everything that comprises the world is balanced between the world of many illusions and the intrinsic truth and basis of which propels us in our existences. many wonders come to mind as to why we are here and what is our true purpose. a man is bound to bind himself in illusion. make himself in the make believe of all the things he priorities to be absolute and true. he may cloak himself under many disguises and mistake others permits to weakness he may not think this. perhaps he’s the one who finds vslue in addition into which the lore the illusions are the better it is that he himself hides himself. his true intentions. the space wheee ur facing in the mirror and you know exactly what u set urself out to do. this portion of the level of cognizance is where we use dictionary terms and meanings labels and identifications and all kinds of comparisons. we may even believe ourselves that we are here for great things. ultimately. one must first fool oneself before setting off to fool others so that one becomes the dominant figure in the food cna in of survival of the fittest. after all. man has long conditioned himself of tbh apes brain type i fusion into his truth and person which is what dilutes our true god and truth and being in the first place. we are here to become more fluent in our godliness. so setting out to do any means. less than it. or alternative. counter intuitive or even slightest bad intentions can make the whole thing step back. and in this set back one may oscillate and hang onto self excellence that predominates his otherwise true intuitive senses by which he might intuit a better outcome our of this physical insanity that dances with everyone else nonstop even in his dream state. that when we feel there is no action in our lives does not mean a setback or dullness either. everything moves all the time. the wheel of fortune never stops turning. it collects writes. registers. processes and sees all. it’s the all seeing eye that also rations karma accordingly. dispersing it according to the age of our universe and the final day already predetermined about our solar system. the actual math is there. it’s not o ur mind. or ur false assumption that someone might help u with ur objective here. everyone serves their highest appeal as awakened to it internally. there’s no faking it or passing for on to another. the moment is here when the golden cup shatters and everyone wakes up. and find themselves in their position to move upwards.
when u truly infuse ur self with self love and know ur actuality of ur being. as a fully awake end person u are becoming the mathematician of these complex numbering systems. u can see others calculations. all u have to do is know one. once u know one. if ur knowledge is true. then. u know all. and when it know all u can see all instances . past present and future. u wouldn’t wanna dilute this process would u? by the worldly possessions and the sort of aspirations that are less than? ofc not. bc this is precisely what are here to reconcile. we aren’t here to make an enterprise out of spirituality . this is not the type of business we are trying to make. our objective is not to pass the baton to another persons who will do more of the same. to hell with wisdom if people don’t see it today. in this day and age. there’s no hope in u then. if u already don’t redo se the priorities. it disrespects our part streusel sand teachers if we still insist on going the other way. to each their own then. we lift our hands into heavens. and our tears become sparkles of rivers that carry us to heavens when the time comes. we slide in peace. most often than not people mistake these sort of intuitive realization. women are most keen. on such knowledges. toxic masculinity turns their body against them and in turn a grown woman is forced to act less than her son. this is so destructive. we have this happen in this world as we speak so if u haven’t figured out the real war here. and still insist on recreating the sam thing the. it’s best to let the world burn. it’s best for a spiritually awake end teacher to say u know what. maybe. the lesson is mine. maybe it is i who must let thing go and let everyone choose for their fate. i mean it’s not like it was expecting forced change. the intention has always been to get people to come to terms on their ow. accord on that right things and take the initiative. the work is as free as u want it to be. don’t expect handouts tho. to each their own.
so when u see this world u see many faces hidden behind masks. many peope. attach way too much emphasis on their social roles more so than their truth and person. they do t say the obvious bc it’s obvious. but they say what they want u to know. so that you too adopt to the subtle most instances where u are challenged in ur own inner intuitive spiritual senses. which way to go when u get to that fork in ur own personal road. and at that poo it u might choose this alternative or that. and that’s fine but we have ultimately one of two choices which can create much im bigger future instances or being us the past that hurts and hasn’t been resolved. in females cases this has always been true. we are not only put at the back burner and second say but our outbursts have been labeled as too crazy where’s the world and it’s makers never look twice to how creases they look! hah. a person who kills others thinks they are saner ? what about a person who wants to kill entire populations of people just bc their background differs ? what about this we go about generations and job descriptions ? we wanna infiltrate everything. we do that by throwing a controversy on the road like our ancestors. the wise woke men used to do. a sort of sick on the road ur own. and u know what’s the right thing to do or say. but u also know this is the conundrum. bc at that point u say smth. anything less than the desirable expected swarm mentality type thing. they r already ready thought it all out to make the argument convincing. and ur not even worried about compensating from truths. no. it’s not the biggest fear. the biggest fear is being criticized or ostracized in public. bc one. it’s embarrassing and two u don’t wanna be that guy. u don’t wanna be the person everyone discusses negatively. even if ur not one u don’t wanna sound like on e bc immediately people will put u in a box u can’t get out of. people generally don’t hate time to get to know others. they spend too much time with self unlike that rams when it comes to others they go well he’s thus she’s that and i’m all right. u know ? it’s the sloppiest work. distortive. u don’t know nothing when u think like this.
