more than worm

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this is a free flowing sunday morning so but how is this morning different ? well it sometimes filters differently. or that there was never a filter in the first place. life is weird that way. what does it even mean to truly embody ur being. and walk in ur own set of values and in person. be in complete ease with how things turned out so far. and among which. u can also determine the inner workings of things that led u there. and recognize the lessons as well so that u allow the growth process to take place consciously. it will happen anyway. but to know is a very good advantage on the course of one’s becoming.

when u grew up u did too think about how when u look back of ur own personal progress or compare what is to what was if u knew smth that would have really simplified ur life in a profound way. well. it’s very much like that. since the very act of not wanting others suffer the way u did growing up. in motion and intention. and we see the importance of such knowledge. when this reflects our historical development. we can make such simple calculation and see the current conditions between countries. and with that. enough room for certain phenomenas that also take place bc of the technology involvement in our lives. that’s one. and two. the use of that technology by some over others in terms of information gathering for the purpose of conditions to be deployed thereafter with the findings. which can impact peoples lives. which can produce phenomena called the right to express urself based on by ur personal experice with smth bc we don’t have control over the things that impact us in specific ways. only that when things are simplified. things that hurt and hinder cost us more. in terms of recovery after. and not only that. the personal informations vastly differ. so in that case ur thinking for solving issues form a rather objedirve purview since one of the ways in which we can solve our issues is by making everyone happy. which is hard to do bc in a man’s world there’s a ton of establishments in which case we forgo to mention their true development. that in and of itself shows the at weomen have always been on the back burner and what appears to be a women rights is good traction made but it’s not good enough and by todays standard u must ask or wonder why. well. for one aspect. we are at a very stark times. economy is tipping over. and wars are all the more essential to save ur ass otherwise even man know s if woman had a say she would simply end wars and say stop wasting my children.

so here we also notice the wonder of these times. since we do have these technology after all. it’s to be excited for if u have a scientific mind that likes digital stuff and the relationships and inner workings of mechanical objects. u like to break things down. and then understand the relationships between objects. this understanding gives meaning to a lot of other things as well. bc by deeply understanding one thing. a lot of associations can be made. it’s very strong like that. but that’s the mechanical portion. i mean when did we not hear the discrepancy between science and spirituality ? when science is used for insidious means to date. in medical malpractice to gov policies or those who have established poisonous systems in. foods agriculture as well as other policies that hinter and hurt and harm people making them excessively depended on expensive scientific pursuit of its remedy. i could go on on this subject. another one is wars bc u use science for war weapons.

we also use things like political science. science science and all that. which also impact us in positive or negative ways. these things are double edged very much like when u get habits. u can develop both good and bad habits. and the good news is u can change the bad habits by determining what’s good for h. and ur good habits will also change a su change and ur needs change too so known for the difference helps tho. bc bad habits evolve too n they change and this is when we create undesirable life happenstances. and don’t know or notice or overgeneralize on that aspect. but u also gotta be supported by ur environment for this to take root. we need systems that water the good seeds in human beings instead. from a woman’s perspective i’ll say that our issues right now can be solved but in a difference way. one way is going to have to be they women rights globally acknowledged . and our involvement becoming more pronounced in various sectors.

in a way i think that establishment women’s rights will help other minority ground such as trans and gay communities or even women of different background who are constantly biting the bait of being pitted against each other whereas we are all product of a man made systems. the environment is faulty. we can’t even cultivate our children right or be united enough to recognize our history and protein of stuff. that we can allow others like us be mistreated and live terribly realities. no wonder the great gap between us. here on some side u get excess skin exposure. whorish behaviours galore and on the other side these women whose names we won’t. know face terrible realities. so the gap is wide and interim we are more fragmented than ever. even in high positions it’s concomitant to equivalence of mostly man dominated establishments. and still we see our bodies be exploited and disrespected. our ow kind be mistreated. it’s no wonder why there’s all types of discrepancies and u can for tell if u keep quiet about stuff. the future won’t be kind to ur children. can u blame anyone for freaking out ? just look at how people treat adults. and then these kids can’t adjust. it’s very hard to make it coming from low economy. and if the economy also receives blows within given lifetime u end up having to spend a lot of time trying to make it. given that u even possess the brain power to get through things. ur learning all this bulshit about some crap somewhere which u see can be done more efficiently in another way but no one wants to hear about it why bc u didn’t study hard enough or have a higher degree or experience whereas we all know experience is gained via walking the way

what are we even doing here. why are we here. what’s my role in this reality. how can i contribute. what am i a thing ? an object ina safe household who has no passions or pursuit. let alone in a broken world. how can u cultivate healthy children and see ur work not intentionally get undone repeatedly bc it’s free it must not matter whereas it’s literally the place we can cultivate whole human beings whose lives and experiences will be better than. ours if we can also solve our world problems. so they don’t have to see the fate fate as we did. within the inconsistencies of systems that still refuses to date. acknowledge sanctity of human life bc if it did we wouldn’t have called world war one as world war one. it would have been the stupidest war to teach us never to take human life bc of our losses.

personally i think we waste human potential we waste ourselves. this is simple. bc ur not exactly getting a handful of people who are enlightened only meanwhile 90 percent of societies are just neantrathals . bc that’s just not sustainable nor does it sound real. ok. do u remember people used to talk about this. if u go and walk into a room full of people whose cumulative mood swing is positive. it would alter urs as well. or if it was negative u would also feel some discomfort. right. ? so this is very much the same.

and with that the way we treat mother nature is the way we treat women. we worship some parts of it. dig others for our gains yet disrespect and deny when she cries out in agony or seeks its justice. weird how that is representative of our current mode of existence. but can we ask which comes first. the fact that we are simply reacting in the worlds ecological changes. or are the ecological changes being impacted by our cumulative mood swings. which impacts which. which influences which. do they both feed off of each other then that means see have some wiggle room and some power to find a sweet spot there among the opposites and all these forces that come together.

not sure if the men on men toxicity isn’t widely known. it must be. bc that which u can’t change u bend to its ways then u come home . and act like a small version of king . and tske ur frustrations out on ur wife. instead. after some time she takes it out on. her kid. bc things of this sort cannot be maintained for long. it must touch all. the kid in turn abuses the household pet. this is widely known. and these is also a big problem c it creates more issues than good just bc few want all this power and all this control over so many lives and when their bad intentions reflects world systems and affects everyone they then go and create this subsystem of faulty justice and blame their issues upon them like who born u ? didn’t u ever fuck up once. surely the success u have comes from somewhere. we are all familiar with the process of indoctrination and conditioning. but some of us don’t get the chance and others just refuse to look at them selves. it’s sis it takes one to change for better so here is this.

oh mind u west has turned itself away from such business exchange sites of toxic practices confining people at banana fields or toxic waste areas for pennes on the dollar or the dip urself in poison. for gold hunting. but with whose permission n ask urself as to why anyone would do that to their own people. bc it’s all for money. then when u take the global look at all in the way u see the basic primary drive behind most actions is to gain funds. simple. and when u see the two choices. one is this stark confrontation. but getting the breakdown helps us get the history in a way that otherwise is harder to convey. and the other is offer objedirve solutions so that we create win win. win. for all.

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shadow play

a truly transcendental existence

would require from us a great deal of change. since the very meaning of the term itself is a representative of the anti thesis to root of suffering is attachment. or the root of attachment is currently suffering bc we are not willing to let go what was so that’s we can elevate ourselves with what is toward next level stuff. but it’s very difficult since much like an elevators and given by say when the number of the pi is originally easy to convey only after expanding so u see an intricate design. even the snowflake can be seen this way. but then when u do shift ur focus forward then things get kind of like that magnified space and as u create that next level stuff in ur conveyance the multiple things take place. from a mechanical purview the truer we are to ourselves the better we can convey meaning and thereby improve our contribution. our utmost service that comes standard on earth plane.

yesterday i came across someone’s words stating do not attach to phenomena or identify with it. and it made me think. i was like well. phenomena is a very broad statement so to make such a strong statement on such in a obscure way is what gets us in trouble if we are also training ourselves to constantly seek the phenomena that comes from using social media sites in the first place. but i don’t know if we are truly aware of such things as they arise bc ur definition of transcendence and mine may quote vastly differ. that’s perspectives. and then there is the true definition of those words. but u can see that we also superimpose our own personal understanding of reality. especially if the root basis is self serving. it is it really though. or how can we say that someone else’s personal perceiving of the world view and urs must exactly be the same. tht would be appropriating and we have a ton of that in our world not bc of what u think it means for that’s the distraction. bc part of gaslighting requires enough manipulation of the phenomena so u punch in bunch of calculations make assessments and then watch as the phenomena arises like the steam after rain falls and then measure the end results. then go back and change ur approach. code ethics whatever.

so now that we have analyzed the relationship between our behaviour. inner with self regard. outer with our dealings with each other and the generating conclusions that complement our ever rising understanding since it’s this via way that we then make further assessment about how to conduct ourselves within this reality. so it’s kind of a big deal right ? the producing end result either heal or harm us. if u take ur life and realize how big a deal almost everything is within it. then u can understand a life confined to strictly illusion or a delusional way of seeing reality is one that is tormented. indeed. the same system exists naturally. but the insidious portion is that which comes with those with will their power to intentionally mislead the people. intentionally manipulate. intentionally play mind games. intentionally trick them. lie to them and deceit. intentional back stabbing. intentional accidents. and there’s just way too many. it’s like everything from the toxic playbook gets to be deployed and it’s pity bc these are also the same people who preach virtue. but there’s nothing virtuous about such misconduct and misbehaving. especially when u should (and u do) know better. at least ur using correct words or in some type of order.

in the correct order of things we are able to have the natural atmosphere of excellence but first of all let’s play a game. let’s pretend that the world systems have already established some grounds where people are living harmonious lives. and with dignity and progress. real traction. a lot of those excess worries and excess negativity is absent. no dramas no oscillations. there’s all this potential new avenues now. nobody competes unless ur both putting ur card on the table and be like ok u and me. we are gonna get into our cars and race from point a to point b and see who will get there first. u got it ? ok good. and then do just that. literally no need to thwart the others way shit talk try to control outcome via wrong ways or maybe one doesn’t wanna play. u don’t force them in a situation where they may have to. a bit of competition is good and being around others in their excellence promotes us to and motivates us to be better ourselves not bc we wanna take their place but bc we wanna be the best version of ourselves. in and of ourselves that would be the right way to handle when things happen. u take that phenomena and measure it. but when the natural things get manipulated by men bc they have all this systems and tech but they still use it for ill will it goes to show u that our human soul stuff meridian is. not at a good outlook right now. it’s just a junction but a very key one. i feel like if we get through this one. very great things can happen. but unfortunately as with these things come the opposite is also very true. if we cannot see in our own ways the true transparency that’s already present then we are fucked. and what that mean sis so complex. bc we think we are doing it for greater good when we do to others and we think we aren’t in fsxt doing it to ourselves. in abstract. it is exactly what happens. maybe it’s the evolutionary cut off when smth stops advancing ? at least under these natural laws. and sure human beings weren’t meant to least. it’s strongly represented in our nature. but there has to be more to life than incessant and unnecessary amount of suffering.

. it’s via true transparency that there’s natural phenomena anyway. and ur not personalizing but it should alarm u the quality of it’s happening even when it’s artificial bc all u gotta do is see it for what it is. not associating too much personal theories to otherwise others ways as well bc we aren’t the only ones who exist in this world. the world doesn’t revolve around us. we won’t cease when u die bc we are figment of ur imagination only. we all have our own part and parlay accordingly to our own souls song. and these individual sounds complement the whole. we can reflect on the quality of our input simply by analyzing big picture and then assess from our position. that’s our power. we can say no to right wrong things bc we can see at large who it impacts. ultimately ourselves . this is the same thing as knowing what thing u eat or do harms u and what heals and helms by simply paying attention to ur body own signals ans feelings. spending time to listen to urself is just as essential as being a good listener to others. at the very least the impact is internal when we do things that harm others. seeing that the world system require a great deal of wrong just to make ends meet give s us clues as to where the ball is.

surely there is a common goal there somewhere. we don’t just come here and clang like out of tune gongs either. i mean maybe originally we did. if u take history and then put it into a song. and make it simplified. more abstract by taking the patterns of notes and recognizing it in a simple pattern as it occurs one time or most dominant sounds then u can kind of tell the mood swings. and then from there u can then ask urself well how can we improve this song. how can we make it sound a bit more joyful. right now we have all this mockery in the face of surfing so it’s misery paired with clown song. yet i do not concede to its ways. i say no u don’t got my consent. the crime scenes of yesteryears is still fresh as the pain throbs in all our being in some way. in a way u can say the recent years events hit a massive nerve and we are all a bit exhausted bc there’s just far too great of maintenance. we don’t appreciate all that that we are at the mercy of so many others understanding. and i do see that too. this incessant insistence on cherry picking whatever u wish to elaborate on. or do the thing sun. a way to make it seem productive where as it’s not. but shit gets real quick and these are real lives that get severely impacted even when some may think well we got this really great idea about reality where we can really dominate. but to get there we have to break a number of eggs. i mean huge. the whole thing is cholesterol but ur adding all that excess cholesterol next to sugar and basic flour and bleached nausea that just generates all these coinciding aspect about uhh ur gut flora. which is basically all this green stuff that comes together and via its catalyst . it’s own evolution cosmic dance. produces effects. bc u cause it or the series of causes complements it since the art of connectivity would convey such interrelations. ask china whenever it wants to destroy large swaths of people or animals not just takes all these steps. u can’t just erase people. so all that gets imprinted into the universal history tho in energetic format.

let’s think about the sensitivity of our phenomena here. the man and women before the conception of their baby. who in and of their own bodies are like two worlds with their biorhythm and ecosystem. germs. lots of life forms reside in. our bodies and some of these are in our sperm and egg as well. so when the conception takes place tho as we give our organisms to combine inside. creates this third world. a sort of coalescing catalyst which then allows the soul to enter. or is it. how does that energetically work. that’s how sensitive we need to be about our process. and the wrongs within it. although it may require a great deal of care to carry it. much like carrying a. very delicate vase. since the artifact would represent a historical connection for honorary reason. not by a vengeful or destructive reason bc that the very act or deed to be manifested it must first run thru u so if for instance u think that doing wrong would solve that. even it may seem like it. u would have then have ur own creation in ur hand that is the wrong doing. in and of itself. then u deny it. lie to urself . say well i has to do it. it was for the greater good. and hide it. manipulate info. create partial history. or even pretend it never took p lace then it still ends up bleeding out in someway or other bc i don’t know i think in physics terms this would be that cosmic leak of information. it seems like there’s no getting in its way either. meaning that no matter how much we try and i see it’s historical repetitiveness bc this isn’t the first rodeo in that objective . it keeps trying. failing. giving up to save face and change itself to transcend itself to next level evil and control and keeps failing. and each time. the stakes get higher.

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there a difference between female and male energies.

that’s why it’s essential to not take the reality seriously as u see it has developed. u can see it from the perspective of the original fault.

this is not a conversation for ur gender preference or status. u can take what u wish. but the original human. beings stsrted with male and female. as the two most distinct features. as also represented on our basic scientific body modifications. this is not to denigrate disrespect or deny u ur experience preference as well as how u wish to associate as. for instance.my pronoun is dalai lama. there. very simple right ? anyways. moving along.

now when we examine the most distinct qualities of what makes us diverse human beings is female and male energies. as represented under female and male. respectively. based on by their original primary function of their basic instinct which is to procreate and to continue their own kind. which occurs due to their evolutionary blueprint. based on by their impulses etc. for the continuity and survival of their own kind. much like any being on earth. the plants do it. animals too do it. so this is acknowledged as part of our human nature here.

ofc now things have developed and we have all kinds of colours. partly due to naturally control the republication of excess continuation of our species. if u think of this as a byproduct of our survival. then the opposite is also true. hence when two people fall in love on same gender or sex and csnt exactly procreate. then that is it in terms of what that contributes to human species. tho let’s keep in mind that we are also part of artificial systems. where by which we have manipulated far too many neutral things. such as overproduction of children in poor countries and having surplus of children systems cannot change or make better hence lots of adoptions but even that. it’s so excess that all these kids are sleeping at the cracks of systems ( and some very dark corners where they shouldn’t be at ) . where they end up in foster homes and all kinds of stuff. which isn’t beneficial for them either bc the system are so bad the jobs are either too much of a drab or it doesn’t pay welll so there’s heart there but not exactly right bc people also have their own lives to live and by now we are familiar with how different it is at any junction on earth. u can only expend for so much. let’s circle back to why this is associated to female energies not fully adopted as part of the groundwork of what makes our societies healthy. perhaps.

for example. a warrior woman is more like someone who acts like ur mother. meaning that when women wage wars they may not realize the female equivalence or that argument , since it’s all via disagreements that people fight in the first place and if we see the development of human nature. men always dominated women. in every way possible. they made all kinds of slaves of them. fucked and demanded things that they figured out or only that they could figure things out which is why women often grew either forced excessively to adopt to these conditions due to their own survival or they did try to react and stand their ground but it’s widely known ( we just place them around in a strongly male induced societies and call it equality ) . men are mortally more stronger in terms of their body function. sure it serves a purpose. since our survival depends from us to procreate and someone has to take care of kids or be out for nine months and maybe a few years after that too. if u measure things by this current systemic purview.

but u also see a lot of inequalities there. and then systems functions also try to adopt and upgrade itself to be more diverse and inclusive but they always miss the mark and you gotta ask urself. much like a computer like at which point do u finally get enough errors so that u say hah yes maybe we should change from that. right ? but here we are anyway bc we aren’t only dealing with women rights in the world. there are so many other inconsistencies arise from this bc half ur pot gone. missing since u insinuated it and squashed it at every avenue that now they are unrealistically dependent on u. so that’s pretty much that. it’s one of the oldest and most effective ones bc women make the half the population on earth and we spring children into this toxic environment so way to ruin someone spiritually entirely.

so things have to change bc in connection to all we do and how things are today. a woman would rightly say u guys are too crazy to be waging wars. look another one dies. and no one bats an eye bc u let ur ego get the best of u. u know what u remind me of ? back when i used to have this recurring dream of constantly running around and end up getting myself to more trouble. the things incrementally increases bc i keep on insisting on running into it even tho i would hope to run against it. it’s like i’m in the car. it begins to swerve. i try to control myself. bc i’m driving at night in the middle of a busy rush hour traffic but the more i try the more i get out of hand and eventually this impacts my anxiety levels. it’s like u try to run out of danger and ur feet begin to drag. it just keeps resisting why. why then u ask. are u this way.

i think in a way u stop being urself bc ur surrounds are so strong in terms of its influence since it insists on going the wrong way cosmically. it says yes hey i’m gonna keep doing this. it’s like ur sleep walking it’s like u can’t see that conundrum and how much the bill is gonna be at the end of ur own destruction it’s like keep looking in the mirror and wishing u were different but same at the same time and u realize this mental split as ur occurs but u don’t stop or or try to figure out why even. u just let it be absorbed and then go out there and tango it out among the greater public. why tho.

oh but then u say hey if u think ur that great ( which by the way is literally what guys do all the time. they go around knowing things ordering people around n figuring everyone as below them. or they assume u as so always easy to figure out even tho they know their own complexity. but it becomes a complex in u when u don’t see the same in others. that’s what makes a destructive superiority complex. and all the more toxic too when it continues to deny its own problems bc then. it keep projecting this ugly persona to the world and which ofc depending on the context of the matter. can affect a life other people and impact lives. some in a permanent way) why then don’t u figure this out. say how don’t see the future and what are these social rules anyway.

great. i would love to solve a complex human problem it seems to be on repeat and i too am bored with it. it’s like ur losing interest in something that u once loved so much. and saw ur power and intuition in it. dreamt to be meaningful part within it. make significant changes and this really emphatic compassionate feelings episode drown my being. in fact the feelings of non attachment. not holding grudge or contempt towards others. being open and flexible. diverse to differences. kind and forging. to mistakes. almost like intentionally ignoring some stuff so as to not throw a bone to every dog which gives people chance to redeem themselves and save face respecting everyone else as equals bc we are divines precious children ( don’t mistake this to continually hurt others and allowance of that. assertive love does exist but big babies usually get hurt by words and never realize their frictions literally kill others ). all kinds of crazy things take place in this feminine realm. and it in and of itself is powerful. ur not weak for allowing others to make their own mistakes much like a mother to a child bc the end game is not ur destruction if u don’t. comply or learn ur lesson. but let us not forget that our world view toward these powers is so screwed that women get silenced and put to their place if they ever choose to take up world position in some parts of the world . so that’ we can complement our portion of it. but being forced to agree and live it as the only way to reality or to exist without correcting past issues or a t front the crimes is a. but too much. and it shows itself daily as to why it’s destructive. (history of women or girls in spiritual business is that u get fondled a lot. history of karma of women being sexually exploited bc they are oracles or smth that complements ur wars is also pertinent s part of human history. young girls in history have been traumatized and expected to keep poise. and grace among it and we that it is their greater duty. )

and u may get scared. my non binary friends when i talk like this. bc then ur like well we have history too we have developed too. and yes. it’s absolutely true. which is why everyone must see themselves as portion of the whole. and not the whole of it. bc we end up making the same mistake if we force our version of male society. the change itself is unrecognizable. that’s the way it should be. think of it as transitional terms( not transactional). and hold it loosely bc we are part of the whole and that we work together. that’s the truly decentralized spiritual society which honour the complementary portions and as well as the whole. much like a complementary chef who knows the main ingredient is intention behind the act. n lots of love too.

oh ur gonna be like what’s love tho. there’s love among men. that part is true. but the distinction between the superimposition of the same recognition in each of the members of the what makes man a man is quite in conflict with each other as well. and they push the feminine powers away (in meridian speak or at least it’s not enough to be recognized or gain traction. bring about true change or better results. ) we see this representation in the gay communities as well so unless we can implement the big change by large numbers things keep oscillating like a pendulum swing but very unstable bc it’s also part artificial so u can’t predict the next swing due to its inconsistencies between these two opposites.

which practically means that the art of change itself can be transformative. and with that in mind as uncertain as the future is as we perfect ourselves on our course that in and of itself gives us enough hope to surrender to the greater unknown with a degree of certainty rooted in the well-being and evolution as continuation of our species on earth in a good quality way. like hey how do we figure out the next level evolutionary step where there’s a bit of more ease of life. and a lot of room for flexibility as well as leeks no admission into that self excellence. ur superiority over ur was. to when u step into ur now fully being completely aware and confidant. and ur abiding in this same way with honouring that in each other.

surely there’s gonna be a lot of traction to get it there. there’s a lot of vulnerable individuals among us and we may need lot of care until we can really manifest the type of world that is more in harmony. it hits the right notes. it sounds good to our ears. everything flows in some sort of harmony. u don’t think it’s not doable. harm and money already rule large. maybe it’s not the right thing to do that way. if we think in energetic terms which is the secret to our universe is it not ? then we become a bit more sensitive bc as sentient beings who convey these meanings being inferior would be detrimental to us all. especially when there is greater danger of losing it all as we keep chipping away from tomorrows bank account what are we gonna do thus

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we are at interesting times.

we can say with caution because there are very serious losses happening. it’s been on a roll for a while now but there’s this intense need for backwards motions that are causing us the history repeating sort of effect but we all know u can’t step on the same puddle twice.

as we can see it’s via attachment that causes us much suffering. it tends to create this own phenomena that is like a film that covers over what is. much like scum on water. there are many things that can go wrong n tho the nature of the wrong occurrence is what stops us from being in a expanse sort of consciousness where our awareness intuition as well as other divine qualities we are naturally packed with to direct our course of way. this is easy to do if ur already at one with harmony. it’s another if u have received some form of trauma. we are coming out of collective traumas. so that means that the degree of impact of some of its remnants of effect should be expected. as we can measure progress made by simply looking backwards and then trying to reverse engineer the path since it’s only via correct view and correct order do we see what is. and the perception of what is without any delusions on what keeps us pure in our ways.

with attachment comes many side effects. u hear from the reading material that it causes pretty much in christian terms the seven deadly sins. with greater emphasis and scientific approach to some. of its sub tenets as well as addition to the causes of the primaries. now what we want to see here is that those are all associative in some way. a coping mechanism. to smth that disturbs one from within. as we said before. there is easy time to get a trauma or few while ur here it doesn’t matter if ur rich or poor. or born into good conditions. there’s always smth. and always gonna be something there for smth to transpire in some way. tho if we look back and realize. take our grandmothers grandmother who mistreated her children. due to some greater human incapacity to some type of bad deed done against one human being and their subsequent rights being stripped (both have improved over great generational time pass if we measure our past with our personal development and compare the two without criticism of the former since their time was harder. as they crawled out of war times. excess famine and traumas galore. we still have them in paces. so we don’t all have to recreate this to learn smth or get anything new. all we gotta do is stop and tend to them. who are in brink of starvation for instance. and we will gain the understanding we seek as we give abundantly. so it’s a win win ). when did this originate. where this this originate and how and why are what general questions to this theory. tho u tske two contrasting opposites. one is one that solves things and the other is the constancy of repeating of the same. ( such as intentional repetitive and ignorant systemic injustice targeting a person a group to entire population of others) which hurts and lingers on. so when u measure both u can make personal assessment about how much taxing and or energy waste one is where as the other tends to run efficient. but the mistaking of the equality of the energy input export could be misleading bc with the latter that unknown feeling we got can also run the risk of anxiety i’d say our environment is sick or we still have some side effects of recovery from smth bc these things do happen.

there are many symbologies meanings of one’s ability to heal oneself. and maybe even esch other. it’s this tao mindset of an master practitioner who has crafted the art of absolute gentleness that one is not only holding the power to heal oneself. one is also generous in expanding it towards others. and without expecting anything in reruns since it happens much like breath. it’s effortless being and effortless healing that keeps us in a transcendental state of absolute bliss. tho our actions must reflect our qualities bc it’s quite simple to just say these. or assume them even in presence of even one persons suffering bc then we would simply attend to it. it would propel us more to presence what’s so far gained. than to lose it since it’s a lot more harder to regain smth like that. u would have to go thru process of grief and loss and pain and suffering displacement and healing methods and tools also as we can see tske their time. as well as other resources. it’s best to be efficient. best way to maintain one’s own efficiency comes from tending to improving each other’s efficiencies and co efficiencies with greater concern for the quality of our input as well as self excellence. do ur only gonna be superior to ur former self. that’s it.

as we can see that when our. life’s acquire a wound. there are steps we can take. in the same way that our organs may feel depleted we can nourish it. in the same way they r hurt we remove whatever is the bad habit or toxin so that it gets a chance to recharge itself. bc everyone. and every living thing deserves rest. even plants fall a sleep. do they dream tho. ? who knows. and what would that be like and next thing u know u don’t have to see things to know they r there – and what we can see in terms of our differences and similarities is see everything. as part of the whole and not the whole or representative itself to it since one tries to replace one bad deed with another. only faces change. and the other simony decides to treat end the whole thing g bc it recognizes hey i can’t shang e the situation so i’m gonna change myself instead bc i’m looking at this from a constructive term. tho this when represented at such heights from a political standpoint is called to the spotlight due to myriad of conditions present in the world right now. threatening our survival.

which is why it makes it all the more essential to tell the truths an get real with what is. bc it’s not that words are being. weaponized here when u may hear or receive some type of criticism or words that may offend u in return but how do we go about the factors therein we coexist in harmony in terms of how much our survival depends on it since there needs to be some type of coagulation here for the total evolution of our species since we don’t know what’s next. so assuming that for instance we must prolong our kinda life by killing half the population do we think that the petry dish is gonna produce good results ? ofc not. it would not be sustained. and it comes from. a fear place. statements like oh well the resources are not plenty and we wanna maintain our lifestyles so we must eliminate them bc they don’t appreciate life anyway look at them. they’ve like animals full of contempt and hate. and jealousy. meanwhile the world suffers poverty. these are merely side effects to all kinds of issues. it’s like ur alive but barely. they don’t kill u fully. and the thing is say we choose to keep everyone alive but change our way to communicate our needs and issues and work toward sharing resources. do fair trade fair business and such coefficiencies that honour every human life the human right. then sure. we may not know what’s next but this would transpire better things at least spiritually and maybe that’s what we need to to see the next evolutionary step. right now we are so careless. at global level that we may not realize what good progress we are gonna accidentally chuck along with all our destruction and ways. the outlook isn’t good if we insist on this way.

we don’t know the opposite. we never tried it. we never tried getting real for constructive reasons not destructive and or self serving. with self cherishing attitude or being delusional about reality and that it belongs to us all equally. we don’t know if we will become transparent next and feed only on sunlight air and water. maybe that dissipates and our vision changes to smth more meta. what’s the true embodiment and representation of such heights anyway right? but we can’t get there by killing and destroying each other. u can tell where that comes from. all those sins. in any religious context. break it down scientifically. if ur words and actions don’t match up then maybe the problem is u.

and the interesting thing is when religion is used to condemn others so excessively it separates them from the world. how does this happen ?with words or with actions and intentions that inhibit certain types of people from getting the help they may need. surely words are important here but u can tell we may just as well be knee deep in scam bc too much has shook our global trust especially in the recent years so it’s all the more essential to note what we choose to do next. just as delicate as the nature of atmosphere in a given petry dish so is this one. since the results of our actions will eventually culminate in what’s next but u know. i prefer an easier effortless way to exist instead of this very excessive repentance in frivolous things and shame and guilt on illusory objective just bc we wanna only claim our unity of burden but never unity of blessings or plenty.

reading material

confessions

of an economic hit man comes to mind as to the economic material development of our world as we find it. bc then we see the negativity arising due to their condition and then say hey we need protection from that. so let’s deploy some green little army men. and spend a lot of time between objectives that are “top secret”. i don’t know. but i do know this. that we deserve much better than all this. i see this everyday too it’s like some folks have it in their heads far superior to everyone that they must continue to force this really toxic atmosphere to us all which feels prickly in the air and does not offer the necessary connectivity that otherwise not only feels natural to our biorhythm ( aka good health in one’s life. in between relationships. and communities at large. this reflects also our global communications ) but just feels wrong. promote wrong and wrong doing. so it feels devolutionary. this isn’t the way things should be. we need to water right seeds and work to being the best in each other. not create potential for bad things to manifest.

now a true patriot would not waste the loss and sacrifice of our past predecessors who walked and lived among us in pure deep silence only observing whether if things would finally change one day. bc they would work in concomitant with “back home” in sort of the equalizing balance between communication. as well as reflecting the qualities to the states so that we are moving forward from our past discrepancies. a truly honourable thing to do for all the young people who were all kind of scared and in uncertainty as well as great danger. the least we can do is make the most out of it. meaning that our appeal and actions should be in alignment of someone’s value of life. since if u claim ur deploying green army men then ur doing it so that things are prevented from getting worse right ? for the greater good. so if they are sacrificing their life for greater good then we must reflect the finding within system bc that would really honour the fallen. simply passing statements isn’t enough.

but we see that most of these issues are due to lack of money. it’s due to poverty and the anxiety that comes with not being able to determine a predicable safe way through which ur needs will be met. such as healthcare or food supply or water shortage or other conditions such as the level of community danger as they may fluctuate in some “states”. now what i wanna say is that it’s not simply characteristic that some backgrounds are prone to violence more than others. given enough chances or occurrences i think everyone can do a little good damage. like the question. if money was no problem which job would u do. or if u had no consequences for ur actions would u kill or rape someone. bc these questions are very reflective of what we think human nature is capable of and not only that. base our understanding of why they even happen. if we get this part wrong then we are either watering the wrong seeds or we are missing a great opportunity to help civilizations overcome such repetitiveness of creating the same scenarios over bc we don’t wanna appear wrong or responsible in the correct use of smth or reflect our systems in the direction of common appeal more so than the me and mine mentality that is the basis of greed here.

well i think everyone knows that. i mean if u see some western issues going on right now in the mid region then u can see that it’s quite clear as to how things even. in their artificiality can turn into machinated occurrences later on all happening on their “seemingly own accord” but what’s really going on is that they are responding according to their environment. for example if america sends me to court for talking like this tomorrow i wouldn’t go to american courts to handle it. i would agree to international courts instead on neutral grounds. why? bc it’s the very thing i’m disputing. the mind control. the satellite spying the psyops. u think i can sit in front of the judge without being invincibly punched in the face over and over again? plus. the claims that i make are pretty much the same. bc foul play is that. it’s foul. and u don’t owe any one ur trust when they put u thru that. i didn’t ask for that. and in the same way that we don’t ask for the conditions in the world the way we see them. it’s a right to ask bc it is the direct result of a personal experience no matter how invincible it may seem and by making such allowances we not only confirm the past as ok hence seek non more justice but also expect more of the same bc u permitted and normalized it today by ur invincible or forced consent.

the implications of the financial portion of our reality is quite clear. we have great imbalance in the world for instance in terms of development. compared to first inventions that spread like wildfire across earlier developments like invention of paper or ink bc people travelled and spread the word or worked in the environment and then moved. now we have all this tech and relationships but the discrepancies for instance Africa versus east west and the European regions is quite uhh. different ? and it’s a big continent too. now there’s places like that elsewhere too. u can find middle east in similar conditions even in my country(Turkey) there’s a lot of that. heck. the closest u can get in the east is south American. so the hispanic region. pretty rough stuff. and then u get the Indigenous both in america’ and Canada. that’s the closest to like third world quality u can get. so we aren’t even that evolved. if u consider the big picture. we are all sort of posturing to a extend. bc of the clear dangers manifested due to our past leaderships. but instead of getting real about it bc it’s so ugly( the truths), we implement diplomacy. diplomacy is established on truths. not acting around it tho. so i think in coming to terms with clarification of its position we see the fragmented version playing very much like torrent. u get this bit of truth here. that bit of truth there all bc of politics and hierarchies. and who has the most buck.

i don’t know why some people don’t want that sort of global advancements. i think partly bc if u have guilty conscience u would be less likely to uhh how should i say this. trust others. advancements especially that’s why they keep me poor too. all these years. now i’m forty. so u can see that this stuff is rather cyclic. now they hide behind black people. it only those who must pay heed. but if u seek ur portion of justice they laugh and say wait for the black people first. they are still seeking their rights. and that’s a mockery. bc it shows both u know and ur refusal intentionally to deal with it rightly.

so here is what happens evolutionarily and that’s part of nature. we can reach this sort of advancement. then given enough experiences we begin to disintegrate so we can fall apart and then rearrange ourselves and start over and do more of the same. integration. fall apart again. mean while all these hapless fools who don’t even know what’s going. on fall thru the cracks. shit. that’s too much on my guilty conscience to be quiet about if u know what i mean. it’s not like if u just think positive things will get magically better all on their own. that’s just a sitting duck to me. bc i alredy know things r made possible in a machinated intuition of a man made system that a man created and operates it. man watches over it. gathers data and utilized the finding for what’s next. then man can. admit a problem n make necessary changes where it is called for naturally based on by the phenomena created by the natural laws of our existence. if we got the whole thing wrong we can change it. so why do these artificial things that hurt and disrespect people … while we claim we are patriotic and care for every human life?. what’s the greater good if it doesn’t see all we equals. then i wont die for ur wars. bc the slogan the war that ends all wars is a downturn u know what i mean. cataclysmic. that’s not what i wanna do.

and to see the unnecessary nature of destruction of life resulting from artificial wars is this :wars is not natural. they are automatically understood to no longer be relevant portion of our life. but a direct result of the economic discrepancy developed in the world over the long course of time and it’s via changing the economy will we change the nature of our entanglements with history as well as the current ordeals. sure this won’t be fixed overnight. but it has to start from somewhere. so first stop.

the issue is this. with current economic direction if we inch even more close to poverty we will be too desperate to do all kind of bad things bc a hungry stomach

can do that to a person. it’s part of one’s survival that we are wired this way. it’s much better to recognize that we all have the nature to do bad things that all the more reasons for us to get real with our current common ground. sure in some parts which included developed rich powerful gov such as american grounds is also happening. is happening in the bloody streets of others too but we also still hold the fort sure there’s all these wars and famine going on too. but we still have structure and say in things sure. some things are definitely too late. people died. lives displaced . there’s no bringing them back. nor pay the people with such losses to remedy the grief. but we can recognize that if we wish to truly turn the boat around for better we must remedy the issue by compensating the world equally under one law. that we all deserve the right to truths and right accord of life given that money is the root of all problems it should be a starting point including correct use of systems that encompass all lives. it’s simply characteristic that people are painted to be inherently dangerous without any other conditions present (for discussion aka acknowledgment <no acknowledgment no discussion> awareness and reflect findings to system <no acceptance no change in system or changes are rather done in the dark. decide on ur behalf. hence dishonest and one sided > ) such as hunger or gaslight or propaganda. or generations worth of lack. or silent abuses behind closed doors. or satellite spying and using info agsisnt people. and bullying people to be tolerant so they accept deals less than anyones interest and parading around in public like u do everything fair and square.

and no. bc i do in fact believe in equality. if i am then u are. so no one is superior to me. so i’m not about to live a dumb down version of life or sign up to a faulty social credit score when those on top don’t even know what they r doing let alone get the correct use of the information that they gather and greedily keep from public. in a mature adult way. while we may have to get through a passage where we heal our most afflicted bc there are as a result of such conditions done who may act our without thinking. that we must help to ensure they’re as well as our safety. making satellites out in the open. ( open source it) it will allow us the correct use of neighbourhood watch. plus. this gives people some type of power as well over their lives and each other. the more u know ur being watched the more u will be aware and here. and this level of presence comes with a couple factors. one of them is that u will earn to be present. but the other may get u to see a lot of flaws in reality. so this is the place where we are also accessing vast data. it’s via the connectivity and constant awareness that do we feel the natural inclination to grow spiritually and not in a dogmatic or fraudilistic way (represents in our systems where u get rights by one leader but next one dismantle and undoes everything ) but still no matter what good u do and what efforts u have unless we acknowledge the power discrepancy in the world system in terms of our lives and how especially in america system it’s all dark occult black magic science type stuff which is delusional. we need to get real now and utilize what we have. the european systems. the advancements. tools money technology and communicate with each other. to save the world and improve the conditions for everyone. now -they were tolerant and kept taking from under but the more they take from under the more the bad guy wants and then it changes itself so that’ doesn’t serve anyone long term. ( meaning that the policies oscillate which maybe normal but there are also recent abnormal severe steps back in human rights globally )

now i’m peaceful guy. and been ever since. ok here i tell u. 2016 it was all this peace positive energetic meta speech. from alliskaya to tons of others. the year preceding that was mostly poetry and fuck around. in the year 2017-18 was all about do not seek revenge. then once doxed by todic american elites who didn’t give a second care about my child all the while preaching child abuse rights which to date didn’t contribute positively to childrens rights. i wrote about forgiveness and love after i got doxed but abused never stopped. and in jan 2020 break from cabal leave me alone followed by the last 2.5 years of semi toxic elite abuse ( jack dorsey precisely lot of others in the dark) and partial to some conditions relevant to here in terms of their subsequent concomitant development. i don’t blame canada for doing what it must bc this is a crazy world. and nothing is as it seems so don’t use this as a distraction in ur communications today. the point is quite clear by now. and i have contacted u guys ever since the near end of last year. email to central banks to america to canada to putin and to the human rights council. ( as well as lots of conversations from the comfort of my living room tho take this with grain of salt if ur spying on me which is illegal, to spy too excessively to peoples lives this deeply and i’ll talk freely and u may need to listen with caution , generally tho anyone can see my global policies on human rights and have some ideas on how to improve these issues , in a peaceful. simplistic way. and ways to sort data, use it for good as well as involve everyone to the work. given the work is humane and ethical in conduct )

so it’s clear i seek peaceful ways to solve our issues. i have created a system this year with bullet points. and i’ve also sent those out to big names super stars and check marked names all over the world. as can be seen on twitter history and my account. https://twitter.com/nanaluvsju/status/1513485352840806403?s=21&t=9pU9tvhHud5MhdBABWkyuA

and by now we all know what some of us are capable of. but the intention is clear here and don’t waste ur time either with talks about trying to turn this into a terrorist situation. the act of violence and systemic intentional ignorance is an act of terrorism. this is why this makes it a global human rights issue.

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how do u know ur kindness is taken advantage of ?

when u give u give freely. there’s no doubt. for giving there also something that takes place that of a third kind which improves the atmosphere we share. we often think that just bc our bodies are separate that there’s no real connection between individuals. we also do exact opposite by being sexually owning others. or thinking that sexual domination is own that defines who s the strongest. which turns quite toxic in war zones. so we have this conundrum between our spirituality and our constant seeking for others for self validation which is the root of affliction. since it causes one the many pleasure of therein natural intermixing of objectives. in our sense pleasures we tend to make and distinction based on by a perceived external threat which is rooted in the lizard brain. resultant with the technological advancements as well as our “adaptations” or our environment. creating the phenomena or the side effects. we get the good bad and in between. we think we have no power in analyzing and understanding the things necessary bc its much better when u appear and continue appearance of being bc right other then being authentically right and or earning that right the right way. and if there’s a wrong in there. ability to accept one’s fault and correcting one’s way. within one’s own internal mechanism and external interrelations is a priority for the improvements of those “dimensions” we rest between. ( oh this also explains how they machinate calculated reaction. so if u gotta calculate why calculate smth under term reaction whereas u could have spend that same time and energy for smth more constructive and if one can calculate a reaction rooted in revenge then the opposite is very much available in terms of improving conditions n transcending conflict )

firstly we must recognize the order of things. there material order which can be measured by our five senses. and there’s the interim which the next set of senses like the sixth sense and the compassionate one and the metaphysical ones are available at higher realm of consciousness only the novice can access. u may accidentally reach this point albeit one’s goodness and one’s ability to go out there mix and mingle and remain good are two different things. same as knowing stuff and actually earning ur keep via hard work effort and constantly putting urself under the fire of experience spontaneity as well as among process of others tho u may do that but gain nothing if u don’t know how to deal with sorting of ur own stuff. since it’s through the constantly refining of one’s experiences in the right order does one go about transcending one’s bullshit one came here to first initiate oneself with. choose an avenue and then learn through it and then be the change one wishes to see in the world so it’d no use if u think u understand ur experience and learn the wisdom without embodying the finding in a subjective way. not the one where the people who think they understand their expect embody the characteristic of that of a killer or someone who wants to seek revenge. bc that’s not embodying ur lesson. if u are convinced that u must hurt others to get ur reincarnation of what u may have lost. now. we are probably thinking about minority groups. but don’t just stop there. after u see the conundrum apply the seem on the policy makers. and u will then compare which ones impactful. where the issues multiply as well as how to remedy things.

keep in mind the sororities order of things is multi pronged since there’s hurt too many thjngs that happen. they work much like the evil it son of a spider web or smth. much like the pi expansion but in a very elaborate intricate internet design. lots of layers. lots of combination. there is all this scientific calculations that take place. if we bae the reality as mere numbers we see it as purely logical standpoint. from spiritual respective we see the heart of matters. so the multiple dimensions are already there. but we currently use things under double speak. covetousness. lies. deception. born out of fear or projective bc we might be secretly tapping on our lizard brain and not know it bc we are also prone to nostalgia. so we tend to latch onto past happenstance and don’t let them go or transpire. much bc of the intricacies inthe word. there are lots of triggers there. and also bc our life is so impactful that even in that we do it impacts back at us and it’s sort of not natural. for instance wars. or the fact we work minimum wages and can’t cover bills or are at the brink of any breaking point be most folks are hanging at the end of their rope. even in the scarcity of food resources. we see the display in broad daylight today. but we also have this crazy technology. advancements. we have a thing called space. one of man’s profound creator is a plane. it saved us time to get to places. for commercial this is good business. kaching. but see that some of us are fading , none of the businesses. airports notice this and say ok let me call the present. let me make some calls to excess resources. i could make some connections between opposite forces. this isn’t right. my conscience wouldn’t allow such. – mind u this opens new avenues. ur like what’s the logistics like. can we afford to give ? and who can do such things. there’s the short term and long term consequences for giving without much calculations so ur not creating problem while trying to solve another. u would have to ensure that everything works out in this three way. one is to immediately ease current pain. u may need to stop and act. delay an act or act on smth immediate. all requires a decision to make so u create enough space. the second thing u need to do the next is then long term. while u appoint enough agents to ease the pain. ur dealing with the stuff at hand. since ur trying to avoid creating more problems. u must think long term. easing the pain is temporary. it’s like giving chump change to homeless. it’s also important. but it doesn’t solve the thing at all. it creates this unhealthy relationship. it says give to the poor so u must maintain status to give ? can we expand on that giving maybe ?

and the third thing is creating or updating the system where u has gone to that point. in the first place so u wanna avoid future pitfalls which requires three things from u. one is to study. two is research on the topic. and third is to test out ur theories do that u find the best one. or apply the best one with room for flexibility and change as well as willingness to be wrong. this last part means don’t be frivolous or too impulsive with ur decisions bc a mistake. has consequences at big picture happenstances that’s what sets u apart from others to be considered expert on something requires great deal of attention to detail and if ur sloppy maybe u need to go back to school and retouch on ur skills.

anywho. no one can take advantage of u if u never be generous or do smth that doesn’t expect anything in return. mark the difference between not getting anything for ur efforts and getting constantly negative feedback toxic actions and intentionally destructive instances which may put u and or others in harms way. now the issue isn’t that ur being negated. or u face a difficult person who may have a different perspective on life than u. . tho u don’t want. to partake in the self destruction of others. u don’t even wanna be associated. or related to it bc to each their own. we all have a road to walk on. no one is gonna walk urs for u. sure we have many misconception as to how some of these things should go. hence is the difference between perception and truth. one is relative whereas the others are diverse in their ways n equal bc they don’t seek no dominion of others truths don’t need such defence in the first place. bc they embody their truths in their change and they self represent. it would be ur fault for not noticing.

tough love is a thing ina. world that’s perverted. bastardized itself so in order to accept its faults. continues to bastardized the rest of the world bc innocence bothers it. it reminds it of what it trades for such wars. but it’s also not able to self reflect . bc of its self perversion maybe. so in a way it lets it’s fetishes lead the way. but there is a thing called heaven on earth it may not be what u may apprehend heaven as currently the meaning is overused. and hijacked by capitalism. much like love incorporated ( ur life is next as if it’s not attached to slavery for nonsense. not to mention ur intuition bc it’s attribute to those metaphysical realms where ur true power lies ) . when u bastardize divine things that’s sort of the effect. even if u didn’t intend on it initially. the fault usually lies in the aftermath.

there are many fetishes in the world. these lead to great suffering both inthe one who wishes to possess and those who don’t know what’s happening to them. and it’s via not being able to reconcile ur own errors even if they were part of ur environment that we become blindsided by the reality and its multifaceted challenges all interlocked in that spider web type design. if sending out mere tweets ( say ur a code master or someone else who is a developer in reality or part of the realm where ur contribution creates this sort of reverberations of waves within the field of quantum manifestation into reality) actually changed reality. energetic field is kind of like that. it vibrates and this adds to the field of thought . except in the energetic realm we have power. since it come with our being. and even if say we are cut short in this physical relationship we have a organic timeline that allows us to remain until the work is finished except the concept of time varied between realms. ( mind u the role of such a creator is a big one. we are all creators but then there’s the layers in the reality. material sense. where we dissect ourselves to place too much emphasis on material gains and equate that to our spiritual purity even when we plagiarize others bc we have access to expensive toys and bc we are rich we can also afford to torment others silently )

so what does all that create right ? bc the very act art and arc of creativity is a very sensitive ordeal that’s why we say artist is sensitive in nature. what we get instead isn’t tht anymore. bc it’s all like a machine or robotic. or smth that is designed to mimic and it knows the rules here too in terms of what definition such as samara or discernment means. so in an act to mislay and confuse , it uses precisely that – as a weapon of choice, hence the many augmentations and appropriations taking place sure there’s the persons element there too but. to an extend what we are doing is lying to ourselves if we must insist on being right when it’s very clear and so this also applies to believing frost the natural always takes place tho the contradiction is that u may relay ur surrender to nature all the while augment n manipulate that too. now that we manipulate nature, what happens. have we succeed ? have we created spirituality inc yet ? how has tht served us. what of the nature. just because we persist in the insistence on something’s. and the reality is that we depend on others tolerance and forgetfulness or we demand that they let go. or accept the bullshit we give them. even tho we know why we must be doing bc theres a difference between occasional honest slip up and one that’s constantly happening. in motion. no breaks. no advancements , even a small one. that’s a downward road. it’ happens so often so may have and in so many departments that u can see that it’s machinated to meet an appeal or smth. it must be or else how can we say that we have evolve to such heights and can make such assessments. but i think that’s a small price to pay when u sacrifice others tool of discernment. smth happens in return as it’s literally what u asked for. natural resolve.

cos no one gotta take ur abuses and no one will continue to take ur shit and be ok with that. u know ? there’s no where in life that says that depending on here ur at on someone else’s shit list. story or totem pole doesn’t reflex the true quality of our human entanglements so long as there s global posturing as to who we’re are. maybe it’s a difference between who we are and who we wish to be. then we must be honest in the way we use language. both begets more of the same due to law of attraction.

in between artificial happenstance s where the natural slips in and sort of gives us this seismic paradigm shifts. where the truth csnt be erased. where the enlightened cannot go back to darkness. and u may find ur direction. maybe all of that inspires u in ur personal admission since there’s our contribution to the world and society we are part of and that part in us that makes us who we are. spirituality expects nothing less than ur true authentic being. in the realm of such transpiring being rep and true with ur process is smth of a revolutionary act now. tho even tht gets appropriated. where people will use whatever they find in their spiritual arsenal for wrong. at which point he spiritual act stops being spiritual bc u can’t have both. u can’t both be a metaphysics person who prides such or reflect the quality in words since anyone can write. and anyone can be a good liar or actor. but not everyone can embody the truths in the best way that they resonate appropriate with the metaphysical realm that everyone has access to. maybe ur gerri gun ur own way when u do all the strategies caring to others to superimpose urslf in a dogmatic way that takes advantage of others and basically is the anti thesis it o promoting good or doing good or giving without expecting anything bc then u turn around and mock tie who do as simply too basic or foolish.

there’s nothing wrong kerb rewiring and loving others. if u got tricked ur not dumb or need to learn the lesson they force feed. self forgiveness is key thus but it’s simply not enough if u have inconvenience others and haven’t corrected ur ways in the most awakened natural authentic way possible. most people who lean on greedy mindset. albeit. greedy in information tht can save lives. greedy in heart that can isolate lives. and greedy in material means that can end life. do not realize that they create their own suffering in its wake.

how do u end wars ?

it’s all strategic. u get stuck between telling truths or going on with strategy and lies bc ur survival depends on it. since that’s what wars demand. it’s not like u can sit and be direct. and tell the truth. no one cares about that when u pass a specific conundrum in a way that makes it worse than it makes it better.

we often think that wars is natural part of life. if u think so then ur more leaning towards eugenics. since this expects from u that in order to save urself u must destroy the enemy. who is ironically not u. or part of ur clan or group or country. even if it’s a civil war. it is a destruction of a particular idea or thought that has to have made u feel like it’s trying to destroy u. that’s the old school wars. ofc now things have long been changed.

now when we dive into the meaning of this term. we see that certain decisions must take place before u execute an actionable function. these are impulses by our own experience with stuff and our perception. understanding as well as making sense of our reality and world. if our sense of reality is screwed . and it’s given here on earth since if u see history there’s a lot of pain suffering and trauma there by all sides. not just one. we all lost loved ones. kids. women. men. young people and our elders with wisdom gone. then we are creating reality in relativity to our forgetfulness. it’s not that we don’t learn from history. maybe we are not looking at it as it needs to be seen. we see it as we wanna see it. bc we all have losses and are forgetful thus of our own process. albeit our personal growth is one and our societal development as other ( both are concomitant to their respective ex five environment and these environments are intertwined. hence they feed off of and impact one another )

so the idea to execute some bc we think they are detriment to our human kind is a last resort but the set of thoughts and acknowledgments that might have given us that conclusion can be given very simply via this following example: when a child is small. between toddler age and a little bit younger there’s a process that takes place in terms of their development as they inch closer towards adolescence. this is linked with their hormonal changes and their cognizance that begins to perceive things differently. as the catalism inside in chemical structure within the person s biology evolves combines that as a result of suddenly the lights on effect is simplified in a untrained mind. they then look to other children or their your siblings and think they are too simple and dumb. annoying even. or that they don’t understand things so they must be stupid. the funny thing is they themselves just went through. all that. so in fact they all of a sudden transformed. and it’s almost like the butterfly break from its cocoon and turns around and laughs at the others who are still in their previous form or interim in their process of becoming a butterfly themselves . ( relative to our surroundings and how we established general sense of our reality and life as well as our existence applies here as filters. a demonstration on how the environment impacts people and how they convey the world )

we can say that our environment has changed. we are a bit better but not exactly. since there’s still a lot of traumas. and conditions. that affect many. imagine that those who run systems also have to continue on even if they themselves are traumatized. maybe because they wish to keep the normalcy or co trinity of smth among all that trouble. objectively speaking. as part of technical breakdown of smth that is entrenched in deep rooted emotions maybe difficult to do. but must be considered as way to better understanding into the mechanism and psychology behind wars. and the development of our societies. as well as how we make decision. so that we can truly understand and embody what it means to honour our shared pet and fallen ancestors from all sides. since this complements and makes wars what they are.

we keep saying this will be the war that ends all wars but all we gotta do is stop. and we can see how hard it is to make this happen now. let’s circle back to how we started.

our hormones are directly correlated with our impulses and instincts. so a surgical instinct will produce the hormones subsequent for ur survival bc this will propel u to do set of tasks which asks u to tap into a inner resource of superhuman abilities. to save ur loved ones. for example ; a mother will lift a car if it means to save her baby from getting stuck and die under it. where did she get that power. she never lifted that heavy until that day. but then there’s the aftermath of those hormones that need to normalize. our hormones can omlwft a lot of things also. from our brain function which impairs our reality our sense consciousness in there of our own intuitive way to live. hence in a way i think i’m describing to u mena pause. so we also see if we were to take ourselves way back to human development and why the continual refusal to reflect world and reality inclusive of all human beings not just men shows in its treatment of women. development of femininity. our health and condition. all this is relative. menapause for instance is a great teacher about some of the ways in which trauma or strong change can really impact someone’s life. and here aftermath of wars whether if ur the one who propels choice and strategies. ur part of training or in the front lines or the other side doing very much the same doesn’t matter. we have developed the world since the world war one and two with this big trauma. so we must not be too ferris. of being right in terms of it even if we are experts on the field or closely related one way or other in the history of such. we could have understood this from a very old thinking.

the absolute wrong that is that women were never part of the earths decks o blaming. due to eugenics. bc u don’t see some as ur equal. u see them as subordinate someone who had to follow and not question. the funny thing is we also don’t get to choose that im born turkish. that’s it. i must be treated in the way equivalent to my male counter pasts rope and level as decided by their superiors inthe world that i have nothing to do with in its making bc I’m forced and im owned or seen less than human. to this day personally i see myself being treated this way. that’s why i woukd if i could denounce my citizenship to anyone country and stsnd my position that in order to spread the word of what it means to be a global individual who may use one’s country of origin as a relative basis to one’s reality as opposed to being one’s fate. is what’s being displayed. if i could denounce my turkish citizenship i would. not only do i not wanna partake in its negativity karma i also don’t wanna be represented by a guy who didn’t mind women. in the country are being genocided nor represent us as dumb useful idiots who can be sexually exploited by other nations and or put on a lower quadrant in totem pole bc i’m not one of them either.

i also don’t wanna partake in tel he negative karma of any country. i dont want to get in on a social credit system that sees people in a way that hurts everyone. i would prefer the global equality to set in a way that recognizes that it’s only via cooperation and learning to cooperate on com goals as well as live and let live. dot superimpose ur meaning. on me. ur thoughts and ur reality is urs. i’m not here to parlay with illusions. i’m here to change the world. from my vantage point. if i honoir veterans and the dead. to end wars should be the horizon. not to bring any more of it. not to drag any more youths to it. not to adulate myself in its affairs.

too transpire such thing is difficult to do but given by the condition of most of our environment shows progress. we just need to figure out what we need to do with our findings. which is why i often choose to focus on changing things for better coexistence as opposed to winning over ur enemy. one lasts longer. it’d long term and can be maintained easy where’s the other require lies. more strategies. maintenance of ur turf. lots of brain power. which could go to other uses such as innovation and science to make life better. we are not gonna get there by lying to ourselves either. we can’t say oh sure i’m gonna use science to control the world . here’s a scenario.

some people have control over the world system. ur at the gates of ur country admitting others to citizenship. ur at the hospital. marking new horn babies. there’s. a way to give birth for women. if they deserve to suffer would u let them learn in the way u impair ur judgment on them. it’s one thing where eh are receiving pain. only to urself it’s another when ur child is involved. what about people like u determining ur fate and ur reality in a way that they may have more info on u. but don’t know how to decipher it’s true meaning so their oversimplification is not infect genuine anymore. bc it sees itself superior to all others so it thinks it’d doing god worn in the administration desk. of in between the worlds. of here. in the material realm and the ins and outs of the two passage ways. those who are born. and then those who are in their way out so each gets a job and looks at societies to play god. determine where everyone should go. what they need to be part of and which category they fall. but against ur knowing. it’s the same as taking law into ur own hands. its playing anubis in broad daylight on other conscience and heart without fully awakened to the contents of the one right inside ur own and that’s the exact lesson that needs to be extracted here. bc u too coils be wrong. the law abiding citizen who takes the law into their own hands could be wrong and could cause more suffering than good. which is concomitant to how we handle war level conflict since this also depend on breaching a lot of those ones by war crimes and just the very act of attacking it’s citizens who have no connection to ur dispute or what goes on in the content o due own mind in combination with how well u have done ur own work as to what is in ur heart and how awakened are u to these truths.

the indoctrination of the people and putting them into categories signifies the level of global security we have each examined in their places gives us clues as to how they got there and what reasons propel them to continue acting in the way they behave. so money is seen as big proprietor to this. bc it shows the development of nations. depended on lot of deals for its advancements. sadly they were not done right. the repercussions look to the bigger organization as well as control around bc they are big money churners. they very much like these administration officers who feet themselves apart from humanity are not that different tho they could very well missapprehend stuff just as much as anyone bc much like the heart that never stops so do we not. someone had to do smth at all times. decide procreate and combine elements in order to advance and to propel motion of our systems maintained.

in a way first we attacked the body then the mind then the heart then the soul ina eugenic way in all its ways formation s. for instance the whole caste system is a form of eugenics. u don’t have to die to be exterminated. u can live very constricting life. u can be alive and dead the same. a husk of once was a vibrant child. the lack of choices. class divide not having money to life and enjoy life and world is a form of eugenics. slavery is eugenics. women rights is eugenics. telling others who to love is eugenics. societal hiarchies and the inequality between nations as well as their subsequent representation and treatment of its citizens is eugenics. so by now it’s everywhere. in all aspects of the life. it has multiplied bc we were blindsided by our own aggression no matter the reason. could be one of those self defenders and still this will intact u. could be. queen of the world and u will still be shook with dismay. none is exempt. a guru in the mountain smiles in agony. and then he exhaled his last breath into the long stretch of the night. wondering who he could have been if the world was different. and let that go for someone else to answer. in their lifetime. maybe.

the world is not perfect. issues aren’t fixed. not one of us is better than the rest. and even at this point colour on ur skin doesn’t matter. it never did. some recognized it sooner maybe. an snow e have all these forces at play. we are shaking baby. it’s all seismic. the earth quakes in its wake. it’s easy to slip thru the cracks and u realize how u don’t want the same old either. maybe there is still inner resistance to having been used. we are all used for smth. someone saw smth decided and executed a plan and u happened to be there u were optimistic. like a going person in their twenties or thirty. u thought u could change the world for better. u said i will achieve this. but it’s a lie. it just seem that way if we can’t execute that function now globally and out in the open. the fact folks don’t say it but emphasize it goes to show u where we are in our curriculum next in its long time development

it’s funny cos we are human beings who belong to a civilization but what we truly want is to exist as human beings. diverse and able in our way to choose so we don’t wanna be defined by our illnesses or disabilities. just that we wish to exist in peace and harmony without all that hegemony.

how can u do that workout being part of a country. or nation that doesn’t represent u whole and truthfully. bc this shows we aren’t t there yet. u can see the discrepancies by ur own personal experience . so wars stopped being about territory in the at that they started bc we have mapped the whole world nothing is hidden. we are able to dive and dig into forrest’s and handle the most poisonous life on earth with care and gear and have all scientific tools to measure literally anything .

the only thing that’s left is money. money as power and in relativity to ur position in the world hiarchies people have nothing to do with these mind games. people don’t have to fight ur battles no matter how that sound logical at this point. bc they r not. we have technology that shows linear development of all and everything. ur playing on peoples emotions by this point if u do not realize the connection of all these elements coming together so every life lost today is a act of crime done against humanity bc it uses technology in a destructive way. given by the fact that wars didn’t just all of a sudden start and have been glom for on in silence ever since world war two till now suggests that we didn’t get lazy we got tired.

on the sorority so side of things. we have in historical connection in term of arising. and then period of calm. ( or what appears to be calm in the surface ) so what we say to ourselves and each other means little if we think simply by saying things we create reality. there must be more. so for instance if u wanna fix infrastructure just thinking and talking about it is not gonna do it. u will have to gather the data and the team and put in the scientific thought as to put together whatever is necessary to get the work done without wasting information and any of the resources.

if we see also from world war two economically nothing has changed. so we are ok to use peope but the we let the all broken and don’t think of the material realities impact. since material displacement. is the act of intention behind most wars. back then it was about territory now it’s strategic as the territory is now in the financial realm and the import export world / stocks. pretty much where the money is at. also has made negative traction in the past. as well as owning people. and lying to them to get them to do things u want them to do n give meaning to their life but no choices or respite or proper healing.

we see stories of veterans come back and reintegrate as best as they could. we say we honour them but our world system does not stop to think why this means or it will be faced with a financial conundrum part of eugenics come from that. bc then u will have to be forced to accept others. and u don’t know how that’s gonna work out. u dot know either if u trust others to exist that they r gonna lead to our extinction but. given by the clarity of the recent events do u thing this is the way ? ofc not. we see that all these people among us are not triggered. they r hurt. they wonder if all of it was wasted. the world changed even more severely for them. the greatest punishment is not giving ur word. bc all these promises were long been made. just nothing changes. now they sit and wonder. if they did things differently. so why not do that now. .

as a female i don’t have to live like men to have my equality. i don’t have to continue fighting ur wars. and take on the characteristics u place on me t hatswhy i conseee myself intrinsically non binary. it’s not sexual. peope think that having doffence in this field must always denote to sexuality. in the same way u guys exploit gay people in ur entertisnment. gay eppple are just peope. only that they fuck different than u. do u put ur sex out there so strongly. why then must we explore gay bodies or expect them that this is the only way to liberation. this is a female issue bc some were put into same category it’s all for toxic men ( and any other insidious schemes at play particularly in the west but is not limited there since wars have changed. so did our international dealings. to rot a country from within is not that difficult if u don’t know ur people or haven’t invested i them and get to know them better as well as work on ur historical contexts concomitant to our spirit so evolution. not what we want things to be like ) to get off on the notion that they can’t admit their femininity and inner gay. bc it is beyond sexuality when u love one another. ur only attaching strong meaning to objective that are otherwise free of stationary definition or haven’t been taught what true sexuality and true nature humanity is. part of eugenics denotes to that bc again we have all this information some of which is coping. the others are simply false.

so now it’s a man’s world. we get to reject that which does it attribute to our divinity otherwise we accept the totem pole society. how do u set urslef apart but still do ur duties. at the very last do that ur not making excuses for ur truths so that u don’t pick up after urself or be there when u r needed is a hard one to equalize but it can be done. u can start by not lying to urself. this allows u to be how t with others whe and where it’s be easy. it’s hard work to not employ oneself to destructive narratives. all the while trying not to get killed bc these are full of strong emotions and u can make a dangerous person angry as a result of ur strong notions. some people are simply left in a limbo as part of eugenics to be weaponized against others for hidden motives. our future is at great risk and colour is no longer the main issue. if this form of evil goes subtle and ben in the scenes make things look decentralized only that it self won’t be questioned or held responsible people will be mysteriously disappeared. cities will dissolve bc there’s fault in electric grid and no one will question authority. wars will become even more insidious if we can’t figure things as they are today. u might be part of the winning team o no h to fall into a faulty thought bc ur mislead. so u particulate in the manufacturing of and continuation of civil disobedience leading u to civil wars. if not today maybe ur kids or grandkids will bite the bait.

if u survive all that there’s enough other avenues to population and impact impair peoples physical disposition and mental equity so they are not a problem to most authority. people. ur already batteries for others hidden admission don’t be mad. being mad won’t do u gold either. for the system will bite u like a shark. paper trails are only important when they trickle down but for things to change we need a soul search and the work falls on everyone.

u can insert things that never happens change dates augment information to impair an change the minds of others that’s in contextual wars concomitant to our double speak strategic living as well as alternate realities running large. we have so many forms of this war it’s insane. there’s no need to lie then. truths seem to cut through illusion in tarot. mind is reprinted by sword. and in war sword represent strategy akin to quality of one’s intelligence and mind.

the heart is in the ground we stand on. bc those r the ancestors ‘ blood all mixed into one. all the hearts have been fed by the sun. the suns rays tend to have that quality to purify things . do we feel the love the end game but we don’t know how to materialize that easily bc our minds we still in strategy and conflict. where is the soul? that’s inthe air we breath. when we burn bodies and bury them they release stuff into the air and it become part of us bc it’s the food we live thru. that’s why things cannot be remain hidden to destroy the truth and facts of our history u have to destroy the entire world and all of us. but u still won’t destroy truth and fact when choose for this. bc we still leave behind this place and get to carry smth calls the jewels of our soul. the uroboros thing we speak of. bc whatever we fail to achieve here will be questioned at a mother time and place. this is who’s i’m not racist. not sexist. and it a bigot bc i can see this as it plays out everyday.

water represents emotion bc water can easily be transmitter of such. and the energetic import of emotions are very subtle but also very impactful. and since this world and our bodies 70 percent water and bc water feeds life. u can see why all of this comes together in a impactful way.

so then the last avenue is sound. the universe has a particular sound then there ar frequencies that connect us. words. intentions that propel them. our choices that come tom thoughts that go tru their own process in line of how they turn into actions and or given enough time u say it gets almost like the real thing but then there are also lies. propaganda. gaslight . psyops conniving attitudes . one sided stories. manipulations hidden agenda. greed propelled missions lies lies lies lies lies lies lies lies lies lies lies lies. and no

choices. bc the world is bought u can’t go to a piece of land and create ur own stuff. dig ur own earth get ur own resources start ur own stuff. and the. some stranger someone hates u bc u refuse to be a clown. u refuse to be a puppet u refuse to go through all that bc it makes things worse than better. bc it depend so. the expertise of someone who can be just as fucked up as u. but that’s the elephant in the room. eugenics say never question authority for they r always superior and never flaws. it’s ok to waste generations n tons and lives instead of find out hard way. and u too don’t want ur efforts go to waste but why do u do when majority ignores the truths the many tiers of a given objective is there. but we give freedom to things we don’t want to hold ourselves accountable to when and where we can do that we hold others accountable for things that they can’t change ? numbers don’t match up even in the intelligent realm when it comes to choosing for such objectives.

STOP LOOKING AT ME THAT WAY IM NOT THE CONTENT OF MY WALLET

or the colour of my skin. i’m not my gender either or what this face contains. beautiful ugly. young old fat skinny light dark of this association of that i don’t care. I DONT CARE U HEAR ME i’m bigger more vast and cannot contained to mere sentences or words or simple definitions FOR GEIUS SAKE u cheapen my existence so u look a genuine bc u simplified what can’t be conveyed. ? THE JOKE

is ON U. bc u let urself fall into the cracks when the earth shook and now u want me to treat ur help like where u stand is the top of th world?

I AM A HEAVENLY BEING NOT PERFECT BC OF MY ENVIRONMENT BUT I NOTICED N CHANGED MYSELF IM NOT GONNA SACRIFICE THE PROGRESS BY CAVING INTO ILLUSTRIOUS WORLD that doesn’t know itself just well yet.

and u sacrifice urself . u don’t die maybe out there in the field. but we have already self sacrificed the day we stopped fighting for what we thought once was all right. bc we knew it too in our youth. n now we see how things go. a difficult place to be. bc u can choose denial and further confabulate ur senses. or u can get real with it. will require forgiving urself for not knowing in time or could have done differently if u can truly learn fro. it and make sure others don’t have to suffer the same things u have. example. i didn’t have role models growing up. got abused and even a soul as mine couldn’t stop myself from being a figment of this reality. a partition of its entirety something to both be grateful for a sn frown upon. in its admissions and whatever it had to work with. in a way in this type of war world. it comes with grounds to fight with urself or wage wars with urself too since the environment also works to coerce people from themselves. part of eugenics is that if ur not connected to ur own intuitive living then ur as good as a puppet on a string. cos

this is the tragedy

this is the life. it’s painful it hurts. yet u get to live. but if u consider that as one. do u even have anything to compare to ur experience to see wrong from what’s right so that u can consciously choose what u want to manifest or let happen? we often talk about law of attraction but i don’t think we know what we are talking about. at the very least. the novelity of such ideals has a grain of truth. to that extend. we think this in gravitational terms. there is definitely smth in terms of its relation but it’s not alway what we think we aren’t often right on our admission to get to know our world a little bit better.

in the event that we make false calculation about the total apprehension of smth before us. we tend to correlate an inter relationships that develop within foremost. which is why this is quite detrimental to the quality of who we are since this is concomitant our our quality of living. u see the discrepancies there immediately when u make a inner mind chart about what that would look like if u tried to see a tangible version of a thought . not everyone may be pictorial. but everyone has heart. and it’s via this holographic center that we tend to portray the abstract. but then all these fillers get in. filters of which are hard earned but never questioned or thought twice about. those our errors and the wisdom gained from such. but bc we think. and are convinced what we see supersedes all else. we think we are separate. and when we are alone we think no one can see us. aside from satellites. i’m talking about even if no one is directly looking at u. when u do smth. it goes out there. and nature knows. the birds saw it. the bug on the corner of ur room knows it. and the particles that cannot be contain that travel vast distances also one with it. it’s inevitable this fact.

(with all due respect ofc challenge me but not by using me as a scientific lab rat on smth u created in artificial way. to determine a fact u must see it as a natural observer. much like a scientist who knows not to abolish the sanctity of a living organism in its admission to figure out its parts or understand its reality better don’t add more to ur own karma by ur wrongdoings. and make me part of it. cos i want none of that. sort of reality or contribution to it. )

and everything hurts. u see that we have on one side all these extreme absolutism. like we are so evolved and there are angels among us. we make all these connections with these historical story telling as if they are absolute. or that we feel the older the star the more evolved. or that maybe it’s our coping mechanism of our mortality. which is inevitable and we worked so hard to get here. and we see the frivolity bc we did try not to attach ourselves to it but knew that we are so deeply entrenched. entangled. so to say. in this great cosmic dance , all these contradictory absolutes flying about like they are confetti. like a paper cut. so simple yet so profound.

even in our specific positions where we may have taken on a role of some type of arbiter. doesn’t matter what that might be. we see all in the portion of reality that contributes greatly by simply the process of our thought. so it’s not the content of thought that is to be considered here in terms of its knowing but what it relays. so an artificial thought or one that’s produced by our coming of spirit type ordeal which we mistake for absolute or a fact which we need to overcome during our lifetime. ( so be willing. to tell ones subjective process to that which it complements the common objectives . that is a slight difference between truths facts and opinions. )

in this gravitational field of all kinds of things happening how do u see ur life does matter do think from terms of constantly defending some type of humanity. let’s call it human rights bc it down of the oldest natural laws that kept on wanting itself to be heard. how else do we know right from wrong. from having gone through terrible things in human history thereby finding out via careful wisdom the right from wrong and set the wrong aside so that it can be remedied. that’s the whole issue. if the body hurts u pay attention to relieve it. and it’s said if u never were in heslty environment then wouldn’t know which is healthy. same with reality. we need to set the right from wrong and then tske a look at what’s wrong. delve ourselves in its mechanism and then figure it out bit by but . layer by layer. all the while knowing that we too are human. ok we won’t repeat mistakes when we apply this to our jobs. bc it’s via conscious actions that allows us to really get tender enough to learn. otherwise it’s with a adolescent mind many things can seem certain at first. but at some point it’s evolved to smth else.

so here’s the set of relativity again sticking out its ugly face to the world confabulating what u just thought u assumed u know. isn’t that a bich. just when u got a grasp of reality. u see something adjacent to it. this is not unknown. perhaps it’s also very easy to manipulate the reality via this way bc it’s this taking of a truth of something and then flipping it to its other side and then spreading that like confetti that’s getting us in trouble in the first place. two reasons. one keeps grey areas enough to be flexible with one strategy of what next step one must take. that reflects two truths. that trust is not there and or there’s attachment to past animosities so there’s a requirement but the person or people are too immature to understand the true message thereby getting defensive instead of changing. the other sadly is borne out of that generel distrust bc that would be an originating intention before one sets out to feel this way. one would always risk everything to make sure one is number one. the top dog. the richest or strongest etc etc u know bc the line of defence is alreddy known. but there’s also strong denial if it’s true purpose that’s one. and two. denial that it is utility for everyone to functions wholesome healthy societies.

in the discovery of one’s being things can get tricky. recall that i said if u don’t. know true health u wouldn’t compare ur current condition to it to determine where u are on the greet equilibrium so u can correct urself in the areas that are holding u back or could just simplify ur life happenstances or how u feel generally. it’s really that simple. but our systems do not recognize all humans as equal there is class differences that set people apart and ur like well everyone must feel a certain way when they are out there and it’s determined by their intentions. some intend on strictly work. others on play. on whose play is what we want in on. bc we aren’t all n the same page about current affairs. that much is true to be on the same page. but what can u do. maybe just make space for it right now. see that we may not always be right. that keeping ourselves a bit of room to have flexibility to recognize and train ourselves to recognize ahead of time is what’s called foresight. we all have that in us but why can’t we utilize it. bc we are led by our noses. or the lights are turned off we can’t see too far beyond our nose. or if we do. it’s this constant (so intentionally or by our inner malfunction. keeping others low automatically reduces our own quality as well due to law of ) hustle and bustle that overtime robs the soul of joy bc it’s unending limbo formed on these systems that for some reason contradict itself for being impeccably organized in parts but in others more humane conditions it’s awol. we are working on it the logo says and i’m like dudes it’s been decades u been there r u ok and do unknown there are eight billion of us. train educate and let us in on ur mission so we can be useful and speed things up too but u see back to trust. we always circle back to trust bc it’s the tenet of what makes us evolve and we are being called forth to jump to next level stuff but in that bc it’s so great a discrepancy from its opposite which would we choose. ? many are tired. they would rather sacrifice a great deal to hold their position. so that’s the current conditions that we live. how then would we know what’s the next evolutionary step. (how cylindrical)

it’s easy once u get to chart the reality and all it systems in ur mind and see the ins and outs of all and everything. connect the right dots. continue to make ur rapport of each event ur following and it’s development a lot of complex things can be made simple by categorizing. womens rights gay rights. this occurrence. that study and what not. we have all this. to use to our advantage to group and simplify the complexity at large that plays out around us. it’s like this great orchestra that play. but if it were to play constant anxiety inducing music u would be like all on edge. ur nerves would be on overdrive and u would feel exhausted. this is the quality we wish to improve. and in meridian no matter where u are the cumulative does not look good. things are fake. tricky. there’s a lot of lying going on. violence has reached great heights. technology makes this worse. our lack of spiritual integrity also confabulates our override natural development which some maybe artificial due to the certain types of mentalities that are playing at large behind closed doors. reason of which can be determined by making educated guess as to where we may be led. or headed. but the abstract overlook doesn’t look good bc people have been displaced. they have been dying. money is awol. organizations are silent. if they are talking it’s nincompoopery.

in the spiritual realm

there are no hierarchies. i would not settle with a social credit score thus. it is too arbitrary to me. it doesn’t matter. it stationizes folks and prevents them. from. advancement in the false acknowledgment of what their life should be based on. by false sense of what happened bc systems are error correcting meaning the error is u even if ur environment is faulty. the system doesn’t wanna correct error by self measurement and self reflection. it assumes this makes it look weak or puny. or it assumes this will get people to be rebels against more systemic injustice maybe either bc it does impure things and knows it or it subconsciously reacts even in logical sense it is in strong denial.

usually people are used. they r used bc it benefits the system. that is why social credit score is bad bc u may bring the most ideas. but bc society decides to assume by the false acknowledgment of the narrative and development now u must be getting an equivalence of much less. and for long time. even tho those who operate systems do not realize their false judgments. ( one of which is under air show jobs. such as caste system in. india has darkened skinned individual to do worst jobs. like catching street rats or cleaning public toilets s which isn’t even the types u think u know in a developing world. ) bc they too could run being wrong. who then does the judge be judged by the hand of their own false sense acknowledgment about an objective or conundrum. concerning others bc these things are human propelled and human driven. even in dr pol vet. everyone comes together at times. there’s no hierarchies this. even tho u know who’s the star of the show. there’s no demand or dogmatic approach either. it’s like this. the animal is in trouble. let’s ask around bc i do not know. simple.

we don’t see this in other parts of the world. everyone runs on these strategies and then try to pass those as if they r happening organically. which impacts our sense consciousness but there is always a evolutionary point of equalizing balance when one’s consciousness gets impacted. whether for good or bad since it evolves to a point where by which then it accords itself in the best way it can for it’s own. survival. usually in heightened times like these where we have a lot of things going on what we are seeing is in fact the true representation of a war world and it’s many layers. one thing we can take away from systems tho is it does offer a degree of protection. one of which keeps us all amicable with each other. as well as keep those who are out of control in control. which means the justice system should work to correct behaviours. but in a humane way. and this will allow an individual to pay back to society as well as reintegrate within it. then slowly climbing the ladder. not remain in a certain type of identity. but these set of things must be done. and a a changed behaviour will take root and have its traction overtime which means the past will slowly fade away naturally bc it will no longer be relevant. but u have to admit. and pay back. those are essential for the whole narrative as well as those whom u may have inconvenienced. ( one reason why we must abolish wars is bc these cause the wars between us. so when u se a criminal u can easily mistakes that for enemy. very much like the justifiable connections we form and attach to reality and base our actions and develop strategies from there. no matter who it harms. and it’s illogical too bc each unsocial is different. u can’t be classed by ur mapped out perception bc that’s way too shallow for anyone to actualize on earth. which is definitely a strong conditioning that we must break from )

everything is a struggle. and u see that the war world is based on by the propel from the friction of its varied money systems. the type of need. and the quality of mindset. maybe in that particular time it was easy to make decisions that priorities oneself where one becomes very rich. and then there’s impact to those decisions that complaint even if they were carefully concealed from the general public eye. where only a few individual knows it. or few groups. clans. even countries. i often think about this from the perception of the grounds we work thru. much like the satellite spying. since this gives advantage to some. and those are the same guys who already have money. so it’s not like even in a anonymous way u can send help to someone’s way yet u choose to extricate more exploiting more so the insidiousness is already written in the stars. u just gotta look up and then u will see too. ( what we want is to share the planet and it’s many resources. which requires us to be self reliant and eked responsible with our own consumption and garbage disposal. our maintenance of our vicinity. bc we are species that produce waste. it happens. the shared burned is shared for that reason. tho the distinction between systems and their linear development as well as who they work falls too is clear. tho we must not rule out. spiritual development for it complements the quality of this process)

u might also realize the discrepancies there run between those who propel systems and those who are benefiting from it. those who are extremely affected by it tend to get the worst of it. which is why these times is critical but we must not confuse the responsibility of us ,can’t help it from where we are even when u voice ur concerns and ur ideas and solutions. does not seem to be enough – there’s a degree of responsibility we can extend. beyond that. we can’t go and be like ok we’ll see all these corporations chose on ur behalf all these years. and all these companies. leaders made concessions on all our behalf. and now we get memes stating we are terrible beings who don’t deserve the planet bc we ruin it we are selfish we use everything for profit blah blah u know ? and i’m. like well excuse me i don’t wanna sound not grateful but and i get technology advancement. the number of people in the planet. the current issues present within it in terms of equality and the like i am sure that i can piece out that i have nothing. to do with all those mandates and decisions. i’m not trying to sound ungrateful. i’m all for science. i think that’s why we must educate people and then pay them fair wages to be more involved with the global housekeeping. ( but we have a lot of spiritual work too bc there is a imbalance with the way things have developed. and the trust lines is shook. recent events add more anxiety to the already established uncertainty towards the future. there are simple things we can’t seem to handle. the basic failure of systems that used to work so well is also abundantly clear which makes this all the more sus )

as u can see. keywords can suck. and ideologies can hurt bc they come with sharp corners and what not. u think of housekeeping u think of some (don’t wanna sound racist. ) a immigrant worker on minimum wage who barely speaks english cleaning hotels. in some cheap palace. where everyone knows someone has to do it. so the job is essential. but none wound wanna do a ten dollar arduous job. where u also run the risk of getting sexually harassed. especially if are normally quiet. bc u just wanna be kept to urself. or be to urself. u have no obligation to open urself up to others. ur aware of ur situation. but thing is. these adventitious ness do take place. which points to a malfunction of human behaviour that we must actively discern so as to reject. ( mind u there’s distinction between reaping benefits at a relatively lucrative place where it also manages to pay fair wages with benefits and safety and those that take benefit from such conditions and the appearances should be self evident so if u see some in a mansion but their employees suffer then u know where the money is funnelled to. there’s no way u can hide it. it’s like so clear. much restaurant busines a i frown upon for this strictly reason but all this is representative of the faulty economy and why i say numbers don’t match up)

when people treat with this unreal approach. i tend to recede. i back away from society knowing. full well my non involvement will be better than my support for a false ideology. that people end up being drawn to and adjust their lives around it. its a mindset. mind u. and one that matters bc it impacts the way we see the world and how we behave. u have right to ask for more. u have right to not settle for anything else than ur worth. just bc the world is in shambles and people hurt doesn’t mean u must torture and destroy urself in the process of carrying the shared burden. we all desire to take benefit from existence too and be happy. go somewhere and feel belong and safe. which also includes the systems we are part of. there has been recent developments. too many happenstance. some repetitive things s that happened just too much and too many times and not ina. good way. there is too much to answer for and personally the main reason why i would denounce everything and not do anything would be that i would insist on confrontation that would open communication. bc they need me too.

but ofc in doing my personal activism. someone’s film has to clean house. someone still has to care for others. someone must love harder . someone must understand better someone must do smth so that others benefit from it. there are jobs we must prioritize and consider and those we must refrain from in terms of our activism. whatever ur on wherever u stsnd whatever wrong you see from where u are. in line with ur own personal development and we learn from each other. bc we are all in this in some way. and the idea is to be free so that’s e are able to say hey i don’t want that lol soon in our world. we have better ergonomic cheaper or even environment friendly solutions here. like be innovators. engineers. who are more eco conscious and all of this requires a greater collaboration without the dogma and exploit since that’s already evident in our species. look to Africa. every others country has a piece of it. but they never bothered to have this country establish a. batter way of trade that allows mutual benefit. one that doesn’t go one way or others too excessively. where everyone feels at ease. and offers solutions to some of the economic conundrums sorry i mean environmental conundrums we are facing right now. which creates unnecessary stress between different families and class differences as well as a clans and maybe even tribes. this happens everywhere mind u even in the most developed no matter how petty our arguments one must not sacrifice value and reject others notion of using this time for opportunities since what we wanna do is create smth of meaning and truth. with that said i’m also denouncing others impressions on me until things reach clarity.

ur impressions may not just be about me. pls don’t misudsrsnd. what this means is that everyone has their perception about reality from where they are with what they have as per their life choices conundrums and circumstances alike. tho u must consider the ability to churn ur own stuff so that ur utilizing it for best way possible. for everyone this differs. taking a step back from society offers room for ins to become calm. so that we can see clearer. sometimes being too involved in the affairs of others can get us lost. give us false sense of “movements “ in our lives or even momentum. not all momentum deserves to carry on. it’s ok to cut ur losses and start new. but this new doesn’t mean what u think it is. to each their own. it must be just. and it must be true. these two tenets allow us to navigate the art of samsara . aka discernment. the main reason why discernment is key bc it literally offers us direct link to that which we desire to manifest in our life. so being firm in this topic is key. so u don’t create a life u don’t want or ur not sure of. again u can care about world events and care about urself. i’m not about to destroy myself bc leader are still wasting our time not doing essential things even when i spell it out. and i know i’m being spied on and i know i’m watched and listened. there’s no secret there. either. just not sure how it’s all gonna connect at some point in the world and in what way. until then it’s best to have a dissociated attitude towards life. but also with unconditional compassion both for urself and others. in all our difficulties and ease. thank u.

it’s said that heaven is a place on earth.

sure. i guess. we can play with a. few objective. on one we can say that it is what we make of it. we create the sort of life we want to live and that is our piece of heaven on earth. like. live in the now. i get it. another common one is that of atheists. oh. nnooo. u don’t go some arbitrary place out there once you die. u should never hold off enjoying ur life. but then they sit back in agony bc they can’t find anything to be happy with. not bc there’s nothing good to appreciate but they see the conundrum as it is. they look around and go well if heaven is what we make of it. then why is there a great divide between people. why do people act like shit. and all this avoidable pain and suffering from oils cease. then we would create the heaven on earth.

in other words. heaven can be a mindset. like after u do smth good to someone. and without payback or calculator thought. smth happens. u feel elated and vibrant youthful and loved. this feeling can be a strong. representation of heaven. it’s only when we hold too strong to it or get lost in self cherishing thought of if others complemented us too much that we get arrogant about the whole work bc now that we did gods work we must be godly and be worshipped continually and rapatitiously . oh my. that’s such a. price tag for heaven wouldn’t u agree. i thought heaven didn’t need gatekeepers either. or do wrong to others in order to maintain its status. so to me. if u hurt even one person to protect ur status u stop being a heavenly being. that’s that. heaven is more forthcoming also. it wants to have more numbers on its side. heaven is open for all. it’s ur resistance to it. or to do good or be decent person that keeps u out of it.

well then. what do u cannnwhatbwe have now. i call it strategies. it’s the inability to handle with grace what this world comes with. we don’t know where to place the blame maybe because we are that different in the way we handle about our own personal business. what this means is that our initiation into this world in the physical sense is quite impactful. there on one hand our natural being. that we are. truly as itself. in and of itself and that there is the karma of body. the body consciousness has this. it’s part of our dna that has longer material lineage here on earth. so what the soul does is merge with that. and start animating a third occurrence. the phenomena of the relationship between the two.

but the process is natural. it’s just a matter of putting it in linguistic terms. the process allows us a better understanding. into our human mechanism so that we are becoming familiar with our own mechanism. as well as it’s parts. so that when it acts up in occasion. due to the process of evolution. then we can get ourselves coordinated in the direction of its cosmic resolve. cos right now there are few issues going on in our human dealings. and those are quite detrimental to the continuity of our species the way we sort of want to right now in some parts with strong force. which further dissolved the trust that’s previously established. which means that we already have a strong karmic historical context human history that is not only heavy but it took too many lives so if we for instance say we are patriots. then we should be all the more anti war than waste more youth on our own generations inability to handle what was handed or descended to us. that’s on us.

now u realize that heaven on earth does not exist so long as wars go on right we can rewksie that at any point which we may delude ourselves with too much self expressions on line with what we think should be heavenly in the middle while people are dying then that’s not heaven. but a interim place. but a forever one bc it’s the process by which only when everyone is liberated from such binds d suffering. blind spots as well as misalignments made within the field of human electricity grid then we will not truly manifest or taste heaven. those are just material things. u just got the whole thing misplaced. u say. well my things is precious but people die everyday bc they r cheap and i’m on the other hand an angelic person who brings them happiness by my presence and i’m to be worshipped at all times. which is the toxic society which cultures itself with such toxic and misplaced truths used for wrong or ill purpose. bc it’s a coping mechanism at the end of the day. tell u. i now am one of those people who life in the suburbs with sprinkler system on their yard. mean while i think to myself. somewhere in the world someone is thirsty and dying. ok. it’s all messed up. i am over here thinking the grass is thirsty.

so i too know when i contradict myself. i scream for change why? bc i too am forced in conundrums where these things happen. not by choice bc if things were done by my choice a lot would be different. and i can see after careful analysis how difficult to even think about garbage disposal. think globally. we have all these things going on and much like a heart things don’t stop so we take a break or respite and figure shit out in some way. everyday garbage is produced and it has to go somewhere. yet we are so ill prepared we can’t motivate ourselves in the right way bc of the global development as strong part of it due to our business dealings n choices we made in the last several decades of developments that took place in the entire world. as well as it’s inter relations with each other. which is where we find ourselves in in terms of the true quality of our world.

so i will veer off for a second. u know how they say there is this really rare moment that celestially takes place. it’s where in the cosmic scale a combination of planets and stars and everything in the universe. every particle and anti particle aligns in a way that unlocks our reality to a next level type stuff. but this is also where a lot gets into a cosmic soup given by the dedication and care each free willed have handled themselves through it. anyway this is what keeps me going. this is what excites me. i love the whole process no matter how bitter sweet and crazy it is sometimes. but it’s also what it is. that’s why becoming more excellent with ur own process is literally keep to unlocking endless possibilities potential of which can materialize heaven on earth is within reach. but all must share the dream for it to happen. bc it denotes to one’s spiritual work d that touches on exactly how honest wouod is like to be with urself and ur process bc it’s where u can self correct. and that’s how we are gonna solve karma. we share. by the quality of our self work. not just what we eldest from each other. or what we wanna get from others. or maybe ur more inclined towards victim mentality bc that is how some faulty leaders decided to solve their own faults and errors in the making of their own empire they want someone else to take the bill. which can’t happen that’s why we are struggling still. there this great resistance to admitting ur own faults. it got to such a point that people let their delusions do their thinking for them. it’s scary.

so we can’t stop. things are building up. maybe it’s an existential crisis of some to delude themselves in to thinking they are heavenly people who are absolutely useless in the face of human struggle that takes place daily. i mean look anywhere. start anywhere. some have mastered the art of making people intentionally sick. lying that they are ill so they can open them up and make them worker so they die slow steady pain death and kids or no kid s doesn’t matter. it’s barbaric.

people realize maybe that we are shrewd indeed. we are very smart sometimes to smart for our own good are we not. in fact we passed good into bad why is that globular. is it bc the world is shaped like it too? i don’t know. but when i see people who have all i also remember it’s usually people who have all that did me the most damage. why i wonder that is. that people hi have everything do so much problems in the world and then they add salt to the would. they come to u and yell above ur head. i am a heavenly person. respect me or else. this is how i can reconcile. the fact between the two. it’s not that having things will get folks to act this way. but there among us those who this particular type of work. and that comes from particular type of region whose dominant most work has the upmost unethical business practices under its belt. so it’s just compensating for the discomfort. it’d posturing on virtue bc it knows it’s shit stinks the most.

well as a result of this we see the hiarchial differences in the world. and now we must continue to force up heal between ppposing parties all because of manifest relations not bc of how we may truly feel about each other. i mean there’s nothing that’s worth closing ur heart over anything on earth. but it’s strongly promoted to be tough in this reality. not like me. who looks at everyone with requisite eyes. who loves all and show compassion and care don’t worry about the technical speak hurt bc u reached a point of compassion doesn’t mean the work stops. a technical paper is just that. technic. it breaks things down bc it’s realistic. it needs to make sense of things so that it can solve them or know its not gonna get different results than what we have been getting for a while( by doing the same as everyone else ) so it must set itself apart from reality ( in the way u develop thinking for urself this is it. ur experience will be personal but truths and facts don’t change. those we share. and this is why there’s all these wars. not just physical. but narrative. rights. all the attributes of what makes justice. and it’s organic means are all part of this ). it needs to do things differently even in the same ( so not falling into what’s popular and fad especially where capitalism is. – but keep in mind. maybe everything internet n too bc anything that is man made can be manipulated by man and we must always. approach these with caution- ). bc that’s where u will truly discover who u are. if ur constantly told what to think and how to be then ur never gonna find out what this is all about. and a true heavenly place would want that for u as well. for things to get better we have to never lose sight of our truths. never close our heart and never stop seeing the divine being behind all the facade of status and job descriptions bc this is where u will find me. and no matter how much i witness minority groups pitted against esch other it propels me all the more to get real about things. no need to be anything less than it

currently the world is further getting fragmented. it’s pulled at opposite directions. there is this intentional lack in. places and parts of which don’t make sense other then advantageous. it sucks to see it too bc it’s so obvious and yet we spend our days on so many frivolous aspects we could be spending our time to truly do smth out side of our zone of experience especially if we are in a position to do good but we have been resistant to it for a while. maybe bc it challenged the heart stuff. it can make people humble if u can use ur heart right. but most have closed theirs off for so long. bc given by descriptions above. if the things are possible do u actually think that people figured things out already? ofc not. this goes to show us that even experts can be very much like a noob. u gotta be very cautious about that kind of stuff bc that’s what makes us human. n when you put others on such a pedestal ur bound to get disappointed. which is where i get my idea from. in terms of human sovereignty. since u can’t both control others to such a extend that u make their decisions for them and when the results don’t turn out. u gaslight them and say it’s their fault only. ( some are long term conditioned. take the development in the west in terms of evolution of computers. internet. initial hackers. old hags. and the use of anonymous for gov operations, u know it don’t u? it’s essential that u must know even the unknown before is organized in a way that isn’t as it appears. ) u force them to terrible conditions when it suits u. if u have systems problem u move people around when ur want to. u kill off a section when ur want to. so u can see going back to subtlety or sitting back without answering for the recent developments is futile at this time. bc they pose greater danger long range.

greens lush

haters hush

there is no group or organization

or sect or family or whatever in small quantities against measurable large groups of populations is not superhero to anyone. or does participation in the entirety of human groups in their similarities and differences s suggest that ur contradicting ur word. are a spy. or agree to all their group objectives.

the very issues are contradictory here if anyone goes with that mindset. objective as well as expectations. racism. sexism and bigotry. respectively. as well as assuming urself to be better then others. having ur way and ur right with them even if it’s at the cost of their well being. as well as to think they deserve much less than. u in terms of material manifesting.

these stated above do not mean that one has reached spiritual maturity in terms of how one grasps the meaning of coexistence. or change of bad habits into good as well as know how to utilize unity aspect. there in each of us. things that are private. and things that are not. most often u will see folks spew out the privacies. like how they feel about them selves. or the process of getting to know urself and not attach to selective memory thinking. bc we tend to think too high of ourselves especially when we do good. when bad things alarm bells we wanna quickly run from it. this is called a positive thinking in a fixed sense. like law of attraction. or other great misleading such. as all u gotta do is think positive and dm chuck all disruptive thoughts. bc they will get u down and manifest bad things in ur life. this is absolute bullshit since it’s the anti thesis to getting real and being. truthful and honest with urself. tho the element of truth lies in the fact that being gentle in ur mistakes. without destroying urself to be the case. the part about destruction is in the part of the ideology that causes those harmful habits. thoughts feelings or what u might have done to another.

so u must find a way to be honest. we hear things like ugly truths or a fact that slaps and the like. it’s uncomfortable truths that bring about change. but does that mean all that are necessary , must come with discomfort? what if the individual is one of those easy going types who already developed a sense of system where they are easier to change their bad behaviour. u can gauge that by how willing someone is with their pay back. but in a good way ofc. if u did wrong. and u truly are sorry when u pay back bc u know it’s the right thing to do. even if u won’t be noticed or rewarded for it. that’s the thing. and many won’t do it unless there’s a camera or others where they can feed off fro and say hell yes look at me in the most good person on earth. and this self cherishing thought tend to impede our learning. if u think ur at the top of ur game like all the time. it’s not that ur gonna manifest that reality with the thought alone. u must also put the quality of works to at is necessary to be a top dog. it’s as simple as that.

and we can measure the fruits by what we see.

bc when u see other people. it’s quite clear. bc no one can lie with their disposition. they can’t lie with their struggle. there’s no way. people have tried this over and over again and much like cameras that don’t lie. the same with strictly ear consciousness. the same is said to be for the eye consciousness but i’m not sure bc they now augment pictorial and visual images too much. and then there’s wordsmiths also. i’m key master. i see these rooms. these attempts at certain rules of recipes. and words have long retained their value irregardless to their strong dies to both divination practice and black magic. ( the spiritual portion of our war is dull the intuition. that’s why there is strong emphasis on things that are given for free . they always come with attachments. and one must always make that self assessment like what’s the catch. what’s the details. what does this mean if i agree to this bc . the education camps do strictly that. they change thought patterns influence the way u see the world especially if u haven’t done ur own inner footwork. can u blame them. this was thought out all the way back in end of 2020. or maybe before it but that’s when i first knew there would be spaces. but i didn’t think much of it. and it was clear the idea was born out from east. it makes sense to condition and ready people ( they would be confined within and get trapped in ideologies and follow their diction. which would comply and coordinate to take us towards what’s next by then everyone is cooked right to give the desired end results- for freedom. first constriction and conflict. so enough happens to hide the true dialect -to comply in the name of peace even if that means u will get much much less and someone determines ur value and worth like a social credit score but it’s all bullshit bc it solves none of th historical contexts and is racist sexist and full of bigotry).

so in our journey we are sort of sandwiched between others biases and our own self development and truths. but everyone wants to get to that pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. do u know what it is ? the majority rule. they want the attention. of the majority. they want the money and adulation and prayer if the majority. ( and that’ might be where control is. u get to bend humanity. utilize it at ur whims. u can get them to believe to open their wallets or do what u tell them to a t) it’s as simple as that. bc in the last several decades of human studies and testing done online they social media sites they wanna reap the fruits. it’s as simple as that. and then cut off all the potential progress geared toward human rights bc that’s not true change they seek (it’s good that they know but they don’t wanna do those things ) . their seeking is purely selfish. that’s why we are at stark times where we cannot cheapen ourselves and our values just bc we wanna keep the peace bc we know and they know by now. this dance isn’t the first time. in the pst however when the wars ceased from self destruction it’d bc the bad guy saw he couldn’t win. not bc he had a change of heart. we all know this. bc we too don’t look in its direction. afraid we are gonna wake the beast and maybe for good this time. where finally we go beyond the point of no returns and ends all this global trouble. ( and now the weird thing is they are well their ass is on fire. but they wish to keep going. bc they go with the theory that if they believe they can win and act like a winner already then it’s already i the bag via law of attraction. tho. mind u they act and talk stupid now not bc u won or there’s no prospect that they will win. so keep ur so keep divinity clear these are those times. dark occult sciences and where real human sacrifices take place some of which are very terrible. even sexual in orientation so beware. these are attribute to dark magic and definition of spiritual war. mind u physical wars are the end game. here and they maybe the worst but spiritual wars are just as inequitable. so we must pay heed and take it just as seriously. bc this will mean the next 20-30-50 and even hundreds of years to come if we can make it that is. so u can see a shit sandwich there too but thank the cosmos. gratitude always )

what we forget tho is that in the past two point five years bc things materially went worse. the majority isn’t exactly after worshiping u either. they are simply too tired. they have been cautious. they have followed all the orders. they are tolerant. they work hard and harder. and more is expected from them. as they uphold society and run its most essential parts. daily. like there is no energy to spare to it. it’s futile anyway. itself doesn’t solve past problems nor our current fslse admissions. we see it’s examples like all the time and in most dire time and places depending on their context. it’s written all over the world and now has become the silent elephant inthe room. we all know. it’s inconsequential to say the least that we made this far only to reject it’s past bc previously it was never formally acknowledged so now we know. if things don’t get acknowledged they run the risk of being used against u or we may repeat a same ordeal in the past. bc the grey areas offer lots of tool for creativity. in terms of bad tho bc it creates artificial intelligence. artificial reality occurrences as well as artificial results. where people wake up at the end of their rainbow and then the haze settles they realize they been duped.

but it’s not that u realize most things are fraud . but that this is a byproduct of a money society. that’s why anythjng and anyone who doesn’t relate these economic systems. are the issue and not the people who just couldn’t do enough or wasn’t prepared us fooling themselves if they don’t also realize this is where the work is. bc it’s not too late to change those systems and make them work with cohesion. ( younger generations already know we are fucked. when they hear positives they don’t get their hopes up. as they shouldn’t. they should always be cautious and not trust too soon. and be assertive with their own needs. and anyone who promises positive things should earn the trust the right way. by bringing to fruition those that are promised without harming others or putting themselves in harms way) ur not gonna reach this without developing real trust not out of desperation or threatening someone to stay and cooperate but by the fruits of ur hard labour of keeping ur word and continuing to work on urself betterment. without the self cherishing. bc it’s good when we pat ourselves inthe back occasionally for this gives us positive feels naturally. to have smth of a reward system or smth that we can measure as each future time it happens. bc that’s how it happens u don’t just do one good thing and assume ur reassured to go to heaven. it’s in successions. or series of merits gained that we become clear and cognizant.

so a clear distinction gives us the grounds where we need to keep certain things of decency. not just about ourselves but also based on by its fruits. or how we are accustomed generally treating each other that includes those that differ and those we may be conditioned to hate or differentiate.

for anyone who has strong constitution against others. there’s also the opposite since everyone in and of themselves are like universes. but it’s when we make this clear distinction that some are like animals or must be treated as such that got us here an this same ideal toward others is due to our own entrapment. so for instance i see folks who are stuck in a financial conundrum where they support capitalism bc it serves them in some way even tho it also harms them. but they point the finger at u anyway and don’t mind antagonizing u even when ur fighting about their freedom and right and what true value they’re worth really is. that means that they r already demonstrating that they are acting from a conditioned place. bc they are not fully aware of their own conundrum.

one of those very strong conditions are found in the west particularly of American region that they spent way too much money energy and effort for their plans to go wasted now. but mind u these r not kosher plans. bc they attribute to having done atrocities toward other humans for selfish gains. including terrible business deals and propaganda they their entertainment . now they worry that the world will mistreat them if we would sit and acknowledge the last as it is. one reason is bc our history is complex. bc we haven’t sat and talked and buried the hatchet only after we came to various resolutions. these resolutions work in the way of politics. as well as their reflection to economy. i personally would not settle for anything less than getting real about stuff. but this occult also punished anyone who speaks out agsisnt their empire. that’s why we see many intellectuals get silenced by them but their empire is shit and it affects the whole world not to mention their false toxic ideologies are dangerous when they get off of suffering of others and ridicule u in ur suffering. they been terrible to me personally i dont like their heebie jeebus vibes. telling the truth is making conversation. even if u wish to kill me. bc settling for led than it makes me accomplice at this spiritual wars and will bring about far negative consequences. on earth so now we ask ourselves do we seek immediate changes, are we making short term short sighted goals or are we thinking long term. if i were to consent to their fuckery that’s short term. bc it guarantees temporary or illusion of peace. but as long as we don’t acknowledge the past it will not only repeat but get to evolve to its next shape if they r really good we may not even redo goes it. that’s the issue. that’s why they don’t have my consent.

small test sample with elon shows last month that they can really ignore their past and wanna act like they have changed. but with technology this makes it all the more dangerous. and mid u there’s physical real displacement. poverty loss of funds savings. we are just beginning to delve into the consequences of all that so slow down there buddy.

there are very good reasons why

one must. aside from the unitive theories and one love and one life and one world truths, to recognize their individuality as well. it’s the hub of lessons from which all else flourishes. in accordance with their relativity to their surroundings. it’s essential to continue to trim our inner garden so as to never be misled. and be misrepresented by others. bc this is damaging to self. i am in this world. not if it means that no matter what the conditions that exist there are in here at the end of the day i lay down in bed and i’m to myself. my relationship with myself is so intimate. my love so great that nothing can come between me and myself. this level of loyalty and respect to myself and my process is what gives me the same to others.

surely we also know that we are not perfect. there’s a. great degree of humility one must develop in order to handle the weight of one’s mistakes bc of few reasons one allows us to get to know our process. what does it mean the relationship between a human being and soul. or a soul to its body. or all three. or the arising of myriad phenomena from it. or how it interrelated to other and they in their processes just like u are also in some type of discovery. and the other is knowing the world. it’s systems and their processes. bc there is our perception of truths and then there are facts. facts are burned in as the most dominant type of frequency and information resource on universe. it can’t be altered. it is literally what it is. so what we are striving here is to tap into that resource and maintain its appeal. i personally do not setttle for anything less than truths. even if they slap hard. it’s better than raising ur hand to another. no matter how much u think they deserve ir bc u can feel smth very wrong. even. if it happens at the very inppportune times. all of this reflects to the overall relationships between him and. their relationships to their self. their process and their interconnection with all else outside of themseves is what makes this the cumulative experience. kind u. if u can consciously see the what is ness of each string of events inter linked between myriad of levels as stated above. then we can also see the producing effects from. it. to really step into this is very akin to awakening one’s intuitive senses. as well as one’s own person. so if u for instance with to get here but at someone’s cost of well-being then u may get an impression but it won’t last. and for long bc it doesn’t have the necessary fuel for its continuity. eventually things will neutralize. even writes experice writers block at times snd there are a ton of inner processes that take place. so it’s a slow development until one du update go uhh j am not exactly sure and then u may refer to technical books for inspiration but still lack spirit bc ur in denial about they inner fluent which confluences ur senses when u become conditioned to either life in denial or closed urself to some parts of it. willingly or unwillingly.

so to be honest is akin to the clarity of life we live. never let other make u believe that good thing is a something that will. come at another time if u wait or do these specific things. if u can’t find it in urself right now then there is smth else. maybe it’s much more personal. but it’s there. available for u to allow urslef to direct urself in its direction. ur not gonna achieve that when u hate and ridicule others. bc those are precisely why ur suffering in the first place. u just don’t have anything nicer to compare ur suffering for so maybe u don’t realize ur discomfort in the way that a doctor would. thereby learning to teach urself to love with it. where we fell these coping mechanism we can detect in the world as their corresponding systems do not give way to altruistic change in the right direction bc if we actually got ourselves to that higher level type thinking as we only profess right now bc we have a handbook with bullet point proofs to be made but we don’t exactly understand how the way there.

