u get what u give

is true. though the difference between our spiritual and material lives is not in balance. it’s unequal. we give a lot sometimes and get very little if we are lucky. and sometimes we get a lot and even when we haven’t earned it the right way or intrinsically our actions are not fully realized.

this happens bc we give into the mixture of people. especially those who influence at greeter distances. bc they come with mixture of good and bad we must be careful as to what we are aiding in its happenstance. so that we are not contributing to making things worse when the solutions to issues can be very simple instead of going strictly by numbers where u want to solve a problem but in the worst way possible where more lives end up getting lost in preserving the systems that don’t even work right anyway. so u do one way or another. either it’s painful slow and steady. where u cannot find happiness or glimmer of hope. it’s a spiritual attack precisely bc it wishes to kill ur soul and the let u walk around like a wandering lost soul. or doubles body. a shell of a ghost who it has left it. u were so bad u abandoned urself is the message here. and it’s the most insidious way to touch someone. it’s like the intention here is to get u to hate urself. that’s it. u might have said smth wrong. maybe criticized the govemrnt. maybe u didn’t like how someone like u was treated in the wrong way by another person group or organization. maybe u feel like the upscale jump between how some people act like they r gods. and superior to everyone but it’s not they they only feel this way. bc it’s one thing to entertains. thought and another to really force that to others way of life and even act in godly way but maybe ur god is a insidious one. a punishing god who is everything but a god bc god isn’t exactly like that if god is giving and nourishing what we are really doing is easing our pain by distorting. it’s true via using god as our crutch so that we can hide our sins behind him.

the whole cycle is so quite very toxic. because one thing leads to another. when someone decides that others bodies are simply disposable and they can do whatever they want with it. they can send it to ward. they can make decisions on u behind closed doors and hardly ever ask for ur opinion. and this comes with the superiority complex to own others this way. u can use them as slaves. pay then nothing. if they fall off a building or hurt their leg who cares. they r not important. they r puny. no one will listen to them. even if they tried it. plus most folks with this mindset are gang type mentality. so they work by feeling off each other’s toxic fumes. pretty much and they tend to do too many dumb shit to continue its facade momentum.

don’t get me wrong. i’m not saying this in a disrespectful manner but anyone who gives into too much 007 mentality is stupid by default if u must go by such negativity in the first place thinking it’s cool to appropriate such fixed characteristics. no one is born a gangster. none is born a cult member either. these things develop later. even if at first ur fools into things. u also realize sooner or later which is where such continuity becomes conscious choice. which is a breach in human nature laws since one of the biggest lessons we came here for is to learn to coexist and work together even when we have disputes and dislikes. and in disputes we should not be tricky. or greedy or betray each other bc these just end up making things worse for all of us.

with disposability ofc comes human trafficking. i mean when u can dictate someone’s destiny for them.or choose to break them so they walk around all empty. thinking forever of what u did to them and ask why. u can drop bombs on others heads. even children. who cares. this is how it is.this is how u win. this is how things work around here. and with all this. it’s easy to pass human beings among ourselves. friend and foes alike. cos it doesn’t matter. u may hate each other. specific class power. but u csn definitely coordinate when it’s a mutual interest. but let me tell u so that. this is very insidious. bc ur using people like things the very anti thesis of use things and love each other. so this makes it another breach on human rights. and human law being. broken.

it’s easy to make connections from there that women and children as well as minority groups tend to handle a huge burden. wartime crimes. to business crimes to faulty law and justice systems used in insidious ways to manipulating education for insidious purposes. the list of exactly how rotten people can be goes on. and all this is not propel u think csn do it. they r not party of gangs and cults at least not formally acknowledge. and globally acquainted in the way a common sense would have it. but it’s there and it’s along all the good they do that the algae also happens so u must ask urself what do i do to at least not make it any worse maybe i need to not contribute or do anymore or act out in haste or give more than i receive cos.

you can understand why that makes everything a lot easier. all this we see around today. have formed in a way that has took its traction . some would like to seem accidental but these. when u thjnk on scientific terms and in looking at mechanisms bc what’s at play here is that anther systems must be recognized to an extend for their proper function. so if we have orators of these systems and they say they just can’t simply see the general oversight of those system functions then how can we say the least we can trust that much on the inefficacy of smth that keeps misfiring ?

and everyone who goes out there looking for smth different where everything is literally the same bc much is unchanged about reality. may mistake addition of a new experience must signify change in greater sense whereas this is only possible via our collective collaboration. this whole thing is frustrating.

personally it’s very key for me to know entirely what i’m signing up for. i don’t let anyone speak for me. i’m not in any relationship. right now at least not that i know it has possible potential but it can only be reciprocal as per what is available to exchange and work with so without my consent not much really happens and no one can get it without being totally truthful. no side comments subtle tweet and continuing to not recognize. bc i too cant give anymore than it. especially i can’t give anymore than it. i’m not that stupid and things get so wrong quick when u trust that much without much basis. that’s exactly what happened in january 2014. and ongoing. bc it’s effects never truly recovered. it’s bullshit still runs today too and u must ask why did it even happen in the first place so ofc it’s no wonder why i don’t wanna waste it.

