there’s something about transparency

that attracts us to expressive self about one’s reality and many experiences within it. it allows us to make way for new things to enter bc we have fully conveyed the nature of smth. or that we are in discovery of gathering it’s parts. in a way. transparency allows us to sort complex data and contain it bc we have also familiarized ourselves with the complex nature we find ourselves in. there’s far too many things going on. we have our spiritual side. it’s very much like figuring out how ur brain works by using ur mind to figure it out. and then there is world systems. that is operated by individuals who use their minds for many great things.

because of the nature of continuity and art of now. we are sceptical. of whether what we see before us is truthful. or not. this gives us a sort of approach to determine whether if a scenario is artificial or not. bc what we want to avoid is be made a fool in our search and discovery for what is even happening here. so first we have to become familiar with what’s real and what’s true. this helps us invest more into what’s said and then we can gain a better sense of a picture of the reality being conveyed. this doesn’t always translate or limited to verbal speak or body language. our actions tend to have their own dance too. their own language that takes place in. another realm. so that’s why also it’s said that truths don’t hide for long. what is necessary sooner or later comes forth and introduces itself in some way.

what we are trying to do. to be clear. is basically make that process simpler. and easier so that this comes more naturally to us bc it saves us time and energy. it eliminates any ill intentions or bad outcomes bc then we are being more careful with what we do and say knowing that the little space we make before we decide or act on smth. or even the process of thought alone we stop and ask is this true or false. is this mine or someone else’s. is this relevant or not. is this artificial or real. then u can proceed with that finding.

and mind u we speak about bad peopel like this is stationary but people are inherently born in good nature. our nature is playful and sort of dumb. take a look at baby kittens. i watch funny videos of them. if u open ur mouth to a kitten it will put its head in ur mouth. it’s truly that stupid. bc our there without it’s mother chances of survival will lessen.

what i’m trying to say that even just observing a a cat we see the set of survival skills being passed down from parent to a child. it’s not that cats have those behaviours strictly characteristic but as basis for the adaptation to its surroundings based on by its particular survival instinct which we all have. food and shelter and even being part of community are things we all need. and all species display.

but it’s this portion of our selves we mistske. and then whether it’s the doer or done to doesn’t matter bc i think the trip or reason of the trip is the same. smth goes wrong and we assume we are being transparent about it. we work around the objedirve bc we hold two truths. we say i know this was wrong but i wanna hide it also bc i don’t wanna be direct about it. maybe it’s embarrassing cos many of us either feel forced to do things that are not good or do them and then in hindsight go ohhh yea that was pretty shitty how come i’m not equipped to handle this as i’m supposed to. bc we all feel like a child of nature too so we love being nurtured. we like that inner guidance or things falling into place. the set of synchronicity. or simply the feeling we get by observing mother nature.

we are naturally drawn to good feelings. we all strive to maintain it. we hold too tight sometimes too bc the bad gets to be too bad and more real. bc while we are in it we also notice this one thing we go well things could have been much simpler bc from ur perspective it is clear to u. even that smth isn’t clear from. the perspective of the doer but we haven’t even mastered the art of communication let alone proper transparency which is what brought us all here.

the whole thing is crazy like that. and maybe it’s even more obscure. bc u tske all that and put it into the dressing of ur current personality. of where u are where u live and the external concurrent events that sort of linearly developed over the long course of time. a slow cooking so to say.

and we end up splinting our thought process between two objectives. where we oscillate just enough since there is a gap in the understanding of the external as we make sense if the inner realm of our continuity. we try to find ourselves in the world too u know so i think that’s why it hurts when we hurt each other. even when the external reasoning is logical from a finite standpoint. .

u can say those who are extremely strategical tend to oscillate between two points and sometimes come off as detached from reality or not relatable to one’s surroundings. this can feel isolating to the persons. which is why in their handling of troubles in their lives also end up being heightened. some people who tend to indulge to excessively in finite pleasures (sins) tend to seek that high and dopamine effects from other sources when say they switch up from that occurrence or run out of it or must do smth else afterwords.

when we also begin to realize the chemical correlation to our lives. and how we respond to things it’s kind wonder to know our life and our world it’s systems. people around us becomes all the more necessary. personally i think we should call it illegal when folks use transparency wrong. or are not transparent or truthful. we shouldn’t have to hide stuff from each other it makes us suspicious. it’s no wonder why our communication stills is shot. i think we are getting better but also i think that these times of urgency tends to create this effect sort of like well the problem is clear. and we still insist in. some part of the world in its denialism and what about ism and roundabout the same things over and over again like u want me to do smth and i am. like talking this whole time being like well dude the problem is this and it looks to be the ball is on ur court now and i can and all can see the ways in which things have took places i mean. consider everything as energy we see this information as form of energy too which binds us naturally much like a spider web and that’s pretty cool but it’s frustrating sometimes when some among us insist the rest of us are stupid or smth.

but i think it’s also bc there is that sense of detachment. ur disconnected to see people r ready to forgive and move on. heck even if they weren’t ready to forgive in which case forgiveness isn’t always necessary for peace. u can get very technical about it too. and say well my life depends on this. so how about u fuck off over there and i fuck off over here and we fuck off doing what we need to in order to sustain our lives on this fucking earth ( but u can see why we have to honour each other’s existence as well as ours here bc u can hold this thought and then stop doing the things ur supposed to do out of spite ). it’s really that simple. just mind ur own business. make sure ur not hurting anybody. but to reach this level u also see the transparency is needed every aspect right. it’s not the fucking off that is key here. bc as long as u are both here in earth ur gonna communicate in some way. so you still have to develop the right language to get together and work together u see pressure when. all hells break lose with nature or smth and ur lives literally depend on ur coordination. it happens. covid is one of them. it won’t be the last either so what we need to do at the end of the day is be really truthfully honest with what happened. not just to ourselves. but also each other. bc that’s how this whole thing. works.

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