not receiving enough support

during challenging times is not fun for anyone though these r the moments we discover our own limits and what we can do from here on out for the preservation of what traction we have made as well as where we go from here on out.

not receiving enough support comes from not getting real in a world that shrouds itself in facades is nothing new. we tend to have these unbalanced unequal types of relationships and exchanges which leave us depleted and tired. unable to help anyone and maybe even useless.

this doesn’t mean we hate or want to give up the causes or cares for the world. it means this. to find within the natural balance and order of things when one gets out of alignment due to external conflict. it’s best to minimize any contact and actions that are rooted in frivolity as well as not direct and definitely not equal. when we continue to act like smth is not a big deal when in fact it was. is wrong to do. when we continue to carry on with our duties even tho there’s great instabilities. uncertainties and the like is not smart. it just makes things worse. causes us much pain to continue to extend our hand or overreach where we don’t belong where we are not welcome and where ulterior motives takes place.

when people don’t appreciate ur presence. gift them ur silence and absence. and don’t be greedy with this giving either. because at the end of the day. there’s no reason to get dogmatic with ones enlightenment ur not the fix all heal all type of person even if u were. to each their own and ur not gonna save everyone either in their conundrum and drama and trips of life. especially when they refuse to accept or even welcome ur reaching hand.

it’s better to recognize people in their conundrum as part of the curriculum that people to an extend decide for themselves how they want to go about things. if for instance there’s not enough traction made in terms of deciphering why things happen the way they do in ur life then ur likely to be moulded but ur circumstances and therefore ur less likely to hear someone speak when they talk to u for instance. this excess over production of our attempt to help each other can back fire bc it can make roller lazy to have things handed to them and therefore they may get lazy about or connect the wrong dots about the whole exchange. for example the point of a teacher isn’t just to give u all the course materials for u to learn but there’s an exchange as the teacher also learns from the student. in bigger picture. they are co creating all the time. if for instance we have certainty that a teacher must produce positive results at all times and link ur end results to the teachers ability to teach more so than ur willingness to learn then u may discover the discrepancy there as well as why we can’t pas our lesion so responsibilities to others and get away with it too.

i mean u can. since this is a free will type of world in deft u can do anything u put ur mind to it. but ofc there’s also marked difference for instance to materialize anything in ur life u need money. someone else usually has it. u would have to go out there and acquire money. u won’t produce it all on ur own. even if u did purely electronic jobs from ur computer. it’s with the help and willingness of other individual that ur able to cooperate and thus experience the art of productivity and earning a living. u wouldn’t assume that u urself are the sole person who gets to being u there no one is self made. we are all product of the constant exchanges we make which is why it’s essential to pay attention to the quality of such exchanges and the grounds that cultivate such happenstances.

there’s no dogmatic approach here. u do ur work. u pay attention to everything. u process what u experience. u make the connections with ur surroundings and the world at large. u do what u csn where ur at. u reach out. u talk to others. perhaps there’s someone who can benefit from what u have to offer and when u get publicly trashed. u leave. u leave bc there’s no justice. there’s no law. there’s no support and there’s no one who is just as vocal about what happened as those who are loud. there’s nothing to prove. u realist the whole thing is ugly but such is human nature. such is the systems. the governments. the people who run these systems and the end results. all backlogged. waiting to be solved. bc we can’t even get the basics about this life. bc we trip on dogmatic reasoning of our personal lives. we wanna be the next best hot shot who gains some fame over doing smth someone else thought about but how do we go about seizing it from. them is the reward.

and when the whole exchange becomes todic. and dogmatic and cult like to an extend where we are still pretending on the right thing. but when it comes to all others heightened states we wanna be as sloppy as we want it. bc we see this in larger contexts as well. this has developed in over two years. by those sovereign lands. of which a lot of preceding factors took root and reverberated all over thereafter. these few instances were not only impactful. they were todic and they were also designed to be stretrivelly to reprogram the people. now how do u go about reprogramming “enlightened beings “ or those on the road to enlightenment ? it’s quite easy actually. at least from what can be measured by five senses.

though even in these heightened states and whatever intentions are the base don’t exactly mean they succeed long term bc both the excess self cherishing thoughts and the excessive negative or pessimistic view on world life or hurt general things don’t tend to last for long. the reason why our circunwreces are key here is precisely bc we tend to mistske our stationary life for the real. bc things don’t move right away from our purview. or we are surrounded by others who are not stable in their actions they may rub us in a way that sort of gives us an insight (not all insights are positive. some can be used as a management so as to maintain where u got to be so far. and then there are other that are intentionally imposed to get us to give up the good fight so we too can be deplorable and then. and only then are those who promote such can call us on our inability to sovereign and step right in and correct us and even punish. or say we need more reform) that we too can be sloppy and get away with it. or that the only way to make money is to take it from others. or stealing. or doing smth bad. but u must have t give up or give in to degree to be willing to cross that line of ethics. and u may put the blame on others saying or making claims ur don’t have other choices or that there’s no help. which may be true in some cases see the issue between some of us who can just turn back and leave when we are not welcome and those who can’t. escape their conundrum is very much real. ofc if anyone has the choice and can afford it. they can leave somewhere where they can feel safe. wanted. and are offered the opportunities to be part of smth bigger than them.

