sometimes

the world is exhausting. with it’s continual denial of some things and overemphasizing on all others.

u get to say that since it impacts us in some way. we realize this as we go through this earth that we are living an imperfect life. there are flaws within it. serious issues along our way.

the best teacher is always gonna be ur own teacher. ur life experiences and how well ur deciphering what happens within it and why. and what u need to do to make things better.

usually it feels good when u wish for good things . good things are the most effortless way of giving and exchanging our life experiences bc we feed off each other.

so the more good we wish for each other the more it comes back to us. it’s not empty sentiment when it’s done right also.

when we get lost in our way. we usually are too conspiring and calculating about the fall of each other. i guarantee u that. it takes awful lot of brain power to conspire. u would have to have done introspection wrong if u begin to expedite too much of ur energy on calculating bc it matters.

but the process of calculating itself without the extra attachment of meditating on hurting someone is basically using ur careful reason to further break down and acknowledge smth.

it’s ok that we feel frustration but it’s not. ok. when we turn this into conscious action. and it starts from how we sort out our thoughts process and as well as it’s unique combinations with our emotional blueprint.

everything around us is reflecting in that we use our basis from an external structure to bounce our ideas from. if this information is corrupt or hidden it can cause a lot of development issues.

so the initial instability we experience on earth becomes. in some cultures. what is called ur forehead writing. at least in turkish terms we get what is called ur karmic blueprint. but i don’t think that anything can remain stationary for long or hidden for too long either. so how do we internalize some of these matters whereas pitting others in external condition in dangerous conditions within their reality such as a life sentence?