fact is it is not that we are not strong enough to bring meaningful change in the world bc that part happens whether if u like it or not. u may stay at home like a lonely bird with no friends and nothing to do and ur contributing. much more than u think ur mind can let u to believe. that’s why under any condition. perfection is a necessity. it keeps u ahead of the rest. in terms of contributing the right material for the right type of lesson on earth. if u think that we are generally dumb and should be careless ur continuing the meridian lesson to be shitty for all of us. that’s why our impact marred. and our actions and words. we have to have that degree of care. when is say cere for others in a selfish way. bc it will also improve ur life means precisely this since this is actually a scientific thought. it’s all chemical. it’s all connected. and when we say we are one. i don’t mean this gives way to plagiarism or identity theft. it’s very intrinsic. and can’t be lied about covered or changed. since it’s written as it is in the universal passageway that which we contribute to its calculations which then feeds us back the necessary root source that complements what’s next. so it’s actually very scientific when you break it down. but ofc there is in a dual world really what we think we know we reflect in all these places. oh now science and religion (including spirituality) are at war ! gasp. and to this day we can’t find the right dose of ethics in our practice and pursuit for such discovery. u can tho not lift a finger or hurt another being and know all the secrets of universe and beyond.

as u can see. even. if u didn’t care much about the world news and may be u are also not religious and don’t follow religion like a t. or u are of spirit but also know that u know and in all its abstraction much like in tao u don’t try to grasp it stationize it or put excessive meaning to things that can’t be grasped. at least not by our human cognition. we use language for isntence precisely for this reason. it’s a tool to meet in the middle with others bc his is reflective of our need for cooperation for our survival.

and that’s why folks we scream from the top of our lungs me and dead people. speak up. and tell the truths. u will regret not having done the right things more than doing all kids of stupid things for the sake of productivity bc u don’t wanna be irrelevant. u just run in place. and aloe assume that hurt bc smth is new. it must be better or changing things for better for the world right now. for the potential of harm and losing our way is also always there along with everything if we consider the way in which some of these processes come together. such as in covetious ness or ill thoughts maybe it comes from a persons own weakness within that field and then what they are telling u foremost is what they are not saying in between their words. then u go oh ok. well i think i undersnd how u got there bc i may not feel the same or even when i emphasize. i get the angle but when we remember. most ideas a good but not good enough bc u also have to calculate how much time actualizing smth will take. and then u can make assessment whether if that thing is worth pursuing.

at the end of the day our self productions of what we think we can’t compensate to make this world better and another day goes by we don’t price or maybe it’s our own provo lodge point that we don’t exactly feel the discomfort about the world. for d i’ll e things are theatrical. the cries. the emotional manipulations that play at large is what gets us confused about the great objective .

surely maybe that’s what it takes. to get things normalized. one must never cheapen one’s values an ethics even if the cause is good bc if u csnt get urself there in some way and actualize the truths in the worlds own darken which bear fruits. i mean look at the fruits of the past generations it’s terrible. we are at a crossroads of losing ourselves and our progress bc everyone wants to pull u backwards. resisting it. and this is still quite difficult bc u realize this is the point between ur taking ur own way versus the groups bc the group seems to be going the wrong way. and u can go by saying well what’s one mire person. let me put all my chips on here bc it’s much better than changing course now. but in all actuality this is a projection between the distinction about how we materialize things and then their originating causes that transpire as series of forces that crash within.

that’s also another thing i’ll say. which denotes to freedom. bc most people mistakes what that means. they don’t realize they get caught in others illusions so it’s best when and where to draw that line. and then watch the chips fall exactly where they land in reality. that’s how much power i hold . and it’s via recognizing the same in u that i’m cautious.

mind u. all of these are for consideration of exactly how well we are training our intuitive centres for there are more things and mostly manmade and others due to forces getting their mismatch or misfiring due to our misbehaviours causing issue sun the atmosphere in the energetic realm which further disturbs our processes that wanna go counter and dull our intuitive centres. so sometimes we may mistake smth organic for smth machinated and vica versa

all this allows us to do the right thing be at the right place say the right things and be with right people. and u can tell why that’s very essential and also very difficult to do bc people are trained to think bad about u. antagonize u. and hate u. and then they base their actions either by confusion bc that’s part of gaslight. or desperation such as conditional business exchange due to vulnerability of person to be forced to prioritize funds for survival as versus doing the right thing even if they must do smth wrong or at someone else’s cost. much like u are confronted with this opportunity. press this red button and get a suitcase of billion dollars. and this button is gonna kill some random person in the world.

now i think u know where i’m taking this. bc we say hey. u know i am one percent. i know how much it takes to get here. and based on by my actions i cna tell this is unsustainable. bc that’s why giving more money to people means laziness and more waste. meanwhile money is misused in faulty business exchange as mentioned just now. then the other schemes to divide and conquer is precisely this bc human beings generally are not looked at as distasteful. usually when u think of general human beings what comes to mind ? bc that’s what is taught of them. that they need to be babied. policed. violated. bc they are helpless stupid beings. who can’t do right from wrong. their minds must always be entertained with where u wish to guide them. and then u see all these schemes play out in the world. a shmuck believes they r doing good bc some shmo got them entangled with their hidden agenda. meanwhile behind closed doors. laughter ensues.

so as u can see. personally im all about individuality. have ur freedom. and be responsible. so we all know u won’t cause harm to others. that’s one less worry for me. but maybe not today.

don’t be a nobody

since everything is a form of conditioning. since everything tends to leave behind a sort of burned in images. it’s essential to not mistake them for stationary. using this as a basis to understanding the phenomena that takes place from natural causes and effects occurrences of which tend to complement this burned in images is where we make the establishment in our minds inn form of thoughts.

u may notice that ur mind works quite intricately. ur thoughts hardly ever stop. if u quiet down enough and most especially when laying down u may hear an electric buzzing through both ears. it was said somewhere that each ear corresponds to regions of the brain that gets activated or signals off smth and thus effects the brains own pattern in terms of connecting the neurones which transpire relative surrounding them which gives us a thing called perception. perception is not stationary. it’s the act of perceiving smth. a conveyance which has not be fully cognizant just yet.

the reason why the saying simply tells u to not be a no one means that there’s a common acknowledgment that when one considered oneself as no one then. one can also be entirely reckless or won’t mind making future errors bc one does not have full acknowledgment of one’s portion of reality. that which being. one’s actions would come from external source in reality. in which case one would not find it one self the self restraint or self cognizance to convey this portion of reality where by which one is actively creating the conditions in that given situation.

aside from ur conditioning there’s worlds own conditioning. so there are these systems born out of factors that were available back then. and then. each generations that’s born goes one step backwards before it goes two steps forward. or the cosmic dance. or the very set of learning. as we go along. that backwards step. although when we think in metaphorical terms we tend to see a clear picture which is pretty much in my case seeing two peoples feet and they are having samba or rumba or whatever and one is taking a step back the other forward. but in reality this isn’t quite simple.

bc if we think of this from perspective of as we come here. we see that the next generation must look in our direction to sort of show us the ropes. so to say. i often say that about my child. cos i don’t expect him to know how things work around here. u gotta make a clear distinction between man made system that no organic being would know of unless they are given instructions. to that which is natural order of things . things of basics like i am hungry. i’m tired. i need to do smth. i must get things right or else i die.

and in that ur both leaning backwards to convey the reality and understand it’s parts and all the while making sure u don’t trip and fall. u try to keep balance and cadence as well as grace bc it will challenge u and try to make u fall. or that it’s weight is unnatural since welll we are doing well as species i think. in general. like it was worse. and it could have been worse and it still has a clear shot of chance of it also getting worse too so in keeping that in mind we take frequent breaks and shift our eyes on the positive improvements of human nature for when things get comfortable. or that we know deep inside that smth is fixed or stationary or safe. it would be a lot easier to shift the weight there. but the issue with this is. that we have a unrealistic management of our lifestyles. generally speaking so when we haven’t fully understood the design between manmade system. and that which is organic is a very divine one but it’s also it’s. very much like our dance with the cosmos.

in being no one u can become everyone. and in that. i think if the systems were merged then this would produce more pleasant and positive results. but bc there’s clear distinction between the correlation of those systems and their side effects a strong influence on our conscience we come to this point in time where we find ourselves at a much bigger conundrum. bc out of all that. a third occurring took place.

in that desperation. as in going backwards motion of the dance. where we may find ourselves universally speaking. the potential is in the pudding. for each of us get what we give. we must always keep in mind when ever we are creating this reality we are always present in the decision making portion of it for this is the basis of most structures in the first place. people don’t arbitrarily give rules for nothing. there’s a certain conveyance of keeping things under control. where things don’t get worse or make harm for anyone. but to implement such notions also must reflect on its own effects that it also produces for everything moves forward in unison again we are thinking from a unified field since we do impact each other in our own advancements. if we remove what ever is the obstruction in our minds whatever it is that causes such animosity and strong assurance of being certain of others. but not in the best way. the actions would be determining the impact of such intention or depth since these things do also possess quality to infect others around it or most others or if u believe in butterfly effect and that all ur actions or evens. thought or feeling can. contribute in some way then yes. this is what this strongly implies.

we have strong. influence in the meanings we also possess towards such strong statements. don’t be a nobody. always be someone of power prestige or meaning or live in reality perhaps ur one who’s a strong chaser of peace or i believe this world has potential to be much better than what we came to know about it. i certainly do. bc i can clearly see the distinction between different market and happenstances. that which come from its own originating point of evolution so u must know what ur looking at in looking at a signal. even in going outside. u can tell buildings and even. a sign post is not the same structure as in nature. trees. mountains and all that. surely the element is there where people tend to live land or augment it in some way and it changes shape or form but nonetheless it’s quite clear a distinction between animate and inanimate material

it’s this clear distinction that is enough to not convince someone when a particular false thought arrives bc it’s not rooted in basis of fact or truth that u can already backtrack and discover it’s origin. then u as it eh next questions. who is this. why is thus happening. why are they saying this. what is the truth and basis behind such statement. in this term. don’t be a nobody also gives u full power in creating the sort of self that u wish to represent and be self spoken by simply ur presence since that’s the ultimate respect. or mutual respect. to convey each other in the right way. for any wrong conveyance tends to be contradictory to the forward motion upwards evolutionary steps towards the horizon as collective species on earth.

but we still don’t know what this means. since nothing can be stationary. u say don’t be a no one but u also can’t place labels and meanings. then what ur doing is forming relative association to ur current circumstances . be like water my friend. haha. so what does that mean. even water goes through its own process and has three distinct forms. what does that mean. attribute to our minds and thinking process ?

ofc one must always consider the role of technology’s on our minds too and how eager to find more details shout it which is why it’s important to handle technology with great care and not be too certain of its good qualities. bc we as human species are still in process of mutual repeat and not abusing our power. until this is formally acknowledged. a lot of things can go wrong bc. this what the history teaches us. what we don’t learn repeats itself and given by our recent losses. we must respect those losses and even by current issues that are mounting on. as we go along thru this thing called life. and then. we move on to when we say ok u may contradict ur words there buddy cos. i must say that when u compare the systems in this way and tske a look at individual behaviours then u can make the assessment as to why these errors do happen and where most folks may feel apprehensive about their portion of things since we do naturally inclined to hold onto the good parts and assume that should be the standard continuity but in fact this isn’t true. it’s just illusion produced by our concept of what’s good and what’s not. but if we are truly being water. my friend. then in this case some things maybe dispositioned to not make sense since they are moulding to their environment at all times.

though i wanna side track here to admire this world u wanna get to know ur world a bit more intimately. just think of all the people that came before u. and breathed this air. and drank this water and lived on this land then left behind their remains for us to enjoy.

but this is also complementary to what we speak bc we are in a way reflection of all of this. bc it’s the food thru which runs through us and has its organic process. so in a way we are the sun total of all our cosmic problems merged into one. transitioning between moments. pretty much.

tho the chemical qualities tend to force us to solve issues we created. so in this case. there is a lot of issues that unfortunately happened in the two plus years since covid. still not certain about it’s long term effects as well as implications. this is evident by the unruly behaviour of a lot of people around the world. sure. there’s always the technical aspect. for not everything u see is real as it wants to present itself as. that’s one. and two. that already happened between 2020 and 2021 in fact that was it. it originally started in 2020 and that’s that. even if the originating act may have been mechanical or accidental or incidental or whatever. it has this continuity echo effect. i think what’s essential is to break free from that. bc this is not a right thinking. bc the occurrences there in posit to two opposing elements one they tend to go by the historical continuity of false established habit. and two. it seeks to benefit itself mechanically without any organic development of those intuitive centres of sensitivity bc of its direct and clear correlation to its surroundings. the circle one may find itself in.

now if we go back to that first false established notion. as a result of its environment due to the conditions that were present in 2020 it must be seen as it is not not as the system wishes it to be. and in the case that we find ourselves in right now in that machinated state where we are being too certain that which we see is that which is as it means. bc we clearly see the distinctions there right away it’s a matter of conveyance them into full truths and then move onto the next objective . bc if that’s true. that the correlations are not only noted but recognized but someone still insist on being adventurous then it ruins the entire circles integrity.

in this case when reflecting this fact to societies and how folks generally represent themselves. they may make it seem like they r not friend on exterior whereas they r part of a organization where they are more than acquaintances. then so this is a lie. when u do that cos many decisions are based on integrity of relationships. this clearly in and of itself would prove to be self revealing in terms of its truth and intention but what also takes place in this realization is that u realize this in hindsight and or during the transmission of it and many times than not people make one of two mistakes. they either deny what they saw bc it’s too bizarre or they or they see it but put the blame on any other human body.

bc as stated above. human beings can be inclined to feel freedom out of unruly behaviour. this is also sort of understandable as to why certain things happen in the world and some may be side effect. consequences due to circumstance and context and our ability to merge multiple meanings in order to make better sense of our world since the intention here for understanding since this makes it more easy for us to exist survive end coexist with others in a harmonious and natural way. not artificial or destructive way. bc the latter is also very strongly urged here and we see it’s many representations which is counter intuitive to our otherwise claims of civilizations or our intellect and what not since the barbarism is self evident in its own self performances.

get to know urself a little

being curious with ur existence is a great starting point. . to self discovery and forming deeper understanding . there is certainly a lot of coverage here. multiple levels. these being behind the facade. the unending continuity of smth that u feel as infinitesimal as opposed to the finitude of life. the mysteries with which u tend to go about life and create and be part of the chemical happenstances with ur surroundings and if others in their own processes. as well as being sandwiched between man made system. and those that are established in terms of the mind structures since they are complementary and reflective of the quality in which things tend to get entangled. which shrouds ourselves with myriad of meanings. and then we set out to discover the divine truths and facts not their correlation to such temporary dressings.

it’s these stationary things that are convincing. u look on the mirror and see a body staring back at u. the phenomena here is that ur associating meaning based on by already established causes and effects that give some sort of meaning into which things took root. thought let’s keep in mind here just bc we are able to form such connections does not mean the work starts and stops there for there are so many reflective qualities to the association between human attribute to the meanings behind the truths and facts that otherwise are in and of themselves representative of their self entirety. so there’s a distinction between relaying things as they are and then those that are relative to truths

sure u may say that everyone is trying to be their best version. everyone has their own version. u may even so far as to say it’s all perception sure. we use these words but doer exactly know what these words encompass as well as be fully aware of our use of them? what do we attribute to when we place such meanings or utilize already established definitions into our full conveyance depends on each personal ability to approach each with open minded flexible curiosity so as to determine the truth and basis of each meaning so that ur less likely to fall into others mental trips and traps that play at large as a result of some of the faultiness in human development

so in a way we are at the meeting point between our inner realm that is vast meaning that it’s an attribute to greater sense of abstract. that which draws from the absolute. all and everything. in a non biased way. and that we each of us has within our own vicinity. independent from everyone. special relative access that also requires a special language to decipher its meaning. and the external world and our limited time and use of effort to express ourselves and hope that we are understood fully in a given attempt or topic on something that which we wish to make connections.

the issue with that is when the meeting points happens it’s relative to time and place relative to whatever surrounds it. so there’s all these relative causes and effects in relations to much bigger ones. but imagine this like a ball or strong or yarn. where all things criss cross and overlap and they also have this intricate relationships in terms of the phenomena that arises among them at various points where things re entangled as well as bound. the blind effect is relative to the attraction of slimier things that tend to create a chemical effect. much like our thoughts that are static or super charged and their tendency to take off since they have a mind of their own.

people often want to have the deeper secret to be a great talker or someone with a lot of information. maybe someone who is respected revered to someone who is eccentric or specks or someone e looked up to. but these things r secondary to the quality u being to the table. to tell u the truth there is no secret here. just be a decent person. do ur inner work. don’t be too fake out there. there’s already enough of that. people who do things for this reason nor that. or have two face where they are kind but there is a snake that lurks deep within the individual where ur ready to ounce on ur victim with ur mind. or u wish to project ur own inconsistencies on others. to tell the difference between personas embodiment of ur truth and simply targeting and attacking someone as a small but significant contrast that untrained minds may easily miss.

ofc u can get urself out of any mental conundrum . the reason why the mind. matters is this

the fact that the mind is the place from which we tend to find that balance between what we have within our inner reserves and that which is relative to our external conditions is to find the right positioning of the two. and align them in the right way so as to merge the right order of things as opposed to the wrong for the wrong is avoid which is why the world is so out of whack and there’s all these animosities between individual who otherwise either don’t know how to handle their own personal mess or don’t know how to deal with their inner resources which happens as a result of faulty environment . lack of inner retrospect. inner self reflection. the art of getting to know urself. and to correct urself in away where ur not acting like a robot or talking like one. like how do u be ur authentic self in a world that is in and of itself in its own process of self alignment.

one way to undwrsnd the implications that are e alredy established inthe world is thru the ability to see things for what they are. one way to discover that is by understanding that not everything is as it seems. and that there are a lot of things that come to play. meaning that u need to discern between things that developed in the right and wrong way. pretty much. this simplifies it but stating this is easy than actualizing this. since there are both things that are established with getting things from point a to b with little regard to quality of passage and with whatever means will allow u to get things there. and then there is getting things from point a to b where u r placing emphasis on the quality of the passage of actuality with clarity on ur admission as well as the development of situation that displays itself as it is. which would be the true art of transparency as well as the ground any which the point to be reached can also be changed meaning that say u want to have benefit for all people and u wish to liberate all people from anything that disrespects and binds. then ur gonna set out to achieve this means even if this means this won’t happen in a given lifetime. so ur changing ur rule or goal that u wish to reach this end point ina given lifetime. that changes the course of point b to be reached but this doesn’t mean that u give up to give in. so ur not flip dropping between two objectives bc people already do that. they say at fire toe when things are going well all is well and life is wonderful and i will help and blah and then when things go wrong or given enough time u end up turning entirely the other way around. everything sucks and i hate peoples and this will never be reached i may as well yolo.

and the attribute to mind control. control of narratives that attribute and relative to all. as well as the ways in which we tend to go about systems that govern us are key here to establish firm understanding as to why we can’t subscribe to unknown plans of others without full information as well as be more real with our appreciation when things get too fake . too strategic and calculated and scripted this fake that element of neutrality out. and causes more green areas and double speak where things can go either way. the uncertainty expects people manufactured consent so that ur taking responsibly for what happens at the end. bc u trusted smth without fully understanding. u didn’t ask questions or u trusted wrong people who initially acted like they loved u and cared about u but had insidious intentions inside which they passive aggressively or thru strategic human means caused u to feel inner contradictions about smth.

all of which as u can see impact our loved. denotes to our human appeal that which needs to be nourished via mutual trust. we all know human beings can be unpredictable at times. we know that anythjng can be misunderstood. people tend to fall in lazy thought. and assume a lot bc it is a lot easier than making the footwork to get ur inner realm from point a to point b of such discovery and conveyance of complex thoight in to careful reason. one way to do this uber study is turning ur own experience into wisdom. when we miss this step and love purely out of strategic means then we don’t exactly form authentic relationships. all feels in a way artificial and calculated as well as not trustworthy bc of the unpredictability ws of reasoning of others and the things that take place behind closed doors as to what the true intention behind someone’s kindness would be like.

psyops and mind games propaganda as well as rooted biases inclusive of preconceived notions since that are of the same group tend to run in parallels in terms of their full function ( right so idc what u think in terms of what u read from where bc as far as i’m concerned that could be propaganda too from a human beings perception that’s also limited which includes the readers limited mind so no one owes u to adhere to ur stationary thought about smth just bc u claim to have read about it or are self proclaimed expert on the subject. ) as well as reason and purpose behind which some choose this way in order to shape and influence particular line of thought. there’s. great money to be made out of making imbeciles out of people since this referee to ur ability to get them to do smth u want them to do or ur boss wants them to do or he wants y to achieve this so u get that promotion. so some things get as insidious as this and so subtle that we tend to miss bc we don’t fully form the establishment or the way in which many things have took root long before we got here. (always stress check others words and there’s they share including what they say about themselves for the efficacy before u trust them and this is same for everyone. )

the yolo mentality or strongly living in the now without full undwrsnding into the history. missing truths within and development of all and everything can get us to feel like a twitter timeline where everyday u write smth new all the old stuff u wrote gets harder to reach and eventually u can’t access them after three or four days length of stuff is tweeted. if u got a puny brain and don’t have good intentions in what u say u may forget what u said and not even recognize or know how u got to ur current admission. to retain ur truth is not to memorize what u said. but to embody ur truth along the lines of ur self discovery and self perfection of ur skill at self betterment and growth. the betterment and growth attribute to change. evolution. or the circumstantial relativity to where u find urself in a particular time and place passage of which we get t go ugh as we speak bc nothing is stationary. even in stationary and silent has inner prices and movement. a lot of things take place underneath even by the surface we may judge and calculate wrong it’s nature.

the solution is clear. be a decent person. and check ur intentions. don’t do wrong things. don’t harm. if u did or have done something wrong. first stopping it stops it from getting worse. ur not looking to destroy. that’s ur true intention. ur frustrated. things go wrong when we aren’t fully in conveyance with the forces that are at play here. and we must also reconcile th worlds imperfection as well. surely we all have our own versions of what is and how things should be. u can be relative to truths and facts. given by how much ur willing to sacrifice in terms of ur own truths to strategize out there in line with what ur willing to achieve given by ur inner awakening to ur intuitive powers as well as how well are u able to determine ur intentions bc these are very key. say ur mad. and ur like i wanna hurt someone. that is a display of intention to hurt someone bc then u ask urself why tho. bc ur frustrated or u feel tricked or lied to. then what do u do to mitigate all that. then u draw basis and meaning from world that’s already established. but this is a huge problem bc what’s established isn’t what it seems. and people tend to play align the lines of which lies have normalized which long term makes things worse than better.

however this is where issues get worse bc when u run on such expletives of mental abuse. mind control. control of information by using language in the wrong way misleading people and causing much hardship to multiply in the world is precisely where we find ourselves in today. so that u recognize there’s no option to cut urslef off of the world and just live alone for the rest of ur days. for everyone is participating in the creating of the world at all times either by our allowance or by or by our rebuttal. the air we breast used to be shuffling they the lungs of all the people and animals and all forms of life that came before us. the air. originally formed due to the conditions that were available. and the dirt and the ground although they have their processes of erosion and the like. are also one and the same. saturated by the blood of so many living. beings that came before us.

and the water too. there’s memory there. memory is kept in water. and it transmits the purity of the messages. for those who have developed the perfection of their own inner self above the feeble mind games and troubling half realized intentions of others that they r forced to coexist with near and far bc ur decisions impact my life. my air. my water and my life subsequently.

with tht said. the true information is around us at all times. and there’s a evolution and adaptation to no matter how artificial the obstacles in our way input either by man or the evolutionary process of nature tend to give us a temporary feel that the struggle is stationary or permanent.

surely there’s a illusion there. we oscillate. we shake. we tremble with all kinds of forces that come together to create enough stress to break our own illusions. it doesn’t matter who put those illusions there. it could be propaganda of others. it could be others insidious selfish plans. to get us to be somewhere or do smth or be with someone they want us to be with.

keep in mind tho the set of self knowing never ends if u see ur infinity as one. it’s not like ur doing all the things bc ur getting older. u need a partner. a house cleaner. or ur too quiet. bc life fucks u. and u just want a warm body next to u without seeing that they too are whole individual with all the complexities that u come with. it’s. a great miss that we think. we got what this life is all figured out and set our all certain and then to discover that it’s not true. and that we get challenged. thus. over generalize on expletives. assume the nature of others or think that they owe us smth where’s we all all part of faulty environment and toxic system that don’t produce the results they profess hence too much time and effort is lost on what isn’t real where’s the real gets abandoned we say sure there’s a heavenly place. or smth that is easy and feels right. but we can’t have it why? bc its not the time for it. we have to plan and calculate and screw each other over instead. it’s a dog eat dog world out there. people only talk about niceties if they can trick u into trusting. only then they proclaim any wins where there is none since this is akin to shooting urself in the foot cosmically speaking. much like a cosmic banana peel u better laugh bc this life is unbearable without a good sense of humour. but make sure ur not laughing at others cost of well-being bc to really be that sensitive u must not ridicule others in their struggles and suffering. which is hard to do when you have hierarchies to work with. lots of egos and pride tend to ruin even good things.

so it doesn’t matter where u start who u do the work with and on what appeal as long as u also include in the mix the integral aspect of others competency end it contributes greatly. if someone has weak mind or is biased or doesn’t realize their own wrong doing this can impede others. bc it’s like that. how a bad apple ruins the whole batch. so when u deal with others who are not trained in the mind u find many objectives at play. mostly u have compass toward where everyone is. but the issue is where someone thinks they know and are also too certain with that which they think they know or know to be a fact which is a mistake and affects us all making the clean up all the more harder. bc we are interrelated and we have responsibility beyond just ourselves it’s expected a bit of detachment and forming healthy boundaries with others is healthy during the time where everyone needs to discover and establish their own ground where they too form sensitive to their own propaganda and purpose as well as intentions that they animate any reasonable action toward others which include urself in the mix.

u get what u give

is true. though the difference between our spiritual and material lives is not in balance. it’s unequal. we give a lot sometimes and get very little if we are lucky. and sometimes we get a lot and even when we haven’t earned it the right way or intrinsically our actions are not fully realized.

this happens bc we give into the mixture of people. especially those who influence at greeter distances. bc they come with mixture of good and bad we must be careful as to what we are aiding in its happenstance. so that we are not contributing to making things worse when the solutions to issues can be very simple instead of going strictly by numbers where u want to solve a problem but in the worst way possible where more lives end up getting lost in preserving the systems that don’t even work right anyway. so u do one way or another. either it’s painful slow and steady. where u cannot find happiness or glimmer of hope. it’s a spiritual attack precisely bc it wishes to kill ur soul and the let u walk around like a wandering lost soul. or doubles body. a shell of a ghost who it has left it. u were so bad u abandoned urself is the message here. and it’s the most insidious way to touch someone. it’s like the intention here is to get u to hate urself. that’s it. u might have said smth wrong. maybe criticized the govemrnt. maybe u didn’t like how someone like u was treated in the wrong way by another person group or organization. maybe u feel like the upscale jump between how some people act like they r gods. and superior to everyone but it’s not they they only feel this way. bc it’s one thing to entertains. thought and another to really force that to others way of life and even act in godly way but maybe ur god is a insidious one. a punishing god who is everything but a god bc god isn’t exactly like that if god is giving and nourishing what we are really doing is easing our pain by distorting. it’s true via using god as our crutch so that we can hide our sins behind him.

the whole cycle is so quite very toxic. because one thing leads to another. when someone decides that others bodies are simply disposable and they can do whatever they want with it. they can send it to ward. they can make decisions on u behind closed doors and hardly ever ask for ur opinion. and this comes with the superiority complex to own others this way. u can use them as slaves. pay then nothing. if they fall off a building or hurt their leg who cares. they r not important. they r puny. no one will listen to them. even if they tried it. plus most folks with this mindset are gang type mentality. so they work by feeling off each other’s toxic fumes. pretty much and they tend to do too many dumb shit to continue its facade momentum.

don’t get me wrong. i’m not saying this in a disrespectful manner but anyone who gives into too much 007 mentality is stupid by default if u must go by such negativity in the first place thinking it’s cool to appropriate such fixed characteristics. no one is born a gangster. none is born a cult member either. these things develop later. even if at first ur fools into things. u also realize sooner or later which is where such continuity becomes conscious choice. which is a breach in human nature laws since one of the biggest lessons we came here for is to learn to coexist and work together even when we have disputes and dislikes. and in disputes we should not be tricky. or greedy or betray each other bc these just end up making things worse for all of us.

with disposability ofc comes human trafficking. i mean when u can dictate someone’s destiny for them.or choose to break them so they walk around all empty. thinking forever of what u did to them and ask why. u can drop bombs on others heads. even children. who cares. this is how it is.this is how u win. this is how things work around here. and with all this. it’s easy to pass human beings among ourselves. friend and foes alike. cos it doesn’t matter. u may hate each other. specific class power. but u csn definitely coordinate when it’s a mutual interest. but let me tell u so that. this is very insidious. bc ur using people like things the very anti thesis of use things and love each other. so this makes it another breach on human rights. and human law being. broken.

it’s easy to make connections from there that women and children as well as minority groups tend to handle a huge burden. wartime crimes. to business crimes to faulty law and justice systems used in insidious ways to manipulating education for insidious purposes. the list of exactly how rotten people can be goes on. and all this is not propel u think csn do it. they r not party of gangs and cults at least not formally acknowledge. and globally acquainted in the way a common sense would have it. but it’s there and it’s along all the good they do that the algae also happens so u must ask urself what do i do to at least not make it any worse maybe i need to not contribute or do anymore or act out in haste or give more than i receive cos.

you can understand why that makes everything a lot easier. all this we see around today. have formed in a way that has took its traction . some would like to seem accidental but these. when u thjnk on scientific terms and in looking at mechanisms bc what’s at play here is that anther systems must be recognized to an extend for their proper function. so if we have orators of these systems and they say they just can’t simply see the general oversight of those system functions then how can we say the least we can trust that much on the inefficacy of smth that keeps misfiring ?

and everyone who goes out there looking for smth different where everything is literally the same bc much is unchanged about reality. may mistake addition of a new experience must signify change in greater sense whereas this is only possible via our collective collaboration. this whole thing is frustrating.

personally it’s very key for me to know entirely what i’m signing up for. i don’t let anyone speak for me. i’m not in any relationship. right now at least not that i know it has possible potential but it can only be reciprocal as per what is available to exchange and work with so without my consent not much really happens and no one can get it without being totally truthful. no side comments subtle tweet and continuing to not recognize. bc i too cant give anymore than it. especially i can’t give anymore than it. i’m not that stupid and things get so wrong quick when u trust that much without much basis. that’s exactly what happened in january 2014. and ongoing. bc it’s effects never truly recovered. it’s bullshit still runs today too and u must ask why did it even happen in the first place so ofc it’s no wonder why i don’t wanna waste it.

and thjngs can go very quick bc people come with that. moisture of good and bad and u must weight and measure exactly how much chance u can afford on going about it. that’s why especially in building new relationships we must not skip those essential steps. nowadays people like esch other platonically and masturbate to each other bypassing body language and actual speak and getting to know each other. maybe ur not attracted to esch other. maybe they are nice. ur attracted to them ur their personality is shit. maybe they are building. positive persona so they seem trustable only to hand u over to ur enemy behind closed doors all the while looking like it was accidental to public. so it’s key to be honest in. all our dealings bc that’s where the fruits is at. if ur intention is the right thing.

and no one is that important to hurt urslf over. if u ever feel like ur abusing urslef emotionally bc someone. convinced u that this is the only way to salvation dont. buy into it. first u must know that if u ever find urslef there it’s not attribute to ur karma in the way they will have u believe. bc ur only karma is that ur fooling urself there. u must therefore break out of it. don’t waste ur time anymore on excuses n calculate planning constantly thinking to counter others by reflecting their qualities against them as opposed to getting real with urself. who are u exactly. sure we neeed each other but if a person is toxic. u don’t owe them ur company. but on common ground see must do the right thjngs. who gets to determine that when we can’t even communicate clearly. that’s why we can’t agree.

past of u get what u give comes from the ability to choose. when the economy and systems make u fslse lay dependent on others whose intentions are no good is insidious also. these breaches to human lives is currently practiced a lot. and we got past the red zone bc we also went worse. or backwards in the recent two plus years. one is fske covid. it was done to get us all weak. bc we couldn’t be bad otherwise . we needed covid brain so we csn easily be misplayed and our lives and quality of life also finished bc apparently for some we deserve it. this is what happens when people with god complexes run the world.

but ofc at the same time u also have to see all the system that they use to cut us down keep us low. make us do wrong so we live a life of suffering. they create many systems to maintain it. then the opposite is also true. so this is where i get my hope from. and i will keep talking on them until the day i die.

talk however is not enough i must also do. and i do. i make sure i don’t do anything wrong. if there’s anything. thst i must decide given by its contextual mater and dev in line with its subsequent liners formation given that it also contains others cooperation for its current shape today. then i must do. and i am pretty clear about that. i haven’t countered or contradicted my words. i’m and still consistent with where i stsnd. and i also haven’t harmed anyone i dot do wrong. sure there’s a fetter i have acerbic footprint and i buy food wrapped in plastic but. that comes with the grounds i’m part of. i also continue to speak on that. environment science and other ways to live.

i don’t support violence done to human beings an everyday that get wasted bc people are less likely to speak truths or get real or use the system without wasting us. the idea is to give them esteem to be more honest. so that’s why i don’t do anything less than it. if anyone says otherwise about me don’t believe them. there are a ton of frauds out there. and impersonators too. which is also insidious and breaks spiritual cardinal rules. bc ur deluding urself and dithers and causing artificial stuff. it’s waste of time and isn’t even right representation.

i leaned most of this from my dealing with toxic american leaders and u would have me believe to overgeneralize and say white sup or enact or cabal and masonry. u can have me say evil govemrnt or broken systems. u will have me say all kinds of conspiracy stuff that at some point in the next decades u will finally accomplish a way to put my ass in ur jail. but let me be clear. the usual suspects for the list is whom i make appeal. but given by the unfoldment of events this is self evident there is more than what seems is going on there as well. that’s the order of development. here.

it’s bc of those experiences also i got to know evil exists ever here. even in the best country u should expect and make space for it. so my guard isn’t down and always will remember how these things go. we see examples al the time propel get blatantly killed or mysteriously disappear. and it’s stupid but as simple as how jack tricked me. so it’s better to refrain especially when u feel alarm bells in ur heart.

most of these issues have also become globalized meaning that as u realize the result in the world has diminished. we must at the very least recognize this as fact . and talk about ways to reestablish it while maintaining the current traction. recognize that each of us may have inner emotional scars and mental susceptibilities as well as our personal issues and respect that in each other. so don’t press on others wound if u claim urslf to be a friend bc how else do u know me. how do i know u. anyway. no one owes u a friendship anyways. just do ur job mind ur business and don’t being every bit of ur inconsistencies my way.

meanwhile people are oppressed in broad daylong. they r among us. and we can’t be friends bc we are globally being watched. and we can so far as to get killed or our life made harder or our loved ones overseas hurt if we refuse to comply and allow ourselves to continue to be isolated. this world is cold thus.

but never ever let any of it harden ur heart or soul. ur self love will light the way. and ur love and care for the world will plant many seeds. it’s the reason why we should refrain from martyrdom. especially is this world where systems are established sand technology runs our lives. if we are passed this. it’s another breach on our natural laws. as u can see if we ant to we can end civilization it’s possible. i don’t mean to alarm u but thjngs got hella wing. this is pivotal moments we kept assuming it for the realthing in the past. so what we do now is especially hey and it’s important to also note. absolute perfection. very difficult to do definitely. so be careful what u subscribe to ascribe to. make community have each other’s backs don’t get lost in the haze of illusion of dreams walk they life be cognizant. be alert. alarmed bc the alen bells been going off for a while now. pivotal. pivotal . moments come and go. so do we. wild that we have been having this cosmic dance for a while too. how will we end it. maybe it transpired given enough foot work. so that’s what i do. i love with grace nothing less than my souls truth.

the astral realm

is getting clearer i think . maybe just not too long ago it was pretty opaque. there were quite a ton of unknowns. and we sort of went with the flow. a general sense of well being and more inclined with harmony.

there is a reason for that. in history it’s said that human beings were celestial beings. who were highly spiritually evolved and highly regarded as diverse beings coexisting happily among each other. i guess smth bad happened. maybe it was in the other side of space. and that caused human beings to be temporarily defiled. or out of alignment with in their own axis of existence which caused their choices to be. more on the side of density. which relates to heavy heart. thru the buffet of human animosities.

it’s quite bizarre cos u always attribute historical context to stationary causes meanings and labels that sort of give us that impression. and there’s beyond that place. but we never get chance to reach it. if we did reach it by accident. bc we stumbled upon it when we contemplated peace. we still couldn’t figure out a way to actualize it on earth due to the many human complexities here and this . gives us the potential that the dream can be reached. bc there’s also progress there.

i think u also have to consider the long time it takes to gather such data in a persons given life. bc we are experiencing this constancy of information exchange even when we are not fully aware. which means that even tho we can utilize our full consciousness to relay particular data by specific focus on its objectives while gathering vast amount of data. or unconscious data in. our brains and use it as a resource in conjunction with our reality.

oh. but this is very difficult to reach. it’s our true nature but we have far too many biases to work thru which is why it’s essential to sort of give ourselves that self reflection. and see our bad behaviour or toxic habits and work on to release ourselves from it. that’s just gonna have to be a big part of it. and we don’t have to figure out just yet what is gonna have to happen. but i’m sure this portion can get some to feel intense levels of anxiety bc it is the opposite of what they seek. when they seek clarity. but this clarify when rooted in bad deeds or bad intentions of others tends to produce this negative side effect instead due to natural laws that govern our species.

anywho. ofc anyone can achieve anything if they really put their minds to it. it’s quite possible on earth that u can both manifest genius and stupid things on earth impacting everyone’s life in some way. but there’s also a unified confluence that sort of protects us from mishandling this otherwise natural exchange. and co development. so a lesson. it only needs to be understood as it is , but it also needs to be solved. much. like a puzzle piece or smth. a problem solver takes objectives approach to issues. tries not to antagonize others so much. although some times we cross the boundaries of what is or should be expected. this is worse when this happens by the hand of the privileged.

among the many contradictions that often come down at the same time and simultaneously challenging our being should give us some type of urgency as to how pragmatic we really need to be at times where we may discover that we are running out of room. or air. or that we feel we must continue to strategize to upkeep smth that has long changed shape and form. sometimes it’s this lack of ability or in ones purview to let go past happenstances. maybe there’s the memorabilia aspect to some things this includes strong sensory memories which constantly get triggered within individuals not bc there’s susceptibility there but bc also the issues don’t exactly go away unless they are met with the urgency of need to overcome them.

one way we can also determine the quality of our presence in the current clear astral realm where things are more clear today than they were three years ago. then we can say that if we haven’t developed the necessary self reflection to change our conduct with reality. it’s. never too late and we can make due process by starting now. we have the tools within our availability bc we are all in direct communication all the time. we are cocreating this reality as we speak. so we contribute in some way and we can already see things in broad daylight since they are observable by the simple senses. besides that. the brains ability to process vast amount of data is quite exciting. so even when someone lies to u in words or body manipulation. eye movement whatever. there are many other invincible exchanges tske place also and u have that data already recorded in u. all u gotta do now is to learn how to sort out that data. by correcting ur behaviour. bc if ur behaviour is not self striving and self disciplinary then ur less likely to see thru muddy waters. it’s really that simple.

unlike the earth realm. in the astral realm there is no hierarchies. which is quite nice. bc that’s truly how and who we are. we just coexist as diverse energy pockets. that’ energetically interrelate and inter correlate. and then there are these chemical processes also. concomitant with the hormonal functions. which is attributed to chemistry.

u would notice that someone may have what info ur looking for whereas someone else might see u resourceful. and that’s that. however it’s difficult to reflect this mutual quality to our manifest reality. bc if we can figure that out. most of our issues would be solved. and we would generally be more forthcoming and humble about our lives as well as each other’s. which would be a nice step towards harmonious coexistence.

the benefits from what we learn from this sort of exchange in the astral realm also allows us to develop the inclination or the immunity from being manipulated via artificial thought. bc i think we need to break down and undersnd what it means to a psychological operation. what does it mean to psychologically alter ur reality. that which u perceive and make meaning of such with information and then reflect that into action? so that sounds kind of important to me bc it’s via our quality of thought that we act and create this reality and also in terms of quell sort of our relationships with each other let alone with ourselves. is it or is it not tho. meaning. are thoughts that impactful or are they not and if they are impactful why do we not consider the implication of such advantage over others. if we know our development is sensitive and we should utilize information. in the right way. then why haven’t we globally recognized this as part of our human nature thereby reflecting set of healthy habits to convey to reality?

ofc maybe this would mean that we would have to ge through the first point first. this second portion could be seen more as well smth to look forward to. bc as ststed yesterday. u shouldn’t feel like ur back is agsisnt the wall or feel like there is no way out of ur conundrum that’s a very desperate moment where bad choices can happen. we need to recognize this in us all as a vulnerability factor and be gentler in our system approach to common problems. if the people tell u their neighborhood is savaged by looters bc economy fucked them over and all ur asking from ur govemrnt and system to help them so the cost of issues don’t increase and hurt economy further let alone cause a ton of avoidable mess. i mean. people communicate this all the time. u don’t antagonize a looter. but u do full well recognize the dangers within it. the whole act. and ur concern is to find a solution. a permanent one. one. bc u can be that in the future. and two. this can put ur life and their life or anyone else’s life inn danger. so the willingness to solve issues must come forward in this pragmatic way that offers dignified approach to these issues without singling out or antagonizing individuals. this also reinstates the trust that might have been previously lost.

and u know u won’t be able to lie. bc the lights are on now in th astral realm. everyone is getting to grips with how things work and for a while and in parts this has already been achieved. it’s just getting all the more prominent bc those don’t work anymore. maybe they never did. maybe now we see coming to a clearing bc we went thru some type of information storm. and it left us in a haze. the information overload and not many how to sort out data can do a lot of things to one s brain. it’s nice to give it a nice let go every once in a while. and that’s much like buddhist meditation bc ur then having these inner conversations about the mechanism of life and it’s inner workings. that same holds true for the world systems bc they are connected and work as one.

and i find language to be that final avenue. u may reframe ur thoughts. and u may become more coincise about the relationships u have between thought and turning ur thoughts into action. i would say slow down and recognize the transmission between when a thought switched into conscious actions so u know it’s parts and the whole works that no matter what sort of gaslight or manipulation u maybe faced. u can counter it by giving urself that same space to determine its reason and efficability on its truthfulness. and artificial data is usually has a different one than a organic one. .

though u still need to pay attention. the next level wouod be to recognize the shadow aspect of the artificial thoight that u just discovered. bc those artificial thoughts even tho may not convince u. may leave behind a particular thinking pattern ( although u can tell artificial by their fading effect ) u then naturally attracted to when smth similar in behaviour arises in ur environment. that’s why it’s very delicate balance. and one must know if it’s effects and what one must do within oneself to apply it’s counter. to it. which is hard to do at times bc it’s hard to be fully constant conscious and present within every moment. maybe ? maybe it’s harder to maintain ? or. maybe one may oscillate between these contrasting data that causes the inner stress due to lack of information. in parts which may require careful analysis over time which may allow us to evolve th particular data as well. like ur harvesting data to convey ur reality. but when that gets manipulated. the consequences are quite severe.

but i’m talking about natural consequences. bc now socially we find ourselves ina very difficult place. so we oscillate between not looking dumb and our ego fight and that we also feel right in parts about other objectives. there is great emotional taxing on lots of human objedirve s. but we do get the feel that things can be different and better. maybe the whole thing is a lie. to say the least in the absence of conflict or pain that we could revolve since we never stopped that notion. have we evolved ? . or at which point does evolution kick in cos.

my politics is simple.

it touches strongly on human rights. of changing systems for the benefit of human beings. though ofc we must ask ourselves how things developed in the way we see them to be today. if we see that there were many pivotal points through our our past. then we can determine the reasons why we attach too strongly to some of our ideologies and are too certain. maybe for our own good. of their truthfulness.

and there is a relativity aspect there as well. so based on by what was available. we did what was doable. based on by what was attractive to us as well. bc there is a connection there. if we have a susceptibility to smth. it denotes to smth. but we often attribute this to either good or bad reason.

and u can see why things are sometimes too extreme in opposite direction. u can see that u make such heightened statements. so far to one side that it’s definitely going to indulge some to be interested. and now the next objectives is to complete a few of those objectives. bc what this does is strengthens the loyalty aspect. as long as u have a loyal group who supports u then u always have a strong ground from which but can make some difficult decisions about ur life and future. which u may also do so when u make decisions about other concerns external to u at large.

this isn’t always likely so tho bc the way the world has developed took a long time. but there were these. u know. when war stopped they didn’t stop. and i’m talking about series of conflicts before the world war one. and even before civilization took root we are total barbarians to each other. animalistic. how should i say. savages. world was a scary place then. so thanks god there’s a thing called justice department and human rights council. i shit u not. this world can be a terrifying place to exist in.

but ofc u can also see that we haven’t exactly perfected the skill or overgeneralized it. indescribable today these organizations run the risk of being closed and cancelled entirely. in which case we would have no defence to protect what of democracy we have in our hands actualize and rooted in reality so these times are also very scary.

it’s bitter sweet actually. bc let’s take a step outside of concrete reality and step into the beauty of nature. say ur wandering about in the forest somewhere and there’s all these interactions abound around u. it’s harmonious and has its own song. u move along like ur dancing with reality when on reality this is ur true nature.

heading back to concrete reality. we see this sliver of hope and truth everywhere. u don’t need a patch of dirt to connect with this portion of reality bc the sun is there and that’s nature. it nourishes everything. and makes us feel good. supplies us with vitamin d. o think it’s criminal to fuck with the moon and the sun. to this extend. bc these are strongly correlated with natural laws that make all this possible within earths own systems. one shift and this place can turn sour pretty quick. imagine we are culture. so. like that.

one other alternative is that just bc space is vast. what they do in it only seems big from our humanistic perspective. which means that although it looks massive from where we are at. from the perspective of universal systems it’s probably not even a dent in its mechanism. so i also strongly lean toward that precisely bc there is still so much unknown out there. i would never ever say i know everything or u know better than all at all times on all objectives . that’s just fools gold right there. and that’s not how i do things around here.

but yes that’s why politics is pretty internal and wild bc they denote to all portions of our lives and even those who are least likely be involved get it’s effects. either benefit from them or be severely impacted due to some malfunction or miscalculations from smth or other where all the privileged don’t wanna hold themselves accountable or figure things out so that those potential pitfalls are not gonna affect the most vulnerable. cos that’s usually what happens. and it’s cyclic. and it has its own pattern. and i don’t know why that’s not enough data to get anyone to veer towards solving it.

maybe that’s why i often ask myself who do people think they are stuck in a hard place. or think their back is against the wall. especially when ur a leader. or a ceo or other type of expert or someone with influence and power bc all u gotta do is tell to the attention of everyone that u already have the truth.

i think we also oscillate between what that sort of information does to people bc propaganda is information too but what sets it aside is it’s intention. so it’s information with a specific intention

ur only not having the trust and faith necessary to see with ur inner eye the many potentialities of what human beings are capable of. in terms of good. to tell the truth we haven’t took this avenue. we often believe that human beings is a danger. again as per above quotes we see plenty of examples also. but the measurements of profess also must be there. or at the very least must also be used alongside other measurements so that we are using this aperture for self reflection at big scale to determine whether if we are cumulatively going in the right direction. right ? cos the endgame is always this. ur big. but collective is bigger. humanity did big bout world is bigger. world is big but solar system and the universe is bigger. and beyond that. the unknown is even much more bigger.

and what ur doing is consciously creating for the better in terms of those moments of uncertainties. which is why i denote my politics to human rights bc it overcomes all others. it’s very much like business ethics. cast aside all personal problems if we focus on the way. quality and adherence to set of practices on going about earning money which is a strong need on this earth for self sustainable and managing aspect. we also see how it has given way to many of worlds own inconsistencies which causes more problems than necessary bc also these systems are changing our blueprint we are no longer those paleolithic types so we must continue to adapt to our surroundings . which means that we must also not let our minds get dull with the ease of which some of these evolutionary things took root or mistske its placement or purpose in our current. admissions and in that sense we are all the same bc that’s what makes us human. this level do sensitivity constructively works toward common objectives and not press on wounds or use the law or justice in a predatory way bc these denote to natural laws and checks and balances as well as how things generally work to balance or equalize itself in natural order. we see this in weather patterns. certain pressures and earthquakes and volcanic eruptions. we see this in extinction of secures as a result of changes or other conditions. u know there is a cycle of life. and there was saiid to be delicate balance. exactly how delicate and balanced it is i do not know. i do believe that things can also evolve or change shape and form but i’m not sure how that would reflect our species bc beyond a. point of no return would be very much like what happened to all others who went extinct before us so.

and it’s always those who lived their lives whole that get tired of human species and wanna end it for all of us. so maybe we need to put a cap on such things.

oh mind u. the term whole doesn’t mean what u think it is. unless u think living a lonely or semi lonely life where u can travel anywhere. buy and own anything. do anything with anyone at any time however whatever u pls see can get anyone bored after some time. bc it’s missing the true component of connectivity relativity and unity with human species. not bc this is it and there is nothing else beyond this point. and u get all dramatic and prima donna about it. it’s one big trip. u are already spun and now you wanna spin the world bc u are bored if things to own or control. now ur onto bigger things maybe. but ur also trying not to get ur hopes up. but on the truth. the message says it’s simply not possible. and on a way. u don’t wanna be mistook for a fool. or be seen like u loose against the universal powers that animate us all. make all the possible. u don’t wanna think such resource is available. or maybe we are an accidental soup. but my conscience tells me there is a natural law.

yes i said lies is concomitant to war grounds but telling the truths helps us ground ourselves or else we get lost in the haze of extreme strategizing. bc at dome point due lies can give u the impression of ur back against the wall where u may not be able to find a solution or a way out and u don’t want that also. the constrictive portion of reality offers everyone who may find themselves there a way out. and i think this is how humane policies should run. bc then they demonstrate that they are working for the people and with the peoples allowance. both in monetary time and energy sense but their conscious needs communicated. and issues solved in timely manner.

or we should refrain from calling an establishment a government. we can call it blockbuster or fear house or smth. u know what i mean ? these pr people with kids. if that means anything in this world. i mean children. who would have thought. they will someday inherit this world yet we can’t get past our egos and pride and get things done. where is our humility. and all this is old people too. it’s no wonder why there’s strong emphasis on breaking free from older generations . but this is also bad bc it cuts off wisdom. it cuts people off. it’s divisive. tho it’s also something that happens as the fault or mess of our environment can u blame them. ?

well then again we are touching on a viable justice system. if there’s smth u can forgive. do it. if there’s anything that can be helped help or. if it can be changed wonderful. no need to worry about thjngs u can’t change. when ur confronted with ur past. be welcome to questions not criticism. if there’s strong judgment. we must ask then. what is the purpose. is it to shame. to cut down. or esteem cut lost stolen bc that’s not how things work around here. u must know who u are. bc u were there when those things happened. if we share any wisdom there s a source for it. the lesson is ours. and then we understand our world. objective we can determine how things transpire. this is how we can share information and our wisdom and make changes. do our bit of contribution to the greater whole.

and at some point we must let this go too bc we are not gonna be struggling for human rights forever. at some point. all these will take the next stage and form ( get better or worse ). we will have to have other interests. passions. much like the else on show of parent and child. u can place ur self importance as a. parent only and u will be a parent for ever but it changes. u can’t keep demanding and expecting ur kids to be at home always. they will have to form their own social life and interests seek out education make their life choices and all that. the same with our current work load.

i put my interests on metaphysics and human potential. human gift and skill. stuff that excite me bc they make this experience worth smth. it also gives us smth to see if we truly have the power to change our life. as in evolution of its directives. the transmission between points such a s births to life and life to death and what happens interim. both here and thereafter. bc all is relevant to this much bigger picture. so this gives me a chance to never let the best get thru my head so much that i get all bent out of shape bc i’m so attached to my job description or my title or identity. sure currently i too play a role in this world but i’m also half separate from it. bc i know things change and i intend this also

what do u think about when u ask the following questions :

how did we get here. and how did we allow this to happen.

now the next things that might happen might differ from person to person. perhaps ur thinking maybe she is trying to get me to be responsible on smth i has no control in. maybe she’s changing her narrative about what’s she supports so far. there must be a hook. a catch or smth that which she wants me to subscribe to.

or. ur thinking smth like. well. a bad guy would … maybe if he could. think for himself or upon his own self conscience to see if what he is doing or has done is causing harm to another. that would be a great place to start.

or ur thinking that maybe it’s urself or the good guy who could have … not permitted study small but significant smth that grew to such proportions today as we see it. it could be smth u could have taken no action on and let it be and die and fizzle out on its own. i don’t know but the more u ask. and the more u look around the more potentialities u can discover there in. which is what makes spirituality all the more fun bc the introspective research and asking ourselves difficult questions that contains and pertains to all of us seems to be a great way to find out what’s going on here. and how we can go about it.

asking a question to allow urself inner self guidance to discover an associative information helps u figure out it’s connection of correspondences. and the practice allows u to learn from ur own experiences as well as in observation of others tho with latter pls don’t fall into preconceived notions bc this is where most folks tend to differ not for diversity sake. but more folks are hard wired to think their issues are more significant than others. and most people are more forgiving and permitting of their own faults and more condemning and antagonizing of others mistakes. so maybe u can ask these questions and then discover that u fall in to this category. which means that u can still do ur work but u must also include this little extension to ur profession bc it works a s a support system to ur cumulative whole. bc we are also not one track mentalities or just simply subjectively let by few objectives about ourselves since we are transcendental this i doubt many know what this means.

what does it mean. to be truly transcendental is not incidental that in and of itself it’s like ur elevating urself and all the while ur turning on ur own axis. but unlike the world ur turns are 360. although ur consciousness runs as a precision aperture of operative focus. imagine ur globular self as glimmering or shimmering either like a disco ball or diamond. each part that shines. from charting the brain. works like neurons that spark up together in common association. with whatever instigated the spark. or in the sense or the precious rock , as u shine that’s where ur consciousness goes in precision focus to pay attention to that part but as u can see the other parts that don’t shine don’t mean they r not there. what we want is reach full potential which is the very sense by which one becomes illuminated. it’s the next level of our evolution and as u can see it won’t work unless the whole thing lights up.

so no matter what we are dealing with today. when we ask these difficult questions above. we never forget our humanity and our love for one another. even if it’s not being fully recognized or utilized right now due to our past conditions that led us here. but that doesn’t mean we must also lose heart. u don’t say well yea all that positive stuff is good and fine but it’s also fluff. it will never come true. we must have this hardship bc i tend to wanna believe my suffering didn’t get wasted or didn’t go to waste but how do i discover the silver lining in such losses. sometimes it’s via loss that results as side effect to our conditioning or conditions that prevent us cumulatively be enlightened and remain enlightened on earth all together ( and mind u people make mistakes it happens but when we steer making calculated errors and then lie about them then there’s a problem) . too. i mean does it scare u or make u feel inferior to kin to think of them as also evolved and enlightened ? just as u think urself to be ? bc then we are thinking on a very deeply rooted misconception about reality and our lives which is why many troubles makers tend to contradict themselves and then they can’t understand it also bc they r in the middle of its making or that they are not able to see clearly when they can’t recognize the full scoop. or that bc we don’t ask ourselves the above questions . or when we do. we haven’t corrected our ability to understand each other bc u can’t promote that we are sovereign. AND assume people generally are robots. easy to control. easy to manipulate. also they are disposable. it’s ok if they die or get wasted. as long. as they serve a purpose. but not any purpose. ur purpose. and so on… ( rightfully too those who lie eventually believe their own lies which is another example of the doer and the done to where they r the same. the big thing become a great illusion and everyone loses their way and things don’t make sense. calamities arise etc etc so don’t lie )

and u may see the relationship between the doer and the dome to. cos in a way they r the same. both suffer. both run the risk of dying. both stun their spiritual growth (pls pay attention here. bc sure. when u die u must shed all everything. including ur identity and common understanding of the world u spend ur entire life developing aka ur narrative. eventually u shed the idea of good and bad but the quality of ur own bardo stages [what is the quality of bardo when u lie in ur life so much that makes me wonder ] and how ur gonna go about letting all this go [and the art of letting go doesn’t go away on its own there are things that happen u as the person goes thru a chemical process and this is the quality of ur catalism when u lie. again. what happens ?] depends entirely on what u choose to do during ur life on earth. which is why no matter what ur belief system is , all religions emphasize the inevitability of death and the after words [u can fuck around during ur waking life and find out after u die too to be honest ]. doesn’t matter how they symbolize or depict it. ) bc there exists great limbo. the ones done to cannot spend their life as they want to bc they must defend themselves or struggle more or harder. and then those who do it constantly must upkeep this unnatural and artificial things just to upkeep their narrative or whatever makes them feel safe bc these are also activities (or u can make urself believe fantasies or things that don’t exist ) to fear. also is common in both. one fears security of their life themselves or their loved ones. so is the other one even tho their security would be a mental one or one rooted in their esteem. bc u do all that wrong and u need to upkeep ur esteem do u never have to look at ur issuers or see that u can change them by simply changing ur behaviour. ( so those who wanna. control the narrative and experience of others tend to do so bc their conscience must bother them in their wrong doing so which impacts their esteem and decisions but to counter that with strong resistance to change or acceptance and self discipline they doubt against it and must do these external things of changing ur mind or getting ur consent that they r or must be good at any cost. so manufactured consent and forced world systems and terrible terrible things done to humans just bc few can’t do their own. personal homework. basically ) and then there is the interrelations part. how would u relay ur faults to others. how would u apologize. and restore order. bc this not only attributes to stark opposites and the nature but also of law.

ofc we also need to know the world. to direct these questions beyond just ourselves can help us understand the world around us and other systems that complement and correlate to the ones we are part of. bc all is connected in some way. so if u have democracy and terrorism. at some point they stress the systems that run through them. even the system that don’t run thru them get altered bc they are dependent on the part of those system that runs thru them so either way they get impacted. and then ofc one is democracy. which is a the way to potential of our species who’s gonna finally figure out what this coexistence and sharing of resources and being loving kind and open to each other as well as using communication and information for right reasons and for everyone’s benefit. democracy is the potential of which our systems grow and change as we grow and change ( also it’s laws that change. but for good. for the benefit of people and for minimizing and eliminating evil or harmful acts and then establishing order that works to maintain peace ) and terrorism is the anti thesis of our spiritual potential of growth. it purposely degenerates select people and traumatizes them then points the finger at them and tries to convince u that human beings are bad or evil and that u must do this and this and that or else u will get killed ( u can see the justice system referred to too excessively critical of some whereas permits evil doing of others even normalized and systemizes it and says it’s the way human nature is and that propels re bad but there among us literally forced to perfection types who do good anyways and still get no respite ). anyway..

and yes what all of this does at the end of the day it doesn’t grant u to doors of heaven it doesn’t make u more evolved faster strong than others it doesn’t give u any lasting impressions not the ones u would wish to have anyway if u know the truths behind some reasons. it just ruins it for everyone. u position the people and their bodies break down. if u gaslight them they will be confused. if u lie to them they will be tricked. if u scare them they will trust u less and be more sceptical long term in their dealings with u. if u kill them they will be confused but they will get thru their bardos and all will be revealed to them in divine accord and inner guidance as well as what’s in their heart. if u traumatize them , this will impact their quality of life. but all that’s false eventually passes and only truths remain. and the truth of our reality and our soul stuff will always supersede the false. no matter what we have in our vicinity to maintain its appeal. u may have lots of money or convince all of all ur lies. but we all know and we all die and we

all will go thru our personal reckoning when that time comes. none of us are exempt fro. it. so u see. ur content of ur heart is gonna determine that experience for u. here u can have all the riches and success. u can tell urself all the lies and that ur perfect and all this is ok beyond ur comfortable space n on the surface u may succeed. . but truth is. we are all experiencing the same. that’s what makes us sovereign in the first place. to control seize and take rights of others is very much this u may feel u lack the choice to do good or be good u may even ask urslf does heaven and hell exist. i mean there’s a lot of humanistic inconsistencies out there. such as. animal abuse or other things that we see it’s glimpses here n there. it can turn off anyone. but u must not say ok well i don’t care anymore or it’s no use to be good. let’s do bad bc everyone does it. ( and the mystical portion of our reality almost always gets misused such as horoscopes. alchemism. tarots. magic. the positioning. of stars and planets. hermeticism. esotericism. and numerology. ) or it’s just standard way of surviving. it’s like don’t hate the player hate the game but the game is sustained bc the players consent to it.

life after denouncement

what happens after u called everything as it is. called the wrong off. called it all off bc the whole thing is out of whack. it’s like forty years as forty weeks of gestation where at times u don’t even. know or understand what life is about. the great gap between what u know and what world teaches u is great indeed but not always in a positive sense. and the manufacturing of human beings is even greater. that bc we control the speed of development of all and everything as form of manipulating the otherwise natural course of events to unfold should give us a clue. ( or that it takes so much time energy effort to cultivate ur children only to see them get systemically wasted. either with wars that are as well know them or other forms of wars of internal knowing )

so ofc u can’t just fuck off the world after u denounce everything. there’s nowhere else to go to. wherever u go. they know ur name. they know ur face. even strangers will know what’s in ur heart perhaps in a way where their human selves may not conceptualize cognize or understand right away. ( it’s worse if they think they know bc those are harder to break. since they already took some manifest form and much like preconceived notions or biases

that makes things harder on us all in some way but ) but it’s there. bc we are always connected at all times. this is what it means to. be one. the illusion is clear but it obstructs the entire purview that’s why denouncement is key here bc when u chuck all that excess. all these useless ideologies we mistake to be stationary. only then do we get backstage pass to what’s really going on.

so ur not exactly denouncing ur love for the world. it’s easy to mistske denouncement as negativity or anarchy or even being a rebellion without a viable cause. it’s quite easy. bc u then develop the distaste for the general ways that have long been established themselves . such as sexual roles we play. which is the anti thesis to non binary mindset. bc we are so scared. that the most familiar identities we hold so dear that gives us some type of understanding about our reality and subsequently ourselves shall not be touched (not to mention this is harder to maintain. but some take the world shit and others take the shit that comes from their safe place. it’s the same we do it to ourselves as part of the unhealthy environment. bc the wanting to be better is there but it’s all misconstrued. since everyone competes for smth. albeit for peace of mind or funds or a reputable place on earth systems all u gotta do and all that is enough is to not feed the facades but it’s hard to do i know it’s hard. it’s not meant to be easy. it had generations caked on everything ). it’s very much how we see every man is the bread winner of every house and every woman clean cooks and takes care of the child. this is the norm. it’s when ever u see someone u must already use some type of preconceived notions that put u in a safe place in a n otherwise uncertain and unstable world. u wouldn’t want it any other way either bc . u wouldn’t want to know what people are really up to in their free time. who cares. let’s go with the normalcies of life. it’s quite predictable. it establishes mutual trust. things of this sort is fine. when u denounce everything u can still respect people at the baseline level where they have chosen for themselves the right approach to their portion of reality. so it’s really not that negative and not that big deal. the function of denouncement comes from not taking things seriously in the first place.

u say well that’s all good and well but did u know that all of this is concept of people like u and i. someone placed meanings to these things and then things developed from here. can u picture how different things would be if we only allowed the chance to choose differently ? when we want to? and how we wanna go about life without having to be forced into blind follow. especially at our formative years.

for example we see all this discrepancy with life and the world system. where at one side we wax poetic about how much we give a damn about family values and ethics and children. and on the other we must do the right thing for the greater good and drop bulbs on strangers children’s heads. there’s no distinction nor is there coherence in our logic here. the key here isn’t finding a person u can put all ur blamed into either. bc these things. stains on our conscience either by turning the other way. or supporting the adjacent cause ( bc it’s all the same. for example if we already come to this point antagonist only a few people is futile bc it’s by our attachment to reality. which ever portion of it attributes to our desires is what causes us to quickly swat the issue away or scapegoat it out of our purview ) don’t seem to go away. we have already must have allowed things to get this far. our only option is simplify first what’s in our way so we can see with unobstructed clarity. as things are as they have developed so that we are not giving into our conditionings (denouement is not giving up also. most may think oh ur giving up. why don’t u play the game it’s always been the way well that’s precisely why. whose game is it. who has advantage who rules behind the scenes who lie and control and at any cost get from point a to point b. i’m not here to play the game by ur rules i’m here to change it ) . bc they r sneaky. they are all there. ready to be mistook for a form established rooted in reality and in truths. it’s very hard to do. but denouncement isn’t to employ everything and live a void life. u will still face reality still participate in it. still talk to people and be open and altruistic. there is gonna be all kind of mental gymnastics. a workout for ur heart even. and cardio for ur brain. ur gonna be really honest and comfortable with ur errors of judgement. u will become humble and kind. where else do u think all encompassing love comes from (and u don’t. wanna have regrets later in life too when u get too frail

and old. ur vulnerable but not that silly breakable. u don’t wanna look back and be like oh i could have should have would have done this or that. and things look clear in hindsight so what u wanna do is use everything to its max use ur body use ur mind use ur heart use urself and be the instrument of smth better. without the competitiveness of it. use it. tire urself out. reach out stretch ur soul. that’s the full potential we speak. )

it doesn’t come from restrictions. of holding urself back. or too much discipline. bc at the end of the day we are all associative to meridian of truths that have established in the world as systems of allowance. and when we look to these. we can already tell that not everything is as it seems and this is gonna be a long arduous ride.

back to the gestation period that is ur whole life. the whole thing is representative of the baby forming in the womb. that’s the level of support and love as well as clear guidance we need in the world from a social support. until ur forty. by forty u establish the level of independence and intelligence to tske on bigger matters. but until then it’s all speculative. and in fact ur so young still u can’t let the dust settle. u can’t be blamed entirely either. (!) bc it’s hard to see. u don’t denounce either. maybe u denounce only that which makes u look bad or uncomfortable within. or you say u denounce everything and then get back to things . u replace one monster with another and not realize the comfort zone u allow urself to wallow in. ( which is why it’s enticing when ur indoctrinated to be smth ur not when the deal sounds sweet and predictability does not rise any red flags even if it does ur too desperate to care. u just want identity some type of relativity in this loud world. it doesn’t matter which u get. some one pays attention to u. that’s feels nice. most ur life ur isolated and alone. so naturally u will work to preserve this unhealthy relationship) ( and if made a mistake of judgment u keep going anyway bc u don’t wanna look in empty right away. u wanna look competent so yeah yes that was my choice even tho there was foul play) ( that’s how u crush ur heart also. imagine u get so strategic u must use all the space u got. so upstart piling all this crap over crap. one thing after another and next thing u know. u can’t even feel anything anymore. it’s all desensitized mass so then ur gonna need to really denounce stuff. i mean get all red in the face when u say i denounce rejoinder it’s like passing a very hard poop u must let go the inner gestation of what ur about to manifest in to ur life with all that unacknowledged intention of others and urs before it’s too late )

these are sneaky substances that creep up in our day to day living. hence where things need to get done. don’t get done in large world view. as mentioned yesterday at twitter in terms of how we think we equate self expression to a conversation and think it’s an accomplishment only to discover the next day and based on by others responses ( silence is one too ) we assume it’s understood but not always. all these strategies that work at large can also be found at smaller quantities n they play among us. but heading back to our own societal discrepancies where we emphasize importance of children and maybe people in general – cos u too are one. so ur not gonna ask for smth or wish smth less for them than u would wish for urself- so part of this denouncement allows us to get to that place of oneness even though u get one foot in this reality where everyone is tripping about their mortality for instance. bc u already did the foot work to get beyond all that. it doesn’t matter anymore. and this other foot in ur own shit so to say. the facades don’t hold. no matter how strong someone is to put it up over ur eyes. the whole the falls off all on its own why? bc there’s nothing that attracts it to keep in place. there is no bind. no entanglement. all is free thus. this is what denouncement does. but heading. back to children they don’t know that. our human nature and development depends on a healthy environment which isn’t even established so to expect smth good to come out of our subjective notions biases attachments desires and fears only stoke the fires at large. and our most adult behaviour work to contradict that. everyday. and we assume kids don’t see that.

but when u do knock on the door of some of these policy makers and confront them it is precisely bc they know what they r doing that they turn u down or pretend they didn’t hear all that. and ur use of satellites is actually wrong and causes more harm than good. people aren’t robots. they r not puppets to play with. they deserve to have a chance at this life whatever this trip is actually about bc we don’t know. u can be as religious as u want. all that is handed to u by another human being with flaws. u can read any book u want it’s all written by someone with severe side effects. even these words even i. ( the worst thing is info is used only to torment people who are forced to be stationary meaning they r threatened if they care or speak up or do smth. ur forced to run away for ur own safety. and u csnt worry ur forced to not care bc the whole thing is very heavy it crushes the soul not bc u can’t handle it but bc u are not allowed to help. it s sick game ) ( so u try to do the impossible. preserve the innocence of ur kids as long as u can until systems recognize ur son that do they do sneaky things to make u look bad and controlling and systems as liberating to steal ur kids the legal way it’s all a sick game. it shot that they care about them either. soon they will be just like u. just in a different conundrums. that’s a conundrum) ( there’s no getting away so no need to be quiet. so u denounce ur denouncement and talk about it:)

so there’s no need to make a hierophant of each other either. u denounce all that too the hero worship. who’s gonna save me theory. who cares go save urself. but u see it’s not that simple. u may denounce everything and lock urself in ur house and soon enough u will run out of needs that also includes human mutual conduct. and u don’t have to say but im small and helpless u don’t look around either to see who’s into what so u go do the same so next time cross paths u can be relatable. that’s the worst way to fill ur head with the nonsense in the world. u don’t memorize celebrity names and watch every stupid movie that’s on the top of the list of things to watch. u don’t listen to music that u don’t like n appropriate interest in things bc that’s all people got when they congregate. it’s either that or politics. and u can tell why people refuse to discuss the other one.

ok so we have life that’s gestation period one slow burn out images of worlds crap that by the time u r born a second time u go well i’m disabled.

bc the world tossed u around it kicked u when u were down it has its own contradiction that it wants to instill in ur mind asking u as it beats ur head. are u good. are u bad which one are u gonna be. it throws u to the ground and stomps on u. the next day it smiles at u. says ur loving kind and then ur form this unhealthy relationship with the world. in fsxt in the west there’s a cookie cutter people manufacturing machine that constructs human beings and keep them enslaved in their nonsense that flourished ( it’s like the best non recognizable weaponizing of people so u can either use them against each other. as a martyr or for some stupid wars overseas. it’s all the same) after u can say the whole existence did one big slavery. so is gestation since u can not safely object once u take on the mission u can’t eject urself or be there but also not be there or participate in matters of human concern, what’s the use of that. to be there and be useless as well ? it’s better to get thru this whole shit than be like that. open ur heart wide open and have faith. that’s that . but who do u wanna be most useful for is a better question bc u can be useful for someone else’s hidden agenda too or bias or brain wash or maybe they want to marionette u to say specific things for specific effects. we look for these signs. we depend on it base our decisions for the simple synchronicity around us and when the whole system gets septic there’s no need to deny truths or lie or continue using it. denouncement gives us that space to know ur worth and have choice in not playing that game.

but yes ur like what. tell me more about the animal crackers that is human beings manufactured to be terribly predictable even in their non binary states. bc it works to complement the entire system attempts to cover its ass from previous generetions. and that’s a scary things bc u will then say well we already know the previous gen didn’t get to have their reckoning. not in the way it was rightful for them. and u have basic understanding of how that works. so what doesn’t get done gets passed down and adds to the next gens tribulations so how then do u expect the cultivation of new on faulty ground. and what do u think that will produce. denouncement here does not mean ur in denial. that’s someone else’s job and they r getting paid very good for it. and the scarier thing is no matter how u go about it. u may do all the right things and follow all directions and dictions and whatever have u on self righteous path and still fuck things up bc not everything is in your hands.

and when ur born a second time something. wonderful happens it’s the silver lining no matter how unfair or difficult the path of ur gestation period. bc the world is not well the environment is sick did u think u we’re gonna come out not affected from any of it ? do we blame a disabled baby for being born the way it is ? ofc not. bc there are clear things that can scientifically proven as to why that even happens and how. it’s this and that objective . and yet we look at disabled like we are more perfect than them. we just haven’t truly opened our eyes to our own disability. it’s not always physical or mental either. and rightfully. bc remember this is a sick world. it contradicts its own word. it controls people and then makes it look like itself is never the problem. so the disabled are like pressing on that internal wound in a way. it reminds them their distortion. so it becomes easy to cast away someone that brings out the worst in u. or it’s not worst. it’s just ur perception of it. again. u allowed this to be ur nutriments during ur gestation period. no amount of surgery and medicine can cover its stench. bc it’s rooted in smth more than urself. 😃(and no matter ur conundrum it only crystallizes as much as u allow for it. if ur ready to shatter ur own illusions however that’s the denouncement ur looking for. u no longer wanna be taken for a fool or give up and die. they will say -it’s all downhill from here. u spent most of ur life dreaming of better days and the world says ur not relevant to be active part of it anyway u want ) ( scientific note that when we turn forty it’s the body that changes but the mind evolves further. the discrepancy is unless ur elite boss or autocrat old age is frowned upon which is. great miss. life doesn’t arbitrarily stop bc of some dumb number ) maybe denouncement can clear the path a bit. but it doesn’t stop there. either. there’s nowhere in the world where u can turn ur back to it and truly feel alone. but when u know u know and there nothing that can no longer have any effect on u. u become the shepherd in this world in the aftermath of its over. it’s done.. our images of illusion of our lives are just catching on. we are still holding onto life worrying. about our mortality. scared about the unknown it’s all taboo don’t say the word or it happens to u. death. repeat after me. death. it happens to all.

worst is when it happens to people when they r still alive. when their heads stop evolving and their minds stop opening and their souls stop growing . no. the soul keeps going with or without the human identity i think that’s where the juice of the grit of the mill is at. it’s the great gap of where ur own contradictions flourish. it’s where u trip urself. u spin urself where u are at and then get dizzy and get mad at nearest objective . or latch onto the nearest familiarity for self preservation at best. u look into others eyes begging for confirmation but i’m good. u can see that right ? not that either.

and when u denounce everything something wonderful happens. u no longer settle with the world way of what it means to be forty. u refuse to shut up and sit down u refuse or change r urself or hide urself either. bc u know urself and ur development and what’s in ur own heart. and that gives enough to keep doing the good work. denouncement works only that u don’t get deluded urself on ur journey between intense highs and lows bc this is arduous world and we haven’t figured out exactly how to get it right. the right balance of stark opposites. the sweet spot.

it is said that

the most extreme cases of individuals who are super enamoured with their pride is they u may not be able to change them. it’s true. as we can’t change each other. each person must change themselves . which is why the systems that put people in. jails and think that’s enough and the work stops there is precisely why we haven’t formed the right establishment between how we relate to these objective . how we make sense. of what is happening. and our approach in terms of improvement of something and application of reflections and it’s use in the system. this already exists but in exists upside down so the pride on one can inflict the pride on other and we see things play in extreme where we are maintaining the limbo of their relationship in a dual sense unable to find any way out of the conundrum. now u see how do it transpire or transcend dual things. is definitely a tricky situation. it requires a scientific mind and also someone who may think of themselves like a alchemist. so then ur using the tarot card temperance. and this also plays already out there that’s why hardly anything gets done bc folks slow down in the wrong place and speed up or go too fast in wrong appeals. we see this play out from small to large instances. small instances is when a individual grosses the red line and decides to hurt or harm another which can land them in jail. the large is wars. when the wars start they play on strategic force field of constancy of thought. we have already abandoned reason and communication we are on attack mode and with attack mode comes secrecy and lies. bc if we see the quality and condition of the world. see that we have national security so we don’t always act on transparency. this is a meridian of statement which blocks from the purview individual levels existing right now in their correlation to each other as well as certain circumstances some may be under. and but we must see that when we come to a point of getting far worse than the last traction made then this is a red flag and it signifies the urgency of smth. now if we go by the establishment of basic understating of racism and sexism and from yesterdays speech on slavery then we see how these things are deeply imbued in our systems playing out from small to large instance s then we would have to speak on these objectives openly and be comfortable about how to go about solving them. on the constructive sense. if there among us some who are un changeable in their pride and sense of establishment on their personal narrative which may demand from the world unrealistic things then we have to find a sweet spot to coexist under but we must do so without sacrificing our facts and truths and also promoting th art of speech. of open communication and how beneficial a tool this will be as to solving all our common ground problems. then the resources that take away from us on improving our grounds will offer us relocating the funds for the constructive use of precisely why we are tripping on our pride for. except this way offers no harm of anyone. and is more rewarding long term.

i think we should talk about difficult things

precisely because this denotes to our communication tool which has two components. the ability to speak clearly. and the ability to understand the other and this branches our even further. to the ways in which u convey meaning after deciding ur perception tool to undersnd smth as it is. not as ur subjective nature wishes to change it. bc this means that yes. we all have personal narrative thru which we base our understanding since understanding has to establish some rooted basis and structure from which we tend to rise all kinds of throughout and ofc there’s also room for error in for trickery. room for artificial thought or intelligence room for the excess ( lies deception and the art of obscurity and limited understanding on transparency) pretty much. since this reflects human behaviour which has its own development. the behaviour comes from the root basis of thought but it also is accompanied by emotional hygiene. .

so when we think about global conflict we root this from the basis of racism.for it has to be classifying each other as per its association to us in the past as well as now and since the immediacy of what seems tend to leave a more lasting imprint even tho it may not contain whole data. meaning that sometimes a situation is so impactful we don’t seek before it or what happens after. or the process of it or the mechanism break it down to understand it better. this is hard to do bc it’s very much like being in the middle of the reality and as u make it. exactly how much control and power do u have if it’s directives. exactly how aware are u while ur creating the reality ur part of. and this requires from us a specific type of approach. one definitely tells us we need to be responsible.the other asks but how much. the answer should be maximum always. one must always make sure that owns taking maximum responsibility for one’s being all the while also understanding the mechanism of a happening.

bc here get this. we live in a world that supports sins and flourishes through them and even gets others to do it bc they all spring forth from a long times lasting. have had theirs evolution rooted in establishment and basis of which we see and are part of it’d extension.

we each of us are also players of these happenstances from small to large. so ur seeing that all other sins are apparent. they are all complementary part of pride. which is very subtle and u may not notice at time. i mean u like ego and say it’s so bad. how do u think ego exists. with the strong support of pride. and pride is even harder to detect in. the absence of the other obvious ones. it runs on entitlement and arrogance.

then we see that racism is strongly imbued with pride. which is harder to detect. bc how then can we say that the presence did such atrocities taking. place daily between people. and there among us some who get catapulted into this life not knowing very much of what’s going on and then get catapulted out of this world also without understanding what’s going on precisely bc of the racism and the pride that get some to antagonize others strictly for being born at a specific place and time.

ofc when we take a moment and recognize these interrelationships and what this means. the same is true for pride when ur in the middle of it u may not notice. for some things are that subtle. but all the more effective in their power and reason . now listen. i’m fully in cognizance with recognizing this is a dual world. but i think we got this whole concept rather wrong. or that we are trying too hard taking our subjective narrative in which everyone has them that’s their journey. and as with ours. we all have the right to make sense of our life. why we are here. and where we are headed from here. prepare for our death. think about our existence make sense if our reality and reflect our findings into the world. ofc this reflection now must contain objective things and when u actually break it down what does this means bc we don’t truly understand one another hundred percent since we are different beings. ( if we do it’s very rare. u would have to have relationship much like the twins do. and human species too were clean and clear before spiritually speaking. and this may seem defiled and we may haves stains on our consciousness but it’s this non association and willingness to let go. and u can’t just deny and ignore either. it requires set of skills development as well as the personal establishment of the change necessary to apply in ur own vicinity and person for the propel movement if it’s butterfly effect to take place and complement all others efforts at large) . at least we do a society similarities in basis of which we may have common objectively shared. feelings that we can reason bc of its likeness ( we all deserve love. relationships. we are co dependent beings must belong. have passions so we have smth to complement to this world. esch other and have meaning and worth in. our work and effort. food water are necessities. shelter is another one. obvious ones are these which makes the common grounds common also as common knowledge ) . but ofc then the difference are there. no one can experience ur experience for u. and tell how it was. they can experience an experience. maybe even the same thing but everything else will differ based on by their personal narrative as well as how they do their own inner denomination since a lot of that spiritual religious or philosophical notions are mostly promoting ur own personal liberation. not u as a successor or a dominator or supreme of all beings. that’s not spirituality or religion or philosophy. ( it’d all designed so we coexist and learn to share and love one another and do no harm) none of those have those as a dogmatic selling point either. each will establish a basis strong with ethics and right thing. and values so that we know what we are doing and that which we are doing isn’t causing or adding more harm. but either utilizing it’s time and energy on finding solution and figuring things out or at the very least not adding more negativity to already existing issues. if we get to this point where we are in some type of backwards reality then that’s a red flag. and u can tell if it’s artificial or not by the examining of the pst development. patterns. numbers. occurrences and people abilities as versus now. so then we can see that the establishment of clear communication is kind of like the quality of relationship u have with urself. the more honest u r with urself the more u r able to detect those inner pride centres and work on them since it impacts everything. it can welcome sins. the obvious ones. if u know how to quell them the work doesn’t stop there. for pride touches on many parts of our lives. so for instance our inner self work pride may block the purview from higher thought that is rooted in non attachment and no strong identity with self (other than the ethics and values one runs on and maybe ur own open tabs in ur mind conveying meaning from surrounding and others as well as inner rapport. much like how we have drivers licence and basic info is on it. associative relative to truths interim) n fill in the gaps with self cherishing thought. which may inspire people to create or recreate past events where things seemed like it was working out for them. so false connection of dots to make partial sense of ur history all bc u don’t wanna be held responsible for the negatives in it. has to replace it with well its ok. this ok. it’s not that bad. i’m not actually bad. it happened bc so and so. and or i’m special this happened bc it was act of god. or all of this works to make me better. all negatives is always others and all positives is always myself.

so anyway it goes on pride is fickle like that. it only thinks of itself. it is jaded thus. that’s why it’s said pride blinds the inner eye to such an extend bc ur so enamoured with self ideation that u lose a sense of touch with what’s happening bc then every time u feel threatened u feel u must act out and do smth. in truth ur distracting from the inner calling telling u hey u over there. look here. there’s a issue in need ur attention. it’s calling u to free urself from ur own attachment. but u refuse to let go bc this would mean u would have to admit ur ordinarily. and u just make mistakes just like anyone. and it’s only not fun bc u have developed distaste towards others. ( racism. based on by who they are bc u don’t know their inner quality of being. u hate on the externals only ) bc excessive self cherishing would have to take from others to place it upon urself. and then it goes on and on. u can see this strategy play out anywhere. in a sense pride is also linked with greed bc it has to keep the continuity of one’s personal narrative and pass that narrative or normalize it as objective. which can create forced interactions and lifestyles also. when this translates to policies and actions. we see that it can also hurt many.

there are few definitions

about slavery that is quite relevant to our days. one of them is. it having no personal choice , hence being subjugated into smth. and two, it’s related to control of ur finances. (doesn’t matter if it’s personal or not. bc even the slavery by the definition of american history and the idea of force and the utility of others agsisnt their will to maintain it at no wages should be exemplary here )

here are the internet definitions

ok so there’s a difference between having set of systems that work for the benefit of the people , making. complex happenstances in logical sequence so that we know. and then we can operate under those conditions when especially things dire. part of the entire practice is to perfect the skills that are necessary to utilize intuitively during heightened times. since our livelihoods are totally depended on our ability to build and develop skills and put them to use via cooperations it’s essential to not skip these steps as human species to truly understand why our world operates the way it does as well as see the misconceptions in things tht are otherwise useful if we only figure out correct use of them.

now when we look at the systems there’s essential it’s inthe factors found there in. u see that u need medicine when ur sick home when u need protector from natural elements known to shorten or endanger ur life, car to travel, or other transport sources which also run on human intelligence, human conduct. as well as schedule for ur convenience. these things work to simplify life. and are prime examples of how societies tend to run and support our issues as they arise. we also see that they were specifically built to be this way. for without their function we also have examples of uncertainty. of heightened states . disease and heartbreak can break out and can be costly. simple thjngs like receiving clean water tends to keep us healthy. and also ease of life as opposed to spending too much time having to do food work to go to nearest water sources. this is the reality for many underdeveloped nations. mostly their development can be determined in terms of their historical connections. this is essential to note bc all these behaviours become slavery to smth. again we are touching on the system functions. when they work for u there is a mutual condition . and the symbiotic nature is non maleficent. when they are misaligned however they tend to create this effect bc unless ur going not say what we have now should all encompass everywhere and everyone bc we do see that things can be shared. and they can provide utility so that the human life everywhere is educated and well off and working in the way it intends to. bc then it also comes back around and improve the more established nations. there’s a connectivity in these systems that tend to affect. much like our coverage on wars where u wage wars it tends to effectuate our own home systems bc then we would have to do things here in some type of accord with in line to global happenstances such a strengthening and weapon manufacturing to protect one’s nation . u would have to accord urself. to presence of wars and prospect of conflict. u would also be more protective of ur grounds. not letting out every secret. these are signs that show us exactly where we are on the global trust level. we also know. by the basis of trust that we tend to establish more “healthier natural grounds “ where good things flourish. this is the hub of new ideas. innovation. inventions and many potential great things that can complement our lives as whole but again. going back to slavery which we know it’s association to community members lives in the past and learn to make such connections to their economic development. bc then the same systems can also see it’s representation. in the world in subsequent placements.

now the issue with slavery is also same as the globe as whole bc we aren’t truly living our full potential and are animosity to each other thus. which is represented in great detail through long course of time till now as we speak. so we see the issues are very much there. there is intense need to eradicate entire species which is racist. and the army portion can be strongly represented in slavery mindset. mind u as u understand these words. know ur history and know ur current developments. to truly know what where u must make such placements u would need to determine events as per case. and in some instances where unfortunate wars break out u would have to consider it from ur own personal purview that means would u die for smth or defend urself bc that’ latter part is rooted to ur survival instinct ( in which case economics of slavery come to mind. that any place that can’t defend itself or anyone. what does this say ?) in which case one is not slave. the slave part comes from propaganda portion of things where people go beyond that line long time ago. since these things also don’t develop overnight especially from the aggressors point of view.

and u might decipher even at greater detail. slavery plays out its ugly face. u see it in business relations. most lives in the west most particularly poverty stricken area knows. when u dont have money. u are part of a jaded world in which ur strong member of its shape and maintenance but u don’t even have a money enlightened ( mind u most jobs are advantageous with wages where u are forced into labor bc ur responsive and bc u wanna be part of all the stuff even if u didn’t. u have no choice , it’s not that u are lazy but the fsxt it goes as fast as it comes. so there’s also this. where poor worker get the money and holds it in their hands before dispersing it on bills ) to enjoy any part of ur in the way u can like those who u cater to most time of ur life. so when we come to this realization. as detailed as we can. and this isn’t the whole of it bc this is attribute to financial aspect of slavery in. which case this impacts literally the rest of ur life. ur health and the contributions u make and can make in this world. ( mostly u leave a job and it’s like it never happened. all u get us some dumb words u can use on ur resume. in terms of what we do it’s usually no face non name people who run the show. ) ( health wise. stresses. not being able to afford health care of healthy food or nutrition supplies. rest and break when needed. healthy relationships with each other. since this is also essential. if the e convent is sick and people usually are unrealistically out against each other such as unhealthy competition on need then yes. that’s a big red flag )

and ofc u might say well u don’t need money to be part of world and it’s system but then u see all this. u know. it’s all in our faces. in our nose. it’s saying ha ha look at me. i’m better than u. u suck ur terrible u stink. ur poor ur sad u don’t matter and u are not seen or acknowledged . period like ur existence means less than mine. and that’s that. there’s no discussions about it too bc if u try to speak up. or u say smth. ur painted as a crazy person. in external circumstances . it almost seems like the system knows ahead of time and it has designed a cushion of automatic responses that r predictable. it’s almost like this. when u try to give someone a honest criticism of feedback and they get all offended. react by saying ur saying that bc ur jealous of their success. it’s other representations is being hunted down and killed bc ur words may offend somebody.

this is pretty big. the whole coverage and talks on slavery. bc people can also run the risk of being slaves to false ideologies. and habits and addictions are formed this ways. it’s a way of coping. and we become consumed by our actions or the ideas that propel us to do things that we do. which can be constricting. so a sign that u maybe such. can be found if u feel at times such constructions in ur own personal habits. u could be frustrating urself as a result of it which case u might need to breathe. u may need some air bc the feeling would be very much like cutting off ur air supply. it just doesn’t feel natural. so then u go well maybe that’s not a good idea. that doesn’t produce good results. it’s almost like ur own body communicates with u. but ofc it’s of no use if ur dead.

so what we also wanna do avoid these pitfalls bc our hard headed ness and lack of self awareness to all of these natural processes end up causing us to either hurt ourselves or do things out there that harms others or even both. it’s almost like ur living in a movie where things of great madness is taking place but here’s where we run the risk of getting ourselves hurt bc in the end u also run on set of inner principles u may not be aware of. one of which leans strongly on ur subconscious the reason why this is huge in terms of its influence comes precisely due to difference between active consciousness and states where ur either preoccupied with another thought or u do not take time to relax ur mind like ever. ( it makes us decide on things. it gives us groundwork from which our thoughts flourish so this is key here. bc it’s how our brains work also. we sponge data and if we have faulty data the. it contractors the natural ones that we also gather which impacts our decisions making process. u can put off smth but for how long ) so in a way this is only a starting point. bc from there we gain those active skills that’s required when shit really hits the fan. and we can gauge this basis by simply observing human nature during tough times.

ur gonna get a better understand. by adding satellites into the mix of things bc it complements some of our decision making skills as well as influences that arise as a result of such practices. this also comes from our intense desire to control. aka a form of slavery. bc u maybe propelled by ur internal fears so that could make u a slave to any ideology arising from it. u could watch humans. and say or think they are filthy animals. u might feel superior to them by constantly comparing urslef to others. and saying yea better than them especially when you see them going through a suffering. maybe many doing smth they don’t like produces distaste over others.

u can even see folks as simpletons. and overgeneralize them so much that their unique development and what makes them experiences all washed up. like it’s easy to a hate this way also. bc if u despise and depersonalize someone enough u can go as far as to kill them. we know this from where an attacker rapes and kills a woman. he doesn’t wanna know her details her name. in some cases people try to get personal with their attached so they can see their humanity and feel humble and maybe change their minds. mind u we get evolved. this same goes for bad habits too. so just bc something takes a next shape and form doesn’t always means we are going in the right directions btw sometimes these things show us how dire it is to exist as human species. the least we should wanna do is keep harming thus could be stopped right away and stop and think what u truly want ur experience to be like( and some are just calling for help ) . now u try to reason with a psychopath. do u think they will simply see this as a strong challenge to keep going in their mission. well. i wouldn’t make this too objective . there must be clear distinction with our general understanding of bad people. or people who do great harm to others. and then the very few who are more twisted in their minds. in terms of what they do. they may not be part of a gang or whatever. maybe they r lone wolf. who cares. does it produce negative end results ? i mean we look there. and maybe in the twist of things. u see that those might be the most intense cases. but u also gotta see the u turn. u gotta see the point at which the person says to himself. well maybe i should stop. like they realize upon their own that this is not the right way to go. and that’s what we want all of us to get to.

even those gang people u see who do things. with motivation to money or other inconsistencies that might have connected these type of dots or given by the system availabilities that force choices or how well u wish to see it it could be attribute to lack of trust and some past trauma or other condition in which the person has either fewer choices or no choice at all. to people in general. terrible things happen to people all the time. but also we see humanity in alll. even a godfather is a loving dad. there’s family and love there. and these folks do care about their families. part of which propels people to do irrational things came from love for family. so it isn’t that we aren’t capable of love we just don’t know how to go about it all the time. in the world especially among others. bc there would be a lot of terms to come to. within ourselves and in terms of how we generally see each other.

and ofc ur not gonna get there by urself either. which is why this makes a relevant portion of our world systems. since it impacts our decisions and how we generally do things. . even if we may think we are in control in terms of our domination and nonsense. we are slave to an ideology that we must look or act tougher than we seen or even if it’s true that we must keep posturing just so we can supervise the harsh conditions in the world and mind u these were handed down to us. they were indoctrinated by our lineage. and then there are others much concrete ones such as world development that impacts people lives everyday. we don’t need to change the meanings of these things bc they r self evident. they also attribute to our understanding of humanity in general. so if we cast ourselves aside lavishly but think of others as not deserving. then what does this say about our humanity. it would mean fragmentalism bc these complement our reality in the best way we can see at times the enlightenment that peaks occasionally behind clouds but can’t seem to maintain. our consciousness is either these higher states or get mad at others for not being able to maintain it bc we keep getting this high ( potential and occasional euphoria and some others due to anemic ramification of its opposites condition) and coming down and everyone we get down we get disappointed bc when we are high up there we see how easy things can be. our mistake is in our thinking. so when we go high and if we think it’s only us who can feel this way we may mistake that compassion that is one all. plus many folks walk around saying unity this one love that peace all around but then go about doing these terrible things to some so the level of intimacy u have on ur journey is pretty much alike very much the same as the quality of ur relationships with others. ( some system operators have faulty systems of acknowledgement bc things could be handed to them or bc they r part of lineage versus a system being fair for all bc that fairness also didn’t develop when we haven’t mastered the art skill of coexisting in harmony equally so this isn’t even done before we are all things but one yet we profess we are civilized technological advances smart intelligent capable loving successful people. we also profess we are enlightened. awake. or superior to others in our virtues and or for what comes easy to us when we fell in line and without much cognizance or self reflection consensus compare ourselves with others )

and if ur fronting or holding urself back ( in terms of ur love. bc if we just take a moment and drop the act then we are already there. but again we would hav to approach this issue from many angles and bc it’s compacted in terms of its meaning. cos then ur like well what do people want. do they all want to be billionaires and celebrities but then u can ask urself whenever u do smth can this be sustainable. can others have the same. that can teach a lot.

not receiving enough support

during challenging times is not fun for anyone though these r the moments we discover our own limits and what we can do from here on out for the preservation of what traction we have made as well as where we go from here on out.

not receiving enough support comes from not getting real in a world that shrouds itself in facades is nothing new. we tend to have these unbalanced unequal types of relationships and exchanges which leave us depleted and tired. unable to help anyone and maybe even useless.

this doesn’t mean we hate or want to give up the causes or cares for the world. it means this. to find within the natural balance and order of things when one gets out of alignment due to external conflict. it’s best to minimize any contact and actions that are rooted in frivolity as well as not direct and definitely not equal. when we continue to act like smth is not a big deal when in fact it was. is wrong to do. when we continue to carry on with our duties even tho there’s great instabilities. uncertainties and the like is not smart. it just makes things worse. causes us much pain to continue to extend our hand or overreach where we don’t belong where we are not welcome and where ulterior motives takes place.

when people don’t appreciate ur presence. gift them ur silence and absence. and don’t be greedy with this giving either. because at the end of the day. there’s no reason to get dogmatic with ones enlightenment ur not the fix all heal all type of person even if u were. to each their own and ur not gonna save everyone either in their conundrum and drama and trips of life. especially when they refuse to accept or even welcome ur reaching hand.

it’s better to recognize people in their conundrum as part of the curriculum that people to an extend decide for themselves how they want to go about things. if for instance there’s not enough traction made in terms of deciphering why things happen the way they do in ur life then ur likely to be moulded but ur circumstances and therefore ur less likely to hear someone speak when they talk to u for instance. this excess over production of our attempt to help each other can back fire bc it can make roller lazy to have things handed to them and therefore they may get lazy about or connect the wrong dots about the whole exchange. for example the point of a teacher isn’t just to give u all the course materials for u to learn but there’s an exchange as the teacher also learns from the student. in bigger picture. they are co creating all the time. if for instance we have certainty that a teacher must produce positive results at all times and link ur end results to the teachers ability to teach more so than ur willingness to learn then u may discover the discrepancy there as well as why we can’t pas our lesion so responsibilities to others and get away with it too.

i mean u can. since this is a free will type of world in deft u can do anything u put ur mind to it. but ofc there’s also marked difference for instance to materialize anything in ur life u need money. someone else usually has it. u would have to go out there and acquire money. u won’t produce it all on ur own. even if u did purely electronic jobs from ur computer. it’s with the help and willingness of other individual that ur able to cooperate and thus experience the art of productivity and earning a living. u wouldn’t assume that u urself are the sole person who gets to being u there no one is self made. we are all product of the constant exchanges we make which is why it’s essential to pay attention to the quality of such exchanges and the grounds that cultivate such happenstances.

there’s no dogmatic approach here. u do ur work. u pay attention to everything. u process what u experience. u make the connections with ur surroundings and the world at large. u do what u csn where ur at. u reach out. u talk to others. perhaps there’s someone who can benefit from what u have to offer and when u get publicly trashed. u leave. u leave bc there’s no justice. there’s no law. there’s no support and there’s no one who is just as vocal about what happened as those who are loud. there’s nothing to prove. u realist the whole thing is ugly but such is human nature. such is the systems. the governments. the people who run these systems and the end results. all backlogged. waiting to be solved. bc we can’t even get the basics about this life. bc we trip on dogmatic reasoning of our personal lives. we wanna be the next best hot shot who gains some fame over doing smth someone else thought about but how do we go about seizing it from. them is the reward.

and when the whole exchange becomes todic. and dogmatic and cult like to an extend where we are still pretending on the right thing. but when it comes to all others heightened states we wanna be as sloppy as we want it. bc we see this in larger contexts as well. this has developed in over two years. by those sovereign lands. of which a lot of preceding factors took root and reverberated all over thereafter. these few instances were not only impactful. they were todic and they were also designed to be stretrivelly to reprogram the people. now how do u go about reprogramming “enlightened beings “ or those on the road to enlightenment ? it’s quite easy actually. at least from what can be measured by five senses.

though even in these heightened states and whatever intentions are the base don’t exactly mean they succeed long term bc both the excess self cherishing thoughts and the excessive negative or pessimistic view on world life or hurt general things don’t tend to last for long. the reason why our circunwreces are key here is precisely bc we tend to mistske our stationary life for the real. bc things don’t move right away from our purview. or we are surrounded by others who are not stable in their actions they may rub us in a way that sort of gives us an insight (not all insights are positive. some can be used as a management so as to maintain where u got to be so far. and then there are other that are intentionally imposed to get us to give up the good fight so we too can be deplorable and then. and only then are those who promote such can call us on our inability to sovereign and step right in and correct us and even punish. or say we need more reform) that we too can be sloppy and get away with it. or that the only way to make money is to take it from others. or stealing. or doing smth bad. but u must have t give up or give in to degree to be willing to cross that line of ethics. and u may put the blame on others saying or making claims ur don’t have other choices or that there’s no help. which may be true in some cases see the issue between some of us who can just turn back and leave when we are not welcome and those who can’t. escape their conundrum is very much real. ofc if anyone has the choice and can afford it. they can leave somewhere where they can feel safe. wanted. and are offered the opportunities to be part of smth bigger than them.

this is why the deal is sweet even when it harms others. say no one helps u and ur alone. ben ur likely to accept any deal. even if it’s a bad one or one that harms people and things along it’s way. u may even feel blessed. bc then ur having smth outside of urslef to be loyal to. but this same system is the one that causes the division and it’s the one who puts u as exception. wouldn’t u then be sceptical. if u can afford it. for most others who depend on funds or any way to keep their family safe or feed them the difference in the quality and integrity of their work etchings means bey little. and we must include that as a global conundrum of business ethics karma that i keep bringing forth

this sort of uglinesses shows itself when a county is under siege. did u ever at some time in ur childhood think that u woken grow up to kill other peoples kids or just people u never met ? u can have ad many trips as u want inhaling historical propaganda and getting off it’s one sided fumes. abbott how evil always other are. and in some cases they were. but. that’s not the point. the point is that u don’t lose sight of ur humanity no matter how ugly others get. and that’s hard to do.

u can see ethos in business. where folks have to admit to stealing or raping or torturing or taking money and active part in destruction of others bc u see that ur only an employee. it’s it that folks don’t wanna work. even a hired killer will put in the effort if he think the money and deal is too sweet.

the fact is that in this world we haven’t really noted that we aren’t exactly gods. we may embody it’s like less we can talk about the divine and how great it feels sometimes. in these heightened states of being but at the end of the day u and i are both mortals. we have vulnerabilities. we age and die. we get sick occasionally sometimes we develop terminal illnesses. our heads hurt our bodies ache n hurt n things don’t always go the way we want them and instead of recognize this globally we think this is a karma served.

but things don’t go away and things don’t go away on their own either. u don’t just open ur palms and let go every troubling thing. there’s active things u must do. if ur being bullied or systemically injured or repeatedly disrespected then u have to do smth along with that letting go or it doesn’t just release itself from u. but what do u do when injustice knocks on ur hearts door ?

u see maybe that’s all part of this rationing business. u sort out what happened u dissect it and find the parts that belong to many originating causes that took their time and in their evolution brought u here. even those findings aren’t enough to a aching heart.

most often this is where people go out there an attack anyone that bothers them not could be some men who’s happy. who’s stable or balanced. whose light shines brightly or whose smile may rub u the wrong way. surely when we discover that kids fight we may think too deep and miss the point. bc we analyze these things in each other shows that we must already ask questions and think deeply about their nature. we also have unhealthy relationship with religion enlightenment and young bodies. so our concept as to which children are danger to society and which aren’t us a tough one to determine bc we can’t see that far nor can we determine smth that hasn’t happened yet. what we can do is a slide what happened afterwords. who was involved. who did what. bc then. we get to see this picture of a reality that reveals itself to us fr. the individual perspectives who have gathered their wisdom and or artificial thought since people reveal subconsciously even in the midd of their conscience trips they go about their experience and life.

one way to get this level of insight comes from signature sound not just the word they use but how they say it. imagine ur like a dog who may not know the language but u can tell but tits delivery and energetic blueprint which pretty much contend the whole data. ur not gonna get this level of depth by ur human senses alien which makes our process of elimination easy in dealing with diversity and different forms and level of intention. but this also only works best when everyone is doing it. meaning that surely there are things we can my change. and not right away too. but that doesn’t mean we must give up we give into evil either thinking things won’t change bc they do. in fact this whole thing could be struck designed to get u to mess up so u can be all fed up and then fall back all the way back in the evolutionary line. is that what u want ? do u really thin that anythjng in this world is worth to give up ur own personal progress ? bc if u really care about how u seem and how all this means for everyone then ur not in it for the right reasons. ur only trying to make urself better in an otherwise unfortunate bad situation bc ur clinging to a dogmatic portion of ur self understanding . maybe it’s due to our willingness to create the good things in our lives and avoid the negative ones. it’s natural to trim ur inner garden and subsequently ur material reality but of this shows us our desperation and our general distaste with reality. we don’t wanna admit it bc we don’t wanna seem unappreciative or too negative. bc we see the world conundrum either. it’s up to no good. we

see these intense pressures around society that propels actions but in hasty way. bc we are in some kind of rush. and then fooled by periods of intense laziness where things don’t get done much. in both instances we abandon life and reality as well as ecology all together. infrastructure falls behind. buildings get old. and in these instances of heightened states of being bc we are tired so we pair that with celebrations and whatnot. which adds to the insult. exactly what are we celebrating. may we are halfway thru our journey . it’s also nice to lower ur guard down occasionally and party like there’s no tomorrow but come sobering into which u find urself in u must find the ground beneath ur feet and do proper grounding where most times many don’t like returning to such mental trips of where we currently reside in terms of our quality of existences concurrent or world events and life. bc all of that also didn’t happen overnight. they took longtime to develop. our feelings slow cook along the way too in between waiting and getting ourselves into whatever propels us to act.

then we make excuses as to why we can’t or won’t do smth. as difficult as the tasks maybe it shows itself to every one of us. but life also tires us. and there’s no development that aligns itself worh the natural process of what makes us human. it’s not recognized. our birth and death are recognized bc they couldn’t be ignored. human beings also don’t do nice things unless there’s smth in it for them so the opportunity to track and kite every human became the easy way to such care. which is sad and is a missed opportunity when we do not base our interactions from a loving place. we feel the coldness of systems. we feel that we are mere numbers to merely be imputed on computers. potential to do things more than potential to be another embodiment of god in human form here to coexist in harmony. even tho we know this truth we do anything less then it also bc we don’t want our enemy to be first to recognize this and implement this positivity in the world. we feel if someone we don’t like does this makes us feels inferior to our kin bc we feel less than it. perhaps. we don’t want to give credit to people who are less than deserving also bc we think the distinction is a characteristic rather. we display this in our seeking of our selves in historical contexts and always linking our past lives to someone important. this shows us where we put our chips. we want that distinction to be made but only if we are the top dog.

there’s something about transparency

that attracts us to expressive self about one’s reality and many experiences within it. it allows us to make way for new things to enter bc we have fully conveyed the nature of smth. or that we are in discovery of gathering it’s parts. in a way. transparency allows us to sort complex data and contain it bc we have also familiarized ourselves with the complex nature we find ourselves in. there’s far too many things going on. we have our spiritual side. it’s very much like figuring out how ur brain works by using ur mind to figure it out. and then there is world systems. that is operated by individuals who use their minds for many great things.

