that would be wild if we lived like even if someone’s body expires, their soul or presence is with us. or smth about them that keeps feeding our thoughts.
here’s the precious two pages from that book
but then we say that our emotions are sheer frivolous or that if we can’t or don’t do it fast as anyone else. to let go or to move on so to say. then we will feel all the more inadequate on top of our problems.
most everything plays out the way it originally sets in. everyone feels too strongly about how real their lives and reality feels. we all have originally initiated or when our consciousness was expanding and growing and merging with our human souls , we too run the same logic. that the original cognizance seems to be very heavy on our consciousness still. then u ask questions. where did i come from. why am i here. how did i get here.
but we don’t have the time or energy to ask those question. so much like microwave everything. we tend to assume we know each other. we say things like those first impressions are the strongest. or love st first sight.
sure yes. there’s an element of truth there. i won’t deny that. but we don’t know where to place that truth exactly. we think stuff like this or that portion of reality must give us clear assurance that what we choose at any time we choose it has to be for some meaning or smth.
so we do in fact take things pretty seriously. but maybe for our good or others we end up taking things further. i think that comes from the severity of the immediacy that we may feel deep within to resolve smth. bc we must feel some type of conflict. inner or external or both. but we just don’t know how to pinpoint exactly it’s origin since this is key essential portion of our full understanding of smth. when u see the world as a sort of a traffic junction where things are coming and going in and out of u. then ur seeing ur central to that point of view that is part of that grand smth.
perhaps it’s not that we feel that we fell resolving smth but more so that we wanna smooth a discomfort that either we are picking up from somewhere far . or from nearby bc we maybe getting caught in others entanglements or we are playing some part within it. which is quite wild bc we don’t truly ever not acknowledge each other. we do. it’s just we don’t know how to afford ourselves in these given situations. so the certainty does offer some grounds but we run the risk of making severe judgement problems vis misfit rising and incoming or outgoing or conjunction of both. in terms of its own message or intention for simply being there.
let’s head back to our original title. imagine if no one dies. meaning that we see death as only past of a transience that we all feel as strong part of this sort of existence and then through that, we see that nothing truly goes away. things do change in time but there’s strong connection to a unity aspect so even if death was that sophisticated that even a most enlightened guru being would be jealous of the presence of someone after their death. means that no matter the progress and sophistication a person acquired in life. unless we all do it. it still lingers around the darkest of places. feels what u feel and tries to tell u how simple things actually are.
but we can’t hear it. bc we are so caught up in our lives. we do feel. our feelings are true. we cry when smth hurts us. we laugh when we feel joy. we are smart and can have each other’s back. we are in a way not knowing my creating our reality. on our cunningness and how we still haven’t forgotten it’s all for play.
but then ofc.. sometimes in our self righteous we feel too strong and too right that even that breaks. it’s not that we are bad per se. it’s not that we don’t wanna partake in. things either. it’s just we feel the love untranslated towards each other can sometimes frustrate any person maladjusted in a world that denies it’s own process.
maybe bc we felt we were going to achieve so much more growing up only to come to point in life where things seem to go backwards. these times are not happening only for us. for they are cyclic. they tend to come and go occasionally when we gather too much of the stuff and then let things settle (a brief forgetfulness so to say. a direct representation of death or transformation or process or growth even ) where we shake thjngs off and then steer over again not sure tho. some times u hear folks making far too much logical arguments that since we are animal we should just be like the animals kingdom and nature where things work wayyy differently. say two animals fight or animal gets sick. it doesn’t call 911. it doesn’t ask around either. it finds itself a safe place and relaxed isn’t its situation. it’s only after we associated death as terrible loss that we see animals in peril and wanna solve it for them. and from there we can deduce they were dying of humanistically preventable illnesses and injuries. -in most wild setting animals tend to bully and even eliminate their weakest. this can translate sort of cracked version of reality for if we were to use these analogies to find resolution and relief as to why things happen during these heightened times then we best throw out everything we love. such as our phones and books bc they r absolutely useless then.