what u really wanna do is get to know ur world a little and not just the material portion where u sit with a bunch of really smart people bc anyone can talk and anyone can tell a truth and lie. but what truly matters is the truths inside. are they telling the truth. why are they saying this. maybe u already know. maybe ur the prodigal son chosen for a future offshore dream that will encompass all ultimatums all into one. but we don’t want any of that. who wants more ultimatums. ultimately what comes up goes all the way down. and we have diene this many times. what we want is smth new. different. and it’s not as to say. well this is differ by the obviousness of it bc that’s not true. everyone knows that merit is smth u can’t fuck with. it’s not smth u can say well i have it or i don’t bc we all have a past before the last and for that to come thru first of all what u dot wanna do is add any more to it. if u can. don’t add negative karma. ur not gonna evade this if u dot know the truth mechanism of the world. people aren’t stupid u know. this stuff is usually kept from them. their parents are too busy to tell the truths. maybe bc they know their government spies on them so if they start talking propaganda to their kids that’s over for their kids future u know. the gov can easily figure out a amicable destiny for the child (unless the parents are rich ) and then punish the parent by talking everything out on their kid. this is the world we live in. and we don’t want that anymore. so that’s not our objective . to create more industrial animal crackers so to say. i personally want smth different so i’m willing to let the world burn if that’s the only way. sometimes that’s the only way to nip devil in the bud bc otherwise ur telling next generations to go to hell pretty much. so i want this level of truth honestly and action from others in the sense they do the right thing. i haven’t found it yet. but i do see sparks here n there. but it’s too soon to tell also. in one aspect i se the system are still keen on their ignorance and the ground are still sick. toxic. and unable to mitigate their own priorities. so the situation is not well yet. we aren’t out of the woods yet. there’s still a good chance that we can annihilate ourselves in the process of stabilization
ofc there’s always so much to talk about. it’s all exhilarating too but sometimes too much an is what dulls the senses. murkies the mind clouds judgement. and then u get all agitated. u get tired. it gets repetitive. u find out words aren’t magical. they generate more ego senses than anything else. and it’s iit like anything gets done other en ur running ur mouth. it’s like a bad habit. we talk and priories talking and not follow thru with conscious actions. things don’t change as. a result of that. people take notes. get selective about which part of the argument they wish to focus on and they choose the weak links to revert and assume on others memories that it was not noticed. all these tricks are as good at strategies at sports. they get predictable and boring after some time has passed. unlike sports ur not even doing anything remarkable. bc at the end of the day. or fat pay check. the world remains the same. some shmuch gets their head blown off bc another shmo got their minds jumbled up like a scrambled eggs on perceptive toast and now he must go and exasperate himself bc that’s what he’s invincibly told. who cares. right ? we r good over here. the blood is on the floor. not on ur shoes so to say. even tho it’d the same manufacturer. this is where most folks approach u from different angles of the same department . and their quick go to when confronted with what they think about what u know they will quickly say uhh that’s another persons job man i’m just doing. what i do. . or what i’m told but in a more sugar coated way. it’s sweet to the ears but u know bc hag empty words would do to ur mid region. love handles. but we didn’t mean it literally. maybe in an attempt to asset our freedom we compensate from the lack of it by expressing ourselves severe so freely. or so we think the ultimate end game is freedom but even in the upper echelons u never get to that point. it’s always one thing after the next. and next thing u know ur falling apart. ur hair is on the floor and ur face is melting pot of helllo gravity.
ah who cares. it’s not like we are actively trying to save lives anyway. who cares. how sees that people are cheap. they r dime a dozen. didn’t u see the ticker. ur not that special. ur one of four billion children worldwide. there’s a new shmuck born each second. and a dumb as one their way out. and then the sad little interim where people get blown to bits. doesn’t matter at what age. there’s no prodigy here. it’s all a lie. gimmic. much like there are no masters and experts either. it’s all a sham. ur died by the depth of ur conditioning. but based on by someone’s check list of what’s industrially acceptable. there’s absolutely nothing special about being manufactured human being. anyone. can do it. so about them people tho. does anyone care. ? they die lie flies. in droves. there’s amass graves from origin of man. it’s filled with filth piss and shit. kids mothers. the would be kings and queens. hah. dalai lama reincarnated. fuck. buddha himself was here many times. what do u think happened to him her or them. ? all a cesspool of human waste. gone with the wind. much like a offensive fart in the airplane. we come and go. and unless we value every human life and honour this life in us all there are no genius here nope. i’m not looking for one anyway. the golden cup sits at the centre. and now the woman says. well my sisters. how much longer get will we accept suffer g and disrespect. and this conditional force field of toxic men wanting to be next. ur really gonna have to move over and let the women take canter stage. bc this is the time we need strong change. and the type of strength isn’t in how many u kill and how many graves u fill without vomiting or flinching in ur own senses once. no. that’s not the type of strength i speak of. what we are seeking her is a new type of reality all tighter. and it can’t be faked. either. so if u have some beef with others or secretly think like this or that. u wanna harm someone or delay things so that they can’t help things anymore or waste others time or assume this or that about reality instead of keen understanding int things bc let’s face it. what we are refusing to admit is the , aside from understanding the material systems and the many mechanisms within it, the inner spirituality mechanism of being human in this journey bc that’s harder to do. if u are desperate and need money came or some type of agenda portion. of which u choose to partake bc it’s exciting and u think it is great diversion from our issues. now if u look at the world u can see a lot people are suffering and then there’s this heat refusal to acknowledge that. that should be the top priority. anything else than it plays into the hands of some that don’t care about human value and worth yet. that’s the pitfall we wanna avoid. not the illusion of productivity. either. bc we know how that goes. comparisons and inflated egos based on by early conditioning can be hazardous to anyone at any age so we wanna avoid feeding that as well.