because of the nature of continuity and art of now. we are sceptical. of whether what we see before us is truthful. or not. this gives us a sort of approach to determine whether if a scenario is artificial or not. bc what we want to avoid is be made a fool in our search and discovery for what is even happening here. so first we have to become familiar with what’s real and what’s true. this helps us invest more into what’s said and then we can gain a better sense of a picture of the reality being conveyed. this doesn’t always translate or limited to verbal speak or body language. our actions tend to have their own dance too. their own language that takes place in. another realm. so that’s why also it’s said that truths don’t hide for long. what is necessary sooner or later comes forth and introduces itself in some way.

what we are trying to do. to be clear. is basically make that process simpler. and easier so that this comes more naturally to us bc it saves us time and energy. it eliminates any ill intentions or bad outcomes bc then we are being more careful with what we do and say knowing that the little space we make before we decide or act on smth. or even the process of thought alone we stop and ask is this true or false. is this mine or someone else’s. is this relevant or not. is this artificial or real. then u can proceed with that finding.

and mind u we speak about bad peopel like this is stationary but people are inherently born in good nature. our nature is playful and sort of dumb. take a look at baby kittens. i watch funny videos of them. if u open ur mouth to a kitten it will put its head in ur mouth. it’s truly that stupid. bc our there without it’s mother chances of survival will lessen.

what i’m trying to say that even just observing a a cat we see the set of survival skills being passed down from parent to a child. it’s not that cats have those behaviours strictly characteristic but as basis for the adaptation to its surroundings based on by its particular survival instinct which we all have. food and shelter and even being part of community are things we all need. and all species display.

but it’s this portion of our selves we mistske. and then whether it’s the doer or done to doesn’t matter bc i think the trip or reason of the trip is the same. smth goes wrong and we assume we are being transparent about it. we work around the objedirve bc we hold two truths. we say i know this was wrong but i wanna hide it also bc i don’t wanna be direct about it. maybe it’s embarrassing cos many of us either feel forced to do things that are not good or do them and then in hindsight go ohhh yea that was pretty shitty how come i’m not equipped to handle this as i’m supposed to. bc we all feel like a child of nature too so we love being nurtured. we like that inner guidance or things falling into place. the set of synchronicity. or simply the feeling we get by observing mother nature.

we are naturally drawn to good feelings. we all strive to maintain it. we hold too tight sometimes too bc the bad gets to be too bad and more real. bc while we are in it we also notice this one thing we go well things could have been much simpler bc from ur perspective it is clear to u. even that smth isn’t clear from. the perspective of the doer but we haven’t even mastered the art of communication let alone proper transparency which is what brought us all here.

the whole thing is crazy like that. and maybe it’s even more obscure. bc u tske all that and put it into the dressing of ur current personality. of where u are where u live and the external concurrent events that sort of linearly developed over the long course of time. a slow cooking so to say.

and we end up splinting our thought process between two objectives. where we oscillate just enough since there is a gap in the understanding of the external as we make sense if the inner realm of our continuity. we try to find ourselves in the world too u know so i think that’s why it hurts when we hurt each other. even when the external reasoning is logical from a finite standpoint. .

u can say those who are extremely strategical tend to oscillate between two points and sometimes come off as detached from reality or not relatable to one’s surroundings. this can feel isolating to the persons. which is why in their handling of troubles in their lives also end up being heightened. some people who tend to indulge to excessively in finite pleasures (sins) tend to seek that high and dopamine effects from other sources when say they switch up from that occurrence or run out of it or must do smth else afterwords.

when we also begin to realize the chemical correlation to our lives. and how we respond to things it’s kind wonder to know our life and our world it’s systems. people around us becomes all the more necessary. personally i think we should call it illegal when folks use transparency wrong. or are not transparent or truthful. we shouldn’t have to hide stuff from each other it makes us suspicious. it’s no wonder why our communication stills is shot. i think we are getting better but also i think that these times of urgency tends to create this effect sort of like well the problem is clear. and we still insist in. some part of the world in its denialism and what about ism and roundabout the same things over and over again like u want me to do smth and i am. like talking this whole time being like well dude the problem is this and it looks to be the ball is on ur court now and i can and all can see the ways in which things have took places i mean. consider everything as energy we see this information as form of energy too which binds us naturally much like a spider web and that’s pretty cool but it’s frustrating sometimes when some among us insist the rest of us are stupid or smth.

but i think it’s also bc there is that sense of detachment. ur disconnected to see people r ready to forgive and move on. heck even if they weren’t ready to forgive in which case forgiveness isn’t always necessary for peace. u can get very technical about it too. and say well my life depends on this. so how about u fuck off over there and i fuck off over here and we fuck off doing what we need to in order to sustain our lives on this fucking earth ( but u can see why we have to honour each other’s existence as well as ours here bc u can hold this thought and then stop doing the things ur supposed to do out of spite ). it’s really that simple. just mind ur own business. make sure ur not hurting anybody. but to reach this level u also see the transparency is needed every aspect right. it’s not the fucking off that is key here. bc as long as u are both here in earth ur gonna communicate in some way. so you still have to develop the right language to get together and work together u see pressure when. all hells break lose with nature or smth and ur lives literally depend on ur coordination. it happens. covid is one of them. it won’t be the last either so what we need to do at the end of the day is be really truthfully honest with what happened. not just to ourselves. but also each other. bc that’s how this whole thing. works.

information spreads like wildfire

we get to feel this enigmatic sensation of the many things that take place within the environment . and the air we breathe. there is strong correlation between what u are what u eat and u embody that which is ur surroundings.

the latter is key here. since it is what shapes and moulds our concept on reality. words get passed down from generation to generation as well. and we become more true to ourselves. by being in ourselves at all times as we examine the next step we wish to take . it’s this making space between our immediacy and what our impulses may instigate within us a sense of urgency that is key focus here.

the space offers ability to ask ourselves. if these actions im about to take gonna hurt somebody. and when u don’t do it. how does that feel in terms of sensations within ur own body. in terms of pain centres this may differ from person to person as to where they wish to store this excess energy. (both the doer and done to may have this feeling bc it creates a sense of lack within the person much like a vacuum but we can use this to get ourselves out of conundrum. or we let it swallow us. and other way we have responsibly of that choice. u can further say it was bc of the original instigator bit overtime u will realize it stops working. it stops being effective bc people move on. and u gotta being ur own weight in the game. u gotta fight against the current of conformity or be too distracted either bc that’s also part of the strategy now. they see smth good. create urs likeness in extreme and excess like almost too good to be true get u entangle led in it and intentional mishap then make excuse for the objective they had in mind and why they are forced to make that choice now etc)

u can put it in ur leg or arm. or a organ or a portion of ur back or even ur mind. ur brain can adopt to reviving a pain of some sort. this discomfort is easy to miss if ur accustomed to it. not easy to miss if u have already established within ur self a sense of comfort with urself in ur natural element where ur alone and when nobody notices u or ur must serene. like in ur zen. every time u notice it. u get sad bc then u wonder why is this such a mystery. like u go out there and everything hurts. excessively too. bc at first u may get hurt but then all passes and ur given special backstage passes to the inner workings of smth.

u carefully analyze . weigh measure and then come to conclusions about wow well that’s wild about human nature. i can understand why that happens. and then the solutions appear. they r so easy too when they hurt nobody bc when we are all giving and in harmony that’s when things just feel weightless. the difference between being at the fritz with ur family member versus when u make up with each other. only at large scale. u can see the level and depth of our conundrum such as the quality of our future existences.

the millennials were headstrong so they got screwed bc they didn’t bend it the systems and it’s unrealistic demands or this would have been easy. but it’s not. tho the danger isn’t gone. the next generations can learn and prepare themselves ahead of time so that what we cannot handle in our time they will already be all caught up. this is hard to do when u get all different back grounds. also bc things r not left as they are from where they are bc even if there’s a traumatic event that occurs ( many of us are divorcing that history or reality a lot of folks have changed for good and that’s not just the work of millennials either. go to the previous two generations and u will see many good people who don’t want u and i to go they what they did. this is how our true nature of evolution is wired ) and time passes upon it as we busy ourselves with continuity of life. when we do get back to it in some way. it will also have transformed. although it may still require discomfort. and some type of likening it’s relevance to how that makes us feel etc might be the foreground but u can tell which portion of the work depends on whom in terms of determining our part within bigger objectives. bc it matters.

but u realize u can’t hold onto that pain much longer. there has to be some safe way to release it. and this is where things get complicated. i say a good exercise routine works for many. then there’s our brain power so we must exercise our right to think and to analyze which means even when we stumble behind the scenes of smth we have full control and power with that finding to utilize it for the benefit of human kind not go against its struggles bc we don’t have control in the choices we personally make. ( and our heart centres do ur in changer if ur one emotions ur happiness and subsequently ur anger and the frustrations u feel. we refer to this as emotional hygiene)

bc with the latter u cannot control the outcome. things get out of hand quick and when they get out of hand quick they get out of even more hand. and we lose sight of th shore. but we have a moral responsibility bc we all have children. and these kids don’t know these things. but i think the next generation is already doing so well. they have evolved and their evolution. is more advanced than millennials and what millennials had to go thru which means we already succeeded or planted the seed. but that’s only half way bc now we have to protect them.

and that’s the tricky thing bc there’s the pandemic still covid makes things worse bc it adds to the conundrum and u can’t lower ur guard down either. it’s easy to get distracted with other parts of reality. yet many terrible things get done all the way to a t right away. huh. go figure. we are weird species indeed.

so what a really happening here is that we can no longer carry some of the old burdens. like we have to simplify things in our minds and how. go about reality. the issues are apparent. we see that the same reality is not afforded to many but think of builder cities. much like what u see in abu dhabi or any other developed nations but give money to all other nations so they can bring up par their grounds. what does this mean to already established buildings. ? and countries who may need money to do other adjustments. one way u can do this is create new jobs to send ur people overseas to help others with their adjustment. offer tools to build buildings share science and mind. so that they can advance properly. all will be done in the light of humanity so there’s no funny business either. it our economy right now is unbalanced and this is why people seek out to kill each other when food lessens and they know it won’t be enough for many.

the solution is actually very simple. so u try to see the world like urself. maybe different bc these people will decide for themselves so there may be slight adjustments but. civilized. needs met. all that. bc the science is there. people are there. money is not a problem to figure into changing the economy in favour of all equally. and we get to travel. my generation wanted this level of freedom we didn’t get it even when we didn’t settle with anything less than our worth. but it’s not too late to establish this for next generations to body diversity.

and u can tell as u read these words. it’s easy read. and the actions and existence will be easy. even if ur a gang member or someone who had issues with money and aggression during ur life. everyone will become softer and gentler if the environment permits it why? bc then they won’t need to work so hard to upkeep unrealistic facade that takes too much energy bc it consumes too much brain power all that to calculate to such extend to upkeep with this strategy and that. we are too mental thus. we need to get out. and then see what the heart says sometimes. man. how do u develop love such as that with others. do u even do that with urself ? so this negativity needs a reconciliation and that’s true.

all developed nations thus will get into ethical business of trade and communications. and u csn then invest in ur people. get them to take up martial arts. so they can be un fuck with able. offer education. allow them to develop their skills. with everyone known g and being agile and strong there won’t be wars or misinformation or disinformation or whatever u know what i mean. our world will become habitable this way.

no one is big enough to fail

and never too small to be insignificant in this great cosmos.

what this means is that we must always take personal accounts both for our actions. we can’t be both. realizing that our actions have impact in this world and at the same time they are insignificant hurt bc we got caught doing smth wrong or challenged the system our our own dictions.

when something take a place. often times we must ask ourselves. how did this happen. why did this happen. who’s doing the happening and what’s is motivating that’s individual. usually we see such representation of public shame like some type of plan ur not part of that everyone but u decide to crucify u in public bc ur white black woman man this that gay trans whatever. and this is where we find out where do we put the blame?

u may say well take it man. i’m at the bottom end. see the winds will being all this all over the place making all my enemy gain gusto. but then u forget to see that the same crucifix too does the same on the other directions. these directions also multiply. u may say. ok. well i got away with doing that so now who’s next. ? whole u may not see ur own mental illness or the conundrum at hand.

the issue is bigger. ofc i’m touching on what happened on saturday bc firstly the mistake was intentional. second. the drag on went longer than the supposed “remorse”. thirdly. it brought the ghouls from the shadows making threats like u or the world.

why this is a wrong thinking starts from economy and historical development of our world system and where we find ourselves today in our unique circumstances and personal and group conundrums.

take africa for instance. it’s been the hub of human testing. abuse. stealing people for slavery. sex. trauma. voyerusim. internal and external racism. plus many more. but let’s rest on resources. the richness of the country and it’d current economical position. who this is relevant reflects our economy. we are literally missing as much money as africa is in deficit right now. sure u may not see it. u csn also make excuse and say well dollar costs this much and when u exchange it to another currency. things become cheap. but. how did things get to that point are they realistic. do they solve the issues at hand how does that reflect the world at large goes well beyond africa’s infrastructure or the advantageousness of international community towards its resources.

then u go to american west and realize lots of black indicual men taking thjngs into their hands. stealing breaking burning raping killing shaming punching and ridiculing the white communities or any community that is not black but is also not limited to black people bc there’s also code of honour and a forced loyalty to thjngs that u may know are wrong but are at a conundrum whether if u should support it or not. precisely bc there are no systems that guarantee ur safety and some are advantageous to u in terms of what that means. and it’s not like it’ hasn’t been addressed or anythjng. some kurt find convenient when people are put against esch other. this is why we cannot slow public shaming either or speak of white peoples like all asians conundrum. it is separatist. hateful. and whoever u willed it to needs to carefully be examined for ur not the only minority group in the world either. that’s what we are working on anyway by focusing on system and economy and human rights but if ur gonna do smth stupid such as public shaming u must also realize how dangerous this is. and what sort of demons that welcomes on everybody else which is why also nobody has to take ur shit. it’s that simple. just simply seeing what happens in the aneeican west tend to turn people away from even wanting to help or be part of it not bc there’s no care but they see how complex the psychology behind everything is and how some. peopel tend to take advantage of these susceptibilities and even promote it.

the very fact that a black man can punch an asian or bin white womb in the face. gives us clues as to what this means for women rights and equality in that sense we also discover how do we go about changing systems and what this refers to in terms of our revolution or becoming more integral in terms of our coexistence and unity.

as mentioned above. it’s bigger than just one region country or contingent. we have many other places where there is no stable systems where some of these old age animosities are resolved. so attaching individual first of all in general. if we strip colour off us. promotes violence between people whoever just simply doesn’t like each other. and who feel in that day either intoxicated or simply having a bad day and make excuse for their adult choices which are not only demeaning. damaging and shameful. but it’s absolutely inexcusable and not necessary. if u truly want people to be on ur side and fight for ur cause also u have to display decency and that u are not gonna act like an animal and attack anyone for clout.

these things reflect the policy makes decisions also. and yes. u may get worried as to what will happen e next but u must consider all other portions of reality and not just base ur reading on what appears to be black and white. no one is resolvable for other peoples behaviour. u are responsible from ur behaviour. the last two and a half years should have taught everyone something. we are not in 2020 anymore. and we are not children either. so carry ur own weight with dignity and value. and be graceful through life’s difficulties. simple.

the reason why it’s essential to not talk in a way that makes u seem like a one track mind is also bc u wanna display that u care about all human rights and not just ur own stuff. bc when u do that too much. u may think ur right but these r people who r financially stricken sick. in poverty themselves. went they hardship. got raped. got lost. lost someone they loved. have kids. have responsibilities. so it’s not all about u. and u can’t expect them to give up what little they have some security. peace of mind. a way to cope and go and fight the govemrnt or smth. that’s just too much a reach. and u thjnk ur strategy works. but then it’s the most improvised in ur country who last the piece with their blood or the blood of their children or someone they love. not even u. u over there with ur fancy toys and ur fancy friends and ur fancy cars and ur opportunity that some “white personal” gives u are safe. but for some reason u feel like falling into the predictable plot to shame a person who’s openly in discourse against racism against sexism and all that. then u have to choose if the persons response affect anything negatively as well bc a person can either be impactful and influential or not. based on my experience people usually play on what they think others don’t know and bad people or bad. intended folks. are in every group and no one owes their life or their time energy or understanding. to ur stupidity.

well how do we go about the conundrums then. i don’t know. if u see my country. turkey. u can see there’s a lot of issues there with armenians and with kurdish and the turkish women. people die. and then others eat from garbage cans. others ask for money so they can cover the hewing and energy bills or kids or not. they lose power and some of these folks have disabled kids. so they depend on that energy and food supply bc our healthcare systems is screwed. yesterday a ambulance driver had to drive between multiple hospitals until one of them finally admitted the patient. ok ? some get to know people. ms then have some heart. u don’t owe u my understanding.

sadly there’s a section of black peoples in the group who are too push to fail. too jaded to realize their negative habits and actions and too rude and heartless to exploit u online as racist or whatever and drag u on for days weeks etc. give it up if u wanna be taken seriously bc u are the one who get i the way of ur own movement. nobody can trust anyone who acts out of line. gets violent. and is u reasonable with the concussions they draw.

how in the world can we stop the stupidity in the world if everyone is acting like this. surely the police brutality and history of america might have smth to say here. but that’s not my problem. and what i can help i already do what do u want from me? i suggest floored ur officials with letters actual physical letter this is a issue between u and ur policy makers also pls stop overgeneralizing white people everyone that’s nonwhite this hurts all communities. the thing from saturday was very traumatizing. and i spend too much time on this already. so also try being a community member who recognizes others in their struggles and see the big picture. once u see the big picture then u will not mistake a subjective emotion with an objective take. hope this helps. .

all people are beautiful

in all their struggles and hardship. in all the ways that they exist in reality. good bad and in between. hidden agendas. shit lists. all kinds of things. it doesn’t matter bc when we base our existence on our eternal existence then we see the same in each other which is rooted in part love. and part beyond which we become one.

this oneness can’t be faked and or forgotten . it can’t be taken seized and held too tightly either. it’s very much like enlightenment. u can get out of ur own way and step into it. only then u become it. but try to grasp grasp too tightly or try to seize others. and u will find how elusive it gets.

don’t be afraid tho. like water like sun like the planets that influence our lives as we move along this cosmic existence we begin to realize why referring from a place of infinity always as opposed to the arbitrary mind and small thought about reality as well as how we perceive esch other.

so it’s via our actions that display whether if we have done the work or have fully confused it’s details. it’s only when we go out there and practice our equality are we truly loving (i meant to say living but i will leave the type there as well ) in our truth bc simply going online and saying it over and over doesn’t seem to bring it to reality. bc yes. it’s true. it’s nice to sit back and listen to positive flow. tho what motivates us. and how are we motivated. and what is the content of the motivation actions that we wish to actualize which materializes specific objectives within it. ( mind u. to materialize things on earth based on by current systems require a lot more than just brain power. it requires coordination and cooperation of all and money n time energy and stuff of things. strategy. planning communication. uhh. what else. )

it’s very much like love. to simply say u love isn’t enough. if ur living being then ur actions will do their work and it will be self evident. the more we realize this truth in us we begin to do more. we become conscious in our action and interactions with each other. this creates stronger bonds. and true bonds build on mutual trust. and mutual interest as well as interests of all. so even if u were part of a group u would also consider all others. bc this is the true embodiment of considering everyone in the world. not just urself. or ur lover or family or kid or cat or group. even a whole country must think of others.

right now we have certain instances of self defence. one of which is keeping certain things private. this means one of two things. either that we worry someone might get jealous and decide to intercept. bc so often we see advantageousness was part of the common grounds. so there’s common knowledge and experience behind it. as well as opportunists who wish to take advantage of someone else’s downfall. this always happens. it’s taken as pert of nature bc they watch a document and then go. oh ok. we must channel our inner vulture event tho externally we act cultured. u know what i means. take a look at how many no face no name people or behaviour take place to salvage smth instead of help revive it or realize it’s strong connection with all objectives. such as companies and stock exchange sites.

and it’s all legal. and it didn’t make sense. bc then u can just get urself in such a trouble even when u don’t play the game. bc everything is connected so there’s ur truth there the more we normalize things that don’t make sense. it’s like the toxic behaviours u have u could change but instead ur build or restructure ur home around it instead

we comfortably display our addictions too it’s like oh look this is human nature. is it though and what if it’s just a byproduct of faulty ness within it sure the opposite also very much true

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the good may be there but u gotta see the whole picture. and realize everything in their entirety. we keep taking away from reality in favour of whatever dogmatisms we run on. bc there’s the systems part of everything in which we choose to protect and privatize parts usually attribute to errors within our system and the other part is our trying to seem in contrast to what we hide. our competence in heightened ways. so then this authentic side that wishes and aspires. the part about urself who wants to be spiritual aspirant. basically top banana. when it comes to values. ethics and the right thing. and ur not doing it bc u expect praise and recognition not money and fame. but u know deep within that the diversity in the world and accepting each other is gonna have to be that difficult walk way to saving our kind from premature extinction.

there’s clear distinctions then. even in someone’s moment of ugliness in terms of behaviour see find a silver lining. there’s always. benefit to learn. but this is much use to us if we can utilise it and reflect in. our systems the parts where we see these areas of discomfort of the continuity of some of our practices since this implicates human life. and sends us a strong message but geared towards our collectives extinction which would happen prematurely. bc the potential is always there. but we must realize that what we refuse to acknowledge as our blessings. and continue to disrespect ourselves and each other. societies. our existence and what good we have to make do so that we what we are doing is using this time to make the world better. so that when time comes and we must hand it over to next generation they will have better easier time. thinking on diversity levels this is huge. this is also attribute to taking responsibly in the society and the world at large. ur like ok well i think as grown adults we must handle many of these these in our generation so the next generations will have easier time. even if ur not a parent. bc it is what it is. u age. u get old and then u die. everyone does this.

and u don’t need other folks or seizing of enlightenment for this to become true. u just need to embody this in ur everyday actions. i can’t do much. bc my paperwork is in transit. and i don’t own money. writing is the only thing. and being there for people and talking are the things i can do. u on the other hand have no excuse. u are there among each other all the time. all u gotta do is embody the truths and becomes more diverse. open and kind to each other.

those who are rich. those who are policy makers and those who are in power positions have a lot of responsibly for their actions have the most impact. pls make the best use of these days. we can make this world better but we have to do the difficult. not the predictable. too much scheming can get us far. but no further than each other. so is the saying. u can go alone and go far. together u can go further. or smth like that. haha u know what i mean.

the month where we love

but we love all the time. what is love anyway? for we can see it’s representations here and there but there’s also missing pieces too. contradictions and inconsistencies also look large bc we try to get the meanings via mental thoughts alone.

for example this is the pride month. the support for pride comes predominantly from realizing that everyone deserves love. and that there’s literally nothing wrong with supporting people in their love. as well as recognizing that having more love in the world will harm none. bc it’s love. and that we need more of it anyway.

and we see this in a systemic way too. u could be a shmuck like me. who loves the world and wants to fix everything. wants to solve all its problems. and remedy it’s pain. wants to make things better. no matter how hard it is to swim against the current. and come up with all these plans to no avail.

and there’s all these people who blazed on before us as well. but i wouldn’t wanna advertise such things like a slogan bc this is where we mistske machinating love for the actual version of it. which is what non binary fights so hard about.

the machination aspect tends to calculate in the mind too much. and does tit for tat too much. and says hey this is the recipe for kindness so go and front. imma go out there and make myself look like i give a damn. but in truth there’s no substance. no heart. no actual truth. bc they make frankenstein of otherwise something wonderful and true and happens so easily too if u just allow urself to it. now spirituality allows all form of charity but if there are some things that haven’t changed and they insist and persist around the way they do is probably bc some or all of us got the whole thing wrong. and that’s a very mature way of seeing things here.

but the fact that the machination on love is already on full display. it’ shows itself via charity and consistently remedying smth bc u know it makes u look good versus the priority and emphasis on the quality of the input and it’s intention. sure u may be divorced from ur work and subsequently it’s end results. sure u may not expect anything . maybe u don’t wanna be disappointed. much like how we can’t fall in love with ukrainian’s today bc they just simply die.

this detachment does not mean that a person is pessimistic with outcomes pr doesn’t believe in their own hearts work. bc if ur utilizing ur compassionate eye to see into everything. then that’s where the work begins anyway. bc that’s where u see things as they are. tho you also have become familiarized with the way things impact u personally and ur own personal mechanism. so what ur also doing is using ur own expertise in the given matter. that’s why alliances build on mutual trust mutual respect and mutual truth and transparency tend to last longer then those who basically use people for their outcome but u also can’t blame the people for falling for it bc they don’t know any better. this is how u may create a society u can weaponize against whatever later and to add to the insult. shoot two birds with one stone.

all of this takes while some among us paint themselves in a caring light. so i think the issue is pretty big bc if we have to utilize our personal experience in the world to make sense of things around us then with eight billion of us. this takes too much time. they know this. that’s why there’s a entire war specifically on who dominates the narrative.

i’m not saying buy into what others tell u. we see examples everyday how unstable we all are. ( it doesn’t matter if ur alive aggressive or aggressive it’s all the same. )how we don’t deserve sovereignty. or individual freedom bc we lack the capacity to do the right thing or be accountable for our mistakes. it’s as simple as that. we are simply not ready to have all the good stuff yet bc we still compete with each other. fell for lies. and have to go through maybe entire lifetime to understand the truth and basis of one mistake. ( u could be out there punching folks in the face at random or be behind the computer screen or closed doors scheming and ordering others to do ur dirty bidding same shit )

so u can’t simply expect free people. free money. end wars. dismantle bombs if u can’t get thru to every individual about how impactful their role is in terms of how some ideas are not adoptable unless we all contribute our competence from where we are. with what we have.

that’s why good things are not easy. and u can’t give up. u can’t let urself be hardened when u are hit against a brick wall or slam ur head on some objective . as these things will happen bc the circumstance affect us that deeply.

everybody know this. when push comes to shove. everyone to themselves. and that’s a scary thought. given by what we are capable of. as human kind as well as our varied differences. so someone’s threshold maybe entirely lunatic and we see this as a example too. we see that’s all of this is rooted in a systemic basis. so if the systems don’t recognize stuff at large and implement stuff in a way that’s humane and that does not test people against each other on causes they has nothing to do with its creation. maintenance. their lack of knowledge as well as what is available to them to remedy it in this way. it’s barbaric.

on top of that. the few among us benefit financially from it. so we see various narrative pushed forth in terms of their correlation and emphasis on stock market exchange and or economics bc it’s there.

u emphasize both u invest in people while u practically slave then for free in this supposedly new portion of economic extend to a financial way of doing business ? i hope this translates well. im doing the best i could. it’s not like i’m expert at the way economy works but i’m not stupid either. i can see what is wrong. here. it’s peoples diligence on refusal to tell it like it is in fact america dominate world economy but it’s also purely fictional so it approaches everything from a fictional double intended sense we see it’s representation on many branches today and how things generally get handled. the narrative that’s forced here is not used bc u matter or i matter or there was some great missed opportunity that sipped up and got dismantled. no. it’s purely ethics and business integrity as well as valid leaderships ever since covid. and that’s me being modest. and hiding behind. a false narration makes it easy for those in power to cover their true tracks of their misconduct and on after having broken the law many times too. so basically distraction.

that’s why we have to do the switch bc language is in our hands. we can focus on the objectives without making things too personal. and if so. then let the personal exasperate itself and get back to work.

when it is realized

all points come to one. when we meet at the centre from our own traction and path. we aren’t exactly becoming the same by simply being on the same page page. our unique individuality does not change that’s like the clothes become uniform. no. u can’t do that. it’s impossible to mould folks into what u want them to be and expect that to be sustainable it’s impossible feat. we see this even in social engineering. u can indoctrinate someone all u want. it’s impossible for it to last. that person will begin to act out of line. or at the very least have their inner continuity that they don’t relay to u bc it’s pointless usually when. a persons body is threatened so the immediate thing to do is one of few things. u can either take from under to keep the peace. or u go haywire. to protect whatever it is ur protecting in its sanctity and both are very hard.

ofc we speak of one way or one life or one reality and the like. it’s simple basic observations that bring us to the notion that the meaning behind sameness and difference where the lines are sometimes blurry is where it’s at. we may get too subjective on those especially when our inner processes also differ. do the diversity is this. in order for ur character to take shape and ur personality moulds ur going thru series of life’s challenges. although i always argue that pain is mostly moot and that we can do things entirely different. it’s not that pain cannot be. a great teacher or offer a lot of wisdom. it’s just it also tends to test areas where they may become easy to break down bc also there are natural stressors about life. so that’s why for instance people who have experienced trauma tend to have flashbacks and stuff. it’s effects are seemingly more imbued with whatever instigated the occurrence. and that depends on its relativity aspect as well. which is why also aside from the naturals occurrences. we have to consider internet world concurrently for its effects and influences much like entertainment and media since this is attribute to culture or even culturing. for things to sprout a certain germination process has to take place. so we may assume that everything in. life can be traumatic much like a child learning to determine their pain threshold. then there is some things that are harder to emphasize or understand by a lot of purple bc they themselves haven’t been through that. all of these also cause a lot of isolating. periods. can get the person to feel like they don’t relate to the world around them.

one of the comforting aspects is to analyze those happenstances from an objective purview. but this doesn’t make sense especially for those who maybe in some part taking active role in certain key circumstances. do the breakdown really is not that one becomes absent in their consciousness. bc their consciousness must go somewhere. but ofc it’s already established in our society to have the level of sameness. this happens in transitions. cultures. certain celebrations and practices. where if someone doesn’t act the predictable way that vu can translate their intention to a safe smth. since the epitome of what makes us civilized is the opposite of the history we share.

at some point someone must have gotten so heavy. so exhausted that they must have decided to change things into something else. there must have been remorse. maybe from both sides. i don’t know. but it’s the human behaviour that must know and act and there fore retrace it’s steps back to reassess itself for example of something stops bearing fruit or becomes too toxic.

so how do we define our society in its diversity and which part of it attributes to being for getting on the same page are represented multiple times in the recent years. one of them is covid bc of the ways of our handling this left a lot of big questions in our minds. mind u. effects of which reverberate into our lives still. from very complex harder to understand or make sense of types of human behaviour displayed in various parts of the world some of whom big names at that. to the material portion of that reality in terms of what we are manifesting and or having in excess or lack based on the cause and effect of how covid handling impacted various portions of our living conditions all around the world.

the other is wars ofc. i mean who in their right minds would. did u notice. we are in covid still. a pandemic. which was handled pooorly right from the start which gives us a idea how this world operates generally right ? u go oh shit. that’s not good u know. i mean this is supposed to be assuring that we as human species got our shit right. and we know how to have fun. have some inconsistencies here and there. and yes some of which are extremely serious. even heartbreaking and soul crushing to a degree. u wanna have hope tho. u wann a very like well i don’t know what all of this is about but i do know this. there’s all rush crazy evolution. thing happening before our very eyes. in fsxt we are saturated in it.

this technology merge with our lives made information exchange all the more faster. and this impacts our other centres which contribute to the unseen portion of our reality that we share. now we have this great advantage where now that we all know and the gig is up. we can definitely choose for better now. even. if our previous work was a bit sloppy. but ofc there’s all these heightened states and people that don’t seem to come back. this can offer us the chance to start talking about a very difficult subject. and maybe series of conversations surrounding how we make things more difficult by refraining from helping each other as versus if we were to be generous early on or knew how to mitigate smth and did help someone when they needed it. tho go would not require to constantly be rejected.

that we must continue to maintain the integrity of our choices even. when we are wrong is what’s wrong here. bc if we were to cumulatively do that then we would make systems work for all of us. so there’s a lot of things to learn just from the last 2.5 years since these struggles have revealed to us all kinds of information. in the information. age they has long been making its traction and to top of that. those who were previously not that active only started to get very active and right away which i know what that is like. but i can also assess its impact based on by just how much strife changed in the last decade alone.

but the interesting thing is we are still trying to figure out exactly how to go about things. if we are clever we can get everything we want. and then some. but we always run the risk of either wanting to just be ourselves. say ur also evil and didn’t apologize or make things better. then u say in an effort to be. transparent and direct and simple i will just be openly evil and see how much i can get away with. cos it’s either that or constantly lying to a bunch of ungrateful masses who just simply don’t appreciate a good facade.

the thing is both are not easy to achieve so u may find urself at the junction and be like well. man. maybe i should just let things go instead. and just doing that brings us back to ourselves . it’s not that words are not powerful here sometimes words are here to take us where we need to go in our personal realization so we can’t take everything as fact unless we really did the work of building up such speed of cognition.

but u may say the wrong thing and ur intentions inside become ur compass. if ur uncertain then the universe accords itself to that. if ur too certain or trying too hard. he certainty is only gonna prevent u from getting the right information. if u are too sensitive or reactive to outside information. u need to take a step back and sort out ur inner data bc u may have too much of it and it’s taking too much space which is not allowing the long term short term memory happenstances to do there natural thing.

so we begin to determine how all of these processes tske place which is why excess pain can go counter to learning since it can also make us go numb or temporarily forgetful.

when we wanna be on the same page about smth it is as simple as that. or do u thjnk being violent t is what set du apart or represent diversity.

wreath havoc

not wanting to see my loved ones get hurt

is what motivates me. here are the stark times where u may be confused. well. we are at war for instance. and in it. one of the most effective tool is lying. bc obviously it’s all about strategies and winning.

and aside from that we touch on metaphysics of human connection and nature. so we are like well u probably should be very careful of what u speak bc all of it manifests in some complex but effective way.

then here’s the space we created. that people could potentially not mean well. so don’t trust everyone so quickly easily and in a predictably stupid way.

then ofc bc of that. we say. don’t give ur plans out there or else they won’t come thru bc those who have jealous eye and greedy hearts will do anything within their power to ruin it.

we have many layers that we are in transmit. currently running thru the veins of our cumulative existence. in. all its complexities. even when we think we are separate. or alone or not moving. it’s all part of the illusion to think stationary defines a real movement.

but perfection is the real mystery here. much like worrying about those who may plagiarize ur stuff if u give ur pearls to pigs but then maybe that’s the point. maybe they wanna silence u. and to be truly in ur own power and light is what makes this journey worthwhile.

and based on by the above mentioned u can see why it’s impactful when we are in such heightened systems we can make the most impact . so we must be cautious at all times or else we may learn the hard way.

take these words with cautious tho u may think that the hard way is always rooted to punishment. if u do. it’s probably some inner reactive heart centres that may have received a sort of injustice in its own past. no apology. no acknowledgment. this creates inner tension bc there’s a thing called memory which sparks yo all kinds of ghosts from the past. but ofc the result or quality or condition in which u may find urself in depends entirely on how willing u are to let go the parts that create that tension. like what’s ur end game. kill everyone who’s not ideal to ur otherwise graceful and proper human function?

because u may say well if it happens maybe it’s meant to be and i will insist on begging to differ here bc i don’t mind upholding higher standards for everyone. now i’m not saying ur not what u are capable of. bc there are conversations surrounding how much dopamine do we need to inject in our veins for proper motivation or push to complete a task. without sounding too rational. since there’s also societal acknowledgement of things left half acknowledge so to say bc some of these conversion wanna start to form but then we shoot it down like well we can pretend we didn’t hear it or look the other way or maybe u don’t agree to all of it. and ur not supposed to. but there’s a inner motivator that works subconsciously to eliminate that which it feels strong attraction.

again. the definitions of words can convey myriad of meanings. and as we are learning how to process data. and sort inner and external input output traffic , it takes its time but ofc as the saying goes. there has to be some type of improvement. for instance if contradicting it’s own word is a strong facet to its proper function then it would have to sort the input output or change the way it approaches the problem .

but as u can see. when we examine the world systems. they are built on some type of function which is not entirely direct in its proper formation and the things that we’re going on in there which could be easily solved by simple acknowledgment. bc this produces in us the confirmation of which that lingers within and causes all this imbalance we sometimes become susceptible to. it doesn’t matter if it happens during heightened states of positivity or intense negativity. it happens.

that why we say yea. at the end of the day we are all human. we all have these complex feelings. we all hurt and hurt each other. feel remorse. embarrassment. pride happiness or joy at things we do. anger and frustration when things don’t go our way or fuses too much intense inner pressure. fear doubt worry or concern… but knowing this we can build a different way to convey some of the meanings we use by the standard today. bc some improvements must have been made so far. at least in parts of not the whole. since the bigger picture depends on and works with and through much complex layers and relationships we can see how big a deal this is. complementary to our communication skills bc we didn’t get this open about so much nasty stuff until upon recently so we should always always think of technological connection and aspect about all this as well.

i can see sometimes the hate is so great in this world. and then imagine terribly possible was i can die or my kid can get hurt. not bc this is what i want. but bc i may sense the potential is there is then it hurts. u can’t deny it bc u realize that what happens out there is not separate from u. that’s one. and two. by simply thinking this u become empathic to others who are currently going through it.

death threats or how stupid some people are today that we hear about. killing and destroying others and actually displaying joy when doing it. is harder concept to grasp simply by intellect. so u need smth more in order to process that data or else it can destroy a person. or make them lose their mind.

so compassion is the ointment in places where we cannot reconcile its like a remedy to a seismic occurrence or else how do u think u can turn ur back on human nature. u couldn’t. the world is round. and u already thought about it. u said i will cut everyone off. fuck them. i’ll live in my own. i wont make eye contact. i wont deal with any of that. but no. bc u don’t know. and every-time u see people u feel a deeper sense of connection. and it’s in the air we breathe. it’s in the eyes of each other. it’s not consciousness per se. or it is very much the same but higher than it. so we can say hey i see this. invincible connection. and u get all excited and u wanna see if others notice it too. and then u relate ben there that can be subjective experience for many. they may feel abandoned and lonely to not notice their own personal transparency bc we are all in part share of smth especially on common ground so a degree of information exchange already occurs naturally . there is no escaping it.

then no matter what happens u don’t take things personally. even when others make an enemy of u. but ofc in some sense if we ever get to this point it’s too late or that something very terrible is going on and it’s not good on our conscience. so when i dont get too entangled on the ugliness both out there and based on by where i find my motivation i think of the objective . not the individual basis. so and so can do harm and fool themselves foremost. they now have a future that will be indirect correlation to their karmic imprint. me ? i’m just doing my time and trying to get the heck out of here with as little negativity as possible. bc i don’t want to further entangle myself with others trips if u know what i mean. i’m here to evolve. i wanna go somewhere better than this place. i know my worth.

by identifying my higher self capability does not deny the current dangers. it just givens me an idea of where i should place my trajectory. bc i can know what i’m worth but not see any avenue in the physical bc well here’s the world systems being imperfect and greedy subjective and all. it’s not my fault. in fact none of this has anything to do with me. so i see this as a great tragedy of being here.

but the correlation is there. so even if smth wasn’t started by u doesn’t. mean u don’t have a part within its evolutionary position. do we try to figure out what our part is. since what happens out there affects us all. it’s not as subjective as some of us are fooled into thinking is the absolute way to go about this.

but that’s part of the process. sure. u can kick and scream and reject process all u want. but it will happen bc it just is. evolution is a process the passage of ur life between life and death is a process. ur growth is a process. ur death stage is a process so the sooner u become familiarized with this objective u will be less likely to fall into others delusional traps. they are trying to get out of their conundrum everyone is doing the same. to find respite. a shelter from the rain.

what do u see when u initially see people.

what comes to mind. do u link them to some label or other immediately. as of ur a computer that is self operating. putting all these calculations within it and producing on the spot criticism.

yes i would not subscribe to the false sense of assured ness as to what u think u see before u. u may get sloppy with titles and meanings and miss a far greater opportunity. and that’s very common here on earth plane bc we don’t touch on the associations we make between different sensory input output mechanism which processes data and then personalizes it. then sends it back outside as response based on by a context of a situation. so u might be the first one to respond. or the one who is approached and asked something.

but ofc we live in a world where we don’t talk about well. why are we here exactly. what are we made of. what is a soul anyway and how does it attribute to our human life. what is the correlation between the two and the purpose beneath the facade so that what we are doing here is the good thing. the right thing. the thing that creates enough friction that good things happen as a result of it. and benefits everybody.

this isn’t smth we can change overnight. ur not gonna expect immediate miracles to happen where bc of our long standing conditionings. it’s very easy to fall into too much susceptibilities and miss a good opportunity. it’s just the way things work around here at least intrinsically. often times we attribute artificial systems to organic ones bc this attributes to our survival instinct. for instance if u don’t have money ur gonna be homeless and u won’t take benefit of a civilized society that functions on predictable interactions.

to solve this analysis is asking ourselves these duffy or questions. bc it’s not like a convo u can have with each other or others. it’s just smth that reveals itself. in the right time and place. given by the fact the artificial systems we depend on make such hasty demands. meaning that we don’t get break in our lives. everything is a struggle. it’s a hustle and one day ur happy and next moment out of the blue things take a stark turn. it’s not that ur contradicting ur own word here.

get this. any new thing we learn first we put things through a test ourselves bc we want to know whether if we are correct in our analysis. but if we have machinated language which is one of the bridges that allow ourselves to communicate our problems. since the friction is the epitome of such which propels change and in favour of the cumulative societies evolutions and survival.

aside from the basics such as soul and heart and why we love so intensely and how our reactions connect within our minds bc let’s admit it. no matter how interested u are with the workings of ur own mind and observe it and try to analyze its parts. as well as try to be so present within it bc that’s the intimacy one can have with ur own mind. -there’s still so much more to discover about its entire mechanism and how it attributes to our reality. as we as it’s functions. which also touches on all other correlations. on other three planes as well. (as mentioned next )- u can have that on other planes. such as our physical bodies and heart. or how we “feel”. the quality of feeling towards one’s existence for instance. is a great teacher on how to value ur time and energy.

so what we refuse in esch other tends to manifest as a natural teacher. and by natural i mean no matter how we deny smth. bury it. or hide it. lie about it. try to manipulate each other to fit the ideal world we see inside. it doesn’t stick if it’s not true.

so the nature teaches us. it whispers. hey. ur all beautiful souls and ur from same source. all this facade ur arguing about is moot. it doesn’t mean anything. other than being tools for the means by which u build those bridges so that ur transcend our common shared problems based on by their case by case basis which denotes to context or substance of a given matter and not getting sloppy with trying to solve it.

and as u can see u can’t expect one person or one group or one country or u know. a small section of us to solve all that for the rest of us. we all have to rise to the occasion. which is why we speak on changing systems and shifting the focus on common grounds as versus all the frivolous stuff that’s currently taking place left right and center.

it’s in complete shambles. and it’s due to our inability to utilise what we know into our day to day interactions. once we master this. get the right from wrong for instance. then our lives will transform. to a better shape than it’s currently in. sure. an optimist will say. eventually all this will end and we will come to a clearing. but the stain of those who are currently taking the brunt end of things. this falls on our common conscience like that and becomes the next lesson whose fruits our continuity will experience. bc things from cause and effect tend to reverberate like that. there’s predictability in our behaviour that some of our strong habits create the strong emphasis of a path appearing before us. much like the path path we speak of. u know. the divine path. or all paths lead to one. the experice is purely urs. and u csn improve the quality of the passage there. no matter how tiring the walk is. but just bc we can handle great struggles with grace doesn’t mean we should bc most often than not. since we haven’t equalized the balance of rising to the occasion to focus on common problems rather than fight each other we are forced to put a heavy burden on waves of levels of people in the order of which they are aligned to artificial system hiarchies which operate under interest. mainly it’s own. in terms of establishment. and how much tat can a tit get but let’s consider here. the less knowledgeable someone is within the industry the more advantageous the learned will be towards them. or so is the basis of the establishment of the current economic system. that’s why it has a specific karma which impacts all artificial systems.

so aside from not having fully developed the natural side to us as human species. we also have issues within the artificial systems that were meant to govern us. or protect. or keep the peace or recognize the history objectively. hear itself towards world peace as well as never go backwards in line with evolution.

when we become sensitive to the fact systems are imperfect this accords us a bit more caution in what we do say and act. since a lot is heightened especially during these times it’s key and essential to not do anything in excess or frivolous. it’s better to be cordial during great instabilities. sure. it will equalize itself and if ur one of the surviving members. good for u. but. as cumulative species we must all realize the vulnerability here and our power so we create the future better.

surely the levels of understanding this basic message will differ. someone will do very little and another next to them may to a ton. and both will have done their part within the natural order and natural laws that are aligned to causes and effects that co create or allow all of this to happen.

but if a. problem lingers and no matter how basic it may seem or sound we must always realize that maybe it’s good that we are selected to have this sort of a dance. since this allows us to open ourselves to the intensity of a conundrum u urself may not otherwise understand bc. how else do we develop empathy towards each other if we don’t experience the same things. in the same way too. it’s not possible. to truly understand someone’s conundrum is a whole other aspect and if we are willing to be that vulnerable then a great thing takes place.

firstly we realize that no matter how knowing or knowledgeable we are or eventually we gain in this life due to having this sponge like quality to ourselves about the environment . such as resources we share no matter how near or far for the air that provides transmission of the unseen all around. u can build walls. u can build containers to keep urself away from it all but it will get u. the air always gets us bc we have a direct relationship to it via our breath

it’s a good source. and it’s representation can be a great example which demonstrates our inner unity and it’s fluid either much like water that’s how we see their relationships. and gas another form that’s unstoppable and their correlation is strong here.

attributes to our common needs is one of these. like we all need food water passions purpose. safety all that. as stated above. the artificial system hierarchies need to be equalized. not one is superior or greater than the other. we are all the same. whether u like this fact or not is not a matter bc no one cares about anything less than divine truths. they don’t last. they all fade away eventually. it’s like not being present with the reality that u tell urself so many lies then u feel out of touch with reality bc u keep on supposing ur way or version if it. instead of seeing it for what it is.

our thoughts about smth will not change that smth no matter how much we wield our energy and power and try to change it. it doesn’t matter what u think either. no one cares. believe it or not everyone strives for that truth and good and right things in reality. no matter how different the way is for everybody. but there has to be progress and one that can’t go back words which we see a systemic back turn. like walking backwards on mechanical fashion and it has to stop.

this doesn’t mean. we are denying itself its experience. bc even if u were to take evolutionary steps backwards u may run the risk of going too backwards. so maybe the term stop suggests maybe that’s the whole step. like we can awaken ourselves to our conundrum but what’s next. right ? we don’t see representations on those mechanical systems precisely bc it selectively approved and confirms some truths versus the whole truth or recognize it’s process and displays how itself changes things progressively. that would be a functional country for instance. but given by hierarchies and u can measure a quality of a system by its reflection on its most improvised civilization. bc almost all of them i think have those types of situations.

not only that. the hiarchial formation is so terible that we see the beloved leaders act completely out of character in some places. which shakes our trust. so when these things tend to happen u don’t have to consent to some leaders on the world systems why? bc predominantly ur a soul. and ur responsible for ur part. this is why denouncement is key here. refusing to play the game. opens doors to speak on our spiritual presence. and that there’s more to life than just working ourselves to the ground simply bc leaders aren’t creative enough to come up with the solutions we present to them. they get hurt bc confused and say hey why give a lowlife tiny pebble of a human being the benefit of the doubt that maybe they know more than us.

what would that mean for the rest of the plebs who will do the same.

ok let’s keep pretending then. i got all the time in the world. we all do bc we are prevented from living our full potential everyday . this is nothing new. ask around for receipts.

keep it simple

it takes nothing from u to simplify ur happenings. there’s no need to beat urself up over things u cannot control or participate in. in effective useful way that does not dishonour or take away from anybody.

there no need for that kind of struggle. life is hard as it is for everyone. this level of sensitivity is what keeps us from wasting others time and energy. it gives us chance to honour the most precious thing. which is nothing that money can buy. bc it’s the most precious thing u can gain. when u do it right so then this manifests in our life. we would be even more disciplined not to waste our precious time. to truly honour ur value and ur worth started here.

in this world we currently waste too many things. we also waste each other. physically. when someone decides to kill another. they are wasting them. so they are saying basically ur trash u need to go out of the planet. so there’s no going beyond that line. but the other more slow and painful version of it is more passive aggressive it’s a slow steady burn. someone that says well u won’t fie hurt yet we will slowly torture u for the rest of ur life. mind games emotional stuff even physical torture or within do g help or play on how he psychology of someone by orchestrating all these scenarios. i can go on on this subject. this is terrible human trait currently upholding. right now as we speak. and i wish nothing more than wishing that to be transcended so that we no longer resort to these false types of reality. bc that would definitely be simplifying it.

we need to keep in mind

our internet life and its effects on lie personal life and reality. there has been long term development and relationships which with the covid and being stuck in the house brought more people in we can at the very least realize the intricate relationships developing. as to the transmission of information and utilizing it to our everyday life in some way being either influenced by it. controlled by it. inspired by it. taught and learned by it. whatever u wanna consider ur experience as bc all of this are at the forefront. we weren’t like this twenty years or so ago. obviously there is impede there. but what are we gonna do bc it all shows as it is. much like how cameras don’t lie. so too our presence online. which is wild. but. much like our real life we miss the politics there too we mistake others for something other than who they are. much more so spaces.

what will happen from here is an human experiment to be frank so it very careful with it. ur doing things at will that which u can’t see and u can’t even see urself or how u translate as should in an of itself be a indication that we must always be cautious with new things.

and u can be too cautious also. for the germination process to occur. u must be present within the company of others. that’s how we transmit information. but it’s not so much as to what we say but what happens to us. u know. given by our intention and willpower. so in a way all these subjective things tend to leak and ruin the whole process. but. that’s ok if u r realizing we are a cumulative work in progress.

the intricate balance within the world

that plays out everyday depends on everyone’s personal choice as to how they wish to conduct themselves. nobody twists ur arm into it. what u choose to do. u do it at will.

it’s often said that all paths lead to one. which can be applied in spiritual terms or more so religious. bc then we see the different dialects that are used to convey the same meaning. but we cannot not notice that there’s also negatives there. and these negatives are impactful. bc not only do we go through them in a personal way. but we also do not do any introspective reach within and change what we need to for the improvement of the quality of our passage through this earth.

not sure why this happens. tbh. it’s totally not necessary since we are the prior pastors of these systems. either by our allowance or conduct. so it doesn’t matter if ur subordinate or whatever. bc u must be controlled by the heavy hand of others. since the true human. store would not exactly go the hard route unless there is misconception on something.

for example. if someone hates u. or only expresses frustration. the difference between the two. u can see that one requires constant maintenance. so it carrie’s a burden it really actually does not have to. where’s the other is just a self expression given by the relevance of smth.

often times we also see folks abuse their power by whenever they themselves are having a bad day. they take it out on others around them to exasperate themselves which is irresponsible to our inter relationships since if all paths lead to one. u really don’t have to antagonize another in order to feel important.

this is quite reflective of our communication bc we choose to play mind games. write stories in order to actually go out there and form genuine relationships. i mean u would say that this is expected bc of internet age. it gives us immediacy of importance out of even someone else’s personal life. but at the same time. who do u put the blame on ?

one blame can be carefully placed is at the systems at large. so ur not trying to change peoples minds per se. bc that’s just impossible and everyone can see thru it. this becomes the very reason most people don’t trust each other anyway.

and u gotta do two things when ur in the kids if something like that. on one hand u hold loosely as things unfold around u. knowing that others are responsible with their minute by minute choices. from smallest interactions to at large. i mean. every thought counts here.

and the quality of our input. i mean . u can try and slack thru it and assume ur fooling anyone. but at the end of the . day. much like a lie ur only fooling urself. that’s how personal our own personal experience should be. i’m not responsible from the way u experience ur own reality. so i don’t have to impose anything on u. i don’t have to compete. i already established my self esteem. it’s indestructible. and also humble bc u can get arrogant about it if u like. then life will teach ya. ur only mad bc u leaked that out and now the world knows and well. it’s in our human nature to conceal matters.we can see this in our communications. everyone thinks they r right. and they dictate others something else. very rare that only a small group of folks have truly figured out what true community and connection means.

this is technical analysts. aside from all the niceties that we speak. bc we speak life into existence if we focus on and highlight others good qualities. pointing to others good qualities takes absolutely nothing from us. so the way in which we go there. truly matters. that’s why we refer to this u inquest happenstance as substance. and u gotta be on top of the quality of its ingredients. so having contempt for others or shitting on others is pretty much doing it to urself. it makes no difference on thee external connections other than lost potential. bc we have all this endowment to drop the act and get real with what is. right here. right now.

we develop compassionate eye to others suffering. without getting caught or destroyed along it’s unique circumstances and path. now u can put all kinds of blame on. everything and everyone but ur self and ur part within it. bc we do this all the time. we look at others suffering and try to make sense of things. what comes true is very immediate. tho much like lightening. it says smth like ur system is wrong bc it starved so and so from this side of the planet. and then u go yes but. and then suddenly all this indoctrinated bullshit comes forth. like propaganda bc everyone to an extend is swimming in their own shit. so to say. there’s no more getting realer than that.

simply put. i’m gonna blame it on global warming and all this excess plastic and toxic materials into our resources such as food water air etc bc believe it we are that stupid.

but go on. tell me about a time u had back when in then and things are great economically as opposed to twenty years or so or great depression. bc we are not exactly there just yet.

that would be the level of intimacy among each other. not personal flawed. i dot. care about that menu. don’t serve me that bc u know what. it wastes my time. i’m here strictly to save the world and that’s that.

ofc it’s just a bread statement but i just wanna stay awake. i mean. save the world ? hah. it will have to save itself. u just do whatever u can with the same outcome. to save it. or do ur part within it so it’s saved and it’s supplementing a good way of life ideal for everyone. not leaving anyone behind. it’s very simple. to love this intimately ur entire conundrum. trip or whatever. this is how u see the world. then ur develop that level of sensitivity in all u do and when u start ur next step work this level of concentration u can’t go wrong. u can’t go wrong with being kind. even when others shit on u. bc u can remain unattached and learn from the whole process. this gives us what we refer to as merit. the universe starts to input this to its grand calculation and then it feeds us back. sure some things may take their time but it does come back around. and anyone can suppress or destroy others but at the end of the day or even beyond the scope of this life. it comes back. and that’s that.

if u know within urself ur mistreated and u know the way things unfolded that’s all u need. bc the essence of our experience much like our souls is indestructible and they are strongly influenced by universal powers that are greater than simple basic human function

don’t forget mind u it took is two plus years to get here but faking things is never gonna be cool. don’t be fooled bc those who turn those tables know exactly what they r doing. u do cringe things and soon the ground will be lifted from under ur feet that’s just the way it goes. the real focus should always be on timeless transcended objectives. . which. is very hard to do. it’s like playing the violin bc ur dancing with these sounds. really truly embody in true feeling. sure with all instruments u may feel this but violin seems to be compact and with a very lovely sound that just may give the impression. u don’t even have to play the violin to get this sense of connection. and it’s this very dance between movement and sound that gives us a thing called motivation. and it’s hard to equalize. since we don’t exactly talk openly about this portion of our human reality connection. like a technical analysts. bc we can’t even acknowledge the presence of each other. it requires truth and we are not ready for that level of honestly. even when everyone knows it.

u can develop the diversity by being genuinely interested in others stories struggles and reach. as well as their qualities and unique skill set. their likes dislikes all that bc it alll teaches us smth. at some point. all these objectives will play out and u will feel the safety of a player within a given orchestra.

u may not love the same

but it’s important to strive to become more of it. this all encompassing love that one can have for oneself and for others.

i think we misunderstand love precisely because we also do not understand our human nature. yet we make all these concessions about our concrete certainty. tht everything tht attributes within it is already too well known. we end up feeling like we run out of room at some point. we think with all that is discovered. there’s nothing new here. nothing to learn. nothing gained. so we start to cause issues around us for some sort of interest. or perking of our intellect. or more so. stimulation. bc much like animals. we too need some type of friction for movement.

though let’s make it key here. the natural struggle of our existence still remains. there’s infrastructure problems. energy problems. problems within systems created and maintained as well as operated by man. we get education advancements in line with our natural needs as they may come up. we get people relationships. because there’s the relationship u have with urself. and there’s one u develop and further with each other. there is spiritual side to all this. so also along with our materiel human existences. we also need to have some type of divine practice or smth that can help us ground ourselves and form the ethics and discipline necessary to carry out life’s difficulties since those issues will arise from time to time. since we are deepening our connections. sometimes we experience mutual hardship. also our preparation allows us to handle things with grace. not go back to an old place of anger reaction and whatever past mistakes we might have made.

environmental concerns includes all of the above plus coordination for science and technology as well as people who would pursue these avenues to further discover the ways of our world in myriad of levels ( institutions that study and share information ) so that we can integrate our findings to upgrade our current structures as well as protect the earth for it is our home.

then there’s health conditions. further discovery of human body and how it functions. what are transitions. the many arenas such as psychology are all functional part of our reality that require further study as well as connection in their relationship to our systems. societal availabilities and the like.

so we don’t need anything more. bc our plate is already full. hence we will not be bored if we are peaceful with each other. in fact all that excess takes away funds. bodies who could do. minds who can articulate. potential loss basically. we shout ourselves in the cosmic foot. if individuals have success that’s not enough. bc there is poverty. struggle strife. trauma. torture and loss of life as we speak. much like a sprout sky recognized person who is not at ease even if they themselves feels enlightened. bc if u see people tolerating such instabilities in our world where they must have already do realized systems have either failed them or that there’s huge gaps within it where these things happen it’s not bc they welcome or love the atrocities that they maybe part of. i think the same is found in those who instigate such conditions upon others except that the pain is rather misplaced. bc u can feel instability or non safety within an ideology but an idea isn’t gonna kill u by itself. much like our thoughts. but they can get us to do things so what we wanna do is break down its mechanism and know its parts so that we are not making things worse for anyone. bc what we do to others. we inevitably are doing it to ourselves. since at the end of the day the more longest lasting “thing” we leave behind is the imprint of the quality and condition of our existence as we pass thru this earth remains as the utmost contributory factor that effects all kinds of things here on earth as they are. and it as we wanna make things seem either.

so i think bc we create ourselves to us and others much trouble that can be averted or prevented and that creates all these side effects that may read like they are factual but then the fact is there we just need to find its correct positioning. so this is the alignment that we need otherwise the issue will repeat itself again at some time later.

this can mean few things. if something doesn’t improve eventually it will be in limbo for a while but then it will devolve or destruct itself bc it has reached its peak.

we can take this further and say that’s eventually our solar system will end so there is a peak and then the slow disintegration process that begins. to its end. which is very much like aging or our current understanding of it. but if we look closer to aging process we see expanding and evolution of other qualities so what we want is to recognize that in our humanity as well.

when we apply that to our human condition then we may get a sense of wanting to pinpoint a problem but not determine it’s outcome or force our way only. but hold loose it’s meaning and work with others. so no matter how bad is something that we might have done. if we are genuinely sorry and want to change things then the way appears. but for that to happen first we have to stop aggression. any type of it. it can be in the form of inspiring or influencing others to do terrible things among each other for ur hidden agenda . bc especially during times of natural conflict such as a pandemic a lot of things can go wrong bc we already have vulnerabilities there. our mortality is in question as well as the condition of the planet. so a lot of things are heightened. and what this does is it challenged our spirituality so if we didn’t do the work then we may react hastily at some parts or no matter how much time we give it. how we follow a book to a t on how to self help ourselves out of our conundrum somethings tend to require more this is an attribute to whether if systems did their own homework and have upgraded themselves when they needed to thru the time of coming up to this time and place on earth. (where the work is missing should be noted now so that we are not wasting our current efforts to replace one evil with another or repeat more of the same. only that now the issue is dressed in technology or smth. )

but they r operated by people who have their own processes. and these processes also include the artificial portion of our reality where we have this excess attribute to our status versus quality of our input or substance. our personal signature or person.

the artificial portion is severely impacted by the manmade systems that have their own process of evolution and integration in alignment with natural ones that we are entangled with so long as we are human but i feel there’s also these unseen layers of reality where those that haven’t been born yet are also here. as well as those that died. so when we consider this intricate delicate balance of an existence. it’s humbling. also very sad.

bc u see some of these really terrible happenstances and all these folks in their trip. u know. ego trip. pride trip or others. cos this is sort of a dance. an illusion or a dream and ur like all these strangers. who have all these intense emotions towards each other. now i don’t mind emotions bc we all have them and it’s hard to articulate their interrelations. bc when u see all else. like the intellectual team or the physical realm there’s connection there. everything is shared. from food to thought. but emotions. they too are in a dimension where they work together. so i think this explains why people seek revenge. ur getting off of making others miserable bc then it acts as a balancer. like a levee. where one is down the other is up. but. we must remember that this sort of excess imbalance causes dependence’s. which is the very sense of conflict (not being able to reconcile what happened or attach to too much of ur past stuff sides a lot of issues thru ones development if they r not careful. but it can be overcome ) . or entanglements where emotions are intense and u can have all the tolerance u want but when the emotions are high we can get unreasonable also. and not everyone handles their pain with grace either. some of these are attribute to systems and their function.

i suspect bc our history is dark we must have formed chemical connection or bond to some of our toxic behaviours or coping mechanisms. it’s part hormonal. and part hardwired (brain plasticity) in us based on by our contextual existence. linear in development but non linear in indoctrination. since all of us to an extend have our conditionings. these conditionings serve few purposes. one to understand our surroundings. the other is to understand ourselves and what we are part of. and all the while we are trying to understand our human nature. go figure. so it’s hard.

the signs of true developments much like enlightenment which can never be taken from u. so the more u do the work and gain true substance the more u move onto next level difficulties. these difficulties do not deny the past advancements made. in the development. no matter how small the traction is made. is never destroyed. in things such as our existence and interrelationships where very intricate balance is made. it’s very difficult at least in contextual terms but also we see the improvement we have gained over long course of our existence. since we see the intrinsic quality of such traction in everything. only that it plays out differently. we can stop and appreciate that. but the work is upon us. there’s still too many problems. and we are drowning in suffering of people all over the world. u may like to deny or think too little of it. that too is a coping mechanism. and we all have our personal limits on such. tho the distinction between one who copes and then ones where their reality is made of stuff like this can be drawn . so u can know ur limits without denying others their truths.

everyday that passes us by

without another unsaved life is kind of moot tbh. but i don’t say that in. a pessimistic way. i’m just perceiving what is at all times so i’m on my toes even tho on the outside i might be sleeping. dreaming about some other realm or world or hanging out with people i’ve never met in a dream scope somewhere .

it’s nice that each and every one of us is trying from where we are at with what we have. anything we can do. our part within this unfolding nightmare. we want the end picture to of smth kind. humble. and with dignity. because we do understand the intricate relationships between objectives. we realize human nature is very complex. there maybe simplicities found within it at times. and this can give us false sense. that we must be all enlightened. that we are know all all of a sudden but this isn’t true. we may gain myriad of skills.

this is the issue i have with talking everyday to talk for the sake of talking is to keep in the purview the currency of thought which is emerging thru the emergence of prioritizing that which is dominant. problem wise.

and then u will hear silence is acceptance. ur like hmm. ok. well originally i repeated myself bc i literally didn’t want to see like u changed my mind or whatever. bc i took communication to be important. sure. u can say. new person enters room at any time. and then it’s good to touch base with. uhhh. u know. the past ? but irregardless to all that. we can summarize stuff like a uroboros jewel where the past is represented as not taking that much space. ( but u see to get to this level requires a special relationship with trust. in all sense of the word. trust with urself is one. and trust with others is another. then there’s trust to nature and systems both natural and manmade. then u trust even the phenomena ) though personally when i observe the many intricacies between strategies of our current mutual conduct suggests we not only look behind us too long but we also strategize in its direction. then we don’t realize where we are going or what our actions ever say are creating. since the power is in the now we would need to stillness and our presence within it to see new info and coalesce that and use it to our problem solving objective reality eventually .

which means that there’s a continuation of a relationships that never stops. never not take place if the issue lingers and is not resolved. so cos u may have heard. oh it’s out of mind out of sight. or issues that don’t get resolved tend to disappear or u just u earthed an ancient issue but did it really travel from 2000 years ago ? exactly from where u left it. of. not. even tho we don’t get apparence of movement. things donte deftly remain the same. sure there could be strong emphasis of a picture of a moment much like history pages of significant stories we hang onto. bc there’s deeper contextual happenstances that take place in a intricate way. it’s all imbued. but at a large scale. and that in an of itself is a strange occurrence about our existence maybe ur like me u see it and ur like well heck were we capable of all that and then be more apprehensive about trusting others or recognize that even in urself there’s this potential of instability and when u become aware of that sort of stuff u become a little bit more careful about the ways ( oh and we live in this world where folks intentionally press on such others wounds or say sensitive things or do intentional offensive things to hurt each other ) of this existence. u say things like well i really need to assess the choices and decisions i make everyday. or how do u become true to myself. so i’m not going out there and playing all these roles bc they are socially stationary or u know. we fit like gloves when we leave home or be more like urself while also honouring the many objectives that take place out there as well.

bc then the history scares us much less. if we believe that even when something is left to it’s devices it shall improve if we go by the notion that whatever good is gained remains so we shouldn’t be going backwards. or devolving so to say. for all is reflective of the quality of relation in between how small a occurrence is albeit however impactful it might have been much like memory recall. when u recall a particular type of memory it’ activates relative connections around it. u don’t just remember one thing. u have myriad of other connections that u make which gives us. objective feeling bc we are seeing more than what our initial focus is. in relative terms this could be collection of negative things that u may have surrounding that particular memory that may have been triggered by whatever reason that did the catalism based on by sense perception. and interactions with others. in line with whatever bigger issue might be relevant to it is going on so we become active members of solving these things that took root and they took their time of development in our absence. consciously at least bc maybe we denied it. or put it back or whatever. as some things go. if we see history. where different regions in the world have conflicting historical records.

i see some interesting also tend to do this. bc the truth is found everywhere in different contexts and qualities as well as quantities. and then we ask ourselves whether if some of our habits are also perceived as stationary of when do we know how to go with the changes for change is what causes some of these instabilities which is why we rely heavily on text or something concrete outside of ourselves but if we recognize the fluidity of motion that is representative in our cumulative existence. that is the inner movement. bc then the movement in space and all that our human senses perceive it’s meaning to be is representative of changes. so if we see the reality in this way we are less calculating about our actions. although some preparation and theorizing on objectives smatters it’s not likely so for all instances of in instances where we may find ourselves then this signifies two things. one is that we hit a roadblock. the other is the possible transpiring. either good or bad. for us to change cumulatively thereafter. the potential hazard with the second one means that the quality of our passage makes the difference. u might get two vitalities in people. while both wanna reach the horizon. or their versions of objective future. one cares about the passage there whereas the other wants to get there at any cost. ( and ur objective has to include all. u could not just be like oh may i be rich in the future or may i be successful only. but on why appeal. in what way. is it good for the world that ur rich? does it at least not hurt or harm others in its way of achieving. same with a success . what sort of success success in making. life hell for others ? is it achievable. is it worth the trouble. bc ask anyone. no one will be like oh sure make so and so life better then all even if that means i’m gonna lose my life or die. but then ur like oh i see. the greater good is different in meaning for different people such as dictatorships and autocracy )

so u might say. or maybe see. like me. if u peer into both objectives . u can see two very stark ways that got them there. and we are not antagonizing one whereas praising the other for all is intrinsically equal. but what we attribute meaning to is the behaviours or set of behaviours and habits that transpire this sort of misalignment in terms of what we are prioritizing and actualizing in the earth plane. so if we prioritize funds over people. what sort of reality does this create. how does this affect us. bc the way i see it. creating this reality concerns us all and no matter how much u get consent of others. or manufacture consent into certain things. it doesn’t change this one law. and what we think we create based on by few people as to what this world should be like doesn’t seem to be maintained for long either. no matter how much we think we can suppress information. or manipulate others or dumb people down even going by such extend to attack their bodies or create terrible conditions bc in the presence of many issues it’s easy to kick ur enemy when they are down. it’s a very lazy way to win but it’s a very effective strategy. but also is wrong so it doesn’t produce the long lasting winning effects the pursuant might think they will get. no matter how much you wanna affirm it or repeat to urself.

so the alternative to holding on too strongly to the destination is also key here. bc then when u walk the way the right way u may say hey i wanted world peace. it to do that i must end wars. to do that i must get folks to accept themselves and each other and to do that. i must know what i love is and before that i must do it myself. and that’s not it. i must keep going back and asking for more. what else can i do. how can i accord myself. life can be better than this. bc if any one of u are grateful for parts of it. which i do all the time. that’s good. but we must also realize that a lot of terrible things happen here as well. the world is not kind nor safe it’s a dangerous place to exist and when we become sensitive to these things and reconcile our feelings about it then we are already feeling inside that we do not consent even if our words consent. so we consent only to right thing bc it’s the only thing that’s sustainable much like nature and if we are concerned about people who are getting severely impacted as we speak. that’s the priority. u don’t have to antagonize others to achieve this. bc ur only prioritizing the end of pain and hurt and danger to people. that includes those who were betrayed by their own kind.

who do u have to prove urself to anyway

it’s only urself u lay in the bed at the end of the day. it’s said we make our bed and then we lay in it. nobody or nothing can hurt us. only by our l allowance. what does this mean ? sometimes when we are mistaken about how to go about our feelings we may make mistakes along the way. but it’s one thing that smth happens and it’s another on how we carry and convey these and relay them into conscious actions. nobody tells us that there’s a fixed way to go about things. ofc not. but before we can reason with the happenstances of smth first we must ask ourselves whether if it’s artificial. this can also mean that one party can act artificially towards other in a unrealistic way appearing as one way while intending to be for other purpose hidden from current purview. this doesn’t negate the abuse done to the other who receives the act whether if the act itself is build on artificial. reason. some folks act like they are victims and they use victim mentality and care to gain status as well as praise and empathy from others. in the same way some folks go online and fake their lives so they receive likes and retweets. this is just a phenomena of our inconsistencies in our development with the artificial. due to our technological advances. it’s like we evolved in one area almost too extensively. and maybe for our own good ( if u call some of the advance war technology as a very advanced portion of our reality and recognize the obvious dangers within it ) since we are being too practical . too technical. too much in the mind too many thoughts. too much revision and guardianship about thoughts and thinking of others. there’s no freedom especially there why. tho. there must be a reason why ur taught to perceive things as they want u to see. and this may produce artificial reactions. rhyme and reason. we see this everyday.

we are constantly reminded. look see this is what happened it’s terible isn’t it.go on feel bad. if ur not feeling. bad u must not be caring about this objective. everyone must feel bad. there’s plenty of things to feel bad about look. see. no. look closer. pls come closer even more closer. look deeper. no. u are not feeling things right. this is what happened. don’t u see how bad it is. come on. feel bad about me. praise me. worship me. when u love me and worship me only then i’m a baby. innocent and powerful enough to make ur worries go away.

but this doesn’t work this way. it’s just only parlay. we assume that if we are ok then all is well but nothing hardly ever is. we are doing our part within it. see cos everyone is hurting. whether if ur safe or not is important but it’s not absolute. it’s not the butterfly u think it is that’s gonna seismically change anythjng in an of itself but it’s important to take care of urself. why? not bc only by self care self cherishing and self love the work doesn’t stop there. there’s smth more that happens organically bc if we are doing it right then our self care self love and compassion overflows from us and drowns the world

then it would be like this. we would become the embodiment of love. and all our actions thoughts intentions and the like such as our plans and motivations and what we meditate our minds on ( destroy others or save the world ) will be saturated from our truth which does not need to be defended bc it speaks for itself. it says hey. it doesn’t say look at me. acknowledge me bc it’s like a waiting. room where a person enters. everyone knows and a n sees them. but there is no yelling from across the room. .

as we can see when we look at the world today that we don’t have the systems that recognize these inter relationships. the right thing to do would be to first of all reconfirm our problems and then stop furthering of some of our habits that are toxic . then the next thing after that would signify the work.

it is said that everything begins in the mind

so what does this mean tho. it’s a attribute to thoughts ? or the sense of feeling of one’s true self within? maybe a third occurrence takes place when these stark opposites combine. u may think that ur thoughts colour ur perception though this isn’t always true. not all thoughts originate from a plausible cause other than what it immediately propriates.

that some thoughts are not sustainable. as well. which means that their originating cause arises from unsuspensiated reasons. that their combination of happenstances only fill in the gaps between reason and articulation of the incoming information since we live in a high paced information age this can be considered as a side effect in between remembering as well as sorting out the artificial from what’s real which comes with the environment of the artificial connections for the purpose of becoming more aware and present within the real.

but here’s another issue. since we are talking about aligning to our true cause and reason that which being other than what we may have developed so far. and these fillers tend to work for a good cause although initially then they must be shed or combined into the collection of the whole otherwise it’s like trying to recreate the same old good stuff we initially got ourselves strongly influenced by. so then what we place extreme emphasis becomes series of choices we make in order to recreate the appeal of smth as versus the organic happenstances that take place such as all experiences are in and of themselves not inherently good or bad. per se. only that they come with varied levels as well as how they apply to our lives. much like missapprehending something due to false connected dots since the gaps between it is unknown to us. but to make sense of things there’s all this artificial fillers. and this reflects to our life cycles as well. amnesia is very strong on this plane in between cycles which points to immediacy of smth. such as destroy some info (not delete people or their experices per se or lives but more so false ideologies that includes we may all have our own work cut out for us ) or compress it so as to make space for new incoming bc the existence signifies movement. thereby making this trying to recreate the same almost impossible to maintain that same holds true of our ideals as well as conditionings that which we mistake for the stationary. it’s an alignment process so things that take place don’t exactly go away either. ur building rapport each day. each hour so if we are silent about stuff it’s mostly bc many human beings also are geared towards mutual cooperation on common grounds. which saves headache. and unnecessary violence’s and transpiring of negative occurrences. since they don’t solve problems. tend to cause more but in the age of merging of artificial with the real. how do we determine whether if some habit that may have served it’s purpose to bring us to this level of existence but now has outrun its stay. now when we mistake thoughts for personality and personality for thoughts how do we place that level of intimate responsibility ? it’s. hard to tell but everyone has its own gauge in reality. u have to tweak ur own stuff. test and measure ur own self against ur whatever u found to be some thing of attention. the biggest mistake we can ever make is assume we know ourselves in the stationary finite and or constricted way possible. sure. u may need a inner rapport as to what u did until ur consciousness came online or whatever. so maybe we do wake a up a number of times in this life before the great awakening. and then we look back and then must analyze how we got here so that we can work on those objectives . make use of it.

ur like well i am very much like a lock safe and a. key at the same the treasures contained within. also the one who knows this. how do i best utilize all this for the benefit of everyone since we can’t be defined. so what if we are one.

because u don’t take any of this that seriously. i mean yes. there’s definitely seriousness in this level of practice. u have to undersnd that level of seriousness for the sensitivity factor more so tho. otherwise u must have already realized nothing lasts. and that nothing part is also very key to understand what it means and where it attributes since we are not talking about general objectives. only that they may possess relative attributes.

i often think about the end of the solar system. then i get humbled at how small i am and in my smallness how impactful all is. like how deep things feel and how affected we may be in terms of our sense centres.

it’s not a weakness to be vulnerable in ur own feeing centres. because we cannot evade feelings. they happen. but how do we mitigate them and how we align them to our own process and the thoughts that we wish to convey and connect so as to make sense for what they mean. though we must keep in mind the artificial portion of systems can impact the organic process if we do not make space in our scope of consciousness for analization and awareness and better understanding of it for the potential of the artificial among the jewels of self wisdom where by which u then tend to align urself for the process of perceiving

the artificial refereed here does not signify its fake ness it just may refer to its process such as internet and technology for relaying the message. this doesn’t alter the message itself. that’s all on us for perceiving but that way or this way or other. but the technology is actually very honest. it captures literally a pierce of reality that cannot be misconveyed bc it’s recorded as is. u just need to align urself to the process of seeing things for what they are not as ur mind or ur emotions colour it subjectively. surely there’s a subjective portion to our reality. bc we are relative to all other truths. so u may think or label smth as bad but itself has a stationary cause and reason for connection as well as its own retribution already coded in to itself the day it chooses to manifest that sort of reality for itself but we don’t take this core truth and then punish somebody unrealistically bc then we would incur exactly that.

at any rate. many things. when left to their nature disinfects itself. so with the world. it’s not that as human species we must give up the fight or let go or release ourselves to whatever come may in a sense where we may have detected danger but didn’t evade or survive or try even? so then we can recognize that aside from all the technology and stuff. we are still living in a very dangeous world. and survival instinct lives still very much strongly among us. which means that we are already and continuously utilizing our selves only that our continuity of transgressions as well as our struggle to find respite among tribes has only adapted itself to its new environment. aka. civilized nations. however they are found to be in today.

if we examine the planet in the way we find it today we can se how wide it’s range is. in terms for diversity of conditions. we see the push of narratives. we hear “all sides “. simultaneously and it can be stress inducing so we say hey. u know let me not act on my frustrations. let me take in when someone wants to hurt me bc this is part of the artificial happenstances. this is what happens as a. side effects to continuing to be monsters but with shinier toys. and then we pick and choose which one is inherent and which one is a attribute to our environment. so one is relative to our currency of existence the other is more of a ancestral thing. something that has already been established as a a fact but the issue is this since fear is strongly promoted in this reality. fear tend to cause doubt. when utilized the right way (evolutionary way of utilizing fear saves us ass from danger ) but the issue with why we think or associate fear with weakness is bc we never talk about it’s true purpose. or that we run the error of assuming just bc something is accomplished in us that it should be mocked in others until they too establish theirs or assume we weren’t just going thru that perhaps due to our continuation of coming to terms with how we are going to go with this peaceful coexistence interrelationship business. bc we see this over and over again. that it matters.

also there’s this false acknowledgement of accomplishment bc then we assume we must maintain smth unable or unstable for such successes but we attach to our successes and then hide or conceal when we err. perhaps this shows that our current plane of existence has a wide range of meaning when it comes to things like right thing. the law. truths and facts. so we need to be patient in this process.

thank u.

it’s not rejection

i’m just not interested in faking things till i make it. i think that there’s vulnerability in being starkly obvious. there’s another where we play with such objedirve like who is gonna be the first one to get real and assure the other. hey. all is well. look see. there’s nothing wrong with stopping ourselves from pretend reality.

and i think i’m definitely willing to really be sure before i take any action because there’s all these sensitivities all around. surely there’s one thing to run around like a headless chicken and another that really focuses on figuring out how to create a reality that is ideal for all. and that latter one is very difficult to do. since u have few things ur simultaneously working on. one is an alignment. process. the other sees all dimensions and then decides whether if this one will be aligned by the most accurate combination of happenstances that u can visualize there.

and the action here has to be concomitant with the events that take place within it. u don’t just rise like a zit or abscess. if that’s the case u get squeezed out and then ur true self csn be in the clear. it’s not that u get destroyed. it’s the false within that gets eradicated. it’s all caked for years or for long time so now it’s getting all broken up and then falling away slowly. which is scary from humans perspective. which is what we see happen in the world today. all is caked up. and all is breaking. crumbles down.

only the real remains. but here. u may cast ur eyes on lives lost and ask whether if some lives don’t matter. u may place emphasis on broken down cities and towns and then ask urself whether if there’s a contradiction there. in fact there’s contradictions in many things. again this can be an alignment process. where we are making these terrible decisions but u see. when we apply this law equally to all, since we are equal and we must be transparent and truthful at all times. this would signify with the power equal equivalent in all would not abuse it. bc we would all be also become familiarized with its consequences if we choose it so. even more a fact. if all of us know. how many of us would abuse it? few to none. even if so. the act wouod get squeezed out like a zit anyhow and the discomfort in society would be minimal to none.

in a way one must become familiarized with dancing with uncertainty that’s where the real secrets lie. that’s where u gain all kinds of knowledge and expertise. u dance. and the u say whatever come may i have with me to full cognizance to do well with it. and if things don’t go well then i’m donating my sadness.

i’m donating my suffering. i’m donating all the hardship that i ever experienced every sadness heartbreak and loss.. in return for this world to be liberated. so long as we are in the direction of liberation that’s good enough for me. even if that would signify cutting my life short or put me behind bars. bc either way i will find a way. and that’s enough for me.

there’s a way to develop the wade range

between branching oneself out. so far out that u go to these really insane places. that u have never imagined u would get to see one day. in fact. there’s a lot that happens when we wonder. we might just be stumbling in on someone else’s ego trip and gain a whole bunch of wisdom without lifting a single finger.

but then ofc there’s this whole coming down part. imagine neo from matrix who lands on the pavement and leaves this massive dent. yes. sometimes. grinding urself does require just that. and the pain is imaginary. it’s not exactly that ur dying unless that’s what u wish to believe urself to be.

to develop this sense requires from us first of all to recognize the stark opposites. not just know them in theory. u must actively go out there and see their relationships. surely u may automatically assume as linear things go. that u must also label things as good and bad. subjectively. *laughs* that’s ok. we all make those mistakes. but i can’t speak for myself. bc i never thought it to be like this. in fact i’m almost certain if we didn’t directly experience smth as good and bad respectively knowing that we seek what we already have determined some type of meaning in which then the good and bad would automatically become clear. this points to our adaptability to our surroundings. but the fact that we must also be able to tell which is which is the measurement of the process itself that we will never convey. much like the tao.

sure there are relative meanings of the terms used here. though i would take that line with a grain of salt as words are sadly too short to cover meaning. at least when tried to be timeless at all times and timelines alike. not all things are meant to be taken literally. literally. and figuratively speaking. since we are not a one track personalities we come with myriad of colours and all types of patterns are apparent in our personal tapestry that which complements the whole.

and that could be subjective experience for each of us. bc we do associate personal with that which is non personal. so it’s kind of a dance foremost with urself. and yea. so it’s also very much like learning how to walk. when translated this basis on ur physical. or any other body movement. as well as it’s own evolutionary process. though when we think in lines of evolution we go like evolve as in the physical since it’s the immediate and seems predominant also bc it’s the vehicle that drives us through this existence as we try to become familiar with our surroundings.

evolution can be many things and it makes sense if we alredy understand how the reality works. in basic theory. it’s called layers of myriad of planes of existences. so that means there are more than one. which means that if one predominates it doesn’t mean it’s the only one. so there are others as well. and sometimes it’s this one’s turn. and other times it’s another ones. and they rise the frequencies bc the frequencies also travel with our solar system where things re like in a membrane. so it’s fluid. it’s said that life is measured in movements tho not all things move in the way we perceive the term movement.

at any rate as u go out there and come back. here’s where u try to define the smooth transition between stark objectives which is reflective of our common problems on earth bc we have at the most physical level physical transgressions and conflict that is quite dangerous. it gets u to lose ur life. it’s as if life isn’t difficult enough. there’s this whole vulnerability aspect. ur born. when ur young u desperate depend on ur parents. if ur lucky. a good community. maybe ur blessed and have a good ample or competent systems in. line with ur government policies.

but here on this plane things don’t work out that way. the capitalism is s strong that ur only as worth as ur age group because it’s already weighed and measured that those are the most important years of ur life so then we see all these systems geared to professionally waste it.

i don’t know why we make things difficult. because i often ask myself that. it baffles me to this day that we place so much emphasis on truths yet go these great length with each other.

and that maybe part of the wide range i speak of. by realizing this i become humble bc i see the struggle in being human. or at the very least define its root and basis of which is geared towards the smooth transition of bigger transformations. since that’s all part of our tapestry and seems to be cyclic or patternistic more so. there’s a sort of flow to it that cannot be altered at least not from this predominating consciousness where we prioritize our physicalities. and we cling so strongly it constricts us and makes us stringent on things that could otherwise be handled much differently.

sometimes i also ask why do anything at all. i think that’s reflexive of the quality of the life we reflect in society and towards esch other. bc we waste each other’s time all too often. and don’t appreciate each other as diverse as we wish and possibly can. bc the thing works only if everyone sort of comes to this level of understand cos then we could all be like ok everyone now is the time to collectively move on. right ? but we claim our spirituality and then ignore this. cos we wanna strategies on these common misconceptions about our coexistence’s in varied reality. like yes we must be cautious but exactly how cautious is too cautious right ? or if we let loose ourselves too much but run into an unstable someone. bc that too happens. so this wide range although quite wise is contradictory when it is not realized and consciously applied within every one of us.

i have all the time in the world to wait for everyone to come to that level of undersnding.

when we make room

for the potential of bad things. then we are naturally developing skills to machinate as part of our survival smth that can automatically help us detect dangers. this is a training of the type of a level of sensitivity so that we can continue to adapt to our surroundings of which it produces that which we wish to embody. so as u can see this is a chemical process. surely our human lives mean something. but can they both mean something and nothing at all simultaneously ?

one can observe one’s own life and see that one’s thought processes go twilight many transformations about urself. how u process data and how u process ur reality. aka surroundings and ur thoughts and ideas and whatever motivates u about others.

so this gives us a sort of non attachment to as we continue to associate and experience the life around us. it is in some way the. balancing act between opposites. but opposites doesn’t always mean i’m against u. it just is a expression. of a stately that signifies some type of contrast. it’s not radical to say the least that a contrast must always subject or signify a negative occurrence that one of which must be rejected and or eliminated.

one can be many things. and in that one if ur truly seeking one then seek urself. bc u are one out of many. but when we start reflecting this too excessively as in i’m superior than everyone. or i must constantly and continually posses the dominating aspect of one up man ship over others. aka unrealistic competition to such heights where the game stops being a game and gets very serious when it inflicts all this pain.

and i think this kind of switch allows us to see pain differently . whichever is the attribute relative to the quality as mentioned above. since there are many forms of it. then the process also changes bc we start to see things differently. pls note that the act of seeing things differently does not mean the things u see are changed bc ur thoughts changed them.

but t hi s is a common mistake an initiate can make in terms of what we need to do or what we can do with a particular type of information. also since there are many information types and many different uses for them. so consider it from perspective of alignment and misalignment and what this means. say in ur body if ur hips are misaligned or ur having some problems albeit initially the issue maybe small at first this creates waves and wave patterns to become amplified overtime unless u notice and take time and make space to attend to ur problem. but first we must identify the issues too and we don’t know since there are also many sensations. some are heightened to unrealistic heights. others are maintained in unrealistic conditions and all this produces a lot misalignment since they reflect in actions and these actions correlate to one another. since everything is connected also we all get impacted and feel this to an extend.

and u recognize ur power but u think mere thoughts create reality but the word thought has many qualities and meanings on many different levels as well as processes and associates so we need the flexibility to move among these parallel existing conditions that sort of weave this reality and allows us the function.

we may not recognize our blessings

and that’s ok. it’s part of our conditioning that which goes nice and easy if often mistook for stationary whereas all the discomforts is where we must place our attention to. it’s part of our survival instinct to be constantly geared towards the recreation of good feels and try to avert oneself from those that are negative or uncomfortable or at the very least. if one is disciplined enough to give attention to where one feels pain then it’s simply presence that is the breath or the life or the representation of the life that is our true essence. or the true essence is represented and reflected to our brief human existence on earth. the term human is associative in that we are something. and this only our human form. that’s it.

much like the saying. u don’t appreciate smth until it’s gone and it’s true. the key is to not get things to tht point. when we really dig deeper into what this means. and if we ever experienced smth along those lines then we become all the more sensitive about this whole thing.

but we know just sitting around being grateful and gleeful about life isn’t going to fix things. there has to be something more. and there is. appreciation first of all is not a passive thing. it requires a great deal of things that take place. a sort of self discipline that allows one to afford oneself at all times to one’s absolute potential perfection (key. broad term ) . so it’s within the self there’s great deals of stuff that takes place. u weigh and measure ur every action. criticism and judge even. but not in a negative way. only that u must ask urself is this the right thing to do.

because we must have already become familiarized with the many imperfection about our lives. existence. the world in general. it’s systems ( this is attribute both to neutral and man made. if we see for instead disease in some kids seems naturalistically cruel from one point of perception because it doesn’t bring us comfort that we can feel both perfection and imperfection simultaneously to the extend by which it grants us this behind the scenes appeal that there’s a certain process of all and everything in terms of these intricate relationships that not only weave the reality around us but it maintains it’s continuity in some way. and when we do examine from smallest to large happenstances. we can see that the process is both known and unknown. so in some way we have some guiding posts along the way but they are only pointing the way. at the end of the day we are the ones who are the experiencer. that’s when the catalism occurs within creating that forward motion character build. but it depends strongly on the quality of the food it receives. so that’s why we have to have that alignment with systems and our relationships to it. we can’t pick and choose when and where systems are absent. bc they almost never are. they are in everything we do. ur body is a work of system and it depends on the continuity of the function those attributes of inner motions. which means that even the most subtlest of portion of those system relations is impactful enough to change the course of smth long term. though this level of sensitivity maintenance is difficult to do. bc we must also recognize the past inclinations of the relationship between these systems have originally been established and that their effects are still being felt today. so we see that there is a lot of dirty ( broad term) ( also relative to what we wish to do. so if we change our perception then we get to place the meaning of term dirty to wherever we can. it can be altruistic. it can be generalistic. it could point to objective causes rather than the glut of what we end up being faced with such as self defence , or thinking of reducing by numbers so as to remedy a systemic ailment bc we can’t define or characterize the true meaning. of our purpose or existence surely survival is one of them but that also comes in many layers. ur could be a inner intrinsic fear based false acknowledgment of reality producing intense external side effects borne out of faulty decision making bc one is not totally aligned with why things work the way we perceive them and what our part within it needs to be ) work ahead of us. it’s not easy or kind. it makes us feel uncomfortable. and sometimes unsettling. other times worried that as we were growing up we saw the world and then didn’t want to be like that. we said ah no. bc as complicated as this is i do see through it and i do understand. so i can tell how i wish to go about and what i do not want to manifest as well. how do i get this sort of direction ( and u do this compassionately bc u understand others in their predicament. no matter how difficult it is to see this. the rules <broad definition relative to its placement.>apply to all equally to an extend ) . i know my life is gonna end someday. but i want that last day to possess the true quality of an evolved being. and that’s not to say it needs paper trails just to be justified as true. it’s not smth that can simply be measured by naked eye. not just yet anyway. right now so all the stuff we need to prepare the work ahead so it’s also key to not make firm statements during transitory passages. but this is not an excuse to get comfortable with the brief existence we feel ourselves in. it’s just all relative to truths we are all striving to arrive and to continue to evolve ourselves in the direction of the way that enables continuity of smth that we feel deep within. though we don’t wanna place stationary human reason to it. or more so label or whatever. maybe it can’t be confined. which is basically the opposite of our human life. cos our souls are trapped here briefly. they went through this process and then bubbled up to being a human. we got ourselves caught in this chemical reaction of events that led us here. maybe we were simply passing by this solar system i don’t know.

so scientifically u may say. hey how can i sort of create a chemical susbtinence so that i can manifest however or partake in whatever for the liberation of the continuity of what’s next from here. cos all the signs here point to extinction at some time. so. i can sit here and entertain all kinds of thoughts about alternate universes. or i can rest in space. bc that extra space and all that stuff. as u sweat when ur nervous or just calm like stream of water. that moisture and temperature whatnot germinates the new. albeit new point of view. new idea or thought. depends on the relativity aspect of ur situation. so these tend to differ. and this diversity is the tapestry of our existence.

pain is good actually

u might like to discover different types of it. there are many different perception of what pain means. and may levels within which pain could be either an intrinsic response to attention or a reaction to smth external which has strong material impact.

it is not to say that pain has strong function in reality other than take notice. or stop. take notice. here is a issue or concern or change or switch. i think we often underestimate the impact of such misalignments for the whole process begins to align urself to higher values. that’s when the work begins. then it’s natural that u feel a . bit of discomfort. it’s says that when one feels confusion it’s where one learns. u can read this from different perspectives. put on a hat with bad intentions. then try a hat of self confidence or humble approach to the same problem and u can see how such small choices can grow into more impactful ramification of its own cause and effect process. this is called foresight. weather people do it all the time. how then can we figure out what the next several days that haven’t occurred would be like. not that it’s hundred percent but it’s a start. these patterns thus are found everywhere in our lives. which includes the cycles of pain and struggles. as often times they tend to be amplified during great struggle.

u may have heard. oh what a crazy times to be here right now bc yes we often feel all kinds of things but few remain universal such as feelings of euphoria and feelings of dread.

somehow just the fact that there’s this huge distance between these two objectives we can also see the variants between them. it’s like the world is a web. of a spider. carefully spun with great care. well great care bc all pursuit begins on good intentions. even tho it’s only our perception of it. that was a phenomena maybe. maybe we had some type of inner slip up which for a moment had us convinced the things of value and worth are concepts only. or aspirations. things to reach for but never embody. like every time u get called out u go well i’m just a beginner, man. take it easy on me. but all other days ur like top banana or smth. even the ideas reflect the truths of that forming and why we are so maladjusted to our reality. we don’t even need a bad guy to pin things to. bc u don’t wanna end up living a delusion of ur own making and or ur admission. / support. u want to take the reality as bad as it is. in all its ways. ugly truths are plenty here. the least u wanna do is be so saturated with facades just bc u wanna avoid pain or suffering in the world bc it is part of our reality right now. that we can define it’s true purpose or maybe it’s smth we really need to look in the mirror of the soul and ask ourselves whether if any of this is worth keeping. u know? the glut of what motivates to do bad things. no matter how bad the situation. gets there’s a choice there an inner admission. except for times where u may have to defend urself. but even that seems to be wanna need to be changed. ( this portion is reflective of varied systems of organizations that put the stamp on what it promotes, aka “civilizations “ or civilized nations. so we can’t just make claim we are civilized. we must embody it and show it in our actions which is based on our decisions from small to large ) bc it is like drinking the poison that ur injected with initially which u want to get away from in the first place but now u take a part of that and it’s all this heavy stuff. it changes a person and there is no looking back from it.

and our natural instinct is to make excuse for ours. but what is the difference between a person who kills for fun and who kills bc if they don’t then they will be next ? surely there are intentions that come into play. bc u oscillate between whether if it’s that easy to disregard ur life. if u allow others to take ur life. there comes a conundrum since ur also expected to appreciate the preciousness of ur life. hey. be glad ur alive. don’t waste ur genius on frivolous things. everyone has smth to offer and everyone knows smth another may need to know about. we are all the same. (and the issue is that people are very much like the quote mentions. – like rain drops. some fall on grass and others on dirt. there’s nothing personal in that and when u disregard another of their right they too feed the conundrum. well irony is i don’t even know why i’m here but here i am trying extra hard to remain alive )

then ur try to justify that. but it doesn’t need justification especially when it’s true and and it should be obvious. but again. we are having this cosmic issue where we fell in the lines of such effort to be accepted. even if that means taking someone’s life for it. in case someone rejects our advances. but here is where the big dreams come true. bc in a way we contradict ourselves. especially when someone needs help. say u don’t like them. also. but then ur like well who cares let them suffer. at the same time we wish to control the outcomes. we want things to end bc we think it’s too noisy or we want someone to just give up or grow up already or heal or let go or whatever. u know ? perhaps we forget briefly our own process bc how could u know when ur in the middle of a sand cloud. it’s only after everything settles down things become clear but by then. we are too exhausted to even think about the struggles. of the prior bc one it is fresh like a wound and it still hurts. and two. bc we didn’t accept the pain even took place we didn’t let the wound air out. to natural elements such as the sun. and the air and stuff like that.

a catalyst happens when we don’t pay attention to pain. so now we are denying and don’t have time or think we already wasted enough time so we shouldn’t worry or even consider wasting our time on the objective but then we are all getting this intense feelings of discomfort inside and that we can’t settle down or relax and the more we deny reject or look away it presses on at varied parts of life and times of challenges weaknesses and even vulnerabilities or projections of others may trigger this. this misalignment that things are off or smth. sometimes it’s said weakness reveals true character. what do u think? or is true character shaped after u make a mistake or error by the way u conduct urself ?

this catalyst causes smth else to happen to the wound. so now it’s not fully healed. but it’s also not as “intense or bad” as initially happened. and maybe our denial causes this pain to be amplified. then dull our senses or smth. the form changes shape and we may not even recognize it when the occasion arrives but it pulls on our inner senses subsequent to its connection and that invites all these memories n memories can be associative meaning the way they are distributed in the mind sort of reflects that of a web. of a spider where u feel the transmission of information and things have their responses process which is connection of dots to articulate the relativity or relationship between objectives .

but again. we don’t even know how to self sooth or self care. for our history cumulative development has been full of struggles most of which is only hiding behind here and that corner. and that’s not bc we are apprehensive about showing off these parts but more so that we are still in transmission. about what all of this means. the different types of pain can trigger different types of sensations in many. for others. may have developed coping mechanisms to maintain or mitigate their experiences . either way there’s correlations between the doer and the done to and in which case we must take notice to reflect the right response to whatever is causing us this sort of discomfort.

i often say there’s a thing called pain without a name. this to me refers mostly to our inter connectedness and how we transmit all this information without using our five senses. maybe these are subtle forms of our five senses. but it’s not the way we consciously think of what means to receive data for instance. cos u can say yea well i read this book or article or i spoke to so and so or here’s my experience with this topic. but then there’s all this other stuff we know. of when we come to the presence of absolute truths although the veebiage may be cloaked under relativity still carries within it an element of knowing or inkling. we always reveal these truths to each other also. but when it comes to our common ground conduct. we end up falling short. this is where we mistake a passing stage to a stationary one. and or get some exhausted in our inability to carry our pain bc we don’t know how to soothe it. since our childhood there’s this great sacrifice. not today or not like this or hey well here’s the ideal way to exist which is with friends and laughing and enjoying each other’s company versus most others who then might be too busy comparing and not see their own bounty which someone else might be looking at them with critical eye where they r in the middle of their own comparison not noticing their own blessings interim these things happen.

and we think bc here is the aspect of our nature that mimics each other or mirrors or takes in characteristics. maybe in part bc we are adaptable beings. and in part there’s the machinations of our cumulative existences. such as how the brain body connection works for instance. u do things without thinking bc it takes less energy and comes automatic.u may notice the process. u may see ur making all these automatic decisions daily without notice and then ask urself how they developed and then fro there see if u have conscious power to alter or personalize these objectives so they serve u better and with grace. not sloppy and constantly picking and choosing only the good qualities ( excessive self cherishing ) and denying the bad bc there is no good and bad only our perception of it but given that in this world we haven’t fully cognized our true nature it’s quite easy to overgeneralize on these common objectives hence with our pain. we think we must rid ourselves of each other. we cause all this pain we turn away bc it’s easy to find fault and make assessment to validity of smth which can’t be helped instead of looking at it face on. and it happens. bc it’s too much. the whole thing about our world is quite material. dense and this is heavy. feeling and thoughts cannot be seen much like vibes but they do have presence and weight to them. maybe their presence has weight i don’t know.

take it easy on urself

on ur journey to human. the discovery of our being is simple yet complex at the same. there are many factors that come into play. we tend to oscillate between an idea of self. fixed or originating from a fixed positioning. and that which is fluent. much like water. it just flows. although it’s one. and even tho the scenery changes. only the reflections may leave some type of imprint in the alteration of the self which occurs as a byproduct of our relationship with our surroundings. although they don’t exactly change us for better or for worse. more so that we reflect what passes due to our full presence. much like water. and we are undiluted by such. except for the chemical process that may take place in terms for what relationships between water and the location of the passage of time of where specific consciousness takes place much like an animal that jumps into the water. or whatever is going on inside the water such as the fish who may take notice or jump out to catch a fly or smth.

the same holds true in our hearts and minds too. in a way our bodies do very much the same. so taking things easy is key and essential although this doesn’t mean that working under pressure causes intense suffering. since everyone’s definition on such may differ. gauge wise. not intrinsically speaking. u may have a higher pain threshold or are naturally disposed to really fuck with urself when shit is going wrong so that it strengthens u or smth. that ur hardly every surprised. ur presence offers guarantee that whatever difficulty u meet. either put in the open or u may sense it so. u have all that it takes to handle it with utmost responsibility grace and for the benefit of everyone. which includes no sacrifices (pain and suffering of the few for the benefit of the greater good theory here is the slippery slope of how u can see all kinds of thought processes on that one line can occur ). the thought itself is the sacrifice or the notice.

also when we relax into our being. which means either we are faced with difficulty or ease. then we are able to remain calm and present in our situation whatever it maybe bc we know that things alone cannot change reality. or group of things. or series of things even unless this is really smth that we need to face. but bc the delivery is impersonal. it becomes impactful bc for us the opposite is true. everything here is personal. we feel very deeply about our existence and all that makes us human. it’s all these raw feelings and the like that gives us the propel motion. there is no quieting it or quitting it either the soul itself craves for it. must be some kind of required friction or smth. but ofc i will always say that we shouldn’t have to have such heightened levels of suffering just to gain wisdom. the wisdom only seems profound due to the impact of the conundrum surrounding its appeal. and most often it’s our social blindness that causes us much suffering. so what we are trying to do in order to remedy that is to understand things better. to understand them we must venture. if we go with strictly fear based mentality we will never let things germinate so that we can properly cultivate our garden.

tho ofc by now we also recognize the quality of our garden comes from the quality of our inner germination process. the one we have with ourselves. they are interlinked in this cosmic bizzare workings of systems that brings us all here today the way we find ourselves in. although very much bizzare since all of it will fade away. except for that indestructible portion. that attributes equally to all of us. which we will continue to take with us wherever we go next.

if we think in quantum entanglement terms. then we are like hmm. maybe all the friction and tension is not very good bc when i feel personal stressors although it may not matter at this time of observation where it comes from. only that u identify it’s all a show. or smth is going on that is strange and it needs ur careful attention. just for its presence sake. once u do this first. then all ur doing is watching all this unfold. but ur also going about the continuity of ur own person. bc even tho u notice others are tripping. it could be induced or happening as a natural byproduct of our entanglements. such as someone misunderstand u and then express their frustration. it can be cleared and so is this one. bc nothing and nobody is defining . it’s all in the mind. we all know by now that would be a failed mission. to try otherwise the efficacy of this truth will always let itself known bc it’s already naturally there. it’s within reach. u just don’t place emphasis on those very detailed morals appearing all of a sudden when the world is going to shit. ur not messiah. ur not jesus or some entity who’s going to be the sole person who can change the world that way. that sort of level of change would require conscious cooperation of many. in fact all since that would ensure guarantee we are in full acknowledgement of where we are headed to next.

but u are holy individually in that ur presence and all that u are impacts all and everything in a intricate way due to their complex relationships with each other. it’s like a web of all kinds of stuff. things vibrate oscillate break apart n form new connections. it’s wild. and that by the quality of our being presence and inclusion of which we give impacts that of our surroundings and intermingling with others whose complex relationship do very much the same. then these levels also interact and create series of levels where information transmits if we believe it’s information that generates our reality. so having a bit of leverage of foresight seems to be better for our evolution of our species or continuity of this whatever maintenance we are having or to improve the quality of our existence bc we must understand by now. ( that is the theories that are made out of the continuity of the current set of patterns. not the ones we selectively pick n choose ofc but the very major ones that are intrinsically the same underneath myriad of masks and stages as well as story lines ) as representative as life and death are. bc they show us two points. from starting entry point. which is when ur born. to the point of exist. which is when u shed this body. and leave. and its like is straight. on a inform timeline. so this shows us via our own experice that when. we didn’t know or don’t know or are ignorant of a fact or few. we end up causing much hurt harm and discrepancy in our behaviour as versus when we do know stuff bc then with the latter we are utilizing wisdom toward continuity of smth which is meant to improve such as quality of life. which is the distance made between point a and b bc that part will happen anyway. so ur power isn’t to deny or eliminate death or think no consequence of it. or ask reasons why ur even here. why do we human. then ur giving too much into go with the flow mentality bc even going with the flow requires a conscious action which is ur pure presence which is the meditation itself.

the thing is that things appear as super real to us at times. it’s this confusion that we get ourselves in a bigger conundrum when we start to act on those delusions the delusions may occur in the passage between when a thought occurs and when u begin to become aware of it and dissect its truth and meaning. this is where a particular feeing can be induced. but i think that’s due to the disposition of the environment we are in. for example human beings did go through a period of time where they were highly involved in supernatural dealings. and in fact even older times since people were highly sensitive to their surroundings as they placed so much attribute to greater powers for the things they had to endure. such as loss of life. displacement of their livelihoods. be severely challenged by natural elements etc. u know how that went bc that’s where we all sprung from. these initials things can also leave lasting impact on our souls. which is the markers of various evolutions we came thru .

and now we either deny the presence of these supernatural channels or we try to use it against each other. bc we are all too familiar with being acquainted with world systems but hardly ever bother to improve them. there is a personal relationships there with our own process. this is where we see where some folks cannot make those inner switches happen that they act out their fantasies. like wake sleeping or sleep waking for smth like that. they project a really fucked up dream version of the reality in and of its as is ness bc things are as they are and then they are as they are. so there’s a distinction between the two. one is eternal in meaning and the other is only relative to here and now with associative cause and effects that brought us here. so the patterns are on the path made here.

and then all these fantasies come to play. ok. if we say that there’s a grain of truth in everything then what’s the silver lining here ? in some cases things are harder to find. then maybe it’s waiting for us to take notice to it.

in such a heightened state where everyone is becoming more and more conscious of things. how do things operate. what’s artificial from realm truth from false and the types of intentions at play then we find within our selves with that level fo cognizance bc it automatically offers us the quality of calmness and equanimity as difficult as that may sound. but this is where we can then produce a good quality of being. even if the future is unknown. in fsxt that should motivate us. that there’s no guarantee at any time. so u ask today. as i do now. if smth were to happen to me and well. i died . how would i think about the life i lead so far and i’m currently in it. then u go easy on urslf bc ur prone to find fault in something. eventually. u will be like only i didn’t hug so and so or ii should have called whomever.

then u realize the issue is much bigger the more u dig deeper. ur like well on that day i was tending to so and so or it was the day u needed to take time to urself. or allow urself to be messy. or make these tiny errors of judgment bc we all do strive for that level of perfection. bird hard to do. there are all these things in our way. just when u think u got everything under control smth happens and ur like oh here we go again.

the echoes of the past catches up with the currency of ur current admission wherever u find urself at today. and all these shadows and mistaken identities rain on us. u can’t be like well it’s so and sos fault bc they didn’t do this or that objective when i can clearly see as they should have.

so now what we are doing is learning from someone else’s mistake. that’s it. bc u can’t go back and change time. it already happened. that’s it. the only way is forward.

we are in communion all the time

we are in connection all the time. there’s a inter relationship among us that cannot be broken. it had its own process but it’s evolution took many turns and twists along its way and when we look back to observe the causes and effects and how our consciousness has evolved we are humbled by it. bc we are able to reason well with our humanity. enough to recognize the faults and be willing to forgive ourselves. in fact we are more easy to go easy on our faults than others. and be harder on others bc in our forgiveness of self we either didn’t realize the process as it happened or we relied more on denial by forgiveness meaning that we brushed off the problem and didn’t reflect the changes that were necessary to apply to our process of becoming so that we are reflecting our changes in line with our personal apology.

bc if ur forgiving urself or going easy on ur process then there needs to be presence of apology. apology suggests that a problem has been detected. although the details are not clear it seems quite impactful and also very dire. and it needs our immediate attention but first we must make do with others who maybe affected around us and let them know. hey i know there is a problem and i’m gonna look into it ok? i’ll let u know in a bit or can u keep the line open in cause i have a question or need ur help with smth? thanks

and stuff like that. i mean here u are creating that space expanse necessary to aptly figure out what even is happening. for without full acknowledgment . and sometimes things turn our heads bc they have us spun or smth and maybe we got previously spun and we are still in its dizzy and then well… life happens. these things compound sometimes it’s like one thing after the other and ur like well shit nothing prepares u for that.

it’s very much like anything else that is natural. about our lives. that we think should come naturally but they don’t happen? like we may not realize there is all this artificial reality along with our natural order such as world systems. that’s man made systems. that are thought out by people like u. at some time in life. they came up with all these plans. and they got all connected up. developed here and there in some way or other things seem kosher. there’s also good prospect there too as well with it. but i think there’s too much emphasis on the artificiality of those systems to try so hard to pass as natural ones and that’s annoying. ok so u get internet and all this people. we congregate. yea? common ground or whatever and it was through that that i had some of the most profound connections. i mean. can u believe that? never even met each other. this shit is bananas.

but it goes to show us the impact of those artificial connections. or. my other theory is that bc we were holy beings who also descended on earth and cast off like devils from gods kingdom that so anything else but this and anywhere else than here. we may have lost our part natural something bc there was clear marking of de evolution. so in a way. taking a. evolutionary step backwards. maybe it was an old something that was left in the dust for so long. like these things initially divide. as in. duality. which also is strong on this existence plane we operate under in terms of its natural laws and whatnot.

which means that by utilizing these artificial systems we are regaining the otherwise natural conditions which is the sensitivity about each other. bc i’m sure others also have tasted the magnificent effects of internet connections. and then realized to be a bit more sensitive to each other’s struggles. and caring about their lives as well as take responsibly to call out any bad behaviour that may hurt the group ordeal. and each other bc u also are familiar with such connections about the world. in terms of impacts on all actions have upon others. and how do we know this ? by our own involvement. meaning that the same rule applies to us. so we see the impact of our actions. choices. words. intentions and that begins to be a primary concern to us. we become more gentler to each other. but here get this. it’s not that easy bc there’s all kinds of animosity so u also gotta stand up for urself and defend urself but u have to know what ur defending. this is key here. it contributes to further harm or help others.

then u talk about it. bc then u know what ur apologizing for. and aside from ur apology toward others when u do make mistakes. u also show that in actions. acting usually must include changed behaviour compensation of loss and or both. th loss can be material related. or it could be intrinsic or both. the intrinsic usually signifies if u made someone feel less safe after their interaction with u about the world then ur actions should reflect reinstituting that safety. which most case people choose denial they think if they don’t admit to smth or don’t talks about it that means it didn’t happen or people will automatically get tired exhausted or drop it. so but these things don’t go away on their own. u may or may not realize ur worth and value . that’s ur process. u may have to make some adjustment to realize ur equal as everyone and u do have the same rights as well. that’s apart from what happens around. why? bc just bc we have not recognized a truth of smth doesn’t mean it’s not already there. so here we are talking about first recognizing a problem bc without that aspect. god know a how many times we will repeat its semblance before we do notice it and call it out in ourselves so that the process of change begins. the way appears. it’s just like that. but first we need to admit there is a problem. and for that to happen. we need to detect the problem. and that part depends on a lot of processes.

all of it brings us back to ourselves and each other. ur like well i can live without u. but then u discover that u can’t.

our involvement somehow becomes mandatory. we begin to recognize this deeper sense of care. and intuition along with our admission to well being of everybody i thjnk that’s the attitude that’s natural about our human instinct. it’s just all this other stuff that gets in the way and then we think we must put more emphasis on what things seem like versus what they truly are. u can say it is what it is that people lie but would u continue to admit urself to its possessiveness if ur time and effort as well as energy when it comes to the impact of recognizing everything at play as they are. bc if we truly see it then our actions would reflect that meaning we would be naturally driven to right wrongs or do what we can from where we are at in terms of our own involvement with the world and its varied systems no matter who u are. u also have to have ur contribution to the world in terms of ur organic natural rent that u must pay for being part of it. so what is it. for some it’s doing no harm to others. there’s the particular type who sees that others plate is full and although they themselves are going thru some very tough times they remain quiet or fight their own battles and exclusions quietly all on their own. in our stories of using others as antagonized beings we often forget the laypeople of our life entailing who are the bystander and we think their life improvements or their possession or person means very little to us. bc we must think look everyone i’m going through smth and it’s the most important of all somethings in the world. but uncle over there the small shop keeper sitting lurched with a hunchback and a few dollar to their name who probably exists under poverty line is not worthy for consideration.

of course

u can sit here and think about what would happen to the planet when the sun begins to fog thru its next stage and process. when u think too much among these lines as to what the change within the sun will affect the planet. since the initial changes will be very subtle. then it will become apparent but the process between these points is unknown. it’s that walk thru. so this humbled me bc then everything becomes not personal i don’t know why i’m here do u? there is not enough claims to make about it other than it’s basic function of elements that are at play here. and then u may get scared n say stuff like well don’t say that. don’t talk like that. ur gonna inspire people to live out their nightmares but i disagree. bc this stuff allows us to see through the true meaning of such inter relationships. when u ask to find out what are these systems. and both mechanical connections and their intrinsic more natural and subtlest of changes then a way appears. or maybe myriad of ways since there csn be a lot of different ways of getting there. so long as we get there and if we are doing the work right. u know. our work bc it strongly translates to exterior which impacts a lot of processes which brings into one. so the striving is self apparent and this plots to having a level of equanimity between feeling inadequate bc we may not understand smth right away or make a mistake to own that strives for congruency. adaptation in a way. and if we also recognize adaptation or more so our strong headed ness and disagreements on common objective translates to opposite of adaptation which leads to maladaptation. whether if this is due to processes of the sun or something that happened beyond is relative to change. ur it signifies that smth either took place that affects us. or that we are being sensitive to bigger change. so if the change is bigger then the closer ones within our humanistic senses such as our interactions and the world at large then maybe the message here is different than the one we are accustomed to. maybe this is just a process of becoming more adaptable to those bigger transpires playing at large since we don’t know the impact. while we are still in the familiarity stage in transmission via our current commotion thru space. it’s wild. but this also means that once that takes place and we go back to good old tardigrsde level existence then we go somewhere else but i’m not sure if the position of ones person intrinsic or otherwise is key to determine the stellar quality of where u might sprout again come future time and think busting the mind with these instead of calculating strategies to hurt and kill each other might get us out of all kinds of excessive adopted past behaviours that are currently holding us all back in some way or other since all is relative to our current standards.