and thjngs can go very quick bc people come with that. moisture of good and bad and u must weight and measure exactly how much chance u can afford on going about it. that’s why especially in building new relationships we must not skip those essential steps. nowadays people like esch other platonically and masturbate to each other bypassing body language and actual speak and getting to know each other. maybe ur not attracted to esch other. maybe they are nice. ur attracted to them ur their personality is shit. maybe they are building. positive persona so they seem trustable only to hand u over to ur enemy behind closed doors all the while looking like it was accidental to public. so it’s key to be honest in. all our dealings bc that’s where the fruits is at. if ur intention is the right thing.

and no one is that important to hurt urslf over. if u ever feel like ur abusing urslef emotionally bc someone. convinced u that this is the only way to salvation dont. buy into it. first u must know that if u ever find urslef there it’s not attribute to ur karma in the way they will have u believe. bc ur only karma is that ur fooling urself there. u must therefore break out of it. don’t waste ur time anymore on excuses n calculate planning constantly thinking to counter others by reflecting their qualities against them as opposed to getting real with urself. who are u exactly. sure we neeed each other but if a person is toxic. u don’t owe them ur company. but on common ground see must do the right thjngs. who gets to determine that when we can’t even communicate clearly. that’s why we can’t agree.

past of u get what u give comes from the ability to choose. when the economy and systems make u fslse lay dependent on others whose intentions are no good is insidious also. these breaches to human lives is currently practiced a lot. and we got past the red zone bc we also went worse. or backwards in the recent two plus years. one is fske covid. it was done to get us all weak. bc we couldn’t be bad otherwise . we needed covid brain so we csn easily be misplayed and our lives and quality of life also finished bc apparently for some we deserve it. this is what happens when people with god complexes run the world.

but ofc at the same time u also have to see all the system that they use to cut us down keep us low. make us do wrong so we live a life of suffering. they create many systems to maintain it. then the opposite is also true. so this is where i get my hope from. and i will keep talking on them until the day i die.

talk however is not enough i must also do. and i do. i make sure i don’t do anything wrong. if there’s anything. thst i must decide given by its contextual mater and dev in line with its subsequent liners formation given that it also contains others cooperation for its current shape today. then i must do. and i am pretty clear about that. i haven’t countered or contradicted my words. i’m and still consistent with where i stsnd. and i also haven’t harmed anyone i dot do wrong. sure there’s a fetter i have acerbic footprint and i buy food wrapped in plastic but. that comes with the grounds i’m part of. i also continue to speak on that. environment science and other ways to live.

i don’t support violence done to human beings an everyday that get wasted bc people are less likely to speak truths or get real or use the system without wasting us. the idea is to give them esteem to be more honest. so that’s why i don’t do anything less than it. if anyone says otherwise about me don’t believe them. there are a ton of frauds out there. and impersonators too. which is also insidious and breaks spiritual cardinal rules. bc ur deluding urself and dithers and causing artificial stuff. it’s waste of time and isn’t even right representation.

i leaned most of this from my dealing with toxic american leaders and u would have me believe to overgeneralize and say white sup or enact or cabal and masonry. u can have me say evil govemrnt or broken systems. u will have me say all kinds of conspiracy stuff that at some point in the next decades u will finally accomplish a way to put my ass in ur jail. but let me be clear. the usual suspects for the list is whom i make appeal. but given by the unfoldment of events this is self evident there is more than what seems is going on there as well. that’s the order of development. here.

it’s bc of those experiences also i got to know evil exists ever here. even in the best country u should expect and make space for it. so my guard isn’t down and always will remember how these things go. we see examples al the time propel get blatantly killed or mysteriously disappear. and it’s stupid but as simple as how jack tricked me. so it’s better to refrain especially when u feel alarm bells in ur heart.

most of these issues have also become globalized meaning that as u realize the result in the world has diminished. we must at the very least recognize this as fact . and talk about ways to reestablish it while maintaining the current traction. recognize that each of us may have inner emotional scars and mental susceptibilities as well as our personal issues and respect that in each other. so don’t press on others wound if u claim urslf to be a friend bc how else do u know me. how do i know u. anyway. no one owes u a friendship anyways. just do ur job mind ur business and don’t being every bit of ur inconsistencies my way.

meanwhile people are oppressed in broad daylong. they r among us. and we can’t be friends bc we are globally being watched. and we can so far as to get killed or our life made harder or our loved ones overseas hurt if we refuse to comply and allow ourselves to continue to be isolated. this world is cold thus.

but never ever let any of it harden ur heart or soul. ur self love will light the way. and ur love and care for the world will plant many seeds. it’s the reason why we should refrain from martyrdom. especially is this world where systems are established sand technology runs our lives. if we are passed this. it’s another breach on our natural laws. as u can see if we ant to we can end civilization it’s possible. i don’t mean to alarm u but thjngs got hella wing. this is pivotal moments we kept assuming it for the realthing in the past. so what we do now is especially hey and it’s important to also note. absolute perfection. very difficult to do definitely. so be careful what u subscribe to ascribe to. make community have each other’s backs don’t get lost in the haze of illusion of dreams walk they life be cognizant. be alert. alarmed bc the alen bells been going off for a while now. pivotal. pivotal . moments come and go. so do we. wild that we have been having this cosmic dance for a while too. how will we end it. maybe it transpired given enough foot work. so that’s what i do. i love with grace nothing less than my souls truth.