i have long stated that the alpha has been tracking down and controlling omega power. instead of clarifying or detoxifying itself and then lending a hand to omegas so omega can come up or self reveal at its own time but with right condition. no harm. so this excessively alpha world needs to change severely for that to even happen right now alphas wanna siphon omega energy via lies. and contradictions comparisons. competition as well as these two as the cooperations to change and catalyst for the future fruition.. compensate omega. and then cooperate with them. simple. we aren’t there yet so there’s no need to be desperate about being useful s anywhere. bc things also change. so u don’t see me working too hard anymore bc there’s nothing to work towards. not now at least. people are punishing and they wanna take control. they wanna use u for others hidden agenda s and that’s just disrespectful. there is no need to conflate opposites. but just rain just and true. and those are missing. they r not here when people wanna assume they take anything good fro u with that hate in their heart. no. otherwise anyone can copy and paste. or memorize anything. ancient gods know. u can have great skill in memorize. but what have u done as to the actual work in. intrinsic sense or so u think it doesn’t mean anything. maybe people lack that level of intuitive thinking and inspiration that u can in fact think outside the box and see things as they are. not as u like them to be. it makes a world of difference . these small but significant things. my son is my priority and number one. nope owes u that sort of a priority. bc we all know the ways of the world. people are wasted daily. and all kinds of people are used and utilized for others hidden outcome. what i would like to see is people get real and take the initiatives. whatever those initiatives will be will be ur lesson. or ur stick on ur spiritual road. u don’t need the teachrr to guide u or put the stick thee to challenge u either. to each their own.
so here we find out many ways we can screw omega but never give credentials or acknowledgment as to who or what omega is. almost like a battery. we think that this infinite powers of omega can be faked. seizure and control in some other alpha game that excuses and disrespects other alphas and omegas alone. it doesn’t even honour its own omegas. what did u expect. so here we only look for absolute excellence. not more of the same toxic alpha games in replay. that’s not what we support here. ur not gonna get the omega tonic and put ur on urself like free urself in the mane of ur kill. no. even then there’s no respect for some honour here. forget about it. surely many a times u hear people go well we must always die with excellence and then sully with the masses and slave for nonsense. i go ok. that’s on u buddy bc u can stop right now if u wanted. or else ur caving into the invincible hand of some bigger manifestation of long term evil intentions that hover above our heads. they permit down to be happy. only so long as they do these things. and prevent others from being happy as a way for punishment for not doing what they r told. so when u get to this stage and can see the such juxtapositioning at play. then u go well is this worth it. ? surely i need a job and wanna be part of this ill fated society but how can i protect the sanctity of what i do know. bc i’m not gonna cast my pearls before such pigs if u now what i mean. that sort of seizure is way outdated. i don’t wanna spiritually blind myself and anger my gods by putting myself to rich fools so that like me or give me a chanced to partake in their fucked up order of nonsense. so i always ask where does the money go. who benefits. nope. has stepped up to offer this answer to me yet. so yes. u bet ur add i am not seeking for runner ups just yet.
most men are weak and some women who support this toxic male mentality as well with it. when we keep this in mind we become selective in our approach and personal reasoning as to how we are gonna go about fanning the flames of our inner path that ensures safety and guarantee personal freedom as well as deep intuitive journey that allows one to never lose sight of what is since in this world of shadow play as well as the many intrinsic levels that come interlay hey we don’t even know where we are headed next so why worry so much about these days u have my phone numbers and emails so that means that when u truly need help u can definitely ask for it otherwise the self expression are fully cognizant of all ur types and ur many intentions that are clear as day. it’s one thing g to discover a thing with healthy self doubt or scepticism and there is another where u steer to create ur own shortcuts by bypassing bullshit workout wasting much other than what u allow urself bc that’s ur power a truly omega thing to do in a world that hasn’t fully confused or come to grips with its own bias as well as the many illusions , misdirection, false cravings, attachments, the repeating ways in which we may discover the pendulum swings and the gates to next stages open up concurrent to how well each of us have done our personal work inclusive of but not limited to the g
sense rhythm 