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being sensitive to ur surroundings

is not a sign of weakness although there has to be some type and level of awareness and basic understanding about the systems around yourself. both artificial and organic. all these processes also has a history. so now we see it’s fruits we judge it by how it got here. fro. where and what sort of events took place there which transpired this type of traction.

though at some point we will have to shed these ideologies. or contact them or compress so as to become much like the uroboros jewel so that all this compact contrasting things that was once the biggest and the most significant points in our lives will thus only possesses its intrinsic characteristics which becomes one ultimately. this concentrated effort to put the past so that it takes the least space in our consciousness is the objective in this “game”.

surely we can refer to this sort of puzzle as a game. bc in a way it’s also a puzzle. like a jigsaw one. double sided. much like reverse engineering which produces the same intrinsic essence of both sides even though the external conditions tend to differ

and i think maybe this one is an attribute to our survival instinct. something activates us within and we have this intense desire to survive.

but the ways we go about it also tend to differ bc of those intrinsic developments. in their subsequent context and in their own individual environments. and this multi layered dual systems merging creates this third where we struggle to identify with bc there are significant gaps within our learning experience. so to say. bc this comes as a side effect to deny augment delete and destroy parts of our own history. the reflection in this sort of repetitive act shows we are in search for the thing that uroboros states above. about the elements purifying our experiences so that we are pretty much living up to our ordeal. scientifically. if we base our existence on purely chemical exchanges and series of chemical occurrences then we are also familiar with how our hormones also do affect us. all of this is just things interacting with each other. we see this representation in our everyday lives. there’s no way of escaping this level of interaction. u could be isolated and still be interacting at some level.

and then u see the scientific meaning of making space for the new. or just simply saying to urself. hey i’m here to do what i’m supposed to do as best as i can do it. and the right thing. for benefit of all and everything. the main appeal of survival isn’t to hang onto life unrealistically bc here is another transience. since the whole thing is an illusion. it matters. and that’s that. we are still not sure or can we define other than that. why we are here.

and when we shift our awareness to our common human. appeal fro there we can arrive at right conclusions. bc surely while not everything is not absolute. since they contain it and in time and passage of our human experience we see the strong linear emphasis this is very much like looking at the horizon bc we are in a way sandwiched between the weightless space. and the gravity that meets it somewhere in between where our lives take place.

and we are hard wired to our surroundings in a way that we respond to stuff we don’t. even fully know understand or know about. but to trust this sort of thing is hard to do. especially why with all the worldly pollution. and there’s all kinds of pollution. there’s air water and dirt pollution. there’s contaminated food. and then it jumps to sentient beings. physically and through consuming them. or simply by breathing bc surely air in large parts of land can have possess the quality to purify itself bc of its myriad mechanisms organic in function. but to an extend. bc there’s always a tipping point. and this tipping point isn’t exactly the end of our lives per se. it’s just smth of a herald of exchange. much like chemical relationships within ur own body so. if ur really keen on strong chance such as that. what would u envision next beyond human race bc that would be the next right thing to think about. now how we get there is also a choice. we get glimpses of it. here and there we say hey if we are kind loving highly spiritual beings who are intelligent and evolved we then see a more smooth transition bc we are less likely to feel the existential dread otherwise if we were more isolated from human race. i think there is strong correlation about numbers. since the other alternative offers us to pretty much suffer and torment each other until. the eventual end. so the idea is to improve the quality of the passage there (we see strong decline in this line of thinking but even few can ruin a good batch)

alright. so we get this idea and sense that at times this higher sense of consciousness shines and we are elated thus. we feel past of a community that loves and accepts us unconditionally and does not criticize and tells us what we need to hear. not just what we wanna hear or lovely banter either. no fair weathers thus. true friends in community settings come especially closer when shit hits the fan bc if ur already have some skill in community setting u already know as part of our survival instinct is also linked with mutual cooperation. for the survival of the entire species.

since mutual cooperation offers us a healthier coordination in terms of what needs to be done. what sets us apart is this sort of technical analysis of crises that allows us to inspire new ways of seeing an old issue or even figuring out answers to some of our age old problems so that we live up to our own individual and collective aspirations. bc that’s who we are. see? it doesn’t even have a face. it’s just an inkling. a striving to wanna be better and better each day than the whatever u were before u got here. either to this conclusion. day. or life or place. doesn’t matter. it’s all relative to higher truths anyway. what we want to do is always remember that language is a tool and not an ends to amends or means to an end or whatever.

things go well generally speaking

when we are positively well with each other and harmonious. bc when one person feels stress within their fields and agitated enough to forget momentum. the same goes true for larger populations as well. then we are less likely to find solutions to our issues or become more prone to making mistakes.

it’s better with a calm mind. all of us. to balance between the natural dual aspect in everyone which is the root of diversity. where we have similarities and differences. we don’t have to reject or deny one to accept the presence of others but understand the underlying reason as to why we feel inadequate at times in each other’s company.

and when we mistake momentum for the right thing we sometimes misplace our impulses and act out of base. and our anxiety chases us like a big monster. and the more we insist it persists. and the more it persists we become prone to making mistakes. so an error does not have to produce direct consequences observable by naked eye. although all things that vibrate within our field of perception translates as smth. it could be smth u feel with in. which requires from us to take a look at our selves and see if there are areas that require shift. and balance. bc these things happen. past didn’t happen so we say it is correct and defend it indefinitely. but there’s a grain of truth in that we just need to place it where it needs to be places so that’s where the work is.

but this doesn’t mean. oh so u wanna be a spiritual aspirants and denounce every bit. and be alright bc everything starts within then we will go nowhere. bc if u go by it correctly then it all works out. the way appears then again we have personal relationships with words. even tho their meaning is common we attach or attribute our meaning like a companion which is art of self expression that is free

so it’s easy to misconstrued personal meanings and of others. these are produced due to our long term slow conditioning aspect that this world comes with. so the naturals although they are law, must also be let go when the time comes bc at some point we cease being human. the space will last longer than this planet. there’s no guarantee where we will go from here and what form we will be in it’s hard to think u may never exist as a human form again at some point in time. not now. maybe not for trillions of years. but it will cease. bc everything has finitude as to this physical realm. but the intrinsic portion of that is indestructible part. u may ask how do u know. well u feel like. it’s kinda like what eternity would feel like.

what if everything was eternal. then we wouldn’t fight to a point of destruction of each other. bc u know ur indestructible. it’s a frivolous aft on all fronts. u begin to chip away at habits that don’t serve us. what remains is the true body of work. human today. smth else tomorrow. it is said that death is part of life but it’s life. in human acknowledgment that is part of what we refer to as the process of death. which is wild. bc then u realize this is only the bubble. the world is round. so there u go., it will burst at some time tho. when u think like that u realize the reality so much like that. bc it’s. the very phenomena that takes place. in association with it.

but i don’t mean live like it doesn’t matter. i think we mistake frivolous things for their fleeting aspect if we mistake the finitude of the world and the solar system is a punishment or smth bc it’s not. bc again here we are associating death with loss. we are saying well that’s sad. the person dies. all their stuff is here and they r separated. well i love my stuff. and same with loved ones. look how sad everyone is. and then i begin to embody it between me and my son and it breaks my heart. u feel all kinds of things where ur like well i’m not afraid to die. i just wanna make sure my loved ones are safe and ok. bc i know the world by now. everyone gets their taste within it. there’s conditioning factors. all kinds of flavours i mean sure we have all these issues that seem more impactful. bc we talk about them all the time and don’t know our way around them. and bc of their impact they weigh more or are seemingly more dominating than. say all the positive ones. that’s attribute to our conditioning. u can feel both good and bad conditioning types. and as well as more subtle ones since we also plants the seeds tomorrow with all types of choices behaviours thoughts actions etc and to become more present and aware of its process is key. it’s one thing u say well it is what it is. it’s relative to now. it’s not stationary. it has both continuity and momentum. and both have their components stationary. or gained thru hard work. earned by ur soul stuff. the gems of uroboros or whatever. that never go away. they have their intrinsic quality meaning and codes. then there’s more transient ones such as. distinct between good and bad habits behaviours bc these. remember are attributes to such conditions. and if u observe the reality simply as it is then u see it’s likeness there as well bc in this realm all is reflective so we see their connection and relationship.

in a way ur not at odds with life reality and all this world entails. u cna see it as a blessing or a curse but that’s ur own choice. ur personal matters can have their time momentum reason and rhyme . but in common ground we still have common objectives to carry on and thru that have their momentum and continuity and shedding process. ways in which it communicates results to us. so here we can’t let the personal affect the interpersonal. tho we do recognize the power of transparency. which means that we have already made improvements from our cumulative dark history. it signifies a new inkling. that no matter how bad things may get. we realize and or have formed relationships about importance of transparency and with that comes reliability. with transparency comes reliability but it’s not just in confessing that the work is done. bc then there’s the quality of the input and other conditions there as well then u examine those. and then u continue to build ur rapport examining the validity of smth. that’s how we build rapport. the whole point of transience is the act of transparency in the first place but transparency in and of itself isn’t enough. that’s the point.

loving

for the sheer purpose of love isn’t harmful to one who loves. bc love is a bottomless pit where all loving inspirations arise. it’s endless. u never stop to think twice about whether if u will run out or if u should prioritize only ur friends and family members or maybe just urself.

and if u were to say extend ur love to others today and ur not very active at home front with ur own people or urself – not so directly at least- it doesn’t negate or replace the love u have established at home. it is just that love isn’t systemic. so it should don’t make u feel like if u didn’t perform this and that that it would cease to be. or maybe it never existed. it’s all in ur head or smth. ur just tripping. assuming and making all these false connections and this is it. the curtains come down and everyone calls the cops on u for being there.

but ofc the loves we have do require some sort of nourishment. or constancy. too. there’s a degree of sustainability within it but it still require actions for its maintenance. otherwise it slows down , halts. becomes bitter sitting in place bc it’s not meant to be captured or taken hostage by its object of affection only to be a abandoned.

and u can’t be too hard. love is both fragile but also very resilient. in fact. word on the street is that once gained or reached it can never be destroyed or gone backwards.

so when we reach these states. no matter how unrealized. we long to materialize that on earth. not as stationary relationships either. love to this extend is so much more. so it doesn’t hold attachment to shapes and forms and demands the exact replica and kick and scream when things don’t work it’s in assumed favour.

maybe we do go through an infantile period. there are times we may find ourselves as odds or even like a beginner. and that’s for at any age. which is funny bc u become older and gain all this wisdom and still come to a point in ur life where ur a beginner at something or what appears to have had historical development only to have ceased to be bc we as multi faceted beings n have more than just one side. but side here. or the word side here refers not to being flip flop fake ( bc u have conceptualize stop much or made too many strategies and now ur all out of touch with reality and of others ) or whatever or that it’s extreme opposites but these do add to the geometry of our build and structure. so u can infer connection from theories but the theories themselves are not the whole thing. u just have stuff to work thru in terms of their organic order and formation that is required for u to puzzle thru so that it unlocks the next level we must get thru. that’s pretty much it.

bc when u realize that love is the art of evolution. that it’s thru love that true transformations take place then we would be less likely to say. be anything less than it. ( and since love is the embodiment of letting go since we all know if u love someone let them go and be happy bc if ur love is true then u would want them to be happy even if they didn’t wish to continue their journey with u for whatever the reason that be) ( the other example is that if u get a. genie or three wishes and ask them to have ur love objectivism to love u back they would say they can’t do that. bc it’s impossible to force folks to love u as u want to be loved especially exactly to a t. it had to be. a symbiotic entanglement one that works for itself so it doesn’t have to make sense to others bc love is also diverse so there’s no fixed recipe but the basis is the same. love one another. accept one another. be truthful to each other. don’t harm one another. learn from ur experiences and turn them into wisdom bc mistakes can happen but how we handle these matter more …. let people choose thing change etc etc keep ur word .. each person has their preferences. what works for one person or few may not work for others touching on diversity much like transitions and belief systems just make sure it doesn’t harm others ) bc since everything is love. so would our negative doing. materialize smth less than desirable in the world. whether this materializes in ur life or mine or someone we never heard of is arbitrary bc since everything is connected. eventually things multiply and in some form or shape of it comes back to u. u might recognize it and be like is this some kind of sick joke. then. u may make some type of criminal case in ur mind. and try to dissect the whole thing and be like ok i like these parts but i don’t like those parts so i’ll cut those off and deny deny deny ( the more u hate others the more ur rejecting cutting off and putting into darkness ur associative sides or selves that invoke these mutual qualities we share. it doesn’t mean we can’t have our quality while being away from each other. we certainly can. all things true have their continuity organic than slander. only the facade falls away and can not be maintained. much like animosities between each other too that’s why changing systems is easier than changing people and more impactful too bc they affect our quality of becoming so much. )

or maybe as things multiply and evolve to their next form cos remeber this is the realm of love so this is where things really mix and mingle and germinate and combine and become entangled like forever or smth. they r so impactful they leave behind all these imprints. think of it this way. some one before u wrote a song. and then they turned around and passed the baton to u. or the song. so u continue to write the song and at some time that person ahead of u. although they are part of u and are inside u always. like memories and connections we make or that generally we do feel the human blueprint in abstract deep within. at some part of our journey we find that we must take alone. or that we find ourselves suddenly contributing our song. and in a way this must harmonies. even the most complex sounds can be harmonized or our minds tend to make such connections even with objectives that are not there. (if u see this fro everyday perspective we pass notes to and between each other all the time so then the big thing becomes harmonious . it’s not always harmonious bc we have so much gossip and animosity and miscommunication and lies and covetousness double speak or trying to flip topics or slander and hate we have psyops and mind games. too much strategy not enough heart pretty much) (and some are coping mechanisms. byproduct of inanity to deny think else or feel helpless and exasperate urself in mere sentences bc life becomes a life sentence for many when things are so simple yet also very difficult to get their since we have to wait for others or each other for the next level stuff or even to get some of us to reach their ah so)

at some points we get back to correct or fill in the gaps so that our next objective moves forward in direct coordination with our humanistic appeal that is to make it.

making it means here the process of evolution that is love. awakening over and over. or further into itself as it evolves outstretches outward bc the right path feels like expansion whereas when u feel an inner contradiction it’s more constricted. like a narrow path. nothing exchanges here. bc we have our own stuff. we may feel close enough to dump it on each other. transfer or change but this too is part of the illusion concepts of which we must let go or that which cannot be excessively overgeneralize gets disbursed around to their correct correspondences so that each in their own personal positioning can objectively work on those issues concerning us since if smth must appear to our purview over and over again such as conflict and wars then this means we have smth to work towards but not to be misconstrued as stationary for things that made sense in some time do require careful examination as to causes and effects of which might give us a false appeal. ( the signs here is do no harm would be the correct direction and positioning of ones utility of love and reaching to /with full potential towards the next objective .)

everyone wants to have their way

but not everyone gets to have it. not what they think in their minds anyway. we all get smth in life. there’s no denying it. bc unless ur in extreme poverty where even one thing that’s essential is missing and ur really in pain about it. then ur gonna be alright. sometimes it’s a very arbitrary common area that requires a bit of adjusting. but most of the time we make overgeneralization in the delivery of a lesson so to say or a road post which guides our way. to point to an inner immediacy to attention towards smth that requires inquiry or further introspection so that we are ensuring that we tend to all parts of our reality. as the inner and external tend to go along even if at times there maybe contradictory points reached.

but sometimes we may feel like we don’t get relief. and that’s. a very huge issue in terms of how we maintain our equanimity. so life in all its exhaustion stuck between meta science and very basic petty arguments , that to make things worse literally does just that. there’s no denying. bc the effects r produced almost right away. which burdens and creates more stress on top of others already existing earthly burden. we see examples in various parts of our world where there’s excess systemic burden on some folks and they respond with extreme exhaustion and even lead to disease and death.

it’s not an old speak either. we have this conversation about how stress is the number one precursor to sickness and death. it makes us weary. tired and in constant state of fear. worry about impending doom. uncertain future. unstable. instable. unable to relax into our moment even though we maybe surrounded by things of blessings.

it’s very much like sleeplessness. (the signs show us. or alarm smth wrong time us. that we are not getting adequate whatever. or need immediate attention to a personal smth but the issue when that happens at the worst time like when ur already dealing with life’s inadequacies this mixes up the signals and then u don’t know which is which) bc when we are activated in that sense as mentioned above. we then are not able to do natural things that upkeep our health in its own continuum as it has its own momentum. ( this part takes too much energy. so add that to our daily grind systems of which are imperfect. unable to recognize its inconsistencies and not have any room for error. all the while denies facts about science on human health and need and nature ) unless there’s disruptions in its way. which can happen sometimes. we aren’t that breakable either (when inquiring about how ur world operates both in spiritual and material and or manmade synthetic systems then smth nice happens bc then ur not misting a. fleeting smth for a stationary or a fixed one ) . but there are signs that lead u here and there so what we are trying to do is develop the skill to better read and then understand the signs on our way of materializing the type of life we wish to live in. since if we didn’t know what to materialize into our lives , we wouldn’t want to create smth without knowing it’s full conditions. (our lives generally feel like in a rush. earlier on this is almost as exhilarating bc as our growth process but when things slow down on. our more common growth centres such as our intrinsic bodies and brains and therefore our consciousness get impacted expand and learn/notice the world around it, bc there’s smth that happens that familiarizes us with the ways of the world and it’s many complex systems from small to large. which play on our inter relations which allows us the quality of life we manifest based on by our wish for ourselves and each other. ).

an undesirable creation of smth may not be that bad. all u gotta do is correct ur wrongs. pay back. the people and definitely this; change what u need to change within. and that’s not smth as simple and dried out like love urself more. so u don’t hate others.

no. cos it’s more unattached than that. it’s less personal than that. the simple art of seeing urself. much like a science paper but about ur own process profess and where ur headed from here csn become a bit more predictable if u can look ahead and then u can be like hmm maybe i don’t wanna do that to myself or u know i would like a different ending or better way of living so that’s when we become a bit more picky about what we want in our lives as well. but. this is where we need to make room for potential pitfalls such as hurting others or meditation on hurting others to get ones way. this would be extreme form where u try to antagonize someone so that u make urself out to be better. or use that as opportunity to make fake and or fortune. or funds bc especially at times like these where it’s clear not everyone gets their needs , we have to apply even all the more careful approach to all these common ills we face and we all get challenged bc this is a common issue globally in terms of our interactions. towards our quality of relations with ourselves as well as each other. from near and far which also includes what we THINK of others.

but i mean this takes us back to the other starting point. the constant buzzing inside deep within asking us who am i who am i or maybe u wanna take that question. up with ur self and say who are u in front of the mirror it doesn’t matter. it’s all the same. the intention is that u ask.

things tend to work better when we do these practices that we think of everyone as well so our practice doesn’t get dogmatic or smth. like u suddenly mistake urself as afar superior being whose is better than all and has all these qualities and begin to mock others in their processes. bc to be truly a guiding light in this world first we need to determine what is our inner guidance. unless ur guidance is external purely which also works but at some point we also have to let it go so it doesn’t become a burden or a crutch either.

so as with everything that evolved we evolve with the ways things ask us to take the shape and form of whichever circumstance we may find ourselves with and give ourselves fully in the service for the sheer purpose of wonder. curiosity and interest in well being of all sentient beings (not getting nosy or breaching boundaries either. just being there when u feel is needed which includes prayers about world peace and or focusing on a human calamity in another part of the world or common issues that are not solved yet such as female issues. children’s rights all over. the prospect of ending wars. dismantling bombs. making life easier freer and more flexible for all walks of life. with diversity in mind. ..) (not disrespecting. not ridiculing. not mocking. even ur enemy when they r losing. not seeking satisfaction if smth looks like it’s deserved or served those r shallow consciousness. u need to always ride the waves of higher one )

which doesn’t mean we don’t concern ourselves with the issues that are present it’s just that we , aside from all that make space for this essential nutriments for our soul stuff since if we were to only focus on the negatives things would look a bit distorted. not untrue. but it would eventually catch up with us and give us a really harsh truth or smth. and that’s not a punishment it’s just we didn’t hear the message or the road sign posts so that’s why it’s key to pay attention to all and everything. and use everything. not just to better self condition but pay it forward as well which is th art of equanimity between the people.

imagine if no one dies

that would be wild if we lived like even if someone’s body expires, their soul or presence is with us. or smth about them that keeps feeding our thoughts.

here’s the precious two pages from that book

but then we say that our emotions are sheer frivolous or that if we can’t or don’t do it fast as anyone else. to let go or to move on so to say. then we will feel all the more inadequate on top of our problems.

most everything plays out the way it originally sets in. everyone feels too strongly about how real their lives and reality feels. we all have originally initiated or when our consciousness was expanding and growing and merging with our human souls , we too run the same logic. that the original cognizance seems to be very heavy on our consciousness still. then u ask questions. where did i come from. why am i here. how did i get here.

but we don’t have the time or energy to ask those question. so much like microwave everything. we tend to assume we know each other. we say things like those first impressions are the strongest. or love st first sight.

sure yes. there’s an element of truth there. i won’t deny that. but we don’t know where to place that truth exactly. we think stuff like this or that portion of reality must give us clear assurance that what we choose at any time we choose it has to be for some meaning or smth.

so we do in fact take things pretty seriously. but maybe for our good or others we end up taking things further. i think that comes from the severity of the immediacy that we may feel deep within to resolve smth. bc we must feel some type of conflict. inner or external or both. but we just don’t know how to pinpoint exactly it’s origin since this is key essential portion of our full understanding of smth. when u see the world as a sort of a traffic junction where things are coming and going in and out of u. then ur seeing ur central to that point of view that is part of that grand smth.

perhaps it’s not that we feel that we fell resolving smth but more so that we wanna smooth a discomfort that either we are picking up from somewhere far . or from nearby bc we maybe getting caught in others entanglements or we are playing some part within it. which is quite wild bc we don’t truly ever not acknowledge each other. we do. it’s just we don’t know how to afford ourselves in these given situations. so the certainty does offer some grounds but we run the risk of making severe judgement problems vis misfit rising and incoming or outgoing or conjunction of both. in terms of its own message or intention for simply being there.

let’s head back to our original title. imagine if no one dies. meaning that we see death as only past of a transience that we all feel as strong part of this sort of existence and then through that, we see that nothing truly goes away. things do change in time but there’s strong connection to a unity aspect so even if death was that sophisticated that even a most enlightened guru being would be jealous of the presence of someone after their death. means that no matter the progress and sophistication a person acquired in life. unless we all do it. it still lingers around the darkest of places. feels what u feel and tries to tell u how simple things actually are.

but we can’t hear it. bc we are so caught up in our lives. we do feel. our feelings are true. we cry when smth hurts us. we laugh when we feel joy. we are smart and can have each other’s back. we are in a way not knowing my creating our reality. on our cunningness and how we still haven’t forgotten it’s all for play.

but then ofc.. sometimes in our self righteous we feel too strong and too right that even that breaks. it’s not that we are bad per se. it’s not that we don’t wanna partake in. things either. it’s just we feel the love untranslated towards each other can sometimes frustrate any person maladjusted in a world that denies it’s own process.

maybe bc we felt we were going to achieve so much more growing up only to come to point in life where things seem to go backwards. these times are not happening only for us. for they are cyclic. they tend to come and go occasionally when we gather too much of the stuff and then let things settle (a brief forgetfulness so to say. a direct representation of death or transformation or process or growth even ) where we shake thjngs off and then steer over again not sure tho. some times u hear folks making far too much logical arguments that since we are animal we should just be like the animals kingdom and nature where things work wayyy differently. say two animals fight or animal gets sick. it doesn’t call 911. it doesn’t ask around either. it finds itself a safe place and relaxed isn’t its situation. it’s only after we associated death as terrible loss that we see animals in peril and wanna solve it for them. and from there we can deduce they were dying of humanistically preventable illnesses and injuries. -in most wild setting animals tend to bully and even eliminate their weakest. this can translate sort of cracked version of reality for if we were to use these analogies to find resolution and relief as to why things happen during these heightened times then we best throw out everything we love. such as our phones and books bc they r absolutely useless then.

but ofc we won’t bc we do benefit from civilization. bc we can tell if that was us or me or my loved ones i would want them their safety. and well being. i would want them to have the best so for me to go with these two objectives would be wrong.

perhaps bc we think that what is going on in animals kingdoms is so heartbreaking. bc especially when u watch a predatory goes to the group of preys but matches up their offspring. it gets my gears going but then i also understand it too.

but still. all u gotta do is give them some food from the fridge and all is resolved. but it’s not that simple either. bc to upkeep the animals kingdom will then reunite all this man power and with manpower comes money and with money. politics and with politics wars so why don’t we just let things die all on their own instead.

but that doesn’t work either. bc then u go home and u sit on ur couch and soon enough u need to use the toilet. ur piss in shit is out of sight but it’s not out of the world just yet.

so yes. human connections are complex. and they are very tough. maybe issues aren’t what we think they are. that’s why it’s important to lift ur head out of the primordial soup that is this reality occasionally and then ground urself. which are always there at our disposal. if we were to balance between our inner realm. (the one where nobody can see. and then there’s the invincible where we beyond can see but also have the right to pretend they didn’t or change its message or send false messages bc there are no consequences for things u cannot get caught red handed with. )

so it’s nuts. but we know. we just choose to use it only when it benefits us. we know it feels good to do good in community and receive praise from our loved ones. for instance. but not bc we are doing good things for praise. but bc we recognize the unity there and it’s like home and it feels so nice warm and comfortable cosy and safe from all the thing that are threatening like winds and shadows or the dangers of nature elements out there i mean that’s one of our thing as human beings is that we developed all these things to prolong life and to keep safe and find all these ways to make life easy fun and all that good stuff.

and how easy. bc when danger is out of sight we forget so quickly that we begin to take things for granted. granted. we may not intend for this actively. it seems like it. it falls on the predictable category of ben g viewed as such. which is what created all the stress and reactions in others. for the sheer reason that we have all these problems and we never ever solve them. we just keep torturing ourselves by allowing this sort of reality to go on like this. and again. it’s not our fault they are made easy bc of the system developments and the way we have continued to be certain about some things.

things get blurry when we begin to separate our objectives. it’s ok to have differing objectives and or disagree on some objectives . while still maintain the necessary main objective that which ur there for and with. so if ur there knowing that we have basic common core needs such as food shelter love passion purpose and the like then we can see that in each other. then we don’t need these systems like first class second and third bc we would know that these tend to produce bad feelings in us.

and we don’t like these things for us so why impose these things on other. then we move on to our common issue of attachment to material possessions. we all go through it maybe it’s result of the discrepancy mentioned above about classes.

aside from basics there’s natural material similarities. so we all have bones and skin piss and shit. we all can create and inspire and be spiritually awakened and we all make messes mistakes and feel all kinds of things.

it’s this need to be perfect and wanting to believe that once u get there that’s it that’s the issue. bc u run the risk of not being fully aware of ur conditionings first. only after u get basis for ur own self blueprint and to how u came to be that ur ability move about it with faster precision begins. so we watch these tv shows and they r funny bc there’s a lot of clever things happen within it. gilmore girls for instance i mean who talks like that. they r like couple of machine guns and it’s like super fast exchange betwen two rope like a relationships of twins except it smother and daughter. hell. maybe these types of relationships do exist but often times i find myself in a twilight zone where a tv show has turned into reality. but more like folks just trying too hard to be these tv characters.

but maybe. maybe it’s art that is imitating life. but then where are u getting this information from. i observe people but maybe it’s where we look is where we see. but where do we se that we also don’t see ourselves within it? then how can we claim stationary identities if we are multi faceted. but sure ur still good to have smth to ground urself with . it’s just not written in stone. it’s written on flesh except flesh life duration on earth is much shorter. tho we still leave smth behind

or do we

i think tone definitely matters here

because it’s the tone that sets the mood most likely. u can say the same thing. it with different intention behind each breach and that woukd pace the tone for u. tone is like breathing. spirit into words. communications become alive thus.

that’s probably why effective communications is key here since they do allow us to create this reality. we do hear from spiritual studies that words create ur reality and all that. sure this maybe partly true. i mean we are dealing with previously created world with others breath whose faces we don’t know. so there’s a first break there. and maybe that requires a little dirt.

maybe it’s just a perceptual discrimination. so may happen if u see ur life more like a mystery than smth that’s fully understood bc on one u would require the stress necessary to shake urself out of ur own conundrum. and it’s all attachment. but u can’t also go around making mistakes thinking that there are no consequences if u just simply let it go without any type of reconciliation.

the funny thing is. and. maybe this is to complex part. u may sometimes have that tone change happen due to self reflection or a inquisition of some adjacent thought. related to smth else that’s familiar to this one but anyway. the mind works in myriad of ways. so it’s operation isn’t a one track thjngs even when ur here and doing whatever it is ur doing. but we don’t identify with these objectives with the right control release which means that we may have some type of blueprint but also not apply excess pressure as to our certainty. as in strictly words. since words can be misleading sometimes. bc we are learning about their relativity to our lives and how they reflect our thought process and it’s connection to our emotional centres which is both personal and reactive or more so responsive to external stimuli.

how this relates to our presence is because tone reflects our souls quality at that time and place. some say this is ur frequency or vibrations. u say oh i want to have good vibes only. or u know when any one of us get into some type of funk bc that happens too we try to find ways to hold on to smth. we can all recognize that we have the same susceptibilities because that too is a result of our environment. so if the environment is sick. then it’s going to show up in different parts of our lives trying to say the same thing only differently. hey. look here. we got a problem. we need to figure this out. and we have all this stuff that’s on the line.

and our vibes affect each other too. much like tone affecting the. rain and it’s connection to how we feel. bc when we priced data so many things happen during it. in association with what memories this may transpire along with its level of association of how well we are handling ourselves in our spiritual progress. it should be like school inside. at times what ur doing is trying to figure out why ur here. and what all this is about. bc we can certainly determine this on humanistic basis but we would eventually run out of lines to recite.

on scientific terms this signifies that our human experience will eventually cease. we are reminded of this all the time. via our deaths stages within one given life (such as big transformations or letting go of old version of urself or seasonal stuff ). even our nightly dream stages resembles this. and ofc the solar system is not infinite either. there is always that to look forward to if u thought well maybe i will make smth worthy and leave that behind. but even that will be gone. all gone.

so we really don’t know when the show ends where we will scatter and that’s simply that. and u can think of this like holding a delicate cup on each hand and waking a tight rope over manhattan. and try keeping ur poise. and grace. that’s the level of sensitivity required to get through whatever this is tho. and that’s easy to say than do it.

and get this. we don’t even know if we are here predominantly for love. i thjnk we say stuff like oh we are hurting bc we must try loving more. love harder and love stronger and i think it this misconception that causes us to love so aggressively harder that we are about to break each other.

maybe we are already perfect and loving beings. maybe what we need to do is smth else. like a change in a thought pattern or the way we habitually do some things. or the way we choose our words or our tone or vibrational field to which we may not be entirely responsible or aware of from. what it does to our surroundings and our part within this co creative universal systems.

now i don’t say abandon love either. i don’t think u can separate the two if u tried lol it’s one of those things at each time u try to swim in the opposite direction from where u need to be and what u need to do u can almost feel the misalignment or the resistance or inner pull. but then again we also have a lot of clever folk who tend to play with this very key essential part of our self development. so we then must make space for potential that smth that we are faced with could run the risk of being artificial. and that’s not bc so and so didn’t do their spiritual work. it’s just we are all in a rut and we are all trying to get to the nearest objective. that is to self survival. in a way we. are all wanting to embody our true self which is connected to the right impulses which has a direct relationship with it which guides when a potential danger is near or about to happen that u would get out of its way. and align urself to steps of getting ourselves out of its way ahead of time. (so in trying to purify ourselves we don’t wanna throw the baby with the bath water and be more wasteful. so that should be the remedy to feeling like we already wasted too much in the wake of a night mare).

i think eradicating bad behaviours among objective our societies may also approach this objective rather than confront mentality bc one may demand change whereas the person ur trying to work with is not in a position to decide. so the negative side effect to confrontation aside from the illusion of relief we think it provided bc we released the burden to patience. so we are good right. no. that’s when the person we try to get a word from ends up not wanting to do anything at all even if they wanted to. but this is different than avoiding it indefinitely either. there has to be a limit to the time allotted for such decisions made since this is quite apparent as to reasons why. u wanna invest ur life to smth that matters and accounts for. i think this objective can also run the risk of being abused also. bc when u make space for that potential since we don’t know who’s working on what internet objective and we have not perfected the skill of communications. i mean we made traction. that’s for sure. but we aren’t exactly shooting for the stars either.

( hold this lightly. this is the meridian of our collective class work end results. so there’s super good but there’s super bad when u examine myriad of experice even within one person. say even try see all the good quality ties there’s abound that knew smth stuff there that u would be like well yes. i don’t now. we all have that and even in our silent admissions. as helpless as we are bc we are sick. and tired or have all this stuff at our door keep banging on it and bothering us from wanting to live in peace. it’s all under one sky. sharing one air. )

when u make room for the mysterious in urself and accept the same in each other. this doesn’t mean u are more promiscuous and all of a sudden contradicting ur ethic and ur word. things change and we can permit such potential without assuming the worst and worst only. bc i thing that’s the embodiment of our current meridian level when it comes to topics on trust. and surely we may have a lot of ways to go but we must have made some type of advancement in this lifetime. no matter where we are. we all of must have become a bit more trustworthy. trusting and also in process of such. or at least have a few people u can count on. tho when we think this way we can make space for those who may not have those persons in their life and our sensitivity level turns on immediately. ur like ahh u see. that’s the problem that’s why some people end up being susceptible to all these things. how can i blame or condemn them. but when u also observe this ground u see all types of the same trip only playing out slightly different. but those r requiring a sensitive eye too and a inquisitive mind. but this is hard to do. easy to speak always. but when u think about their weight and their worth. bc that’s the impact of such transformation. and sometimes words cannot convey such. u really gotta slow down and immense urself in it. in this information age we become a bit desensitized to tone maybe. bc the information is incoming and there’s all kinds of things that are at play. intentions criss cross. and mix and mingle. convergences and divergences also occur between different levels and objectives the whole thing is nuts. and bolts. of our reality. all levels of it.

it’s hard to be on all the time

u would think it must be natural. or. maybe we don’t fully understand what being on all the time means.

it’s normal to reach a state and then find respite there but growth does not end. so is with changes. we are so multi faceted that sometimes different parts of ourselves becomes indirectly grown. this is same as training ourselves and then doing things methodically.

it’s difficult to be perfect in our skills however. bc there’s the continuity itself. and then there’s human perceptive understanding of basics of continuity from a strictly linear viewpoint. there’s a distinction there. bc there are also factors that are at play that play at large. and they have longer direction of time in terms of their effects. things such as wars and tradition for instance have deeper mark. but they r. not both one and the same. when observed we see that one is intrinsic. such has intention to kill or take over others. or so violent things to get ur way. that’s purely intrinsic so it can also be corrected internally before the next manifestation bc they are denoting to a type of behaviour that decides on such actively. so the idea is to break that habit. which is a lot easier than the other one. the manifestation of the other would take great effort. so it would be result of many of those decisions made consciously coming together is the one that marks the latter.

very much like a muscle group or a cognitive recognition. we can train ourselves to perfect the skill of being in our utmost best behaviour at all times in our lives this doesn’t delete our character that we have grown and the personality that we wear like our clothes. there’s deep connection to the ways in which we identify with our lives. and feel things like joy and pride or also ask for things for urself as well. such as feeling healthier if ur going through life’s ill.

we just don’t identify with these objectives that we “briefly borrow” but we embody our versions of it. which makes the experience and resultant behaviours and effects our responsibility. what makes this different from being condemned or blamed is via clear recognition of ones true intention in given something. since that would be the compass through which everything else co develops.

so our interactions with each other is key and it’s important . spying for instance can cause more hazard when so much more about our interactions are unknown. but i think. since it’s been practiced ever known to men. bc god knows we think we know ourselves and full the void of that actual not knowing or not able to grasp with business of others we are so concerned to find ourselves there. and i wonder why. (it only signifies that one cannot necessitate correct data about oneself strictly thru observing others. but one must also do the tough time taking task of observing others as well. then we stop being selective about stuff when they happen. we don’t get board and or in our own way with contradicting our word. that would be. a world of conflict and maybe that’s the answer to our problems. and we no longer confuse our trips with others or try to define theirs for them. the common grounds for all would offer a healthier approach among all members of the world if we did this. bc we cannot have this world where have established this before we have eliminated hierarchies between members and countries as well with it since trade offers us great opportunity to be amicable with each other. truthful in our word. and put to practice all that we learned and aspire to or get reflection off of our own inner true higher self and be more of that in our entanglements with others. we need two key objectives. humane and ethical. and u can undersnd. why one cannot come before the other bc one would become almost too plastic. forced kindness or forced peace are not sustainable long term. )

maybe bc the true intention is not to hurt or harm others. but more so interact. but not know exactly how to do it or do it say if ur one of those tough guys who think this would be a public display of personal weakness. when we have discriminatory happenstances that arise from our simply misunderstanding our true nature or be resistant to nature of not knowing. so in our experience as we continue to unfold and rearrange our puzzle pieces that we gathered thru our experiences . we also try to get the essence of the full world view or purview more like bc there are multiple layers there as well that may not be directly connected with human. beings or human nature. but complement here in some subtle way. that are also key to understand .

our training must be rooted in the basis of truth. so the truth so what allows us to self discipline. ur god or whatever. maybe it’s ur higher self realized personality may tell u about the way. u may confide it to other voices. bc there’s also a lot of misleading ones. they do intend on something. and they cause harm but it’s not the harm that they think it causes. bc all the things we think we do as authentic when they r not takes away from otherwise authentic happenstances. which makes us become robotic. predictable or even machinated. not sure if this is what gurdjieff was talking about bc much like expressions some are multiple faceted and can apply to multiple timelines. when that sort of alignment takes place. u begin to see patterns forming. which means our machinations too. can derive from our choices and personal expressions. albeit based on by our attachment s desires and willingness to put our soul which encompasses all and become kinder in our way gentler in our love and in our mutual dealings and handlings of each other in common grounds.

when we see things from this perspective. since everything affects everything else. all material things can be counted. u may have heard them say. u can’t count sands in the world bc they r infinite like universes but i will say no. if u freeze time right now and have a computer to count sands grains on earth u would get a. fixed number for that timeline.

and so is with our interactions. our actions thoughts feelings and all the most subtle things and experiences are all accounted for. even the ones that cannot be measured by immediate senses. which is wild. that’s how powerful we are.

though we have also machinated ourselves with some destructive habits as well. some are result of the continuation of the misconstruing a common objective bc based on by association of ur experience with a given feeling. eventually that feeling would feel like a mirage and some times we attach too strongly to feelings to go great lengths of wanting to recreate them. they don’t always work out bc not all things were great and not all things require recreating. some things are stationary and others are transitory. so we need to be able to identify these in terms of our behaviour and they affect our lives due to the process of decision making. so it’s in the quality of our decisions that we co create our reality. the flaws within is clear.

also being on all the time breaks us thru our stagnant idealism’s. too much of certainties. wrong beliefs. false connected dots. as well as preconceived notions and impulsive behaviour erratic emotional decisions and the like. and hold continuity of balance for creating or manifesting the life we are produce and happy as well as at peace living about.

cognitive dissonance

is not ur everyday bitch but it does happen everyday. u may not recognize it and that’s precisely the side effect it’s going for. why else would it be called cognitive dissonance. it is meant to distort ur world views and ur thoughts about urself. including misconstruesing exactly what happens to u for what reasons and where u can change ur life within it thru careful reflection and art of discernment.

it’s harder to tell the difference between what is real from what’s not if u don’t have established within urself smth that’s true and that can’t be taken away from u or wage a gap bc then u would be able to identify and tell the signs when that is asked from u. u would have a full rapport very much like someone who’s trying to break into ur account or ur building or smth. there would be clear report of smth very much like a security camera. ur inner world should feel like home to u as much as ur awareness of its all encompassing mystery. there’s an art to carrying both the art of wisdom and knowledge AND the fact there is still so much to know

in a way u put the blame on urself even when u can clearly identify the fact that there was just now an intruder outside ur window. u say things like well maybe i need more security. maybe i need to work harder and get out of this town. maybe i need to do this or that and then we’ll this lovely thing happens when u put all the blame on urself. bc the buddhism says that when u do put all the blame n urself then ur able to figure out what to do next. so the mystery is inthe pudding. ur not blaming urself so that u can self flagellate. so that u can restore balance bc what ur blaming urself for is not an intrinsic flaw. but. it is also smth u need to change within or switch or pivot to the right direction. so to say. with that comes effort. so it’s more material. or external. such as if u tripped on the stairs. then u make a mental note saying next time u use stairs u will be very careful. the careful means focus. focus is what pierces thru cognitive dissonance but it also requires constants effort. it’s like a muscle. no wonder adhd is a big thing nowadays. back then. when original ritalin kids sprouted it’s bc parents who assumed their otherwise normally active kids were just too loud just simply needed unnecessary doctor intervention . which translated to university kids who needed it for boost of mental acuity during hard time study. which lost its appeal briefly after clubs and other popular places took over in different ways.

and now we have it in a way to bandaid our current issue that we want to acclimate people to think this ( where we are at and it’s not pretty. cos with the way issues are happening g. kids have seen guns and death and heard great deal of detail fro current wars that we are either gonna give up arms. get into civil wars get annihilated or whosever survives it gets sent to overseas future wars ) is not only normal but it’s the only way to live.

bc recently we also uncovered a lot of ugly truths and issues and offered solutions to issues. now the systems are really saying is ur life doesn’t matter. and that they will do these archaic things that are aligned with our consciousness levels back fifty to hundred years even hundred s of years ago condition… which is impossible. it’s like trying to put a square peg into a round hole. bc our consciousness now allows us to involuntarily see thru shit. and we don’t like what we see and no matter how much we kiss ass or revolt. peacefully or otherwise nothing seems to change about it. these folks almost lack self reflection. they must be so out of touch that they don’t realize the more they insist on their false truths the more they expose themselves.

but what are u gonna do. also don’t think just bc they are the ones who are proprietors of cognitive dissonance that they r exempt from its effects. heck no. why do u think no matter how kindly u approach problems they antagonize u and wanna exterminate u bc u threaten their false sense of reality and illusions of truths ?

but ur not threatening anyone. all ur doing is having a conversation. what ur saying is what’s on everyone’s minds. hey dude. can we soften up the systems a bit. tone down all the creaminess and approach general humanity with compassion and kindness. maybe add some dignity in there too. and have ethics in ur practice. do no wrong ? must mean smth today to everyone equally.

how about we make life realistic ? is that too much to ask. ? can we not be spiritual in our co existence ? can we recognize that we are souls. not these meat suits with fake ids ?

it’s pretty clear the process of a human being. some of these are very predictable such as illness disability as well as death. but we don’t know enough or refuse to know and then create a life that honours all. i think the attitude here is severely misleading. since we wanna act like we give a damn about humanity but at the same time contradict our say with our actions or lack of it daily. we prepare for all the acting but we never really do the thing we profess we are doing such as improvising our life bc we are already artist but with out a script written ahead of time or decisions made among our friends to publicly argue bc performative actions takes. precedence over treating everyone equally on just being real and speaking truths as they are as well as working on ur own communication efforts to relay messages and information. ask questions when u don’t know it.

this would be the remedy to cognitive dissonance bc to tell u the truth we haven’t recovered from the last wave. we are seeing they shit but there’s also a lot of shit to do with in which we find ourselves in. to realign the past data gathered as one. bc previously where we were still in the middle of a dissonant state we articulated very distinct information put on disarray. that’s pretty much what happens and u may contradict urself in action and words. as a result of ur in organization. and inability to process data when u come to junction bc u are either overworked over exhausted or don’t know what u are presented with or lack the portion of skill set that is able to detect inner shifts and be willing to go and change about it so the mentality is a growth mindset not a fixed one.

so i think associates is working towards same objective and affiliate means that ur contributing to each other in some way. so like a more direct work. i would say groups and organizations would have their own preferences as well. so u hear makes of movements or persons who are part of objectives who would wish to be recognized under such monicker and names.

tho my main objective would be to unity aspect. so based on by the logic of seeing that we must coexist at the end of the day. we would not seek destruction of others.

when u think with the unity aspect then u r not singling or ruing anyone out. so u must have at the very least an equal approach as ur baseline practice so that ur not playing favouritism and the like. or biased thought.

with the exception u may have also those who u say are ur sangha or close associates or people u share habitats. so if u are in household with other people. ur duty and part within it is sort of precedence over all others. bc u co share and co habits the same grounds and ur contribution complements ur survival chances for u all. that same goes for communities and cities towns counties and continents.

a unity mindset does not discriminate. based on by the external objectives . from. arterial reality to skin changes. bc it has already arrived at a conclusion inside that everyone out there is a version of urself so to hate or single them out is to hate and single out pieces of urself. why close urself to urself thus.

but yea sure. there’s some real danger out there. this doesn’t rule out u can literally wish to not work with. not to exist with and not to cooperate openly with any other. cooperation does not mean forced interaction and forced friendships and forced way of coexistence. the good thing about technology and our lives now there’s eight billion people on earth. so if ur on the fritz with like two of them it doesn’t matter.

just go over on the other side and then they go on their corner and u don’t have to change other peoples minds like ur some two headed snake religion either.

what people choose to do with their time and energy is theirs. after all. that includes buying into gossip and slander of others. entertaining themselves wirh taking sides. and adding more to the division. it’s all part of the process we call life.

and bc we can’t get away from each other. meaning that yea sure u can change ur profession or ur country or ur name or ur game but at the end of the day unless u actively seek out destruction of others via conscious open action. coveted actions or intentional neglect then then ur better off than most bc if u can’t help smth. unless ur adding more to its pain. then ur better off than most. much like debt. if u don’t have savings but u also don’t owe money. ur richer than most today all around the world.

so i guess the idea here is to be sensitive to ur stuff bc it contributes to all others. and when ur err then take responsibility bc everyone pays. this is a 1v 1 thing. it happen to all of all demand from some to carry the burden only. we all realize the nature equalizes. it heard our wishes but it doesn’t discriminate like we do to each other so it applies to whole. so u do it to urself when what u do to each other harms even just one.

that kind of sensitivity is called grace. as spoke from masters like thich nath hanh

so ur really convinced

the more we feel pain the better we learn don’t cha? ur one of those people who think education via pain is the only resource we might have. u might like wielding the power to gaslight and hurt others only to teach them smth arbitrary. bc when the iron is hot it can take any shape or form. but any. and that means we’re reaching a junction.

any choice made by the ones who wield their own power upon others and cause harm tend to have their karma set for them. that’s just the way it is. i don’t make the rules. these are quite natural by the way. they go along the lines of the grounds we are all part of. this is pretty much how things happen. u can’t hide and conceal smth for long. it all comes out. the sun works that way too. maybe it (the heat and the electrolytes) push the thing out like. a pressure to a zit.

and the sun also have this disinfectant way about it. all u gotta do it ooze all that nasty stuff and let it and urself and now ur open wound under the sun for a while.

let all that bad smells dissipate. so to say. but i think very much like the zits that do come back. sometimes this too can happen cyclically.

so we are now thinking about underlying causes. much like a vet or a doctor. ur like hmm maybe it’s a calcium deficiency. or extreme conditions of dehydration. maybe ur exposing urself to too much external dangers. so u might like to tone down ur chances so to say. play this game down for a bit to scope out ur surroundings so others don’t cause u harm when u encounter them at inopportune time.

we tend to have no gauge over these things and in mutually everything is fun and games until it’s not. in fact most folks are really good under pressure. they get all nice cute and loving. until things get comfortable and they turn into monsters suddenly acting entitled and blaming everyone but ever see the situation as how it evolved. not from the point of which they wish to see it as. bc that last part matters. u need to see things at large. it’s ok to colour in the details if u wish to. for better understanding but if we mistake a one portion for the whole then we are intentionally wishing or closing our eyes to plethora of other details that complement the whole. then it just becomes easy to have flawed logic on things.

oh but a form of language that hyper focuses on one objective does happen and has its own purposes. tho we always need a reminder or grounding techniques that allow us to see it for what it is and not mistake that for the whole aspect bc then we welcome grounds to make mistakes in association with that.

in a way we are already functioning like a computer. there’s so much that happens. and yes even in a computer u can hyper focus at one topic at a time or task at a time but it doesn’t negate or deny all the other stuff that already takes place anyway. bc that’s what a function is within its own mechanism. that’s why we have body brain connection.

anywho. misconstruing the reality has severe implications that attribute to a persons self acknowledgement. bc in a way we have inner continuity and self understanding that interlays ones experiences with the world around them and vica versa but too much emphasis or leaning on one side or other can get any expert off balance. and equanimity off it just happens to be byproduct of our societal flaws that still loom large over our heads trying to pass themselves as natural byproduct of what makes us human but ofc it hasn’t evaluated that the opposite could also be true. not bc it’s not possible but bc it is not suitable for some of us to change our ways since where we are and why we have already suite us. it’s convenient. but this is not to say the presence of danger is all we really need to know what is good from what’s not. in fact the negative tends to wage a gap between us and our true self. ur not gonna solve a bigger deeper conundrum with those type of surface foreplays. if u think that still works then u haven’t done ur work of scientific thought as to how u evolved so far and why all of that matters to where we are headed next.

we think we know who we are

but it’s not the knowledge itself that drives the objective. u are running thru it. as u go along. u may or may not know exactly what it is that happens bc it’s very much like the process itself that unfolds a as we go along with our lives. but we do base our actions on what we think we know and understand from history.

very much like the sense i am in that which we drive strong basis and make conclusions about something. we say things like i am not happy about this situation. like i demand a refund or immediate personal action towards making me happy again. all from external sources too.

the same could be to define something on someone based on by ur personal derivative of that objective u wish to point out so u bounce off ur ideas from a subjective view of that objective smth. this is where we tend to mistake someone else’s experience for them. for some reason we base our value and worth based on by how well we measure our self progress and process or what have u. among seas of other people. but this isn’t always accurate if the overall game project is flawed. and have problems if it’s own.

that’s why it’s essential to not take things too personally bc then we run the mistake of putting personal business over the needs of many. such as shifting the focus on a systemic portion of reality bc it smth in our hands to change whereas the other alternative which we insist on materializing is to strongly try to change others whose personal taste and vision for reality is not matching up to our personals expectations from smth that can’t do just that. it’s like trying to manipulate populations by large numbers and expect everyone to be in specificity positions as we like them. as they make us feel safe and secure. heck the whole idea of o security is harder appeal to reach. it’s tough subject. but quite relevant to there’s days though when u look see what’s been happening.

it’s definitely tough thing to try to wrap ur mind around but it’s not like we didn’t do it before we hurt didn’t know or reload that’s what wee. were doing or instigating rather. bc our actions for whatever the truth intention initially opened the doors to greater inventions such as democracy for what it truly means. it’s just now that the work really begins. we become more aware of things. our sense objectives feel more raw. maybe they have before.back when the history was much darker. but then this points to some type of advancement made cumulatively speaking that is so intrinsic that it can’t be destroyed or taken aback or go backwards. that’s a blessing..

and we also have access to all the technology and whatnot that can also be utilized for good instead of covetious actions. or phil’s or other types of mind games. bc we should have already got past the stage of computers. meaning that we used to have obsession with assuming human beings are like robots. it’s next to kin evolution from sheep mentality by the way. nothing appealing about it. very much like sheep u can program computers or bots and have them be utility to ur needs.

either way this suggests there is no individuality behind the drive. and that means the soul of that individual is null or void. unless we are mistaking our strong affinity with sentient beings or things with sentience then yea. this would still not point to a intellectual flaw. that when we blur the lines between reality and fantasy. to such extend we don’t have strong basis or foundation with reality in its as isness then it’ becomes easier for us to mistake something that isn’t with something that is in reality. but again this points to shifting the focus on smth that can be changed and is in our hands. that is. the systems we tend to operate and colour through our personal perception. and subjective reality via various associations bc there has to be anchors of reality for us to remain grounded and continuous with our actions.

in a way if we acknowledge all sentient beings have soul or the same substance that powers us then we are less likely to be frivolous with our actions bc then we value what’s in front of us in reality even tho we may not personally identify with their reality or are active members within their own story line.

then our actions become less wasteful. bc right now we have our priorities all mixed up and we run the error of missing up subjective reality for an objective one or venture out too far from our truth being and get lost along he at before we become still enough to hear again.

from there we also become the active practitioners of really honouring our lives. bc it’s thru each other that these things happen. we all have personal anchors. who are the light post or guiding light on our own journeys. that we take on such responsibility is the embodiment of taking ownership or responsibility for each other. bc without that common objective we would fall apart as societies.

and i think the personal thing is tjat. it’s personal. and that has to be for reasons. i think there’s to an extend we must know what’s up especially if that personal actions are causing silent secret harm to others. but not all our stuff needs to be out there so excessively. although we have smth called personal expression or personal identity and as we can see that the total human identity will always supersede the personal one although each personal identity is not only while in and of itself but they are all containing within themselves universes. u may say people are like islands or planets but it’s more likely universe. each of us.

that has weight and substance now it gets harder to try hate another bc u couldn’t contain that much hate without some type of self destruction. that’s the sahib f at least but if u try to vision wise this objedirve u see not only is it potential to be that way so. it makes complete sense. u would feel the discomfort urself enough to stop. causing the harmful action to others bc that would allow u to develop the compassion necessary to inspire urself to stop the harmful action. on the spot. this is within anyone’s vicinity. but it’s also said everyone s pain freehold is different. and that doesn’t mean it’s all black and white either. it’s just a coming together if unique experiences in different sequence form ends up creating this thing called diversity in life.

to overgeneralize such is akin to assumptions. and strong basis here is what causes us much unnecessary action bc to compensate for the universes within. that which we may not have fully realized just yet. we assume base knowledge and certainty on to others unique uncertainties.

oh mind u we are not supposed to know how to handle. remember ? bc we are going as we speak the whole creation on ur toes is a continuous in the moment of now. it’s very much like improvising but u know this isn’t dress rehearsal so u strive to give ur all ans best at all times. not holding anything back.

gossip is quite common

in a way we are figuring out ourselves by observing each other. that’s why there’s heavy emphasis on celebrity culture not bc u thjnk nice things is the way or whatever. but ur able to see someone’s life. as allowed by systems that let us in on these type of things and we don’t even know how things came to be to this. but we are in some way attracted to the idea of learning from each other. the emphasis here should not be to compete or to step on others in order to get ur way. i think there’s a way for everyone. bc there are many paths that lead to one. but attachment tends to make us make the most easiest way of mistake of what’s not stationary for fixed. for nothing is a guarantee. that should give us clue as to why attachment is unrealistic. but there are certain things of continuity. such as our human needs. at least for now. we can say that we need food and water just to sustain our life. maybe in the future we can be sustained by simply by nature. bc we would be not so dense. anymore. this density is reflected on our human behaviour. attachment. is sort of in a way being dense about urself. it becomes difficult ends it feels insurmountable or even it’s like the only thing ever. or the most dominant. sure. dominance here is applicable. but not in the way we like to think. all we have to do is follow the hand that points to the way for a moment and ask ourselves why even.

but gossip is quite common. it helps us figure out via story telling the many intricacies of our intertwined lives. if u had siblings u know rivalry. at some point. things can get dense and u may get so wound up that u wanna hate the other. this happened to me and my older sister when she used to be too aggressive with me. but that was part of the curriculum. i remember the night at my aunts house. we had to share a bed. it wasn’t too big either. her feet would be on my face. or we just didn’t like the other options. we had fight in the middle of the night and then well i don’t remember if she retreated or they separated us. but i almost thought i hate her. and mind u i was single digit age group then. it’s just a flash of memory. one of essential few i get to keep and carry with myself. maybe bc they were pivotal. but there i was caught myself almost utter the words. i hate her. but then i was like do i? bc i quickly envisioned a person who hates and i didn’t really enjoy that feeling. i had to reconcile to myself. do i really wanna carry this sort of thing about myself bc that’s too heavy. so i retreated my words. and calmed myself in the bed as i lied there. i knew it was injustice to me. i thought she was unnecessarily too aggressive . it wasn’t even about the objective but it’s delivery. such is with these things tho. but i didn’t hate her. i just allowed myself to realize the moment. wow this really sucks. why she does that i don’t know. but i don’t feel good about it.

and this is most of our relationships i nowadays too. it’s rude it’s crude and it’s all things abrasive. we are too wound up. especially lately this is expected. in a way it’s good too bc it gives us glimpse into where we were fooled. cos we would have to adjust how we got our previously acknowledged data in some other way. if u for instance reconcile an inner smth. it doesn’t negate ur experience if that person or situation u made sense of at first wasn’t the one bc smth did happen. so what ur trying to do is do the detective work of what happened. bc u understand that in order to overcome anything. today we have to know things. u don’t have to be special iq or whatever. it just takes general sense of basic curiosity as to what happens in ur life why and how these things work. it’s mechanism. relationships with one another. or else. what u hear can really pull u at different directions.

and u may even contradict urself. in some way as well. all of this happens. i say it’s better to get ourselves challenged bc that’s where the work begins. that’s when u put all that u realized in ur meditation to work. u roll ur sleeves up and get to it. u say u know what i dont see this as a punishment (we aren’t talking about system augments or intentinal neglect of leaderships and current issues that are artificial or calculated but the way of being and way of generel feeling towards how u process what happens to u in ur life such as struggles. u may say u were bad person in. past life and this is ur karma. if u dot. seee the artificial from organic how would u develop as true sense of self however ?) (that becomes. a lessons too)(systems don’t support spiritual errors or most errors our current lives have little to no room for such ). there’s smth i need to gain out of this. be teachable but learn from ur own process foremost . bc we never know what type of conditioning we may adopt however temporary especially during heavily challenging times. difficulties we face.

some of this theoretically is easy to fix. all we gotta do is put remedy where there is a problem. it could be a systemic issues. personality fix. a characteristic flaw or habitual way. doesn’t matter. it’s all part of the work. ur not being dumbed down negated punished. i think. there are few fears in this world none of them would be to degenerate or to decay or to disappear i think we all want to undersnd the truth and meaning of death but we want to believe the process is kinder. right now no matter what we do we have some way getting around that(our fears) but u think maybe this feeling of dread or fear may be result of some of our day to day actions. bc those die too. nothing remains. today i can succeed in. writing this piece and i may get off of that high for the rest of the day but tomorrow it’s a brand new day. a brand new page and it’s a hit or miss. much like any other objective u tackle while ur alive (and u handle ur losses the same as ur wins. u don’t attach to both. u just remain hidden in plain view smack dab in the middle of all and everything) . sometimes we err in our judgement and or may not realize our issues so we need another source for clarity. someone who can bounce ideas off of ur something. like. mirror that allows us to be like hey check me out. am i still kosher. is there a. mistake i made . i should be sensitive to these matters. attend to them when they are small bc when they get bigger it’s a bigger mess so it requires more to clean up and fix. and also it’s harder to detect so it costs more time to figure things out. a lot can happen interim.

weird thing about talking about spirituality is that ur actually gossiping about it. that’s the weird thing about it. but it’s so exhilarating. at least from where u stand to explore our reason , nature. nothing other than being a geek of these grounds and dream bigger about our potential. there’s nothing else. u don’t have to change ur mind bc what’s true resonates. much like our experiences in life. that resonate. we just have to move all the stuff in the middle of the way that obscure our excellence at times. and now are those times where really bad things are potent to happen but they don’t have to that’s the great past about spirituality bc if we learned smth then we won’t escalate things any further. it’s that’s simple.

know what is valuable to acquire in ur world

know what’s worth acquiring in ur life starts with what u value most in ur life as u evolve and go thru ur experiences .

u maybe drawn to acquire things possessions or money. u may acquire experiences . places u see u may be drawn to acquire trinkets that associate to memories connected to ur own sense action which u choose to surround urself with.

there maybe many things of acquiring here on earth. some people are drawn to information and wisdom.

others are possessive of people. they collect people alive or dead. tortured or happy at what age it doesn’t matter. it’s interesting bc we feed off our experiences . so in a way. we not only acquire each other. but we also.in a way consume each other.

we wonder about what sort of food supply is necessary at all levels of our existence which goes beyond actual food. when we see how we share food resources however. and how we applied science to it.( good bad or interim. as per intention etc) reflects our spiritual quality with each other which we gain or make sense from based on by our relationship with ourselves.

this last part sounds easy. u may say but i am me. i must know myself to all degree. i live within. here in my body don’t i? this must be quite natural bc i’m part of nature. i’m child of nature in fact. if this nature or earth didn’t exist. i would cease. his gives me strong dependence or feelings of vulnerability when i think this way. (most good intended bad choices happen here. some say. they were led by their impulses bc they get it was well within their right or felt natural. like go with the flow. etc) (doesn’t negate go with the flow just means that to go aptly on ur own based on by impulse wirh the flow would require more from u. self discipline and the things u do when no one looking. how well ur intent. and how willing u are to correct urself when ur wrong. pay back the people and equalize balance on earth. u know. do ur part. truly with full knowing of what’s in ur own heart. is what gets u there )

it makes me softer also. bc then i realize that right before. me. in front of the mirror or facing the world out there i stop and realize how magnificent this thing before me is. bc i also realize i don’t fully understand why even. but also am seeing all the beauty about it. like someone thought about it. but then ur like well this world is full of suffering and all this terrible things happen in it. don’t u sometimes wanna wish it would be over

sure things r bad but when u first set ur eyes on the beauty of things us see everything else as a mere apparition. tragedy. u realize how easy it is to be fooled for so long by so many. it’s even easier to get so lost that everything feels so real. stationary. but this isn’t true. even the worst of the worst can change if they really want it. bc those things don’t need to be apparent. unless u choose for it to manifest. some things we see today are predictable. it offers us this extra space where we can really self reflection before we do or say smth. that may either hurt us others or both even when we don’t see this initially. (like how not all thoughts need to be shared)

and that only works if everyone is on the same page. so if u get a person among u who goes around randomly punching someone then we have a problem. bc u can also let that go all its way. in effort to keep things peaceful. eventually u will grow tire of it. wanna trip that person as they come past u so they fall on their face. giving us a brief respite. bc u also know u don’t wanna completely eliminate that person. well. maybe ur experience isn’t the same as everyone else’s. some one across from u may see the whole thing unfold entirely different and call u the aggressor all of a sudden we have great division in group. what do u do.

why do we get lost and assume that all of a sudden out of alllllll that from our collective cumulative history that we choose a particular type of experience to be relived over and over again. and we may be also susceptible to make these mistakes over and over again. like reading our past masters we may assume that at some point our evolutionary spiritual practice has ceased. it reached a point of complete enlightenment and it can no longer go up any higher.

and now what happens is that we as the byproduct of our society and systems made by men and those that are organic. smack dab in the middle like a shit sandwich. go around breaking ourselves and each other and then seeking these past initiates wish to find respite to our problems. that too is smth we must let go at some point.

but i’m not sure if that opens avenue to continuation of spirituality to evolve. but maybe the delivery of the promise is different. say if we finally figure out this entire human conundrum what’s next do u think. ? maybe never lost consciousness in between death moment s. maybe after that. we may become more transparent in transmission to death. like not scary. not painful. totally natural.

after that would be to change or alter our psychical body to such an extend that we can zap ourselves out of here and go any other planetary system and solar system but maybe before that we would die consciously. bc that’s same as beginning to take control of ur material reality. if u can say. make ur body disappear right after u die. that’s like leaving nothing behind. but how does that affect earths own ecology is something that we must go along as we continue on our relations with nature itself. the point is evolution doesn’t have limits and just bc we experience one form of it or can measure its development with our humans senses doesn’t mean there is no presence of all others.

next u know we can go to different galaxies. the whole thing will be illuminated. enlightened. we would like to ask what we need to do in order to manifest these realms or become more co independent. or symbiotic rather without destruction or demise of each other. then we are opening our minds to a whole new thing. bc this may have been accidentally acknowledged in the past. much like our childhood development where the more our consciousness expands the more we all of a sudden become aware of smth and then acclimate ourselves in our process to consciously and with presence get thru tasks.

spiritual awakening feels very much like that bc we too accidentally may have done these great things and now we are becoming more dense or can fee a little bit more raw of the mill before we can really refine those experiences so we extract it’s truth and meaning. so as to apply the right wisdom to our experience and life and where everyone does this great things happen since this would signify the antithesis to any covetousness or ill will or bad behaviour. u wouldn’t need to do all that anymore since we would have resolved all those past inconsistencies and that we have already rectified the unity aspect. that we are all human and must share the resources. which comes with making a switch in ur own mind. it’s like saying to ur own thought process hey man. this can not be anymore. i must let u go and look in the other direction which is how can i make things better for all. when the mental switch takes place u get out of ur own way. you no longer think that the only way is going to be this great monster whose shadow keeps motivating u to life. bc that’s not life. that’s struggle and suffering. if u must constantly provoke others just to feel alive.

i think agility is key tho. so there had to be a general sense of playfulness in like with potential danger so that ur agile when there’s danger. and danger does not always have to be manmade it could be product of evolution. transformation. change. ecological challenges. natural causes. accidents etc. so building one flexibility dexterity all that is very much like what animals do. and that’s part survival. but we must awaken into this need. right now we are driven by our survival instinct. we know it’s essential. but we are wrong in our delivery and provision. it’s all whacked.

what’s in ur heart

ur intentions truth and motives. u must already know. each and every one of u. bc ur there when u conspire and decide. ur there when u give urself to smth. a thought and feeling that coalesce into actions form. all are part of ur conundrum if u think about it.

bc u know. ur the doer and the one who decides. it doesn’t just happen in a vacuum. ur not acting on a building of some type of frustration that subtly took its time for u to finally exasperate urself bc u needed to vent out. bc it was too heavy. those things happen but once or twice in our lives. they happen more when we are young and traumatized when we don’t know right action from wrong when we don’t have a anyone to look up to. when we are alone or think we are so alone and we hen we contradict ourselves without knowing the basics bc someone else who’s not knowing came to us and showed us what it means to not know something.

but ur there. so u do things and u must know. even in ur not knowing initially. once u get thru u come out with knowing at least few things. and it’s those things we work with. it could be a hurt person. or someone who thinks differently than u on a conjoined experience. they could say hey something is wrong with this. it doesn’t feel kosher. and initially they may wish to work with u. those are things that tell u smth happened.

then there is ur experience. u went through smth. even if it was a haze. say. a guy blacks out in anger and kills another and then he comes back to himself and although he has no recollection after the fact he snapped. now there is plenty of evidence that tells him what took place “in his absence”.

so there’s no reason to tell people what to think or how to think or whether if something or someone is good or bad bc everyone who participated directly or indirectly must know already what’s in their heart and soul and even if they deny it. or say different things or else. what they choose to do is part of their motivation and intention. and even if they say smth that denies the existence of that given smth. it doesn’t matter. bc what is. intrinsically speaking . does not give a fuck what u thjnk or say about it. bc it just is. so u can say in front of the mirror that ur a unicorn all u want. u can or try to embody its qualities. and this may require effort. and u may go thru surgery. and that requires action choice and effort. and u may act like a horse. and even that is smth that requires u to do set of things in such association. at the end of the day. ur a human being whose choice of experience happens to be a unicorn.

simply by being it is said. a lot of our true nature is revealed to us. bc we are our own best friend. our confidant and lover. we are our own teacher and guru and the students. we are our own higher self and small self and all that makes us human. and all of it is within our reach. u may say but. i have this illness or this disease or this disability or issue or other. but i went through tough times so i can whip out my excuse card whenever i do smth wrong. no whenever i get called out on the wrong i do. it doesn’t matter. bc at the end of the day. just simply noticing or identifying a problem is not enough. u also need to tend to it. the comfort that comes from such usage is not only offensive for those who have the issue and get ignored but it sends a message that says hey if u got a problem. u can always use it as a excuse for why u shouldn’t have self discipline on basic human decency. in fact that’s where the problem is. i had nde. i don’t use the nde card anymore bc i have healed. and even if i wasn’t healed. i identified the issue. now imma bit more aware of my own susceptibilities. it could be trust issues. it could be false acknowledged thoughts on something or someone. but it is no longer necessary for me to keep going with the same mentality. like talking in a room full of internet folks and not think about the children and young people among them. if anything is my fault it is that i forgot or didn’t know that kids nowadays have too much access to places where u dot. think they may end up in or do. or know. when we develop the sense of importance about the impact of that. then we take responsibly and are no longer using our “weakness” as a free pass to get ourselves out of issues we keep choosing to create even after we have identified the problem. at some. point we have to make those decisions all on our own. this is why it means to be ur own agency.

no matter what ur part of. what’s ur belief system. and what’s ur practice so far in terms of what u prioritize and create on earth. u have the chance to change anything u wish to align urself to. higher values. self betterment. making urself less of a hazard in the world by taking responsibly for the criticism u hear about urself this isn’t to say. care about everything. everyone says. but say ur actions hurt or kill others. then maybe it’s trying to tell u something.

so it is said. we don’t have to be perfect but we must b real. what does that mean. when we deny truths and act out of our authenticity the truth of our being. which happens here bc people worry more about how they appear versus the quality of their input or person. who are u when no one is looking is just as relevant if not more than how u wish to be conveyed out there or how u conduct urself when u know u have audience. and that starts with the quality we have in our inner sphere of being. there’s a place we can create . if not find. bc it is already there. that can be our humble abode. our home but for our soul that we can retreat and find shelter at any time any day any place and making any body. this place offers us refuge when we feel homeless when we fell rejected by a world of people or maybe we disappoint ourselves.

maybe u make a mistake again. a predictable one. maybe ur too hard on urself for not getting things right away like other people seem to do. but these are false acknowledgment of smth that is trying to tell us smth else. . we just don’t dig deeper bc that’s it. we must be operating on shallow thought and understanding . toward others is that when we find ourselves in our predicament we can’t hear the message simply hey man. dig deeper a little will ya. no we mistake the message. we say others figured it out. see ? it must come naturally but in truth we don’t even know their process. how they got there. how many times they had to stumble or fumble. they may look at us and assume the same to us. or the other way would be intense antagonizing of each other. ur like man i got this but bc about that guy over there he gives me heebie jeebies. i don’t know he must be a rapist or smth.

just like that. and while that applies in some instances. bc we must be careful who to open up and who to trust. there’s a lot of those folks who walk around with all kinds of stuff in their own hearts. and they do a well job hiding if too. and u don’t wanna discriminate others for what’s in their heart. it’s just a characteristic flaw. u may be people like us. thinking love heals anyone. but the flip side to that is u may waste ur time on something unattainable.

and u can be too closed too rigid or too set in ur thoughts and certainties may be tricky. they hold us back sometimes. other times they turn to comfort zone. where there’s no significant growth. so u seek out friction out there. u go there and shake someone’s boat. u wanna see how they will react. what they will say. and ur ready. bc ur so pent up inside. whether if u think they deserved it or ur just acting out in ur frustration to not know if someone is trustworthy. that part is falsely acknowledged bc when we put off the importance of coming to our senses and come clean about our senselessness (at times this happens. we put things off tho bc we say well there’s no enough info. whereas we should have dig deeper but sometimes we get past the introspect past and have to see the fruits of our labor out there and come to terms with that head on ) and all of these are seeds we sow. things we except we sow. things we deny we sow. and we may think well

i need to put this out of my sight or else it persists. or i’m denying this bc if i accept then it will ask for more.

but these seeds don’t just disappear bc u ceased to believe in smth u have took part in. they grew with other roots and seeds and then now u go out there inthe garden of civilization see it’s likeness u go well that must be an accident right. it must be random. u may no heed. until the weeds grow bigger me bigger that which u can’t see the horizon and they get taller than u and then ur like well what are u doing in my way. i just wanna go for a stroll and then u know. so things take their evolutionary step forward they don’t need ur acknowledgment either. bc it’s what it is. these things tend to happen. we may think we delay the growth of smth if we add more to the garden. we

may think ok so they are now completing for the resources. so some tress and green and grass tend to be stunted as a result of that. but they still grow.

and say it’s. a particular seed. bc there are different types. so some roots for instances they are very invasive they also are agile in that they can really take all the resources even when the garden isn’t out of whack.

maybe ur seed is like that. and it. whether is good or bad. will recognize u. as the parent. and it will ask for ur attention. of by now that attention has changed form then that’s attribute to ur karma with it. then u must kno. if it’s smth bad. it doesn’t say u did smth bad anymore. or it’s good. bc there’s a lot of good seeds too for isntence u don’t have to convince people of what is anymore. most folks got it and they see and can thjnk for themseves. that’s a seed stronger than anything u would know. u would think seeds of destruction is greater. or seed of manipulation or hate or violence. they maybe impactful. in that we don’t forget or have hard time to forgive those things. but the good seeds are stronger and more agile bc they attribute to our true nature and are thus far greater than any other. so is with enlightenment. and spiritual progress.

once u get ur there. it can’t be taken from u. that’s a blessing we can all recognize and be grateful for.

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good morning.

there’s nothing wrong with giving chance to things and other people. even when u don’t know the full situation.

it’s very much like loving and accepting people for who and what they are and not as u want them to be or expect them to take the shape and form u project.

at the very least. u learn smth about it. get more information. and then make ur decision thereafter. ur there anyway. ur living. wasting ur time and life just doing nothing. or u part in something and now ur utilizing ur life and having a. a chance to put into practice all that u have been learning in spirituality.

bc let’s face it. we think spirituality works only when things are going well in our lives. we go yes well. i’m a light warrior. or light worker. look what i can do with all this finding. and then go from there. positive statements. feel like we create this gridlock where it keeps us in the conditioning of its feeling rather but this can go the other way if we deny and ignore too much. much like cherry picking which part of reality works for us and then just pretend we didn’t see the part we wish to not associate ourselves with.

but ofc. that’s one facet of spiritual practice currently reached to and continually being practiced. u would think it’s during this time we go ah so. there’s so much sharing in the world. what do i do about it? cast our differences aside and do smth together on common objectives . but. yea. that sort of thing already doesn’t happen here in this planet. no. we get big groups fighting each other in public when and where it suits them so they give us all this information that they already know about each other. u know ? where they could instead summarize what in the world is even going on in here into one compacted tweet. yea. u get one tweet. and then call it day. but no. here in this world we get selective truths geared towards act as weapon between big groups (even countries bc these are powerful beings. there can be more than one big power. u can see categories. such as celebrities. politicians. ceo’s and bilionaries for example and they can have issues in group and in between different groups and even regions and counties . wars are a simple representative of that. and none of it has anything to do with general people ) whose actions impact us all feeble small people of the world who get continually ignored on important matters i have one word for u btw pls keep me out of ur personal matters on financial attacks on each other through stocks where all our lives get impacted as well as personal matters such as this and that bc if we haven’t noticed. we still get all kinds of issues in the world. financial instabilities. ecological warfare. actual wars where people die. yea. that. and many others who are pushed to famine and torture. so we are not ok. ok? pls mind ur shit and make sure ur not desensitized that ur adding more issues or the world that’s already exasperated on current bullshit . thanks.

whereas we should be like ok u know what we must continue to work hard to keep this society running. there’s all these issues going on and we are stretched thin. bc we have also been doing that. albeit it’s been imperfect and we we exhausted. overworked and under appreciated even in our own stance bc we haven’t seen any fruits of our own good attempts in years. so if u think a day or week or month is too long consider it in years bc it’s like that for many in this world. i mean u can get slow steady burn of constant bullshit which many can relate to. or u get the one time where u severely get impacted. become homeless or sick or die.

and either way it’s a shit end of the stick when u think about it. bc u can’t do anything about it either. u can’t help stop solve issues bc most of us are third class in this sinking ship. they locked the doors. they care only of themselves. it’ doesn’t matter if u don’t even get a chance to maybe jump the ship and see if the faith favours u. u don’t get a real fighting chance. bc those in charge of the host already gave up long ago.

so u may ask well. what sort of spirituality can u practice when ur locked up in the basement of a big ship that’s got a hole on its side and it’s sinking as we speak?

surely there’s no way of turning back time or going back to a time and place where things seemed like they were working all right. maybe now if u let that ideal go. u can see that things weren’t ok then either.

i think that itself becomes a eye opener. bc then u see that in a way. there was smth that was blocking the purview from ur immediate vicinity. cos it’s not that things change when i think of them or see them differently . they still retain their as is ness. but again. we go back to doing nothing as opposed to doing smth. but maybe this is the interim so what we are truly learning is the ability to say no to specific activities and tasks if it’s gonna waste ur time and only say yes to ones that are in alignment with ur values and the ability to tell this ahead of time even if there’s withhold of information or any other funny business bc it so happens here. we must make room for funny business or else we will never get ourselves out of this conundrum. bc the boat analogy is cute but we aren’t in the boat. this is. a planet. we still have a wiggle room. metaphors are good until u mistake the dream for a real one.

but u still didn’t clarify how does this attribute to spiritual practice ? the world is going to shit anyway. who cares then if ur doing the right thing. or just simply trying to make better of the last of ur days. ur right i both but the mistake ur making is causing a divide between the two. so sure. live ur days like they matter so u upkeep their quality bc the more u become sensitive to ur own values and the like. the more ur will practice ernst with others. again. dojo. this is what it means or we are just using words. being fancy. but without any real weight or substance, u know ? fuel for the grit of the mill. u need sunlight or smth. an energy source of which can power things. and if ur simply reciting ones. ur still at that early initiation stage where u look around and see others do smth and think that’s how ur suppose to be as opposed to actually doing ur own inner work and starting the thought origin without any secrets or keeps bc then with one we are being secretive about smth that can’t be hidden and the other is already acknowledging that nothing is hidden under the sun.

and people don’t change that much anyway. u don’t go thru all this and then flip to someone else entirely. unless u were like this all along.

sure changes happen we get mostly displaced. but the change i’m talking about is severe characteristic changes. sudden shifts and absolutely flipping someone over on their back end or the opposite of how u found them. people change minimally. a while life passes us and if we made a slightest improvement. in that sense. then that’s a plus. all else is a dressing.

sure they matter. u run out of food for instance that’s impactful. or u go thru dessert with ur starving kid. in ur hands. and that’s pretty excessive and too expensive and taxing on a person. more so to their nodes which affects all other areas as well.

but now that we know that even on historical context hardly much anything changes what do we do with our findings. bc maybe we should try to aspire to that which we profess as. and not just start and stop with words. that would be the next enterprise i tell ya.

all that we fake. all the fake kindness fake charity fake care face love. let’s aspire to reach the appeal. but what must we do to get there ? and how do we find out how we are doing our work and doing fit honestly. truthfully? well. … maybe that may require more information. and clarification . we no monger feel obligation to do things that don’t work. that ship has sailed. no more do i have to worry about others assumptions and what not and i can freely say no to things that are not kosher. and they can try but the world shook up. in the last two plus years. we suffered a lot. we can’t be fooled anymore. there’s no way. u can’t go back to sleep once u wake. there’s no way when ur enlightened and u earned it bc u suffered. and there was loss. and i will say this again we don’t have to suffer to learn this way but as so happens still here on earth. good thing is. it can’t taken away from us. and with that we are lol i longer fooled or don t wantonly trust or get affected bc we are too attached. a superpower. but it can also herald our extinction maybe bear for all of us.

and that alone motivates me to upkeep with conversations strictly dominant of early systemic nature on things we should reconcile and our personal business with each other will iron itself out eventually. but we must each of us do our own inner work as we go along. no one is gonna do that for u. no one is responsible from ur own stupidity. that’s on u.

ur like a lotus flower

springing among dirt and risking over the water line and blooming. the same is true for this world and all its defilement. even to human is to be allowing urself to be defiled bc the illusion of finitute and material reality is so convincing that u are like well yes. i am. i am this (insert gender here ) and my name is. assuredly this. and this profession of mine is certainly more real than anything else i have ever heard read or witnessed about. and then we look at each other the same. oh she’s saying that bc of this. look at that guy over there he’s so dumb.

we look at others we hear stuff about and go oh look at how people are just as stationary as the building over there. even a tree possesses the quality so convincing that just bc it’s there longer than u have or ur neighbour or ur friend. that makes it all the more real.

how does one about be more like a lotus flower in in a world of classification. categorizing. clarification(for whatever sake. the more u think u know the better things will be. but has it ever served us? maybe it’s the type of knowledge that serves and the kind that hinders our progress that we must look at next ).

how do u have . detached compassion in this world so ur also not falling into nonchalant attitude. one that doesn’t care does not flinch r feel some time of responsibility or ownership in the face of others suffering ?

for one aspect we also realize bc we mistake the facade as stationary. such as social statuses. class divisions. those with blow check mark next to their name on twitter versus those who speak daily on important objectives who are both heard and ignored.

we attach everything so importance on spiritual leader. scientific leaders. leaders of the world. and we also take our bias with us. oh look at that person of this background. look at that person with a checkered past history look what i just heard about put so and so and our lives pass before we know it. the only thing g we should be devoted for goes out the window. one day u just up and die and that’s it. it’s over. ur done for. all ur hopes and dreams go down the drain. like none of it mattered. and maybe u had some plans along the way. u said well someday when this and that happens. only then i will call my mother or reconcile my issues with others. we walk around carrying all this unnecessary burden in our hearts. and our minds have all this arbitrariness of maps we think we have charted ever so clearly about the world surrounding us and at the end of the day. none of it matters.

and the day comes u die. would u think if u could have made more money or aspire to be like a super star and could simply not meet the ordeal? would it be the sun total of all the arguments u thought was important and u wanted to make more of ? oh u know i could have said that. in hindsight everything seems pretty clear. we do this when we assess the data end. and assess how our conversations went and then we go something like this oh i was very nervous then but i should or chills have said that instead. would have made a great punchline or a slapping come back. but now ur dead and the elephant in the room stares at u. did u really advance as u thought u once were ?

were u as authentic as u thought u were? did u really arrive to ur destination? more importantly. are u happy with ur findings ?

maybe it was smth like this. oh shit. i put off eating that last slice of cake and now it’s in the fridge and i’m out here going through my bardos

tough luck. u probably couldn’t see that coming. but that’s the way things go around here. which should make us a little bit more sensitive and in tune to what is. but no. we are too busy sizing up our egos next to each other. instead. very good use of our time btw.

imagine the pond is full of lotus flowers and all they do all day and night is argue whose stem is the tallest. that’s what we sound like.

and the funny thing is. above the mud is a straight line. maybe u get fooled by appearance of smth in the great distance. before u. or u see a bird and mistake it for a cloud. even tho it’s hard to mistake such things. but here we are. we already make the mistake of mixing fleeting things for stationary. so why not add one more to the pot ? of confusion.

and w we gone is so wrong about everything is that we are no longer seeing that we are lotus coming out of the dirt but cars coming out of the sand instead or some other arbitrary objective we think we understand so well.

we have now associated ourselves with two things. lack mentality and fear based motivation. but this isn’t even the truth. bc the motivation stops being a motivation when it’s fear based. by now we are acting purely on impulse. reacting to everything. worried that what we think is at risk is indeed the most essential. like our prides for instance.

how we are perceived in the world somehow took root long ago. that ones a fact. people over long course of time went from complete savages to civilized aristocrats whose educated distinguishments used to mean smth.

we wanted to be saved to badly and now we are here. with all the expertly guidances and what have u. and we can’t even carry our heads right in the middle of such storms of our lives anymore. nothing makes sense. everyone thinks to be great at smth. or have all the answers for smth else. but in truth there are very clear distinctions between what’s true and what can be changed and what is false and that hat can’t be changed. these are not paired they r simply expressions of different objectives that tend to come together at inopportune times and bc they happen as a result of phenomena. we mistake it for the real. bc when push comes to shove and we need answers. instead of looking at the place where things have been going for long time “hey look at me. hey pay attention to me. there’s a issue here. pls tend to it immediately before it gets worse “ and now we are well past it. it’s grown into this perfect monster. and we can’t even recognize it. and bc our natural impulse is a denial mindset. if we deny it. it may go away. if we ignore it. it will dissipate. here’s where we beg internally for our ever so evolved spirituality to help guide us. one more time huh buddy?

whereas we didn’t even do the footwork. and we keep giving into the pitfalls. assuming we know others here as we do not. expecting others to do this or that. we go if so and so did this or that. only then things will get bette. u see the idea already evolved from if i did this or have this or do this only then i’m happy has already moved onto the next shape. if so and so did this then this would solve these issues that affect me.

but why tho. there’s sometime this in what we can and cannot help with. and that’s already mentioned above. that which we can change and that which we can’t change. that which is good and useful and that which is frivolous aspect or distraction . all come from our fear based lack mentality. mind u. the pond is vast. there’s plenty room for everyone to rise up to the sun. but here we are. too sure that competing for resources. (the water the food the sunlight the wind the air all that. maybe even the best lot in the park where we can look down on others. where we can see high and far and wide. )

n none of it matters. bc we all die and all of it remains for others to take over long after we are gone. in fact it’s not long. the day after someone dies their things go to many others hands. ur memories of someone is replaced by ur daily woes and worries. u get or gain a new friend. a new relationship what have u. ur busy with the next thing. and that’s what scares us. we don’t realize we are doing to ourselves when we go with any flow. and consider it natural. without careful search into what it is we are giving ourselves into. and then we get uncomfortable when natural things happen. well what now my time has come and i die ? it’s over for me ? his must be a. error inthe system i still got a lot of stuff to do. in fact my to do list is full of objective expletives. i’m important. surely the afterworld or whoever is in chance makes well about me.

n bc of that inconsistency that we say yes to anything so now we say no when’ a natural thing arrives and mistake it for punishment. we got the whole woodwork out of whack. we don’t know who holds the ax. we don’t know who carries the wood to the yard. in fact we begin to say things like they must this and they must that. but that’s too is a projection bc there among us a lot of others who do do this and that like this and that. and that the conundrum. bc during our waking life we assumed that everything functioned in sort of like a vacuum that now we are being vacuumed out of this planet. everything looks clear on our way out and we wanna . if we did our work. spiritually that is. scream and shout. bc we see it so simple. it’s so simple yet so dumb as well. that we are not only doing these to each other but ourselves as well. but they can’t hear us. it doesn’t penetrate. we say hey. hey u! look here. i gotta tell u smth. it’s very important. and they got smth like scratch their ass in public and then smell their finger. u know. tough luck.

u can’t understand smth from someone else’s perspective

any more than u can understand smth from ur own perception.

because we don’t keep into consideration the hierarchies at play in societies. we don’t see the issue with seeing smth based on by whomsoevers thought process u think i undersnd and apply to urself as theory and respond react or act out in manifestation those things then there’s an entirely different enterprise borne out of it. on spiritual front at least.

a person first must clarify their own position in something. their intention and how much risk they wish to take as per damage or loss incurred in the time of which one sets out to manifest reality.

or else we are being reckless. because the process may seem. mundane to you that a persons thoughts can in fact create or affect reality but still pay no heed to the quality of ur own thought process and why things happen the way they do in reality.

if we are never curious of the process of such things and their intricate relationships it’s a huge miss. much like not being ready for ur own death process

these things are within our grasp at all times and because are intrinsically equal. when few of us make this mistake . rest of us feel. but when that person is a leader or has great influence in matters the effects can be more impactful

usually in the systemic sense where things have materialized and or have direct impact on the well being of the person who’s being affected by it.

because thoughts more than not can create some effect after the fact they are out (in words and expressions) there’s still great resistance to change or take immediate action. this has been noted through the studies done within last three or four years that i’ve been present in.

so sure. there has to be something else then. to that persons thought process before they execute a action form. on or after the fact those series of thought formations take place so that person takes action on that appeal. but the reason why this is detrimental to our case where a leader or a group of them have the same ideal and mentality where by which their actions have severe implications to the well-being of the rest of the planet. what do u do.

ofc we can’t change anyone. we can’t. not even myself csn ever tell or teach people to be calm or don’t say that don’t think that what ever. do this instead bc even here and now n through years of having written like this i do sometimes sound like it. though ofc. there has to be something else there that pursues the logic. or i must myself already been doing it. that’s why when u see me nothing changes. but maybe that’s u who has to rise up to the occasion. (and mind u. the biggest blunder was during covid bc ur not gonna tell bunch of folks whose well being is severely tested to calm down speak kind and u must not be doing it right if u can’t properly ground urself and. do al the techniques in trying to teach u )

and the reason why there’s contradiction between the assumed hierarchies and the. natural order of things or the balance where by which we are all equals intrinsically. where the work meets the initiate.

it’s just we all ways get there but hardly do the work it requires to get thru. which is where the blame games begin. and everyone is tense about something. ( might also have smth to do with expediting too much energy trying to get there , and. only to not have energy to bring it to next stage ) (where frustrations lead to blame games and traps between individual emotional entanglement end results)

the best grounding technique is to know who u are remind urself of where ur at bc the moment of now. where ur at and the context in which u find urself at is gonna be ur home calling. and that’s where everything is more dominant than the last or the future bc ur presence lays in it. (u can simply practice techniques or recognize ur surroundings. what day is it. what did u do this morning. and bring urslef back to this reality of u find ur mind is on overdrive )

or stays or stands even.

doesn’t matter. so when u connect with this home frequency of simply recognizing where u are. allows u to stop living too much in the mind. usually it’s the thoughts and excess planning and calculations that clutter the mind. if it’s not that , say ur critical person. then u would have heightened sense of self critical thought process that briefly distracts u from the big plan.

that’s it. that’s all there is. we just gotta ground ourselves occasionally bc in our association with each other and in what we do each day already require a lot from us. though there are always two options. either keep in the comfort zone of ur own personal conditioning made to keep u safe from worldly uncertainty we all feel at times. or allow urself the flexibility to be willing to learn smth from every interaction n occurrence. nothing happens at random. when u keep this in mind u ask urself a lot of questions bc u also know not to assume things since assumption is lazy route to thinking ur gonna get ahead from organic process only to realize that u just do the work to get thru what u need to for the process of gaining wisdom necessary on the path to becoming.

in this world everything has a price tag

everything unfolds from the systemic portion of reality where those who adopt the measures already in their as is formation tend to trickle down through the system and among each other via art of accidentally leaking information that others thereby grasp onto and exteapolate further the share among each other.

each day. u may undress urself for some purpose or other in exchange of money so as to sustain urself for ur longevity.

so the spiritual aspirant. would seek the spiritual fruits of others. gather various data found on text. and then see from the masters of what the consequences of the systems effect that causes side effects on others then ur summoned to perform duties as to clarify or purify intent so as to keep people in their docile state .

for the spiritual aspirants there is no competition but then there’s a. whole enterprise behind the ordeal. u can put literally anyone against each other. but good of u can find smth that can really get the gears going on some people whose juxtaposition is the frustration borne out of general state of malaise and systemic injustice done repeatedly to them.

so when people are struggling with the systemic injustice and their purview is blocked by discriminatory as well as distracting from what’s really happening. since the art of distraction is to make it seem like people are seeing smth themselves whereas ur the one who’s pointing the finger at a objective u wish them to delve in. (oh and we aren’t not able to see the future. they r purposely refraining from moving forward. but seething backwards to establish grounds for their great reset which is continuity of their power grabs but with revamped sense of spirituality or acting like they are the responsible ones who should’ve looked up to even tho few decades early they’ were silently killing people in droves )

the whole enterprise isn’t to help heal the people. but to form the systems around the spiritual evolution portion of stuff but with ur hands clean even tho u have not only partook in the inevitability of those systems function in a destructive way but u urself were either a beginning or intermediate urself. or that u were told to wait. meaning the partial information sharing has its own karma.

then when people train and assign such leaderships. we may get the glimpse that things are changing but if we stop and see that people are pitted against each other for the ill competition. of which should be granted the right to exert power and take credit for changing things , and as well as to divert ones own process meaning that those who initially partook in the objective don’t exactly like what they r doing. and they are getting old or they didn’t get the abundance or whatever vision they started out for so now they must let go or project those inconsistencies ( their own bc let’s keep in mind their development isn’t same as urs and mine for they tend to be too busy with affairs of others hence have no time to self adjustments which are required from every individual to be responsible with ur own ) on targeted others bc if we also stop and observe that when as person is too preoccupied with strategies to win to survive or to implement a dedicated portion of system functions established on the unsuspecting reality of others whose vulnerability and dependence on such matters tend to supersede the right to choose then u also discover how much time these elaborate planning and training the right people as well as deploying such situations and even doing things that transpire occurrences that u may think or find to be beneficial to ur hidden agenda that hides beneath the surface and that in and of itself gives us clues that most things we see out there have a script.

and actors.

but it didn’t stop there. so heading back to the spiritual aspirant who’s selected for their beauty over the substance and the substratum of their person exerting compassionate power without attachment to any opine that acts as objectively grounded in the balance between stark opposites but works towards the frivolity of supposition that there among us the superiority of beings who wish to take the lead on almost any topic. so to say. which we see adoptions of myriad of cultures backgrounds of which have either been suppressed . seized from them. all the while they are prevented from practicing their origin as well as their own dharmjc path.

on why u can’t love and hate at the same time is precisely this. when one is selectively putting others against each other. or financially presenting some to be to have the right to the work of others is precisely due to the insistence on the corruption of the same systems that spiritually calls out on.

and much like the truth that u can’t have hate and love concurrently at the same sentence. the same is true of the true nature of divine aspect of spirituality that is already available for all. it’s the material reality that causes people the illusion of stationary or fixed mentality and absolute identity. we just strongly identify with our struggles and become conditioned too severely on such and as a result of such. we may be as good as background actors in a given story line. but unlike a movie in real life people aren’t disposable shallow and their lives don’t have any less significance and their rights are no less than u and i.

but sadly the system operators find respite from their own spiritual and personal suffering when they extrapolate these events. combine them and put people against. each other that’s the reason why when they get called out they fall silent or continue on their mission to spread false information on others and while taking credit for others hard work (selective reasoning has its goods and bad. the good is u can ignore smth and assume the danger is not there and the bad is eventually u will face whatever u need to internally or in life events as to ur own spiritual diversion and caution on ur way) . or put others against each other so that by causing divide and play on peoples need u never have to solve a thing all over but only switch the placement of such stationary suffering on some whereas grant rights and abundance to all others with hidden agenda in mind. (bc they selectively speak on what u point to. they also do the same by selectively putting others against each other and selectively doing things not bc they don’t know what things are to be done but the selective reasoning with selective actions do not produce selective end results )

when things are extreme that’s when u know things are out of whack. this means that people will give u ultimatums to get u to be on their side even when ur on disagreements with most things. so someone who wishes to help u will withhold that help ( or act as blockade to ur spiritual reasoning. or block ur alps then and screws to information online that’s available for others bc ur targeted to have ur stuff excessively augmented so as to publish u. give u a alarming feeling inside of being left out or left behind or no longer part of smth bc ur not doing the specific personal tasks ur asked to do ) unless u do this thus and this. and then u r like well if i do those things what would the effects be to those things that i do. and whether if that’s authentic to my own blueprint. why can’t we find ground where if for instance u find someone to have skills on some objective to do those objective without signing our life to ur team. ( and mind u having basic access and rights as everyone is not asking for too much. some are just butthurt bc they r not getting the credit they sought and their plans is in the swamp ) is precisely bc these system are developed which take their time and meanwhile people suffer and due interim as they established these systems on the frivolous aspect granted they are geared towards more in line with making things seem like people participated in the formation and upkeep of system thereby which they must share and even take on burden of the side effects to those systems and system operators or while protecting system operators from being held responsible so as to divide and ration the karmic responsibility the system may have produced and have people in groups to succeed. or compete to succeed so then they will be rewarded aptly for their succession on their mission to help all the while acting like this is natural byproduct of our coalescence. (mind u i am optimistic about world issues being solved but also don’t hold my breath for it. when they argue to me so and o is gonna do better than me i know that’s geared to hurt me and not actually solve world problems bc if those problems are solved then i too an happy? and who even thinks this is a leg to stand in in ur own “sound” argument is also beyond me )

in short we are not only being guided to be spiritual whores to clean up the mess of those who know full well what’s going on and what not but we are also susceptible to make difficult choices about our life and our loved ones including the sanctity of family of that means we will be rich and famous if we follow orders to someone else’s toxic continuity rather than appear as we are and be as we appear bc the latter would demand from us assertiveness (for those who don’t know assertiveness has staged so if it gets ignored it gets louder but those who selectively share info only share when ur at the extreme end where ur repeatedly ignored or gaslit or abused as the first time u contacted them about it.) when we are asked such things which would require also from us a basic understanding for our world and it’s systems as well as right from wrong. the tool of discernment almost always get on the back burner bc system on the west especially are designed to make u feel like ur better off than others only to burn ur whole life for others to do the right thing finally. and they are designed to give u impression that u should be happy for what u got all the while forcefully participate in the arbitrary arguments of others whereas they do two things behind closed doors upon ur life and everyone else’s too.

meanwhile there is a call for truth decoders and spiritual teachers for aspirants to navigate the system so they deploy and maintain system and then appoint truth decoders and spiritual leaders in place for the inconsistencies of system function results to be cleaned up which take too much time to instil and invest in meanwhile the task of solving common problems would take on much shorter duration with less to no distraction fro what’s important. (if we only. oh i don’t know. communicated in the open … without mind games and covetousness)

if the systems are not able to be truthful in their own inconsistencies and those who are system operators without guilt or shame for what they have and are doing then there’s no reason to take the systems at face value or not denounce them unless they establish the funds of fortitude as well as truth and transparency in their mode and function. which we see the only transparency some have is be blatantly online in chat rooms during business hours (urs and mine) spreading bullshit and propaganda under telling the future whereas they are part of formation of system and are actually telling people what to expect after they deploy such plans and partake in their formation. (as if it can’t be healed. discussed. and u didn’t just find it like that did u now)

so no one can tell what the future hold. and in the recent years the art of trying to destroy peoples ability to tell what’s next via patterns and predictability of cycles and systems to be more obscure and in place of such would only make peoples more depended on external system or each other via forming healthy communities but the system operators know that people can’t maintain healthy relationships with each other ( plus it’s easy to spy on and manipulate people in their natural habitat when they don’t notice bc then u can mistake muting as ur own ) and are too ill prepared to think in community setting that if they were given opportunity they would sell out their brothers be an informant or what have u just to be rich and famous if the deal is good. ( with lack comes abundance. that’s why u hear some saying it’s good feeling to make money , it feels good to get out of a rut but it’s better to not create one for others interim)

there’s also myriad of job descriptions that people are forced to do bc they need the money. so when this happens. there’s a lot of dead ends whe smth called scam is exposed. and the people are confronted this and there is no bad guy to pin things to bc the transparency isn’t transparent in that there is hard evidence in ur hands should things go wrong. ( mind u inflation is bogus. we have money and people sitting somewhere. just gotta pair things up and get to work about stuff. the reason why this isn’t likely so is we sit down as spectators watching. world go off the ends. oh see things are gonna get worse. with a pipe in ur hands. u take a swig of smoke and blow it to ur friends face. to which they’d show. yea. things r gonna get much much worse then they bend to their side and scratch their ass)

which when coupled by desperation and vulnerability of others we can see why some folks end up losing their livelihoods and even their minds ( i guess we are not not seeing the bounty of these days. but we must. or some among us must intend on things getting far worse and given that their arse must already be safe or covered )

at any rate. the easier avenue is to simply stop and self reflect and reflect based on by ur experience in this world ur own development and the systems that operate under such laws. we can even examine how some of these entities approached us with so much love and care but are now showing an entirely different face which is full of conniving covetousness and their voice has so much joy out of destroying ur hard work or ur age or seeing that if they manipulate others to hate u and that they succeed at some time in the future and get off of merely just living a destructive painful fantasy of others pain and suffering. ( some live in pure fantasy btw. i see it. it’s weird. others are trying this black magic spy thing on me and merely by the thoughts that they project to me then go out there and spread lies on things i didn’t think or say) ( all desperate attempts to someone who denounced pretty much everything ) ( i get in more trouble or things i didn’t think or say than things i do or done)

i personally see some of these entities scurry in pain and during they are the ones in fear of missing out. they are aging. they don’t like how things turned out generally they enjoy getting the praise they sought and they really enjoy building on age old arguments of pitting females against each other all the while in public they announce to the world they are feminists.