but ofc we won’t bc we do benefit from civilization. bc we can tell if that was us or me or my loved ones i would want them their safety. and well being. i would want them to have the best so for me to go with these two objectives would be wrong.
perhaps bc we think that what is going on in animals kingdoms is so heartbreaking. bc especially when u watch a predatory goes to the group of preys but matches up their offspring. it gets my gears going but then i also understand it too.
but still. all u gotta do is give them some food from the fridge and all is resolved. but it’s not that simple either. bc to upkeep the animals kingdom will then reunite all this man power and with manpower comes money and with money. politics and with politics wars so why don’t we just let things die all on their own instead.
but that doesn’t work either. bc then u go home and u sit on ur couch and soon enough u need to use the toilet. ur piss in shit is out of sight but it’s not out of the world just yet.
so yes. human connections are complex. and they are very tough. maybe issues aren’t what we think they are. that’s why it’s important to lift ur head out of the primordial soup that is this reality occasionally and then ground urself. which are always there at our disposal. if we were to balance between our inner realm. (the one where nobody can see. and then there’s the invincible where we beyond can see but also have the right to pretend they didn’t or change its message or send false messages bc there are no consequences for things u cannot get caught red handed with. )
so it’s nuts. but we know. we just choose to use it only when it benefits us. we know it feels good to do good in community and receive praise from our loved ones. for instance. but not bc we are doing good things for praise. but bc we recognize the unity there and it’s like home and it feels so nice warm and comfortable cosy and safe from all the thing that are threatening like winds and shadows or the dangers of nature elements out there i mean that’s one of our thing as human beings is that we developed all these things to prolong life and to keep safe and find all these ways to make life easy fun and all that good stuff.
and how easy. bc when danger is out of sight we forget so quickly that we begin to take things for granted. granted. we may not intend for this actively. it seems like it. it falls on the predictable category of ben g viewed as such. which is what created all the stress and reactions in others. for the sheer reason that we have all these problems and we never ever solve them. we just keep torturing ourselves by allowing this sort of reality to go on like this. and again. it’s not our fault they are made easy bc of the system developments and the way we have continued to be certain about some things.
things get blurry when we begin to separate our objectives. it’s ok to have differing objectives and or disagree on some objectives . while still maintain the necessary main objective that which ur there for and with. so if ur there knowing that we have basic common core needs such as food shelter love passion purpose and the like then we can see that in each other. then we don’t need these systems like first class second and third bc we would know that these tend to produce bad feelings in us.
and we don’t like these things for us so why impose these things on other. then we move on to our common issue of attachment to material possessions. we all go through it maybe it’s result of the discrepancy mentioned above about classes.
aside from basics there’s natural material similarities. so we all have bones and skin piss and shit. we all can create and inspire and be spiritually awakened and we all make messes mistakes and feel all kinds of things.
it’s this need to be perfect and wanting to believe that once u get there that’s it that’s the issue. bc u run the risk of not being fully aware of ur conditionings first. only after u get basis for ur own self blueprint and to how u came to be that ur ability move about it with faster precision begins. so we watch these tv shows and they r funny bc there’s a lot of clever things happen within it. gilmore girls for instance i mean who talks like that. they r like couple of machine guns and it’s like super fast exchange betwen two rope like a relationships of twins except it smother and daughter. hell. maybe these types of relationships do exist but often times i find myself in a twilight zone where a tv show has turned into reality. but more like folks just trying too hard to be these tv characters.
but maybe. maybe it’s art that is imitating life. but then where are u getting this information from. i observe people but maybe it’s where we look is where we see. but where do we se that we also don’t see ourselves within it? then how can we claim stationary identities if we are multi faceted. but sure ur still good to have smth to ground urself with . it’s just not written in stone. it’s written on flesh except flesh life duration on earth is much shorter. tho we still leave smth behind
or do we
sense rhythm 