this is why the deal is sweet even when it harms others. say no one helps u and ur alone. ben ur likely to accept any deal. even if it’s a bad one or one that harms people and things along it’s way. u may even feel blessed. bc then ur having smth outside of urslef to be loyal to. but this same system is the one that causes the division and it’s the one who puts u as exception. wouldn’t u then be sceptical. if u can afford it. for most others who depend on funds or any way to keep their family safe or feed them the difference in the quality and integrity of their work etchings means bey little. and we must include that as a global conundrum of business ethics karma that i keep bringing forth

this sort of uglinesses shows itself when a county is under siege. did u ever at some time in ur childhood think that u woken grow up to kill other peoples kids or just people u never met ? u can have ad many trips as u want inhaling historical propaganda and getting off it’s one sided fumes. abbott how evil always other are. and in some cases they were. but. that’s not the point. the point is that u don’t lose sight of ur humanity no matter how ugly others get. and that’s hard to do.

u can see ethos in business. where folks have to admit to stealing or raping or torturing or taking money and active part in destruction of others bc u see that ur only an employee. it’s it that folks don’t wanna work. even a hired killer will put in the effort if he think the money and deal is too sweet.

the fact is that in this world we haven’t really noted that we aren’t exactly gods. we may embody it’s like less we can talk about the divine and how great it feels sometimes. in these heightened states of being but at the end of the day u and i are both mortals. we have vulnerabilities. we age and die. we get sick occasionally sometimes we develop terminal illnesses. our heads hurt our bodies ache n hurt n things don’t always go the way we want them and instead of recognize this globally we think this is a karma served.

but things don’t go away and things don’t go away on their own either. u don’t just open ur palms and let go every troubling thing. there’s active things u must do. if ur being bullied or systemically injured or repeatedly disrespected then u have to do smth along with that letting go or it doesn’t just release itself from u. but what do u do when injustice knocks on ur hearts door ?

u see maybe that’s all part of this rationing business. u sort out what happened u dissect it and find the parts that belong to many originating causes that took their time and in their evolution brought u here. even those findings aren’t enough to a aching heart.

most often this is where people go out there an attack anyone that bothers them not could be some men who’s happy. who’s stable or balanced. whose light shines brightly or whose smile may rub u the wrong way. surely when we discover that kids fight we may think too deep and miss the point. bc we analyze these things in each other shows that we must already ask questions and think deeply about their nature. we also have unhealthy relationship with religion enlightenment and young bodies. so our concept as to which children are danger to society and which aren’t us a tough one to determine bc we can’t see that far nor can we determine smth that hasn’t happened yet. what we can do is a slide what happened afterwords. who was involved. who did what. bc then. we get to see this picture of a reality that reveals itself to us fr. the individual perspectives who have gathered their wisdom and or artificial thought since people reveal subconsciously even in the midd of their conscience trips they go about their experience and life.

one way to get this level of insight comes from signature sound not just the word they use but how they say it. imagine ur like a dog who may not know the language but u can tell but tits delivery and energetic blueprint which pretty much contend the whole data. ur not gonna get this level of depth by ur human senses alien which makes our process of elimination easy in dealing with diversity and different forms and level of intention. but this also only works best when everyone is doing it. meaning that surely there are things we can my change. and not right away too. but that doesn’t mean we must give up we give into evil either thinking things won’t change bc they do. in fact this whole thing could be struck designed to get u to mess up so u can be all fed up and then fall back all the way back in the evolutionary line. is that what u want ? do u really thin that anythjng in this world is worth to give up ur own personal progress ? bc if u really care about how u seem and how all this means for everyone then ur not in it for the right reasons. ur only trying to make urself better in an otherwise unfortunate bad situation bc ur clinging to a dogmatic portion of ur self understanding . maybe it’s due to our willingness to create the good things in our lives and avoid the negative ones. it’s natural to trim ur inner garden and subsequently ur material reality but of this shows us our desperation and our general distaste with reality. we don’t wanna admit it bc we don’t wanna seem unappreciative or too negative. bc we see the world conundrum either. it’s up to no good. we

see these intense pressures around society that propels actions but in hasty way. bc we are in some kind of rush. and then fooled by periods of intense laziness where things don’t get done much. in both instances we abandon life and reality as well as ecology all together. infrastructure falls behind. buildings get old. and in these instances of heightened states of being bc we are tired so we pair that with celebrations and whatnot. which adds to the insult. exactly what are we celebrating. may we are halfway thru our journey . it’s also nice to lower ur guard down occasionally and party like there’s no tomorrow but come sobering into which u find urself in u must find the ground beneath ur feet and do proper grounding where most times many don’t like returning to such mental trips of where we currently reside in terms of our quality of existences concurrent or world events and life. bc all of that also didn’t happen overnight. they took longtime to develop. our feelings slow cook along the way too in between waiting and getting ourselves into whatever propels us to act.

then we make excuses as to why we can’t or won’t do smth. as difficult as the tasks maybe it shows itself to every one of us. but life also tires us. and there’s no development that aligns itself worh the natural process of what makes us human. it’s not recognized. our birth and death are recognized bc they couldn’t be ignored. human beings also don’t do nice things unless there’s smth in it for them so the opportunity to track and kite every human became the easy way to such care. which is sad and is a missed opportunity when we do not base our interactions from a loving place. we feel the coldness of systems. we feel that we are mere numbers to merely be imputed on computers. potential to do things more than potential to be another embodiment of god in human form here to coexist in harmony. even tho we know this truth we do anything less then it also bc we don’t want our enemy to be first to recognize this and implement this positivity in the world. we feel if someone we don’t like does this makes us feels inferior to our kin bc we feel less than it. perhaps. we don’t want to give credit to people who are less than deserving also bc we think the distinction is a characteristic rather. we display this in our seeking of our selves in historical contexts and always linking our past lives to someone important. this shows us where we put our chips. we want that distinction to be made but only if we are the top dog.