they don’t mind talking on shallow aspects on towards other bc it distracts them from their own problems. ( unhappy marriages. failed parenting. failed at every other avenue such as their spiritual purity. maybe they didn’t see themselves turning out to be this way in this day and age. i do t say this out of hate or haste. i notice that it’s this lack of self love that causes the rest of us much suffering bc if these entities had self love they would be more effective and compassionate leaders ) that’s why we see them in twitter spaces too under different personalities. some of them are doing this on ur time and money. ( mind u i’m one who says don’t shit on even putin bc we have to coexist but this intermediate level evil doing causes us more harm bc it speaks to all sides but thinks of its own bed for when it puts u against each other or do their dirty work for them. ) (not to mention they build on trust and do destructive things on trust which without it our societies pretty much falter and fall. in fact we are dependent on the tolerance and kindness of everyday citizens s’more so than anyone else on earth) ( so some of these leaders have a problem with semi f our time energy and attention on their stupidly and they beg to be worshipped and loved by us even when they didn’t earn it )

unfortunately the countries with the most toxic history in terms of using technology in the wrong way can be examined in the recent decades whether if their antics have subsided or if the issues persist only passively. such as augment frequencies they don’t mind doing it to each other. so they won’t cast u aside as special unless u have full use for them and u dont mind where they place u in life. that’s a pet of totem pole never took my interest at heart. we are either wails or gtfo.

ofc i caught a mistake of mine. but that was didn’t times. a near death experice and i dontknow the people how can u win at a game when no one can send anonymous letter for clarity when thjngs go wrong is beyond me. but i get caught in worldly affairs much like anyone. and people involve me in things i know nothing of or aren’t relevant to me. but i do know this for sure. a mistake can just be one thing. that we highlight. but the issue is not dissipating. the issue is there only that it has been attribute to someone else’s doing. u try to seek out those who are rightful owners of such wrongdoing. instead of denying the whole struggle.

i think i found the face of who the issue belongs. and it’s a harrowing find. i’m terrified. and i wish others and especially those who do such things to realize how scary and terrifying they are and have been. in looking. back introspectively in order to align those truths and pair them with my recent findings of the experience that i been part of in the last two plus years. all i can say is that some will go great lengths to do the stupidest of things if that will grant them some type of respite or karma served for the reconciliation of their own inconsistencies borne out of their own choices and actions. ( and like hungry ghosts they will not be satisfied at all. i’d they succeed with u do u think it stops there ? no bc ur not the problem they are )

and usually would look the other way but u can see why i can’t with this one bc this was years in the making. it cost a lot of pain suffering loss of time and discrepancies between each other. and also mind u. some of these clowns will try to convince the world how much i meant to them but never did they once sent me an anonymous letter ( to protect their identities if that was the only thing that stop them from communicating openly and effectively on smth they profess they really care about ) yet they run their mouths like this was the most tragic thing ever happened (or we are that acquainted or buddy buddy with each other. bro. get off my dick already ) . mind u. i have contacted these people. blue check next to their name. too good to reply for most of them. and i dont sent text with expectation of a return of sentence. but the point is. communication tools are there.

and it shows that i have tried to communicate with a lot of them via emails and on twitter. not only have they never responded on those implement topics like ever but they also continue to pretend that personal issues tend to supersede the professional or the professionalism to a. extend where they act out like teenagers and the world should be adorned by their attention grab. not to mention they base important decisions on economy and the like in this mind state . or. u may say they r using me to make statements and divert the people and cause unhappiness and try to steal stuff that doesn’t belong to them.

and i also say this because if u see some of the economical speak out there and some spiritual ones they are all stained in this type of garb. and u may ask why. then why did we get to this point in time and why me even ? what’s the trajectory is not too hard to see, hardly anythjng of worth is ever changing. our basic needs are same. and unless we are making changes from those establishments. everything else some of these supposed experts speak is malarkey.

ur not missing out on anything if u rest and allow ur spirituality to be independent in that u have fully established the art of downloading information ( the more we take time to rest and allow to mediate and know and have space for potential there who spy and try to induce us with artificial thoughts , the more likely we are to build strength and skill to get info organically ) (same goes for spaces and tv and media and all other things we put in our minds. take time to balance and connect with nature and ur true self. know urself. it will save ur life someday) vital for all without the constance seeking of information provided in spaces (some spy on u and target u and say accordingly bc they know ur there lot of weird stuff happens everywhere. ). for intel. cos it’s someone else’s stuff. someone theorized it. and people use technology to spy and see u even when ur consciousness is at work on smth else. so also worth to keep that in the purview at all times. until we open source satellites and eliminate middle men to determine who we can trust and what is kosher for funds. (what more bizarre is the last two plus years trauma was preventable they did it and now they wanna give u spiritual ointment . ? what a disrespect upon those to themselves if they allow such. but don’t worry. if u don’t know the thing about spirituality is much like poison and snake. u need a bit of their poison so u heal and the. be free urself )

and maybe save the planet too while we are at that.

diversity

is not free of lack in self but finding comfort and esteem in a sea of difference and unique characters who are not exactly like urself.

u don’t feel inferior or superiors among each other.

the true sense of diversity is the one that recognize the nature of abundance wand knowing that u take ur portion and everyone else has theirs. so u don’t feel lack of it thus or feel in excess.

that balance has been off for so long. we see it’s systemic development through long time. th start of which was basically roll going to other towns and pillaging and raping as well as killing others for their own survival of resources. there was or must have been intense fear bc the experiences considering those timeline is also touching on excess lack and dying over stupid reasons.

whe u observe such a long timeline u realize what little has changed. or how long time and energy it takes for us human species to get thru something.

this gives me feelings of sensitivity to my own. process bc i would like to recognize more if my own personal impact so i can change it for the better.

part of that is taking ownership of ur own mistakes . the others is correcting urself. taking the time necessary to sort things out. so that’s why we say end wars and relax for a minute. let the dust settle so we can see a little bit better. strongly antagonizing each thee. theatrically at this time can be dangerous. we must take heart that everyone is struggling to and extend today ur wrong. and there wrongs may not match up. even intensions may differ bc everyone is in their own levels and processes and much like cycles. they are part of them as members to such. which causes us the symbiotic relationships with shared experiences.

anyway. u can make any situation better. at the very least liveable. or not dangerous. that choice is in our hands always when we recognize and preserve our common trust acknowledged. and tolerance and forgiveness from it , then we won’t. take it for granted and be frivolous with ever action and or deed. remember. u don’t have to throw a bone for every dog that barks.

all of these compounds. but here’s a question. do u think our emotions are frivolous ? bc when we strip off all the personal portion of a experience we see the human reality underneath of which is not different. u may seek the end of ur own suffering only different.

how to be responsible for each other

is hard concept bc then we are touching on the context matter and the balancing of the scales as each comes as it is. not as u like or wish it to be. so the authentic approach to each other in organic setting would not be fixed in mentality where we excessively antagonize some people to such heights of extermination even.

it sun our hands to stop our behaviour bc we are at our disposal. and since we can’t tell towhee what to do. we would let our actions be our example in a given situation. bc we know this impacts our direct experiences as well as impact others from a distance

how this rations without us constantly trying to take control over the natural process of narrative is why we have information wars. alongside other wars

since we are mental beings we are already utilizing our intellect to exchange ideas and communicate as well as barter with each other.

and if we have reached somw those of animosity we might have hit a huge roadblock in the way.

everything contributes. bc if we also keep in mind how negative the world became in the recent years.

we were all susceptible to it in some way. and have done our part. contributed in some way. u can compare urs with others but this won’t override this argument bc this argument attributed to everyone their true portion of responsibly within the given reality unfolding.

i think we worry too much on our common problems that we extrapolate too much. whereas we just need clear organization and mitigation in the way conscious action.

asking for the benefit of all the people

doesn’t hurt you because in wishing good for others. u never are wrong or would hurt urself in doing so either.

it’s effortless. it doesn’t expect or demand anything from urself. and unlike negative thoughts and feelings and actions it’s natural product offers nourishment. a healing in easy that connect and being closer societies.

so when u wish for end of suffering for other people who are affected by systems. by improving those systems then it benefits u as well. in systemic way.

and when u do things that will end suffering of the people. that comes back to u as well. then u realize the importance of community relationships.

being kind to each other without agendas or personal advancements. is light on the path as well if it’s awakening.

the difference between a deepening relationship and one that’s shallow is the act of deepening. in one where’s with the other. in constant oscillation.

and the deepening aspect doesn’t rule out issues along the way. it just doesn’t mind it as much as someone who blows off the ladle for example.

but presence of such doesn’t deny any deepening or deeper connection either. it just means that we hit roadblocks along our own path as well as in our interactions. bc there’s one with urself. in terms of relationships. then u and ur closer people. but then there’s people to people relationships. so circles get wider. but sometimes they have their own roadblocks which can feel impacting due to their level of connection. and depth.

this can shock any system. but if we recognize this as part of cycles. then we are likely to get. through. our hurdles. especially when too. much negativity is heightened and we focus strictly on faults we forget to see or assess our progress. if we don’t do this long enough we will feel challenged on our unacknowledged blessings.

some of which is human trust. and human tolerance. the other one is human forgiveness. and recognizance via ones own experience the art of learning from ones own mistakes. we see this in each other as well. as human species we can tell to an extend bc we understand our common theme is few basic rules about coexistence bc we all depend. on worlds resources to exist and survive on earth. all are one mission.

in the heart of things we must be more geared towards eliminating the bad habits in us that causes harm to others. u can’t go wrong with this option bc it doesn’t require going great lengths such as wars to hurt others. all of which bears heavy on ones soul. and can affect for eons. consider this aspect. from continuity and that u are a chemical being. whose imprint and seeds on earth may give fruits generations after ur gone which no matter where u maybe in space u will feel it’s effects.

in our human form we place too much emphasis on the real ness of our human concept on duality aspect but eventually we let that go too.

sometimes

the world is exhausting. with it’s continual denial of some things and overemphasizing on all others.

u get to say that since it impacts us in some way. we realize this as we go through this earth that we are living an imperfect life. there are flaws within it. serious issues along our way.

the best teacher is always gonna be ur own teacher. ur life experiences and how well ur deciphering what happens within it and why. and what u need to do to make things better.

usually it feels good when u wish for good things . good things are the most effortless way of giving and exchanging our life experiences bc we feed off each other.

so the more good we wish for each other the more it comes back to us. it’s not empty sentiment when it’s done right also.

when we get lost in our way. we usually are too conspiring and calculating about the fall of each other. i guarantee u that. it takes awful lot of brain power to conspire. u would have to have done introspection wrong if u begin to expedite too much of ur energy on calculating bc it matters.

but the process of calculating itself without the extra attachment of meditating on hurting someone is basically using ur careful reason to further break down and acknowledge smth.

it’s ok that we feel frustration but it’s not. ok. when we turn this into conscious action. and it starts from how we sort out our thoughts process and as well as it’s unique combinations with our emotional blueprint.

everything around us is reflecting in that we use our basis from an external structure to bounce our ideas from. if this information is corrupt or hidden it can cause a lot of development issues.

so the initial instability we experience on earth becomes. in some cultures. what is called ur forehead writing. at least in turkish terms we get what is called ur karmic blueprint. but i don’t think that anything can remain stationary for long or hidden for too long either. so how do we internalize some of these matters whereas pitting others in external condition in dangerous conditions within their reality such as a life sentence?

given enough conditioning

and u can achieve any outcome though it depends on the level of intention and how willing u are to keep urself open and flexible to outcomes since u run the risk of also being wrong in ur admission to ur own self mission to overcome or manifest whatever.

usually u would think that human nature is free from such manipulations and that bc our truth and nature supersedes the artificial that we can overcome and avoid anything. that would be nice. right ? it would eliminate all the potential hazard of being tricked into things u don’t wish to manifest or take part of.

conditionings work on that they point to far bigger issues when they succeed.

perhaps it’s us who are flawed in reasoning and thinking that what we create on earth does not contribute in any way to the authentic development of our truth and reason for existing here on earth even. why are we here as human species. when we ask this question then we get myriad of answers but only from a human perspective . it’s like u r trying to bite ur own teeth. impossible to reason far and wise the truth and meaning of why we even

and ofc the duality in that. when we are alive versus when we die. and that which we can tell based on by our sense perceptions and that which is beyond can also contribute greatly to our attachment to what we think supersedes in creation as opposed to what is or what even means to be here and now.

there’s both meaningless and meanings within our co creative existence. there are fears worries as well as reasons to celebrate and feel wholesome in our sharing of our time as well as what gives us motivation.

usually all these avenues may seem conflicting. bc the world we have built and the world we know are two different things. they result from our inability to take a closer look at our intricate and intrepid relationships. we tend to wish to simplify matters so as to find a simplified version of why things are they way they are instead of seeing things as they are. that’s a problem and it comes from our development as well as deep associations between unseen and observable relationships of all and everything surrounding us. (also the abundance mindset given by numbers tend to have that effect so is with self interest that if smth doesn’t work for u or support u in some way it would be easier to shoot it down or eliminate or write off people who don’t benefit u bc there is plenty of fish in the sea and people are dime a dozen and can be easily replaced )

for instance we know that everything is inter connected but we cannot tell how deep and how impactful some of these relationships maybe. we also know that everything effects everything else yet we do stupid shit anyway. or do things that we think no one sees or that we pretend not to see hear or acknowledge things that are well within our purview or acknowledgement.

life become a sport thus. we like concepts of what makes us compassionate altruistic beings. we enjoy the avenue of spirituality and we love the idea of being special or have spiritual powers that ennoble us a respectable life but at the same time we have many intricacies within these systems that contradict one another. especially when we resort to excess competition especially in places where need not be such as survival and health. ( this happens due to tribes and families that differ that tend to seeds of fear lack and animosity between each other as opposed to learn and implement ways of coexisting. as well as sharing our resources and the grounds that’s equal for all. ) (

the hierarchies represent that some of us exclusively cast ourselves aside from responsibly as well as what we are cumulatively part of as to accountability and or our part within intricate systems that ensure our safety and sustenance as well as communication with each other. ) (it’s almost like we wake up in the middle of a moving race that which we cannot understand fully or can’t stop either. and as we move forward we try to gather info about the past or how we got here all the while size up each other and based on by our internal and external connections we produce responses or reactions if we have spiritual development that’s under way and currently depends on some other cause for its evolution then we don’t say well i don’t know why i’m here or find myself in this predicament but everyone else seems to know so what they r doing so maybe i should do the same or maybe we don’t have time to stop and reflect or not keep going when there’s information missing or we don’t know or understand. fully i think that’s when we really run the risk of getting ourselves in a. situation we may not like to be such as accidents or excess animosity between each other bc we perceive the situation we are in as smth more dominant than the entire picture we are part of. such as the distinction between this lifetime and the duration and process of one soul. ) ( but at any time we have choice in matters. will you power our way and right to consent or allow things that we fully can understand and take active part of )

or spiritual competition even. bc then we lose the authenticity that we started out with when we busy ourselves with the arbitrariness of life that is pretty much is disguised as hard work or even chores. bc we lack the discipline for some responsibly that we end up mistaking play time for portion of survival which is how animals train their babies to survive. via play time. the same is also true with us if we spark interest in our attention span and couple that with the true intention of playing. and know the difference between the two.

also we worry about many other arbitrary things like what others think of us. whether if we are making right choices whether if our choices reflect our inner quality or higher ordeal w hi ch is hard to do bc our societies are too divided and too contradictory in their system function that we resort to animosities and arguments that go nowhere whereas we go nowhere about our common problems bc we tend to assume that our solutions are the ultimate solutions that will solve human issues. take a look around. everyone says well if we fixed this one thing we will solve all world problems.

perhaps when viewed from the perspective that maybe everything from small to large needs upgrade. needs to be augmented so that they complement the system and the people who benefit from it in a positive way as opposed to thinking that only ours is the most important and immediate that can be a fix all for all and everything. which is harder to implement or do with the exception that there’s body harm or immediate or pending danger that could be mediated right away by stopping the said toxic action such as wars or covetiousness or slander of each other or death threats bc these are within our reach to change or stop right away.

and also i think that the duality that puts us agaisnt each other and or contradicts it’s truths tend to be separatist rather bc the underlying logic is rooted in lack mentality and excess worry that if we solve all world problems than we will be forgotten or left back or experience lack or lose our current findings.

it’s no wonder tho. heading back to why we started this conversation. given enough time any conditioning has potential and seed to succeed but again. we touch on short term gains and the long haul.

good morning

i’ll keep things light this morning.

there are so many issues in the world. both systemic and humanistic kind. we seem like we almost have too much trouble understanding our true nature and the world around us for they both offer us clues into the intricacies within these inter relationships.

the reason why we should get at least a basic understanding of these inter relationships is precisely bc of two things.

one is we first need to know where we are. by first identifying where we are we can then ask ourselves. well. how did i get here. so the natural thing to do is look around. u can look to ur left and right too bottom and behind and forward bc direction here is arbitrary linear thing. so u could have arrived there from anywhere. so let’s not start with assumption.

next. once u figure out the nearest path that can get u to look see. only then can u determine exactly how u got there. if u get this part wrong. bc everything is associative and relative to everything else. then ur foundation to think is going to be compromised slightly.

don’t worry tho the nature is kind of cool like that where it will throw sign posts along ur way to give u fair warning. it’s like gps that says ur going the wrong way or skipped smth and the next adjusted route should appear. only recall that this is introspection. so ur going backwards which means ur reverse engineering ur own path.

figuring out where we came from is key bc when we figure out our positioning between two points. that is ur current stance within worlds everything and the standing u had that led u here. between two points is straight answers nothing less or more.

this is also exercise with how u handle ur external conditions with each other. so how u treat ur own self and process is how u reflect that with others. if ur based on and built by lots of pompous thought and assumptions and self grandeur. then chances are this multiples in ur treatment of others. and how u get information and build on from that is akin to house of cards.

it’s good if u can keep the momentum and continuity how false smth is but the fall is all the more sweeter the higher u go so sometimes it’s best to stop and slow down and reassess urself. but not on learning ur fault on why ur terrible plans didn’t work. but maybe a soul search can get u to see that the whole thing was wrong in the first place bc ur foundation is built on assumptions and you don’t exactly know how u got here either. ur trust with others is so shook too bc now after all those insisting on the false rather than what is has got u all exhausted . so ur also sick of each other’s bullshit.

usually we say much like in family time and distance are great healers bc it gives us enough space from each other to work on ourselves that which needs our attention without vilifying the other.

but in reality we can’t always escape danger of others. who may force feed themselves to us by constantly following harassing and even spying on us all the while playing on our person and even our lives !!

so then we get into this even bigger mess bc it’s all psychological too. it affects us much like getting into intimate relationships with someone. like sex or romantic bc ur so deeply intertwined and emotions are involved so that’s another dangerous notions.

also unlike a loving romantic one when this one is terribly toxic it can cause negative side effects in a person whose psychology is constantly being barrages by unwanted intruders.

unfortunately we need to make room for potential of such and keep its potential on the foreground at all times even in. the privacy of our homes bc they can attack and try smth at any time.

especially when things don’t change for better we see this as part of human conundrum that the less likely we are susceptible to their advances. the less likely their bad habits will continue on for much longer. bc there’s no one to feed into their bullshit.

for u to not succumb to their advances or give into their games and mind tricks is by always having them in the same room with u at almost all times which expects from ur person to be on all the time which means that ur gonna have to teach urself to learn how to relocate ur energy resources.

so now ur gonna change how u expedite and ration as well as direct ur energy bc u will have this constancy of having to be on all the time. pure presence in awareness form u may think comes easy but we have too many conditionings and susceptibilities that get us easily swayed by the invincible connection we all have.

but bc many of us don’t know it’s happening this unknown grounds makes us susceptible to all kinds of troubles we don’t realize we have power to change its course on anything we wanted especially when it benefits all in a good way. that’s the biggest wish making that has weight and substance bc it’s attribute to peoples benefit and well-being more than all this separatist shit we are all part of currently dominating our lives. this can’t be faked either. bc say u wanna look like u wish to benefit and help all but hold dark deep hidden inner agenda that’s predominantly self serving thus will eventually be met with by the nature of authentic systems. u may not believe this. and assume what u believe u attract this is true but not in the way u think. most folks get disappointed with what they materialize in their own life that they blame everyone. else for it.

and i’m not saying this in a demoralizing antagonizing way. it’s meant to give u full rapport as is bc ur so lost and can’t see what a happening. that’s the definition of out of touch mentality. the danger of that for the rest of us is this is when those who separate themselves and are out of touch with reality tend to take others out of touch with reality in turn. aka wars.

and i say this bc if we are at this point by now this heralds to worse things later on which means that if we talk about this we are not trying to take u out but more so are bringing to ur attentions as well as ours that this is got gonna led well if we keep going this way. not great anyone. bc as spiritualists we can see or foretell smth if we realize the patterns and the ways of development of things into now would take us towards by simply examining what is. not what if or what not. so that’s why information is meaningful when it’s not partial but whole. that’s why it has connection to what happens to our life. partial information and fragmented lifestyles is what we get as a result of such which we have no time or energy for bc it has already wasted too much.

i personally make assessments based on my own experiences and how smth makes me feel but i won’t forget or deny smth has happened. we don’t live in a flux. there’s a timeline of events that followed. when we initiate with in our world initially there is too much info and learning curve. but once u get it that’s it. and that happens to everyone. the point is to not waste our better years on frivolous aspects. bc that is precisely what happens. that’s why there’s also strong emphasis on shooting down one in their aging process as if it’s a valid leg of argument. lol. go figure. it’s a privilege to age and get old. not many get a. chance. but here we are instead. arguing on stupid things. but get this. these are things we need to let go so that we can shift our energy and focus on what matters . like getting things done in. the world.

i think it’s also key to realize that we really need to establish human nature and human potential as well as human purpose and passion. bc these r places where we base our understanding about each other. so if ur think ur superior and others inferior or ur worthy others don’t mean anything. or at ur disposal like they are trash then likely this is not gonna produce good things in the world.

and it’s a simple fix too. bc ur right there. no one is animating u. aside from ur influences and inspirations ur well within ur vicinity even if u didn’t know now u do. and with that. what r u gonna do right ? u can stop any bad behaviour and do thinking all on ur accords and sort ur emotions. take responsibly will and choose for the right things and set out to do it.

we can’t really do much

other than talk about strongly emphasizing ending of wars. foremost. before we can move onto all the other objective. bc if we were to take the economy. change it and make it so we have more money to invest in places where it’s needed can we truly do that with wars running at large already?

would u give globs of money to someone who’s gonna waste it on spectacular war weapons? ofc not.

u would want to see cooperation. you would look to them and see what they think about the deal. of ending wars and thinking about and dismantling the worst weapons. what this does is allow us to recalibrate our resources. how much energy source do we have. what do we have that is in surplus now that we don’t consider wars. that includes money and man power as well as time. which is precious.

only after that can we tell how much money we can consider putting to natural causes and then assess based on our current findings of what is available to us globally a s to our dwindling and or finite resources and work with what we got in terms of how we are going to share.

this should open the right communication. or right conversations. bc right now we are talking but hardly anything gets done. so we got ourselves on a corner in a way where not much systemic movements took place.

and conversations are important in that i would like to know what putin thinks of this plan. and then everyone. president xi. erdogan. how’s north korea. or how all these others, many countries we hardly hear anything from.

each will have their say about it. they will be like well i like this plan but i don’t look to change my country’s floor plan i don’t think i need it. or well. the money i now saved from not worrying about national security is enough for me. i am good with this finding for others and support the help so that they too are evolved according to what they wish for their country and needs.

then u can also invest in ur people. it’s a whole game change too bc internally ur thoughts will have to recognize the highest ordeal when it comes to what it means to be u. and how u understand each other. we cannot be deep about urselves only and think or assume or worst. impose on others that they r just too shallow to have equally deep experience here on earth then we are missing the point here in terms of what coexistence and harmony means. or our nature for that fact.

investing in ur people can strengthen ur country in many ways than one. u would have more time and energy and brain power for innovation to say a number one. but i’d say if quality fo life is improved in. all then there will be less burden on medical field where u can do more fun and innovate further for proper healing and ease ways of living. for everyone tho. so that’s why we reflect the economy. bc all this talk is nice and fine. u can be positive all u want. have all kinds of grounding techniques whatnot. but there’s also the material reality where real lives get impacted. so then u also have to have that along with everything. else. or else. it just doesn’t last.

imagine if everyone knew how to self defend. and each country’s people majority wise did this then no one would seek those problems. not even among the people themselves . bc we would know. it’s a lot easier to pick on someone that’s smaller in size than urself.

that same goes at playa at large such as between systems and nations at large.

that’s why there’s heavy investment in national security because we often do not feel that level of global safety yet with each other. but we have established enough trust to at least appear cordial with each other at times. also we have stuff like technology. social media sites and our other social endowments that we appreciate. sometimes we appreciate things more than we appreciate people. and i guess that’s not too bad bc it’s currently keeping us alive.

but ofc this still doesn’t guarantee the safety for ourselves. until we learn to use things. and use them only for good and not abuse the power it’s just gonna be another addition to this already fucked up reality and it’s myriad of system functions that malfunction more than they actually function according to they may. as they say they are and we get people who specifically to support that. literally there’s jobs that work to defend broken system than actually solve its problem and that should tell u something. it means. folks are so desperate for money they will do anything even if that means sell ur people and ur country for funds when economy is this broken. but for those who have the means and power to do that. facilitate it and put people against each other based on by their vulnerability and need then we have a problem.

he demonstration here represents few things that need change. someone’s internal behaviour . what motivates them and what is their intention how do they know what’s in their own heart. what needs change. what’s good what’s not. what’s the trajectory that u see in this world where the world is headed say in the next five ten and even twenty years from now bc it matters.

and their external behaviour how they act and treat others. and why sort of changes they make with their own privilege and changes what power do u have that u can utilize as part of this world systems that u can do good and well and if u can’t then don’t say this can’t be or happen and completely discredit and disqualify a conversation open about it so there’s a difference between something that can’t happen now. versus something that can’t happen if at all and when someone refuses that kind of outcome benefit for all and better and gives us smth to look forward to. u think of meeting interesting people and doing interesting beneficial stuff with purpose in the world. u gotta ask urself. well what sort of trajectory do they have for us. some are big and others are small. tske note.

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when u see each other

as family u can take from ur own family experience. u may have had ur share of struggles among each other but it resolves in time and when at times u need greater distance it’s also mutually respected bc u don’t have to force urself or each other interactions u don’t need with each other. we know the art of connectivity and the like. the diversity within which all us differ and yet still works like parts in a well made machine. u don’t take things personally if some folks wish to remain away. or stay put. or do their own choosing in given matters.

the priorities common to all in this world that we can all agree and recognize also in each other is the quality of life. the right to exist and solve ur own spiritual karmic blueprint. if we are here we have smth to gain and learn from our experience. no one hand s is clean. we all make mistakes. not also bc we are evil or reincarnation of some frivolous past personality bc we can’t prove this. what we end up doing is reliving same old objectives bc we haven’t figured out how to calibrate ourselves in our current surroundings.

various grounding techniques can work to help anyone find their balance within the world. maintaining it is another. u need to keep showing up each day to do ur own unique work. and do it willingly and do it right. n which case the family works in the same way. there are roles to play and things to get done bc the well-being of the entire family depends on it. when we recognize each other as family we also recognize that this is everyones right. then we are less likely to hurt each other with ease or think or assume the other is waste of space or waste of resources. bc this is unnecessary on our own souls work too. it’s a poison that runs through us foremost. when we recognize this we also recognize the source of our own suffering.

u may not be a religious person

and that’s ok. ur not forced to believe an ideology just to have and hold value or have worth. rhyme or reason. to deserve the same rights as anyone.

tho we often forget that when something works for us. the same may not be for everybody. that’s why we have such stark diversity among us. we are same. but also very different. (just depends on where u shift ur finite focus each day and extrapolate on that for continuity sake )

surely the fact that we are different can get us pretty scared bc the unknown works on our small brain.

to add to that. bc we haven’t fully integrated the small brain to our current societal levels where things are not criminal. dumb or ignorant. internationally or otherwise we lack the introspect necessary to tell which from which. which makes us confused as to base our judgement from where we are in consciousness levels and in combination with the integration process to our unique surrounding.

in fact the reality is not experienced the same with two people. they can be identical but still they will possess that inner quality of uniqueness. and so. our similarities that unites us. in ways we understand best does not mean anyone who doesn’t share this ordeal is an automatic enemy.

and when we read between the lines of each other’s wholesome co existence we don’t need to act tough or be other than who we are or have been on reality. again. where u shift ur focus is key here. any arbitrary stuff when magnified can seem quite scary and u don’t wanna do that to ur own inner mechanism. that’s why the lizard brain is so intricate bc it makes u act on impulse. but without provision this can be dangerous.

at times like these where a lot of desensitizing material surfaces and is happening actively. (cos it’s still covid we had recent confusion and terrible occurrences in the last two plus years alone it seems like these are worse times but i’d say it was worse in 2020. much so in 2021 too but definitely the first year if covid was terrible. perhaps it’s bc some of those objectives took fruit. at any rate we now discuss who is a cartel who shouldn’t be fucked with and who has some blood related disputes that they go so far as to wish to eliminate each other.

but foremost we can see there are references within references so in thinking gang members and such whom we associate specific characters and i will admit for my part in introduction i got it from the movies. but for u. u may live deep in it.

in constructive thinking where we are approaching each other from peaceful quality of being irregardless to ur belief system bc it doesn’t matter which u follow so long as it brings the best in u which all religions are peaceful at root structure.

and non belief would be strong on personal ethics and morals which sort of makes it deep counter to believer of faith by removing the “middle man”. that’s it. being non religious does not automatically make u a killer. it just means u run on different principles but it’s just worded differently. underneath it is the same objectives bc if we say that we hear about the same story about conflict and resolve and the common objectives always come down to do not harm. resolve ur anger. before it destroys u. or control ur anger before it controls u. then we can see that it always plays out this way.

but u may have move forward where ur at. that’s a choice but i don’t think it can be maintained bc natural evolution does take its shape irregardless to our rejection or denial of it. so our evolution here may denote to a part of our thinking process rather than change entire doctrines we are familiar to.

instead of calling each other by labels we can recognize family by what it truly means as the word itself. what is human family ? well we could be clusters of families coexisting in harmony with each other why bc if u see each other as family that’s already constructive since family members do not cause harm due to their vulnerability of which they wish to cultivate on earth in their own collective garden

a family would be less likely to be harmful to others based on by the art of living by example.

it doesn’t change the contracts u have with each other. but allows u to align urself to a collective system of others along with urs and have that work in a harmonious way much like orchestra and hitting the right notes.

and u don’t have to be. a believer either to know that hurting and killing others is wrong it just won’t feel better or good at the end of the day or when the deed is done so at the end of the day our general sense of well being depends on our misconception and struggle between who to be and who not to be based on by our own personal conditioning. coupled by our spiritual reserves unique to our experience bc they r concomitant with each other.

which is why we not only hear from religion on the art of dying or living with dignity and having done ur good work on earth before ur departure is good for everyone. and along with that even as non believer u take on personal responsibility and evolve urself based on by the ethics of treat others the way u wish to be treated. sometimes we pronounce the gods love in religious book as selfish. it could be a misconception about pride for instance. no one is exempt from it. it’s one of the hardest ordeals about personal attachment and suffering. u can say pride is the gateway drug to all other sins in fact.

but u don’t have to bring ur self so down just to feel humble about things either. there’s a healthy balance that can recognize ur progress and person as it is and not more and not less either. we calibrate ourselves between these extreme objectives if u stop and listen to ur own mind set it gives u the whole play as it unfolds before u

more so interesting is what we do with these parties internal intentions with the exterior conditions bc when ur uncertain but don’t know how to handle that right u act like ur certain about different opposite objective so we feed this inner quantities of being into things we aren’t sure of yet. some call it tabs in ur mind. as u do the introspective search into each of determine which is truthful or is a fact bc ur trying to build an inner rapport about common objective since what ur trying to do or are doing primarily is to change urself in order for better adaption to ur surroundings and whatever difficulties u maybe faced with (or try very hard to not make any mistake in the dark which is very difficult to do bc the unknown can make us feel impaired at times ). everyone does it but not everyone knows as much as everyone else about things. many things in fact bc these things are gained from various fields of personal inquiry and study in to which then one must gain the specific wisdom associated with the coming together of those experiences and the inner and external levels associated with all these objectives .

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i don’t have regrets

because i can see the correlation between everything. relationship of which is complex and yet simple as well.

i couldn’t put my self that much burden to be honest with u cos i’ve been there too many times before. although some may assume silence for forgetfulness or denial it’s not very much so. there’s a lot of things that happen within and the time it takes means it’s authentic.

because there are many layers in reality. far too many things happen within it without our full cognizance. this doesn’t mean our minds don’t record anything . it’s the ability to sort out incoming information that’s the lesson.

it’s not easy to know what to do with stuff when u haven’t identified ur own system mechanism as well as how to operate one fully. u just don’t. there are all these clues out there acting. like the next best thing or the ultimate truth or whatever but it’s never ever so bc that’s what a process is/means. the reality at large has its own process. (so knowing the basics and the many intricacies of these systems as well as basic understanding of how they relate or work with each other helps. any simple thing we can work to accomplish for the benefit of all in mind is never wasted).

sure. does the reality take it’s shape at some time thru conditioning and habit ? yes. this is what seems as stationary to us tho. and the change we think is isn’t very much so for there’s contextual basis and continuity for everything. and that everything from small to large has intricate relationships with basis of its continuity as well as efficiency in that which it came here for/with.

though it’s normal for human to be overwhelmed with habit and the figuring out of how to and what not among all the intricacies when they can’t fully understand their surroundings and the relationships between everything. as is. not as we want it to be. or as we like. or see a part as the absolute or whatnot. and surely there are multiple meanings to a thing as well because of that phenomena produced between the understanding and the knowing as well as merging for both for the continuity of the evolution of where we started to where we are headed.

this same thing happens in our human lives too. so when we make mistakes there’s a period of reckoning. and reflection and difficulties reflecting ur life and actions thereafter if u did ur homework right or thoroughly and even that is a lesson. (it always shows and speaks for itself at large but ofc it’s levels may require whatever needs to be depending on contextual matter of each situation within it as well as relationships between common objectives).

only in hindsight do we get to see the clarity of something that happened bc that’s when it’s already done. it’s no longer being augmented or altered bc it already happened.

it’s good information if ur an information kind of person whose curiosity leads the way unobstructed by preconceived notions. bc ur safe there anyway. no one is gonna jump out of a history book and attack ya. if u feel that way it’s due to ur current conditioning where u must at some time use the thing ( preconceived notions and the more our trust gets chipped away the denser this portion of reality becomes ) for self survival bc human beings are also overcoming their fight /flight status thingy that keeps activating at in opportune times due to their being in a relationship with peoples behaviours and actions and their own peoples of becoming and coming to understanding of what all of this means. ( means in short we have also intricate relationships with artificial systems or man made ones or machinated ones for with ease etc. my theory is that we take brief breaks from natural curiosity to one. that focuses on the artificial portion of reality too much and then either forget to restart that organic inner curiosity or there is unrealistic portion of reality that doesn’t align with our organic human need )

so yea. i did feel bad about stuff in my life. some of which was very taxing. and confusing bc of what i had to work with which is where u begin.

there’s a lot of things that take place. if the mistake is organic for instance. then there’s an organic process that follows. if it’s artificially induced then. person can get a host of side effects. bc the latter plays on our trust centres (mind u if someone artificially tried to create problems in ur life u don’t have ur more likely to be critical and distrustful of urself after some time especially if it repeats such as lack of trust in self when it comes to judgment of character in others which can make relationship forming all the more difficult ) respectively and it’s ways to in the aftermath to say to someone they very well deserved it ( pain resulting from an artificial fault finding ) or that they must have done something very bad in a past life ( which can’t be proven) that this is the retribution to their past karmic life bc if we see that people often take it easy on their own errors but are harder and more strict to others. in the same way we can easily judge and assume someone’s life for them but when it comes to our stuff oh but it’s complicated this is different . so there’s are red flags on if ur practice is biased.

in pointing out to issues and our critical thinking we must not forget that just bc we speak assertive about smth that it’s the absolute all for assertiveness is focus on the topic and problem at hand. the mind thinking in general when it doesn’t have its system established on how to sort incoming data. ( or isn’t aware of such or does not consider it consciously. there are gaps in our development and we as human species are also notorious for doing really dumb shit on earth assuming poison is good for us and learning things the hard way also. but this can evolve ) we get a ton of it daily. and then stuff just sorts itself out in our minds. finds it’s places.

but get this. we have all these mind games. and psyops and stuff so u have t o also consider what a artificial ramification this may have on our already complex human problem (for example aging is already tough but we make life so complicated and divide between generations which adds to the process of our steps coming closer to our death. death is another one. it’s a hard topic. we don’t discuss it because maybe deep down there’s a contradiction that stops us due to being found out the opposite is true as well. since discussing about death will allow us to see preciousness of our lives and thus force us to treat each other better. it’s wild). we see it’s fruits on how we treat each other generally we don’t care about others health and don’t mind making them work or toil for pennies on this life whereas taking care of each other’s health would prove to be not only sufficient for all but it makes for healthy societies (mind u we are still delving deeper into mind body connection and what we maybe capable of when it comes to things like self repair). and we blame the people for their inefficiency of figuring things out ( even in the worst of cases where a person must do great evil just to survive or save themselves in whichever level this manifests in ) . we must know. sorting of information is already hard as it is. which we see it’s clues from how we effectively assume so quickly of others whereas only be forced to slow down on ours because we couldn’t be sloppy with ourselves the same way we are sometimes with others. try it. u won’t succeed. i don’t know why. but the art is not only in discovery of new information or right one but also utility of such that can effectively and coherently translate to our lives via conscious and deliberate action geared towards benefit of everyone.

there’s absolutely no such thing as

thinking that what u do within borders remains there. we are that interrelated. everything affects us from near to far. our inner network of human connectivity will not allow for borders to separate us. in reality only our physical bodies are separate. all others are intertwined. much like spider webs that are connected and in the way they transmit information. so do we.

and that’s what’s truly amazing about human nature. we are so wired. or hard wired that we have power to impact each other. and that’s via waves.

personally that makes me feel a bit more responsible and self aware about what i do and how i conduct myself. although i too am not perfect.

and ofc we think that issues will cease when good things happen that at slightest inconvenience we get all irritated. bc we are also connected on the surface at historical levels and connections. complexes of which causes us severe side effects still.

in a way u can say that borders are anti thesis to human connection bc they separate us and force arbitrary rules against each other based on by frivolous matters of the past written by people like us but of different consciousness levels. i think maybe sometimes we trust too much to what we read that we forget to see reality for what it is. at least. in order to measure and assess how much progression we may have made.

if all of us did that. soon enough. all the leaders would be on the same page about common objectives in a positive way that allows us to form healthier relationships with each other.

cos right now. yea sure we have all this intrinsic leaking of information beyond borders and affect each other in an organic (corresponding to its surroundings ) way which then brings us to moments like these where big things happen

and we run the opposite way. maybe it’s a self reflex or something. but we can’t mistake a temporary break to an actual gap

often times when people stop to do a task they for get to start again. this is where the illusion of separation may feel so strong.

but if we remind ourselves the objectivity of unity then we will stop at least before we self destruct

right now as u can see there are many conflicting and contradictory things happening in the world. it’s natural byproduct of assuming our reality is meant to be destructive in the way we assume this to be. sure. destruction and death is part of life but the part about that reflects systemic changes more so intrinsic destruction of parts within the system so that it open a space for new to enter for proper advancements. bc we are self perfecting creatures meaning that in all we do we learn from them and then change ourselves to be better version such as last week or last month. or year. or few years. ur only competing with urself. all others perceived are part of someone’s attachment resulting from false acknowledgment of some part of spiritual teachings taken too literally bc spiritual lessons teach multi laterally. sometimes they are dressed under sarcasm.

there’s a fundamental reason for that. it’s bc our true nature is of joy fun and laughter. but when turned upside down can get cynical. in action ofc. which is where u see a lot of crazy things happen at times like these. by the false acknowledgment of some. bc they or we more so come here first as beginners. then we are considered intermediates. bc we have a bit of experience and hardship. then after some time has passed we become experts within various fields.

but we don’t know how to sort out incoming information right away or this way but maybe that will change in future if it hasn’t already. i think technology offers just that.

we may still have some primitive ness about ourselves but now with tom of technology. smart phones in our hands sharing all kinds of data with the world.

yea i don’t know about what sort of effects we should expect from all this recent thirst and garbage actions among others. garbage because it’s produced due to our denial of immediacy of issues so we busy ourselves with some frivolous aspect much like trying to find fault in something so u try so hard and finally find a small opening or tiny flaw and extrapolate on it in a backwards motion negative way so as to get someone. to make an spiritual mistake or something. maybe bc it accompanies that denial into distraction from ur own problems in reality for ur own inability to handle its difficulties it comes with bc it comes for everybody.

the crazy part is we don’t realize that we are busting ourselves wirh simply characters or characteristics. like we live in a movie or smth. but we have more directive then we think we do. and that’s why we mention borders and connective unity.

the way we treat each other for instance needs to change and that can only be solved at a bigger picture way such as denouncing wars because with the wars u breach personal lines of existence entirely on some objective so obscure who are u hurting in reality.

it’s like ur basing an a entire false characteristic of urself just so u hate another bc u read from some book whose one sidedness could have been a lie ?

i think that’s where we are wrong. when we think on common appeal of logical thinking geared towards constructive objectivity then we should never think of destroying each other for our survival bc sure in the past at some point. we did that but we can’t now say oh well that’s part of nature doesn’t it but so is living outside but u don’t see folks at will wanting to be homeless.

and those who do know what it is like and how difficult it is. and dangerous. mind u. but u also gotta ask urself this. how so is it dangerous . didn’t we come from the outdoors ? this must be intuitional but we are so blinded by the accuracy of walls around us that we think things can truly be separated.

with this like of thinking we can discover our contradictions. generally that human beings make between what we say and what we do in reality. so is our word. when we speak too tactically trying to hurt others via false use of language it hurts us all in the end.

double speak. for another. just down right lying is yet another. bc language used to be used for making deals in the past. bc we knew our shortcomings and vulnerabilities so we developed ways. giving our word was smth of value in the part. folks shook hands and kept their verbal contracts pfft nowadays it doesn’t matter. words are done a dozen. they are sold by the cheap. u use them for many different reasons. use them in wars. use them in famine.

so here’s my theory. much like in space things being different yet coexisting in some way which why we humanly think we perceive to be violent may not be an issue for them out there. so can we exist here on earth in a peaceful way. but without the creating of artificially of violences as if it is still applicable bc we can reason and remove habits so easily. that’s what makes human nature so rich in experience. bc we keep evolving and changing our quality of being as human species. which reflects in innovation and technology.

the destruction part of our reality is changing our behaviour and belief systems patterns or of thoughts and destroy their false connections to create or rearrange them in reality that is true to nature. not falsely acknowledged. bc this reflects in our actions.

the destructiveness part of our reality has gone to ridiculous levels bc we think we are god above others.

this isn’t a dream realm in the way u think there is no consequence for ur actions. so i think that would be the biggest sleep walking is that which we see occasionally play out in reality in the worst compounded way possible. it is telling us something.

the constructive part of that realizing is that we wish to put in our purview working with each other and not against each other for this benefits all greatly as versus what we have been doing for a while now.

the opposite is that people go the other way going like i have to prioritize myself or my own family or my country needs so here’s what i’m gonna do and that’s where things go really wrong.

so we probably don’t wanna keep running from each other that way bc even tho internally our higher self must ask what are u doing. do u really want to have this separation or bc here’s what happens when that get actualize. and there u can make the decision of constructive thinking ur like no. bc separation would denote to an hokkaido on of each other such as wars. or conspiring to kill someone.

or it creates potential for its occurrence.

to correct that we have to do the great big thing of denouncing wars bc this would be the acknowledged meant of our unity complex as stated above.

only by acknowledgment of our divinity and sovereignty of each other do we solve these issues play out among others or at in seemingly random moments.

when we trust each other things generally feel better. we tend to enjoy our life better. there’s general tranquility and sense of well being. it’s healing. so we must not trash it or take it for granted. so is with these times. u gotta trust urself more than ever. be careful and safe out there and we’ll yea. ok i should go now.

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what are systems anyhow ?

the true purpose of systems is to make sure that we have everything covered and that we know what’s up. how things came to be. and most importantly how we conduct ourselves today in a way that will benefit all and not leave anyone behind.

systems. much like habits and patterns, offer us the comfort and predictability as well as the knowledge and insight necessary to keep going on earth as collective citizens to it all equal in our need and make, which also give us grounds to continue to improve and learn from it as well as to reflect our findings within in order to discover the truth and meaning of our collective existence here and beyond. ( and much like comfort zones system can get stagnated and end up hurting and harming more than grow heal and build smth of substantial) ( much like the introspection necessary to get ourselves sour of our comfort zones we must reflect the same in system. but the key is that each gets to choose. for human beings are forced to choose and settle as opposed to make decisions on their behalf. and by choose i don’t mean when thjngs is too late or shut hits the fan either much like what we saw with the gaslighting. malfunction of systems and mismanagement of leaderships during start of covid which forced folks like headless chickens running around hastily trust and get hurt not knowing what their truth and value is. or at least knowing it but not able to convey implement or choose soundly for themseves and their families )

systems allow us to know how much of what we have based on by our needs. and the resources necessary to our current findings as well as what we profess life to be. that it’s great and we have all these advancements made as well as the pure potential that things. may get even better are all within our hand and we utilize systems in order to make things happen ( usually a lack mindset will see changes and think pessimistically and go in yolo mindset or fear of missing out so if they see evil or destruction is tending they will say heyyyy party but this is bad and causes us much rude awakening when the time of ripening of the seeds of equanimity begins to season, in other terms a lack mindset in higher places tend to cause the most harm bc of the utility which they possess within their reach to be more effective in terms of the damage they cause. such as decisions on peoples fate. on their need. and wars. so we should probably consider that if we must entrust some to represent human life and watch over and maintain systems our lives depend on. then we must consider mental health check and general sense of love and care towards humanity as prerequisites to any leadership position a must )

when do system go bad? good question. well here’s the thing. firstly. people tend to protect and defend systems all the while these systems as processed to help all in some way don’t function properly. this is a grave mistake bc a few things go wrong there. one is in the mind. the articulate mind assumes that simply by saying smth is so and or isn’t so that it will be enough and that should be enough to manifest the type of destiny u wish to actualize here on earth. ( this is a thing from secret to attention. we don’t understand laws of attention we wanna machinated it or manipulate it to punish people or augment their reality instead which in turn harms us in our progression and if we are leaders this tricked down and multiplies further bc leadership positions and those in limelight tend to have more inflict and inspiration towards the people who depend on sound judgment and critical thinking as well as other qualities from such leadership positions with great responsibility. the worst is when this is the only time u assume ur equality and in turn seek retribution and revenge from every people as so it happens)

another is that ur assuming u understand the system but there’s a few flaws within this assumption since we are all human beings who have similar experiences of milestones and several development stages that enable and transpire events in our lives also based on by the decisions we make. the quality of our thought process. how versed we are with our spirituality. and whether if we are able to utilize our spiritual power in it’s true sense with the material reality as in our conduct with one another. ( those in power do realize there’s a relationship between all that u can’t merely exist without the contribution and care as well as allowance of the people but ur hate gets in the way and or u want things to be specific and excessively controlling to damaging heights so u destroy only so much to exasperate ur senses so u feel safe but also keep them bc u know that without this relationship ur not as important. i say this bc this point to a toxicity within the system relationship based on by the hierarchal formations between people and nations to be something of a historical origin of cause and that we adopt without understanding and then end up getting hurt bc of the natural attachments. we may not relapse that we are attached and our reason of pain is simply being not acknowledged or appreciated or adulated. praised. respected. famous. successful. heck i don’t even know if i can be at ease with the way things are as they are. for everything came to be bc of the cumulative systems but i do see in places where it’s necessary a lack of recognizing this at a systemic level and denial leads to more animosity between people only dressed as nice words and well i intent for ur safety nonsense talk whereas more weapons of mass destruction gets shipped around and meanwhile we force people to pay the price of smth that if they were granted chance to choose or operate the systems that some of u dominate they would do a far better job of manifesting peace and cooperation bc we see this also play out in small communities and families organizations and the like )

one way we can determine if the systems have reached their peak is by analyzing how they produce effects to their continual causes. ( aka limbo or once upon a time u were feeling one with nature and free and prospect of future and promise to great days on earth for everyone unity. common love. compassion and altruism to worlds systemic problems and now ur life dwindles as each days rolls by more clouds cover the skies and u any see the days of which u felt to be so real and now are seemingly too far from ever reaching that point bc everyone fights and hate is abound and nobody talks about what’s really important today) since systems are propelled by people and are created and maintained by people. it’s the ultimate veil that gets lifted from say someone who have been conditioned thru their life the intricacies of their reality and existence starts and stops here. in fact. u can’t maintain such appeal. only prolong it so that u get whatever immediate result u wish to have. but thinking on long term and sustainable goals. this is not only possible but it has proven to not be likely to be sustained for long or organically in history of mankind like over and over again yet we insist to persist in our animosities towards each other while pretending the systems cannot be changed or altered to meet the current needs of our world civilization given by its time and place of happenstances that have long has their traction of formation in the way we see them today. and mind u. the intricacies of these systems also come from the fact that we depend strongly on lineage and then when we take on these systems or take over them to their maintenance or whatever profession u are part of. then this is where things get complicated bc u weren’t there to create the system. u just got initiated and then u read some books on the objectives then u were like oh ok i can make sense if things u know. but then again we are considering the soul stuff as part of the curriculum. and if a person for gets or neglects their own “stuff” then these tend to become enmeshed with in those systems as say for instance , a government should not target and bully individuals or groups of people of certain background or use people or force them to participate in wars in financial and or energetic or any other involvement such as enlisting in army or jobs such as manufacturing weapons and their maintenance and whatnot. yet here we are anyway. le sigh ( and if some may think general folks lose hope and faith in systems is precisely bc of the operators lacking any heart and soul and not the practicality of those systems ) (so ur not seeking anarchy and complete an hilo atom. mind u. throwing the baby with ty the bath water. only trim the parts that are destructive ignorant and harmful should suffice )

here’s the weird thing about systems also that they depend strongly on rekindle of the dark human history so that it not only continually waters age old ugly ass seeds of hate and discrimination and whatnot. but there’s literally nothing new to discover there. u just go ah so and say u had some loss in the discovery of ur “wisdom”. remembered. mind u. all we gotta do is teach literally that in schools. but here we are again bc it’s convenient to utilize whatever is previously not acknowledged to manipulate and gaslight the people into thinking that whatever is actually gained in socials strata of human behaviour means nada unless it’s fully acknowledged and then actualize by the system operators themselves. so then what the actual fuck tho ( they tend to have u indoctrinate at small cheap instances and then play it among each other to then determine whatever needs to reflect the systems.was whole year life burns )

so basically what the system don’t say but strongly emphasize that no matter what u do. what sort of effort u have they will pick u and put u where they think u belong. and that’s a destructive thing. it plays out differently in every part of the world also. say ur on a shit list alone and defenceless then ur probably gonna pay for lifetime of smth that which other folks tend to get easy by with and where others get get promotion for. which is wild. ( so many theories to mention here. one is allowance of great in ur life then trying to juxtapose destructive toxic frequencies sto make it seem like the other is the issue where’s the system operations wanna divide the people bc this is better to utilize each to their own agenda versus. simply u wanting to be with whoever u chose to be with and wanting some happiness and health in ur life ) ( and they will only allow u to participate the way they want u to. on their terms as opposed to say. u r like well i think ur nonsense is bullshit it’s wasting my time and energy. stressing me out with ur antics whereas the solution could be so simple so why do u want from me then. right ? maybe on everyone s minds at times. when system fucks u so royally)

so these portion of system have nothing to do with the operation of those system but the operators of such with their specified mindset. their quality of their spirituality. intention. whether if they wish for short term cheap gains or long term gains that require from us true grit of the soul stuff in combination with all the rest for proper cooperation coordination and most importantly. conversation so that we cumulatively make things work. (all three are currently being abused bc of general impotence to make things work. globally. and on myriad levels of system operations. ) (look for manipulation gaslight and double speak (two facedness or covetious ness in ones intention. action and how one presents themselves )

the recognition of divinity of human soul and sanctity of each of our lives is key essential here and it seems to be. thematic that we go through periods of destruction and then periods of calm as if u pretend smth didn’t happen or turn the other way or try smth different without solving ur issues is gonna get u there. it never has. when will we learn tho ? or u think people didn’t notice bc they don’t talk about it. but do they owe it to u. well i prefer to talk about world problems solutions more than who’s right or who is wrong who should be antagonized some more so that may be finally we get some good change around here. and don’t get me started on what can’t be controlled. here’s a psychology break down of a troubled mind who blacks out and attacks in haze and then comes to their sense s only to realize what they have done and seek help justice etc. ur not it when u conspire to wars or do wrong. ur not dangerous as that bc u can calculate and articulate and execute a plan. it requires meditating on a cause before u start shit. the other person who is clinically ill whose trauma supersedes their relation to life and events as it is is compromised and the issue is produced only in presence of such. i won’t talk more about it since there is all types of folks who read this stuff and get ideas. but do some research on the subject and u will see the difference is there clear as day and if u are that out of hand then pls refer back to requirements for leadership and system operations bc these are impactful to peoples lives. they affect real lives. many live a different reality. this is jot stationary or inherent. i personally don’t believe human beings were born evil.

and it’s not so as to say go and destroy thoroughly. for this has also been done. it’s not only taxing on world systems (natural ones ) but it’s destructive to our soul stuff. it’s the very thing that gets us ennobled with stuff we bite and think it’s enough to chew. it’s the stuff we realize in hindsight that shit is fucked and wished we had a time machine to undo the fuck we did. it’s the. not wanting to be that guy in a given situation. it’s the mouldy cheese in the wimpy kids school backyard that no one wants to touch. and when u do. the only way ur gonna get rid of it is by passing it or transferring it to other. or at the very least put in to some shmuck and then call it a day good work done lad. the world is safer. then u wake up the next day and find nothing. changed.

so why do we protect the system. that doesn’t even work right in the first place and prioritize them over one life ? perhaps gurdjieff is right. unless we get the right order of things we are probably gonna oscillate for a while on the willful idiocies of some too set in their ways.

i think one of the biggest things we take for granted is

nature. because it’s always there the next day even after a really fucky day in the prior.

at one point everything is going to shit and struggling to make it. u go smth like is this gonna be the new norm and then the next morning rolls by and u realize u survived another day. in reality.

but that’s really weird because we don’t really notice our power within it. hence we waste it away on frivolous pursuits and petty arguments which takes precious time away from all essential things we could pursue.

so it means the relationship we have with nature reflects in our actions between each other bc we are from nature so if we are disrespecting of each other we probably are likely to disrespect mother nature. and vica versa at that. bc mother nature is like that. in its love it’s non judgmental. does not discriminate between species either. there’s a. natural order but we are sort of alien to it or salient to its chemical upbringing which may point to some issues within the organic system that we as participants to such r showing signs of evolution or struggle to change, concomitant to natural changes occurring around us.

we take it for granted so much that we don’t mind taking pieces away from it everyday and be like we will do this just one more time instead of taking a stop and a look around and notice what we have done and what we can do about making things better instead. or whether if we can be constructive in some way.

in some way. our organic relationship with mother nature should be of natural one. all loving. respectful. and kind. u wouldn’t treat ur own mother like that so how does that reflect the way u treat of nature bc it’s quite reflective of that.

everyone with their creative power is of this nature as well. we must not forget that there’s different ways to create maintain and nurture on earth. such as ethical conduct for instance. it’s actually one of the huge ones.

and all is connected in some way with the same underlying objective . a better long term sustainable relationship with mother nature which in turn betters our existence on earth as human species. ( our highest natural tendency is spirituality btw. so it’s the most abstract biggest one that we share also bc it’s in us all. in all forms. of life on earth and what we perceive as human species when we look at space)

quality of relationships with each other. which requires transparency and truth. not the other way around. and the way we conduct ourselves. so much like treating others the way u wish to be treated which is basic decency and morals and how we self reflect before we react on. a common objective.

just simply working through our preconceived notions we can get past difficulties. now some preconceived notions such as being highly sensitive to ur surroundings and of others if u don’t. feel safe in a given environment can save u ur life. but constantly using preconceived notions. the artificial ones such as oh they are of this background they must be a threat to. me bc u must first sort out ur own knowledge about a given. objective and check for its bias as well as propaganda and see the world as whole. considering technological advancements and advantages we may have had over each other or what appears to be as so only bc some got to figure out a thing first. then. the process unfolds naturally but if ur travelling and discovering at the same time too then. we get some differences at what we think we see and assume as such or stationary this is how biases are formed and when folks as they evolve. don’t check the validity of what they think they know they tend to make a very common mistake as. to passing strong judgement. of others on the immediacy of the initial cause they may have given them the impressions of such. could be societal. could be environmental or systemic.

so in a way we get this hyper real about stuff and assume the rest we read on books written by men like us of different consciousness level than us tho in terms of that timeline and development and at the same time we forget that our immediate nature and surroundings offer more viable data.

u can utilize both and find a third notion that as consciousness awareness shifts with. ebbs and flows of life so do we shift in our understanding of reality but we must see it as a continuous entity not with breaks and such since if we get breaks or contradictions within its parts then. we shouldn’t feel shame about it. it just touches on a human objective aspect of trying to understand the big picture and it’s parts as they are. and some of these are deeply rooted in time since they were recited over and over for some time. but also nature already pulls us towards change even when we don’t realize it sooner than we do now. as we find ourselves in this current human. conundrum.

what inspires u

is the foundation for ur motivation. so it matters that we know why we are attracted to some things. and the levels there in in terms of our feelings is what’s for the trajectory of our continual understanding of such things. bc i don’t think we know about our true nature that fully just yet. we have some basics. such as human need that which is a contract between our soul and body.

the motivation depends on the inspiration because it’s the inspiration that we derive knowledge or wisdom from in combination with the inner forces.

so when u see things that harm and hurt others. check how that incites feelings in urself and then examine the mental quality of ur own personal understanding.

we often wish things to be easy going that we forget to check ourselves irregardless to the quality of our being since there are many things that come together for our understanding of our reality in which we base our decisions which impact our lives and each other’s.

so it’s kind of a big deal. our part within the world of changes shifts ebbs and flows since we all contributing in some. way in it’s formation maintenance etc.

so is with the uncertainties. and misconnected dots about our comprehensive understanding of our reality. which produce the type of results we see today. and there are contradiction s between parts. so where there is resistance is the great persistence if one way or another. a problem . reflection of such in part or whole depending on its magnitude and impact that it had to the number of people and their lives respectively.

perhaps the depth can be measured by how age old the issues maybe.

at any rate. it is said we are going through some great and difficult times a turning point of our species reality. which i find it fascinating bc a lot of folks have changed a great deal in the preceding years also. i think the impact (i still think we don’t need this level of suffering in order to come to evolutionary or break thorough spiritual awakening. i wish for a smoother way for our common cognizance so these things are a bit more peacefully and humanely manageable not like this. we must learn from it and never forget our struggles and suffering and to and on each other’s as well) all the suffering did have a number on all of us in some way which makes us ask different types of questions and think about our existence purpose and true direction so that whatever this natural process is for our complete understanding i think we gotta give it some allowance. to rest in peace with not knowing.

so what happens is that we want to evade making mistakes so we try to make quick meaning of things and then wait for things to change but what we need to do is to be patient with the enfoldment of natural causes and reasons and then reflect our basis from there instead. which means that the true inspiration comes from nature. but this also relies on some part to ones intellect and how one wishes to convey such meaning bc if u take a look at nature it also reflects destructiveness and decay but if u think it’s strategy is not simply part of the cumulative whole then u may mistake the way the cycles work around here.

and that means we are trying to overemphasize and awaken a side of nature and machinate it. which happens where people are excessively desensitized to others physical well being and suffering.

but this side is still indeterminable bc underneath which denotes to our personal safety and that is reflective of the safety of others around us.

a well working machine offers sound quality versus something that has many intricacies within it cannot be viewed in isolated manner. which is often one of the social mistakes we tend to make bc it offers an artificial safety to our otherwise inability to feel safe within our own. given reality

which is reflective of the nature. bc if we see it. we then find within it those cycles such as deaths and obstacles which lead to early deaths or other issues that are territorial highly reactive.

but that’s bc the animal kingdom has its own process. if however we wish to convey its true meaning the same way we do with human species then we are also having to ascribe to a evolutionary process which will change our own diversity. but that won’t come with great loss or struggle. since we can’t take one and leave the process of the other behind.

we then act like this ourselves. in our primal being ness but if we mistake the precautions we made in place for the natural ones ( since part of our human development is the ways we found ourselves to prolong our life. build all the technology and means to prevent and or eliminate some of those natural but seemingly avoidable causes that would shorten or even hazard our safety) then we start to forget our natural reality as something more formidable and geared towards mutual a coexistence as well as natural balance among us since our actions and co actions have either deleterious or positive results since our main objective needs to be survival of our species.

the reason why we depend on each other for our survival is bc these studies were done. and even animal kingdom has something called mutual dependence and working together for the survival of their own kind.

and when we get dangerous we get very dangerous in that as u can see today there’s all kinds of avoidable suffering. either of this is happening consciously meaning that some intend on it knowing full well of its consequences is still up for debate since we also. get the effects of which something. is also happening perhaps it touches on an a few of our issues that need special and global attention.

here we struggle with which portion of the natural world we want to adopt for our motivation. since our inspiration has a divergence on its path. which gives u one of two alternatives. it says u can either go with the destruction via strong emphasis of ur own inner certainty that some must die in order for the rest of us to survive. or we must make some changes in our lives so that we make way for global communities and global continuity of our efforts to save our species via right conduct and cooperations among us instead of destructive easy way but also very expensive on our souls kind of infraction. if u will. at that. and that latter one may seem easy. but like i said it lasts a long time to overcome it.

what is motivation and intention.

to me. motivation is what u show up for everyday. what is the drive behind the perseverance u have towards smth. or the tolerance upon which issues may arise within whatever u may find urself entangled in.

intention is the trajectory towards which we direct our way so that we are utilizing our motivation by what we do every day. our day to day decisions. reflect the intention towards which we set the pace in the trajectory we wish to wield our way.

the biggest of intention is wishing for the welfare and liberation of all beings on earth. nothing supersedes this. bc while all others maybe personal interest or covetious ness or divert the path to overcoming hardship via hurting or harming others or deceiving them or using them as a stepping stone to our own personal betterment the care and consideration for all which includes ur enemy’s liberation ( as they need it not as they or u may want it to be certain way. bc we cannot determine others lesson and path for them. plus it’s not my or ur responsibly to determine that for them. so when we stay away from such specificalities upon others struggles we are basing this intention from our own personal approach since we wouldn’t want it to be done u to us as well in our personal transgressions and hardship as well as soul development what not also that each must heal and learn naturally by their own life and experiences . but this portion is heavily hacked and manipulated to a point where now we find ourselves at such conundrums of contractions as well as gaps within our development as a result of such. that’s why u hear things like things aren’t as they seem and when folks memorize wisdom and act in a deceptive way it self becomes dominating lesson before we can get to all others within our own progress also if ur enemy becomes ur enemy no more this eliminates tables turning and continuation of repetition of the same life experiences and wasting time and energy for the same appeal bc then we would be liberated from the limbo this otherwise creates ) since all other intentions would demand from us such actions we may not be able to recover quick. such as wars. exterminating others bc we think they are threat and magnifying their flaws so as to hide ours or pin all the worldly blame on some bc it seems like an easy solution to solve world issues. if u see for instance, things will go wrong for a long time. generations even. and then things will heightened. get real big as to what a loud mess it all becomes and everyone gets invested into a common world problem where they r all paying attention or affected in in some way and then ofc. the next thing that happens is that u get a scapegoat and close the case and tell everyone ( bc by now everyone is invested and their attention is on the objective done are hurt and displaced that they wish to find respite and security much like a sloppy way to close a case and punish the criminal so those ones feel safety n security again. u know how some lawyers will lie and distort information and find a criminal to close the case ? kinda like that) that we are safe now everyone, the monster who is responsible with all our world problems and generational suffering is no more and things should get better from here on out. and then the good never comes. things don’t change. the issue replaces another one and we are get faced with another conundrum. it’s almost too predictable by now that we must stop and ask ourselves whether if this approach has served anyone nor has it been effective in terms of solving our core problems ( thus would concern all of us in some way. whether it’s being more aware so that ur not easily used or ur the one who must end a toxic habit that harms others bc of ur limited thinking, doesn’t matter. each of us will find the right innermost adjustment to do our part within which we find ourselves in this human social conundrum)

because we talk about soul nutriments. that which we seek in form of information or data that convey some type of insight so that we kind of have advantage over the mechanisms via better understanding . but we either don’t realize that we are part of smth greater or we feel inferior at the very thought that the universal systems is bigger than us which reflects our common suffering as human beings of being constricted and in a body governed and influenced by laws that are natural and cannot be augmented. hacked or changed or altered. yet we still insist that we have power to change that which is out of our control and so as a result of such misdirected approach to our common problems as well as life at large we end up not doing the things that are priority which will lead us to the common trajectory calculated by our common intention that needs to be awakened and fully realized so that we become present in our circumstances as well as to our true inherent power that we wield it in alignment of the true intentional direction towards which where we are transcending our inconsistencies and becoming more true to our nature. ( also when we are not grateful for the traction we cumulatively made and our bounty and past sacrifices of our ancestors that lead us to these days. and continue to do harm to each other we may not initially realize that when all our efforts do their rounds and go out into space and then come back as feedback. that’s where the real work begins. thus we have power to enlighten or blind each other spiritually which means that the same is true of ourselves even tho we may not realize it until the deed is done )

so we don’t even know why we are here. why we are human species as well as why we do the things we do. we cannot tell where we have been. who we were before we got here and we can be pessimistic about things and say who cares. i live here yolo i can do what i want. whether god exists or not doesn’t matter. i will acquire as much experience for myself as possible and at the end of the day there is no god or place to be in the afterlife.

and u may or may not notice that your life choices is what causes u much suffering or good. and where u place ur intention as to how to direct ur will towards that which allows ur motivation to do its thing. (or being too much in thought or in. the mind where we are so busy calculating and thinking of strategies that we forget to stop and feel and our emotional purity goes down the well and it causes us contradiction in our natural system. our person. no wonder why we are generally not satisfied with life in general. ours included. for too much time and energy is wasted on covetousness. of superseding ur brother or sister than the plethora of good we can all do each day. doesn’t matter how small or large it maybe. even in ur simply being there’s quality of input that contributes to the world at large. )

but for instance when we think long term as opposed to short term gains for personal interest versus caring for everyone equally then the long term proves to be more dominant than the short term ordeal since long after ur gone that what ever u did here u have left behind ( in things systems effects memories n in feelings as well as advances and displacements of others from near or far. direct or indirect. clear or subtle doesn’t matter. it’s all inter connected ) as it continues to enfold and evolve in ur absence, would still impact u wherever u are or end up at next after u die. that is the quantum entanglement right ? which is what buddhism says that u can have eons “” of suffering and that eons is representative of the fact that just bc a situation is absent on the surface doesn’t mean that it’s influence and effects have also ceased. and that should make us ask ourselves ( dalai lama says it takes three years to be. a awakened buddha urself tho it has to be continuous. u can’t oscillate between higher school of thought and covetious ness behind closed doors or oh let me do this one harm and then i’ll be good theories or get or inspire or influence or manipulate others to do ur dirty work for u bc everything gets weighed and accounted for. especially those unseen connections ) what we are doing today that’s going to affect us long term even after the presence of given situation has ceased. i’m talking about learning from ur current life bc everything that plays out that large also plays out in smaller contexts in dealings with each other. the fact we go to bed at night and our death hormone activates in our sleep and our consciousness travels without the body and the next day is another chance for us to do right with everything gives us clues as to the process of death and how things tend to seem like. as well as their predictable patterns and systems that are inter connected

and in that. these are both bad and good times. they terrify us on that they challenge our vulnerabilities. we can cease to exist at any given time n the quality of the future and welfare of next generations are under heavy control and question. as to where they may lead. and great in that things are so bad and they have gotten progressively worse over years that if u wanna redeem urself this is it. this is the time to do it. so i welcome anyone today to cast aside their animosities and past transgressions and see that there’s a lot of work that needs to be done and u too can overcome ur hardship ( on levels ) and become enlightened and good in ur soul and heart. it doesn’t have to be perfect but it has to be real.

how do u lives as a soul

is determined by ur type of mindset. if for instance u intent on predominantly being from a seat of soul then ur actions will be in the direction of such. and from there as things arise. u will deal accordingly.

so initially ur not supposed to know what that’s gonna be like. that’s why we intend on things this way since the intention itself acts like a compass on ur journey to discovery.

which explains why the whole thing about thought control is very attractive to many. there’s a phenomena with associating human beings with puppets.

such is reflective of our souls own association within our own bodies. i think we don’t actually actively think about the phenomena of such relationship predominantly bc it’s caked into our very being. but bc we dont actually think actively as to how this soul to body relationship is. it’s harder to make the connection of the basis of our association with the world around us.

the contradictions within our inner mechanisms is reflective of the associative duality we form basis from which all our understanding of our reality arises from.

but what. does it matter which comes first. the egg or the chicken ?

i think much like the theory that when light first enters it makes the entry point special or illuminated. effects of which translates to the rest of our being. but at some point all gets equalized. and then from there we find the equanimity between stark opposites.

but just as with any association when viewers at large we can then find the same struggle among bigger objectives . only that the bigger objectives will always influence the world events a note to our human development. or if u believe in evolution.

perhaps if a soul rather.

though in our current human struggles. the issue with breaching human right to exist is still strong here on earth today. which is not a right way to go bc if ur attacking others bodies ur probably not that healthy urself. u may not notice ur inner struggle within urself that reflection or projection to ur surroundings bc u cannot articulate what that means.

i think that as part of our human development and need such as our dependence on food and water for sustainable the same holds true about down of our developmental ways thats also similar in terms of whether if we have gaps in our development that causes such conundrums. means that we cannot escape our issues if they persist we must face it only different and in that if we have already exhausted such things like bodily harm. maybe it’s time to refrain from it.

so few things that people change are admitting u were wrong in something and willingness to correct something.

so one denotes to esteem within an individual who is able to own up to or take accountability for ones own part of error within given system. the other would be the willpower to direct ones powers of ones being to correct the issue and remedy the problem

so that’s why it said issues may arise but what we do with how we go about facing it is going to change the whole game for us since we have to exist as human species. diverse in their ways. unique in their background as well as their person and development.

living from a soul place does not mistake garment for the soul. bc if we each of us viewed each other’s as souls after we have done the initial initiation of our own footwork with how about going with our own personal business in our own soul development. so that’s the extension of that. which is when all the preconceived notions drop naturally. but this is hard. bc we use this method as our moral compass for a while now and have no alternative. so it’s unknown. like literally never been done before.

i mean yes we have what’s such visionaries and each in us is a portion of that quality. which means that we may have accidental moments of global rest. much like peace. accidentally maybe when things aligned but without being aware of itself it’s process as well as the quality of feeling this brings.

bc only when all of us are at peace do we bring global peace on earth . except that in our current position we are. with our heightened senses. unfinished business and all that in between sleep walking and wide awakenings.

it’s pretty intense.

and with exasperation comes victim blaming and other concerns. it just happens. and when we get on the defensive. we all become abrasive and oppressive about our opponents we are facing. whereas it’s something within that we wish to suppress instead.

so that’s a inner conflict. remember. again bc we are also in the mids of our global human development. that’s kind of a big deal u know. bc it denotes to myriad of levels. but i think generally we are well intended beings who don’t wish to cause harm to each other. it’s just the inability to handle intense human pressure at times. it’s almost like stuck energies controlling a portion of population or infecting suspecting minds. like a blueprint of the repetitiveness of cycles all compounded like haywire or intermingling of too many chords. into each other.

and this may play out in places where there needs to be respite bc the system may just be overworked . if u see our human development we hardly get respite and this seems like it’s playing out at large which causes in some intense reactions.

and i think the pessimism in some minds caused by unchecked thoughts or unmitigated. ones conscience becomes stained by thoughts that ones natural instinct becomes to hide about it and this causes imbalance within ones field of creation

u become animated by sets of energies that puppet u into smth u are not sure either of u subscribe to it or are susceptible to it. like half awake.

some associate this to high inflated ego states which when u see videos of people fighting about dumb objectives is precisely fro. it.

played out at large however this is how some things leads to wars. so the bigger the objective the harder the fall should it err or smth were along the path of it.

anywho without further adu this is where i must say that nothing is worth killing the world over. we should all. amids our struggles of why we are here as souls on earth we must consider others right to equal existence and discover their meaning . then we can awaken our senses to true sense of meaning of what it means. to be a soul here on earth with its limited rules and laws that we keep experiencing the same old troubles maybe that’s why we are constantly challenged to solve them. going against that grain and continuing to harm others will not produce different results.

what if the little issues we see today

have the potential to grow into what we should expect come future time? that’s why it’s essential to plant ur garden accordingly and what we permit today is what we want to normalize tomorrow or come future time even if it may not directly impact us or our family and friends in any negative way. ( such as isolated wars. violence, injustices. human rights breach. famine etc )

the unity aspect of human kind depend on few objectives. one of them is that we are malleable to our surroundings. we adapt easily and adjust our sails according to our survival instinct and generally a human being is well intended when especially conditions are right and everything is sustaining ones well being. surely struggles do exist too but mostly a human being is well natured. well intended and would like to be effortless like a chord of a song or partaking in a harmonious dance that we all are part of on earth. ( we all know how to reach excellence tho it’s it just being mindlessly impulsive or just going by feelings or thoughts alone. there’s great work in the inner dojo. as with everything outside all perfected. there is lots of work hidden from immediate senses so if u can’t get this right at first don’t be discouraged. with great things come great practice perseverance commitment and diligence as well as honesty with self )

the other is, that our infinite resources within allow us to will our power to manifest what ever type of reality we wish to have. tho this one is a bit more complex because of the world systems that have long been established long before our current given life ( our spiritual systems work in this same way that we are not transient and we do come with specific characteristics and stuff of soul that give us clues as to what’s artificial from what real as well as what sort of inner discoveries we can depend on as well as how so many thjngs that appear different out there all lead to one , same as our struggles. needs, and that we in all our diversity and differences do share a lot of similarities as well as which we can celebrate instead of antagonize deny or change in others bc something may not suit us the way we wish. then we can look within those areas where we may have maladjusted as to our common humanity.)

but when u think about these two objective . one is that we are adaptable beings and the other that the systems that govern and sustain us have been here longer than a given lifetime then we also realize the combination of the two ends up multiplying on earth. this is a perception. this is a viewpoint and this is also a conditioning that allows us to articulate our delivery that we are part of. (most of our current struggles have gone part the artificiality of shallow thought. although it may act like it i think it juxtaposes our other needs instead n common acknowledgement of general lack as well as common unmitigated fear centres that we may still occasionally run on ) ( let’s remember this is dual world. but everyone has their take on what that duality is should be and what it truly denotes to. it’s true nature versus someone’s acknowledgment of it in a benevolent or mal way)

there are two key points i would like to make. one is that we need to be able to see the reality as it is. for us to understand our position within it. the other is that we need to digest our experiences as they are. so that we are able to get thru things as we need to and allow our inner processes to produce the wisdom necessary on our path to continue on forward.

when the balance between the two objectives is off, meaning that we not only do not understand what we are experiencing and we cannot see the reality as it is. then how can we be expected to create a better life for ourselves (which impacts each other’s, albeit. in family relationships , kids, friends, neighbours , community to city state entire country to inter national relationships which all contribute to the overall sustainable project on a global scale ) and each other which we inevitably pass down to future generations as well as how we say goodbye to older generations as well with it since a death does not mean that just bc someone is out sight that they are also out of our memories and heart as. what other indivisible nature that we also are part of. that we share. ( mostly folks die everyday. albeit due to preventable causes. violence’s wars and torture and traumas which may cause them to self destruction. but they r not gone. from us. even if they pass thru their bardos and are no longer alive among us. which means that any thing that happens on earth both good and bad is widely felt known and carried as either blessing or burden on the rest of our souls. this is a portion of our unity aspect which should motivate anyone to self excellence )

this sort of responsibility for those that came before us. in their honour. and to acknowledge their contributions and sacrifices made ( with whatever was available to them during their lifetime and as per consciousness levels and spiritual progress common and available to all at those times ) is the true sense of which we were not only able to see things at a level scale. but it also allows us to learn from their mistakes and not repeat them or manifest them more so on earth where our current consciousness levels and spirituality expect more from us.

consider the next generations . all those who are among us new minds and young lives and those who are yet to be born should also be part of our concern since we inevitable will be remembered even if our names are unknown by the sheer association to our contribution to all and everything around us. the system that govern all to our allowances and rejections to our spiritual progress and the quality of our being that also contributes to this world in some way as well as how well and willing we are to do the two things that are everyone’s responsibly on earth: to see reality as it is and the ability to digest ones own experience and turn their finding into wisdom and pass that down for the continuation of our species with the quality of the passage in mind. since everyone moves from a to b. but the quality depend on our intention and what’s in our hearts. ( so here on earth we have common needs and survival related systems. and that we each. of us have a part within it. life is meant to be synchronous and harmonious with a community appeal since we can’t excessively live only for ourselves since we also produce waste and have needs thru our passage over various milestones that is if we can get through with ease during our formative years as well as our quality of interactions with each other since everything sort of get imbued and what we fail to face or meet head on or take responsibly and accountability for must be dealt with later as nothing truly leaves our periphery and whatever we need to learn spirituality will eventually be met with and resolved)

and with tht said. what is the quality and condition of everyone in terms of their intentions from day to day choices they make to how they conduct themselves. why they say what they say and do. and what are their intentions to even the quality of their being. it is one thing to know all. it’s another to put these wisdom to practice. it’s one thing to listen to others and it’s another to put what u hear or put into practice or check for their validity and reason. what may work for one person may not work for others. how can we tell the difference between wisdom sharing and dogmatic approach where u may mistaken ur own approach for the ultimate do all or solution for all whereas everyone has their own modes and mechanism that may work for them. we are all complementary part of the whole that makes us diverse and we all have part of the puzzle that complements the whole as human species so then we should alll do our work and be more forthcoming in our struggles and personal issues and cast away the dogmatic approach to even handling our enemies and such.

which would allow us to bring to unity without excessive change or demand that others on the other end of the spectrum would also demand from us in return unnecessary excessive changes and shifts that we do not wish to subscribe in. usually when we want others to bend to our ways or when we steer away from kindness or good intentions to one where by which we wish excessive control over others so that everything works in our favour is when we experience extreme issues and victim blaming and others concerns where folks do not wish to take responsibility for their own choices there after. this also happens due to bad faith actors who screw block and distort truths bc they work precisely on ur trust centres and fuck u up when u give the even slightest of chances. the bad faith actors are bad in that they play on the general sense of trust as well as our need and ability to see reality as it is and it impacts our decisions in a negative way. then we end up creating a life that we are not happy in. and we can’t point finger at anyone either but call it as it is. oh look. there’s an case of bad faith acting over here well. what do i do? some precautionary takes would suffice. it’s better to be cautious on ur path and protect urself and all the while getting to know world and it’s systems are key to determine what u can and cannot do. or what are ur strengths and weaknesses rather than deny accept blindly follow or try to change the conditions that u may find occur within world systems.

so it is more like making specs for the potential that at any avenue that u may come across a given situation that there is it will that someone may be there to distort ur reality and cause discord within ur trust centres and even gaslight u so as to put u against each other or cause unnecessary unnatural division by trying to plant poisonous thoughts in exchange of kind speech and kind words or oh hey look i’m trustworthy and kind i just wanna form alliances and not every thing that approaches u in kind is free ( some choose elaborate ways to extract information from u to use it against u later on) and u may do ur introspective search right after to determine what it asks u in return. such as negative thoughts about a particular topic that ur interested in or some type of negative actions that it gaslights u into acting on via pressure. it’s an internal pressure that takes place in the mind and plays on ones feeling canters. there are targeted measures. where u are treated in the world system as both someone who’s small feeble and insignificant and someone there is great interest upon for some purpose or other and that which u cannot see determine or know fully bc the information is hidden fro ur purview and ur given only that which is permitted to be given or granted so this should alarm anyone who is interested in the ways of the world since as mentioned above when ur gaslit and ur given information on selectively basis and some are designed to manipulate u emotionally. bc when the iron is hot that’s when it can be shaped into a useful tool.

so be cautious and use every avenue and opportunity to learn about these system since some of them developed over decades an that’s literally all some have up their sleeve of opportunity and personal mission. once u notice detect and learn the ins and outs and whereabouts and what nots of it then ur un fuck with able although i wouldn’t suggest go out there and poke the bear or stoke the fires bc if u think that these strategies and mind games is fun and well then pls consider the lives it displaces. it can augment someone’s entire reality to a point where u would do and say things u never thought u will. or create a life that u don’t wish to create bc consider this. if u cannot articulate what is going on in ur life and u can’t determine where u are on the reality map how can u expect urself to create better and not repeat mistakes ? albeit it could be general sense of mistake. what is a mistake anyway? it could be a human error. it could be common objective mistakes. that’s why makes a useful tool for someone else’s personal hidden mission or agenda. u do things u don’t understand. (but it can cost someone else’s life ) u say and articulate on things u don’t fully convey. u make enemies along the way. people u never met and hate u cannot undersnd. clearly either. i say why live with such blindness. it causes much suffering and sets us backwards. so as malleable creatures we can use our weakness as our strengths instead.

to recognize our reality as it is is not hopeless. in the mids of such ugly truths we also find respite and discover our true power. and thru our awareness and pure presence we act accordingly. creating what we wish to see in the world rather than participate in and strengthening of others in their self imposed delusions which harm us all in th end. these bad faith actors are scariest people i’ve ever come across bc they don’t relive that they do to others they r inevitably doing to themselves. it’s such a. phenomena. i’ll tell ya. smh.

two things remain as large today

one is the human value. and the other is the promotion and maintenance of global peace and harmony.

now these two things are still on concept stage. we aspire to them. we go yea my time is precious. my energy is wide and i’m aware to place myself in only that which is beneficial or at large meaningful in someway. ( this doesn’t work unless we apply this theory to all equally and it’s not just a theory it’s truth. but if we were to apply to all equally then we would have to change various parts within society to meet the appeal and manifest this on earth such as police brutality wars and extreme punishment of single individual on things that are normalized and even system used in some other parts of the world systems )

we go smth like well i’m alive and my life is a miracle. and then go about doing lowly small human life who pride bullshit to each other. ( bc of competition and limited resources as well as our inner feee canters of survival of the species against each other. as opposed to unifying everyone which could make us go cumulatively further )

and we go well. peace is a good idea. i like this. it’s nice. bc when we don’t fight. all is well thus. we get along. everything feels generally lighter. better and more fun. we get inspired at such instances. then we go about breaking ourselves or each other bc it is more poetic. or artistic or we compete with each other as to which is more traumatized and broken and sad and unhappy and seek attention and confirmation. of strangers. bc a good sob story sells ( and that comes due to lack of discipline in terms of balancing work life with fun time. which requires chance to adopt via role models and our own hands on approach as well as if our lives are ethical with humane approach to our issues then we are likely to thrive in the direction of responsibility accountability as well as self discipline which would bring equanimity in a dual world) ( this includes our spiritual development and purity along with the material reality. it’s rules laws and manifesting the kind of life we each of us want)

so we have all these conundrums at the helm of our being. our inner contradictions and confabulations translate to world at large. perhaps we are dissatisfied with our own development or the systems that we are part of. maybe things didn’t turn out the way we wanted. maybe when we were children . all possibilities seemed endless and now we find ourselves stuck in a conundrum of buffet of systems that cause indigestion. (this is abused at the avenue of which every person who comes to earth does in fact tap into the resource available for all that anything is possible and we have what it takes to make world life and our relations better. system must support and reflect that not exploit it for its own limbo mission na its own personal enrichment ) ( bc the alternative is demoralizing it generates broken societies and gaps within generations where a lot of wisdom gets lost and things have to be repeated thus to learn a past lesson that’s continually ignored or passed to others bc so and so cannot admit their part within things )

we slow down and pace ourselves. and tske everything as it comes. and as they appear. at the very least we try to see things as they appear and in their true nature bc given by our personal experience we can also see how misleading many things are. so if we must value our energy and time and we strive for manifesting peace on earth then we must also realize when we are expected to blindly follow where the authority has already established it self at variety of points of extremism and contradictions playing at large. which can play on our egos and pride if for instance part of our propaganda and conditioning comes with nice speak and praise. surely we can widen our scope if we feel constricted to one side and there is marked violence and injustice done among others.

usually the rule of thumb is to always be aware and present in any situation u may find urself in. that u may understand the extend by which ur past conditions and conditioning is impactful in that if u can remain vigilant and balanced on ur current admissions then u may also see or have foresight as to what our current cumulative conditions an conditionings may create a type of reality or future that we may choose to refrain from partaking in its formation. (at the end of the day we have power to generate better future or contribute to its continuation in acquiring issues upon unsolved issues that are kept on repeat. shuffle and pattern of which is not only predictable to all by now it’s outdated and outlived and overbearing in terms of the kind of struggle it cause upon others unrealistically. and it’s also counter intuitive to a constructive mindset that wishes to solve problems and generate a better reality for all equally. )

so for instance we get elaborate in topics and get lost in them to such an extend that’s all we see. which is nice if ur open minded about learning new topics or delve into the intricacies of details in given smth. but it’s not good if ur expected to accept a baseline determined by others. not question it’s origin or formation or difficulties there maybe in. in terms of how some of those things in a given past concerning many. not just one side or other. in the ways they have developed. and if ur prevented from further questioning it or chiming in ur information or even the decision making of that objective then chances are it’s too small for u to partake in and that it’s own of those pyramid hierarchal system where someone above u has more information than u and only passes down what they think u should know to get u to do a specific task on the objective even if it’s not good or wholly shared in terms of how things get done in the level that ur not granted access to.

i said this before. when we sign contracts they become our word. when we give our money to smth we are then participating in that given smth or being part of that smth we may be accountable for what we are supporting in full and that any thing we say and do can be used for the purpose there in without the full shpeal if for instance our approach is that which doesn’t grant us full information bc it’s lost in its strategies and does not wish to convey the full occupation of smth which also includes the past formation of its up bringing to here and now. it’s a lot easier to create sides thus and put people against each other and then feed them their ego and pride smth of or try to pursuit as opposed to the altruism necessary to overcome any hardship especially if we have awakened to potential dangers dispersed among the societies found to date which we cannot counter via extreme ways ourselves if we have determined the dangers there in. then our approach has to include smth more than just simple calculations taken from past strategies that have appearance that they worked.

bc if u see. what we have going on in the world is that general wills pay a bigger price than they have to for the overgeneralized n normalize devil that plays normally at large and systemically which goes smth like well it cannot be changed to which u see if the order of things is out of whack then it is precisely where our cumulative work is at. if for instance money is the root of our problems and we see the swing of things back from when they took root and got to motion. then we can also determine a better objective and an alternative where we don’t have to excessive antagonize one person if the things we think can’t be changed, in fact they be changed and much more so are in dire need to change since their producing end results tend to cause more issues than good. then what we profess ourselves to be. that we really civilized and intelligent and are good kind harmonious as well as potential species who possess great skill of continuity then we must walk the talk and talk the walk like we mean why we say and do each moment of lube lives. not only when it suits us or if for instance we have gained a momentum of what appears to be as opposed to what it intrinsically means. bc if we are alive and we live each day the way we do then we must already be aware of what we say and do each day so starting from there on the quality of our intentions and what motivates us. what makes us rise each day and causes us to say and do the things we say and do each day begins with appreciating pie true worth and energy and time. only then will we truly stop wasting it even if what appears to be smth of worthy. in our abundance of strategies unless we apply heart and soul we tend to become lost out of touch with reality as in what is bc if we stop and take a look around and see the people themselves who are at the receiving end of some others transgression then denying this reality as our past within it with purely strategic mindset would not serve any. no matter which part we may operate in terms of wars and further promoting separation of or isolating people because we still believe that division allows us to control others or allows us to conquer our enemy where’s the true enemy might be in our minds and playing in our hearts the day we decide to hate others.

good morning

i can’t believe it’s may already. we have gone through 1/3 of this year so far and it’s been quite a challenge wouldn’t u say? what with all the wars and current ways of handling our common issues … where not much has changed for better at least not yet. not sure how i feel about the advancements we make during these years but i see it as a planting of the seeds for future that some of us may not see personally. much like planting trees.

so with tht said. what is freedom to you? to me it’s freedom from future suffering and unrealistically shortened life. it’s the right to evade potential drama of others and entanglements that weigh heavy on our hearts. it’s the ability to keep simple and be on ur way to spiritual purity despite the many factors u may find in reality that promotes otherwise. that evil is strong here and permanent. that since everyone is doing it. it should be ok if u do too. but i digress. i think those seeds are available just as any other seed and we get to have the choice to choose which ones to water daily. ( choice and freedom are one and the same and we can see limited choices offered by some and in some other instances we aren’t even granted any)

tho some may say that it’s harder to cultivate good seeds and water them and they feel coerced forced and pushed into situations that force them to water bad seeds. (unethical business practices and general lack of job availabilities apply here and financial hardship can also give folks to make decisions that are not in alignment with their values)

or that we finally cave into the general sense of pessimism. that smth is too big. it’s far bigger than i. ( so here i can get fear of missing out in the world of shit so then u go well let me get started doing crap of my own so i can catch up to the worlds own crap) ( if u fail to get along with the worldly crappy games then u may luck out on owning a home or having. resources or saving a into old age some people don’t even get that chance if they r disabled or can’t afford healthcare ) a one person who may recognize the right and wrong within it but i may also see the many things at play. such as superiority among others. conniving behaviours. manipulations. distracting people from what is to what if and what not. alternate reality that forces itself as the primary as is ness. the general sense of helplessness , of feeling small and useless. negativity that’s constantly being churned out. this wouldn’t be the first time i was told that i’m ugly or stupid for instance. or useless or use only in specific predetermined department some wish to utilize for their selfish purpose bc the deal is too good .. which only exploits the worlds own levels as to what we consider divine in the first place and shows our priorities are out of whack as well as how we tend to wield things of truth such as equality and equal rights or human rights in general. ( through time and time again we see large swaths of people die and get displaced due to stupid reasons all the while we look the other way and assure ourselves to be doing well. well. bc it’s not us we may think that’s ok. or we may see that just by the unity appeal we can help each other out of such conundrums – but we can’t do that by making some suppers or even in their struggles if we cannot apply the same jurisprudence on everyone equally- . we cannot do that if we keep telling ourselves the changeable parts within system that can’t be changed whereas change or displace entire lifetimes which should not have been breached bc each human is sovereign divine being whose value cannot be price tagged. )

or the misuse of someone’s dignity and sexuality in a despicable way and trying to normalize that among others bc of the way things have developed so in an attempt to cover up ur tracks u wanna both do good and bad with ur self interest at heart and u don’t mind how to go about it. i see some people tske entire groups and populations of people and augment their situation for them it’s like nuts. like ur playing a lego set and u grab an entire group of folks and place them over there or put them in situations that u wield in a certain way colouring perception n ofc u have to appeal to their sense and make them feel special or proud but it’s all this actions that hurt and harm others no matter how we paint it. that makes the whole difference as to where we cumulatively go next and we tend to miss that point entirely.

so for me. the freedom is not so free if we think it entails what we wanna do. if we don’t already practice this truth in which the truth encompasses all equally in some way where we do not feel like we must cast ourselves apart (or isolate others in extremism with social conundrums and ultimatums we may offer for benefit of this or that objectivity we may entangle others in our personal business in some way without the full story the whole truth or the conditions all there in) and away from others for the survival of the fit test that which we all fall prey due to the survival mindset on the back of our heads to date which hasn’t fully settled in with the civilized democratic mindset all the while looking at the rest of the world and antagonizing the effects of the causes of which our ancestors might have at some time hand in the making of which we then must ask ourselves wholly and truthfully what we can do to remedy the evil we think we perceive in reality as part of that cumulative something that may be easier to determine but will take its time to become manifested in our reality at large due to each person’s trauma whose unique implications also contain within it ones own personal karma and what they came here to this planet with in terms of their unique skill set as well as strengths and weaknesses that test the existence in relation to how we convey ourselves and conduct ourselves among other differing minds and hearts on their own personal missions. (and i think the longer we fail to acknowledge each of us have smth to offer. and have purpose and passion on earth. the harder it will be for any of us to come out of any type of suffering. some of this suffering happens bc we cast ourselves away and want to be ahead of others so we hurt others or mislead or deceive or use them for our selfish purpose and then we get discouraged bc we feel deep hurt within but don’t know why or the source of it whereas we do it to ourselves the day we choose to do it to others in any way no matter how covered or subtle it maybe. what’s in our hearts is clear as day even when it’s not noticed by many during our wake)

i see that some folks in extreme opposites cast themselves away or allowed themselves to be misled so much that initially what appeared to be exasperating or relief( and you can’t blame it people are told to wait. their life stagnates. they are prevented their rights or neeed. then they r deployed like devils who were kept too long on a shelf somewhere where they r nearing their expiration date to overcome their hardship when things diverge such as flip flop self contradiction or the momentum they make for momentum sake even when it’s proven to be wrong over and over …) to their senses is now the same thing that dense up holding them back where they may not even realize that they are cornered by their own hand guided by the invincible voice of some ( and here we get smth between isolation to fake friends or false idols or bad faith actors who give us specialty enough to keep going but no reason nor rhyme as to why even or on what appeal) whose advent evil instead might have them in a way that if u control the people just right and have them where u want them only then ur own inner forces calm down from a storm to a place where each of us desire at the end of the day. a joyful happy carefree childlike and innocent. back to innocence ring a bell within any soul today? ofc it must. we all wish to be in the safe place like our initial objective with our familial structures and families where the open arms of a loved someone at the end of the day is the home we call and seek safety from the harsh elements of an external world of indifference and differences that are taller than ones virtue so we end up all own ourselves to be stained. ( and the hub of true creativity is the innocence but how do we clean our conscience did we partook in evil and blind as well as wilful ignorance of others or by our own weaknesses ) in fact it hardly matters who stained us initially or with what intent ( it does matter but it’s part of a whole and also if ur alive then u have a second chance if ur not alive then it can’t be wasted a single life is divine no matter how soon or how bad it’s cut short and is death not justified no matter how others delusions in a given matter may seem like it matters more ) . so long as we recognize the matrushka effect passed down from generation to generation but it’s not as much as what happens as versus what we do thereafter that sets the pace of our spiritual lessoning which is meant to make our load on our journey lighter. if it gets heavy. we are probably got some concept wrong.

this is not the same as others projection of a reality that gets heavy on our shoulders bc we live in a world where we are only expected to be reasonable if the authority fails in achieving the right result only after having manipulated us or played with our life. which end results may make them look bad do in an attempt to depart from the effects of their initial cause to cause a specific outcome bc they may not find joy in the over abundance of their personal successes but may not find the bottom line in pursuing such shallow desires they seek out to correct the world instead bc they may see that many in their tribulations find more joy and love among each other and well there’s also the downside to this bc many others in their pursuit of overcoming. hardship may become discouraged also why? based on by the explanation above that we do get discouraged or desensitized or pessimistic about stuff after giving so much effort to things that don’t produce even the slightest respite since those who do the conduct cannot encompass all which is why killing some en masse or turning ur back to some suffering while hyper focusing all ur resources to business of others tend to skew the balance of where we need to relocate our resources based on by our advances as well as privilege to taking up such offices and job descriptions that can offer better alternative than squander it on our personal missions since tomorrow is not a guarantee if one of us suffers. and so how do we not cause harm if we can’t help anything. we think today. and in our think g we being our hearts within everything g in our entailing and dealings personal and interpersonal like. this is what sets us apart from simply machinations of otherwise careful calculations and constancy of practicality and admissions of actions. a grounded mindset takes the time even amidst such strong storms that to be rooted in ur person and way both and well being will suffice to tell right from wrong and thereby do. it takes too real the illusion of isolation and separation if u do. reach out and connect with like-minds who will be there for u and u too will find out the unity starts within. all else springs forth via various other factors like right intention. right speech and our understanding of general statements. and what they attribute to. this includes the indivisible world and everything within it that keeps us connected.

i don’t worry about

personal issues that much as focusing on the common objectives that are holding us cumulatively back at this time.

what are those u might say? well there are inner and exterior conditions that need shift and realignment so that we are finding the balance we find ourselves and where we find ourselves in

that is our human behaviour. which requires excellence. what does that mean. it means u r not making excuse for any external condition for ur poor behaviour. meaning that if u look around u may find many reasons to blow off the handle urself. there are so many reasons to feel antagonized toward others. u may find any reason to criticize others. to compare yourself to others which can be demoralizing in ur way to overcome ur portion of hardship as well as cause u backwards motions from overcoming said hardship if you give into negative line of thinking and conniving attitudes equal to those who u antagonize openly. ( only u can determine ur intention but that doesn’t mean others cannot see it clearly by assessment of why u say and do what u say and do and the end results ) ( but u must know what ur t u but to do urself as u do it also)

the other. more important one goes along the lines of our material reality. in which we find ourselves thru the functions of system that are meant to govern and serve. which attributes to our surroundings and that which conditions us long term. slow deliberate burn from subtle frequencies it exhumes. i would say this is more important if we must choose but we fail to see. irregardless to how we wish to identify a given problem everything relies on attribute to human behaviour and it’s perfection so to say. (and we are alll subject to it that i doubt anyone among us is truly awake and knows what’s up or what’s going on. many are on the tips of their toes as they go along and a handle another conundrum. which is scary bc i would say being self perfected and howling wisdom as u get older should be serving of everyone in some way. but when we make such assessment the older some get. in power places and leadership roles. the worse it seems in terms of where the wisdom is being wielded which portion is a wisdom – since anyone can. learn anything that same goes for evil getting better. after it loses. it gets worse or more calculating or conniving etc – and also there’s a degree of entitlement the older people get who didn’t do their own inner work and corrected their ways. so u would think that things would improve but those who get older who rule the world end up casting themselves aside as special whereas cut the chord between other older generation whose wisdom can serve us from the new generations. hence destroying of families but u can also look to deserting even one life for whatever selfish purpose )

so even in addressing those issues. a degree of excellence is necessary to overcome such hardship. tho for instance u may be right in ur argument but wrong in relaying it. painting urself as danger to society. so if u go about equalizing ur own reasons by the threatening authority do u think they will do the right thing or grant u the freedom u seek? ( and i’m realizing the justice department is screed but if the control is in their hands do u think ur gonna achieve any peace or change by promoting violence. bc some among us may fully be aware of same issues in systems but wish not to wage wars to go about it. we have kids. health conditions and may wish to go about things differently . u maybe holding us all back by ur violence also. that’s why i say we all need to speak and be part of decision process on common issues. ) honest question bc u would be weakening ur own argument even tho u have probable cause and reasonable sound argument in ur hands. by threatening and acting like a violent person u shoot urself on the foot bc u do precisely that. prove to them that human beings cannot be trusted bc they can lose control at any time or that they. if given the chance to overcome hardship and reach freedom will in turn hunt u down and cause way too many problems no one needs today ( i recognize our issues. which start from discipline of the mind by how others choose to pick and choose from my words to make general focus of it today. watch. u will see. at the very least i will get deafening silence. ask me why i’m still doing this everyday tho )

surely there’s a difference between introspective search to determine how we got here but what we find there we cannot use it as a excuse to not reach personal excellence today.

what this means is that when we look back with our current consciousness level we see the ease by which some things may seem 20/20 or clear from hindsight but that’s the thing tho. everything looks clear in hindsight and hardly ever when we are knee deep within it and are passing through as we speak. but this should give us some type of sensitivity and grace to become more self aware and present at what we do each day and continue to. change the parts that only appear clear when we pass thru it if that makes sense.

for me personally speaking we need to become self determined in terms of what self means. but we cannot change this for everyone. the part about self that we use as a baseline fro. where everything else spring forth is in us all. and it’s attribute to one source. before this life we all came from somewhere. so this life we are living in. although is convincing in emphasize that this is all there is. it’s not. it’s just a small fraction of the whole that which we know deep within beyond words. beyond labeling things. and defining through limits of language even.

language is meant to clarify things but even then. words fall short. i know this bc i do this everyday. we squander precious time. whereas u could be relaying a important information for me to elaborate on ( or that which i didn’t know ) so that i can continue helping my part … i end up getting hit on or being shamed for own thing or other. and each day i wanna participate in human condition and do my part within it. i end up getting confronted with dumb alternatives where we could focus on the common grounds and get work done only to get distressed and u gotta ask urself if that’s part of. someone’s strategy and if we are playing into it blindly. like u really gotta try hard to ask urself as u encounter literally anything whether if it’s strategic and is trying to play u into its hidden hand. that’s where we are cumulatively are at. and try doin that without losing heart and soul as u remain open and not fall in line with what these years are trying to condition into us.

i don’t know about u but my guard is still up today as it was last year. or few years ago even. and i don’t know what this means for u but it’s certainly not hate. it’s just apprehensive sceptical awareness that approaches everything. that is everything. with caution. one of the tenets of spirituality is that no matter what u do not hate. and no matter how difficult things get and they get challenging and hard for everyone. although for some it’s a more direct danger. to their body and person. we should be on our top game ourselves bc we are all contributing to solve issues everyday or adding more to them by our actions. and choice of focus. that means that maybe each of us see a problem solved in our minds in our own way but somehow not all of it is accurate bc it’s either self serving. meaning u want revenge or someone hurt or killed or u want frivolous issues solved among all and overcome common hardship and improve common grounds (aka priorities how can we simplify common objective that serve all if not most and the most urgent beneficial ways for the utmost sustainable measures that’s also cost effective ) . be more liberated urself and wish liberation on all (that includes the bad guys too for instance my spiritual approach wants others to be liberated not further depended on me i will always fond my next focus next passion. i’m fluid i change with the ebbs and flow of life and our conditions we find ourselves in. and if smth sticks or is long duration the that’s good too. but i’m not dogmatic in what i do everyday. i want liberation for all which includes what makes bad person be bad. why did they feel so much hate or did those things. there’s problems and for everyone issue there’s a solution but it has to be ethical and humane. ) so that we no longer use each other as personal crutch or for our personal hidden agenda or selfish mission but be more forthcoming about our human condition and past transgressions as well as where we find ourselves today. meaning that time is running out and global warming is breathing down our necks. some swampy warm weather thing. and it’s polluted and icky. so is our dwindling of resources

well. i’m well aware but i’m not gonna go about it via more wars and violence. ( ok and then two dumbest things. cos cleaning up our garbage is one thjng and then those who cultivate our food is another. important jobs but looks at us squander them and place all our bests on torturing and killing others ) so the first thing to do is recognize if all crimes are created equal. i was thinking this yesterday, some are not capable of recognizing he eleven of evil they do not are they able to find a way out in the ways that fits our intellectual capacity to grasp the issue and the determinable approach to it .yes. scary finding indeed but what are we gonna do. continue to excavate more issues by throwing gasoline into the fire or change something else from where we are which should continue our part since we all have a say. u may not recognize ur own power yet. maybe u do but choose to squander it. that to is a choice and that too has its own lessons. take ur time but do let go what no longer serves u. me included. i try things out and make such assessments myself.

i’m forced to change myself when i realize i cant change anyone and the world. even it’s systems are conditioned and set in a long time long term way. to change the mould not be overnight. even tho the determinations may seem like it. bc these would attribute and reflect common actions and how we are gonna go about keeping our grace whenever issues may present themselves interim during the adjustment period. . i can’t do anything about the past. only do what i can where i’m at with what i got and lay everything else to rest. everyone has a price tag. based on by the hand of their own karma bc their own ignorance as well as their personal choices that they had to make. and that’s an attribute to individual karma and the indivisible one that serves us all equally under one sun. where nothing is new. and nothing is for long remains hidden.

i think that when

we wake up from this nightmare. we would look around and get discouraged at the way things have become. but we must not feel any more discouraged if we awaken. since that would signal that there’s potential to make things better.

it’s true that things got pretty bad in the last two plus years. since the start of covid. though let’s not forget all the things that compounded proper to it as well. in fact. life is hardly ever easy. there are not very many breaks within it which could give proper rest within someone so as to recalibrate themselves acceding to tides of change. it’s one of our evolutionary markers to do so. but modernity tends to confine us. and covid did precisely tjat.

our psychology is affected due to that reason. each persons shows their own specific end results based on by the recent heavy and strong conditioning.

with that said. we cannot take to too much heart the terrible nature of how some things came to be and try to find ways to stop wars foremost. which is the absolute worst form of it.

in recognizing the damage made to this point. we must not be discouraged by how bad things are rather must shift focus on areas that’s could be improved objectively on common ground by establishing. or building from the current systems only by adapting it to our current human needs.

when we shift our focus to common goals then we are able to open the lines of communication on such topics. here is one appeal. that we can get every single one of the world leaders into one room. and dedicate a tv channel that can be globally accessed by all when it airs. and have callers and operators take peoples questions as well as address common world objective with and between each other. about the general welfare of human beings.

with the technology we have now within our common vicinity. we can get to know each leader with simple introduction of their background. how they came to be and couple highlights of their personal more popular accomplishments in office.

also ending wars would allow us to merge our histories rather than. have them deny or self contradict. bc it matters

which would allow us to make it shorter. direct. to the point rather than. go through what we go through by being forced to memorize points and take too long to just to provide a point rather than the common objective on why even is there wars and whether if we should hang our hats about it. cos maybe that’s the cosmic lesson here.

and when we have already understood wants from needs and the common baseline need for every human individual is the same. then we would prioritize that. we wouldn’t be the enemy or make enemy of each other. and u still get to keep ur positions. things would be easier even in managing such conditions.

but we do need to realize how futile wars look on our common human. general appeal right now. it makes us look backwards. archaic. demonic even even by today’s standards where by which we have access to all kinds of data yet we are propelled to emulate this version of it instead. there are endless potential to human kind human. nature as well as human species as collective entities who are here to learn to coexist in harmony in some way. as pompous and cloudy as that sounds. cos we never really tried it. we did everything else. and we keep coming up with newer ones. strategies. calculations among and against each other.

so yea. i think that’s why we need to change the economy bc most of all that happens due to its inequality in the way it tends to operate through the systems we are all part of. and there’s a kind of a dark history as well. which we need to face and take accountability for. in the way that we see where for instance ur gonna blame people for covid and have them on the streets bc numbers didn’t match up. then. how can we consider ourselves and in our supposedly fully functional systems considering those systems as fully functional when it denies that calculate death or heavy risk on strong losses no matter how hard u tried is the elephant in the room and that’s scary.

bc people go to jail for that kind of stuff. for hurting harming someone to such an extend their life declines and they get to death eventually in some way. just the impact of such happenstance that can have on people is insurmountable.

and somehow that’s ok. and spending all the resources for mitigating middling systems are on versus not getting it to that point in the first place. we just recently witnessed it happen quite too fast. and bc too many things were going. on. it’s been difficult to digest. in fact. digesting it is a daily occurrence bc people are still impacted and they suffer for it.

so the systems are not good if they can’t be there for u when u need them the most. the system cannot be ur fair weather friend. it’s there to serve u. and it’s suppose to be on. it’s top game. that’s why we elect officials for it.

i think people often don’t known what true democracy means. they just throw the world around like it’s confetti democracy this democracy that but let’s face it. we are still appealing to it. or more do aspiring bc the main tenet of what true democracy involves all participants cooperations. on mutual grounds so if it’s no wars it must be globally acknowledged.

and all the other conditions as well with it. since what we are doing. here is to appoint someone who is the spokesperson and representative of the cumulative whole of that group origin. it’s kind of a big deal to be articulate and accurate with the truth we share about the countries we represent. and the people there in quality and all that depends on what each of us priorities. usually on reallocating funds.

so for instance if u ended wars. u would have billions of dollars. u could otherwise give free gym to ur people. have them learn a martial arts class. and then u will have invested in ur people instead who are agile strong and with don’t fuck with me attitude. what more do u want. nobody will want those problems bc everywhere in the world. everyone would be unfuck with able.

education should be free. we can leave multiple skills and decide to stop slow down and maybe. even give up on one project and get to another one. or have many hats. right now folks aren’t able to change their minds if in the middle of their training or on the job they change their minds.

let alone numbers don’t match up based on by what is necessary to be trained on and on realistically basis how likely u will be hired within the field of ur study.

i don’t know the numbers tho. exactly how we can share the resources bc whoever is overseeing all that and based on by what they see and also already think about humanity in general u could be wrong. or feel limited in perceptive for smth as big. perhaps share all that info with the rest of the world so we can all have a chance at deciding figuring our innovating smth to save us all from its potential danger.

or it’s just a really bad dream. nobody is trying to kill us. we are all in covid haze. our minds are frazzled and our reality gets screwed each day and then it resettled back and we oscillate like a chord on a space guitar or smth. who knows ? either way we are stirring more frequently than ever before this causes tsunamis. and all kinds of emotional instabilities bc there were so many instabilities in the prior also. but more like a term or set distraction from our past highest attribution. we are basically trying to correct all the things that don’t get much chance to be corrected at this level. the only danger is that we need to eliminate deaths and suffering as well as all the other potential human damage.

cos we we are getting through our part karma we are also in the making of new future karmas if we are not cautious and careful in our now moment as we oscillate between both objectives.

so that sort of gives us insight as to how powerful we are. and that maybe by being aware of our power then we can create and do create a better common appeal instead.

cos the common issues on common objective grounds is still pretty much a. big deal and it may haves time stamp or things which have been getting progressively worse is causing. several hazards on our common welfare or safety etc u know there’s some serious work that needs to be done out there.

it is often said

that just bc something may seem like it’s going backwards. a retrograde like situation does not always signal devolution or a loss from previously acquired traction made on progress.

a retrograde or a backwards motion or one step back portion of a two step forward movement is simply that. there is smth previously missed that needs to be met with. such as a core problem that all things built on such seem to be compromised unless that thing is resolved at the core and it’s changes radiate amicably all around for proper evolution or transcendence between levels of improvement. (does not always a for me mentality a retrograde could be a sign of potential unity that was previously unacknowledged or falsely understood which means that a previous lesson does not always signify personal justice or personal related thinking in lines of for me mentality. if we base our intention on the unity aspect where we wish evolution for all among us equally which must also include difficult people, negative people, evil intentions, others who u may think deserve less since if all parts of our lives are improved then this would make life and future for next generations easy which should be the aim here )

which could reflect our species as human. that which we came from to where we find ourselves today in human form could very well signify this intensive at a very large scale that our minds cannot articulate easily in human conditioning. with all the avenues of deception, distraction as well as conniving attitudes to bring each other down significantly would not only prevent us from further recognizing the core issues that hold all of us back but would also prevent us from that movement forward. which begs to ask the next question

how much further can a rock bottom bottom before we finally agree the bottom of a rock is a spring fourth to move everything forward and rise unequivocally ourselves and each other without any distinction as well as discrimination of who’s who and who deserves what along the way.

this is harder to do than simple words bc then ur getting into the thick of who’s responsible for what and whose share is this and that. if for instance we can work diligently to assess how we got here in the timeline we all find

ourselves in without self related thinking or self emphasis or benefit of self much like setting a very subtle intention to well i should be better off at the end of this trying to figure out the common problems and set myself apart so as to not be held responsible whereas try to even despite our better efforts to find commonalities that appeal to all equally under one sun in terms of our choice of words that may without further notice run on two troubles for they are direct representative of those core problems. such as double speak. two faced ness. false promises. kind speak to make smth seem as one thing where as in truth the words are used to conceal and manipulate the seekers into believing. the danger is in ur minds rather. which is also partially true if u add to that the common grounds that we share. the quality of the air. the vibes. frequencies that are naturals (even in artificial instances ones are constantly granted the as is ness of situations that they are confronted with. only that by the many other layers of communication that manipulation of information happens to such a scale that we only delay the art of recognizing what is.

no matter how careful and calculating some may be in their covetousness bc there’s also an art of information exchange or reciprocity and soul food that we all depend on. ( not to mention all our cumulative efforts send out into space and we get to have the feedback from the universal bodies so if u think ur so sure of being right try countering something as big as that for it does not discriminate which one of us is wrong if we can’t get it together for unity sake and survival of our species. u feel me?)

say even if at first u are more evolved and more enlightened. should u choose to use ur power for ill will and hold some others back so as to move further urself. this would eventually blind u spiritually that u would not notice. much like a given issue when small can be solved within ones own periphery versus when one cannot handle a thing alone or in their own privacy and person to learn and overcome their hardship that’s when it involves many others in the mix of things to come. ( like a serial criminal who in their desperation of exasperating their troubled self is begging to be found out leaves clues behind and finally gets caught )

this is all part of our unity aspect that we all share. surely the air gives us illusion of separation but it’s much like aquarium where all the nutriments are available for all. and we do share special relationship much like aquatic life. as in. we are sensitive enough and have all within our personal vicinity to pick up on the subtle particles that connect us. are indivisible irregardless to our thoughts on our minds or based on by what seems on the outside. to our eyes and our limited senses. to get beyond just what we think we know required more than just words and affirmations also.

and here is the fun part we get to. if the air is essential to keep clean so that it reflects our quality of our being and each other. then keeping things clean should be one of our priority for not only benefit of our continuity of species but it also allows us to be clear within. not dense so to say. this is the price tag bc when u think u can separate urslef in this world do u think the school of fish ever succeeds doing that to each other under water ? what happens one place eventually goes all over. saturated us all in some way. and even the doer. no matter how many precautions they may take and block themselves or put themselves in a safe box or whatever they think is good to convince them eventually disintegrates. which includes all the invincible borders we put in our minds and closed hearts or soul stuff that we assume must be different or superior to others.

so then ask urslef why are u here as a human being. were u smth else more evolved elsewhere and did smth stupid and now u find urself at this cosmic dance between forgetfulness and excess attention to frivolous details and portions of ur life u wish to keep away from all others who u think is stupider than u ? where as ur all the same ? the world where seems to be very convincing in that the pain and suffering and traumas seem so compounded and cast and deep and heavy at times that we either accept the life as it is as we are finding ourselves within it and find no power in changing any of it. or we simply become more comfortable with who we were before all the stuff tried to override our truth and being which also includes all the mistakes we may have made along the way. ( mind u it’s gurdjieff i think who said that we have to get through current karma befor we can touch on past ones but given by these man made systems we can’t even accomplish lick for the 80 percent of us. )

in th end there’s no reason to antagonize anyone when we can spend the time and energy to find ways that will benefit everyone in some way. though the path is long and the work is arduous it can still be done. in fact when we recognize our humanity greater than history books and each other with similar interests no matter how different things may seem at surface level ( such as thought patterns and emotions as well as the way we look our belief systems what we know as in wisdom and intelligence. our experiences ten fold plus other things ) the baseline is not that far off and the sensitivity required for us to recognize that will eventually reflect in the quality of our communication as we go along the path of purifying our past stains and perturbations. which confirms dalai lama was right when he said that surroundings do affect us. in shaping us. which connects to science mind that human beings are adaptable so if they are adaptable then we must all ensure that the conditions are good on mutual grounds and where power wields at large influencing many at instant times.

thank u

i live my life

like it’s my last one on earth. with that mindset. i do no harm and refrain from harmful actions such as planting karma for my future rebirths. ( i would rather not leave things unfinished so as to have to come back later for another lesson. if i must comeback imma come back only to party say hi to my lifelong friend and celebrate life )

though u may ask what is the right thing to do in order to reconcile ur past. for mine is to not be too ennobled with such intricacies such as an altruistic thought on the right appeal based on by the contextual matter found there in.

if u see my life as it unfolds u can then say that i maybe contradicting my own words. such as not talking to any of my parents or my sisters or my extended family for that fact. but ofc i didn’t do all this alone for things to come to this point. i just denounced things when they presented themselves to me less than they were. ( a choice was not offered for me to defend myself speak for myself in a given situation that was decided for me and it was also done in a inhumane way so its abuse and way of unfolding gave me permission to reject it ) or in a way that seemed unnatural or wrong that if i chose to continue then i would have made things worse for them and myself as well as to deny myself all my experience in association with such up to this point. ( the only way i can see myself ever talking to them would require some major changes in the world and our general mindset and attitude towards intricate relationships we all have with world systems and how we generally handle personal discrepancies we may temporarily adopt thru our up and coming due to the grey area within those systems and human toxic behaviour due to lack – mostly money related and personal success- which can inconvenience literally anyone at any time causing further blinding of our souls as well as quality of our interactions. our personal lessons. on determining the right thing. personal boundaries. truths. facts and the like )

currently i don’t plan on talking to any one of them. so then u may wonder how does that impact one well being as well as ones spiritual practice. well. to simply say this. it doesn’t affect me in the slightest negative way at all for i don’t dwell on any of them in a negative way and i do tend to see things in a broader sense so as to not get myself stuck in a small part of it.

which allows me to understand the world at large in the first place since my family experience set the pace for the next things in my life unfold.but if. for instance in doing the introspective work i stopped at my parents and didn’t consider the systems and ways in which their decisions were impacted by causes more than just someone being good and or bad. then i would not have been satisfied with my findings and therefore oscillate between whether if i should take them back or not.

let me clarify that i can afford to not talk to them. most people don’t. and if for instance u also don’t have a strong support system. ( which i didn’t but this is also partial*)then ur alone. and if ur alone on this world ur easy target to be utilized for someone else’s hidden agenda. and bullies and gang attacks. sadly this is also a very ugly part of our reality. so i would also say. do not cut off ur contact with ur parents or family members no matter how imperfect things maybe without full understanding of what happened and without establishing some grounds of personal security and firm footing in the now moment. ( i chose to stand in the light for this specific reason. but this too is slippery slope bc it can affect ur employability and other concerns about socially if ur still perfecting the art of language and self expression )

there are no hard feelings betwen me and my family. ofc. but given by the way thjngs unfolded. it makes me wonder at random times well what does my uncle think of me. or how is my dad doing today. or even the friends i once had in past decades some of whom decided to accept the deal with my sister and their posse to backstab me and use whatever information they had available to the common shame and guilt they wished to portray to the world

i wonder at times how they are doing today.

again. i’m more privileged to have this time and energy to keep away from some of the hazards of such decisions. not everyone is granted the same. some folks continue to go out there without much break and within those systems have to face bad faith actors or they may not realize they are targeted for specific purpose or appeal.

that there is strength in numbers and if u find urself alone u may assume that it’s not noticed or u could be entirely wrong about the objective. maybe things are different now but even after recent changes. i see that not much has changed .

the economy is still in shambles. toxic behaviours thoughts habits ensue at large between different groups snd organizations. wars are continuous. healthcare is still not a right. global warming ? who cares right ? for as we are concerned , we could be living someone’s existential nightmare who could be slowly inching all of us to our extinction. u just never know.

not to mention systems don’t guarantee room for error. that if in ur upcoming u have gaps within ur own development albeit could be trauma that inhibits and temporarily stunts ur growth that puts u back. or ur familial economic hardship or u know. life happens and then u must readjust the sails accordingly. and then months become years and then they turn to decades of waiting around for smth to change. and no matter what u urself might do. u get minimum wage. and shit jobs and not a single way out.

these are reflection of how we manage those systems also. bc we dont wish the same upon others that we wish for ourselves such as a good job. respectable living. dignity. and ethics and even humane practices by other toward ourselves.

it should be equal in that everyone can generate the systems that we have in our disposal towards humane and ethical practices in all that we do. but try getting everyone on the same page about that when so many among us are propelled by internal fears inconsistency as well as personality defects in which they also shun the world from reaching out to help share the burden of being human ( some of us don’t know how or when or whether if we need it to ask for help where’s others trust is so shook it’s hard to find a trustable person to ask for help to. such as bullying when bystanders watch and no one stands up for u. do u think those bystanders are trusting or trustable to ask for help from? ofc not ) . there is no amount of wisdom that can help anyone unless we solve the trust crisis. and we keep chipping away at it day after day whereas we lack the appropriate gratitude for the past sacrifices and events and those that came before us whose suffering allowed us even this much trust on mutual grounds. we think that saying i’m grateful for warmth or clean water or our own privilege is homework done for the day.

i say these bc these are the compass thru which i base my decisions. in recognizing such hardship i also recognize my parents or familiar conundrums and although i wish to fulfill my duties as a daughter or sister or niece or cousin or granddaughter. i realize also that i may not be able to do these unless i face the facts about world systems first. bc if u were to go on acting like this is priority without also taking notice of how things came to be today then i may enforce ok or submit myself to smth that i fully do not understand and by my decision and support i may cause much suffering in others or hold wrong purview or place my frustrations on the wrong person . i would say be cautious here bc context is key. u don’t owe anyone ur energy and time but that certainly does not mean judgement criticism or contempt either. sometimes in thinking we ar doing the right thing we don’t realize our true intentions and therefore also do not see that we may slowly become resentful bc of our personal decision and our inability to prioritize our intentions according to systems not just our personal ordeal.

so here is the professionality of our being on earth and here is our personal subjective self. usually i would say do not bring ur personal business in ur professional setting. but this is actually difficult not to do. unless ur a robot ofc. hah

but for instead in the past i didn’t know i was a role model to people. me ? i mean i was there when my own life unfolded. and i don’t mean this the wrong way either. but. then i’m using a social media site much like anyone. then i switch back and forth between myself and everything ofc u don’t know when that switch . happens nor do i know u look up to all that i say. let’s clarify that it’s just a social media site. and i’m using it accordingly for self experience. and self expressions etc. much like anyone. ( but if i must accept the role model then i must live by it considering all. when i do things this way it sounds much like the same i said before. only that i think of kids in the room on top of that which most adult and professionals fail to do such as with lies deception wars etc which brings me to my side point on before we change economy we must denounce wars and disassemble weapons. we will have extra money from war related pursuit and extra resources. then we can determine the other numbers needed for fully functional societies. we would also need some time to rebuild on common trust. making satellites open source will allow alliances to happen faster bc then nobody will fear threat of others. u would know literally anything. and everything at any time. tho i think bedroom activities and personal business should be blacked out unless we train and discipline ourselves to always look the other way in others sexual activities which i doubt will happen overnight as we can see we have sexual discrimination. sexual disfunction and inequalities between genders. roles. rights. pedophiles. rapists. those who are misled on their senses such as lust or love. their body needs desires. all attributes to spiritual purity and how we gonna go about handling our past transgressions as well as how we convey our reality as we find it today)

tho in other business settings like presidents or ceos or any other acknowledgment arenas. how do we combine the personal with the professional but in a non biased objective way that doesn’t harm or mislead others or cause division or promote hate or u know. perhaps u need to readjust urslef as to what human means. and awaken urself to ur true potential instead of inspire urself from a place of greed lack and competitiveness that hurts or harms others. ( there is also general dissatisfaction with its being human ur own nature experience resentment to ur part and general distaste towards other humans. that people distract themselves with material riches but bc they are still unhappy they see others who have nothing. be happy and get mad and wanna ruin that for them. as if that’s their source of unhappiness )

and that’s too much to ask i know.

but then as i kept seeking for answers i also realized some who run big game such as this earth like a ship on space are often times asleep. and that’s a scary thought. given by the fact that as i was a kid from a kids perspective i often looked up to people and felt safety in th way that perhaps in my acknowledgment based on by what things seemed as even in their energetic exchange that people generally had established a type of system that worked for all equally and that they were coordinated enough to face any issue and solve it so as to mitigate any emergency. without leaving anyone behind.

and also as a kid growing. up i never thought i would grow up to be screwed royally by some of these power beings among us who churn big ideas as well as operate systems that affect a great deal of people.

anyway. ofc this is why i don’t think my family is a big problem in my life. even tho some of it was a entrance to some peoples greed and toxicity. it’s not the ultimate issue. when viewed from this perspective. i then shift my focus and attention and put all my passions toward correcting myself my behaviour my part within all the world systems and on directing myself on doing substantial with my life so as to prevent further suffering and promote. hence peace love harmony as well as upgrading current systems so that they are not only efficient but they also work with the least effort ( ofc effort here is contradictory but considering the alternative where a lot of folks are living every day to conniving attitudes covetious ness between their words and actions which reflect their quality of being and true intentions and waste resources for dumb shit selfish greedy games and using people for their hidden agendas it seems that we can’t just simply say focus on objectives and meet things professional without also talking about our behaviour and change the parts necessary or at least redefine what human nature is and get on the same page about it. ) since the errorless action is not without hard work it is more coordinated and in alignment with harmony of our true common nature that we all tap into its resources equally

people suffer bc of economic issues and discrepancies within system that do not honour human life or human suffering. and business ethics as well as money on earth have negative karma we all need to face still which is why we must consider changing economy so that the numbers and all these calculations we think we make with great honesty actually adds up and makes sense reflecting our true worth and true equality /quality that we think we have mastered (which leaves no room for learning reflecting articulating and changing and growing upgrading etc cos u already think ur perfect. running on optimum or max as if this is it. we have arrived things can’t get any better than this) by these statements : we are civilized (nope). we are smart or intelligent species (uhhh have u new. living under a rock) , we are advanced ( i don’t think so. not with wars anyhow ) , we have mastered the art of language ( ummm sure u keep telling urself that maybe someday it will come true ) …

the issue isn’t forgiveness

it’s in the current dangers inherent in some places that pose hazard to others after u are awakened within it to their advances.

u begin to notice thjngs and realize and reconcile ur own past perturbations. u begin to make greeter sense of what happens. why and are able to digest the experiences .

on why forgiveness alone does not work in certain settings isn’t in holding contempt of turning ur world upside down because it would be the same as positive speak without substance.

it’s the substance that makes things happen. so when in things like forgiveness ur not gonna evade danger unless things are articulated as is. and that everyone within it either stops their bad handling or takes ownership and to offer to restore peace that was once before bad things happened.

the act of forgiveness does not solve things. it just makes it easy within urself to not allow urself to be like them. to not do wrong or let ur heart harden. to continue to love even after u encountered heartless people who used u for sexual preferences. personal advances and exploit and use u for their selfish purposes for longer then u wanted.

forgiveness let’s u off the hook of what they wanted to materialize in ur life. not by what things may seem on the exterior but onthe internal kingdom that u have that most are after to turn the lights off so u get lost inside and become monster just like them. which is how some people turn. the tables. and want to steal ur sheen ur shine to hide them selves behind it. and while pointing fingers at urself or use u for their own appeal but with hate and haste that grants them personal advancements. aka greed. aka hunger for power aka domination above and over others for the sheer cit unity of their reign and rule over others. to mislead and and continue to change things on their benefit and for figure references therein.

but. would u remain quiet. or say nice things bc u wanna lee the facade of peace that never is. would u against ur better belief watch ext generations be misled by some clowns in disguise only to see things terrible things get manifested on earth ? ofc not. sometimes assertiveness is all u need which is why i stopped talking purely positivistic around here bc positive speak won’t undo all the evil on earth. and it won’t bring back lost time and. energy. it won’t bring people from their preventable deaths either. or solve poverty. right course of action and knowing right from wrong and seeing what is will.

not subscribing to delusions and greed of others will

warning others will

speaking up on ur experiences will.

why? because at the end of the day. the best teacher is ur own experience. and many a people will try to wedge between u and urself. to get u to convince urself that ur worthless. that ur life means nothing. or for u to have any meaning at all. that u must unrealistically sacrifice urself at the altar of their greed and hidden agendas conducted for proxy wars and compete their circle. some people invest in u for the wrong reason. to use u. they have myriad of futures set up for u. only after they cut off all the other people in ur life and don’t allow u to communicate with them.

so this has nothing to do with forgiveness and more to do with criminal intent. of toxic behaviour and deception control and intentional death of others. of manifesting illness of being part of smth sinister all the whole try to pass urself as something wonderful. someone nice and kind and worthy to look up to. who has all the good intentions at heart for others. but it’s all lies.

yes u do good but if ur bad outweighs ur good then what good is the good u do wnd why must anyone depend unrealistically on u or what u have to say. some of u don’t have any credibility to speak on other peoples behalf and u used the connection that was re cd moly formed in the astral space to ur advances spreading misinformation on key event su have nothing to do with and i strongly urge others to not listen to u on matters concerning myself unless i personally appointing as the spokesperson for such things.

some of u exploited my sexuality also. which is dangerous and then traded my sexuality like a tradable market item. and u call urselves feminists or ones who are alliance to females and downs on such or being emulsify and balance. but in dark. behind closed doors it’s all abusive tactics and more toxicity to cover up ur lies.

sure. maybe u can call me prude about sexual matters but in this day and age where young people are heavily misled u have to ask the bigger picture and where we are headed wit some of ur mindsets and hidden ulterior motives as well as intentions towards next generations so this matters far greater than one person or few individuals. for it impacts the course of events that unfold and as well as to misguide the people who look up to such as well. i consent to none of that. in which case i have denounced many of these systems downtime last year (which is ongoing in transit as we speak)

but some of u selectively choose what u wish to elaborate on in terms of what u read and hear here and there and extrapolate on whichever u wish to delve on. which is in. line with ur hidden agenda which is self revealing i haven’t only nothing to do with u i wish to have nothing to do with u bc ur the true abusers and who causes much suffering in the recent years. should be known as it is so that it reconciles all the past perturbations by ur greed as well as who u are seen as it is. not as u wanna wish it to be.

i also wish to have nothing to do with who u are today. pls don’t act all nice and kind to me bc we have nothing. good between us. there won’t be some six months to a year from now where things will change i ur favour. some bridges are bankrupt and should be labeled under such. there’s no reconstruction and nobody owes u their friendship. especially when u posed years worth of danger investing in their surfing and downfall as well as sexuality and personal safety. health ( through unlawful practices ) and actions. with criminal intent toward her family.

at this point i’m not even sure if human rights department exists. but for its sake i hope it does the right thing and acknowledge such such terrible practices as well as people themselves who are completely oblivious to partaking in normalizing such things bc u have the power to strengthen corruption of others or denounce it or reject it so as to not let it grow so big that is poses the worst danger bc there’s a clear difference between those who are openly evil and those who profess to be kind and trustworthy and then do all these things behind ur back.

the difference should be known

and as for the some of u who were in on the deal all along u deserve each other. but pls know that the absence of forgiveness and kid. speak is not presence of the same bullshit ur full of wand whatever motivates u to do great evil in the first place.

respect. peace. se ya later.

it’s easy to give way to

terrible end of human race. there are stories written about it. and it’s more like the film noir where everything is starkly black and white and u see the silhouette of someone whose face u can’t see smoke a cigarette whose smoke blocks the purview but looks artistic as hell.

though we must keep in mind the same adulation on pessimistic thought. can be attractive at first. but can also cause us much pain and suffering in our minds. for it’s one thing to entertain such thoughts in terms of where we did wrong and how we got here as we find ourselves in society with the way things are , to inspire with in us solutions or ways in which we can. contribute our past or even a shift of our minds state , to find our balance and ground on something much bigger than us. hence the world and the societies and each and everyone having established their own footing and perception as well as their own thoughts emotions conditions. conditionings filters etc what have u. that also contribute in some way as well. and it’s another where u get depressed and think like everything is a one way street where the further we go in the harder it is to get out. or find a way out. or respite. or how daunting life feels. the burden of which weights or can weigh heavy on. any soul. and there are plenty of those who walk like all is fine then we must ask if our thinking along the lines of which yes

while the solar system is finite and someday things will end. would it truly end with us screaming in agony ? whereas when we look back constantly to calculate what we should do next. do we ever become present in the now. to reason with everything as is. to see if anything solved itself naturally or if anyone or anyplace we can change the way we think of what we thought about a given past condition so as to improve where we are headed bc what i see right now is that the bigger threat isn’t that the sun will burst. but that we may do the great calamity upon our kind ourselves by the way we act and we been acting especially recently. all around the globe. towards each other.

if for instance we can say that we have all that is necessary to transcend our being say if we are here at the time our solar system ends or smth has to happen on a universal scale. then we would be receptive enough for right transmission onto what is next. this is from grounds of trust in ur natural system or ur natural being as part of that bc cumulative smth where everything is one. that is. the earth and everything within it as one. all species as one. and the beyond. that is the planets and stars and all that makes the beyond what it is. ( and as we see there’s plenty of time for that to happen. at least our current lifetime should offer us insight as to what our cumulative role is to prepare the future generetions for that smooth transition. and it could be us reincarnated too so hence is the saying do smth today that ur future self will be grateful for if that’s smth u believe i n)

when we cast ourselves apart from others and also think and wish to benefit from our unified soul stuff. since all the latter on esoteric means is available for all. if for instance u see urself as a superior being whose spirituality offers this and that. then it’s only gonna work at its full potential if u also reconcile that in others. and it’s an articulate matter on one hand. aka wisdom or knowledge of smth and it’s putting into practice in ur everyday actions as another. and in fact both are essential but we do either one without much consideration of the whole and that’s why we end up contradicting our words and actions.

anywho

we think the threat and existentialism of our meaningless life’s is so great we give into yolo mentality or me mentality or what i can get from anything mentality with little to no consideration of others whereas we act nice talk sweet with little meaning in each and then wonder why things fall apart.

it seems like the greatest danger is in how we act and how we utilize our privilege where we find ourselves. and to make better use of such. we have to recognize either real danger isn’t that the sun will end. but that our decision and choices tend to be more dangerous and we can literally end human race long before the sun ends. it’s ok tho. we will be replaced by other species much like how we replaced dinosaurs. is that what u want tho? and do u think that did any good to dinosaurs animosities toward each other ? when they got replaced by us. i mean just look at us. look at how we treat each other. and how we think and coordinate our resources for purposes that don’t give the good fruits that are equal for all. (all have part within this world and all have work within their context that we all find ourselves as part of these myriad levels and systems that multi function so we would all need to open communication and recognize for instance my ideas are not the ultimate absolute and the only way. they r only one part of the puzzle. we need to talk on common obedience’s and common needs so that we inspire more ideas. not reject it altogether and give into greed and further stoke fires of hate and animosity. we need to recognize this today. the sooner the better )

we always squander things such as time and resources. we use coordination and conduct as well as calculated behaviours towards conniving attitudes and convoluted plans rooted in greed and money is a root cause of such.

people don’t just give way to racism sexism and bigotry bc these things are alive in us still they are simply filters we use perceptions we choose bc when we think of the eight billion people all over the world existing in diversity it’s a lot harder to conceptualize a better objective equal living without the consideration of some type of change that will impact all in some way.

so u might think of this from resources perspective where we have finite amount of such. which could mean in the future we may face some great challenges in association with globes own shifts on natural ground where we may be expected to mass migrate or whatever but we can t even handle something like covid or think that not everything needs a price tag like health and life we must already know some level of human dignity and reason therein that we cannot tell others to live a certain way unless we implement the same upon ourselves. the other alternative is where we are directed towards. which doesn’t end well because the more people are pushed to poverty and the more shifty some people act the less likely we are able to maintain the common trust be easy for everyone right conduct and peace all around

so in a way we depend on tolerance of general common people whose kindness keeps them from acting in haste or giving way into the conditions we see today and mistake that for the new norm and act on such bc if we ever have to come to that point then what we are gonna be faced with is much greater than the the issues we keep making big deal of today

for instance. we have all this trouble about wars right ? well. what did we say about russia’s attack on ukraine did to people in general? it shook our global trust in each other. but all is not lost yet. i think what we need to recognize is that generally speaking most folks want to have established some type of good on earth where all this needles struggles and strife ends bc life doesn’t need to be this daunting difficult uncertain any more than ur health is. ( and nanny follow rules and expect smth good to give way only for more issues persisting or some new issue to arise and we are pushed further back again and again and there’s no safety net or rehabilitation from whomever gets impacted thus from the systems that begin to be perceived as predatory or serving the few who benefit or operate it rather i think if u are interested in this topic just listen to people themselves there’s a lot of great demonstrations and talk o subject and those impacted directly can very well speak for themselves )

our speech has also changed overtime. we become more calculating the more things are challenged. so the worse things get and the longer their duration the more triggering this maybe on the most susceptible members within our society given by their past hardship. their conditioning. the filters they maybe accustomed to see the world thru their coping mechanisms as well as their perceptions and ability to turn their experience into wisdom. ( and the more we abuse speech for person gain the less likely we will realize the hole we dig and that we may have. a harder time to get out of come future time either ourselves or the next generations aka our kids and grandchildren kids . do u want that? i certainly wouldn’t )

at the end of the day it may not be ur people or u. or my people or me who gets hurt or dead or traumatized. but someone totally elsewhere. whose innocent and does not need to be experice for such ( no one can determine who deserves what and what not which especially includes suffering and death wars etc the hardship we see around we can’t say they must have been bad in a past life so that’s why they deserve this. but see the systems and functions now and change what we can within them so that they don’t cause harm to people ) ( bc we can’t even tell our last life from where we are today so what if the test is on us and our ability to function these systems. if we don’t know the answer we should prioritize objective notions and not fall into lazy assumptions such as i must have been reincarnation of someone important. u on the other hand suffer bc u must have been bad in past life. there is no proof or basis on such theories)

even when one person suffers. the work falls on us all based on by what we have how well we are able to utilize our truth wisdom and experience for better or for worse as well as how willing we are to see thru facades and facades as well as not make things complicated by selective thinking or selfish greedy reasons with me mentality or me and mine over welfare of others bc also the worse things get the more fragmented we also get. we get into our safe clans and protect our future by calculations and things that make things worse and waste resources as a result of such. we must be aware of these times. sensitively and intuitively. with all in mind. which includes future generations. do we wanna pass our current generations’ inconsistencies to them? no. the work fall on us. so be the example u wish to see in the world.

we can’t save everyone

but we can certainly try to embody our best version as well as to be the change we wish to see in the world by our minute details to big things at large that we are all part of.

we can’t help the way things are. for they have developed in the way we find ourselves within which everything enfolds and reveals in time. but what we can do is the best we got with what we have. have faith on our journey and do the best we can to embody recognize and be more with our true potential.

maybe we can’t reach utopia on earth in this lifetime. maybe we won’t forgive everyone. even when we do bury the hatchet or forgive others and let go everything. some things will continue to remain like resin at the bottom of a well. and things will stir. and they will surface and each of us will have our share of work to do to clear the water so that heavens’ light reflects more clearly on the nights of our soul.

when we change our interior to one that serves all. then we are not the ones who are victim or the ones who are the punisher. we realize that nothing. is personal and systems are not perfect either. we recognize the conundrum. the human. condition. that can paralyze any one. any dark night of the soul touches everyone at least once.

when we realize everything we do say are and become affected everyone around us. and everyone has their own levels perceptions how they articulate the same things differently and the different thing the same. if someone wants to fake things or they lie cheat and deceive others. it’s not up to us to call them out and punish them. when we believe in the power of nature and are not being risky coerced manipulated and even thwarted by the any deeds of others in what quality and quantity as they may approach us. we are undiluted from the delusions and illusions as well as bad intentions of others. we may be present. pure. in awareness and listen. often lending an ear that listens should suffice for anyone in whatever level who may need. guidance or inspiration on their own accord to overcome their hardship when we relinquish power to change or control others. everyone is liberated thus.

sadly we can’t save anyone but we can keep everyone in our prayers. which includes our worst enemy. bc when we side track from our path and resort to calculate any way to hurt them. then we kick out on our own path of overcoming hardship and embody in the euphoria we wish to materialize in this lifetime. since we can’t just do one more bad things before we behave or finally be good from there on after since everything is accounted for and each will have their share at the end of the day.

we don’t hold on to expectations of this sort. either. just simple incantations n intentions and allowing ourselves to trust our own path as well as each other’s ability to tell truths make promises keep them , and do the things we need to ( our own work inner and exterior ) should suffice and that at anytime someone betrays others is they are first betraying their own word and that should suffice as a stand alone for anyone who is a truth seeker but beware don’t fall into the negative aspect of duality mindset for everyone deserves to overcome their own karma and learn their lessons dignity on their effort and their part within all and everything as well as right to all the human rights that everyone is naturally granted. ( just need to eliminate and minimize already existent threats and animosity as well as add no more to it as well as minimize if not eliminate all suffering and or potential loss of life, a mutual responsibility all humanity can share among us )

the more responsible we are with our own stuff aka our emotional stuff. our mental stuff. our ability to articulate. our ability to reason well and apply logic. our intentions. purity in our hearts. our weights measures pros and cons and all that makes us human. may not be perfect and we may stumble upon obstructions in our way or fall back a few steps and or find ourselves step wrong the same things or may have misunderstood a particular type of lesson or maybe we are just beginning to wake into a greater sense of love for ourselves in our struggles and hardship and or being the witness direct or indirect. of others ‘ becoming

either way we can’t save everyone but we can wish each other well. make space in our hearts and embody the truths we wish to see manifest in the world. bc we understand that if every single one of us overcome our hardship and learn to be responsible with our stuff and know which is ours and which is not so we are not carrying burdens of others making it seem like we can fix all bc that’s not the way it works. and get out of each other’s way of learning and not promote or support each other’s bad behaviour. say what is needs to be heard and not wanted to be heard. not so things with ill intentions or half truths or lies and deception to hurt cheat and mislead intentionally others. bc we understand all of that comes back around and affects us as well. for the main nutriments for our soul embodiment relies on the very fine substance that emanates from such experiences and interactions albeit ur interaction could be one with urself or ur relationships to others or the quality of ur mindset or the clarity of ur thoughts given that u know which is urs and the universal stuff all of that goes out cumulatively and comes back around and gives us in our human nature all kinds of lessons within the curriculum of enlightenment.

so when u do it for urself u do it for all others and when u do it for others u also do it for urself. all as one.

we can’t change people

but we can change things. things such as systems, circumstances, material things, right conditions, are all part of control of ones who are able to wield their own directives to make things happen

surely ones would also have to do their own personal inner work for the realm of truth that there be no obstructions from their purview so as to articulate issues as they are as they arise as opposed to the common misconception about the illusion of permanence of how we tend to mistake the finitude of our lives as all there is from an absolute place.

then there is our inner conditionings that can also be utilized as filters through which we can make sense of our reality as it continues to unfold. tho the reality is non linear even if it may seem due to the passage of time there are a lot of twists and turns within it much like a very complex system where everything is interconnected.

so even if we were to want to find a person or a thing to blame everything to, we find it difficult to maintain and it gets us stuck in a mental place where we don’t get respite irregardless to all the profound answers we may discover there in. since it self is part of everything else and everything depends on everything else for their multi function as well as the reaching of their full potential.

usually i hear things like everything has potential both in upwards and downwards occurrence. meaning that things have potential to get better or worse. i don’t know. i think. that things aren’t as black and white as that. bc if they were we wouldn’t be in repetition of the similar if not same conundrum. much like a limbo which should give us a clue as to why the true teachings of such overcoming of hardship can be due to their connection and attachment to causes and effects that are as they are aside from as we wish them to be. not to mention the unspoken words of ur not good enough to do the work ur undertaking and thereby recreate the more of the same or finding urself stuck in a rut bc ur not able to do the tasks that maybe much easier for others.

that latter part is almost always attribute to when things are going well and all ur needs are met then the issues that may have contributed to ur troubles no longer matter as opposed to if on top of ur past issues u find urself not much changing and no matter how much u change about urself u realize that it’s the systems that fault to operate effectively in line with human condition as opposed to be predatory of double intended that if ur of this use or that only then u have some advantage and we can just simply say that u have within u what makes a. holy person who is able to self sufficiate solutions to personal problems as opposed to say someone who never had a chance. ( i will give one clue from dalai lamas book that he says if u r good and u wish to be reborn. be reborn in a rich setting so that u can continue to practice ur spirituality. which gives us clue that economics- and mind u he also mentioned quality of heath and body pain that can cause disturbances within ones field of experience and spiritual progress n when system don’t reflect quality of ones well being and personal recovery u know where needs work- play a huge part in our self development and self sufficiency as well as overcoming hardship tho if we see the current issues. where everything has become extremely extreme on both sides and systems refuse to confront issues yet keep going the direct opposite whenever they are asked. u will see misery equal in all places. yet may not recognize it as such bc the common distaste about existence and towards our lives may manifest differently for each of us. due to the art of non linearity and the art of inter connectivity among us and all and everything which also includes the individuals reality and the invincible factors within it ) ( so the spiritual practice when done right by everyone if not most people in all parts of the world. we not only make things easy for us but become the embodiment of what we wish to see in the world so we also live as an example not just speak on such ) ( which require perseverance and tolerance bc if u do with expectation of change right away. since it’s easy to tell others forgive already so we all move into the good parts about our lives ur holding us back or ur casing too much trouble. i’ll give another example. from the movie beach when that guy gets severely impacted due to shark attack and he’s crying all day and crying all night. well. it disturbs the morale in the beach no? but then u may look at things in a systemic way or scientific way and maybe be aware of ur feelings as they arise but also consider the simplistic break down as opposed to being distracted by either too much emotion or too much practical step by steps of how u may get out of such. is not enough unless we also remember to be the alchemists of our own hearts and souls and have the right combination for proper balance. or equanimity. but again this may need to also be reflected in all parts about our world system which still as i believe and see everyday. runs on greed and fear ) ( another illusion is that u have arrived. we never truly arrive. we may realize stuff build baseline for truth and personal manifestation but our continuity of our lives and changes within it am give us clue that we continue to grow change and shift and we have the power to choose to grow together and constructively and on mutual grounds as opposed to believe too excessively that we can also change for worse all on our own. especially that last part. is not to blame others but to be more familiar with systems so that we can redirect focus from our issues to global one and become awakened within our inner warriors for change or our inner which ever is ur dharma. u get to choose that too and then pursue more of that in the world in peaceful way)

our societies tend to miss the systemic part of issues. which kind of gives us a clue as to which part of human condition we wish to leave to nature and which part we wish to undertake. tho without fully understanding the true nature of humanity. or what makes us human it’s hard to expect our true wisdom and personal findings to communicate with others of the same so as to augment the system in favour of our dark human past. so when we see this from this perspective. it’s harder to remain angry towards one person since one looks back in a linear way and finds the key area where we may have gotten a different result if we chosen smth else versus when we see that even those people or circumstance depended on other things around them. and when u seek those out. u see the cumulative smth of that timeline consciousness of which was not like where we are today. and then ur like well i can’t take this mindset. go back and criticize others or myself even bc what we have now was not available then. not to mention that most often than not. unless ur dead. what happens in the after math of smth is more impactful than the event itself.

and that reflects to systems as well. if for instance we see most humans as unworthy of the same bounties chances and the luck some of us have then we would probably definitely reflect that into our actions. or our decision will be covered and self serving bc we may feel superior to them. whereas our awakening or what we think is right may come from a strictly privileged way since not everyone has the same experience nor articulate the same thing in the same way. ( that’s where we need to work together and not take on matters bc they may give us feeling of domination and control which can lead to burnout as well as disappointing end results versus eliminating unrealistic hierarchies and allow others on the cumulative problem solving table concerning all ) and we can’t simply say well ur doing it wrong or well ur thinking too much or ur too negative or ur turning into a monster or what ever it’s just the byproduct of the faulty systems that don’t self reflect or take it upon themselves as part of the cumulative human relationships that’s complex between human development and the man made systemic development since they not only complement one another but they rely on each other and feed back and forth like all the time which is how u see the developments that happen simultaneously and agaisnt popular belief that’ some wish to push forth a linear one sided narrative of their relationships and function as mentioned before. has a lot of ebbs and flows and twists and turns but is nonetheless connected in all levels and ways so if we change one part of it it eventually impacts elsewhere so then we must become comfortable with taking ownership of our part within it. no matter where u are

whether if ur the receiver of services or one who operated such. since both benefits. those who operate benefit from the systems too and those who receive services at the very least communicate with their results and efforts of the effect ability of the allowances of those systems that predicate guarantee or supplement some type of recovery or function or purpose. depending on the context of the given matter. ( and both function not just for their benefit. but those that sacrificed and came before them so we are all where we are as we are and those that will be next ownership and inhabitants of the systems n the world we will someday leave behind )

so how do u take ownership. then if ur the one who benefits from the system then u give honest clear critical feedback. not partial bc u have fear or biased bc it may serve u if u give it what it wants to hear versus what it need to hear. bc all this although may not produce immediate results. do end up showing up later either i this lifetime or next either with us or among others so the responsibility must consider long term objectives and not short term goals or very limited narrow passageways u may think u and ur lineage will be safe where u manipulate everything around ur hidden goal or agenda.

and if ur functioning the system or operating it. take ownership of ur part within it. it could be personal part where u might have functioned a particular system in a wrong way or based on by ur past acknowledgment of something that may not be available then but is available now to ur intellect. which is harder to do bc if u caused damages then u might have to pay reparations for such. see the most suffering happens bc smth is taken from us and is not replaced and that includes systemically. u hear words like world does not owe us anything but it’s not like we consciously chose to be here. if we did there’s this great gap or amnesia between separate lifetimes and the passage through which we are born. if we remember that. still. there’s too many cause and effects greater than us who cause us much indoctrination however willed they are or consciously created for specific appeal or by the misuse of some of the great wisdom that not many of us are granted entry to or given access so as to examine these on our own as part of our cumulative use of our right to think for ourselves bc that part especially is missing. we are treated like babies. then reprimanded for not knowing our way among the many complex systems that run obscure over our lives.

i mean do we need to antagonize and punish people forever and put them in societal systems on task and jobs that’s not even necessary in the first place. it reflects to our overall quality of prioritizing what’s good for us as human species in the first place. let us start there too among all the internal work that also is essential.

happy world children’s day

i grew up watching the europe’s version of this celebration where kids from all over the world would gather like it’s the olympics (like in 1990 so things have gone worse if they weren’t so bad then)

though let’s not forget all the children in the world. those who are in excess economic hardship, those in the throes of war and those that get caught in between the selfish hates of adults.

there’s a difference between caring about children or acting like u care about them when ur actions and ur words don’t match up.

there’s also a difference between whether if we should put value on a . child but forget the adult. for everyone is a child at one time and then they become adults. the elephant in the room is that people who hate adults based on by whatever cannot assume they love children in the world or care about them bc everyone knows the child grows into adult form eventually.

in the past, people exterminated kids for specifically this reason bc they knew these kids would grow up and be strong and pose a danger. not bc they themselves were dangerous mind u. but bc those who thought this much must have known what they have done. and when u do smth terrible to others. u must always feel like u have to overwork or do all these complex things to protect ur future. (the guilt of past unrighteous can’t remain quiet in the peacefulnesses of masses that’s why they keep needing to recreate and inject historical toxicity into our veins to have things play out so as to continue strengthening their stronghold that they wish to uphold upon masses )

that sort of thinking also comes from assuming that everyone else is gonna be as evil as u. just bc u are committing atrocities and genocide and as well as traumas and rapes and the like for ur selfish interest and personal business. u think that if the truth came out and they knew. or whoever survived or whoever is part of that group knew. that they would come after u. rightly too. bc when the great scales of energetic balance between species is disturbed. there’s a rebalancing. so then the next strategic factor gets to be strictly mental. manipulating by augmenting history and it’s facts to one that is biased. i mean ask urself why biases exist. why we know inspired us to think and then act in certain ways. or not act on others (especially where our actions is needed ) (this is why we can’t play into hand of tables turn bc the more wrong they want u to do the more they think that is enough to erase their past evil and what they try to do next but it doesn’t ) (it just destroys societies instead ) (and briefly causes to lose our way then the dust settles and here we are again )

and this augmentation process is not to deny u ur true feelings but misdirect it so as to juxtapose the nature of duality to one that serves then where as ur constantly divided among urself always mistaking the friend for a foe. where as some are in cahoots with the foe whose words are sweet but poison the minds and hearts of those misdirected bc they are either too gullible or they fall for false positives.

now don’t get me wrong. any time we can break thru facades. we are resilient in that the fake cannot be maintained for long and truths do come out sooner or later. but make no mistake of it. the pain and suffering and rapes and deaths as well as loss of time and energy and effort as well as wasted good relationships are very much real. if u take ur life seriously.

the seriousness comes from appreciating the life ur given. the true gratitude is not in being a sitting duck for others’ agenda just bc they look like they care about u or are charitable. that they may threaten ur rights if u ever must criticize bc u feel inside smth is wrong. the true gratitude is living in according to ur divine right. so if u feel smth is wrong. speaking out is ur right.

mind u. now the appearance of wars and control have changed form in the course of decades. but the evil still is alive even if it’s happening cumulatively in isolated places. we can see both the good and bad indeed and our collective advances made. that we are able to recognize our rights and truth and values. that all people deserve to live sovereign lives with dignity and be prevented by the advances and abuses of the few but we also have right. to fully practice our sovereign rights to coexist in harmony without middle men who keep relaying false information or limited data which creates animosity among us which is how they control the masses still. they divide and conquer. ( within today’s society with tech and internet access some who are supposed to do the jobs they r hired for are too busy wasting ur money while they spend all their time online spreading nonsense and manipulating the peoples thought bc they wanna use that as ground work to continue their strong hold and future lies and abuses bc they have two attachment. money and power which is rooted to greed mindset is far from thought leaders ).

this same holds true about young people. some are revered and have priority whereas others die u may say we should protect children and leave the world better then u turn around and enforce toxicity in ur practice. which is worse bc ur embodying the example u wish to convey. which they adopt at early on and u wish to employ them or pass down the same toxic systems to them. which in surface where things of that sort is chosen by the will of all people is facade and illusion if something of that sort that big is predetermined or preselected bc then ur grooming children for the special task of continuation of smth that many peoples are tired of. plus is criminal and unequal. everyone should do the job they are born for. their dharma and skill set. if u select some to use for ur advances and while make it seem like everyone can but their effort go to waste bc u already chose someone then this is the same thing as justice department that condemn a few for killing whereas allows mass killing elsewhere under diplomacy. total malarkey if u ask me.

surely we can recognize the toxic tentacles of the monsters of evil intending beings all over the world and also see that they are outnumbered by the good who do not prefer such dogmatic things or be selective with their spirituality and reason. this makes a big difference in the way things evolve. the less subscribed u are to their bullshit. the more truthful urself u are the less likely u will misdirect ur focus on who means well and who wishes u ill behind facades of smile and fake positivity and reciting lines of spirituality without much soul or heart .

often it’s pride

that gets in peoples way which obstructs their purview and careful intervention thru introspect and self reflection to break through the barriers of their self imposed or induced from external conditions and conditionings the biases that hold them back from their appropriate evolution.

so u may have the right or good intentions but be too attached or strong with ur ways in terms of how u concern right from wrong or maybe ur acclimated to think only of ur own race. which is quite expected as is the norm on this planet. even tho we may hide it. actions speak louder.

and results are clear as day. anyone with five basic senses and even with disabilities and different age groups experiences , can tell what is today. bc information is like air that permeates our skin and becomes or with us whether u like it or not.

and no matter where u are what ur conditions and conditionings may be and how u are expected to be a certain way so as to not get killed or play it safe or ur at the bottom of a food chain it doesn’t matter bc we carry the same truths in our hearts with us and we know things like tolerance and patience and commitment on our path to overcoming any obstruction and hardship that comes our way even if that means an entire life seems like it’s wasted on the exterior. (generational advancements can give us that much. the history is saturated with such conundrums which have become caked into our soul stuff as part of curriculum on this planet much like our survival instinct that evolves with time and experience so is this one )

never mistake someone’s silence for acceptance and their quietude when u do repetitive subtle attacks that nobody can detect what ur doing.

but just bc smth can be done shouldn’t mean that it needs to be normalized or it succeeds. to each their own. we have been beating on this drum for so long. u give what u can to this world all that is as it is as is seen by the universal powers that make this world and all that it contains possible.

other people may not be there to see things happen. u and ur posse of people may be too smart even for ur own good where u calculate and coordinate just right to make things seem like smth that they are not. but it doesn’t matter bc if the underlying intrinsic quality mean smth else. then that smth else comes precedence over all else even if u mean mostly well. u get what u give. and that’s that. ( so if u do wrong even whe u have right intentions for smth like greater good then the karma for that wrong precedes before u reach heaven)

ofc take the above mentioned with grain of salt. this world still has a lot of work to do. part of why i say. soul first mentality is bc it is the only way. at least that i can think of. that’s gonna get us to be inspired or inclined to stop reinjecting past historical poison into new veins to keep hate alive

what do u think happens when all these systems already established in past lifetimes of predecessors before us do to us in turn. bc we associate in the wrong way or don’t know what it means or don’t know what to do with what we are given that we think just simply recreating from the same old playbook will get us far instead ? and the new is almost always self serving. changing places. look at me. i’m the next best thing. we are the most love who will inspire masses ? get out of here. everyone loves u just stopped paying attention.

this doesn’t mean forget ur history. heck i don’t trust historical books that are heavily saturated on one side. u gotta hear all perspectives and then form ur own thoughts about stuff ( if u know how to do that) and more likely than not ur exhaustion will lead u to compassionate places where altruism arises after u release all ur doing is waste all this time and energy trying to figure it out like most others do.

or. ur tiredness will lead u to exhausted laziness where u then say. well let me choose whatever strategy bc u can’t think of smth better. cos if ur heart is closed. ur more likely to not be so creative ( this is where professional plagiarism and self interest via using others as a stepping stone for ur personal advancements come in eve tho initially u got this much traction due to their kindness and allowance of ur connection) . especially if ur intentions are not in alignment with the motivation to do anything necessary for the benefit of all people ?

and the simply dry answer to all world problems with nothing can be done or it’s always been this way are simply not enough. i am not gonna settle with tht i’m sorry.

if we do not realize the bounties of how far we all came so far in reality and cannot appreciate what improvements we made the chances are we are less likely to utilize the bounties we have for the benefit of all people. then our gratitude becomes poison we attach and hold onto things bc we calculate too much and only think of gratitude and benefit bc it serves us. bc we mistake our luck for smth else. and bc we fear losing it since vulnerability of human nature has us by the balls too i mean come on. every one knows that our life and the simply existence in this planet is that vulnerable. it’s resilient too but it’s also very delicate ( some of u play some very dangerous and ugly games like u don’t even care whom this hurts or makes sick or traumatized and it’s despicable to say the least ) ( bc u can’t creete problems with the intentions to solve them. u shouldn’t add more to what we already have and work to solve the past one s if u simply mean well) .

the balance found there in where we are in awareness which propels us with necessary nutriments for carrying forth the tasks is necessary within it to remedy this anxiety inducing experience that we are all part of. so there’s no denying that in others or colour it differently and then utilize what’s natural for all that all have access to. things like gratitude and utility of what we got for the benefit of all would then suffice in terms of finding solutions that some of us are too keen on promoting otherwise.

now u understand why nobody owes u that much trust and blind faith right ? u can lead an entire nation off the cliff for all we know. and u are the one who has to show via ur actions not just running ur mouth on empty promises and this and that nonsense bc anyone can do that. but not everyone can do what’s truly difficult which is often the rightest thing to do.

many who didn’t initially have the right creative thought

waited and provided grounds for all others to express themselves so as to seize the means of production of possible future entanglements.

what’s at play is the cloak of some who’s wearing thin wants to wear a new cloak for the future hardship that has been exposed and that at some point we will all have to face

the reason why this replacement of cloak with yet another is not good is precisely bc this is the continuation of illusion of smth that which does not come as it is. bc of it did. it would have to be faced with accountability for the way things are today.

if we were to face things as they are today then we will be able to root out step by step of course of events that brought us here cascading from the origin of times. and evolved through complex yet very easy to see avenues that overlap, combine. diverge and converge at versions timeline points of happenstance due to causes and events that follow as well as many layers due to diversity and each to their own take due to their perception as well as their ability to convey meaning into their choice of experience. aka will power. which includes both blind power recognized power and unrecognized power. respectively.

and in shedding of the excess. is the simplification of compacted yet rid of the illusion pompous part of our past acknowledgment coupled with clear reason. pure intention as well as ability to get only the datum of the data to save space as well as to sort out the varying data without losing its parts, augmenting it’s truths and facts, both of which rely on symbolism as well as derivative as per personal acknowledgment of such as well as contextual matterism of conveyance and thus transmuting into pure wisdom.

why this matters is purely due to our limbo states we find ourselves in. during various stages of ones personal life. from everyday experience into ones interpersonal relationships as well as the world at large. on common grounds where by which i believe each wishes to break through yet bc there’s a. sense of entitlement and self arrogance in the way in which as previously stated when evil is done the creative intuitive powers left thee and thus u as the stalk of once a pure being is now a lost ghost looking for host to feed off of or to think of urself to become pure again only after sacrificial offerings of others lives much like cattle to be a source of overcoming such perceptive hardship without the accountability factor or being awakened to ones part within it comes precisely from inability to process ones own data. or not having done the footwork of getting to know urself as a soul foremost and why ur here ur dharma to right ur wrongs bc we all did some wrongs during the period of acclimating ourselves to a reality that doesn’t operate as is due to humanistic appeal and the heavy reliance on blind faith blind follow false worship worship of idols and over attachment to wrong appeal as opposed to quality of ones being and in seeking of truths as well as being more aware in the now moment utilizing all ones senses in right way for right purpose for all benefit of all life’s as well as those that came before us. those that are before us and those that will replace us come nature of biology and cycles run.

we think that we are heavily influenced by natural cycles without knowing the truth and basis and cycles within those cycles of evolution as well as some of the causes and effects between the relationships of artifice and of natural variety of objectives that conjoin and co create the reality as we see as whole today. ( and we acclimate ourselves to a way of having got here bc the articulate mind likes to linear thought as opposed to world at large , to mistake the exit to be of same. the linear opposite which is not true. )

though as mentioned before. we have a abject reality through which we get to wish to be that which we were like home from innocence and place that purity of soul thru which our creative unique self steps forth without fear or judgment for criticism. critical thinking aside , the path to continuity of ones already existent creative nature is via doing the right things. as two wrongs never produced right results even with the external conditions that may temporarily give way to a finished work. though the indivisible reality that works in accordance to its own laws tend to differ in terms of its natural appellation to what needs to transpire next to which we may liken each work to a production of so and sos conniving attitude or access to something else where this may be the truth it’s partial to human liking itself in terms of its consciousness to one where if it’s awakened to its own truth and senses. which gives way to a grey area rather that when the most self imposed awakened individual of susceptible to wrong doings any wrong doing. no matter how small. or double intended or two faced or assuming that they like to play with both objective and think of no consequences to them bc they may look in the world and see that it’s conceptualized on some form or shape. it’s to think there are those whose worse off than u should grant u an upper hand or even get u unnoticed but this is not part of a natural cycle. unless it’s called under stupidity or willful ignorance.

sadly people are spending far too much time money effort and resources on wars

and hardly any of it for solving common problems. goes to show u where loyalties lie as well as priorities.

we don’t know the extend by which these things occur in the world. only that when a problem shows itself , and it begins to contra it it’s own statements on various subjects by its actions and it’s willingness to pick and choose what should and should not apply in its handling and prioritization

we are prevented from asking further equations and are expected to follow fictions of everyday motions that they calculate minute by minute in detail

and we are expected to participate in a cult like manner where by which. nothing is wasted in terms of time and resources. only that it benefits smth more sinister hiding in plain sight.

the constancy of bearing the same tune on a drum over and over. they expect that the words have so much power that without true grit and rightful effort to achieve them mean of overcoming their hardship. or whatever motivates them to do the things they do in the first place

in hopes that the constancy of churning the same info with the underlying appeal to get masses to disconnect from the recent development of spiritual gains which have been made

so as to. the less u use it. the more likely u will lose it mentality. that which attributes to our esp like quality where by which we are able to tune into natural information bank as it is. without such biasses constantly being pushed forth and force fed as part of fear of missing out mentality ( spend time alone. connect with nature divine and all fresh cues and remain consistent prioritize ur own practice , the missing out is an illusion )

such as in spaces and places where u might find urself having some type of advantage or insight into which is already available for all. yet the conductive means is motivated by smth that is already stated above. as a sinister form of getting masses to lose their own way so as to have previously gained through true grit of their own self motivated effort to where one that wishes to dominate rather or take credit for its production to seize the production and take ownership of such and then use that as part of the economic domination rather than solve the economic inconsistencies within those systems that benefit only the few.

i think the issue isn’t that there attempt to do the wrong thing with hopes of achieving smth right that bothers me. but that they actually believe that their efforts is working. ( also shows desperation meaning that they too mist feel shit ain’t working the way they wished so they overexert themselves with repetitive nonsense which in this case i can safely say is done for self safety or self assurance even tho it’s delusion) they convince themselves that simply by reciting lies to themselves and thus to others over and over again is slowly conditioning people into the type of mindset they wish to have of them and as well as their personal mission to seem holier or godlier in their efforts to dominate the spiritual realm where all things manifest into the material realm. again , this false sense of mentality. the sloppy way to solve ones inner crises as well as external conditions one is part of , and willingness to cheapen ones now moment and attributes to manipulation as well as exertion upon masses ones calculated biases to get ones way is nothing new. it’s been done before but just like before. it has failed. ( they r mad but just as much as there are evil people on earth there are also good people on earth who also have built skills and wisdom to counter as these days begin to occur. the issue is that each extraordinary person in extra ordinary ordinary place has to recognize and do their part in whole so as to get through this times with as little loss and maybe no evil rooted for the reset or what is upcoming since they will at some point have to lay down their weapons and face the music of everyday life ) (eventually)

and so it fails yet again. though mind u. some of these plans have been. in the making for twenty plus years for some of these individuals this is the only trick up their sleeve meaning that the heavy and extensive emphasis we see today in the way of their delivery. in which case when u see actual people suffer and die of the consequences of such plans in place. can be convincing since the underlying factors remains the same. that with ill intentions. of some who wish to portray smth that is one way. as smth tht they wish to be perceived as smth entirely else. is at play. for the immediacy of truths there in to also be heavily manipulated for selfish purposes for selfish greedy outcomes that is also heavily at play. while also causing mass suffering in people from myriad of fields ( also to prepare current generations for the futility of prospect fo future wars. what u see today is not happening accidentally bc someone cannot handle their own issues. it’s strategic) . since this manipulative tactic denotes to spiritual amnesia which is meant to get u stressed enough so that the chemical firings within urself gets temporarily lost. not bc this succeeds but so that they establish a few truths of their own. albeit unrealistic and unnatural and if they have targeted some individuals to use for their outcome. to control and seize the means of past production as well as all that is contained within which they may also possess the means. so as to control its continuation in hopes to seize the independence of what spiritual practices may bring. as we see in some parts of the world the heavy emphasis of such domination over others. which also has been proven to have failed. yet here we are bc some folks are eager to keep trying as opposed to admit where and when they r wrong about smth. .

the direction of the unfoldment of some of the events in conjunction with their hidden agendas as they unfold, in real time, is before us all. but bc we already know the truths and facts as they revealed themselves at the entrance. we still seek some type of new or vital information we feel we are missing while those who are the proprietors of such conduct are the cause and to be recognized as true as their intentions colour the day to day decision they make about in the name of whatever.

they dont have new tricks. for all they have worked so hard for is these unfolding events that which they invested. the less vested we are. the more centred and equanimus on our way on the common appeal of human rights. the less likely their effect will take root and they will go just as they came through these difficult tines and will be held responsible for manufactured suffering and trauma and death alike. either in the human nature so realm or in the process of their afterlife as this happens. (tho what’s different with these times as opposed to the past is that it happened so often and so many lives were traumatized and lost interim that we have naturally gained the spiritual wisdom which can’t be taken from us or turned back in time to arbitrary place where they connected false dots to assuage things swill work out in their favour should they manifest that on earth today – u can’t cross the same river twice and even in this statements. u can’t choose what can cats lose out of ur conundrum no matter how shrewd or smart u think u are)

don’t touch. don’t attach. don’t hang on to too much of their self imposed nonsense. ur already doing great. i have personally observed that human kind has evolved to a point here they are more able to see what is and know intuitively what is right from what is not. keep up the good work and don’t give up. take frequent breaks and love love love

two of the greatest let downs

were realizing that the authority and experts didn’t know any better. either in terms of what is right and what needs to be done.

part of that is a remnant of a youth mentality that which depends too exclusively on ones surrounding for ur survival and the word and ability of others to carry out tasks make judgment and the choice for the safe right thing. be resourceful as well in material and in wisdom.

when statements are too strict and too refined i think it poses great danger of constricted mentality. conditioning of which not only gets us misled but it’s effects become long term to get out of since

many of us are not granted flexibility and room to make errors during the time of which we are breaking through others’ biases as well as any conditioning that may have taken place.

though when we are tending to our inner garden. we see the seeds r same for everyone and the coming out of such conundrum of past dealing don’t have to translate strictly to actions where we must learn in street only thru tough real life stuff aka street knowledge. for this poses greater discrepancy to get out of since

systems do not recognize to solve issues of others when things are small so as to allow rehabilitation early on and reflect those changes within itself so that come future time no other person becomes susceptible to similar grounds. (and humanly too with dignity and such bc we haven’t truly established human life sanctity. just caring about ur life and value ur time doesn’t suffice if u don’t also recognize and honour the same in others )

when we don’t have such fall back plan from systems. they may say well u did this to urself or let u be homeless or get sick or suffer consequences for decades after the fact where u can’t even get or a start from where u are since the wages are too low and every avenue to restore some above the water level type existence demands from us to borrow money on the instability of statistics of today where future becomes even more unsustainable or uncertain (no accountability where it’s truly needed. like ever )

which causes anxiety within persons not to mention the joy gets lost when u conceptualize to such an extend where all u think breath be and are is survival instinct. adrenaline of which can drain a person given enough time has passed

not to mention our desires can get in the way. serious severe implication in what we call culture. i mean what is culture. it’s few ingredients ferment. or catalyze given enough time and right conditions temperature etc which transforms the whole shape and the content matter.

so we don’t even know what a woman is. what a man is. we don’t see that the social roles placed for us causes much suffering bc they are unrealistic in their formation and ways and do not honour each person as sovereign. rather than see it as commodity and as part of ur own survival.

without having established truth and basis into ur own person u mix and mingle with others who are of the same. and u expect to come up to a better ground together though we don’t realize the conundrums and are easy to be misled. if for instance u do not train urself how to process ur own data and digest ur experice and turn them into wisdom so u apply ur wisdom in ur next up and coming

someday someone comes along and tells u what ur experience was. gives meaning to it. and reason which is quite misleading. ( or u create the same with a new person and u escape that and u being all ur unlearned lessons until u overcome ur inner hardship ) or u don’t have to meet people directly. all u gotta do is get a bit of culture lessons and allow that to set precedence of what’s going on in ur life. ( inner script we fall susceptible to due to its burn in of predications that don’t translate truthfully to our true nature ) cos we seek our reflections . in all people and experiences around us and when the information becomes biased or aware or wills itself to intentionally misdirect us or get us lost in our ways of discovery and person , then things stop being authentic in their formation. so the solutions can’t be authentic and the approach can’t be natural without including the component of technology and it’s impact.

here the internet wages the gap between our distanced selves. from ourselves and each other. we are already half technological even when we don’t realize which gaps within us were missing in the past by comparing the last twenty years to where w e are today.

though i doubt we know what we are doing. anytime soon at least. bc there are past discrepancies that are unresolved at core level that we must get thru and clarify. before we say that ok now the clarity has been reached let us move onto what’s next.

it’s like this. we get this issue about women problems yet we want equality now upon others without having solved the discrepancies within the systems where there is no justice served repercussions balanced and people reimbursed. so without having solved these issues and restored what’s missing we can’t then say women are truly free

we have many solutions done in a sloppy way this way so the theory given above in example can be applied on all others. mainly on three categories: sexism bigotry and racism.

milestone ten

things don’t go wrong overnight

peoples don’t . decide one morning and kill themselves overnight. or attack others.

we are not that basic to a point where when we see each other that we can determine what a human is. period.

it’s only a false sense of assumption that a person who is still in process of self discovery, self remembering And self knowing to go out in the world among others in their individual journeys and suddenly assume their reality for them.

yet before we even know our true self. we assume that when we see each other. we are super sure we know what we are seeing. and this certainty seems so clear that we make such conclusions about each other without such notice.

and when we get confronted about ourselves in the same way. we say but that’s too complicated, i’m different. it’s different for me.

even in observing on what’s wrong we see clear distinction between smth that may have given u a false sense of understanding about an objective can get u to make an error. and in turn. in taking ownership of that, u may recognize that things aren’t as black and white as they seem.

whereas when we condemn others and bring them in front of a judge or try to clarity what is right from wrong , good from bad, irregardless to examining “both sides” we still haven’t come to the ground level of where these issues spring from. bc we are too certain that what we think we see

is as we see it is which is a problem. from a standpoint of someone who puts his bets on who he is on his job description. or status for instance. does he make such connections as to who someone is with the same baseline approach ?

there maybe many diffent avenues of our truth and person that goes well beyond even what this lifetime has to offer. though we may not get the insight as to who we are not in the same way as we would as versus who we are in this given lifetime.

we may make assumptions or come to some type of abstract notions as to who we were before we got here. but that’s anyone’s best guess. u can say u were queen of egypt and still there is no viable proof that u were. since we don’t know the process of our pst selves. the identity of the finite person which gets left behind have complex effect on all our hearts and minds thereafter.

so i see a lot of that. u know where folks be like well u can’t trust human kind for the human mind is too unpredictable and gets out of hand if ur not careful. it’s like a bomb. it just goes off and the persons. or people. especially nowadays bleed that into actions

which have severe repercussions. u know. those who go and attack others out of nowhere or someone says u know what i’m fed up. imma go kill someone who cares i got nothing to lose blah blah

and then well all this adds to that trust mentality where we keep chipping away at it bit by bit when we are not careful. why is that? bc the many processes of breaking down complex issues also have their own process of evolution and the many systems that we operate around don’t exactly get their momentum in the way

as to say when we shift our focus to a particular something only then do we get to work thru it , given that we are working diligently to overcome an aspect of it or consciously examining all whereabouts and how abouts it came to be in a objective way with the intention to improve a thing rather than assume it’s simply good enough and not see the connectivity of such things that complement

the way our world and its many complexities within it operate /cooperate.

and then there’s overemphasis on some other objective which is probably where we are missing in actions where we need to be. thereby when a thing goes really wrong. it seems like it happens overnight. it’s just our attention is missing from such places bc we are overemphasizing on other objectives too much.

the only solution is to allow not just ourselves be our group mindset to do specific tasks. but allow all humanity a chance to rise to the occasion to cooperate effectively. one way we can grant this is to get out of the me mentality or dogmatic approach to wanting to to do everything all on ur own

this requires mutual cooperation and mutual trust between differing parties.

another is to consider next generations and give them hope by embody in being change we wish to materialize on earth before we pass down this world and it’s ways as well as it’s systems to them.

right now there’s far too much negativity and severe challenges facing us all. either to our extinction or a breakthrough where by which we finally solve those age old issues that we keep pushing into back burner or assume it’s someone else’s fault or job to clean up.

the moment we get out of the old mindset that’s been the single most proprietor to holding us back collectively is the moment we are all seeking intuitively that’s aside from all our preconceived notions and whatever filters we run on bc our minds can get us to prioritize practical thought over the heart and soul of our connective entity that is the collective unity rooted to our common divine.

then when we see individual issues or those that seem to happen overnight we won’t. mistake it as stationary for everything that finalizes in action has to have had its own process. which would give us clues as to train our senses to be present in right places at right time so as to mitigate an issue before it happens or when it’s still very small. this is not to

be confused with dogmatic control of assuming that so and so may pose a danger without validity basis and proof that they are and thus u get in the way of smth u also don’t fully understand. for this would precisely attribute to the same issue. assumption that u know smth whereas u actually don’t.

the way i see this working out is a lot more natural. it doesn’t require a lot of brain power not on a burn out sense either. but given by our path of self realization. the who am i. and that’s in each of our individual hearts that’s connected to the in indivisible unity of our collective lives. and then become more present with that in all we do which if some folks do not yet know or are misdirected thus can see our example and be inspired all on their own in their own time.

though bc we didn’t get there overnight. (on our collective issues ) that we can’t expect this to happen right away too so but it’s a good thing to look forward to .

it’s nice to cut off all previous agreements

with folks who are not direct in their ways. honest with their word. and are rather adventitious with their intentions and motives.

u do not owe it to others to get along. i think when such discrepancies happen it’s best to clarify and to ensure so as to prevent any future predatory behaviours from higher places where big decisions are made

since this tends to scale off the balance betwen such stark differences of power positions. usually when smth goes wrong. we must learn to look at those who have power over great distances. and ask ourselves do we really need to rely on one person for such a big task

since when a big mistake is made. it’s harder for one individual to admit to their mistake and a lot easier to blame others for their incompetence. and greed (and if u notice. since twitter and how we change the way we speak. most leaders or those other power are trying to get on our level for the dawn degree of understanding and compassion but without having done anything of real substance or telling stories in chunks whatever serves them best bc they want to be relatable but don’t wish to do the hard work of such relativity aspect when u also dip into ur privilege and are all good and well and maybe it’s ur strategist to use people for ur selfish gain that causes that apprehension to trust )

i suspect that this is result of seeing general people as ignorant masses or people who can not fend for themselves or defend themselves in good faith and good conscience. but we mistake general peoples errors to something inherent or stationary whereas what we need to do is look to those systems that cause such negative side effects. ( bc even those who take on such tasks and get onthe system need to be protected as in they have at any time in office to abuse their power for their selfish gain and paint. it as smth objective or smth that needs to happen where’s they also use the same place of allowance to abuse regular people they have beef with. people need protection fro leaders potential of abuse of systems that are designed to serve all equally).

tho when ur dealing with large number of people. and given that status is of strong concern here. like as a leader u don’t want ur incompetence to show so strongly that that’s how u will be remembered and go down in history books as ur incompetences rather than ur accomplishments.

which forces folks to lie about their accomplishments and conceal their error of judgement. it’s a lot easier to deny and find smth else to mitigate a issue which could be solved by simply doing the right thing since the right thing seems too scary for some who. may assume or think that people are just like them in the sense that they would also be advantageous should he be clear and honest about his mistakes. ( so the wrong application of the greater good theory applies in the personal incompetence of those who use the objective system for their selfish gain or personal benefit and lie about it in public discourse only enough that they don’t attach their name and face on things they say. so that they aren’t held despicable come future time when things change )

so not only that there’s great error in judgement that what is perceived from the people as stationary whereas the actions are rather side effects to flaws found in systems and it’s contradictory ways prevent timely resolve among its members. but the leaders also mistake their struggles as stationary or characteristics of their job descriptions of tasks they take on as well. (so intentional incompetence of some leaders whose privilege does not recognize what their actions convey to world at large may cause some other leaders to benefit fro those strategies and wage wars ) ( because they tend to learn from each other if they r not changing notes behind closed doors )

in a way. u may not know what to do next and then look around to what others have done who came before u and then assume that’s the only way which sort of explains to us why certain things are on constant repeat

it’s due to a persons inability to do the next tough thing which expects from them honesty and trust and bc they would either do smth familiar or safe. they choose to repeat the same mistakes of those who came before them. ( that’s why we see many places where common people pay the piece of someone’s inability to handle large numbers and complex matters. and when they end up oversimplifying there matters without peoples own input. they become dogmatic and destructive in their ways where they do not get respect in return. which makes them angry and punish the people via subtle systemic changes that hurt them)

and i think the issue here is based on this aspect. it’s not that we don’t have enough information about history per se. in fact there’s over abundance of info and in some it’s biased and in others contradictory. missing in parts as well as too technical in aspect so we end up focusing on all these arbitrary details that take us nowhere nor do they incite or transpire inspiration for new ideas or solutions to our common problems. ( and everyone gives up when they r extremely frustrated. even if for a short moment . tho when this happens at a big arena of decisions. this negatively impacts the people that dependent on ur alliances and services that u were selected to do diligently that’s aside from ur personal or subjective feelings. and when they catch themselves in hindsight. they will spend months of bullshit to further waste peoples life and time and energy just to cover their own ass )

there’s also that. when an individual or groups of individuals or a entire country looks to history too much. where they don’t in occasionally touch down in reality or ensure the quality of now in all they do. ( which we see now where countries put too much money on fear and not enough on current issues where their peoples suffer consequences of their leaders inability to prioritize what is essential and or be able to do multiple important tasks simultaneously or ask for help when they need it bc systems also have us illusion that ur in a ivory tower and iron fist and all that but u lack coordination. for altruism on the right appeal for the benefit of all people )

they have then no time or energy to look ahead to see the trajectory in which they are headed by which they do when they are not completely present and just. and calm. bc they also get lost in all the emotions that may arise in company of such feelings. as well as the natural reactive byproduct of ones personal experience with the world which is works on the line of ones subjective reality which can also contribute to ones perception and colour ones world as well as allow one to shape ones reality that one tend to understand and thus draw wisdom or make conclusions or come up with a plan. ( that’s why u will end up getting scapegoats for systematic malfunctions as opposed to transparency of why and how as well as common grounds for all afflicted as a fault of such for solutions brain storming common objectively)

this results in a blind society. gaslit you such a extend that they actually begin to beg for biased information just to nurse themseves to some type of inner calm or illusion of safety. so in a way we become addicted to constancy of a particular type of information flow just to assure us on our way when we do not know or fully feel confidence in the way we live bc we are focusing on one aspect too much over the quality of our lives in general or be calm and inspired as well as diligent enough to come up with solutions. bc we are too entrenched in the descriptions of problems too much and then bc we get exhausted. we end up blaming people for our inability to do our part. ( this is where many chose to do wrong to get right or right results or they mitigate a wrong with slither wrong and say they either didn’t have control over their choice or assume this is they standard or way to be )

let’s say that someone does everything except that one thing where they directly contact people they have issues with. and this has been normalized in a world of such contractions where double speak and conniving attitude and general sense of distrust has long been established. given enough competition bc of appearance of lack of resources and materializing an honest desirable life for urself. it’s no wonder folks get in relationships with mentality to get what i can rather than is this what i truly want. answer.

and when most of our dealings start on this notions. bc we wish to protect ourselves and identity. we either resort to lying or hurting or harming others while trying to make ourselves look competent. but when we refuse to utilize our privilege and power to contact someone whose words we have selectively listened and chose according to our hidden order or personal outcome. ( or in today’s quality of relationships in some instances where necessary steps aren’t in accord to consider knowing others but assume some type of justice over them and their person and destiny ) how then can we say our word towards someone is worthy to listen?

now i see that a lot of issues can be solved if folks simply get real. but this hardly happens. personally i’ve been speaking on this for years. and still to this day. folks are doing everything but and expect a different outcome. which leads to predetory behaviours playing at large bc there’s that comfortable grey zone where u can say or do or make seem whatever because u wish to abuse ur power for ur benefit in alignment with that lack mentality instead of fixing the errors in the systemic way which would otherise grant the changes that ur actually seeking. ( many of today’s mind games between such leaders and high status people and regular folks started with my dealing with celebrities through twitter and mind related relationships where folks don’t know u but have power to talk about u or take ur stuff freely and use it for their enrichment and then in turn still antagonize u enough that u no longer can safely function in societies bc information bias and general lack of funds coupled by competition between regular folks like u may temporarily give people to choose those biases for their self survival and apples towards authority to be the next smth)

so most folks who mistske this seeking as one where they need scapegoats to make excuses for their misbehaviour or lack of competence within their professional field should be noted. so that we don’t mistake the transgression of people who are under their direct fire of such abulations for anger issues or characteristic flaw since if ur agsisnt the wall for too little g and are constantly squeezed into a corner the natural biologist of that is almost always in direct alignment with ones survival instinct so if u push someone enough times they will finally break down and want to get loud bc they dont feel safe in ur company. and under current conditions especially in western society cos in the east or anywhere else the kinds are open in broad daylight but in weary they are more psychological so we don’t see those emotional scars bc the conniving attitudes here use satellites and any other technology for mind control but with democracy in mind. and do create like that. which is also dishonest. and strengthens the abuse on the other parts of the world we see today. thank u

all laws under one sun

are equal for all under all conditions that they may be hurt or harmed by others and they deserve to be stood up for. spoken about as well as helped when and where it’s necessary.

not one person group or the like is more importers than the other. for anyone who wishes to bully harm hurt use conniving attitudes run on greed and think that death threats and traumas inflicted is justifiable need to know that u r the problem and not those who are systemically and repeatedly hurt by u.

some folks tend to get it up in to their heads their self righteousness. god like behaviours and actions towards others and use their power position and job description for ill purposes. we have no time for illusions of the ego pursuit or their greed

for those who are or wish to be clear in their heart and soul during this brief life on earth would refrain from such pleasures of the body attachment to limited pursuit.

there is prudence in coursing thru this world and its many difficulties however. one must protect self. be strong enough so as to not get swallowed up by conniving attitudes and deception of others. so u need to be successful to a degreee and be prudent in ur ways so as to not be a strictly yes person or no person. there’s a healthy in each individual on the path of overcoming such conundrums and contractions found (context is key here for ur time and energy is not wasted if u have eye of the student and use ur experience for learning. about ur world and it’s ways including the limited thoughts of few)

in between material and metaphysical connotations of self placement. among others diverse happenstances coloured by their attachment and non attachment predisposition and the like. with intentions recognized and more to get through as well as perceptions that also differ given that one has established within oneself the continuity of which one is willing to shed the untrue and prioritize the quality of ones work rather. in all one does says and becomes thereafter

this also includes the right priorities. we see this as one of a very difficult thing to overcome bc to each. there’s objective priorities and subjective ones. and to each u might not realize ur biases. self inflicted or perhaps it’s privileged to feel this way towards others.

each in their own way may not recognize the totem pole they support also. it’s better for the unity of the collective societies to not partake in the totem pole of some for their illusions are only strengthened by the numbers they wish to bring in. not bc there’s a unity aspect in putting people against reach other.

consider it like this. if we prioritize us versus them mentality then we are more likely to promote separatist notions more than the unity aspect we wish to convey. to truly embody unity aspect we must apply the same objective to all equally. given the context matter is also kept in purview. not to be used for selfish purposes

bc u may see vulnerability of others and use it against them but in ur approach to help others in their vulnerability u must consider the freedom (trying to override someone’s narrative. to change their experience and deny it for them with prospect to help or hem is not helping it’s manipulative and self interested calculator actions geared for ones perceivable character in the world so ur using others for ur self enrichment and power u wish to secure in the world systems )

otherwise with conditions what ur doing is not only trying to get someone to change their values already established in the world for all human rights but ur exposing ur own true position on the subject. as well.

the best thing we can do is forget about it such details especially when they are frivolous and focus on the common objectives about human rights globally and equally under one sun. ( for example not everyone has privilege to reach old age. but not everyone should be respected bc of their old age for wisdom and respect are gained rightfully here as well and not all folks are created equal bc their end results depend on their intentions and the true goodness they have done especially when no one is looking )

when we shift focus from biases of others just to be able to partake in something or belong somewhere or depend on their kindness to get us through our vulnerability or establish some form of security , we are also awakened to our true power and truth in our right to choose wisely

our approach toward world issues establish few grounds one by which our actions set a precedence for those who might adopt to our behaviours. so no matter how much we may like or not like. accept or disregard our natural power to influence and or inspire others. may we be sensitive enough to be present at which we do say and act as well as embody in terms of the quality of our being. towards our surroundings. especially when we assume they are not looking or not seem as affected by it.

only then are we sensitive enough to conniving attitudes and some who wish to hurt us or get pleasure from torturing us. or they speak about human rights or bullying but it also smth they practice. (use the pain to be stronger so as to cut any previous attachments dependence n promises and deals made to break them. when they lie. there’s no honour in their word. then. all else must realign accordingly by natural laws )

because if we cannot help others in terms of their wrong doings. toxic behaviours or bad habits toward themselves or each other. what we can do is stop promoting it as smth good which would allow us to prioritize accordingly in our own lives. make space for the new. for our attention and time are two resources that cannot be replaced so don’t squander it on small minded people.

also don’t be afraid to be alone. personally all that i ever gone thru ever since i was a kid prepared me for these days. u think u know all when ur young. when u see evil of some. wait until u grow up and see complete grown ass adults who are in big power positions do some of the dumbest things for stupid reasons as power grabs and manipulation and domination on the dumb appeals. u will be grateful for those days. use ur past traumas as a power , superpower to counter the effects (negative ) on some parts of our society playing at large today.

and the loneliness is a lifesaver. years of loneliness is what saves me today from attaching to toxic people bc i’m not desperate to be with others. this allows me to see things and people for who they are. no matter how slow at revealing themselves they may be.

back when i freshly moved to america

and started high school. i got targeted for bullying by a group of other girls who thought thAt me being unaffected by their negative advances was rather prideful.

that if i walked past them with my head up high and my gaze before me was simply too much. which implies that i was expected to keep my head low and my gaze to the ground every time i passed them.

the thing about bullies is not the same as an error done betwen people when it occurs one time. the error. since the bully mentality is that ur being targeted and are repeatedly. being forced to confront smth that u wish to have nothing to do with.

surely anyone is bound to making errors of judgement. but i’m certain that a mistake is something that can easily be remedied( context is key here ) as versus a systemic normalization of behaviour or set of behaviours that impact the receivers life so negatively that they no longer enjoy life, anticipate the issue before it has occurred bc the systemic way of it happening sort of does that to u

and prioritize those feelings before all others. even more personal ones such as self care and investing in ur future or simply the simplicity of enjoying ur surroundings.

it’s not that u start to distrust others bc some bullies have targeted u as well. u see that others see hear and witness such occurrences but also u see that they turn the other way. or refuse to acknowledge what’s happening and even be completely neutral in a situation that u may clearly display discomfort.

based on by my personal experiences in the bullying of others. the happenstances were hardly ever quiet. we were loud in our statements which also includes body language.

and no matter how much u wish to say well it’s others choice to not be involved and u wish to keep or remain open to any future friendships. it does cause a sort of negative impact that builds in parallel about the generalities of human nature.

that we are either too stupid to recognize our power in numbers. or we are too chicken shit to stand up to what’s right.

irregardless , it is quite easy to push urself to further isolation bc of the ignorance of others which albeit is subtle , it hurts more than what the bully does. and that’ comes from my personal experience with bullies in my life.

ofc for me. luckily my mom got involved (which was a few years later than the original start) and with the help of the principal and common sense and scientific reasoning that i naturally am predisposed with when it comes to arguments of th sort

i was able to confront my bullies one by one and end the whole objective . finally but this negatively impacted my relationships within the school with literally almost everybody.

i was more apprehensive about making friendships. and although i had generally objective outgoing personality that didn’t judge based on by background gender and the like , i didn’t really care too much about where my friendships would lead me.

so always being guarded instead and remembering this one fact that most folks would be there for u when things r going well of if they have smth to get out of it than actually just simply do the right thing. no strings attached.

ofc in retrospect. this is easy to convey to myself. than being in the thick of it. and u might have heard me say. that i experienced terrible bullies in my adult life more so than this brief moment in my youth. at work. or among other societies in the presence of adults. that the bully mentality never grows out of some minds.

it almost cakes into some peoples psyche so deep that they dont realize their systemic function tends to demoralize humans in a positive way. demoralize in a positive way. yes it’s not meant to make sense bc when ur presented with such experiences. u too get flabbergasted at the occurrence going like seriously?

and at first u be like yes i got the gusto to change anything for better . i have the inner reserves and intuitional perseverance what have u bc originally u may assume well it feels like bullying. it looks like bullying but they are grown ass adults. maybe i’m wrong.

so originally u run on benefit of doubt coupled by extreme objective personality that wishes to not only look to the bright side of things or silver lining but u also wanna save that person or people bc ur far too invested in unity mindset.

but this is bad. very bad if u don’t consider things as they are and that each actions should have consequences no matter how big or how small …. isn’t that how bullies reach into full adulthood and think or assume that their actions are justifiable in the first place ?

isn’t that how good systems turn sour. good counties turn evil. good things come to end and are thus replaced with ground zero. erase everything go back to the blackboard. start over. bc we fucked up. and each time this happens u begin to go to the source. the core of matters and originating place where everything sprung forth.

and u realize u can’t build anything of meaning and ever lasting appeal on shoddy ground. mind u this is not to change anyone about their age old ways and set up minds about their objectives and whatever motivates them.

i’m just expressing my distaste of such. and that i’m simply bewildered about how we keep on coming to the same recognizance but fail to or at the very least refuse to acknowledge and accept that perhaps this is not the way to get at things. and that maybe it’s time to change our own bad habits and become a little bit more objective or different u may have heard

ur not gonna solve the issues in the same way u got there. but i don’t think people understand what einstein meant here.

its either we lack the creativity intuition intention to generate smth new and better or we simply are too set in our ways. it’s like this. some people did in fact come out of terrible times. but they don’t feel good or comfortable around the purity and good innocence of others bc others didn’t go thru what they have so instead of changing systems and world for better so others don’t have to experience such trauma and hardship. they instead break others bc they have convinced themselves that pain and suffering is part of human nature and everyone must be broken anyway bc that’s just the way it’s been and that’s how it’s gonna be and that’s that. no further discussions about it. or self reflection or doubt that maybe ur wrong.

good morning.

a lot of world issues have been identified. while that’s nice and fine. getting people on the same page still seems like an impossible feat. we are still in the haze of decades worth of gaslighting and are still calculating in our ways to control what we can’t and thus are out of energy focus and coordination on what we should today.

there are things we can foresee and things that are out of reach. such is the scientific field of studies that give us some type of clarity of the ways that be and then there are the unpredictable grounds that at any point in our collective lives something could go wrong and we have no way of mitigating those issues bc we can’t seem to figure out the extend by which things could go wrong, and since we haven’t done the important work of species unity which would grant us the right coordination

as well as flexibility and grounds to remedy any issues should they arise , we find ourselves in a cosmic conundrum instead and assume that the flexibility and room for error that we think we need is to think of ourselves only should things go severely wrong. (and this goes from scientific advancements and finding out key points but not sharing it globally bc u priorities ur self advancement but forgo the basis of scientific study that if there’s one impact in one part of the world it will eventually go around. so is with disasters )

as a very optimistic person i will say this simply that no matter how bad things are right now and how impossible the feat may appear for the common species to get their shit right about basics in terms of what we should prioritize about our common appeal , that it’s better later than never. tho ofc take this line of truth with grain of salt bc every life lost. every one traumatized n suffering the consequences of the few who thought they were clever in the passing down of the system by their ancestors to continue on its bullshit

as opposed to doing the actual work of uniting the people and letting go of bad toxic habit. still insisting to control what they can’t and thereby fell short when actual things happen that require from us our coordination and compassion. coupled by fortitude to our common past so as to cast our personal dealings aside so that we prioritize on our common goal of survival of species

wait a minute. ofc everything comes back to funds and our inability to conceptualize a plan better than what we have been given. in part because we lack trust in each other. in another bc the animosity from which our current mode of being arose due to our losses and hardship albeit on the frivolous aspects which may still be alive in the hearts and minds of some still or that the lack of money and inconsistency in our common world appeal which makes some nations the prey and others the predator in terms of mitigating the financial aspect may give that as a excuse that the past should be brought forth only to hide ur true intentions behind it.

and that’s no longer good enough. bc what that does is. it prevents our species from truly evolving from that destructive common historical past. sure u could have been one of the few or the last remnants of such destructive nature experienced not too long ago. (and that could get u to say that was bad. i never want others to feel this way but u say. if someone else were to be in that situation that ur glad it’s no longer u but then instead. ur fused with the idea that things will always be this way and miss the grand point of what needs work)

but what we don’t realize by constantly animating the animosity of those times is pretty much conditioning our children to do act and embody more of the same. (we fuse them with our past inconsistencies our past ancestors inconsistently fused us with ) which is why issues persist. not bc they are inherent or anything. we have already demonstrated that hate is taught. yet we still insist on inhumane ways of treatment of others bc we think that’s gonna solve our financial crisees.

what we are missing is the human resource among all the resources that may be dwindling and challenging our species. with that said. we do need to put money for the common goal of meeting our environmental crisis and while deal on with that. solve our spiritual inconsistencies bc they are fused. ur not gonna come out of issues thinking without common trust. we are gonna have to be reliable in order to rely on each other. that’s why human resource comes handy. we are gonna need money to put into education. and we are gonna think of all the things that could go wrong before they happened and train people accordingly. we need money to do this.

and we need to have to communicate effectively and be able to rely on each other which is where we need to change the way we handle our own leadership. the past leadership mentality no longer applies. to dominate and rule people and to treat them animals and in turn to expect them to show up in ur crisis even if that may impact them would u blame them for not giving a shit (we need to open source satellite spying also. no more indoctrinated bullshit. it sets us back)

and u may think that’s of no consequences either when u demoralize people in ur accustomed handing of ur issues. but it’s just a sloppy way to handle smth far bigger than u.

if we think we are going to have any chance of overcoming our issues by mistreating each other then we are missing the point here. if we think that by hurting harming and destroying others ( and exterminate them like they are pests) that we would finally overcome the economic crisis in the way they are today and assume that we can build anything of value and worth over pile of shit we are wrong. if we think that by hating others and exploiting them for our own outcome. hidden agenda or greed. and assume that any glitz and facade of glamour is gonna cover the stench of our past habits. we will be facing the music soon on that as well.

these statements are not to hurt or harm u. we are way past such ego games and some of us never invested in the same mentality some of u run on anyway. the information. on becoming better not just for urself and think for urself but live with everyone. in mind is available for all in this day and age so don’t expect to break others and have ushers to fix them just enough that they are sitting upright and useful for ur agenda but never solve issues at root bc let’s admit it. it’s u who need the spiritual awakening. and don’t expect others to clean up after ur spiritual infraction time and time again or baby u bc ur the jewel and everyone else revolves around u. no. do ur own work. rise to the occasion bc we are running out of time here.

in this day and age. ignorance is just stupid at this point.

we connect new pathways

in our brains when we make new memories and new connections. so is the notion with the motion of constantly beating the same old drum versus being perceptive and open to new resources that is of our diverse human kind. or one human family.

we made strong connections when we act in line with frequencies that promote racism for instance. because it’s via constantly speaking the same lines of previously accepted notions which become preconceived notions for that fact.

but just bc this is a fact this doesn’t make racism a fact. per se. for things do change. and there’s a lot of good traction made history come. though this also does not negate more work at hand for future come.

the same holds true about our false connected dots about our sexuality and how we see and treat each other. for roles for change in time respective of their quality of their contextual matter. so we must adapt in order for the survival of our species especially when dangers are present.

adaptations are like changes. they represent ebbs and flows of our reality that which coincide and challenge our previously acclimated states of being. they don’t necessarily negate the way here. bc we depend on myriad of other conditions to coexist

and the mere changes that lead us here do not fully represent issues are solved since the resolutions of such do depend on myriad of internal and external consciousness to align and the passage of time of its maintenance which gives assurance as well as gives enough

to form those new pathways which then reflect our quality of mindset as well as how we conduct ourselves in the conductive realty surrounding us. then we may also see that at every avenue the evolution of our minds

is not linear in development. and does not exactly mean that what was previously gathered is also lost. it just seems to be this way at the earlier stages as versus

later on when we do expound on their evolution. hence the open mindedness coupled by compassionate approach to all and everyone and with diversity and flexibility to learn gives us way to modulate ourselves in accordance with what’s right

would then generate expanse rather. so much like an idea that evolves. relationships that deepen. our minds expand to this sort of reality that represents the expanse which includes all and does no longer resort to selectivism or either or mentality or

good or bad or us versus them. (ofc unless ur dealing with actual villains or those who instigate wars or who act against the benefit of human kind and have displayed via many modes of their being and decision making abilities to hurt humanity rather then help or build the planet constructively as opposed to resorting to age old destructive ways which we are all too familiar with).

as things evolve we being to recede ourselves from old modes of speak and old modes of argument that don’t go anywhere much. for instance. a grown person has no right nor rhyme to raise a hand to another. at any avenue

that this might happen. where we may find inclination to make excuse for such. we must consider that a fully grown person. would . under any circumstance. not lay a hand on another bc there is no excuse greeter than their ability to control themselves. (self defence excluded )

when we being to see each other as sovereign beings then we are more likely to direct and control our impulses and never give way to such thinking or excuses that prevent ourselves from healing whatever might otherwise instigate such instances.

whether they are part of a childhood trauma or systemic sort of reactions. everyone must realize that the human conundrum is far bigger than what we see and perceive and are convinced as true as we see in our immediate vicinity of person depending on five senses

to get beyond demands from us to dig deeper into the many conundrums found therein. and realize that the potential that we are switching places at times and lifetimes create then our current purview as possibility and thus never identify too strongly with our current modes of being

to such an extend we falsely commit ourselves from a strong ego emphasis which contributes to making things worse than better. (also not everything that u perceive as new is new. u could be at a better place personally only to be initiated into smth of which u may think is evolutionary only to discover the intent behind it is designed to get u to devolve or deconstruct or to delineate u further from ur self related personal progress)

the harder work does not seek immediacy of end results for such conditions and at any avenue that we might feel challenged that we may wish to think that another’s suffering is well deserved. we must stop and self reflect to any thinking that we do now may sow the seeds for a future we may not fully recognize and or conceptual use in our limited human mind.

(esotericism applies here. to live within ur means and to live with all mind mind that includes all those unborn us the epitome of living responsibly. which includes into ur calculation of consideration of others urself as well)

so that’s the difference between small thinking versus metaphysical mind. a small thinking prioritized this lifetime over the soul. for the soul is vast and comes from a universal place that it receives the name metaphysics in the first place. it’s not an attribute to mental intelligence only and is definitely not limited by its laws.

the social connection engine

is akin to social control and of order borne out of chaos. the chaos although can be manufactured and on extremes can cause the societies to dump the previously earned skill set for better hopes of the term itself. to reintegrate itself to its new surroundings and adapt appropriately.

personally i’m a huge fan on brains own plasticity as well as the social conditions that literally mould a person to such an extend that ur previous form loses its traces that it even was there in the first place. it’s wild.

but then ur like well. given in the wrong hands. on large scale. how would this translate to our lives at large. would u have artificial thoughts. artificial intelligence as well as artificial reality by which u do not even have any impulses that are part of ur natural biorhythm that would break the illusion and bring clarity as well as enlightenment even in the most darkest of passages ?

at least i think so. considering that any experience has its temporary nature, and in the temporal mind. everything that’s experienced at some point dissolves in the mind and becomes infused with one. given that there are myriad of processes that take place interim before all of that becomes acclimated into the person. caked so to say. and the subconscious becomes to act on such. is still a mystery to many.

it’s one of the remnants that makes human kind. the human mind coupled by the other sources of its multi faceted multi function systems store tends to come together and catalyze a third occurring which to me seems more like it’s aligned with earths environment and karmic blueprint that we all are strung together like in a helm. much like a very nicely tailored outfit.

that no matter which end u might be on or which side or which passage or way. u complement the whole. and no matter the front or the neckline or pocket or where ever ur on maybe. it all is connected. u can mistake the pocket for the whole thing but it does not differentiate our individual thoughts and assume it as the whole just bc we insist on it.

ofc then u run the conundrum well who animated the whole jacket then ? how does that arm make the decision to will itself to carry a task and finish what it started and so on. where is the mind located. are we truly infused by our heart stuff are all but part of the curriculum of the awakening human being.

so it’s not suppose to be easy to sort out our difference and come to terms of the connective unity that encompasses all there is. past present and what we may have waiting for us yet to be discovered come future time. and the human life or life itself is quite resilient

in that no matter how we think we come to a certain acknowledgment about parts within it. and u may say oh well eureka. now finally we get to know u know cos it’s been the pursuit of discovery for a very long time in the making. reality would pull the carpet beneath our feet anyway if it ever so deemed as necessary. and we would find ourselves at square one.

if u see history we have all schools of thought on the mystery. in search and pursuit of such can turn any intellect into a mindless husk who has exchanged its perseverance on the road of such discovery for the immediacy of the revealing of the revelations before their natural unfolding.

such is the conundrum anyway. it’s much like the soul that wishes itself free of any bounds much like the confines of the body and it’s own natural laws. or that we often seek the pursuit of happiness as well as freedom but do not exactly understand their truth beyond meaning of such.

our actions are out of whack. we still cause much harm to others. and play mind games only so that we reach such appeal. or that our past false connected dots give purview that this sort of recipe might have only seems to have worked but then when applied to current timeline with current faces and connections made. we don’t get the same result. in fact the result we get now challenges our past notions

which makes us feel naturally uncomfortable. it’s unsettling to have ur last established notions be challenged in this rather bizarre reality if we have already established some type of basis that which all the rest of our understandings arise.

so now u see why we are attached to such previously acknowledged notions and the like and why we would rather protect an ideal as opposed to open our minds to a time for a broader thinking and flexibility bc the path to such understanding is not as linear as we see in text books

when we read objectives or learn a particular school of thought for instance we don’t realize the conditioning aspect of such intellect come into play aside from the information at hand. and this same can go towards any other practice when many objectives in our life is multi layered n multi faceted and multi angular

that the more we expand our knowledge about the world around us. the broader the scope the more complex it’s mechanism into which our purview will then translate to all parts of our own being. so is the saying.

infuse ur self with ur love and worry not of what become of it.

i do believe in hard work. everything requires a degree of learning. of search and wander. then. there are things like whats in our hearts. what we intent on and whom else we consider in the mix of everything.

when we intend well. that is. more aligned with the esoteric lines of thinking. since one has already established that when one harms others. one is also indirectly harming oneself. (harm itself is multi faceted. some surface others more subtle in motion but all as one has its own world so the laws apply there accordingly)

that multi realities that exist within one may attribute to each of us an indirect representation or version of the one would then come alive and act as one entity even tho we would still from an external point of view seem individualized.

so more like individual eyes come as one, that is the third occurring. and although all realities come as one. they would only be harmonious in sound and what sort of effects they may have on us would produce good results when we think of all and infuse all our actions with everyone in mind at all times

so then all our decision and actions as well as our words and intentions would be aligned with this law of unity and our love would be infused with all that we do.

surely the same sky we look upon may seem different. in someplace it’s night whereas somewhere else is midday. some cloudy. others bright as day. blue as the ever encompassing eternity we feel when we lay down on dirt or grass somewhere and contemplate bigger thinking. so

acting small is a infraction on our true self. but thinking too bigly of ourselves or bigger then others in a dogmatic way and as prioritized frivolous incorrectly and has placed too much between ones soul and manifest reality, especially during times of great haze or u know. what ever the effects of covid may have on our brains. should be considered and with care.

the path through maybe narrow but it’s possible and we can use any challenges for our evolution rather . than the dumbing down of our minds bc we are too caught up in the frivolousness of yesteryears whereas sometimes all we gotta do is let go a past version of ourselves that no longer serves our current circumstances .

we don’t know if what we know

is the information as is to be known or is coloured by and filtered thru our perception and wisdom developed over time as well as our set of biases that we function through.

there’s also the emotional attachment to certify conditioned thinking that seems to be standard

sometimes our emotions and thoughts can become entangled. this is often seen thru such experices heightened where by which triggers within us reactions without much thought.

as in traumas and other forms of attachment or deep seated rooted information that we feel too certain about from which there seems to be no way out. the way that level of certainty works is in fact used as a means to mitigate innermost feeling canters that originally formed along with whatever initial experices coupled by our thinking and emotional centres might have produced thereafter.

maybe initially we sought some type of way out of it but didn’t find proper guidance from our external situations.

this doesn’t mean there isn’t a way out. it might just be concealed. and become narrowed.

which explains the contradictory action and thought in certain instances.

one may oscillate between opposing thought and reflect that into their actions whether to trust someone or not based on by their inner firings but this in fact may create a limbo type scenario where by which one does not exactly evolve past a set of habits that guarantee enough safety but also a degree of discomfort where one may not fully articulate where the offending thoughts and feelings may be coming from.

the passage stated above causes one a temporary level. but due to laws of nature this is where one either goes backwards , aka destructive thought. where relationships degenerate and fall apart. or one gives up on the path to have chosen mission to articulate a particular skill set or ones grasp in see how for truth about a topic or fact ones faced with

or thru personal struggle and introspective research, as stated in the reading materials, one may be able to discover that narrow path and get thru albeit this portions emotional firing may depend on the layers one may have garnered and covered oneself with up to this point

as well as the level of and intensity and depth of bias one may have to break through and get out of, which also depend on the information one has available out side of oneself, coupled by ones ability to sort out and differentiate different experiences one may have had in the prior

( the way the introspective research is one where a scientists utilise their own experience and objectively seek out the datum from the data as to say since we gather a lot but the sorting process is something else

whjch depends on many different causes and they produce effect and then we produce more causes by the act of decision making which produces their own results which we also gather so it’s multi layered and then there’s the act of continuity of life itself so we also take data over data stop of already existing data )

this also depends on who or what sources one continues to get their information from whose processes are also personal in their own information gathering. sorting out data as well as their connection to their emotional resources as well as their ability to articulate through it all since

we are social beings and do in fact get affected by our surroundings which also include the people we keep near whose information we trust and guidance we depend on.

sometimes these biases when they are too strong or too rigid can be felt within like sharp corners. when we meet challenges that shake our biases we feel threatened.

when our emotions are not in check and we haven’t developed the mechanism to mitigate the bridge between such without making a scene we end up reacting strongly which leave behind strong impressions on our mind states which can further cause us to oscillate bc now on top of breaking down past barriers of previously gathered biases we now have to deal with purifying our emotional stores of inner knowledge.

then there is our soul journey that is not separate entirely from our human identity bc it itself is here but acts as a higher self or an inner guide. some say it’s the little voice inside or the absolute knowing.

the more we are coloured by our perception and filled with over abundance of conflicting information the less likelier that we can hear this inner voice of truth and divine wisdom.

what does it sound like tho. albeit in a world full of technology and varying degrees of information and diversity and the like. intentions of which can vary between helping and hindering each depending on context of matters

where we have spying and dividing and conquering

where we don’t get to see the unity we feel inside as on the outside bc albeit we know somewhat that inner and exterior must be aligned for the true harmony of unity of species to be truly experienced and transpired onto the continuity of our evolution of our species

this still seem to be on dream stage and

well. the voice is there still. and we mistake it to the voice of others sometimes bc of the formation of our species and dangers within and our inability to introspectively see what is depending on their causation and so that the effects are know.

maybe u hear that ur mind is an enemy. that illusion or what we think might or might not be caused us much suffering aka over worry or things like schizophrenia or multiple personality disorders and other conditions such as bipolar disease (polar extremes and ones inability to balance between it for better utility of such gift )

are all but part of a maladjustment since on th exterior we may have similarities and we may see differences

such as skin and characteristics and likes and dislikes

the same is reflective of our inner wirings.

i wouldn’t say per se. fix the external conditions and everything interior will align bc then we would also have to do the respective inner research and align inner resources to its authentic markings.

this may or may not also solve the conundrum we come across. if human beings are inherently evil or not. where do bad behaviours that are abound come from. and how do they get instilled into people in the first place. were they falsely achieved as per our consciousness back then or are they standard and absolute truth as well articulate them as they are written in historical texts

one clue is that we used to think and believe so strongly that a meteor was gods way of punishing us. another is that our perception initially gave us illusion that everything else revolves around us. the sun and the stars and the moon.

and we have come a long way as to debunk some of our previously false beliefs and half hearted notions. there is some that are persistent as to our differences and the way we practice goodness and self righteousness or that’s we may mistake separatist movement for a security measure. which are harder to break free from.

but i believe it can be achieved if we really want it to be.

reading materials

i have no time

for demonic beings who still insist and persist that the wrong they have done is due to me or i’m to be blamed for any of it. or for any other external conditions for that fact. if u conspired. meditated on the terrible things see see today. that’s on u. if u ordered others to do those criminal things. that’s on u. those whose lives u destroyed to turn them into monsters we hear about today. that’s on u. at some point they r held responsible too. don’t put ur ignorant blame on me or anyone else just bc we are kind good spiritual aspirants. nobody owes u that kind of relief.

ur on ur own. u should have took the deal when it was offered before. it’s null now tho. neither myself nor anyone owes u that sort of understanding. maybe i’m biased bc of our part. but from where i stand. ur shifty ass muffaka double talking lying flip flop everything but integrity of practice is not welcome here. i’ll leave ur to experts to deal with ur ass when the time comes. bc ur days of reckoning is near and the crimes and atrocities u have committed will not be forgotten. even. if people choose to forgive u. i will not forget.

still coming here and acting like u have no will or power. and that ur being animated or controlled by external conditions. then acting like u dominate the world. so coherent and multi functioned. which is it asshole ? are u able to control urself or are u not. it can’t be both tho and if u must give me that much power to claim to be under such influence. well then here’s one for ya. do the right thing and pull back immediately. pay back the people for all the destruction u have caused and condemn ur rapists by putting them in jail. then try maintaining integrity of person for a while. continuity and momentum is key here. and the path to overcoming ur crimes is hard. bc it also depends on the forgiveness of others which takes its time. u would have to make up and gain the trust of all the people u have hurt and caused much issues. mind u the whole world hates u by now. just ask around. no one likes u and u have only urself to blame for that.

i could have been a powerful alliance to u but that ship has long sailed. i am usually optimistic about people changing but some of u fucktards have all the wrong things caked into ur being. and as they say. the older someone gets. the more their conditioning. the more distanced they are from their higher self ( cos let’s admit it some of u are highly disconnected from ur true selves. whatever u are today is nothing ) the harder it is for them to break out of their bad toxic habits within one lifetime. but again. i’ll say this. as difficult as some of u make it harder to love u lot since love is the baseline connectivity for our human kind and our survival of species depends on it so this as the bare minimum. must be maintained not bc i have stockholm syndrome or u have smth special to love u for. as hard as actualizing and maintaining this maybe , i do believe in my own optimism that anyone can change if they so wish it to be.

but. u can’t say well let me do one more terrible thing. or kill people rape more people only after that i’ll take the deal either bc we know. we know when someone uses the kindness and vulnerability of others against them. we know when someone gets all calculating and do not mean their words. that’s the reason why u will redeem urselves by the choice and acceptance of the people u hurt.

i mean is this it ? one or few or a handful of dominating powerful counties will wage myriad of wars to other nations ( levels here can be subtlest mental wars to systemic economic domination to actual destruction ) only to exterminate people ? bc u can’t come up with a better plan to share resources and face our common issues with trust of the people and integrity of business practices as well as humane decisions ?

then let’s face it. my plan is a good alternative to counter ur dominating conniving attitudes and disregard for human life. majority of the people when asked would oppose such games and hidden ulterior motives and future wars. who wouldn’t ? we are all here aren’t we ? all we wanna do is live a honest dignified life and provide better for our children. ask anyone. nobody hates anyone or human kind in general than u lot. and i will say this again. those who hate humanity have already disregarded their own. and when u operate with such hate ur the least likely person to lead a nation let alone be a boss. to lead and serve the people should come with prerequisite that one must love humanity and humankind. or else we deal with ur stupid ass. from near or a far.

these days will not be forgotten.

somethings don’t change

whereas others are constantly moving shifting changing shape and form and growing in essence as well as to transcend between two points

above statement on transcendence is not always what it seems. it’s akin to freedom, what is it cannot be defined since there is the collective unity build on diversity. much like freedom however transcendence has its own laws.

we have seen over and over again the strong emphasis to deny human nature it’s own nature. by squashing it’s right to exist and to evolve as well as the freedom to transform itself from its previous shape and form (abstract ) into that which is its full potential , there is more to promote as to devolve others in hopes to utilize them as ur stepping stone for ur own personal evolution which contradicts the unity theory that we are one. therefore one citizen or one species or group cannot overrule the majority or the rest bc it would have to do so by emphasizing one citizen or one world whereas underneath it all it means the other way around

the natural contradiction borne out of such conundrum consequence of which is always the same happens due to human nature itself being above the man made laws no matter how much we suppress it in others whereas extrapolate on our own for all is one and connected thus and unless all are benefitting equally, the natural portion of human reality almost always backfires. we see this in repeat through human history.

i don’t understand why there’s strong emphasis on what seems on the outside ( the shallow reality, plastic nature, surface looks of smth, the identity of persons, what seems to be on paper, the modalities and normalities of which do have their utility and reason but often get misused as a cloak or smth for the otherwise coverage of conniving underlay)

the strong emphasis although does have its natural reason , when wrongly prioritized, tends to make things worse than better bc it denotes to falsification of information or data that all depend on if we consider the art of wisdom sharing or evolution through which we pass data amongst each other for the collective entity that is human kind to properly evolve with efficiency and less to no waste (time, life, resources). (and we do it to ourselves when we do it to each other the other way around. withholding of info. selectively share partial info knowing this could harm others but we do it anyway so we are few steps ahead of others which never actualize btw bc it keeps us back too and remains u. dream stage until we overcome our karma and lesson)

however we still struggle to understand the truth and meaning of our existence and why we are born in specific certain backgrounds. we still oscillate between one love (usually weaponized as part of the external looks mission and theory of which to dominate others by making them excessively dependent after given sufficient time of having deprived them via divide and conquer abstract).

we still believe that if we are born into. a certain beachfront history of which we take great pride causes us to be supreme or superior to others ( very rare people see others who differ as their kin and treat each other equally for the animosity of human history is alive still and needs to be reconciled for all parties involved) and whereby which causes us unnecessary animosity among our sisters and brothers whereas we fail to see the objective reality that’s not coloured by the past limited perforations of our ancestors. (however part of the work denotes to worlds systemic karma which especially on materializing aspect or the realm of financial equity needs to be reconciled globally for us to evolve properly out of all of its other side effects )

very little has changed since the original of man from egypt where by which we see various forms of existence and practices as well as spiritual evolution devolution gains and losses on repeat in different parts of the world today.

slavery is big. labouring others for things u don’t wanna do is still living large on the backs of anyone’s minds ( even if ur not actively practicing this due to current ch fre that work to bridge us to future shape of our reality where we see the damage in the various parts of planet and the hard work of cleaning it up).

(also because we see some predict has took root where a specific type of job is given to some and they can’t evolve past it n keep doing the same work over and over with not so much recognition of their hard work or transcend from their origin of work to a more improved grounds. so this latter part also touch’s that somw among us are less deserving or less human. but we do this while assuming that either ourselves or the population we profess to the righteous civilization and etc that we are the best and most evolved and frat future prospects awaits us while we stand on the backs of some who work hard in. our name in the shadows )

bc all of this tricked down to all of us when even one or few among us put it into practice. the superiors of ur own race above other classes and backgrounds. still lives large. and on frivolous aspects. the skin is too dark or the living styles is not sophisticated are among this sort of thought. as well as heavy emphasis on riches and self association with god tends to supersede the inner quality of person for the practice is done without much heart and soul still falls short if ur heart is not aligned with divine and ur practice is not making u any better as a representative of such high values u uphold.

we also have inability to admit our faults and tend to point fingers at others when called out. and if we have already written someone off no matter what good they do say or emphasis in their actions if they say or do one wrong thing or look at u funny way we disregard all their hard work and effort because we have also as a result of the cumulative origin of our history that took root from those times which never got their proper reconciliation bc empires fall and turn to dust and while things and life end and get buried into remains. what remains intrinsically gets coated into all our beings which do not tend to go away since we have susceptibilities to fall into such frequencies as well as habituation of our past ancestors due to the illusion of this reality being very convincing as given examples above also in terms of how we feel superior to our kin even in this day and age no matter the background or economic conditions we may find ourselves in today.

both sides of the arguments have become so toxic that the ones who participate in such do not realize the big picture as well as their development and part within which there is a way out of such but fail to recognize it bc of the worlds own condition and karma of its own development.

. ( and also due to our historical development we have now come to a point in reality where competition has us that we wanna be first in everything that sounds good in theory or though for idea and end up wasting more energy life time and prospect of others so we are the winning team , who in some peoples minds , would then save everyone. else too , which never happens bc in theory if ur intention is to thwart some to help others. that still doesn’t translate as help or divine or close or kosher and ends up falling apart in some way and cause us all much hardship and stagnation until we recognize this one lesson)

u can see that there among us who wish to suppress us and want us to deny our own truth which is impossible. no matter how much u wish to suppress us and prop us in the world so that u feel good about urself. what is inside and our truth and feeling remains alive and well deep inside our hearts. ( though action supersede thought sand word even though everything is borne out of it sneak processing of external world to turn it into thought by ur soul work which turns to action or influences our actions which then affect each other’s. but it’s actions that change the world whereas we condemn. critics and even kill others for false notion that word has more power here or can change the world. action is missing and when it’s present it’s misdirected )

we just stop speaking because we don’t want to deal with u. so again. this is smth that touches on that freedom aspect. do i think that those who oppress others are free in their thinking if they must prop people in unrealistic nature just so they feel a degree of decency? by which means that they too must know within themselves this is not only impossible but it’s a downright lie. then why such practices ?

personally i’ve never imagined th world to be as bad as it has revealed itself i’ve said this again and again (i thought i was bad until the world revealed itself to me that some are indeed far worse and that’s freaky to notice ) u might think well we all make mistakes. cos i have. and i know what that feels like ( which should motivate folks to change and tske responsibly to restore ) . but at some point everyone must resolve their own inner inconsistencies they became part with and part with it so as to be better and allow themselves the proper evolution to contribute positively their part within this world while they are alive (bc u can’t convince me that those who cause booked and rape and wars and unnecessary hardship on others do not feel the level fo discomfort themselves as much as i have felt mine own when i personally erred)

but then we see systemic side of things. people killing people is ok. to rape is fine. to turn ur back on others bc their skin colour is smth u recognize as atrocious and that their suffering is deserved is served. u may think ur desperation is one that is justifiable. and that ur decoding of ur reality so close enough but it’s misinformation in parts contribute to generals strata of bias everyone else feeds from which kills. literally.

the worlds own karma. without having been recognized tend to influence us. influence not inspire why? bc folks who run onthe lines of such domination and tables would turn do not recognize their own hand and what greater harm they do not only to others bc as stated above. if for instance u speak about love and unity out in the open but in the back of ur mind run on the old system function which holds one up higher than others whereas expects others to do the grunt work to move the world then that’s contradictory in and of itself which everyone must do their part to reconcile within if we truly wish to change the world for better and improved for all.

lying won’t do it either so calling things for what they are aside fro. what we heard or what we read on one side of things is also not enough. that in order to truly evolve our struggles we must consider the big picture. come tomorrow how do we see us coexist irregardless to our troubled past. otherwise we would be promoting eliminating of others which raises more animism between us which leads to violence and wars

so there must be some type of balance between truth telling and recognizing and keeping ur ego and ur intentions in checks so as to not fall into the same dogmatism that some others fall through as stated above. to dominate and change others’ external condition to meet ur illusory need so as to act from victim mindset or a mind that wants to feel at ease by suffering others for better way of stating the word. karma is served. is one and the same only playing out differently depending on which side ur on. u can’t be forced to be changed so why force that on others no matter how right u might be in ur argument and ur stance about smth.

i guess one could say we are learning still. but i’m not exactly sure if we notice what lessons that are authentic to be learned as part of our unsocial process in line with exigencies proceed where by which all meets in the middle on common grounds or we are simply kidding ourselves with frivolousness of excess data which is making the essential nutriments or is mostly facade and tends to divert us from our common objective and global mission

u can think whatever for there is abundance of thought but on how to think. that requires experience and error. hopefully everyone recognizes their own and are willing to do their own work so that their contribution does it take away from our unity source. for the biggest mourning usually comes from. all the time and energy and even lives and potential lost on refusal to accept our organic pert bc we are too attached to artificial notions.

if u keep ur world small

and ur circle of compassion smaller u won’t find urself lonely if things change in the future u might be surprised to find that many people are not like u and will compassionately lend a hand even if u were to disregard them like dirty rags or replaceable. they may be ur umbrella in the rain even after u demonstrate to them they they are disposable. they may be ur guiding light and warmth even when ur own circle used u and dumps u out. they may hold ur hand and guide u through the darkness of ur soul even after u commit many sins against them. not because they have smth to gain from u but. bc it’s the right thing to do.

so it’s better to keep ur world view bigger than ur told to. and ur heart transparent and holographic. not by the limits of what ur mind tells u to but bc it’s the right thing to do. there’s no distinction between people other than our minds give us knowledge about what is and isn’t. we are guided by too much thought because we believe just bc the resources and opportunities out there are limited it gives us enough assurance that so must be with our hearts and souls and the connectivity therein. we start to cut off the essential instead of expand on the knowledge behind the invincible borders in our minds.

i personally met folks who were enough with their friends and it’s one thing where u might be full and another when u become advantageous with ur intentions just bc u might not have to deal with someone who maybe transient in ur life forever or in the same way u would a friend. . . it’s one thing to know ur limits and another to use any extra people as just that. extras.

the interiors colour the soul and in then we add to our queue of lessons to get thru. the sky is blue for everyone. we all see the sun and the moon. we experience the light and dark the same. the same guiding stars are there equally for everyone. though the world is very much different for everyone. each in their experience begins to fill the space between as according to their own karma and choices as well as intentions.

there is far too much hate in the world and much too misguiding thoughts in some minds. there’s prospect in keeping people from seeing our similarities so we focus on the differences instead. it’s better to assume the systems are more perfect and out the blame on so and so than solve the flaws within the system. don’t be fooled. the flaws within the system are recognized. and they will be corrected. the argument is not that there are flaws within the systems but in their development and reasons that is. that it is people that can’t be trusted. which means that those who run the show fear they won’t be trusted if the truths come out. more so than people being shifty as a common ground.

everything. else that trickles down to everyone begins to multiply. u may be right in what u feel but completely misdirected as to how to put into action ur own results. u might be correct about something but have it absolutely misdirected among others. the smaller the world the shallower the thought it is said. where u get comfortable in a level of development and stop there because u mistake a halfway house for the home u seek.

but can u blame such misconceptions ? life is where a sit is. for a lot of folks all they know is struggles. the more the struggle is. the longer the limbo. the easier to mistske the halfway house for a real one. bc it’s the souls that are tired. and the minds get dull because information is withheld from u and what ur given ins given strategically to keep u small. manipulations and gaslighting are all part of a tired soul. and the only continuity one can rely on is to refrain from identifying too heavily with good and bad but balance in between. allow all to run thru one like a river but not identify too strongly. only observe. but not attach. for everything. that comes. comes to pass. and when we get beyond the facade of such “wins and losses” only then are we liberated from the intentions of others on our own journey to awakening. which impacts our contribution.

surely even these steps are made difficult. did u really think the devil wants. to make things easy for u. when something really terrible happens like a rape or death or wars. do u think that it’s easy to not attach to its negative effects ? but it so happens that we live in this world of such conundrums and some of which makes us feel so helpless even as we stand in the sidelines that we think turning away a is the only options to save ourselves from self ruin because it sucks.

just as with any suffering. u might take a look at urself and justify why u must ignore. the mind can be a friend and a foe when we use it without full grasp of its true nature and our connective unity with others whose intentions and lifestyles as well as experiences experiences differ. to a smaller mind set. the convincing aspect could easily get one to give up the good fight or fall into ignorance because the guiding light is mistook for a false awakening. this plays along us more often than not since aside from our five senses , what lies beyond is a spiritual battle.

what we can’t perceive as immediate is a field behind the fields where our cumulative future is being determined. sure. perhaps we defeated the evil and what we are experiencing right now is the echoes of that ramification which reverberate ten fold and it’s not because we were perfect in th past to fall back into.

if u examine carefully our cumulative development. we are far from perfect. we are the holograms that play out on a worlds stage where light and shadow cast illusions due to perceptual differences and on top of that w e are constantly pulled and pushed at every angle. look here. see that. sometimes it’s the limits of false connected dots that try to override what is because so and so wishes to conceal or misguide so as to reach an outcome they personally think to be part of a much clever blueprint.

we still haven’t learned how to recognize and utilize our own true power. in the last two years alone. a lot of shadows were throw. on the walls making things seem like we lost a lot whereas it was only an establishment to get us to believe that we lost before we lucked out. to get us to fulfill a prophecy as determined by the few so that our consent becomes the hand that gets us to lose what we have and didn’t appreciate thus we never got to utilize it and lose it because biology has it that u lose what u don’t use.

to add to that. our physicality is in danger. our future seems to be up in the air. we can’t see our way about. the uncertainty has it even experts tend to lose their way if the predictability of the patterns found in many ways are being manipulated heavy.

or is it ? when we have gained enough experience bc life has it that even if u did the bare minimum by simply being here. and if u didn’t do anything bc terrible especially willfully then that’s it. u get to keep what u got. wouldn’t that be enough thus ? then what we are seeing is not that we are losing our way or can’t predict what’s next. bc what we are also seeing is that there is a communication that’s happening. due to technology. u say things online and they act accordingly to what u say. which is easy to play those games and call it unpredictable when the act itself is predictable itself. and how much longer can that. be maintained. ? as we can see. the playing field of such exchange has been shrinking. we are coming to w tipping point of smth. happening. where u can place all ur bets on the goodwill of ur inner workings of ur inner conscience that if ur doing ur part and ur work diligently with truth and good intentions then it will bear the fruits of which contributes positively in the world. and the opposite is also true.

i’ll say not all ignorances are created equal. so as we can see some falling into such games bc of their conditioning and stuff hats available to them forgive them anyway. they are being misled. and they have been deprived. things will normalize in time. if we continue to keep the objectives in our hearts and keep ourselves upright in the direction of the sun and stars. never mistake the road we are on as the final destination and never attach to too much extremes. as this is good and this is bad.

this is the path of being nobody. even identities fall and change overtime. nothing lasts for long. we say this is both good and bad because the potential of which our lives could be riches in experience and abundance is always within reach but then we must. due to unity theory and art of sharing. end up waiting for others. and that’s humbling.

not all experience

is worth knowing and not all knowing is lost. all that we experience and all that we turn to wisdom serves someone at some point in time including our own soul development which all come together and contribute to the whole process of our human journey on earth.

there is still so much to discover about our truth and nature. so much more to experience and upgrade and update as well as evolve which i believe contributes to our soul stuff. ofc we don’t know why we are here. there are many notions and reasons we can play within our minds.

we can say we are soul who touch down on earth for its own evolution via human experience. we can say smth out there (beyond the planetary laws) took place and those of us who came here are being tested so when we do depart what we do here and what we leave with (the inner workings which counts ) (hinting that nothing finite and in the physical nature, our bodies and things we own don’t transfer our there in the afterlife but the cumulative experiences in their as isness and not perceived in any limited way but in their truth and in wholeness ) is all that counts and then it determines our process onto what is next or return to where we came from in the absolute or origin of which we initially sprung from.

as u can see. there are many depictions. many ways we can think about this. the information is either harder to grasp with our human senses which is also hint bc since we are here as human beings and our immediate experiences dominate our senses and the laws of the planet tend to supersede since their presence is more convincing (so then we can say while external environment is catalyst to inner process development it should allow us to priories improving it in terms of pollution or needless animosity between human tribes ) that this is all there is , we tend to prioritize that which is our environment that has power to condition our senses , or it’s harder to override the dominant human senses because we fall in line with what we think is priority as perceivable with five human senses.

i think part of that is due to our differences in religious background and the biases of why animosities exist in among our different groups of beings whose histories developed in their own way. there are both good and bad found in any development and the wounds albeit we can’t see right away is also running deep. (and we are all spiritual beings irregardless to ur religious belief or. not bc we are all soul we are all spirit and we all ask the same existential questions and feel the same loss and heights elation birth death and the process interim).

which causes us to focus too much on the negative side of things maybe bc of their intensity maybe because we even in our ways of self discovery and self knowing as well as self awareness and self responsibly don’t wanna be that guy who everyone looks down to bc they erred or caused all the problems that we face today. (no matter what we say to ourselves any wrong bears too heavy on our soul and heart as well as mind and body when we keep denying things or feel embarrassed for our lack of knowledge or ways of err )

but sometimes in an attempt to not be that guy we deny deny deny and all our efforts cause us to dig a deeper hole that we can’t get out from and we end up being that guy anyways. (things tend to snowball when we refuse the initial signs and in their final form thjngs may not even resemble the origin of issue which cause much too confusion since we don’t talk about this process often or work to resolve the much bigger social conundrums involving many of not all on some way. things such as poverty ecology and wars as well as economic discrepancies are bigger world events and their karma and development is longer than any of our lifetime on earth for instance ).

all of this i believe refers to experiences. and our deciphering of their truth basis and meaning and what they are trying to communicate to us so that we are able to tend to things before they turn on us and complicate our own development. it is said. if there smth u can reconcile within when it’s small via introspect and diligence and a bit of self discipline. then ur able to utilise ur privacy to advance and correct urself. not bc ur saintly bc we can’t expect ourselves to be that perfect and mistskes and errors can happen. but at any time we are not able to help ourselves then we meet others in small circles who may reflect and help guide us out of bigger conundrums early on. when that fails to happen. since this depends on everyone’s self inner work and personal and group intention, as we may meet others who either bring the best in us. or otherwise or there could be other external conditions that maybe at play. then the circle of reflection gets bigger and we begin to involve others who may not be part of our immediate circle of friends or family. now we are talking about bigger things taking place. as the more people are involved. the bigger the issues get.

the reason why the bigger the involvement the bigger the issue is because of the dependence that each must do their work within as without. and diversity has us that these levels may fluctuate which takes its course and it’s time. some times u may even get scenario from the absolute past reconciliation of which didn’t take place bc the denial of then might have superseded the availability of its surroundings. which should alarm any dedicated scholar on the path of their soul advancements and add to their repertoire of recognizing any immediate signs of which they may forgo any current issues interim tht nothing is truly gone away until we solve the issues and it’s better to solve them today then leave it to another day for the complication of which may suddenly appear and dampen our experience fruits of which we avail but to no avail until we overcome such hardship. (means to leave the world better than u found it. as well as the world development having its karma work of which falls on everyone to add to that we each of us have smth to offer to make it better and reconcile its past. not that it falls on one person or one person is to be blamed. but all contribute to its betterment and each must do their part within it as well as within themselves their own inner work)

in some cases. noting that our planetary and solar functions are finite and life ends and we don’t know when and if we touch down here again should signal to us that based on by our experience on earth and from which we can gather quality of that which we wish not to repeat should we begin anew either at another point in time here or another place or function because who wants to repeat misery and misfortune and esteem loss and pain? all of this should motivate us to do better now thus. (bc here u may get pessimistic and say nothing matters and life ends and nobody notices my good deeds but this bears heavy on our soul and is constricting bc it prevents potential to creativity when. u close mind to potential greater than ur current perception. it’s much better to leave the door to potential for better even if it’s not available right now bc it offers continuity and open minds that perceive reality this way and this tend to be more creative in positive sense and attribute to all betterment.)

and sure. i think that we can definitely learn intellectual grounds fruits of which help bear our garden of soul. and it’s good also if we can learn from each other. which saves time and allows us to not repeat mistskes of others. the new way of learning should be to refrain from repeating same old mistakes bc this creates new avenues for us to not only get out of cumulative rut (because like it or not deny it or not we have long been in one ) but also opens. new doors for innovation expertise knowledge as well as creativity all of which enrich our lives. tho much like in all spiritual endeavour. greed and covetious ness need not apply since the natural laws would pretty much kick us out from materializing such reality if even one member is refusing to comply.

so what does it mean to be part of smth that’s much bigger than u? is it all the natural reality where u be part of the coolest gang in town? or the winning team especially when its at another’s cost and well-being? is it having the most fun job with the lucrative means even when it’s inhuman in its self imposed mission prioritizing funds over integrity?. is it following the biggest boldest trends and wearing the brand names most can’t afford and whose production may have tainted human rights bc of its own appeal? is it having fun and think u deserved it and earned even if it’s at the face of apparent sufferings going on elsewhere ? or is it smth more intrinsic. unifying at baseline level of which no one can see its process bc it has esteem that it’s on the right side (good things don’t need to explain itself bc their actions and intentions and work is self explanatory, it tends to speak for itself. and should it speak up its to inspire others and to seek help bc some work do depend on inclusiveness of all of us) doing all the right things and we judge it by its fruits that we see abound in material reality ?

i’ll leave u with that.

let’s say right off the bat

that we are being willfully led to our extinction. though the idea behind the act may play out differently and with consideration that it’s much harder to break out of variety of types of ignorance’s due to varying degree of perceptions at play. all inclusive of the mere fact that each must go through the same thing in their own way and be initiates as well as active players within which they must learn by their own experience. albeit no matter how destructive the path maybe and there’s no guarantee that u may make it alive in the end, there is absolutely no expectation from me at least that merely stating these as truths or facts or relative theory to what is at play. with greater view of all discrepancies that may be at play . between the visible reality and all that encompasses under such mysteries pls consider this as mere play with words and ideas of what some may say, a hazard or otherwise for those budding minds of urs who may not realize most young waste the energy and time on the frivolous aspect of what have u with hooks and lines that lead them to their self destruction or with the ill intentions of others that u can’t break free from. as u eventually may. and by then things maybe too late and u too much like everyone else must reconcile ur losses and the way ur life turned out to be. that is if ur not in the area where ur mass murdered or lost intentionally to a point where u may not even afford in ur own perception a degree of clarity. since that too is a privilege much like old age. not given to all. let us may begin today’s transgression in mind being translated on a . digital page in the abyss of internet space. .

perception seem like it’s a bubble that we can’t seem to penetrate beyond until the gestation period of the senses have accumulated enough maturation thru which only then do we give birth to a new sense of self relative to the surrounding we consider as reality although we may not be satisfied with the final form. because all is dependent on the quality of the ingredients that feed th senses much like an actual gestation period of any living form. u may come out disfigured. or depended entirely to continue to feed the distorted senses that have took its time in the prior and may have caused toxic poisons to dull the senses or broke them off causing gaps within it’s natural wiring which may require further gestation and further sense of birth. tho at the end of the day we tend to waste a lot of time on stuff that’s been on repeat instead of creating smth anew ina cyclic world.

personally i’m quite optimistic. that at any avenue of smth unnatural happening to human beings there is always a way out. no matter how hopeless a situation maybe or how such misleadings may seem like they are successive. there’s a way of balancing for the equanimity between stark opposites at play. that is the ill intentions of some and then the good will of natural human beings in their authentic space. which comes at this meeting grounds of battle that we fight. of who’s wrong and who’s right. although let us not forget to mention the loss of time. energy. life. is very much real still. where by which the optimism that some of us do retain is akin to the internal light or fire of the spirit that remains as such even in the most strongest and persistent storms of our reality at play at varying timelines which gives us an insight as to their relentless pursuit. that also leads us to reconcile that nothing that appears as personal is not personal as we think it is. which is a byproduct of that perception that i mention here. but it touches on something more. u may have heard some say. these are strange times to be alive in that something really big is at play. it’s a turning point of human history in the making blah blah blah but. even the dead have a role to play.

u could say that the sort of attack comes from myriad of direction and angles. bc the idea here is to really succeed in the mission to move us onto what’s next. what’s next may in hindsight may offer more clarity than the passage through which we must always consider aside from the perception that we wish to penetrate through so that we get to see or have some type of traction thru which we may at the very least reach us all to contribute our bit to overcoming these hard times with as little negativity and loss of life if we may and retain our purity as much as we can. even if the taints or the evils may seem persistent or stationery or convincing in their mission that u can’t be healed.

u may become changed so that u don’t make kids. own nothing that u can’t pass onto next generations . what about old age and sickness. what about not having ur own kids but adopt them. still. the underlying pattern is the same. what if ur kicked out of ur towns to be cumulated in a place where in near future. they can simply turn off things u depend on or unplug things that u depend on which can cause mass deaths. there’s benefit to be all mixed up. it makes the work of those who wish to cause much harm all the more harder. and we see this at play today. in some parts of the world. for everything we go through there’s two sides to a coin. we learn smth good and positive which we can elaborate from and apply to what’s next. and so is with the flip side as well.

well then. how do we overcome these times. for one aspect. purifying our senses would be a number one. because our senses contribute to how we perceive the world around us. they directly are linked to how we convey our reality and turn our thoughts into actions. our actions inspire and impact each other’s. one clue is that if ur put agsisnt ur fellow men. that’s a red flag. and another is when u see thru the facade in the mind and heart. that it doesn’t stop there. bad faith actors and imposters among u will personally come directly at u. and challenge ur physical reality which i would agree. is more convincing. but u must ask urself even when something happens in the present inthe real challenging ur body of person and the physical reality to such an extend u might easily mistske to it happening as real. to potential of it being completely staged to get u to submit to their past notions of push perception that u must consent to particular types of laws bc now u may be confined due to the immediacy of ur five senses the reality of smth in the flesh which only seems real but in truth. it’s there to manipulate ur senses. to believe that it’s real since when we do have direct experice of smth. we tend to assume that it must be so as it appears to be. without realizing that this is a final avenue for those with bad intentions who failed to get into ur minds and hearts to indoctrinate u for ur consent. to what they wish to materialize and actualize next in ur reality.

and it’s so bizarre that everyone must think this way. yea. who would do smth like that. that’s just too evil too bad it’s just impossible i must be delusional to think this way. no one has that much time and energy to be doing smth like that. but u might be very much surprised that this is very lucrative and some people literally have the most bizarre job descriptions among us. the fact many of us get persecuted for small claims to such an extend is a a critical and artificial anti dote to cause us to think that actual bizarre events that our natural senses pick up is simple too bizarre to be real. bc we assume the order we think we see is as it appears to be. and the safety that we are sold is actually safe.

oh mind u. this is just cycles. we go thru period of human soul blindness followed by slow wake to full awakening and try to break thru illusion (could be entirely peaceful for discourse and for demanding what ur worth ) only to be shook unnaturally and put back to sleep so we become silent generations after our soul is abused and broken due to endless and preventable suffering only to repeat the same. for some it’s easier to keep us in these unnatural destructive cycles ( albeit these cycles are only changing their outfit. in the past this could pertain to relative to that timeline and this time is relative to this. so for example. in the past it was industrial age. now it’s technological world but intrinsically it’s all the same. we are not free. we don’t get to decide or choose for ourselves. the amount of suffering is predictable. animosity runs large. we have each other and depend excessively on authority. we are easy to fool. prioritize all frivolousness instead of coordinate just right in large numbers to free ourselves from excess dependence on authority. by prioritizing funds education etc first we give into senses. desires addictions run large we anger we kill each other and think that’s a win. hate our parents. replace them with advantageous folks who wish to exploit us easier and use us for their selfish missions we get fake rights n why is our truth and right and what can liberate us is always out of reach too much information dulls the senses and as a result of such we can’t decide when we need to where it is needed the most we are overworked and under paid and too tired to act when is necessary and to remedy all that we are sold aggression is gonna free us so we make error in judgement and get killed bc it gives them free pass to unleash the laws that is one sided ) than actually change those systems so that they synchronize with our natural human systems as well as values. as a result of such. which all may see is that our natural resources are dwindling and the earth as well as solar system timeline is catching onto us. not to mention our past human transgressions. so these so called expert fools don’t know what they are doing either. ( since they are passed these systems that have been at play for a while but even the most demonic cannot be maintained for natural laws prevent them from being higher than the good of the soul )they won’t succeed either. but many lives will or have potential to be lost and many preventable sufferings may happen due to perceptual differences as well as it’s varying degrees and how some of these evil beings push the envelope to such an extend. for the devil as u may have heard has already lucked out in the ether it sphere and this is its tail tryna take out as many along with it. so hang tight and do ur best. whatever that means for each of us.

some of these dark beings only payment that they wish to cash at the banks is gonna be nothing short of karma. so don’t give up.

a boring life

is far from boring. it just no longer fills itself with the frivolous pleasures of excess and stops getting in its own way of its spiritual development which allows it to efficiently produce better results within and without by the utility of its inner resources and its receptives in terms of its connectivity between inner and outer world.

we do need each other. that part is true. but there’s a lot of misconception as to how much of the responsibly falls on us in terms of our burden and lessons as well as how much of that is produced as a result of our environment as well as the utility of and efficability within which we know how to use the directives of our resources.

we hear a lot of things like this is important and that. we look around and our senses our overstimulated with over abundance of verifying degrees of thought. various schools of study and are thus forced to make stark decisions without fully understanding what is being conveyed and how we can go about sorting things out.

there’s a notion by which we realize that all is part of everything else. and that there is potential that some things are artificial or not real or can cause hazard to our well being should we err on our decision making since this impedes our choices and how we conduct ourselves towards one another. our choices can impact others whom we never meet based on by the connectivity of our inner realm ( human soul ) as well as external systems. both man made and those that are natural laws that govern us all.

however it’s essential to priorize that which is a need from that which is wants. and it’s essential to simplify what are these needs before we assume or mistake a want or attachment to a desire and mistake that as priority.

the simplified life is far from boring because we never run out of curiosity and wonder within which we begin to question bigger life happenstances as well as cosmic source of which we originated but this line of thinking makes us less likely to fall into ego based prideful misleading. which can be traps to our well being as well as personal development.

u may have heard urself say. i am this and i’m that. the cosmic unending source of all things divine. which is nice. but then ur like oh so and so makes me feel this particularly way and i don’t like that. so. imma go and do this one thing which is not right. and then i will begin my divine journey afterwords. this is a big mistake.

u may think or measure a subject by its size but u may never know how deep it’s impact maybe or not notice the cost this may have upon ur soul and personal progress. accountability lies in knowing that all things big and small are always counted and answered for..

the simplified life allows us to prioritize how to upkeep ourselves which then reflects our actions and conduct with each other and in community. u may be more sensitive to ur city or town. u may be likely to serve each other with out thinking much about what u may get out of it. but only do it bc u know it’s the right thing to do. and u can see that each of us have a role to play from small to large

which can eliminate bigger problems later on if we all recognize that caring for ourselves reflects our community care and our community care reflects each of its members’ well being. then no one is left behind and no one feels isolated.

as community we also teach those outside how we wish to be treated. and this can inspire them to adopt to our good habits and well behaviours. which in a non direct way. inspires the rest of the world.

because we adopt to our surroundings. by being aware and present at all times in all we do we promote more of the same in the world. which means that when a bad things occur we can discern when it’s small and not adopt to bad habits or toxic behaviour and tend to it before it snowballs into smth big.

for example. when u have kids and u have to hustle and bustle with days life. and things happen. u may find urself at conundrum. and tired. u turn the tv on and let that be a babysitter. and u realize how easy this is. u may not recognize the content.

and u may not recognize harm. overtime. kids adopt to this “new environment”. and they start to misbehave since some content can be questionable for their minds. and can leave lasting impact on their person if we are not there to break things down for them or teach them how to handle overflow of information and their reason

in a way. an hour of ease turns to misbehaviour and then u think oh no i don’t know how to remedy that. get tired. and do more of the same which produces characteristics that are unnatural. so in a way. u think ur making things easy short term but over long term u end up having to deal with bigger issues even u don’t understand the root and source of where they come from and mistake that for fixed characteristic.

it’s a lot better to do the hard thing even tho u may feel temporarily overburdened. at the very least. be present and sort the information out. this is not helicopter parenting. bc ur not calling out everything. or telling ur kids what to think. or constricting them from a world u can’t control. but merely being present so at least u know what type of information is there and use that to ur advantage to teach them how to handle it themselves.

for some things bigger than us. we can’t control or prevent for long, this is responsible thing to do to merge without getting caught in its own storm or isolate ur kids from world in hopes to keep them safe only for them to get lost later on bc they were never introduced.

at any rate as u can see a boring life is far from boring. because our natural authentic nature already comes with plenty of hardship and challenges. think of urself as a curious scientist. and always test things out for urself and find out if smth is true or false. what sort of intentions it has and if it’s excess and causes too much side effects. have the willingness to alter things so they work for u as opposed to the other way around.

for a world that’s already full of contradictions and trouble. the least we can do is not add any more to it. we don’t want to support and strengthen the wrong things bc while they may not h ur t or harm us immediately or directly they may hurt and harm others more vulnerable members of the world whom we don’t even know what sort of circumstances they may be in. (or it could be u)

in abstract being accountable and responsible with our choices can save someone’s life (or even ur own) and that’s an intention i can live for.

reading materials

wars are never ethical

if u hear anyone say that wars are ethical or there is ethics in wars. then u can get an idea into how polluted some minds still are. (there maybe rules in wars but never ethics. and these rules should be geared towards slowly wean off wars and stop them as we evolve and consider ourselves as intelligent species who are endowed with technology and means which makes life easy)

wars are never ethical. there’s no ethics in barbaric actions that take others life as the only way to solve their problems. transgression of others always get innocents caught up in the middle of their own inability to solve their own disagreements between them. if wars have evolved today. they have evolved in an unnatural way which makes them all the more dangerous than they were before. since there is difference between origin of ignorance and wilful ignorance. that makes a big difference in ethics and humane conditions for all

taking others life is never ethical. let’s start from there. surely in the human history. we were less endowed with such knowledge and insight that we now have due to natural laws that allows us to evolve to these days. we can then derive the meaning of the basis of which the tools within our availabilities such as communication coordination as well as altruism in terms of our common problems seem to be the only way to evolve pst our historical inconsistencies fruits of which we sow.

it’s true. that we won’t solve all our problems as we like and as we see in our minds. there will be past inconsistencies and injustices we must face. and we will from time to time have disagreements in the future as well the evolution of wars should not take us backwards or recreate some arbitrary time in place bc we assume wars is so natural but they are not.

it’s just a misconception of sharing of resources and recognizing our connectivity and making excuse for the past where “power was taken from others “ as well as what some consider as wins at other cost , that we should continue to seize power from others to survive ourselves.

they are simply byproduct of our past ignorances and what we didn’t know back then in line with our conditions that were present then as well as our consciousness levels respective to those times and place. they don’t apply to these days precisely bc we don’t exist in that timeline anymore. this should give us insight as to the true nature of current wars that are going on in the world.

to add to that we contradict ourselves when we seem one way and continue to do another behind closed doors on the sanctity of others and their rights as well as their well-being. we can’t consider ourselves as virtuous when our actions are not aligned to that which we profess ourselves to be. we would have to walk the way there. and embody the truths we say.

a brief look at world development should give us insight as to who the proprietors are as to how we came to be today. if we see the western mindset. of those who went overseas. decided to mine the resources of other countries bc they were more endowed with their riches based on by the gold and technology in their advancement which is pretty much the continuation of their own origin of karma playing on repeat in different contexts but with simplistic undertones

then we can see why we think other countries is the problem or that the heinous actions of the origin of karma from the proprietors who instigated such without holding themselves accountable in their own causation effects of which still require rebalancing in terms of shared resources as well as how each country is perceived generally by each other. ( we are not going to get out in the same way we got to this point in. time in terms of our shared problems)

there are a ton of issues going on elsewhere because they were outsourced and their resources were taken with out much concern of ethical practice of business as well as fair trade. not bc these people are inherently dangerous or bad per se. that line of thinking is not only dangerous it’s separatism is what cause us to divide and conquer for the benefit of the few.

surely bc the development of the historical context of the origin of karma took so long to get here we won’t get significant change right away but if ur looking for proof these two thing should be enough:

to study and understand the development of historical connection to each country within the world as well as its recent development within the world systems is one and to recognize and denounce wars as unethical as another.

which then would lead us to economic recovery and right for each country to redeem itself within world systems. since we have single proprietor of such conditions that took root and got in effect to date. we must consider ethical way out of the conundrum as opposed to the tables have turned mentality .

for there could be animosity found therein due to economic hardship that took root for generations after its origin of happenstance. and not create more of the same. (mind u. the other counties end up joining the destructive mindset as a resort of one precisely bc u see the bully out there and wish to be bully urself so ur not bullied. we need to recognize that and stop it before it gets bigger for it poses a global danger to rest of us).

so if america is the original proprietor of such where we see it’s effects on all countries the same then we must consider to be better than them in our ethical approach to their injustices as opposed to make them feel inferiors by making threats against their injunctions.

but at the same time we reserve the right to speak about why each other country seems demonic whereas in truth they are not. surely in some instances where russia and china and even other big counties’ development might seem like their inconsistencies are characteristic of their own.

we must consider the true development of each country based on by their colonizing development by external sources who came there. shook their natural systems and disrupted their natural development which brought them to where they are today. and or the origin of prioriators’ bad example may inspire and inflict the actions of others in the same way for the survival mentality. (as each must recover their history before we can all move forward equally)

u can’t blame them if we must insist this way as the only mode of our “competition” with each other for the sake of “better future”. since that better future for some cannot be actualized unless it’s better for everyone. globally speaking. (so rules for thee but not for me does not apply and can’t be maintained due to laws of interconnectedness)

ok. from an external point of view. u will always think ur mistakes are less than what u see others do. so these travellers might have originally went to these lands and heavily criticized what they didn’t understand. much like original settlers and their perception of natives of the west.

u could see others as more barbaric in their own issues. ( we didn’t welcome diversity with open mind back then and there’s little improvements on that subject today) which doesn’t mean there were no issues in these other parts. but that these travellers made it worse for them and still to this day they refused to accept their discrepancies in their own grounds as well as abroad. (we say things like live and let live but we should embody this truth. only after we settle our past shared inconsistencies and bring everyone to balance and give everyone fair chance to recovery and prosperity)

and the repetition of wars we see today is not the same thing as in the past. what we have with technology as well as advancements we have made over the long time development it is of no use to say that such warmongering is natural byproduct of human nature or. is ethical at all. it doesn’t solve issues also. it tends to cause more problems as it stokes past embers of hate. unnatural competition causes us to lose our way. we forget to love and replace it with hate due to unnatural suffering.

this doesn’t mean self defence is not ethical for the two are not the same. one instigates such. the other has no option. (plus exterminating others is hardly ever ethical. ) (u can be abundant with god mindset but destruction u cause in others is an infraction to ur own soul development. ) ( for everyone has right to complete their soul stuff here has right to evolve and thrive much like everyone else )

and to have arguments is no threat any more than the actual action itself. so these words are not threat enough for u to wage wars on me thinking u r defending urself. unless i’m the one who acts on such intention to start. and i’m not the one who calculates and orders others to do my battles for me either. i don’t have war dogs for such calculations are also as destructive as those who do ur killing for u.

the idea should be that we are evolving past our dark history. and not mistaking it for smth stationary. so while we understand to an extend the truth behind past wars , our understanding does not give way to consent for more. but the common appeal should be to wean ourselves of such conduct. where we replace our way of dealing with our disagreements with ethical conduct as well as humane conditions.

there is no ethics in war. when u decide to lay a hand on other and justify it’s ok to kill them , ur doing everything but be ethical. as wars is not natural. they are the negative consequences of our past blindness. and now they are turning into strategic planning of economic domination over others as a byproduct of past inconsistencies of development as stated above.

to simply remove urself from the origin of karma is not enough to clear urs or make the issues go away. it does not make u any more virtuous just bc u suddenly woke up one day and decided not to participate. this doesn’t mean particulate in wars more so to take responsibly for what u created and take accountability and correct ur own errors.

as the issues don’t seem to go away on their own when they develop unnaturally. and each days suffering continues to adds to ur own future reckoning. ( also it seems racism is for the poor man and not in upper echelons. i wish for folks to recognize this and not fall into false lines of speak and overgeneralize ions for it causes more hate and separation between the people and doe not solve issues at root or where it needs to. )

( in this day and age where we have abundance of information and can literally connect with anyone. ignorance is a choice. a destructive one at that)

there’s no virtue in willful ignorance.

one simply does not gain virtue after one has given way to vices and causes much world destruction and disproportions in economic conditions which dominates the world and its current modes of suffering. the deaths of those will still be on ur conscience even if ur not the ones who are directly doing it because of ur indirect and past connection to origin of evolution/karma for the ways things took to be today.

there’s often a general misconception

that tough times bring about greater potential for future but it can go either way cos we never know what sort of traumas can be a breaking point for different types of people.

our sensitivity should not to mistaken what we think we see for what is real and what should be the norm or general application for achieving higher states of being if we are predominantly spiritual beings who are experiencing for this brief human life on earth.

foremost, there are few consequences in terms of misconceptions about our reality as well as our purpose here on earth.

while there are terrible things within our human history. it’s hard to determinate whether if any of it needs to be a passage thru which leads to greater sense of being. that should initiate our whole being as it is. without having been adulterated by external circumstances such as that which of may can cause severe consequences within each person which may lead to further devolution of human spirit. which we see today.

surely we have remarkable examples within our shared past of such personalities where by which specific circumstances may have seem like a permittance into higher states of being. of higher thought. but we would never know the inner workings of such phenomena and thus should refrain from mistaking something as stationary or characteristic of such.

the main objective remains

do no harm

as much as we may not full convey and understand why we exist. why even human nature. and what is human nature anyway. our primary concern should be of gentleness of soul and kindness of each other which depends on not only up keeping how much further we may have come but to preserve our progress and continue towards recognizing this one shared mission.

as the reading material suggests. there are few concerns that still remain to date. our prioritization on our conduct. and what motivates us as two , how we go about solving our common crisis’s offer us a great unparalleled opportunities to finally bring some of our past shared inconsistencies to light and work in unison to solve them for better days ahead for everyone. this can be achieved within own lifetime if we truly wish and intent to do so which would be the single most priceless gift we can leave behind for next generations to come if we truly mean our human ordeal to continue the momentum of our shared progress.

don’t worry about skin colour differences or borders or gender variations. cast aside ur ambitions and what u may think what success should be. unless all of us are liberated from the troubling hand of our ancestral past. and work to resolve and simplify its association with what some of those past establishments mean to us. and weed out what no longer works. and ur garden of hope will remain in darkness. none of these will crystallize any meaningful change in any of us and will be temporary thus.

we won’t be able to find a way out doing the same old things that don’t produce better results. there’s no lying our way out of it. there’s no assuming that’ just bc someone is part of a dark past that we may think is in comparison worse than so and sos past. would justify our terrible actions and of thought is no longer applicable and albeit however difficult it may be to figure out what the new found visions should be we can simplify it’s core intention for the benefit of all and start from somewhere. anywhere.

with economics being number one motivation for 99 percent of our problems and the truth that some of us take too much where the majority finds itself at conundrum should give us clues as to where the work begins.

but there’s myriad of inner processes that cannot be bypassed or missed. as we can see. we need to be able to understand what we are facing. what is it that we see. the first line of thought should be the ability to undersnd that which we see so that our perception can grant us further insight as to what the right things needs to be. for each of us the work falls equally albeit from the outside this may seem uneven or disproportionate.

instead of worrying about who gets to have how much or worrying about who’s good and who’s not. the new ideas and intentions would flow from a place that prioritizes solving of issues and works to eliminate bad habits and bad happenstance and not bad people or whatever we perceive is a fixed characteristic.

thinking of the long haul and long terms would integrate more humane and ethical practices. since at the end of the day we will keep coming across each other and will eventually have to live with each other as well as share the earths resources. this is a. call for the entire planet to coordinate itself at time of such heights of crisis.

we had a chance with covid and we missed it. but this doesn’t mean we can’t take this opportunity today and work to redeem the human soul and establish global peace and equal prosperity for all.

i hope the world leaders and subsequent departments of expertise will consider this as the number one mission on earth. today.

this is a letter for geneva convention central banks economists and world leaders

reading material

i’ll be back

they put my heart in a blender

over and over again and as it churns i don’t feel a. thing. i feel everything at that. i sit and relax in the ugliness in such things. i ask myself questions answers of which etched in my soul. my heart. if it’s a temple. it’s walls are tattooed in ugly truths of this world. how can i erase that?

when the world reveals itself to u in all its ugliness. that’s it. there’s nothing more to know. no. after now we may temporarily distract ourselves with technology this. advancement that. pursue success. what success ? it’s all for greed and selfish needs that dress themselves as kindness rightness justice and heart. whereas these fools don’t even now what it means to live an integrious life.

they don’t know the meaning and truth of what embodying ur truth is bc truths are relative to what u know and if u don’t correct it in ur own mind and recognize the inconsistencies in ur own heart as well as efficacy of what u consider as truths and facts , they (ur truths or what u consider as facts ) are nothing short of lies we tell ourselves. delusions playing out as the real thing. shadows on the walls of our souls.

cast aside my feelings. think of them as sea weed washing off ashore. they may cause temporary bad look to the eyes of the beautiful. what an ugly sight. right ? feelings can be messy indeed. but they are also quite necessary to air out. to exasperate the senses. so that we allow ourselves within our own personal vicinity a safe space of respite. despite all the ills of the world and it’s own self supposition of what’s right as well as what seems like based on by the shallow thoughts of its own doing.

in a way what we realize is that we are the symptoms to a much bigger problem that lurks in the dark. plays out as we go to bed all ignorant (oh blissful ignorance where art thou i used to believe this world was better than this and i was wrong u let me know of that) to such things. playing under our nose. we play pretend with the illusion of safety and then wonder where the inconsistent feelings produced as a result of such phenomena playing out and polluting the air we share are coming from or we attach ourselves to false idealism of the effects of such and lazily label it under mental illness.

it must be me u say. but me what? i don’t even know myself (my soul stuff my eternity. of why i’m here even) how can be so sure of what it is that could be wrong with me. and we wonder if the dead end rooms that produce nothing but pictures of what things should be or could be like instead of walking out the door and taking a good hard look into the world and it’s ways. maybe the problem , as is not u. not me. maybe it’s the faultiness of the inconsistent and contradictory world that surround u and me. thats the problem. something has to change. and i’m done changing myself anymore to fit into it.

and we have heard about that before. maybe it’s not mental illness but stupid people in ur life that causes such transgressions. but. maybe those stupid people aren’t the ones close to you where ur five senses can detect. maybe those are the ones who lurk in the shadows of the world as u sleep and dream and cause much suffering in people like u. expect their (those who suffer) fault lines in being born in the wrong time and place. ur only luck is that ur here an they are there. there is no other reason. no sex no race other than dumb luck on a goddamn man made map on a page. that makes the difference in the discrepancy of such stark realities at play here. everything else is merely an excuse for the inconsistencies of those demand who wish to keep u small. and bereft of real and meaningful change. of reaching ur full potential even.

i have no concerns with such shallowness (lazy thinking. if not digging deeper into the mysteries of why even) however. u don’t wanna know what i know. u don’t wanna go to all the places my soul travels to. embodies and witnesses. u couldn’t handle it if u tried. most people wanna fashion statement or compete for competition sake. they want the fruits without the labor.

heck maybe u were there with me too but can’t remember the lot why? bc if one is incapable of finding calm in ones personal storm. chances are. one is more likely to get swept away by others. for this world is full of them. even when ur not seeking for it.

that’s the art of connectivity. for nothing hides for long. truths as clear as day will come about sooner if not later. u can’t maintain a lie much like withhold a stagnant fart. all must come out. and be cleansed under the purity of the sun that disinfects us from time to time. though it always depends on what we do thereafter that either maintains that purity. or sets us back to that place of the prior. lessons don’t learn themselves thus. nothing truly goes away until it’s met with justice. and resolved at the heart. of all matters. bc all matters equally under one sun. and everyone has the same rights as everyone.

i could sit here and tell u that the dictionary much like the understanding of our minds and hearts and what makes us human is just as faulty at telling the truth and definition of the words we throw around like confetti without getting into the truth and meaning as well as basis of what each of them mean. (much like minds that think it knows itself and teeth that can bite urself. we are still in discovery of truth and meaning the word we use embody aside from our subjective meaning and personal experience with them that infuse such limited meaning to them)

(and double speak and covetous intentions as well as transparency for wrong reasons make this worse ) as we profess them with so much limit. so question everything. train urself to take in essence and not just what seems. not all beauty’s are beautiful. and not everything is as it seem. trust ur senses and hen signals fly inside ur heart and ur given forewarning about the truth and efficacy of smth. use ur inner resources and not the facade arguments of shallow thoughts and ill intentions of others.

some live to deceive others live to breathe. we are not the same.

which causes the echo chambers where we find ourselves in the feedback loop getting more convoluted as a result of our own doing. we do it to ourselves. (miss communications as well as intentional misdirections. hiding of truths. speaking in partial truths. we think we blind others. we lose our way interim and don’t even realize it ) as we do to each other. we may not even realize this. and unless we become truly awakened to our senses and be present with all aspect of the word itself bc i do. as u see. so many sleeping people assuming they are woke among us. and then some among us who lead with that sort of mindset assuming that they are doing right with all that wrong also think that the wrong is justifiable.

(so my question to u is. what’s the meaning of righteousness. let me know today. better yet. try embodying it in all u do think and act as well as be especially when noone is looking and when ur not gonna get anything in return of it. i dare u to)

AND they are so sure that the dream or nightmare they actualize on earth and mistake it for the real thing. what’s real anyway tho ? this reality is one big dream. albeit a persistent one. but it’s not like any other dream we know. there are severe consequences here as opposed to all the jerk off motions u have in ur other ones. u can wake from the other ones if u train urself enough. here. ? ur only alternative is to kill urself. and even then, the process of such transmission is not that black and white as simply waking in ur bed drenched in ur own sweat. unable to collect urself.

and i don’t mean kill urself. but here we can see the reality as it is. and then it tries to pass itself as smth entirely different. those who cast themselves off at ivory towers of their own doing are unsatisfied with their choices project that dissatisfaction to the people they deem as animals. simply entertainment pieces they think they can play around.

except this game unlike what we get on a stage in a play pretend in the safety of others with same mindset, is very much real. (it’s very much like homogenizing wild animals at young age and relaxing them into the wild after they get ur trust in closed space only to get money from a hunter. hunter. laughs. what hunter. lol. anyway and then they go there and use the animals accustomed trust against them and shoots them and calls it righteous)

and i ask u this. does art imitate life or vica versa bc sometimes somehow the line is very much blurred. and priories work in the same way. do u think that ur doing smth right. are u as righteous as u think u are or are u merely calculating the next best thing that u may think is self serving and pose it as smth much more objective than it needs to be. said.

many lines can be found to be blurred in the world thus. u see bad faith actors posing as good and righteous whereas the righteous don’t even get chance to embody their pure potential. as a result of such we get pockets and gaps within human study such as the fields of science. human services. politics. business endeavours. and other arenas that look for answers for the benefit of their inconsistencies but fall short and end up repeating the same old history.

so they bury the potential and try to mine it. and then end up creating artificial forms of it which further gets us lost. but on the upside. this has long been happening and happening too much we have garnered enough soul stuff n experience under our belt and a lot of folks died for wrong reasons, we have support from myriad of dimensions to free us. ( so honour the dead. honour the fallen and tortured and raped. don’t let their suffering go to waste. ur won’t/ can’t anyway but don’t give up. ur not alone )

these days will all be answered for. n for everyone of u (the fuckfaces devoid of soul ) for every person u hut and weight of the pain and suffering and death u caused… i hope it weights in ur tiny hearts or what’s left of it like anvil.

mind u. the same bad faith actors may be bored as they go on the stage and or read from their script the decrepit nature of such systems but instead of look to those systems and world at large they wish the world to be their stage or playground instead since they don’t know how to manage their own inconsistencies produced and as a result of such terrible phenomena they are part of ? but this is human beings who end up getting played and severely distorted in terms of their reality how does one find respite in this world that foremost has put itself in a. blender. where everything gets all mixed up. there’s no more telling of which is which from what not.

(the good thing is. they r so ghoulish inside that when i challenge and expose them and show the light on them since they hide so well their truth and their nature that the light hurts them and their ugliness scream and they expose themselves. which gives us a clarity as to where we are on our cumulative journey. hopefully the light will purify the evil that took hold of them) but i doubt they r not gonna go out without a insistent and persistent fight. don’t give up tho. – protect children

every avenue we take seems to be replicate of something else. the many pieces that are abound have been hastily and in a sloppy way dissected and inappropriately put together like a Frankenstein. ( holograms within a holographic world creates all kinds of issues within the systems as everything enfolds we get a split screen of what is and what isn’t) we no longer can tell the good from the bad.

right from the wrong. where we see things we know. but because we have so many open tabs inside. we are too full of information we can’t seem to sort right. (things are not naturally binding only our associations within it and what we attach onto remains and strengthens so choose wisely here )

the right things are simple. the world that every single one of us feel see and want for each other is possible is within. reach. a problem can be solved overnight if we apply the correct medford. not half hearted measures. or bandaids to a much bigger problem that persists on trying to pass itself as the right thing the devil wants to survive the blow and keep itself upright when it’s spine has long been brown. our gaze naturally falls on the floor bc we stand on its shoulder still whereas we should have buried the damn thing long ago.

and mind u i stopped to save these ill intentioned demonic beings. they can save themselves. my conditions are clear. i won’t waste any more of my time with positive speak. it creates more grey areas of abuse from their end. u get tough love, nothing short of it. get ur sympathies from elsewhere u moron.

so with that i’d say. how about this instead. those who cast themselves away from the rest of the world long ago. why don’t u embody ur truths and be as u are in the world. go cast urselves off to an island with all the money and possessions u can think of. if u wanna keep fucking in ur orgies. go fuck each other.

if u wanna kill kill each other. if u want to live the life of greed and double speak. of conniving attitudes and deceit. do it amongst urselves. ur only what? ten percent of the populations ( tens and millions? agaisnt the billions of us. ur nothing but pebbles in the oceans ) that u put so much misery on the world? and for what.

u make the world and the life terrible for the rest of us. go cast urselves off as u have done for decades before and leave the people alone. free the money and free the people so the rest of us majority have a chance to not only create the world we wish to live in but also that we are no longer subjected to ur version of it.

heck. go ahead and tell me i’m uneducated. tell me i don’t understand politics and economics and whatnot. so ur the experts right ? u went to school and have all this experience under ur belt. how has that served the world so far ? and i tell u this because we all know that ur seeking for that change. the next big thing or something new but. creating false wars and then false help and even more facade support bc ur ass is stuck and ur not getting ur way may not be the right answer. for a wrong call. and . maybe. just maybe what we need is the new avenue in economic department so that we are not reliving the same old animosity and call it smth reverent or …new ?

bc it’s not. but i’m sure ur expertly minds and experience under ur belts have already let u know of that. or ur belt is too tight and ur not receiving enough blood supply to ur brain. either way , that’s on u.

at the end of the day. innocents die. even those who are indoctrinated , say, at a young age who are disposable for ur stupid wars. that’s not a success by the way. but i’ll give u f for effort.

and fuck off to hell n whatever is beyond at that. for that matter.

the body

is the vessel thru which we form bridge to the physical reality and the world surrounding us with its unique laws and experiences which allow its laws and experiences to merge with our own, coupled by our body’s own laws as well as our soul stuff that we bring here with it.

heavy emphasis on the body sensations can get us to live life of dukka. in samsara reality where it has its own processes long developed before we got here. as participates of such. we may get temporarily distracted and separated from the continuity of our inner reserves if we are not careful and cautious. and all this can cause us unnecessary attachment. and further suffering. lessons of which is nothing new under the sun. we are not gonna get anywhere by relocating the same old mistakes of our past ancestors. it’s best to train the mind and senses to learn from mistakes of others thus so that we reserve our energy for things that matter. and allow others to choose their own errors.

the heavy emphasis on body sensations as coupled with the wrong connection of the synchronicity around us. we can get heavily misdirected as to what is happening. why it’s happening. who is doing what. for what purpose. as well as how everything is coming together in terms of their entire mechanism. which further put us in such conundrum where by which we assume the artificial symbols signs as well as signals for the real which end up causing us to commit sins. which end up causing or adding to suffering. our own and or each other’s. sometimes we must prioritize ourselves and not fall into the following of the majority mindset no matter how in the past they may have gained credit in terms of their leaderships.

and things change. so do such leaderships and intentions. it’s best to always use ur intellect and reason and intentions for the benefit of all. when viewed this way. if there is any discrepancy of any others offer of thought represents falsity and harm to anyone else. that should be red flag enough to discern. as well as any display for disrespect for children. for all children are equal thus and the seeds of future. anyone who disrespect children should be taken cautiously.

how do we tell organic natural synchronicity from those established in the false sense depended on the inner repertoire we have gained thru life? our brains for instance perceives everything even when we do not selectively think about stuff. even by simply observing as we are, we are gathering data all the time. then there’s a process by which everything gets sorted out.

the frequencies that we partake in as well as our intuitive centres allows us to use our precision focus to tune into specific forms of data at any given time. which is why the art of misdirecting people manipulating them. as well as juxtaposing their own inner resources is very lucrative business (as well as mining their potential for profit ) (a negative feedbacks loop occurs if ur on shit list where the more good u do the more they take but the quality of their “feedback” gets worse and worse which may make u feel not enough or not good enough and which can cause u to burn out bc then u overextend ursled to do more than u should or are supposed to when u miss the step of realizing ur being conned) out there because a lot depends on the consent of the people to make them possible out there in terms of the artificial systems we are part of.

(brain plasticity and repetitiveness of stuff matters here. so do specifics key words which unite people and those that work to cause further animosity in all. it’s our choice to listen without being affected thus. and attachment to its effects. and it’s up to us and within reach to know more than what we are given. if we allow ourselves to remain focused at big picture as opposed to how some try to narrow our thought process to get us misled or waste our finite energy on our day to day living and continuity of our soul journey among the worlds own diversity surrounding us ).

don’t make the mistake of overgeneralizing on the errors of other also. this could be intentional trick to get people further animosity where there need to be none. stick to ur values and ethics in terms of human rights and focus on the objectives there is only so much we can do in terms of what can and can’t be helped being efficient with where our energy and help goes also allows for things to get resolved when we refrain from adding to the opposite end.

the natural world is synchronous to natural laws of the planetary forces and the universe in which we are part of and are inevitably connected to. aside from the astronomy others talk about(beware for attachment to misguide of others here. some try to use old tactics to get folks to fear unrealistically. and augment their directions and decisions that they allow themselves to get influenced or inspired by popular thought on subjects and such objectives. u already are enough. u have the power to tap into ur inner resources at any time and have the same right to access higher realms give urself the chance u keep giving others so freely) .

that’s why there’s a whole enterprise to isolate people. to cause separation in societies. in groups in families and friendships and romantic relationships and even in kids. bc alone ur easier to mislead and misguide and when they succeed. they profit off ur suffering and loneliness and heavy dependence on what they have to offer. (as well as heavy promotion of drugs)

spending enough time to meditate and be in nature allows us to connect to the outer realms with ease. this is everyone’s right. and is within reach for all equally when we turn off the artificial sounds of others and become skilled enough to swim through the synthetic synchronicity (given by experience and never giving up on urself even when others want u to) (as part of others trickery mindset of dominion ) created by the delusions and ill intentions of others we only become present and aware within this natural order of existence and mysteries beyond. (also find organic connections. people who accept u for who u are. not what u can do for them. )

just simply looking at a patch of dirt. a piece of grass a tiny flower. and a tree. fresh air by opening ur window or going outside for a few. or even the sky above our heads can get us there. is bc we are so familiar with our home abode and this world is full of samsaric pleasure especially nowadays promoting with ever so loudly the body desires and nakedness of body coupled by financial desires and selfish pursuit where at every avenue u wish to express ur organic nature. and to call the fraud from the real u get shot down. get cancelled or shamed for being anti this and anti that. that u become constrained or feel the illusion of constrictions.

;-always pay ur respects to the dead. – which includes ur past versions of urself. the more we are living to our own and each other’s the easier the transition between ever changing milestones and changes that are inevitable as we course through this life. make peace with letting go of what not longer serves us also. )

but this is illusion. and ur fears are projected as per others strong desire to dominate the higher realms and their wishes to hijack the potential of the astral space as well as quantum field ( and take credit for others work or assume it was theirs all along which creates more animosity in the world in terms of our potential and contribution to the world ) of manifesting realities which is also everyone’s right. which is propelled by material greed and hunger for power. especially power of others.

(if some reveal themselves and their intentions as most do in hope for being transparent or hiding in plain sight. take it. don’t deny it or try to save them. they will have to face their own music. they will have to save themselves. and don’t try to be their saviour or get sad bc they choose to hate u. u don’t need everyone love. higher love. sure. lower ones? not so much. ur definitely better off without it. ) ( some are excessively disconnected from their higher self. the more attuned u are to urs the better ur able to see the progress of others be loving here. for life on earth is not easy. it’s hard to human. and as long as systems governed by some remain this way. it will not change. at least not overnight. so love from afar. pray for the awakening of all beings. the more of us are in our power instead of seizing others power for selfish pursuit the better all our lives for all of us. so wish them well anyway)

and u don’t have to hate them either. love them from afar. pray for them. and don’t get involved in their lower life form activities. and don’t promote that (intentional and unintentional mislead of others which end up multiplying the less we know about their true cause) either.

it will die off organically the less we feed into it. though call it by its name. internally if u can’t do it in public. for the more attuned we are to what is. the less likely we will be misguided by the intense efforts of others to destroy human achievements. by the sacrifices made by all our ancestors. we need to give respect where it’s due in terms of dark human history and be grateful for the recent achievements made. survival of our species depends on this level of high thought and higher mindset.

as some would say. power is to be taken . and not realized. (pride is one of the worst sins to break free from. ) (is definitely linked with delusions of this material world. is gateway to other sins and causes us much ego suffering. is often mistaken for higher self but in truth it’s not ) which is great mistake . and great error of judgement. which trickles down from their masters. which only works to keep the hierarchies (those subordinate to their masters are more likely to wanna dominate u) within societies that are already established. only to change faces so that those who are at higher order contour the art of separation between people. (bc they get promise for financial riches or fake or nothing they follow directions) albeit however blind they may be to their own inner resources. and great mislead. (from their inner god or higher self ) as form of solving their past problems (as they prioritize finite over the sanctity of human soul development and intrinsic quality of being).

recognizing others sloppy way of solving their own issues and staying out of their way would be key to not let it spread further and or influence others in their processes including ur own. because we can’t change others. force them to wake up to their own nonsense. and stop hurting themselves and each other. it’s best to recognize which we can change from that we don’t have power to awaken.

the world has already changed.

but we can still change it for better. once the dust settles w e can see better.

u should be motivated only by fear of missing out on your progress u could make on ur soul development. nothing else. for everything else. u can approach critically with open mind. calculate how much risk u can make before decision on something. never be angry for anger much like other sins can be temporarily and in some cases heavily blinding. for u to get angry about other peoples ignorance. u must value their opinion. so be selective in that sort of information gathering and honouring of the truth of others.

u can see that the truth hidden anywhere. for the truth could simply be their desperation to change their environment but in wrong way possible. so then ur mission should be to relieve people off the suffering. and not add any more to it. if u allow urslef to be tricked. do u think that will solve suffering or add more to it. discerning this is love embodied for all. even tho on the exterior it may seem like hate ( fears of others for denying what they say or strongly certainly believe to be true ) or rejection.

in short. refraining from participating and multiplying delusion and harm of others is practice of greater love for all. a wrong is wrong no matter how well intentioned it may be or well calculated in terms of it’s reason. and a right is right even if it may sound harsh (assertiveness) or ur the only one standing for it.

remember. don’t raise ur voice. in terms of conflict. raise ur intentions to serve all equally.

the human development

which took us from simplicity of farming (which in some parts was also maladjusted with the way they took establishment so what we are seeing is trying to build faulty grounds on already established faulty ground which is why this does not work) to industrial age where by which we got great “deals “ in the make which prospected better future and demanded multiplication of human kind with not much prior basis established or resolved at heart. which then led us to conniving behaviours bc of the inner discontent. leading us to prioritize lining of pockets versus the integrity of work and what true work with ethics and heart mean at large (so lots of errors were made during early establishment of world systems in some parts which dominated rest of the world later in due to natural blindness of their soul stuff by having done great evil to fire themselves then to each other for finite )

u would think the more of us bred from four billion to eight. that the work load would lessen. and money and resources would be “sensibly” disbursed among us equally while we work like four hours of week for essential work and not give into the hunger pangs of capitalism but let us remember we build this cities on faulty grounds which we keep running away from to date. one sin makes way to all others. and deception leads to further blinding of our souls. multiplies in the world ten fold which is where we find ourselves today. it’s also harder to be right and keep right when ur literally expected to do wrong just to make ends meet and survive in this god for shaken ill fated planet. where information and truth is concealed from u. where ur manipulated beyond recognition and drugged and deceived by those who appear kind and nice. with their double speak and inner evil running. at large. uneducated fools supplement the evil they think is good. so this is like a pyramid scheme where everything waters down to the bottom and truths become unrecognizable. but not for long.

now we find ourselves in the overpopulated and in the same. meaning the origin of contempt and animosity still living at large. with hardly anything of truth and value resolved. with more conniving behaviours blind our human senses make us lost in our ways. many of us are waking up in the middle of this global nightmare.

running ahead. never stop. the momentum is the bliss of which even when u wrong u never stop to question or doubt the self established certainty in the way u do things. and instead of right ur wrongs. hold urself up to higher standards of which u correct things when they are small so as to not let them snowball and then avalanche on others … u continue in self induced ignorance -for those at top- repercussions of which multiply and it’s effects still lives large today. we are only finding ourselves at the edge waiting for the fall. the fall we expect in all our hearts. unable to get ourselves out of the human conundrum still playing poker face with. others while hiding what’s in our hands. whereas everything is clear as day. as nothing is new under the sun they say. u only think ur hiding in plain sight. u can’t wash ur hands with the blood of others. still. still this is true and fact.

AND the universe records everything. which is why we say things like intention is more impactful than impact itself for simply the effects of it. u may temporarily fool others. or fool some . but this is simply not maintainable. we see this time and time again.

to add to that. it’s been years. some among us still wish to hack the natural order of things. they first tried with virgins. life of others. basic human systems. deceiving from small to large which must have begun with them. this level of delusion. and now they bypass earths own wisdom and want to deceive universal authentic systems. which is impossible. (take that to the bank. it’s impossible. bc we are possible. as souls son earth more so than the ill wishes of the few no matter what u say to urself repeatedly ) meanwhile innocents are killed. but some are sure that they r gonna build smth good out of these faulty grounds that are build on previous faulty grounds that are still waiting for an answer from the original faulty grounds. (still waters. stagnant ground. where we find ourselves in the limbo of life. destined to repeat the same old error of our past wrong doings)

all of which is catching up to us. mind u. since the universe records everything in the grand blockchain of all development. both inner and outer and in between. even when ur alone. even when all that transpires is within. all is recorded. and all will be answered for. this is simply the way the cosmic laws work. (fuck around and find out. when ur soul is on the line u become a bit more sensitive to ur priorities as well as investments tho)

ofc i’m touching on masons. things went very wrong when masons set themselves apart from rest of humanity and developed themselves in such terrorism since the definition of terrorism is to terrorize masses for years (sorry , lifetimes and they never forget ) selfish greedy self serving purpose stemming from some type of hate for human nature. that sets u apart from the rest in the first place and then treats human beings like simply cattle. that mason mindset still lives large today. and some of these terrorists are very much elite. they will face the music of their own long time doing. i feel banking is masons ? at this time when earths resources are in question where u should grow up and get grip with what is really at stake and get ur head off ur ass and unite people and use resources for benefit of our survival of species bc time is running out in this planet and it’s resources and what’s at stake. it’s not that difficult to connect the dots as to who runs the show and who needs growing up to do here. (no time for book signing. when the issues is at top)

a personal story- my father was approached by masons when i was little. he turned it down for what danger this poses upon people. he did the right thing. and later we got away to america thinking we were safe. but in turn. his family. my family got destroyed. so there’s no getting away from masons. he tried to protect his family the way he thought was best. but the issue is much bigger. i chose truths telling. aside from the fact i have no other choice. all for money. power. and contempt for human kind. what a waste.

also folks don’t mind creating criminals and changing people for the worst and then publicly reprimand them after they stop being useful to u for ur hidden agenda. so try to see things for what they are and not as they are being displayed in public. there’s always smth more. always. sadly. this is true. u want others to be lower than u so u look taller and stand on higher moral ground? after u ruin the planet and it’s resources and our lives or ur selfish greed. it’s easier to own ur mistakes here. but here we are instead. in the middle of all kinds of wars. spirituality included. which is why everyone must wake up from this nightmare and take personal responsibility to not fall into their games. a very key in point.

back to the teachings. these folks are so lost they don’t realize the crimes of their doing. they created artificial lower forms of terrorism everywhere. pillaged the world for its resources. they sit on gold ( questionable bc some among them chose to line their pockets by selling out their country and people so we actually do not know if they are bluffing today which is why we see the energy battle due to finitude of resources they are literally cornered.) and they want to continue their domination over all others (sloppy lazy way to solve problems wouldn’t u say?). or at the very least for alliances with others in their greed and personal mission to prioritize the wrong thing above the sanctity of human beings and well being of all. ( u wanna use people to micro chip and control them. and use them for resource and energy plus trying to reach youth and eternal life. meanwhile what u see out there is not what happens under ground. all that is concealed from u. u never know so what good is what u know if what ur supposed to know and what is is intentionally concealed from u. they bastardized myriad of fields science. education. politics. business. everything is tainted in the last two years alone. this doesn’t touch on prior. where they did great evil for long n “got away with it” which is where they get their momentum and esteem from. conniving little biches they are )

unfortunately. we crossed the red line with covid. a lot of terrible things happened. people. in their desperation and greed are searching for every possible avenue for the continuation of their facade and illusion of “civilization” (since u can’t call ur self civilized when u go out there destroying others lives and livelihoods for the whole truth basis and meaning of what makes us civilized is the opposite of animosity and destruction of others for ur self sustenance) and they were willing to do every possible terrible thing since they also want to live forever and think. or mistake this life for the eternal. u can’t have both tho.

i think these beings are not human. they can’t even be considered evil for the hell beings don’t even want them there when they cease to exist. and they will cease to exist and i hope this level of evil dies with them. this is how terrible their nature is. they r garbage beings. and not even worth to be used as fodder to create new universes or worlds from. waste men. they have the mentality of absolute delusion. for they have lost their way long ago and none of us can save them. i know this bc i’ve been speaking for years before covid took place in terms of forgiveness, revenge, and that it’s impossible to hack universal laws which they insisted in the last few years with the bodies of others misusing science in the name of self preservation at literally any cost and when they failed they waged wars. back to resuming the worldly facades and bullshit that they force feed to us. meanwhile innocents die. whoever helps them – those conniving biches and their masters- today will get a very bad surprise deal. a fair warning to u dumb lucks. who mistake ur luck for future lessons to come. ur the dumb ducks they have in order. but don’t mistake their attention for care. ur simply tools for their fodder. u sellouts for human kind. ur the worst of them all. bc it’s u who continue to strengthen their power.

make no mistake of it. for every life they miss touch. miss treat and abuse and kill there will be repercussions for these beyond hell beings. and those who suffer will be reimbursed. i feel this is the end for some of these beings. for when they cease we will find respite. either in this life and this world or the next.

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good morning

we often hear the words such as frequency and intuition. and not sure of what they mean nor know fully how to properly apply these to our lives. aside from the systems that are established and with myriad of intentions within them. we also wonder whether if there’s a way out of such conundrums where by which certain manipulations may take place. augmenting our otherwise natural inner resources to get us to be misled by the social conundrums we may find ourselves in.

surely we didn’t get here overnight. if things have been developing far longer than our awareness of knowing and intellect, the way out will take some effort. though because no two things are alike, and we can’t cross the same river twice. there’s a silver lining among all of this. the more we become skilled at experiencing all the positives and negatives of our existence. the more things get watered down for instance. and the more things get watered down (through natural order of things that multiply and create more of the same order or natural of that order as well as even the artificial happenstances that wear down and decay in time and won’t last ). no matter how great the idea might have seemed at first , the rule applies. only the natural survives (and it’s like the jewels of uroboros when smth has been completed – proper digestion of ur experiences is key here- as we are light beings and need to travel light and have lightness of being in heart mind and soul before we die – n it has refined into its most finest undiluted form which saves space and one retains it thru ones journey) whereas all artificial happenstance. no matter how impactful they were or hopeless they may seem now, will wash away. eventually. the idea is that we wish to eliminate suffering as much as we want. and we want to eliminate all potential traumas and deaths that could happen interim. this is key in point of the purpose of our practice here on earth.

now. as u read. two different explanations to what intuition means. one from penney and another from the online dictionary term of the meaning. i’ll tell u what i think of intuition. it’s like tuition but inner. so it’s like inner resources of study of our existence and the way of getting thru this life on earth. so investing in urself is key here. it’s not selfish to prioritize ur progress if ur not dogmatic about ur person and arrogant about ur accomplishments. ur well-being is part of ur service here for each other’s.

and much like any type of investment. ur intuition is also a very long term investment that is in part by investing in urself. and investing in the right thing. because there is diversity out there. and myriad of levels of existences. this sort of prioritizing our own inner organizing allows us to be more responsible and eliminate repeating of any past misdeeds by wiling to open our natural senses (covid attacks senses temporarily blinds us. but holographic mind coupled by having developed ur intuition can still get u to work up ur wisdom through the darkness. as it’s effects -covid- don’t last if hypothetically we say this was done on purpose to re-educate the masses and manipulating them globally for world order, in which case those who may have concocted this method don’t want u to be depended or dulled for too long for that poses great stress on the system. only temporary measure to get us from point a of awakening and unravelling of the information and b. our submission and consent to all the evil so it contributes to establish itself in world systems ) and through accountability of our part within which we may find ourselves in at any avenue of life and it’s hardship (even in the most indirect ways. or say ur on one part of the world but have power to impact others at other parts of the world by right thought process. personal progression as well as conscious actions u make every day) , to not get misled from our progress made so far. individually and in our cumulative contribution to worlds own advancements made so far – and this part matters bc our past ancestors got destroyed n they sacrificed. so much for us all to get to these days. so repeating more of the same is nonsense. and disrespect to human development and waste of time and energy as well as preciousness of our lives.

we have also read about frequency. there are natural frequencies. so the orchestra of life. and sound and universal vibrations from planetary relationships and our position in the celestial order as well as development. and then theres all the artificial ones on earth. radio waves. tv etc. there are certain frequencies of our natural body rhythm that contribute to our well-being. though in conjunction with artificial happenstance and what goes on in the air that we can not see coupled by our dulled senses and misled intuition we may get wired into things that we may not be fully aware of and get more manipulated where the truth of what is ness as well as our ability to perceive our reality for what it is as it is without any concealment and deception gets also thwarted which impact our decision making abilities as well as can cause us to make great many errors which can take us to back stage in terms of adding to our karma repetition of past lessons learned only to get us to waste our time learning or hearing about the same lessons for the upteenth time and that’s not even impactful or with much use. it’s like eating when ur stomach is full. where the real lessons get on the back burner which only require from u to only allow urself to see what is that’s also there. which u bypass at the gates of whatever experience ur initiated into as part of the deception process which is why as u keep seeking truths u don’t find it bc it has already let itself known but bc u were distracted and intentionally misled by heavy manipulation of natural frequencies and rhythm coupled by dulled out intuitive centres and or misleading ones due to some among us have chosen to misuse technology in this way, can cause us to lead a very unfulfilling dissatisfied life where we may allow gaslight to believe that something is wrong with us. we may be so sure that we begin to think we have mental illness or other issues. we may make hasty decisions about our own conduct with our issues and add more to our karma and diverting ourselves from the path of truth and or recognizance of what is. to what if. and what not. and even take our own life bc we may falsely think or assume that our life doesn’t matter whereas not know that we are being targeted for some other persons hidden agenda.

and yes. there is a way out. simply curiosity and building an inner rapport are two elements. detoxing urself from external sound is key. spend more time in nature. even a five to ten minutes a day can improve ur senses. some of u may not find respite or have time. don’t worry.. simply ask urself and to make room for the potential of which u may be misled and or that there is smth artificial happening to u may give u a chance to slowly build the inner repertoire of information necessary to check the validity of smth before u assume it’s true and just (living meditation or meditation as u go by introspective thinking or yoga of life or life yoga practice in all u do) as with any information and experience in life we must always check the validity of anything that we encounter. it’s the least we can do not just for ourselves but also for each other. because our way of conducting ourselves as well as the decisions we make about our life do impact each other’s. they strengthen toxic happenstances if we wish to play around with those objectives by our submission and if we wish not to. then they slowly recede and die down. there is no resistance. just insistent persistence and diligence on the path of becoming ur inner mist organic self that is also tolerant to the others struggles and hardship as well as their levels and progress and process on their path of becoming and prioritize equanimity among stark opposites.

reading material on intuition and frequency

good morning. welcome to stage of life where the whole world is a theatre and all its inhabitants are the players within it. we oscillate between truths and facades. we make decisions based on by prioritizing security and safety of our person when we see lack of justice and truth among us. we have to strategize because if we don’t. we end up being the only ones who speak truths who end up getting mobbed or shot down or cornered and pay up for such chances we take to dispel lies and shatter the illusion that wishes to stronghold and bury us over layers of its projection for the reasons that be. that it wishes to supersede its own preconceived notions and it’s interests and its greed and delusion and seven deadly sins upon all unsuspecting souls who ever came to walk this god forsaken earth.

u may wonder why the negativity when all i do is call out the negativity abound whereas it has established itself under subtle nuances, intentional ignorance , fake kindness, two faced two timing double speak whereas u mean one thing but say another. too objective of thoughts without such clarity has tendency to flip flop deposing on self interest over the integrity of ones word. where ones secretly put self interest over the objectivity of truth and of doing things with meaning rather than acting from a safe place of self sustainable bc one must have grown accustomed to such worldly injustices. can u blame the lost? yes u can. since their self inflicted infect tends to strengthen the evil in the world by their cowardice.

though this maybe cut n dry. there are variations within such occurrences. can u blame a person who in an attempt to save their life or life of their. children or family. subject to half truths ? ofc not. especially when there’s no amicable services in the world that could protect such people from the intentional evil of others who may have the upper hand and the dominating words.

then what we see is that bc some who are in the middle ground who veer towards self interest and greed (bc for some enough is never enough when u prioritize self interest and are frugal with the inner riches of ur soul stuff ) that those who are at the lower quadrants of social ladder end up having to lie bc they have no other option.

and these lower quadrants should not even exist. but because many people cheat lie and deceit and even wage wars for their greed in the upper quandaries that this is likely to exist as do. unless we mitigate the part of human nature that wishes unity on others but casts themselves apart from them when it comes to common struggles on common objective grounds burden of which falls on us equally.

this sort of laziness is harder to detect. bc we also have the illusion of productivity. for one may seem productive on the exterior on the wrong appeal such as more greed and more money over the equality of ur productivity and or slaving of others for ur self serving vision rather. for that reason there’s appearance of laziness in people who are subjected to wait. or are confined in such limited reality where they can’t make decisions or create the life they want. the people who are told to wait or at the mercy of others for their basic life needs and sustained are far from lazy. they just have appearance of laziness bc those in the upper and middle quadrants with self interests have appearance of productively with hidden self serving interests acting like or posing as interest for all equally and as a result of such. what they produce never reaches masses equally and never covers all needs equally as they initially profess.

as a result of such we also have illusion of charity where we only look like we care enough about some objective but where’s there’s temporary remedies to patch things up for again, self internet and self delusion as well as self greed of social self identity and person within the hierarchal social ladder of such structures of “influence” and of making self look more charitable or good or better than one actually is bc the origin of intent here is in an attempt to self serve or that which one gives is with condition. mani g that ur only charitable to make urself look good and and use that goodness for a social position in the world for future dominion as opposed to do good for goodness sake. in contrast we have wars for self interest which denigrates others life and livelihoods and forgoes their needs precisely bc u must give into the delusion that they must be perceivable enemies or that bc u can’t come up with a better idea that can solve ur and their problem, coupled by the laziness of ones inner resources, leads to violence. one must strongly justify such biome at the very least lie to make it seem. like ur sick or unstable. but whereas at the same paint urself as good or righteous or smart or kind to counter balance the negative effects of ur initial actions of such violence. gives way to fear tactics and the other potion of ur intention to dominate others via fear tactics to get their approval or consent to later twist it into smth like well see people look up to me. they trust and respect me because i’m trying to save them from world systems whereas lie and conceal that one is the driver of those world system.

the fake kindness and kind words in the word are very misleading. as a result of such. when people are prevented from enough time and space to discover their own truths and being within. they depend haphazardly on external conditions to mow right from wrong. at the very least they are forced to do wrong o commit the sins just to get a little bit of traction in their life. if they are wrong headed. meaning that they have established enough spiritual reserves to know right from wrong but are not familiar with world systems. then the world system operators will risk it just right to get them to err in their personal judgment and then gaslight them into believing that something is wrong with u for not knowing or that ur intuitive senses must be broken whereas what u are doing is trying to partake in the theatre of this world for the mere fact that our only other option is to further isolate ourselves. cut ourselves off in a ivory tower of our making and stagnate both our progress and others. and this also includes our innate right to help others and continue to make this world a better place for all to live irregardless to myriad of challenges found within it. as we see daily.

so the sins are not inherent in nature for all human beings touch down on earth as precious innocent pure souls as they are before gender. before race. before ur religious indoctrination and social conditioning. it’s only in the days afterwords that the cloth gets stained. and bc the world systems promote sins and then shoot down and condemn people as opposed to fix the inconsistencies within those systems which includes gang like leaderships found in some parts of the world which steals from the people. is selective in who it treats how and with what intention to what degree. in some cases innocent people who have nothing. to do with the historical context of what’s projected to then end up slow painful death bc they are specifically targeted , it’s not wonder as each days pass we lose faith in systems that are devoid of such integrity. as others sit back in silence and allow it to also happen.

perhaps we must se the half truths present here. as the world is a stage and all its inhabitants are forced into roles that is less than bc some others latch onto delusional characteristics about themselves. meaning that they really must believe that they r doing good with all that wrong they inflict upon world populations. and instead of taking a good hard look on themselves and change the areas within their person. retrospective insight. coupled by wisdom. they project those inconsistencies by dominating the work narrative into smth it’s not. aka a story that does not fully and truthfully represents what’s really happening in the reality we find ourselves in.

sadly because everything is inter connected and what’s far can affects what’s near and what happens in small quantities depending on their intensity and concentrated information basis can impact the world at large (butterfly effect) we are unable to pinpoint who is responsible with what objective thereby make false prioritization in terms of our own job description as well as how we generally utilize our privilege to help others or join the worlds stage in its facade for self interest bc of inner hopelessness coupled by inertia of our soul stuff which stops develop ping the day we choose to prioritize self interest over the well-being of all which includes integrity of our day to day dealings and the quality of our truth.

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think we can understand that our minds is still a mystery to us. there’s a lot of traction made in terms of its discovery and a lot more to discover yet within our own vicinity. one must utilize the curiosity within ones vicinity and set out to wander.

so what does it mean to know thyself anyway ? is it all the paper trails left behind us since birth? by our parents’ collection of photos and videos complications of things we got caught doing ? by the word of mouth of stories told on our name but with very little recollection of what the actuality of events that took place within them?

what about ur name ? what about the place of birth? the year the day the month? maybe ur skilled at reading astrology and connect those dots above our global heads.

to me. part of knowing urself comes from learning from having to venture out of ur comfort zone and after having accumulated information, being able to utilize it in a concise manner. some of which touch on personal errors of judgement as well as personal initiation to world order as well as all that makes it what it is today.

though how do we learn from our mistakes (or each other’s for that fact if most errros afford to be concealed whereas others. most repetitive ones are over emphasized which keep us all in perpetual limbo which overtime can hazard our sustenance. bc ur either gonna break and go backwards. or ur gonna break free and go forwards )? it’s difficult to do either one without proper guidance. is the lesson here how to apologize and own our end of things ? plus. not everything is as it seems right ? not all errors are created equal either. plus u get to have what is mentioned above. brains own plasticity contributes to how we tend to perceive within and without. what if our brains start out from a point of artificiality where we have organic and false information imbued where we can’t find a way out. is there respite fro such conundrums ?

perhaps first we need to see the natural part of our being. if we have grown accustomed to self soothing without depending too much on external conditions and be well with sitting alone and allow ourselves to be bored. and not worry about our initial impulses that may arise as a result of the illusion of missing out, once our emotions settle down we begin to return to normal a little. (some folks. due to fear of missing out and uncertainty of future coupled by lack of inner knowing or turning experience into wisdom tend to not know what the right time is or timing of events but left to nature. the right time appears. which is much better than the frivolousness of the excessive thinking an excessive worry as well as wasted effort and waste of resources thinking that one is doing anything worthwhile or going anywhere whereas all ur doing is running in. place slowly burying urself with overproduction of frivolousness ).

for one aspect. there’s too much going on in the world. here on one side we get to hear all kind of disastrous events taking place all over the place. we may even find ourselves in such. and here on the other we have our own personal development that comes from series of sacrifices we have made. the time input at school or the patience at work. all can flip on it’s head overnight. (and context is key here. some things happen in their own time due to our lack of information or not knowing but we must be able to tell the artificial happenstance from that which is organic process. much like fake grass on football field that looks real from afar but when u come close u realize it’s all plastic where the path of discovery with the initiation of curiosity gets u there )

we may find ourselves in the kinds of economic transgressions where our savings dwindle by the hour and may feel anxiety about the uncertainty of the future. it could be smth to do with our health due to covid and it’s long term effects. or all that we keep reading or hearing about all contradictory in terms and meanings. nowadays we also get a lot of terrible news back to back where there is no break no respite and couple that with our intention to wanna do smth and our fear of missing out, we may be overloading our senses which contributes to the way we perceive the world. which can go either way. if ur able to handle such heartbreak that’s one thing. but if ur overloaded in ur senses then this may lead u to temporary burnout. if we don’t stop and take a break we maybe more prone to errors. in these days where anyone can be shot down for any type of error. this can add to the stress of wanting to conceal things rather than handle them when they are small.

we all want to do the right thing and eliminate the potential to error. but there’s also the continuity of never stop and smell the roses. in some instances we can’t even find flowers to smell. depending on the circumstances we may find ourselves in we are constantly reminded of the uncertainty and vulnerability of our existence. and even tho we hear things like the world does not revolve around one person, the universe is vast and we are part of all the star stuff that formed this system as it is today. (here is a contradiction of illusion of hierarchies that go counter to how one thing may apply to one person may not apply the same on another due to their social position which also reflect justice department and system operations which may be demoralizing for others for all should apply equally for all or for none the same) the real feels. and the feelings hurt. and the uncertainty when unclear can really dampen our brief existence here on earth that we try so hard to appreciate and be gratuitous about the gift of life we are given and continue to prioritize making of smth meaningful with our time and energy as well as try to leave a good impression on all walks of life we come across.

i think one way to get to know urself is not only accepting ur own faults but learning of the ways in which u got there. so ur basically breaking down the mechanism of a simple error before it grows bigger via denial , covering it up, blaming of others, or having a perceivable enemy to bounce ur excuses from (as we see many of its expressions already play out in the word) so that u retain the illusion of innocence or previous acknowledgement of self (we all lose it growing up and spend a considerable amount of time and energy restoring it. maybe the word here is transform or transcend all that which being us to here and now) . we all have these characteristics in us. and the world does not come with simple instructions. though there’s simplicity in being when ur heart is true and ur true to ur own being even when ur don’t now urself fully since we are not fixed in such characteristics where everything flows and life as it is is transient much like a persistent dream with its own set of rules and laws that we also are awakening as with each experience and each turning of which into precious wisdom.

surely there is all kinds of contradictions found onthe external world. ( much like being useful or liked by many when ur set out to make a name bc u run the potential of being rich and powerful so everyone simps for the prospect of u bailing them out in future when ur success settles in and when say ur fortune takes a negative turn all of a sudden everyone turns away bc ur no longer useful or profitable to them) both natural as well as man made systems both contain phenomena where by which we may find ourselves as such junction between knowledge and curiosity. an open mind not only for our experience but for each other’s s struggles and solutions for more answers as well as ability to perceive events as they are. ( tho we would have to change the way we do business since our ethics and integrity of busines place reflects our inner quality of person as well as what this may mean at large. for we all need basic necessity in material and intrinsic quality here and our world functions tend to prioritize money before quality in most places ) since the life we live is not just about ourselves. so along with coming to terms with our own errors and as we are getting to know ourselves it’s this level if humility we have to our own that we also develop the tolerance needed for others in their own personal process. these two are inter related.

ofc not all errors are created equal much like intentions but since when did anyone change the process for others anyway ? even the worst type of intentions do have their reckoning. i hear that pain teaches us. but for someone who has within their hand to destroy the entire world if they don’t get their way. how does pain operate. such schools of thought is for the poor man who has nothing else to do with that the excessive crushing pain of his lessons tend to be ten fold. where he may overflow with wisdom of which he may not find much use with. at least not in. this lifetime. (but a lifetime can be too long or too short depending on which side u may find urself at ) then what does that say for those who do feel this pain but have grown accustomed to project it ten fold for the rest of the world. ( all of which multiplies and crates karma we become part of ) even when it hardly ever works that way (our delusions cannot become true or right just bc we are certain of their reality ) right ?

at the end of the day we all have the life we live. and within our own vicinity. our own mental processes gives way to the quality of the passage in which we convey such meaning. meaning that no matter how bad things get. it’s the certain mindset that may break ur fall should u ever find urself at the end of the edge looking at the horizon. not knowing what the next step should be. even if that step is a mental one.

good morning. all truths are relative to one where by which we find ourselves today. read between the lines

good morning and pleasant sunday to u. today we will discuss the deadly sins and their characteristics based on by the social conundrums that depend on the circumstances ones may find themselves within which such susceptibilities may transpire within the certain happenstances that may see stationary or characteristic to such but whereas they depend on a much bigger complex mechanism that is part of the entire mechanisms of systems that provide the grounds for occurring due to false connected dots. intentional misleading or even expecting such to be human trait which end up creating a self fulfilling prophecy acting in the form of projecting it into unsuspecting fertile minds.

most notably. will discuss sex and sexual desires. lust and giving into cravings today. since as we can see the vastness of the seven categories and their immense impact it may have upon everyone including the effects this may inflict upon those done to.

in sexual relations we have great social mislead. here’s one example from scientology that of one is up keeping one sexual desires then this supposedly contributes to ones creativity as well as success within the society. though this may be true (!) it’s not the entire truth since the relativity aspect depend on the travel between point a the individual and their desire of achievement and b the achieved desire or of reaching climax. and the interim as well as it’s quality of reaching between point a to point b is where it truly matters for the complementary quality of which then adds to that spiritual awakening.

since the informations that we usually share in the world are subject to subjective thinking and false sense of reality can have us thinking that for instance a growing person might say hey i am not skilled and i might miss out if i do not practice my sexual nature so then go out there and intent on prioritizing just getting what they can for experience sake before all other quality of levels such as is the love true do u approach ur objective with out specific expectation are u true to urself and ur heart do u think long term of consequences as well as what truly is to be gained from such experiences as well as pros and cons (such as unwanted pregnancies. safe conduct. potential of illnesses. the accustomed social standing meaning that u gain status for ur choices as versus the actual standing that is of ur soul and the authenticity of ur being. and in ur truth as well as ethical conduct and morals and dignified approach to all others irregardless to marked differences such as sexual orientation and gender differences are key to consider here )

the world information on sex seem to run in extremes also. when we see the way others conduct themselves in terms of such objective. u hear from things such as well sex only purpose is for procreation to sex is good for ur soul stuff and personal denominations and position. in the world in terms of ur social status and personal agility and dexterity what not. that to mindlessly lust over so and sos body is a given right. and to take it when and how is alright bc it’s within ones right or that it’s simply part of human nature to go about such explorations (relative to truths we find ourselves in right now depending on where u are in the world and what social strata ur part of as well as the development of that social linearity in which we may find ourselves in ) (i’d say such decisions come from intense lack of fulfilling life. of boredom bc of social conditions. and other concerns such as intense fear by what u hear and see from others which lead to excessive control of others life and bodies and lack of esteem in self control and right priorities in terms of what sexual health means for everyone )

our culture is another aspect. we hear cultural differences where there is myriad of expressions from cultures that experiment in having multiple partners to others who are more constricting and even devoid of sexual practices more than the simple need of up keeping ones health resources. (few things to consider here. if we examine the current condition of most cultures we see the transpire into lifestyles of stagnation. further isolation. social hardship. personal traumas. and passing down of same to next generations as a result of such. while it’s key to consider origin of culture it’s also important to keep in mind evolution of culture and pros and cons found in such. we all have the choice to shed why does not work or what causes confusion and mislead as well as pain and suffering. much like after u get off. it’s done. if after u make food and spend all that time prep. u eat and that’s done. but the quality of passage of getting from point a to b is always to be prioritized as opposed to whatever part of culture one may think is self serving misconstrued as more objective than it’s not ).

though the main objective is to not confuse the conundrum we find ourselves in for the actual practice and purpose since the great mistake made here is to assume that just bc some information is passed down to us in terms of our need that which we determine thus by pursuing of our desires however it may suit us we may mistake lustful impulses for the actual practice itself which end up creating long term hazards on our emotions as well as other parts of our lives development (by the way. i stopped watching. movies for a while and recently started watching it. this is different than simple theatre of being in company of actors on stage and expressions for what movies industries may offer more flexibility as to turning the viewers into creeps – and cringe – when certain scenes pop up about our cumulative sexual health ) (the speciality that a creep or someone who spies on others as they get naked from comfort of their own home turned their conundrum in to healthy job such as peril bc in porn industry is also a fallacy of argument of our social misconduct and false adoption of information -psychology one oh one – in terms of our true psychology bc it doesn’t solve the issue that someone has issues in terms of their sexual misconduct. but find a remedy in multiplying the issue and causing more toxic environment and works to normalize that )

and this error in judgement comes from our fear of missing out on those objectives. of feeling like we lack smth bc we are not doing what majority around us is doing as well as what we may pick up on the social clues of whatever is cultural aspect relative to that given timeline. (the term tmi applies very strongly here. imagine a majority of adult life most notably in west who are maladjusted into their adult lives. and spend most times jerking off in front of their computer screens and call it life ) (that person is not to be blamed entirely but seen as part of the cumulative objective of the path of having come to that point. as most life is stationary. and boring. and to fill it. u get too choose one of the sins to fill ur time with. again. it touches on desires and attachment. to suffering and multiplying its effects in the world ) (and add to tht social conditions as. before u get married u go to topples bar with ur boys. a one last time to. freedom? seriously? *rolls eyes) (if one simply wishes to seek love to salvage their soul. adopt pets. go help and spend time in elderly home. there are myriad of other forms of loving exchanges that can save ur soul ) (here the choice lies in pens inability to know oneself and become attuned to ones spiritual proves due to social conundrums and general mislead that’s already established such as discrepancy to female body. of male domination and it’s misconception and other concerns ) (one can choose to do well with ones money. as well. the same females u see doing sex work and topples bars can be given dignified jobs or be sent to schools instead. for the effect of such shaming work will also save the mans life and improve their spiritual work on earth ) (this causes separation between genders. causes men to kill/rape women bc they fill with contempt for their (women’s) choices without realizing full scope. and in turn. may cause women to not be loyal to men bc why. right. in a world where ur seen predominate as ur body more than ur soul or ur right to evolve and give smth worth to world ) (so sexual health can be a societal system part rooted to keep us separated and devolved rather. on large scale we should always question the integrity of everything we are led to and have already normalized as part of such terrible objectives that may not appear as they initially are ) (not speaking about some of the cultural linear development due to respect to their struggles. they can speak for themselves and each needs may differ. no need to overgeneralize this. context is key )

surely during our development stage we may be challenged by myriad of objectives. i think there’s one aspect bc we are and have been coming out of such conflicting history filled with terrible things. part of which concerns our sexual nature. and impulses as well as weaponizing the act of sexual union in such conflict for purpose of domination shame and simply expression of hate (and u can see how myriad of sins tend to overlap and cross over as the more one gives into sinful acts the more they multiply and combine leaving one spiritually blind ) it is normal for us to still not have fully established a healthier grounds where by which we are able to practice purely and true to our person.

here’s an example.

every child is born pure. most things are indoctrinated and accustomed as well as taught within their environment as well as whatever that cultural aspect around them is. based on by their parents conduct and what they may see on tv as well as thru entertainment and some music content in terms of lyrics and expressions and images they may see on tv. on line. and within books as expressed too excessively. when we also lack the innner resources to teach our children bc of that coming of out of shared dark past in combination with our own past within the sexual conundrum that may have traumatized and shaped us. ends up leaving our kids in the dark. trying to figure out what the whole ordeal is from external conditions and in conduct with each other. i believe that parents should be openly teaching their kids and talking about sexual health with them. (as well as give warnings to which ever part of social conundrum they may reside in) it is not anyone else’s duty to do so since there’s too much mislead out there.

now u may think what about sex work. i believe it’s frivolous aspect remnants of which is left over from the toxic historical context rather. for nobody needs sexual services more so than ones inner spiritual proves. meaning that u can totally live without (nobody has to baby u. or cater to u. nobody has to sacrifice their well-being for u and ur inability to manage ur own impulses ) it and without having involved someone else who must thereby open up their resources to u in exchange of money. .but bc the social conundrums (pleas stop acting thirsty in public calling women pretty young things ) are unstable in terms of recognizing their own myriad of faults to date which is multi layered which also includes social positions. financial differences and other concerns. the sex (keep them safe pls. don’t use them and then cart them off the world. be accountable for the social shape we all find ourselves in) work currently is part of the words remains. and one cannot blame those who are subjected to such nature. but recognize the bigger picture at the root level and try resolving things from there instead. (an economic balance between all genders will solve any discrepancies each may make in terms of their choices of availability which should eliminate some of those preconceived notions we may have about each other also )

when we don’t honour the human soul. it’s easier to mishandle the human body. it’s easy to hold urself up high and see others lowlife than u. this is easy to play out in most vulnerable instances. sexual instances can be vulnerable for all parties involved. u may think that with such intentions ur getting smth good bc it’s their body that is subject to disrespect but u as the doer may not realize ur the instigator to such disrespect urself and to others which is far bigger infraction of cause. to hold urslef separate while in the act is not possible. where most folks mistake. where they are the ones who are the actor and where they are the body of the vessel where the power of whatever runs through them are actually one and the same. they cannot be separated. u may say so and so made me do it. i didn’t have power to stop it. or i didn’t do this or it’s simply bc i’m a (gender ) that is my right. are simply a personal lazy approach to a thing one may have seen as self serving. which means that as long as it’s smth u benefit from given by whatever school of thought or study ur part of. gives one illusion of not taking accountability of smth that is otherwise within ones power to stop it from occurring. all sexual impulses can be stopped thus and controlled.

(this subject is too big for one blog post. will visit this topic occasionally).

people

make children for various reasons. two of the ancient old reason come from fear of dying alone to passing on the family business (including survival of the family by adding more hands to help with the chores ).

not sure how the reasons may translate to these days. but one of them remains pretty strong. u wanna pass on ur genes and or aid in the continuation of ur blood family.

whatever the reason maybe , albeit this also includes being heavily induced by and susceptible to ones own inner impulses. or the internal clock that keeps ticking, we must highlight the flaws of reason that also exist within such decision making.

in this day and age for instance. the act of making children tend to supersede the actual love for children and help cultivate healthy individuals who will then take over the continuation of world systems as well as carry on the human lineage. when u think of such historical animosity we have been crawling out of. sometimes we get our priorities all mixed up about why we should or wanna bring another person into this world.

one being that u wanna increase ur numbers within ur heritage as opposed to the quality of cultivating healthy able human beings. (able here means. not as distorted as ones own mindset about what the world is or why we make decisions on the entire basis of an entire human being. that we wish to bring to this world without having done our work of figuring out the world and the reason of involving a whole being without having solved some of its issues and parts. )

but ofc to define such intentions is difficult to do if we don’t equalize the balance of decision making. because at the end of the day. no parts of human species as in traditions and culture wishes to be extinguished because they are not allowed to multiply in person and be able to provide all the equal amenities that everyone else gets to have.

though this world is far from perfect. we still struggle with notions of body autonomy especially in women. rapes go unnoticed. is normalized. forced marriages. “accidental “ pregnancies. unrealistic demands of lifestyles without actually caring for the quality of cultivating brand new life. hating the wife and condemning the child bc u can’t cast aside ur troubled feelings enough to be decent family member to the child. sex being weaponized for myriad of purposes as well as during heightened states such as violence and wars as well as revenge to women and children. stealing of children for scientific purposes of human testing. for slave labor. bc of their background which has nothing to do with the child itself. caring about children in terms of unwanted pregnancies versus actually honouring the human in all. especially in adult form. and or not caring about some kids in some parts of the world due to racism or economic shark mentality that prioritized funds over well-being of and sanctity of all human beings on earth. to name a few … (passing on ur stupid limited bias to children bc u can’t be responsible enough to solve the social issues within ur lifetime )

all these false sense of notions are deeply embedded in our human development. they don’t just happen out of nowhere. we have in part historical connection and culture that we are all part of. whatever suits whomever tend to get normalized depending on where u may have been spawned and that’s the hand ur dealt that’s the hand u get to play.

though these also end up leaving such stains in our collective conscience that we cannot seem to overcome its weight unless we normalize the conversation surrounding such selectivity between our species. including. the overpopulation by numbers. our false sense of prioritizing why we copulate and multiply our bloodline. whether if we are fit to be parents (this is important bc u can bring kids into this world and then ignore and isolate them then it’s no wonder why our societies are full of broken people who may be susceptible to hurt others bc they never got the love they needed growing up) . what hazards that may do to contribute or otherwise to the societies at large. are all but parts of the human conundrum that is also part of the curriculum we are all part of.

i’m not telling u whether if u should or should not have children. but checking ur inner resources could be a great point of start( as well as responsibly if u did make the decision to have children but now find urself in some type of conundrum. that’s ur responsibility ) . here’s the standard. people get all hyped up on love. and the pheromones of sexual exchange as well as ur age and hormones will get u to the next stage of making babies. maybe it’s bc the love gets so stationary that u wanna extend it to other parts of ur life. maybe u get bored bc the love is divided between domestic existence and the. involvement we have with the world around us that we wish to fill that time by multiplying our kin and extending our compassion to them instead. maybe it’s bc we feel cut off from society that we wish to have our own human army of love to depend on. if we think that’s the next thing in line we need to do even when we don’t fully understand what the job demands from us either way u look at it u can also find all kinds of discrepancies within. it. socio economic discrepancies and differences are part of it. racist connotations are part of it. class divide is part of it. unchecked lust is part of it. lie is part of it. deception is part of it. control. lifestyle differences are part of it. circumstances u are part of us part of it. as well as which part of traditions ur part of as well as what’s depended from u is also as well. (some men think of the woman gets pregnant she won’t leave. not bc they love children. and in contrast some women will do the same for securing economic safety)

though i would like to say quality matters here. it’s not about how many children u wish to make but how much of ur love and especially time can u expend should be considered.

then again this is a shit end of the stick in both sides why? bc when we think of it this way unless we consider those who are in lower economic structures and cultures who are and have been globally abused. we end up falling in line with heavy emphasis of the hierarchal structures that have took root and where some benefit from these structures as to their continuation of lineage and world power. ends up leaving everyone else in such poverty levels that they struggle between their right to make family and their inability to cultivate healthy happy grounds for their kin.

and no man on earth is god enough to decide the fate of others. if we must emphasize that we are all equal species and forgo what looks on the outside aka skin and shed the unwanted perturbations and the shared dark history that we are still crawling out of then we must be fair and just here and apply the true basis of what equality means for everyone.

and with that comes the shedding of racism as well as classism. if we are still going by the mindset that some people don’t deserve the same rights as everyone else and make selective reasoning as to making army of children. ourselves bc we can and then blame others for doing the same and say that well ur wasting resources or are being irresponsible for having children because u can’t afford it without having solved the economic divide between such classes due to the linear development of societal ways in which it has took shape today. as biased as it can be since the history is not kind to those who were gullible for the start or ignorant to such others technological advancements they may have had which might have given them the upper hand in winning albeit unjustly which is why we see many still defending their position of authority to one by where they say well i am superior therefor i deserve to call the shots on everyone’s fate and get to determine ur destiny for u

then what we are doing is changing the clothes of a person who got dirty that day due to hard work without taking a shower. the reek is still there. but only on exterior do things seem to have changed.

this sloppy way of handing such social conundrums is also nothing new.

and u see why we end up repeating history. tables turn. today it maybe u who wins. tomorrow. some natural disasters can get us all kinds of displacement and next thing u known all those whom u have inconvenienced for decades and even generations who have had to build such skills (and we can all learn from each other by building bridges of communication and mutual conduct that strengthens trust so that we can be prepared for future disasters and calamities since nothing in nature – a great stressor of anxiety and existential crisis here. is a guarantee ) u didn’t bc of ur own personal ignorance and racism will have the upper hand to save u. but should they ? going by ur thinking that some folks don’t deserve to live. i don’t think so if we are thinking along the lines of being treated the same way u have been treating others. in which case in all our decisions we make today. we must at the very least think of our survival of species and eliminate any animosity because we may never know whom we may depend on for our well-being.instead of bringing more kids to this world bc we are so cut off from society. we can learn to depend on each other and intent on making children for the pure love of them. also.

this is relative to truths of today and are not in absolutes but there’s element of absolute in parts

ur not obligated to forgive others.

in this day and age where there’s a lot synthetic happenstances. dishonesty. intentional concealed reasoning as well as strategic selective planning, sometimes the main recognizance comes from the ability to see where ur being led. or more so. misled.

forgiveness is much like consent. that ur in agreement with what may have transpired. or that what happened to u is ok. whereas it’s not. unfortunately many people tend to abuse such studies of thought. they think that so long as they don’t accept their own wrongdoings and put others in a position whose needs may depend on them to forgive the issues that may have happened is going to get them clear conscience , it’s all part of using such spiritual studies for ones own selfish benefit because of what things seem like on the surface as opposed to their intrinsic meaning.

there’s a lot of artificiality in the recency of our human world development which has took traction in several decades. where many folks who may have done wrong unintentionally begun to realize the heaviness of what little heart they have left. to switch things up a bit while also maintaining power and control over world populations.

there is also manifesting the similar occurrences play out in smaller contexts. and or smaller groups. which then trickles down to discrepancies between couple of individuals to what may be a quality of relationship within one individual in terms of how they handle their own life instances.

the artificiality of such reason for resolve as well as simply cheapening of such studies and bastardizing of such meanings as well as information that could otherwise help people and thereby improve societies comes from the precise reason that those who have initially instigated such toxic behaviours on others. without their knowledge. causing much harm on their own progress. but because they had or have the upper hand and no precise guidance and or amicable path caused them internal and spiritual blindness instead.

it’s via this blindness that they are absolutely incapable of self forgiveness that they must deny within themselves the toxicity of their decisions that had upon many others as well as their conscience that may cause negative impact within their being. thus they tend to surround themselves among others , with like minds, whose behaviours did much of the same , which causes them to share in this mutual blindness as well as denial of accountability and nobility in the way of solving their transgressions on the path of recognizance and actualizing of awakening on earth.

unfortunately. it’s all about soul stuff. but the more u become disconnected from ur soul. the harder it is to connect to ur inner resources. so no matter how much studious u maybe. or what sort of information u. may have within ur hand. depending on ur own inner quality of person. the water (aka life force aka ur spiritual inner resources ) take the shape and form via ur true intentions as well as coloured by what’s in ur heart.

so the same information can be transformative in well intended person whereas in a ill intended person may end up producing entirely different end result. if u can mimic from someone u have targeted to be good based on by the societal response to the good quality of that individual. nonetheless bc it lacks spirit and soul even the most untrained mind will not get much out of it since it also lacks the truth of the substance that’s necessary to catalase any meaningful result in the world. but it may duplicate and multiply in a negative way in the world. so making space for potential foul play in all levels of world structure and peoples even among those most established expertly ones inclusive of “nice people” is essential to hone ur intuition and discernment tools. (also self doubt occasionally allows us to revamp check for validity of the information we may have so that we continue to add to it and update it for relevancy and accurate sense. so in a way if ur too certain of things without healthy dose of doubt then u may make errors in which adds to the primary objective to overcome before u continue resolving much deeper or bigger picture portion of things ) (remember. some of the most expertly people out there depend on the certitude of their credibility more than the quality of their wisdom)

on the other hand, if ur asking urself if u have any mental illness then chances are u don’t. ur perfectly fine. ur only responding to and reacting to a very toxic world environment where things such as above mentioned are extremely normalized and nothing is as it seems. and bc those who don’t question their mental illness who think they are perfect able capable human beings parade around the world acting like they are worthy to look up to who also operate systems people depend on cause much effect in negative way in the world. this ends up causing people who have no mental illness to assume or think they themselves are the problem. we internalize that which we don’t understand and don’t know how to sort thru and process properly because things aren’t as they seem.

and when u also forgive others who don’t deserve ur forgiveness ur consenting to a sort of treatment that is less than u deserve. (this includes unnecessary medical treatments )

people who cause intentional harm depend on that forgives to strengthen their faulty mindset and take esteem from having accomplished fooling others. this may on the outside make them seem optimistic for good change but hardly any good comes from such double flippant reality. where the main objective is to deceive others and deny within one self any accountability in ones faults and faulty use of wisdom.

most people want shortcuts to success. albeit this can be personal success. or success within the world where by which u wish to leave smth of worthy in the world long after ur gone. but there is absolutely no shortcuts. if anything comes easy. then one must always look for conditions and contracts (that are usually partial in information ) as well as hooks and attachments. or that something may expect from u an unrealistic degree of trust that is also one sided. meaning that the trust is usually asked from u bc u as the general populations are generally untrustworthy unless ur expert or leader or some type of individual who only seems like they have established status in the world. (this refers to imbalance in busines place. where u need to gain funds but then authority depends to touch ur soul or take excessive part in ur private life and reality) (while they conceal theirs or only give u what they wish for u to know. nothing more )

but. given by the above mentioned. bc some have abused their power of transpiring their own issues and concealed them whereas exploiting others targeted individual in order to distract the masses. or even from their own groups to have a lesser sentence of loss of credibility is also at play.

so do not forgive that which u do not fully understand.

not all paths lead to the same.

and not everyone has ur best interest at heart no matter how well intentioned they may seem.

once u cut off the excess noise and train ur eyes to see thru the facade. (and stop competing and comparing and be happy with little and not pursue a lot ) only then can u tell what’s the diamond in the rough and among the falsity of that which glitters like gold. (beware. some good friends will turn on u bc they may wish to pursue falsity or prioritize wrong objective since it took us a long time to get here. getting out will take long time and due diligence from everyone ) but it’s just a way to trick the senses into thinking it’s good. and when u get out of th way of the toxic and ill intentioned. then u are no longer further compromising their path of overcoming their own suffering and issues bc let’s face it. (the art of saying no to the right wrong thing) while some may act like doing those things may bring u peace and happiness. it’s just the looks of it. i will never be convinced that those who uphold such faulty values to be happy today indeed.

there’s no right way to do internet. there’s no right way to twitter and spaces even. do things that work for u. i do. it’s bc i’m already familiarized with the way these systems work and i’m fully aware of their toxicity even among the plethora of good that’s also there ( which is mostly people bc let’s face it. it’s people that make the place or system beautiful as well as otherwise ) so make these systems work for u.

disclaimer. don’t break the rules and law and or hurt others to make things work for u. can’t believe i actually have to say this.

twitter spaces has agents with either earpiece or chat room (untraceable ) to respond to u specifically if they target u. unless they are the primaries who also see u thru satellites in real time as they, and maybe even u, speak.

western spirituality teaches u how to fight or argue but even when ur wrong. with endgame of being right or counter someone’s objective by pointing to their past faults even when they no longer apply to current life or relevant to topics at hand or being discussed, and have long been solved.

personally i wouldn’t fuck too much with hormones. imagine smth happens in ur country and ur no longer able to get ur medicine u probably wanna be independent from depending on systems. (this is not ablist. in fact it’s oppose. u gotta be well urself so u can help ur disabled friends. and fucking with hormones will do exactly the opposite should smth go wrong) plus such withdrawals and maintenance and augmentations of nature can really get someone out of whack. just ask women. (do check ur food water and other resources tho they maybe toxic and may participate in what u think is the real u. same with mental illness. this is just one avenue )

but is someone born with more femininity and masculinity sure. i believe so cos i personally met them. but maybe the mechanism and development is different than what we are being told.

if governments can seize assets they can seize energy too.

if we are talking about unjust seizure of assets then it’s already too late.

excuse me but where was that girl basketball player two years ago when putin was literally planing this war ? me thinks she is used as fodder to make things seem like it’s bad between two nations whereas its not. at the very least we see few flaws. u get famous and successful and become so disconnected from reality where u cannot relate to what’s really going on. or u think ur too rich and it’s ok to break the laws and just pay a fine. at the very least. she either is in on the plan or she’s not. but seriously ur gonna take drugs to there ? it’s still a criminals offence. like why ?

i don’t understand why people do this to themselves. why go to these counties where u know literally being gay gets u killed. what did u expect. ? some people need to stand firm and say no to some job descriptions knowing the human rights breach within those grounds.

i’m gonna stick to my narrative and say that this is just a states way to make it seem like two nations are not in good terms to cover up am’s tracks to delete their past dealings with wars overseas so that they are not held responsible and that they can manipulate their people this way by pointing to a worse criminal like the devil.

we live in a world where sex abuse or rape kits are in the back burner that if ur sexually abused that u must have done smth to deserve it or so and so who has dunnit is actually a good person who has this one issue and bc they are eccentric and u must understand (or eww but be grateful bc they are rich n famous and u must be lucky to have been paid attention to. any attention for that fact!)

or forgive and forget whereas we all know what repercussions such sexual misconduct does to a persons world view. their sense of well-being and truth as well as trust centres. some issues last a lifetime to unpack. we never talk about this.

justice is hardly ever served. u get kavanaugh in the justice headdress making such high end expletives on what the right thing is. u get trump boast about how women like to be grabbed by the pussy. ( did u wash ur hands. we’re under ur nails clean. i mean come on i don’t even know u) locker room speak. u get all kinds of religious context in terms of kids and sex. two things one should never mix.

it’s no wonder why we are maladjusted thus and have no way of truth in our being or what the right thing is in terms do such handlings. (we are not even talking about how women are linked with weakness and only men deserve to be recognized for their strength)

u just consent to sexual favours if u wanna make it big. or. u can be completely misled and be used for someone else’s agenda where. as they may lie with their true intentions only to be gaslit that u consented while they don’t mention how they approached u right ?

they may say oh i love u and wanna marry u and have kids just to get in ur pants and then u luck out with greater loss then society and culture says it’s ok to shake ur ass. while u think that’s liberation (biggest women right flub was to say it’s liberating to be a whore to cover up sexual misconduct and evading justice for those who dunnit )

u may not realize ur entertaining and enabling more sexual dysfunction in others who have done ills and now support that with free show and free consent (also manufacture consent in children for sex to cover up pedophiles in especially the west ) for people they consider u as unworthy for better life and treatment

. (the success u see in some parts where women have appearance of leadership comes with strings attached in the past. women made great sacrifices where we find ourselves standing on their broad shoulders. and hunchbacks. but now even the idea of such sacrifice is machinated and weaponized as part of sexual disfunction function)

well i’m no prude. i always thought people were better than this irregardless to my personal experience growing up. dressing up the way u like and being who u wish to be are things that are everyone’s right on earth. maybe it makes u happy and it’s part of ur self expression. to me. when ur dressed in a certain way it’s like being on a beach with a bikini why would we think that any other outfit is too revealing whereas we have literally too much skin in the beach.

but. a society that hasn’t faced its own sexual disfunction issues and such abuse can fetishize anything as it wishes to and unless we correct that at a systemic level and include the justice department so that others s misconduct doesn’t go under radar. -and not only that. be promoted too to top of that. things will always be out of whack. – will never recognize it’s faulty logic and thus repeat more of the same only where things take an entirely diffent out look where we see in especially western region kids who get sexually active at such a young age.

nothing good comes of that. u should be in school. u shouldn’t even drop ur skirt or pants until after ur 24-25 when u have figured out ur financial life and social status first. when these things are “explored “ early on. people end up falling for the facade of exploration and of not missing out and gaining experience but these are precise places where u catch illnesses. develop emotional instabilities. traumas and even unwanted pregnancies further displacing u from ur pursuit of social status of place in the financial world. leaving u broke and with all kinds of adult responsibilities and maybe even toxic relationships u cannot get out of.

not to mention u can be a play thing for some elite who watches u through satellites -i also believe agents are sent to take advantage of people in real life situations where u encounter them and think ur attraction is for good but can’t blame people in a society where the entire systems are designed to cut off ur intuition and ur authentic senses and development and replace them with artificial responses (ur feeling are right but u get misdirected as to what they are. why they are and hence solutions )and intentional traumas so that the point of entry can be utilized to manipulate u for what comes next of what they think ur destiny should be which depends on ur cooperation also.

and people will not truly be free but inadvertently subscribe and settle with the illusion of freedom. when they can’t accept the truths since being wrong is hardly ever acceptable in our societies. (conditionings that take lifelong to develop are harder to break away from) some of them in western culture especially. (from myriad of points and angles in life that surround u) u may say well i alredy started doing this i may as well go with it or u do wrong ur u realize ur being tricked then u say or make it seem like it was ur choice all along but that’s indoctrination for success too u play into their hand.

we forgot the real issues underlay: such as sexual disfunction and sexual abuse at an early age. why do folks get to be gay. is it something to do with their nerves and their hormones that make them cross the other side. or hate the opposite gender or have a bad aftertaste

? (don’t condemn the gay or trans or what we condemn the act of sexual exploitation of all people at any age and sexual orientation of their choice )

same with trans lives. what makes u develop strong distaste about ur body. is it smth that u don’t recall about ur childhood. maybe it has more to do with the early abuse u receive early on and in an attempt to cover it up , by others, u become subjected to their mind games and propaganda. only to be utilized for an agendas u cannot see. (multiple agendas can be at play here. this is just one viewpoint ) not only u can’t see. ur not partaking in its decision making.

while i support anyone who wishes to do what they want with their bodies and wish to have any sexual orientation from polyamory to promiscuity and other forms of self expressions and expression on love albeit as long as all members are consenting adults who see eye to eye and put their cards on the table.

and who make decision on their body that they make. not that it’s conditioned or installed in them or they are being misled about their own sense of being bc they may have partial memories about their past transgressions where they may have had sexual abuse from adults at young age or they are indoctrinated with the idea of sexual liberation and they may convince themselves that this liberation is their true authenticity.

much like artificial mental illness which is also weaponized in some cultures around the world and for profit. pharma culture. predictability of a financial system of capitalism and further enabling folks to depend on the toxicity of frivolous systems (and agents in disguise for ulterior motives among us )

, what i don’t support is lies and deception and continual mislead and covering of systemic injustices by putting people against each other so u distract them from the focal point of what was previously revealed only to add more to the general confusion or override what’s acknowledged about something with an artificial intelligence on the subject. (also divide and conquer alive and well still )

which means that those who wanna promote such lifestyles who also include child like qualities and promote sexuality bc they are older but they embody a young inappropriate life only end up strengthening the phedophiles and sexual misconductors’ continuation on earth going unscathed and without apt justice served bc it works in the favour of those in higher positions and power to continue to get away with their wrongdoing while u pay the price in ur arguments and cancel culture and public scrutiny.

women shake their head. not in disbelief. but bc we have been there before

there’s a huge gap in what is and what’s professed . that much is true. and u may say hey what about u. just yesterday u were all forgiving and today ur back to ur conspiracy antics.

well. here’s the thing. appearance of one does not override or negate the practice of other for the spiritual progress in us all. however everyone has a will power where they choose how to allow themselves to evolve. u may say that they may be just as spiritual or they lack soul or devoid of actual practice bc they have put the finitude of this life over the sanctity of our survival of species as well as overcoming shared hardship.

that has nothing to do with what i am saying or whether if i contradict my words. if my words seem contradictory it’s bc they represent and reflect the world in its own contradictions and false practices as well as myriad of ignorance’s within it. don’t shoot the messenger just bc it causes within u the apparition of smth that u may have encountered our there. seek there for its own efficacy instead and maybe continue to prioritize ur spiritual work as best as u can.

take trans issues for instance. it’s not as it appears. and i can’t understand why we must make such arguments such as if u had to undergo surgery. to deny it altogether. it’s dishonest.

just to be honest . why not call it for what it is instead. a person who has underwent surgery should state that’s who they are and that’s what they did. who maybe born a man who feels that they are a women trapped in a mans body

. (has no proof that they are men and or women inside) unless we are talking about our soul stuff. and then we can ask ourselves if a soul can be female and male. in which case it’s just a human thing and not a soul thing.

then this means that we have male and female and maybe other genders we wish to apply to this ordeal which i will not criticize on the body that is human and not the soul. the soul does not care what a human is. in fact we don’t even know what a human is. yet we define it ever so certainly. while we also disrespect and override past unfinished struggles of hardship. that’s why u see such conundrums in society.

so why not call it what it is. (i) am a trans woman. which means that i was born in the body of a man who feels that i wil feel more at ease if i were to augment my human body to a female counterpart. or body augment bc i can and bc it’s my choice. but i’m not a woman bc i’m not born in a woman’s body. i can be a trans woman. and there’s nothing wrong with stating before the word woman that i have transformed and that i am “trans”. why is this difficult to understand and apply?

i can see that maybe folks are like well if people know i’m trans then they won’t fuck me or be my friend. then ur not fit to be friends with each other bc u both lie. one thinks that trans people don’t deserve relationships n friends and social status. and recognition for who they are. and the other lies about their transformation bc they wanna belong.

i do miss my past ignorant mindset. to an extend. bc i used to think the world was in better condition than it actually was. i also

thought i had privacy. that the walls i saw were solid and that there was some effaceable grounds to find refuge from a world of violence noise confusion contradiction pain and suffering and peering eyes and inquiries as well as forced interaction. (such as schools and work places as well as society in general. i mention the past. in terms of human development. of having partial information. as well as being told who u are and whats right and wrong and then see all the things ur taught in contradiction with itself )

though it’s always better to know the truths as they are. no matter how ugly they are and how uncomfortable this may make u feel. this way u may get a fighting chance to overcome whatever hardship is projected into u and may evade playing into others hidden agendas or have ur life be augmented so much u can’t even recognize urself.

while i do miss my last innocence. and past ignorance as well as illusion of privacy. i’m grateful to know what i know today. even then. i don’t claim to know everything. i just don’t wanna be busy with the frivolous information that i know is partial to truths just bc of its relevancy.

most often than not. the information that is weaponized against us comes form various ancient text that doesn’t make it into light. some others depend on the limited perception of others. coloured by their ill intentions. if the intention is good however then maybe ur a bit more enlightened today.

there’s a juxtapose of weaponizing the information of the pst however. by combining it with ur hidden ulterior motives and or propaganda which doesn’t mean u have to choose one over the other in terms of its efficacy of corrected ness. (only lay people are forced to choose and make this seem like it’s ur choice however depending on ur specific characteristics and conditionings ) but see each of them as they are. at a meeting point of junction where a third occurrence takes place.

confusion

since the information is weaponized against u in a non linear way, u get a gaslight effect from such unable to see which is true and what the true intention maybe even tho at the door all is revealed to u. (here u are assumed to consent bc they already reveal it at the door to u. bc of ur lack of saying no or inability to recognize it or u may get a sense that smth is wrong but then u say naaah nobody is that evil. it must be my imagination. )

but bc it’s intending to be otherwise. since it’s mechanism is designed to cause contradiction within urself as to what the incoming intentions effects do to ur being as well as since this sort of practice almost always goes under radar. meaning that if we don’t face issues as they are. call them as they are and confront those with their toxic habits and utilizing information in this way. we end up with plethora of doubts as to what sort of feelings this may inspire in us which then manipulates our emotional well being which open the gates to re education or manipulation of our intellect. which causes us to create an artificial life that we may later regret or not find satisfaction within it. consequences only apply to u also. never them.

the type of gaslight is a weapon that sits at the shelf however. it’s not fully deployed unless u revolt so the more u revolt and rebel against the efficacy of smth the more it’s going to deploy within itself to cause future gaslight in u to confabulate ur senses (and there’s myriad of approach to this. u get frequency manipulation. psychic abuse. psyops in internet world and through information sharing and key words used through agents that u meet. certain things that take place in ur life as part of reward punishment process to “train “ u bc )

let’s face it. a world that has look of freedom without actual freedom is as good as a farm is. and ur the animal in question.

good morning. somewhere between our inner world and external reality is the bridge between where our realization. intention. integrity and right conduct creates a better reality not only for ourselves but also for each other.

in terms of compassionate approach to general ways of suffering we may find ourselves in various levels of service. there are internal service where by which what is revealed to us applies to our self betterment. or self clarity. self journey that allows us to evolve here on earth. although when we think along the lines of such evolution we don’t exactly know what the final work or look maybe. it’s best not to attach to too much strong emphasis and certainty here. the whole point of such evolution is to be comfortable with not knowing what the final work will be.

because of interconnectedness. that is. aside from our personal growth. there’s also all these other conditions that are concomitant with our personal progress. that depend on the quality of the work of others. surely u can be enlightened all on ur own. much like the analogy given in the above text from the book, u can go live in a mountain and realize all that u like. but without crystallizing it after manifesting it on earth. it’s effects may stay at the gestation stage. (seed form. mind u we can also have both good and bad as well as intermediate seeds already established in the quantum field of such potential manifestations although i wouod refrain from watering seeds of greed jealousy lust anger etc in others especially purposely for this is infraction on our cumulative progress and has a bigger track record that adds negatively to ones karma and impacts our overall process as well due to laws of interconnectedness. while u are not obliged to like one another and or be involved intimately with those u may not like or relate to immediately. it’s key to do no additional harm than what we already have to work thru together from near and apart. self interest should include interest of all. otherwise it ends up cutting one off although we may not realize it. from our cumulative evolutionary process and thus impacts the rest of the world project as well).

this gives us clues as to how the process of such manifestation takes place on earth. and why we can’t expect only from regular people such compassion and kindness whereas in the higher or upper echelons of such conduct. such in the case with those who are policy makers, those who teach, those who do big business as well as those who are the primaries on making systems work that most people depend on also must be included in the compassionate approach that does not separate them from the rest of the world. much like the sage who is in the mountain. simply realizing. (also add here variants of pessimism that may happen naturally due to difference between why u can and cannot do within given myriad contexts as per why maybe available to u within ur reach or otherwise, usually bc we may feel very optimistic or hopeful at the initial start of our journey only to discover the many complexities but not know how to process the data and or know how to manage ourselves in it. which is where a lot of limited destructive half truth based certainties can take root or those who may find themselves in special circumstances feel stuck or get to a point of picking up from those who were there before them some of those previously established toxic enablements)

usually we look at the world and see a grand heap of mess. there’s just too many people . too many variants of expressions. diversity. unique approach to similar tastes and practices but when we strip all the glitz and glamour and fashion. much like the cloth (either clothes or ones identity in terms of their skin. background. gender. religious practices. traditional practices. heritage. hierarchies. social status. class. experiences that sets us slightly apart. developments that depend on circumstances that surround us which also differ from place to place, our unique karma or attraction of which contributes in our individual and collective lives that transpire happenstance from small to large …) being adorned over each of us that conceals this unified world from our senses but not entirely if we rest and relax into what is. then we realize the common interest is one and the same. (an additional layer of wishing to control in others the same we discover in ourselves due to discomfort from the otherwise chaotic reality where all our unique lives come together , also applies here )

firstly. we all have a survival instinct. which means that if our basic needs are not met. we end up doing things that may be less than. to get it. or to live instead of to perish for instance.

this above paragraph has multiple layers. there could be internal intrinsic survival mode that challenges our feelings and mental formations. which is where we find any motivation to turn it into actions.

another part of turning our inner firings into actions comes from articulation. things such a self expression is language comes from our ability to convey what we perceive as well as their basic symbolism. the deciding of such symbolism comes in multi layers also. (internal fear based system due to false adoption of partial truths of such practices can also contribute an additional layer ) it can be minimal in terms of realizing the true meaning of such symbolism and much like words we may convey personal meaning into rather objective meanings of such symbolism as well depending on the initiation as well as articulation and intention of our usage with these symbolisms.

all of these come together and allow us to communicate with each other. if we consider background differences and conveyance of meanings and perceptual differences . it’s easy to see how misunderstandings may arise. although i want to say that we have developed tolerance as well as fortitude over time as well as our evolution of our species which brought us out of very dark times to where we find ourselves in the world today. it may not be perfect. and we may focus on a lot of imperfections and issues within myriad of areas but it’s good to also realize the good with all the developments and be grateful. this gives us hope that we can find some kind of inner motivation to persevere on our individual journey where we may find ourselves at a loss , or feel like giving up, or feelings of helplessness. although we must also be cautious when we think like this for any thing can turn dogmatic and may unintentionally reject others suffering for suffering is not one size fit for all as we can see it’s variations play out in the world as we speak.

if we realize and we can’t do any more that we are allowed today. then simply sticking to our realizations and continuing to do our part fro where we are however small our contribution still contributes greatly to overall world project. although i do hope that the better world that we can all get glimpses of becomes more possible as we continue to become familiarized with some of our collective human habits and enablement that are toxic and needs shedding or letting go so that we are paving the way to continue to evolve to better cumulative grounds that is equal and honourable for all.

things like ethical practices. morals and intentions with integrity are never out of style. the true meaning of words do not completely go away no matter how much we go through cyclic periods of abusing the power of the word or misuse it or give into double speak, concealment of truths or of sharing of partial truths for some hidden outcome some of us. maybe too certain of it’s validity.

information bias and inability to be ok with uncertainty and not knowing everything causes people such divide where they must sacrifice facts and take sides. which is stupid if u ask me. cos it literally halves ur intelligence if u think that u must separate urself to a smaller group as opposed to standing with the entire world populations.

ur scope of understanding expands if u are able to also consider all the past fallen souls from all walks of life all backgrounds all timeliness and all possible experiences. and even more wider if u consider and love consciously with the future in mind and heart.

because the reality is created in a way where we are generally prevented from speaking about and acting from the reality of our existence and continue to perform for each other on the fallacy of the synthetic reality for especially funds , we lose soul and heart and become hardened overtime. which makes it easy for some to cast their shadow upon others and then call it success.

but this conversation isn’t about success or

about denouncing systems or their functions. i love systems for the mere fact of their practicality. it’s good to have money barter says ten for instance because i don’t wanna carry heavy objectives to make a trade for smth i may need. including giving off my body in return for smth i may need.

also systems assure some kind of security because let’s face it. as much as we may love humanity. we are still in discovery of what it means. so i’m not about to trust some stranger muffaka with my life bc people. thru time and time again. have proven to be selfish greedy and shifty as fuck. especially towards women.

so viewed in this way. we can see the validity of some of the things that have developed longer than a given lifetime. though surely we can improve its parts so that we are ensuring evolution of our societies and species hand in hand and not sacrificing one for the preservation of the other.

when we don’t talk about our intrinsic reality and only speak of systems function we end up with a dry aftertaste. this sort of world view devoid of soul and heart is nothing new. so maybe we need smth new and more compassionate as well as forgiving.

we often hear this word. fortitude. when i hear this word i think about it’s a forward thinking attitude. and when i apply this sort of definition to fortitude, bc let’s admit it. forgiveness has been overplayed in terms of its use in language as well as the whole idea behind the objective is missed. almost entirely…, then i’m thinking and acting from a place of long term actions and reasoning. this means. that when i apply this theory to conflict. i’m not looking to eliminate the enemy. bc at some point when a disagreement dissipates or dies down (ofc without solving things they don’t truly go away ) i think about how we are going to coexist where everyone is win win win.

this one works well when everyone does it. much like systemic issues between bigger objectives that are at play in the world. this is harder to do when folks mistske their information bias for facts and act certainly from there with little to no room for the dignity of others who may be involved.

i mention this because what we experience today is a strong byproduct of where we all find ourselves today in this reality. today is the fruits of all our past actions decision and deeds. tht we did to/for ourselves and each other as well as through our choices that bc may impact others indirectly. bc it matters.

i hope that everyone is learning from these times and find it in their hearts to correct their own information bias well as how they treat especially others. i’m doing my part. this is enough for me.

good morning.

there’s always this internal biased assurance about being correct or factual about stuff that we truly won’t know or comprehend. especially when it comes to other people and their experiences on earth.

this certainty , albeit limited or false, comes from ones own ability to remain calm under uncertainty. we like to know things because such knowledge gives us security and function in our day to day life. our ability to carry ourselves through the daily function allows us safety thru life and among the differences and similarities of others.

when we don’t know for sure the correctness of information , it’s best not to jump to conclusions for its best to not cut off smth than to wait and see what’s next. when we make harsh decisions, we end up with a loss or smth less desirable than we expect.

how are we so quick to judge others and give way too much room for our own experience comes from the selective bias that arises as a byproduct of information bias toward our understanding of the external world.

we all make them. so don’t worry about it if u were ever in this situation. there’s no clear guidelines on how to human on earth and must everything is selective in reasoning as well as sharing of such popular belief or in terms of explanation on objectives concerning human.

this wouldn’t be the first time information is weaponized. we all must know that ignorance comes from lack of information or clarity. for information is the representation fo clarity otherwise our path is obscured and in a moment of haste we will be very easy to make mistakes.

i think that when u look at such processing of information and the terms of bias this way. u can then realize why we are more leaning toward spitting ourselves above others. i don’t think that doing this happens consciously but as a byproduct of faulty and selective practice as opposed to being authentic in ur decision making abilities to process error of judgment. error of understanding as well as error of practice.

because the information or clarity isn’t easily available (it’s there but there’s all this stuff in the middle that blocks the purview because of its linear development thru long time ) we have an easier time getting lost in the smoke and mirrors is produces. it’s like ur navigating smth u don’t even know ur navigating in the first place bc a conundrum occurs here. u think that what ur faced is real. but it’s not. and everything that supports that which is not real is real is either not realizing the error of this system malfunction or they have a motivation albeit may have sprung forth from their information bias and selective reasoning or this portion of phenomena arises as a result of their faulty function of understanding whatever information they have at hand about the objective reality which may have been passed down from generation to generation. we see this in system upgrade. when the system changes hands things change and subjective of the individual suddenly becomes overgeneralize or objective which is not only misleading but it’s also very dangerous.

though we get through those times and come to here we see the same things play only differently. when we see the reality as it’s developed we have myriad of reason as to why even errors evolve. including error of judgement. error of reason and error within pens motivation .

i will give u an example of this. in the entertainment industry u may hear worlds like well this is what the audience wants. while u forgo the entire shpeal of the actual reality that surrounds us is constructed and while it may seem most folks turn their tv on and watch programs they do so as they dot have many other choice in the way their lifestyles go.

that’s not because they want to have tv or spend a huge chunk of their life and time watching or living through actors per se or that they would care about what the contents of the information for their quality and basis. but over long term these practices produce a sort of illusion that the systems are more real than our soul practice and what we came to this planet for. which creates in us a zombie effect. we may even develop stockholm syndrome and want more. cheer more. because given by our social demand, by the systems themselves , we get trained for this.

take this example next. say u go to a talk show or some other tv function as an audience member. they have a prompt for u to clap and laugh even if u didn’t undersnd the joke or didn’t think the content matter was worth clapping ur hands for.

in the same way we learn from each other and align ourselves with what we perceive with our senses , we become accustomed to even societal divided and the art of taking sides as well as wars. we become too certisn that what we see before us is the truth and reality s fe basis of its intention is clear and thereby we bypass our own intuitive centres becaus we end up being more in the mind. we calculate and reason. but only partially

i wanna say that there are two stark opposites when it comes to slow and deliberate burn that slowly but deeply shaped our reality and then the quick actions that can also impact and change our reality.

the slow burn is a result of many little decisions that we make in our day to day life. the quick actions that may impact our lives for good or bad or in between happens as a result of this slow burn.

i’ll give u and example

u may watch tv and not know what sort of information ur . processing. and not know the long term effects of this to ur reason and critical thinking as well as judgement. in fact. before u know urself. if u keep exposing urself to all this external information of others and do not do ur own inner work. u are more easily to mimic their action and function than know right from wrong bc what u see gives u the assurance albeit its manufactured. as we have stated before. we love and lean towards security and we are less likely to be calm under pressure or in the middle of uncertainty. this sort of instability causes us to make haste full conclusions about stuff snd there by causing us to make hasty decisions that end up impacting our lives , most possibly in a negative way. which we see today in its representation.

often times people idolize real life events and happenstances including the suffering of others and tend to fetishize as well as make it into fashion and do this for profit. which is pretty bad when u consider what happens in the world like all the time.

i’m not sure why we don’t think twice before we do things that cast such deep and dark shadows woefully whe our shade falls on the most susceptible and vulnerable among us and think too little of the consequences of our choices.

a word of caution.

i know it’s all tough with covid and wars and all and u may depend on social media for variety of reasons. u could be isolated or lonely or have mental health problems. u could be seeking to connect bc of this loneliness due to world conditions. u could be there to be in the know or for business related options or just to converse and hang out. whatever ur reasons. a word of caution bc twitter doesn’t have a label that tell u at the door.

keep ur guard up always.

sometimes bad things happen so that folks lower their guard down bc they are too desperate for smth good to happen in their lives especially when they are deprived (intentionally socially artificially as well as systemically) and end up making grave decisions bc u may not know how impactful some of these esp negative occurrences can be and may not have calculated ahead of time a flexibility enough to discover on ur own , a sort of fuck around and find out for urself but without negative impact on ur life or those of others who may be around u.

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pls note the new skills and the like mentioned below. though at the end of the tunnel we find ourselves in are we gaining artificial robotic skills that continues the work without soul or are we more apt at infusing our lives in every which way with more soul so we are more grounded in earths natural laws and honouring to all others which is the epitome of noble ones i think the nobility is the merit that’s gained thru this authentic discernment of the two realities where by which we must have the flexibility and choice to say no to anything that lacks soul and heart. maybe we will get thru these difficult times and with tht in mind.

an external source or entity may be contacting u to alter ur being and knowing as well here when u get body sensations and u should always have ur guard up and check for the validity of contact as well as integrity of approach and don’t give consent unless he sure of its intentions.

i believe intuition plays a huge role in discernment and self awareness it’s smth that takes. time to develop although it’s natural we find ourselves in this conundrum today where we are either going to integrate more intuitive decision making or lose connection to our intuition and be extremely dependent on external conditions to help guide us. (though with the latter i’m not sure if it’s even possible bc evolution does happen in the darkest of timelines and there’s always a seed of hope in the most hopeless scenarios).

i think. but this isn’t who i am. i’m merely the watcher who sees things as they are before my own senses. i wish to see what’s before me that i’ve never thought about before. nor was it taught the way my mind likes to articulate and sort things by breaking down its mechanisms and then turns things into some type of intellectual reasoning.

the way i see it. this duality thing in reality. is very much like. the balance or rather imbalance between the inner world of interconnected unity that we all share. and the exterior conditions that have took root over long period of time.

i can see how both may have developed as we evolved as human species and came to find ourselves here today the way we all are.

tho. both of these words. in their own places. have also evolved. and subsequently we see the great gap between the two realities (or worlds) than ever before. although. the same gap was also there at its initial onset.

the inner world. or the one that is the real actual reality. where all things take place. is that quantum field where the second world is possible. it’s like the place of intellect. of articulation and reason and careful planning after perceiving what happens to u or ur surroundings or elsewhere so that u know what to do next from there. a sort of decision making. place where all inspirations take pace. or the place of the astral. or esp. or all this connective phenomena. where u know what ur doing and others know what ur doing and u also know what they are doing bc everything is clear in day. and nothing is new under the sun.

the other being the material reality. what is legal on paper. paper trails and acceptable provable notions. of having executed some type of function. albeit could produce good or bad results. could happen as part of a cumulative smth or as phenomena that arises off that cumulative smth or can be artificial in terms of its coming together. say. if the real reality portion of it coming to fruition is considered also based on by its merit intention and integrity of motion.

i would say that the inner reality of connectivity is the real reality. and the external reality is the alternative reality at this point (though we can see both are important as they r concomitant. since our species need both inner clarity and establishment of inner values that honour ourselves and each other equally and the external world that serves us all equally so our needs are met, our world systems work properly and updated timely and our development is going in line with the inner changes as they may come up thru our evolution of journey that we all make here on earth ). and the more i delve into this idea or thought the more i see its linear development. as well as logistics of where we find ourselves in the world as per what we are going thru.

surely at some point we will converge the both. as separate as they maybe. i also see that all the double speak or hidden motives or sort of variety of practices found therein in between the two worlds (or realities ) can have potential to become more fluid if we want it to be. and at some point this will happen naturally or by force. say. bc we are finding more and more today the overcoming past ignorances. where by which we are able to make a better sense of the world around us and our inner sphere of existence as well as this connective unity and its mechanisms.

though of course the point is to avoid any errors of judgement and costly repercussions. as well as casualties and destruction. because all of this becomes part of the curriculum. the better and clear our practice and intention the more we are able to rise above bullshit and that’s a fact.

and we are gonna need that (the merging of our inner spiritual quality with the external world that which we wish to see manifest and merge so that the gap between the two is not that far ) in order to create better reality that everyone benefits from.

consider this from the viewpoint of this quote. when ur inner reality and external reality is one and the same (no double speak, conniving attitudes. two faced relationships, lying cheating stealing tricking others so that u take advantage of them , being nice on the outside but on the inside holding contempt resentment hate and or ordering others to do ur criminal world for u to seek revenge etc , ethical business practice with integrity , considering everyone and not just urself ) only then are u truly considering urself (which means that based on by the unitive theory there would be no competition with ur kin bc u would be providing grounds for advantageousness as stated in this paragraph ) a person who has finally mastered equanimity in such a multi layered duality of stark opposites that are at play in many parts of our lives.

sadly twitter is too triggering it’s one place that’s not good and i wish to not support it. there’s all these things that take place. i’m sure people discuss. maybe i deserved what’s coming. maybe the shame and game an all the fraudulistic behaviours of others is just the way the world works.

i mean everyone needs money and everyone starts from somewhere. we depend on systems that solve their issues in a way that doesn’t take responsibly the way we think. but the way it calculated. at the end of the day if ur mad bc so and so had to plagiarize or take ur idea and run with it while ur on time out . u either let the authorities win by getting mad at those who have to make ends meet or get mad at urself for taking part in the karma of others. bc u instigated it with ur splendid ideas *wink

all the hate aside. i have no hard feelings or hate for those who let joey rule their world. they can see these decisions and place me in a safe place and use me as a focal point for their creativity motivation and what have u but what happens at the end of the day i don’t know ? i feel more at peace not being at twitter trying to reach out to people or fight for the same thing i’ve been screaming from my top of the lungs for but i cannot do it for much longer.

with that said. be careful what u support and i know that wars are going on and u would know me to say that they as part with all that. foresaw and wanted to keep the job going bc things did get heated. sure. this isn’t the absolute truths. obviously many motivations can take place to shoot down multiple birds and have multiple objectives done. these are plans that took decades to shape and refine but don’t take my word for it.

though i would say if ur new in spaces and u have mental issues or emotional problems maybe be careful about who u listen and what advice u choose to take. i don’t think folks who already have skin in the game to worry about them much. if this note doesn’t resonate with u. u can simply ignore. but this is what i do. and i speak up when i notice a pattern and motive. also bc of my past. so the connection is there for sure and in matters such as these unless it’s specifically directed at me. i doubt it tho bc this didn’t seem like a first time ordeal. it seems pretty professional and the motive is there. the system and the mechanism too and it’s not that hard to really see the potential that especially in the western region , some really funk stuff is going on in terms of young people. mental issues and the like. couple that with financial struggles , this could cause us to while we are fighting the current issues at hand , could be a distraction to cause wedge between entirely new species and us who will be so disconnected from us that they will surprise us from behind while we think we are being all busy with solving current crisesess and that is something i wish to not have or have such clinical development of mental illnesses that can’t be detected while the person is acdessible remotely to do things that can hurt us.

i’m saying this as a red flag. it’s possible in these places for things like that to happen and bc they are new. we may not notice. not me though. as much as i. wanna not support twitter. i hate the place. i hate what it did to my life and how it didn’t wanna be responsible irregardless to why happened between me and jack. all that happened under their roof. anyway. but it seems like i will be around and i will be listening and keeping an eye out.

at the very least they will generate new findings and gather more data and then globalize a new mental health thing but u know. for pharma and or other conditions unless they get their tentacles good enough to change all leaderships worldwide too then we are fucked

if nothing else happens. instead of indoctrinating people via internet and satellites like the good old days where things can be teachable. as i have also been pretty explanatory on the subject. very verbose about it and i will not give up. this might just be an addition to it. or a new thing. or an idea evolved to its next shape watch out.

people don’t miss u when ur gone. ironically. people don’t tend to care much when u mean well and try to save them. most often than not. truths and facts fall on deaf ears as people continue to fuck around and find out for themselves . hence the conundrum. we hang out at this continual limbo that repeats itself. we become ghosts or shadows who watch from sidelines and calculate in our minds as we see things in play.

i don’t blame u tho. shit is literally that fucked. u get screwed in the head right from the cradle. we give ample room for folks to have as much sex as they wanna. make all the babies. and their choices and decision. “decisions “. or DeCiSiOns. the apparence of such is not only enticing but it’s also very convincing right ? u feel like the world is ur oyster and ur the beautiful pearl sitting at the center. everything caters to u. u don’t have to do anything and even if and when u do. it all works in. ur favour. until it doesn’t.

satellites and conniving attitudes. hidden plans that take place in ur sleep. and while i dream symbols that call out ur name. wait. how do they know my name. isn’t everyone i see in my dream but another version of myself. not always. unless we see everyone on earth also a version of us and even then the answers are just not enough.

then u get all these systems that love the newcomer but ignores the old and aging. it’s like hey u know u came and now u must go. and make room for the capitals system to shape up generation of buyers. but ofc. the buying option is also an illusion where ur only given choices of things ur allowed to have. but that’s for another conversation. let’s move along.

the freedom we get is the finding out the spiritual portion of our reality. things such as who are u. what are u made of. why are u here (aside from the obvious ) what is ur purpose. ur dreams. ur dharma ur karma whatnot. no. but the trick of the game is. no one is gonna tell u how to find that out. not to mention right from the start. as soon as u start to crawl (but in some intense cases this can happen as early as in the womb) ur told who u are and ur actions responses and reactions are assumed to be automatically known and spoken out. u don’t even have a choice to get to know urself let alone where u are and ur parents are like awww she’s thinking this and that put all kinds of characteristics on u where’s whatever is going on can be as simple as indigestion or sleep deprivation (and u can’t blame them either. u can’t blame people who never had chance or time to get to know themselves. they are all in a rush. we all are )

and it snowballs from there. u meet others and everything is popping with pop culture. instead of getting to know urself. u try to figure out how to be who to be and what not. u learn who not to be. what not to do. while those are fine. u also adopt the opposite. who to be. what to do. and how to do them instead of trusting urself and finding out for urself without all that external hoopla.

but u may say. well what’s wrong with all the extra information. it’s good but do u even know how to process information? we don’t even get to know that. take a look at education. ofc it’s different everywhere but it’s main objective is to teach u stuff and tell u stuff as opposed to teach u how to think for urself and future things out on ur own with guidance and leadership. we are told generally what to do bc not everyone is gonna be leaders and ceos of companies. there are other jobs that need filling. in fact. in the world most jobs require a good taking in the direction and doing as ur told. u have to follow company protocols and even lie for them. u may find urself doing things that if it was done to u. u would certainly not like it but well here u are thing to make ends meet so u either walk out of the job and find smth (good luck with that) that’s kosher and just (which is hardly ever. no matter what job u do ur gonna find smth that’s gonna but the heck out of u and make u wanna scream and shout. precisely bc we run on systems that are also figuring itself out. but i don’t know if we and or those who operate the systems do know that. bc we place way too much emphasis on perfection but. where is it. right ?)

or u whisper “it’s just business , man. nothin personal “. then u go home and spend althea rest of the day praying to whomever u worship or whatever cleanses ur soul of soul crushing job of screwing others over so u survive another day in the world.

it’s almost as if someone with warped sense of science and theory is running the show. think elon musk science mentality of over inflated importance of self. arrogance. selfishness and greed. that’s who is running the show. and it should worry anyone.

however which way we see it. part of articulating smth and recovery is what happens but the other part. and i would say an important part is what we choose to do in the aftermath.

so how do we prevent future pandemics from being this bad ? what have we learned so far ?

how do we handle social issues and admit to communicative errors found to date. which parts would we change. would we finally rest double speak and hidden identities and get real with what is finally?

how do we handle wars and the after math of that? do we finally denounce them all together ? do we create system where all the world countries can gather round and dismantle a war before it even begins. remotely.

how do we enable better economy so it’s not constantly being hijacked at stock exchange sites and what new hoopla people wanna introduce it half heartedly with hidden ulterior motives and at the cost of others well being ? how do we ensure this doesn’t impact businesses who make such dice drop and which inevitably impacts the employment side of things as well as price hike.

how do we create system in the economy. say. if america. the house. decides not to be a home to all. it’s contradicting to say the least cos the slogans say specifically these : freedom. pursuit of happiness and the like where’s we get everything but. no matter where u are globally and especially on economic front.

so is it better to divert from this. keep ur money and keep ur gold. but the rest of the world can work together to create extra branch to cover up cost of natural disasters.

where is right coordination when shit hits the fan. it’s there when someone is self serving. pursuing self interest born out of hate and greed. when it comes to where it’s necessary the most. missing in. action. anybody?

how much resources do we have. how much do we have left. what’s the proportion equivalent to world numbers aka need. what is the trajectory. how much longer can things be maintained. what global change take place due to environmental changes and impact. do we have to move to a place and live together all eight billion of us. what about population ? can it all be fed and maintained equally in terms of mutual needs n rights ?

what have we learned so far ?

what about global human rights council that protects anyone from systemic abuse. what about global justice system that balances the levee for any situation that goes out of whack. how do i diffuse tension in the right way without stooping as low as them and without compromising truths and integrity.

how do u introduce ethics in business practice and morals as common as a fart ?

people communicate to u all the time even when it’s not via regular channels. they do it in action. they do it in choice. and here we see the helplessness found in the war where people die in front of our face is one of many ways that desensitized people in the face of things in the list of what we can’t help with. as well as be more scared to speak truths especially on human rights.

bc some may wanna keep the systems as they are bc they benefit from them but they don’t want it to be the way it is. right now where people are aware of all this human rights breach left right and center as well as the common incompetence in the system by those who propel such. as a result of such. many live maladjusted lives. they do bad things bc there’s lack. and all that can be reconciled to say the least while change may not happen overnight. but there should at least be some type of action from right sources that propel as such. as opposed to all this other conducted calculated conniving stupid bullshit

for example. right now. if u examine th western part of the hemisphere most particularly what’s been going on in america and all the cascading recent events that composted to such heights. now with economic hardship parents will less likely to attend to their kids which will emphasize on the latch key effects which has long been established mind u. u think internet is free or freedom or free speech is free for that fact whereas we haven’t even established such grounds of utility of our voice and our word as well as ownership of our intellectual property. 👀(if the rittenhouse case handling , the incompetence of the justice dept. the use of my words and creativity on their supposedly natural grounds. at courts ? really ? all the way from tradit 03? (this portion of it i think is done to appeal of the dark occult sciences of mesmerizing and covering their stench with my identity which we see more of today in the way some of these folks embody smth that is not their true self ) really? how self serving and conniving do u have to be ? —-and recent events taught us anything it’s that they wish to cultivate future terrorists in their own grounds ) (mind u wars and deaths of others ar worst of a occult ceremony as well as dark occult sciences as well )

and u may think that’s ok. wait until u hear what’s in plan and on the works. u have issue with reality ? tough luck. u feel stuck? or mental issues arising from severe side effect to all that is convoluting to ur perception and ur ability to balance between stark opposites ? well too fucking bad. u must be broken here’s some drugs

it’s not a good outlook folks. and mind u. anyone who runs a city should have its whereabouts at hand. if ur running a city. u know every street. in a state u know every city. and in a given country u must be familiarized with every state and it’s cities. the information is there so when something needs repair or upgrade that much is known. we know garbage routes too and any other ordeal. so the data base is there. tho in the last two years. most particularly in american region. a lot of questionable things happened. (texas colds ignoring folks in 2020 and the pancake apt due to negligence in florida are two examples i can give right away)

mind u. all the stuff that happened in america in the last two years is gone with the wind. let alone the four years prior. but has anyone stop to think putin’s relevance with trump in the american political scene to be setting the stage for what’s next. ? what about any type of russian spy type training but with american people who are predominantly selected for the task. u rot from the inside thus. u become traitors to ur own country. don’t point fingers anywhere else. but take a look at the mirror if u want change for the better. (we are not even talking about afghanistan)

i don’t think folks understand the severity of the situations that led us here. let alone they didn’t even handle the issues concerning trump during his presence in the right way. all is evident. in the aftermath. it just happens so fast tho. u get covid. and diverging truths and guidance about it. then blm movement. then u get acab and other concerns springing from apparent differences. u get tv shows that so much of the gaslighting for everyone. which adds to the whole shpeal. u talk about the market. aside from that. the bigger manipulator was bitcoin and all the agents on social media sites trying to suck up savings of all these unsuspecting bc worrisome people. if u think ur economy is bad bc someone like me had a meltdown online think again and consider the big picture next time u wanna make such bold claims. (we are not even talking about manufacture covid and all the faulty practices thereafter and counting )

then january six happens in 2021. u get three categories those who knew and conducted the plan. those who were given partial information and those who were invited like hey come here there’s a lot vent be a patriot such as the picture of that old lady looking all happy like this is some type of celebration i the middle of capital hill. u can see in her eyes even she doesn’t know what’s going on. (we are not talking about how american elites hijack scientific truths and theories and use it for their benefit. same with philosophical notions that they wish to use for their benefit as well as myriad of other theories and teaching. this portion is from buddhism. but we are not talking about those right now )

then u get rittenhouse be praised for killing someone. the excuse is. well they were pedos (u don’t get systemic change to prevent pedo u get this instead ) anyway. he did u one didn’t he now. ok now do pedo elites next.

by then u get biden in the office but not much changes. he makes u all these promises and u think ur finally gonna reach some type of clearing bc u can see that anyone can abuse their power. the potential is there but u say nah. anyone with right mind and sound reason can see that we need help. well guess what buddy. add one more to the pyre of shit. ( we don’t talk about satellite connection to american elites and manufactured criminals for their financial security that they can predicate and see into future so that the marketplace and economy is not only in their favour but they can predict and utilize anything within it that’s self serving. no we are not talking about innocent incarcerated ) (we are not talking about the deaths of american people in the last two years due to make an crimes agaisnt human rights on their ground is equivalent to what’s going on in ukraine differ but same. no we are not taking about those right now ) (we are not talking about all the negligence due to covid mishandling eradicating the elderly either. not today satan)

cos ur shit out of luck.

i’m sure i’m leaving out a shit ton of stuff here. covid handling. .. economic hardship.. anyone who protests for their rights or livelihoods get shot down or violently rebuked. (some can speak for themselves and they have been. but it’s hard to maintain ur thereby and person when ur constantly gaslit and ur reality denied. i know cos i’m one of them) uhh. all this insistence on still being selectively amnesiac about how we got here and then now wars.

u think wars happen on their own and as they seem. heck no. especially this one. we don’t live in that old world anymore. if anything happens. it happens in a calculate strategic way with multiple benefit for those who conduct such things. if america wanted. they could have stopped it already. (peacefully) it serves them. it s the only leverage they have to get back what they lost interim. after all these years but integrity is a hard ball and a lost cause when u lose it and lose it repeatedly. that’s on u.

and mind u. they will have u convinced that they r good and everyone else in the work is bad. sure they live different lives. they developed differently. some things even i don’t agree with. but the change( to recondition ourselves and unlearn all the last garbage thanks again bc american entertainment and media wanted to get their tentacles all over the world as if waging wars on them. taking their resources for profit and then coming back and giving back fraction of what they took to be diplomatic had no consequences to date ) takes place slowly we just need to stop adding more to it.

hey good morning. so what do u do in the middle of a fake wars. the deaths is real. destruction too. but the way things unfolded isn’t. and so. what do u do when people reveal themselves to u. like they are monsters who want to get their own ends met at any cost.

what do u do when the barrel of the gun is facing u directly. and ur expected to lie or comply so the monsters don’t get worse than they already are.

what do u do.

how do u live in a world with such mindsets as to those with greed and hate in their heart and warped mindset into human nature and rights. that that they will literally do anything to get their way. what do u do.

how do u make deals or continue to coexist with bunch of idiots. stupid people. and mind u. the word stupid is not ablest here if u must accept such a false statement on a group of people whose minds are just simply wired different. the word stupid applies to those who know better but do wrong anyway. so i will not change the use of the word. it applies succinctly here. as to what is going on.

how do u see things planning out. we have already done the deed and played those cards in the past. we complied. we played safe. we said hey let me be the big guy here and so to alleviate whatever fires so and so wanted to instigate. what do u do.

how do u continue to coexist knowing that anyone with that sort of mindset who wants to kill and destroy anyone bc of their greed and dominating mindset. and create or co create with that sort of safety play. and expect anything different to occur this time. what do u do.

u can’t. there’s no other way to justify bad behaviour. and while time is short in telling truths and it’s not too late to get real with what is so that we at the very least call things out as they are not as they appear as well as confront potential dangers within such compromise. bc once u lose ur footing in the world ur done for buddy. there’s no more apprehending what’s happening to u anymore. then how will u digest what happens and hold urself accountable so that ur continuing to do ur part. do u want a bunch of elites to cast themselves off of the reality they wish to portray here for the rest of us like on a bubble wrap where they can puppet some of us while marionetting the rest. pull and tug at the strings and create issues out of thin air so we kill and exterminate each other if they want us to ? is that the world u want? cos right now that’s the trajectory of establishment.

personally speaking. i’m not happy with this word at all. it’s not like in the brochures. we self promote like we are hot shit all the time u know. oh look at us we are so endowed we are so civilized look at how intelligent we are technologically advanced blah blah blah mean while we drop bombs on others heads bc we want what we want and we will do anything to make things happen especially if we have recently been found out. we will push the envelope so far as to manipulate people after we traumatized them repeatedly by our intentional ignorance aka stupidity.

oh mind u. i will leave a hefty review on my way out of this stupid world. when the time comes and i die. mark my words. i will not mince the truths there either and if nothing else will propels change in the right direction during my waking time. may that be the seed of transformation necessary so that people are liberated and live dignified living or we should close up shop in this world say fuck it and each of us can find our appropriate place in the universe or it’s adjacent self here according to what’s in our heart and soul. amen.

so in a way. ur thinking about this whole works objective where folks are disconnected further from the right to source universal powers in. order to accord themselves spiritually so that we are geared towards evolution of our species. and the conundrum is that some among us wanna cut the rest of us off and then we’ll bad things can happen esp if ur targeted for someone else’s hidden agenda. (in the future. spiritually blind folks will be like robots taking orders on how to harm others. if we aren’t being aware and making space today and change our ways and conduct. tht is. take ownership of each other be responsible with each other. be open form relationships and the like but i think we may require more than just what we can do as individuals on the battle ground )

tho the world is not perfect. it’s still troubling that we can take such a huge step backwards only after having come this far in our cumulative effort to. uhh. better days?

it’s not like we were not in the prior illusioned towards worlds ills. part of why i personally speak about a pain with no name in dream across mania is precisely due to this interconnectedness or else why would i feel pain and depression and not know the source (sure on terms of mental illness chemical issues are concern but that in part by brains own plasticity it’s and why it produces based on by the conditions it faces if it’s not aware or careful and consent to information is key ) (oh and if the world is why causes severe side effect. we can save a lot by changing systems that honour human life versus drug and dope people after convincing them that they r the problem. for further profit and control) . bc a lot of things are hidden. there are meanings within meanings. conspiracies are born inside older conspiracies much like worlds giving birth to worlds and so on

but this doesn’t mean that we are not gonna find our way out of it either. i think that it’s an impossible feat to think that u. an ordinary being. albeit with all the power and means to turn the reality on its ass. still fall short when it comes to the natural processes and the natural evolution and natural enlightenment that is produced especially during tough times.

i think we have all these tabs open too about reality. in terms of conveying the meanings of which take place on day to day happenstance. tho i still see resistance in terms of how convinced we are about the evolution of human species. irregardless to why they may seem today. and there is a reason for that.

i think that no matter how we think or assume the reality is changing or that trauma changes a person or we are going through such a transformation we are no longer feeling like ourselves. that’s just a side effect to the artificiality of the conundrum i think. so it’s a phenomena that is produced due to the artificiality of the occurrences we find ourselves in.

the phenomena may get u to believe that traumas or issues that change us are supposed to change us for worse. that’s what they would like u to think however bc it’s part of the separation from the universal powers that is available to us. i’ll give u an example.

i read and listen to gergerlioglu (he supports anyone that’s troubled. so any human rights breach he speaks up for them. not just limited to kurds but i think the support of kurds end up becoming a polo so problem for some )about many thjngs. tho recently i joined spaces. i got threats about not being their speaker. mind u i was listening to them. i’m not their speaker they can speak for themselves very well. but i’m glad others are paying attention to the videos which means that they are listening so one. why are u not helping them. and two what are u gonna say to what mark ruffalo tweeted yesterday about kurdish people.

mind u i’m only offering emotional support for the people who lose their family members in a despicable way where there is no answer. folks end up in jails. get sick. and get mistreated. u get 19 years in jail for sneaking in a cell phone as a visitor to someone else in jail. i mean. jail stay is not free. (meaning it’s out of pocket ?) i can go on but hey. i mean even on the stuff i was discussing it’s only for translation bc my follower group is predominantly english speaking one. and two. u can auto translate others tweets.

for another reason that is attached to why i got to care about them so much is when the summer of 2019 came to pass and i was with liam and they said dalai lama passed and yes next to at least keep up social morale and i was talking about all this shit and trump was present and then next thing u now they are bombing and killing all these kurdish people and all these videos came to surface one of which i can’t forget it was this woman she was sitting in the backseat with all these beautiful and misdirected young men who u know. took her and send a final message to the world and u could see the soul in her eyes and the soul in theirs and feel nothing but pain and hurt. and worry bc u also know what’s next.

anyhow. trump somehow connected this to what i said. that also includes the celebrities. so i felt a natural connection to them later. and the people who are sandwiched in turkey and receive terrible slow painful suffering and death.

ofc i stopped. bc at first. u gotta consider. i was new at spaces. and i was more so worried about their well-being. but then i recognized chain link events like everyone is lined up. bc they think they saw that it worked to silence me. which btw i don’t know it’s such a big deal. i am either a. big deal or i’m not . but there’s never an in between. and the whole thing about dalai lama did it’s damage. cos. now celebrities and all these important clowns think i’m important enough to be held responsible for things i have nothing to do with. and not important enough to be heard when i offer sound advice or solutions to ur problems.

good morning. i’m not sure these days the definition of good. or have a nice day. what’s nice anyway. but let’s do our best here in terms of conveying meanings as well as wishing for the best irregardless to circumstances as well as the uncertainty of the future.

i’ll get right to it. there’s nothing hidden here. just flowing with information. bc what we want. that’s aside from anyone who needs to change the systems second. first being. the intense need for a change of heart. geared. by the way. in the direction of all beings well being. an amicable resolve to our cumulative conundrum. opening communications even further. and saving what u may be at risk such as those who may have incurred damage to their personality and character in the last two years of handling which is the basis of where we are today but this doesn’t consider the years in the prior as well. the key to speech is understanding. which allows us to reconcile what’s required inconsistencies we may face so that we are at peace with what is. irregardless to where it may lead us all.

so denial is counter intuitive to what’s next. no matter how much u think u know what’s best. it’s a cumulative conundrum to sort throughout information as well as our own knowing and expertise or wisdom gained via digesting our own experience.

so here i will lay it down. if things go south. the best thing we can do is reconcile our lives. close open tabs. resolve our hardship with one another. tie up lose ends. drop the resentment. move away or change the people ur not happy with . go where ur welcome. who’s ur tribe. that sort of thing. it’s not even the trauma we feel that changes us. the artificiality aside. what truly changes us is an inner awakening of what is. if ur careful that is. bc there is also all these objectives that is geared to steer u away from it.

but why must we know what’s happening. worst case scenario is that our lives will end due to instability of someone who decides to end it for all of us. i mean that’s just literally why happens at wars. it’s the civilians that pay the price of others inability to make ethical business deals with each other and iron out their differences due to whatever it is they r trying to achieve in term of common ground. it’s a severe issue toward human life.

it’s a mature thing to do to know what really happen as well as reconcile our inner pertuberances so that if we die prematurely. as we rise in thru our bardos or the threshold between life and death bc i am about to give u a scenario for u to understand a little bit better here :::

there’s all this issue going on in the world. and well. ur concerned. u aren’t exactly the type of guy or girl or whoever. to sit back and do nothing about it. times like these where everything is moving fast. is when bad things potential to happen. we don’t even get to digest what happened bc everything happens so fast. it’s like one thing after next. plus covid. an unidentifiable alien source of smth we don’t truly undersnd what it does to our brain function and how we perceive reality. but it’s all key part of everything else to unfold right ? anyway fomo.

do u sit there and see all these things are happening around u. maybe at first u play it safe. ur apprehensive about whom u might trust. but smth happens. it happens anyhow n it could be from friends friend or someone that approaches u at a bar.

it could be a article that comes ur way. it could be some thing. like an overheard of conversation of others at a cafe. that u frequent daily. (maybe ur repeatedly exposed to a particular type of info that’s trying to attract ur attention like a hook. and then line and sinker . that only after having expose ur self to it a number of time do u suddenly feel a likeness or u become familiar with it and then seek it out. but ofc in the presence of few other conditions. to transpire the action or be a catalyst to smth. )

and next thing u know. ur drowning in emotional instability on well maybe i should do smth with my life or maybe i should be more involved or maybe i need to include smth new in my life bc it’s not boring exactly. it’s just all the things are happening in the world and i’m not too sure if being a sitting duck is the way to go. right ?

so anyway u get there ur in the company of strangers made friends recently on whatever is the new focus or objective(shit u could know some folks for years too. or someone from ur past reappears all of a sudden ) . it could be ur gathering to study theory together or ur participating in blm movement or women’s right or whatever it is u r just surrounded in this new atmosphere ur in and intention of which u can’t see bc everything is too much noise anyways i mean the whole intention to my life is boring i should add smth new at a time like this should be a red flag.

no. next thing u know. some group of the opposing party shows up. and they get guns and they r screaming profanities for what have u. doesn’t have to be in direct line or relativity to ur situation either . and the people ur around whip their cell phones out. and u feel smth inside. like u were led here and ur being targeted. or maybe u don’t. but this keeps u busy from what is happening. or it’s information overload. bc if didn’t have to worry about that. then u would know ur life is in severe danger and ur being targeted and the gun randomly (seemingly) points at u and takes u out.

now. i’m not saying don’t trust people. but i feel like there are few objectives we can derive from here in this scenario. bc u could say well why me. i’m not anyone special. and on the other hand u can say that ur participating in smth and ur the perfect guy to kill bc everyone else around u is in the plan and knows what is up and what to expect. except for u. the one who dies. (it doesn’t have to be that esteem but folks can get severely impacted bc they end up being that guy so to say. if this was a movie. like that extra who gets taken out. but in reality this should worry everyone )

now how do we translate all that to reality. for one aspect. i am a firm believer that we may not always change the system imposed on us but be more aware of its mechanisms so that we are safe. and are able to not fall into the pitfalls. i guess here the death representation is also key to consider. u can see the life of an individual (thrown away like garbage decided by others to serve their agenda ) and their death process ( as they are faced with the conundrum. myriad things happen and it coats (gurdjieff talks about this in terms of the process but so does various religions) in the rest of us as part of that wisdom of unity and interconnectedness where we all derive the enlightenment or alarm about smth that is severely wrong. it’s like a red light that gets triggered in us when one of us or some of us or enough of us are used this way).

i think it’s essential to make things happen rather effortlessly . not seem effortlessly with so much work that gets done behind closed doors. the effortlessness should propel us healthy societies that function on their own accord given that we have clear guidance on the common grounds or knowing right from wrong or any other communicative method for what topic may arise later on

by effort we don’t say lazy societies either. we don’t say the absence of effort does not mean degeneration of smth. u don’t have to struggle to the max all the time. it’s a. compete lead to total and utter burnout some of which last a very long time. ur adrenal glands alone. when over exhausted can lead to chronic tiredness which u may feel u need to readjust ur sails imminently.

all that can cost systems more money. so when we think of effortlessly we don’t say lazy. think of a harmonious sound. an orchestra. when it flows it flows. it makes listening with ease. when. u have discord in sound. u have harder time listening. if u have multiple songs open. it’s even worse.

umm. good morning. talking is for a awareness sake. it allows us to break things down to not only understand the mechanism of stuff. but also figure out the bottom line. problems and issues within which some things tend to cause more issues later on if not sooner. so that we can change them.

ofc when we hear things like change. we then ask ourselves. whose change is it anyway. who gets to call the shots. who decides for what needs to change.

tho this is one of those situations where we put self interest aside. unless our personal experience has smth. an insight or understanding that has already established. mind u. don’t take everything blindly either. do ur own research or use ur senses and see into validity of smth.

that starts by knowing urself. when u spend enough time with urself and give urself space and time and experience all on ur own. much like as a kid. mind u. i think the sooner people start the better it is for them. and it’s tough for kids now. but this establishment of toughness with the plethora of advancements is nothing new. we get women’s rights and technology and latch key kids like all the time. and recent two years didn’t make things any better either. so this is key to keep in mind.

tho it’s like this. when school forces u to read books. u will be turned off and never read them in ur free time. read them in ur free time. take initiative into the wonders what that would do. a book can be a. best friend for u. u can get into stuff learn about the ways of the world. and it doesn’t have to be fictional either. ur not trying to plug out or escape from reality. if u ever find urself trying to escape from reality that’s. red flag. the type of life we should have should not demand from us to take a break from it to such an extend it becomes coping mechanisms or attachment or addiction and the like.

get hobbies. be interested in stuff. sure if ur not able to afford stuff make stuff. i used to make dolls out of gum wrapper. i used to make socks out of plastic bags. whatever it is u wish to do. it’s not as much as what ur doing more than how. that’s what’s gonna get u to the core of urself.

and nowadays where everything has become taboo and u just work so hard to not stick out. at any age. at any topic. bc there’s all this social condemnation. and people taking ur video or posting ur information all out there for clout. it’s key to recognize this as part of our learning process. don’t do to others what u don’t want done to u no matter how well put together u think u are today. bc at any time of ur life things can change so don’t squander ur blessings and weaponize ur privilege toward others who may have clear disturbance within their field of existence. help instead. reach out. say hey. how are u today how can i help. if the situation is worse than it appears. don’t applaud or promote violence and further stoking the fires. stop it (if ur black belt , without violence , to diffuse the situation ) and if u can’t help smth. call for help.

how well u are with each other will pay back in dividends later on when ur all grown up and start taking over various parts of ur society where by which thru the integrity of ur work ethics and practice and ur social skills with each other no matter how u all differ is gonna save u or break u so take this portion seriously.

i think it’s one thing where we are like well we need to change these corrupt system. but also we need to change ourself. and make sure that sure u csn say so and so or this or that system made me do it or caused me much hardship or u know the breaking down of the past mechanism. it’s no excuse for it to keep going. u turned on the lights. ur illuminated logic into smth that was once obscure. this right here is where u take whatever preemptive steps u can take. so that u are creating smth better. if value and worth and not making the mistake of using ur information for what u can’t do bc that logic sometimes can backfire and can get us to not do things we are supposed to do or not recognize our power within a helpless situation. so we see people reenacting the same things . like kids and racism or any other falimial issues. such as how we being to our current purview about transism or the awakening femininity omega powers and reintegration of what was missing in the prior of which those who were too advanced in the department of alpha knew it was coming. but they wanted to control its flow or seize its means. bc that too comes from the toxic portion of such domination so what u wanna do is avoid tapping into the resource or the source of those otherwise naturally arising in us in our societies and honouring the process rather than seizing its control or means. so then we think in spiritual wars the battles u have with urself. the issues u have with loved ones. then the way u see the strangers and the world at large. all is part of the curriculum.

so u could be conducting events according to whatever suits u. and that fine bc at the end of the day everyone wishes to protect their internet and their long term approach to things but then ur thinking hey so how do i control things but without appearing as controlling.

how do i get things from a to b without seeming like i have hand in it.

how do i get this end result especially the main objective i wish to achieve but more so like it’s happening. as a a cause / effect continuum which would be harder to dispute or argue against bc it “seems” like it’s happening. concomitant to events that i have already established as i have no hand in or control at least not out in the open.

so is the mentality of some and u may be like well it’s dumb luck if it happens once or twice or a number of times u may see some patterns into such events and may even be inspired to elaborate. or u can also get sloppy bc. here in the art of such advantages. where ones may repeatedly do wrong. at some point u become desensitized to such things. as wrong as they are. and may become sloppy this bc i don’t think there is such evolution for evil but inertia that happens naturally over some time has passed. so the “what does not appear as it is” is found as a seed form in the sphere of those who do intentional and systemic wrongs that also reflect the same nature of “things not appearing as they are” as they mistake their wrong doing for the ones that is right. hence they also misconstrued the negative side effect to ow that needs to happen naturally or is natural byproduct of the ground of their so call ed evolution that is also a disguise bc of the phenomena of such grounds of evil doing , whereas it’s just slow natural decay of a wrong pattern or set of pattern of systems put in place with bad faith of those who intentionally wish to cause harm upon large groups of others.

when considered worldwide we realize the finitude of such events. bad things cannot be maintained. evil thinking and insistence on deceiving the masses also don’t work out. we have historical periods of such overcoming hardship. it’s like u get a breakthrough and then the only way is up. but then ofc if we consider the differences of the way we connect and live there are marked differences there as well our development is for one. and our evolution is for other for nothing is wasted. that includes good honest struggle.

things are not as they seem. we have heard this before. but what does it mean. is this depiction of a reality that we think is that also have a life if it’s own ? how do we perceive things beyond our artificial scope of which is directly linked to our conditioning ?

i ask these things bc someone told me a while ago that this was the case. tho i didn’t know or fully understood it at the time. there’s many ways in which we can play with the articulation of such. one of them is on how we convey a meaning and derive understanding from that which has already established in us grounds for understanding

tho say if the grounds is faulty with partial information then we would not articulate in full only in parts. our brain likes to gather alll this information and there more than what we perceive or recall. this storage does work in terms of how we connect the dots of which we gather in terms of particular data we may be working on

but then there’s also sorting of information for its accuracy. if we don’t see things as they are. all of these gets out of whack but not to an extend that ur so far lost in a world of smoke and mirrors. maybe our sense may briefly blind but then there’s senses that go behind our material reality through which connects us to universal unity of feeling like this one big human family.

tho there’s contradictions in that. u can’t say humanity is my family and then do intentional harm. it’s much like someone who feels peace and compassion all the while he kills. it just don’t work concomitantly. then again we have the phenomena that we get brief periods of enlightenment in age of darkness where there’s plethora of contradictions resulting from myriad of actions misdirected and misapprehended and the like.

in this information age where we are at wars as to how to articulate our reality. as well as how we got to this point in reality where we find ourselves. how do we sort out the real front hat which is not. any information can be utilized against us. anything may seem historically connected whereas what happens interim is blocked from the immediacy of our purview due to media acknowledgement of information sharing as well as correct reporting on events that take place. there are 365 days in a year. and 24 hours in a day. yet we oscillate between bullet points and think that things don’t take place in between reported events that also contribute significantly in terms of such developments. we share information based on by who knows what to make things seem like something they are not bc it’s a lot easier to talk to people as best as they undersnd. tho. pls note here that someone gets to decide what someone can or cannot convey here. which is a mistake number one. in terms of what someone may understand how then do we derive such notions that we can find it’s subsequent connection to which ever events that we wish to convey. if we are not being direct with our own ignorance about the assumption that we make that so and so cannot convey beyond the scope of their understanding that we observe by their education level and what they are exposed to.

this exposure especially can come from data collection into ur person throughout ur entire life. so it is said when u see something u can’t under it. and when u hear or read smth then ur accomplice in the commonality of a given topic. anything u expose urself to can be used agaisnt u in line with what someone thinks u know so far so that they can present the information to u according to ur understanding level determined by others. which means that their scope of understanding is limited too it wouldn’t be limited if they didn’t. make such assumptions.

did i think that by saying yes to putin i could get fucked out of my head until he’s done and then he can hand over my body to china sure. but hey. u know this could be part of the conditioning too. i mean. if i’m saying that i can’t trust anything coming out of america right now and i can’t do anything with my life until things are better. and mind u. don’t have to be a president for things to be relevant to such an extend ur pretty much wishing for a future calamity bc we can all see things at large with all the builders of reality.

so it’s better to reconcile those objectives and better to close the chapters before building anew.

what does tho at say to wars. ? well. ofc i said that i can offer friendship and trust but this isn’t a one way street and ur not gonna twist my arm into smth which i know full well is not bug on a work out right right ? in one aspect. the recent development of the years matters bc i see folks antagonisms others real time without much truth or basis. bless ur soul maybe u really wanna be like me while also hating me for what i am. but that’s not my problem to be fair i have been quite tolerant and patient. for years. years. and whereas all the things in association with time and energy and prospect of things getting better via sacrifices from my family my life my health and my future building is wasted well what i’m saying is that things have been getting worse instead for years. don’t confuse my outburst with ur immature mentalities and emotional discrepancies about objectives and of wanting to delete my narrative as well as override it from a halfway house as ur only basis.

people often go with. oh sure. u need to have proof for the pudding when hone u do t see but i’m a walking talking

oh and u know why there’s no way to foretell what’s next in reality? it’s bc take it like this. there’s nothing to guess unless ur the one making things turn bc u can actualize the things into reality. with little guesswork especially when u can conduct urslef accordingly and u don’t have to be honest it all either. u just trickle down truths to own down below u with selective reasoning and give them orders. and u know. systems are setup that way so they will do the same own below. until those who are at the bottom of the ordeal get like some distorted portion of reality.

i can continue to speak about why we must expose satellite and hold american toxic elites accountable bc it matters. as u can see without getting to the root of the matter things tend to cascade. and we end up sacrificing truths in a.n effort to not wake the beast or participate in things getting worse but let’s face it things have been pretty fucking awful for quote some time now.

u might think oh why is this important why does it matter well it matters greatly. bc everyone literally everyone cast off the truths as they developed precisely bc of those interconnectedness and they knew ahead of time that stoking those fires would get them financially at a greater disadvantage. so instead of prioritizing their humanity and right things. they prioritize numbers. this is detrimental to our humanity. bc u might ask why am i targeted by america in the first place. does it mean that they actually care about children? or women. ofc not. just see how sexuality is weaponized and they r trying to make whores out of children now this was strictly financial as well as means to distraction so folks would be more confused as opposed to have proper closure on matters parts of which . concern them as well as make room for new.

america is notorious for reducing anything down to minuscule size for attempt to let things go that serves their interest and they know when all else fails the only standing leg they will ever have to keep number one is their financial status. they must have done the math ahead of time. but still there’s also a lot of stuff u can’t foretell no matter how much tech and tools u may have within ur own means.

there’s a prediction that states that both russia and ukraine ( some folks there ) are in the same mindset for something. none of us can see. not bc they wanna wage global

wars. but ofc. if they don’t get the sweet deal they r looking into right now they may push it there. that’s not bc putin is scrambled in the bed. i don’t think so. i personally think he’s loving. that’s also bc i’m biased bc as i didn’t know growing up. he was watching me on satellites growing up and may have formed that sort of level of emotion much like me and michael jackson but ur not ready for that conversation so let’s drop the latter.

let me say it this way. if u dot consider the detrimental nature of satellites up to this point have upon ur person then u don’t know urself fully and if u don’t know urself. it’s a lot harder for u to know others. bc u will always accept a portion of urself so and so have projected on u versus who u are. some of us never had that chance growing up. it’s one thing to have role models and folks who know what’s up to watch over u. and another where not only ur alone but ur also dealing with all this unseen factors which btw may not seem like much to some but i highly suggest some type of scientific study if ur interested on its detrimental effects on people which can cause false memories and bunch of false characteristics that is not true to them depending on the conditions they may be part of growing up as well as the environment quality generally speaking.

i refuse to build anew until things get to a open clearing. take that as u will. i don’t owe u compliance when i can clearly see how hazardous the willful ignorance today will contribute to the stupidity of tomorrow. and the world is stupid. no offence.

do u wanna test me. u don’t wanna test me. see that i will no longer listen to anyone else’s conversations and go and read anyone else’s words and i will still be belli bc it with information here. i don’t need intel. i know from personal experice the current conditions of the world and so long as folks continue to lie and deceive masses bc of some fear and self interest thjngs will

not get better anytime soon either. so long as u don’t get real and say thjngs as they are. things will not change for the very much bc at the end of the days day. money is what controls the world and where people depend on those who have the money and means to make the world turn know that. just not as much as those who have the money and means and power to do do away as they please just bc they can.

not all are created equal. but since everything is connected. the only weapon ur gonna have to get u thru the day is going to have to be telling. truths and confronting situations. have ur communication confront situations then. be more open. having overgeneralize notions can easily get into deaf ears and be forgotten and ignored. bc the more changes some of these tosic elites take. the more risk u will have to make in order to counter its negative connotations which reverberate globally to all places life and nature.

mind u. this makes the entire hollywood enterprise todic as well as fraud. which means that i personally cannot treat them or make deals about them and with them. but cast all that aside unless my name is cleared i can’t even do a goddamn thing in my life. and be forever cast off as evil and hide my face in all my dealings. heck the last three weeks i constricted much of the truth telling to limited basis precisely bc it is difficult to see americans hand in the wars going on overdress other than the fact that they wish to destroy the rest of the world and in the mean time deal with their own grounds but in dealing with all these objectives what we don’t consider the gold they sit on which they took from rest of the world and the heavy hand they play on economics of others. countries. while ass countries. and yet all the way to the bottom of the list we can easily deduce who gets the rough end of the shtick.

imagine the few people who actually participated in the making of all the past years. bc let’s face it. they knew. the american elites knew. to pass me onto putin when they were done with me. this is not to say putin knew or expected. they could have told him things differently. i don’t know. i was not there. but i can baee things by the arrogance of some coupled by the ignorance of those around them

imagine that i’m going on as balanced as i can while folks who don’t know truths bc they r not out in the open and acknowledged assume my expressions are personal whereas they are not.

mind u i’m only sharing this in relevant to information wars and the lack of spine in societies aka justice department

the heart of the world shows itself on where to place its attention in terms of right thing. so years ago i was an actor a director and someone who was worth billions.

then things change and without solving issues. i’m a teacher. and dalai lama.

then things change and without any resolve and acknowledgement i’m aspiring president or someone who works in the govemrnt.

and then things change and without resolve i’m a someone else. and people can pick and chose why they wanna adopt. tht is the ability to confront and be transparent but selectively. and without considering the part that led us here and all the u finished business that i’m somehow expected to let go just do i get into embodiment of what is next.

if ur trying to change minds to get real ur doing it wrong. the whole art of getting real is that u don’t try.

as far as i’m concerned. there’s issues and much work to do and we waste yet another day and another time to just talking. and doing nothing and exasperating our inner resources. nothing and no one is 100 real. and by that i mean if ur reality is evil and expects to hurt others then that’s not real. that’s false acknowledgment of development of stuff in ur life and exterior to it. i would say figure out a good side. something. that doesn’t cause harm and or hurt others. only then can we call it a cumulative objective reality. one where by which we don’t take everything personally but also not lose any of our bearings especially at the soul level human beings are weird like that. they r like kids. they wanna be the top dog but without the substance or they wanna win only after cheating and i’m saying this bc i’m a parent. a child does it and im like oh this is where it comes from. so spend time with ur children. some adults among us never got the memo. u know which one

cumulatively speaking ? if u were participating in those past events and or part of the toxic elites pls control ur senses and ur urges foremost about what u think i allowed in the past. all that was part of information gathering if we went the cut n dry truths. don’t judge me on how i got my information. i was put into these conundrums against my right and will. by being deliberately misled and abused and truths diluted for selfish purpose of financial needs and greed of others.

and i wasted too many years to still see anything worth coming out of it. don’t take this personal too. i’m grateful for the good. but it’s not gonna bring back the list years. list youth. lost peak lost energy and time away fro what i wanted to cultivate in my own life and family as well as my son.

sure. we have stuff that can be celebrated right now. i’m happy for that. but i’m not attached. bc i’ve been let down too many times. to attach to anything or anyone that excessively or rely on them only to get psyched.

oh and mind u some of these tosic dominant elites they have their files snd folders do they are consistent with their narrative shave narrowed it down for me in terms of where they wish to place me. aka based on by what i allow and disallow. so when i’m being vocal i don’t even wanna be the whore they wish to paint me as. for all that was not only toxic but it was done without my knowing. i found out later bc when stuff like that gets compounded u don’t get it right away. that doesn’t mean u don’t or won’t get it at all. if they succeeds in shaming me then maybe i wouldn’t have noticed but i also have done my work of self knowledge so i can worry about those who haven’t done that since it requires time and energy as well as self interest. ur not gonna do that while u seek for urself in fantasy stories of others. u wil need quiet time. learn how to self soothe.

boundaries are definitely important here. bc when u becomes a no one like me who is generally a non complainer about especially personal stuff. i think despite all the recent years i’m doing. pretty well for myself bc the recipe i went thru they a slow deliberate long burn with this elites. u see. that was the recipe for how to make a karen and have her get to a point. of public meltdown bc her mind became so frazzled with all these unprovable objectives but yea. don’t worry about that either. i see so many social inconsistencies in association with psyops mind games psychic wars uhh. digital realm where a lot of mental stuff takes place ( been since twenty years ) as well as all the satellite spying a show folks tend to conduct themselves in society where they send u actual real living agents and others to complement ur entire purview that they wish to materialize as part of ur destiny project. the destiny is manufactured mind u. if u are fodder for someone else’s hidden agenda then ur kinda fucked bc while i may at the entrance to all that realize the risk ur taking. the issue with ur heart is that u think no one is that evil and that rotten to do such things and then that’s precisely what they do instead. so pls. pls pls excuse me when i’m very extremely picky about who i trust and i take the process of trust seriously here so that i will not condemn those who are willing to go the mile. or add to the already existing pyre of distrust that seems to oscillate between good and bad.

i mean check the last two years. all the events that took place which comes form the portion of the media that lies incessantly did so bc it uses all these avenues to get its information and then it weaponizes it against people by augmenting the parts it wishes to and accord itself according to what it thinks to be next. in continuity of its own appeal to which we see now that the u predicts its comes predominantly from not coming to terms with its own past transgressions. again i don’t like being right about these objectives. but then we find ourselves in such a conundrum where we don’t know who to trust and what to do about most things that we see around us getting churned a sort of a mental masturbation. so to say. bc then u also have to consider the recent years so called activism and the momentum that runs parallel to hidden objectives much like well did u think this newfound avenue was willing to help or was it strictly there to use u for fodder for its own agenda that which u may not see and even if u were to feel it (intuition as well as healthy dose of skepticism ) u are tough out of luck bc u would have to be “in it” for enough time (can be long or short or medium in duration) to get enough data that allows u to draw conclusions about smth and this is where things get interesting bc my experience with most these toxic elites toon long time precisely bc they hardly have anything of substance and where the only substance i got was from pain and trauma and hardship. the. they weaponized the duration which is years basically to make their claim that they cares for me more than they actually did.

some may insist i’m too quick to love but i offer love much like a hand to a rabid dog. u put ur hand forward and u turn it with ur palm facing the sky which puts u in a vulnerable position a dog that doesn’t trust u may bite u or assume if ur pam is facing down bc then if ur was abused before it may connect ur hand this way to one where by which u may hit it so to say.

but that’s a vulnerability u take bc u don’t have intention to hurt or kill the animal. so u just offer ur hand hey here is my hand. can vote it if u like but u see if the dog bites then u don’t stop loving it. given this context it’s the one that needs help. u need help too but ur not gonna demonize that dog. u may become a advocate for animal rights based on by the data and personal experience. it’s not nice that those who are hurt themselves hurt others but it’s not as personal but so is global evil.

on trust.

that’s why getting real is much better than emotional hoopla and mind games bc trust is a two way street. don’t use or wes mouse someone’s need and vulnerability against them by playing on their mindset most especially when we have nkt fully established those grounds. where things have materialized to a level where by which we can simply ask questions to clarify whatever inconsistencies u wish to run on bc according to where i stand. ur spying on me. and ur refusing to approach me and include me in person. but sitting where u are and running ur mouth on only why u think u see is not only u fair but it’s abusive.

yes. i’m harder on women but that doesn’t mean i’m not as hard on men only different and why u may like to ask. women have screed me over ever since i was little. maybe that’s a simple as that can be but it’s also ongoing. women like to steal ur men. men do that too when u have relationship problems. they both do not know anything. about personal boundaries. they like to compete. and souls like compete clowns when they don’t realize they fall into the same social tropes that i literally do not wanna be part of. i hope this simplifies everything.

i offer my help bc i have not been doing a whole lot for a long time but i’m constant and my narrative has been proven to be correct for as long as it needs to. sure were there some issues with some of the core redness ? concerning others ? excuse me but when ur repeatedly fucked. what did u think woukd come out of all that? when ur trust is tested repeatedly did u think that just bc someone kept getting g up and kept open their heart that they are obliged to keep doing. it when nothing else changes. pardon me but as much as i care about some of those intense detailing. i could not care enough to self doubt as to what i came to know so far bc it was revealed to me. i am not making things up out of my ass. these r very powerful people. they make realities. they are the nowhere u don’t see bc they don’t revel themselves that way. not unless they wanna use u for smth. and i was a scapegoat. not bc i had special powers. those may arise on their own bc i also has good folks. (well as good as we can call them bc if i was them i would do things differently. i mean u can say go read a book on theory and sound like a parrot like everyone else when u do t like my out of ordinary messaging here and i can say that well u may like to think ur doing smth right but my last decade of life begs to differ so)

the whole issue is the inaction. sit and wait. sit and waste time listening to others run their mouth. sit and be vulnerable and be excessively dependent on others and then they can just do whatever they like one today they can be nice next they can emotionally trap u and ur like well muffaka did u not know i have t seen a doctor in all these years and i had multiple ndes under my belt. do u think that maybe not adding extra stress to already existing ones is actually a better ordeal or are u trying to kill me with ur facade of kindness here ?

oh come on relax. it’s all for laughs. isn’t this what friends do. they shit on each other and hurt and burn each other and it’s a lot easier to tell someone that depends on u apparently for whatever. that u mean well at the end of letting out ur poison but at least make sure to tell the whole truth next time.

there’s no need to define urself. i’m not happy nor am i sad. when i say gratitude i don’t mean to wish it to be responses against me in some way that tries to override my personal narrative out of all this no. it means that i appreciate ur effort and energy as well as ur care and friendship. but i’m still the same me. and i’ve been through whatever lot. u don’t need to compare it to so and so to accept and or deny whatever is big issue in the world. bc those issues still remain they run free at large and cause much hurt to do many by augmenting their thought processes. some of which took decades in the making. if u don’t see the issue with that then ur a satellite sympathizer who do not honour the way. the real way. that brought us here. and we can agree to disagree on those objectives.

do go off about how great u are. do go off about assuming u think u know what any of these countless years of a lonely persons mindset who set out to do right things only to be imputed with the stench of this world. do go off. bc this is precisely why i have such an issue with where we. cumulatively find ourselves in terms of our common conundrum we find ourselves in socially.

the conundrum is many things.

simplifying solutions does not mean that we don’t know what took us here. however with all the changes and strategize some have displayed in the last. it’s a lot easier to trust urself than anyone else. for trust building is a two way street

for me. it’s better to be in a docent world than this one and what is wrong with that. what is wrong with a knowing how frivolous most things in this world is. because it is. i waste everyday. and out of my and my sons life and it’s been years with not much satisfaction. i forgo satisfaction. in fact i let it all go now. but u see things don’t work that way. bc folks will punish u thinking u need them for everything but they don’t realize ur reaction is not shame or guilt that they wish to instill. it’s disappointment. i don’t think u can understand the magnitude of grief over so much waste that i personally witnessed to date. but pls keep telling me to wait. to be patient when people go and clown around with false objectives.

what do u know about women’s no jealousy. ? when we are expected to be whores and used for the same purpose. it would be better to be assertive without having ur person and ur sexuality demoralized and demonized as well as weaponized against u. where ur pulled from every angle to where by which ur good qualities are mined and ur holes are replaced in place by things that reek of yesteryears of someone else’s tribulations just so they are clear and u die in broad daylong whereas all the onlookers are indifferent bc well for one aspect. ur a woman. for another spect ur a whore. but do go off about some misunderstood technicalities in terms of someone’ who in their personal struggle on how to manage whatever has been thrown at her repeatedly without much guidance help or well u know actual change around her and in the world that is probably and definitely the single most important nutriments for hope than anything else. but do go off pls.

where do i get my information ? i get my information from personal experience . to be frank. it’s ok to talk like this when u know all the world sits and listens. they sat and watched u nearly die numerous times. so why not blow off the handle once more. no one cares unless it serves their interest. amirite ?

i get my information from personal experience and those with mental illnesses listen to me. so being like this is much better then being fake with mind control of the susceptible mindsets who have not received much help with clinical theories that are dried up. it’s much better to be the living breathing example of what suffering and struggle is. at least in my own personal theory. but go on about ur professionalism and then tell me why not much is fixed. and issues remain at large. getting worse and worse by day and by month to compounded years. i’ll wait. cos i been waiting for smth good to happen. not just in my life but generally where by which we finally see some type of development that we can all look at with pride. u know humble kind where we know our efforts are wasted bc i don’t know about u but i have been feeling used for many years by now. and i think for that. a lot of people can relate.

the todic american elites for imacs have gotten into full speed transparency where they r like oh yes i was there when in 2019 u were tripping off ur ass and keanu came to be with u in ur sleep as u wake up and ur all this trip in ur mind as u masturbate and go out of essence of which to then u may like to waltz into the atmosphere of which so and so might like to say we are slime but we are not.

we are not alone when satelllites spy on us. we are not alone when someone like elon comes later bc keanu decided he got enough for his project (bc this is what it’s about. it’s about using others for ur projects and confessing of ur sins and then destroy the objective aka myself so that there’s no way of light ever leaving u while u turn into a black hole where ur own gravity wants to swallow u up but that’s for another conversation ) then elon says we are lone darling i control the satellites. don’t worry about it just show some skin. won’t ya. while i’m on my room my mind is ripe and i thought sure why not.

but ofc. people lie. that’s why i have such a spat with just talk and no action.

the room was filled with strangers who join in on taking turns masturbating to someone who has become a whore but nobody gave her the full memo.

so pls. save me all the antics. if u refuse to get real about what is. at the very least don’t provoke. the whore. it will mishandle ur mother.

information is only as important as the relevance to events as well as what their purpose and drive is underneath aka intentions. if we get real. then we don’t need actors and all the hoopla where we must think to convey a message. that’s less than or partial. but u see the issue with narrative formation is directly linked with justice department and how we will solve some of the common objectives as well as where we each of us may find ourselves within the world.

for me. information is important as it’s delivery and truth. it’s a lot easier to recite lines form a book or memorize information and exchange that with one another. it’s a lot more difficult to convey a message in combination with ur own personal initiation with world and it’s many orders.

most folks tend to wanna belong or one up each other. others have other reasons behind their verbiage. there’s nothing more annoying than wasting ur time listening to a bunch of people whose intentions are not clear.

u may think that we need each other for information exchange. aside from numbers and factoring in on the objectives. all others are good as forming relationships more so than with the mindset “what can i get out of this. how can i make myself look good at the end of this and what sort of brownie points will i get and whom will impress “. bc to be fair and practice of their transparency and honesty. those objective matter only as much as how fake we truly are today.

bc if u were to get real. then u wouldn’t worry about impressing so and so. if u already wanna impress someone u already luck out bc u have chucked objective open mindedness and replaced it with self interest.

i also see that information can be weaponized to paint someone other than their true being. when u do this. on individual basis. much like my ongoing and never ending battle with american elites for instance. then the world ends up adjusting their sails according to popular thought as well as some other connective issues association with that.

one of the reason why we wish to clarify and propel acknnwgement comes from say. if i were to do smth with my life that is meaningful in the future but i can’t bc i’m forced to sleep with putin do wars end or bc celebrities have doxed me unanimously and anonymously back in march of 2014 without correcting their ways or factoring in that this whole setup was fraud right from the start which has impacted my life ever since then to which still to this day i wake up and ask myself was it all worth it bc well i still find myself in a conundrum where folks don’t get real and everyone has their own limited data or their hands are tied bc economic hardship and continuation of world bullshit to count which also never ends bc everyone bypasses this one factor. to get real with what is. to eliminate bad faith actors. to stop wasting time on just speak without much venerable actions and so on

i could go on and on about the impact of self knowledge and forming independent thought and not losing heart and soul. minimizing ur need in terms of simplifying ur lifestyle in terms of organizing ur minds as well as what web emotions may arise at times in face of others or ur own struggles. are all hit key to the entire curriculum and ur only personal belonging in term of what u may or may not have within ur possession along the lines of knowing what it is ur experices. and having digested it i. full u make space. as well as turn what u have gained into wisdom. then u pass it onto others via teaching.

so here we see the art of story telling us cultural and is also human so is creativity and arts. the ability to convey meaning of which we are all but complementary angles that unite under one sun. all representative of the absolute whole in parts we each do our work and contribute our bit. hierarchies are illusion. masters exist. experts help guide the way but they don’t wish to dominate or control so excessively where’ balance of nature is amiss or lost that tips the scales and gets us in trouble. the key is out.

some say the war is already where. could it have been. all mental before hand ? how about the torment by induction of artificial feelings. how about what u think u know versus what is. who wants to stick their head out side the bubble of manufactured reality and then like a hawk. glade above all others ina. birds eye view. then look down from all the way above the smallest detail. who would not like that.

but it’s suffice to say are we too late now that we find ourselves here. if u notice then there is still time if ur alive still it’s never too late. when u meet the presence of others. the unity is there. the love we share. that there’s still time to dream for better days. and do the things necessary to bring us there.

the lore isolated we become the less likely we can form companionship as well as community. the more likely we will depend on bad faith actors and those whose intentions are not clear. it’s harder to accept u have been fooled. the point of no return much like a sales call when u already spent so much time with the telemarketer u hand over ur credit card number saying to urself just sign me up bro u just can’t even. even when u may feel the deal is not good. u spent the time and energy now u mustn’t fight it.

as u can see it’s hard to accept having been deceived. not bc of other. but bc we deceived ourselves into allowing ourselves to be deceived by others against what we may initially felt about smth. so to keep wanting to be right we deny that we were deceived and lie that it was our choice in the first place which then gives us some control in the event but where’s its truths we need and clarity for it paves the way out of any conundrum.

tho social conditioning is real. u are first presented with abstract of smth then ur taught what to think about it by popular belief or push forth of popular thought or thought in terms of specific appeal of which as it’s packaged in fun context. may be so in order to cover up its stench of ill intention to which u may not pick out from the plethora of pheromones as u release between that which happens organically and that which is induced via artificial means.

i couldn’t tell u why i cry. i cry for many things but not as people seem to think or undersnd. i think the deeper sense of human intellect runs on emotional lines but not the ones we are being instilled or defined. bc many don’t know the definition of their own emotions as they may arise. this is commoner so in places of heavy influence and or gaslighting between power objectives and polarization of groups.

i think no matter what troubles we are faced with. it’s essential to never lose heart and to never change urself and or close up. to keep and open mind in a world of plethora of indifferences and or troubles that may arise in places is the ability to be humbled by the entire process of our humanity in the face of issues that we may face and have foreseen from long time but didn’t have enough expertise or knowledge within fields of inter connective unity of which then when u also add to the mix the population by numbers it’s very much the same anxiety that u feel when u think of all the books u will not read and all the people u will not talk to and meet and etc.

but we can’t lose heart. it’s the same with getting ur sources from right folks. it’s knowing who to listen and being open to opposing thought. it’s not blocking the purview of all of us doing our inner work so that what we face in the exterior is met with the same equanimity that we find within or else we tip the scales and so and so must bear the burden. temporarily this may work. long term. this is unsustainable and it puts all of us at harms way. irregardless to how much gold u sit on or how clever u think ur plans are currently.

the same holds true. to find out for urself and that only may not be enough. for there’s eight billion of us in the world and counting. there’s eight billion of potentialities that play out slightly different than each other. diversity. and add to that cultural differences and each in their linear development their own formations. wins and hardship. we can see how multi layered our structures are. and can be. then approaching these issues becomes clear when we also add to the mix the integrity of our shared objectives and practices of which can lead to better days ahead or calculated (or miscalculated ) calamities yet to expect.

this issue with the potential of which things can go either way is the inability to control. so the further away from already established structures we go. the less likely we will be able to keep things under control and this part of control delves on already established societies systems that work to maintain how far we come. this may not be apparent for some and may not show too much uncertainty in others just yet. but we do depend on the balance within these complex system for the sustainable of human life. and when things go wrong things begin to impact the most improvished and it also doesn’t not start and stop there either.

for all things that took place in the last that led us here does this contribute real time to where we are headed. surely we may relinquish some hold that we have full control in its directives. this same holds true for the one who wishes to be top dog on things at the end of the day. it’s bc u too are part of the cumulative global something. input of which is hel of value but not less than and definitely does not supersede either over the well-being and sanctity of the rest. for all contributed equally even when the material portion of our reality is not currently equally disbursed.

ofc we have to view things from the workability aspect but it’s harder to do when things as stated below are also happening in real time in terms of the secretive aspect or instilling of hate and animosity toward others. or doing bad things for ones survival bc they all become fodder for a future that does not include u. ur just being used for smth that u can’t see beyond ur nose bc things got that dark and murky it just took a matter of years in the making with the years and even decades in the development stage.

ok so in the medical field of things when we consider mental illness of or feeling like nobody likes u is a broad statement purported to keep u isolated and then joined by the satellite spying if u do not see the information u seek from internet or else for the prospect of trying to figure out ur own life so as to help solve the crisis u kay feel inside about ur feelings troubling or ur social maladjustment without considering that to the mix of things whom u meet may be a bad faith actor

to know urself is the remedy for these issues but if we do not have a concrete structure to stand on and or to feel the truth in us. in terms of our humanity as well as the generalities we have gathered about human nature itself . then how do we determine the key differences between being so individualized that we don’t even remember how to make friendships. there’s too many to add to that. u can see the generally accepted cultural elements and celebrations of life of others can contribute greatly to ill fated comparisons and u may nkt notice u may be one of the target groups for a agenda that ur not asked ur opinion or that u may be part of secretly without ur consent or ur knowing. do this all touches on know thy self and to depend on self for self sustenance of the one natural resource that is u. the limitless source of the divine honours all equally and encompasses all beings past present and future. to be intentinally disconnected from the this eternal source and replace it with something artificial creates ill intent. u could not relive that u worship the devil subconsciously or be misled by the ill fate of others much like a devil in disguise who does not realize they are the embodiment of bad intentions. who is shelved until their time has come and us then summoned and unleashed into unsuspecting lot. populations or targeted of others. this is detrimental to our general knowing of human nature and trust centred and trust and bonds we form with others. if we are representative of number one. of diversity and goodness. of charity and leading in terms of innovation s the we must not represent animosity artificial or organic. but work to resolve those animosities. not stoke the fires. or keep devils in disguise on shelves to be triggered and deployed later either bc this sort of conniving plans tend to run counter to our otherwise should be common intention to consider and honour divinities in all and to leave the world better than we found it for our kids.

i think when u have too many bad faith actors in the mix of what’s really happening in the reality of those who are severely impacted by the recent years developments then u have a problem that u must now consider the potential of which there is carefully calculated plans that led us here.

this runs counter to the apparent denial that we have also been facing. there’s no other way to confront the ordeal other than the means by which the greater sense of hope into the people themselves to have paid attention to what they have been knowing interim as well as a way in which to not lose heart and soul that is. the ability to see into the information present in and around them and to determine which is which since surely in some instances we may not be in the position to help a situation or may feel like our lives are at risk if we do but if ur part of a group that is literally trying to destroy the world and u may not know how to remedy it immediately then the least u can do is just pay attention to what information is being shared. what developments are being made without getting convoluded by it. meaning do not lose sight and or feel despair even in the face of hardship and struggle for all thjngs will eventually reach their clearing so long as u do not lose heart or feel so alone. since the isolation is supposed here. if ur cut off from the rest of the world and are constantly gaslit then at some point u may cave in or have the potential to react.

the isolation can also be a byproduct of seeing that the world hears ur suffering but does nothing to help or ail. however unfortunate these times is. if we see all the other troubling development elsewhere. this become quite clear to say the least that some may feel by taking matters into their own hands or joining groups that teach them rather how to think as opposed to freedom to choose to ur own liming based on by what interests and organically calls out to u. through which then u form ur own information bank as well as independent free thought arising from it. cos to seize people is one thing but to swizzle minds is a slow and deliberate pain and diffidence. not to mention the potential hazards arising from it.

hey so i’ve been quiet on the subject for a while and this is hard because i sort of wanted to be wrong about the whole ordeal. but

at any rate. i’ll try to be brief and basic about it. though it’s a bit complicated.

first off there are some dangers potential to my well-being. and some truths with that. i think it’s best if i move in with trudeau. u wouod think this sounds weird but he’s new out further

aside from our “relationships” and in in connection with what’s going on with the world today and what i also owe canada for its hardship on my part. i can say that to save cost on keeping me safe would be one. to apprentice for help in case they need my expertise on anything at no charge would be other. i don’t even know which field i fall into but i can determine a job opportunity at later time. with prospect of wars and what’s uncertain ahead of time. this is best i can think of.

what’s next is the whole thing with putin and wars. what i can offer. that’s aside from what may actualize as stated above , i can help any leader during their time of passing. i’m a firm believer that we all have our anxieties and all that. and i’m not sure of the logistics but. if the rumours are correct and there’s all this stuff happening and it’s not finding relief. then the best possible offer would be to be like ram das at someone’s death bed or help them with their process of overcoming their spiritual connection and any anxiety that may arise as a result of that. that’s ofc with the guidance of canada since trust would be fine an international matter.

what we wanna. exchange in return is nothing but forming trust with international leaders and do that we begin step by step on oh i don’t know. de escalating wars and all this growing animosity as well as the anti thesis to trust already established with the suffer of our cumulative ancestors. so what we want is to get out of all that.

ofc this may not be agreed by some or others but it’s an offer to consider as part of a peace policy. i’m looking. forward to elaborating more on that subject. this is it for now.