i think. but this isn’t who i am. i’m merely the watcher who sees things as they are before my own senses. i wish to see what’s before me that i’ve never thought about before. nor was it taught the way my mind likes to articulate and sort things by breaking down its mechanisms and then turns things into some type of intellectual reasoning.

the way i see it. this duality thing in reality. is very much like. the balance or rather imbalance between the inner world of interconnected unity that we all share. and the exterior conditions that have took root over long period of time.

i can see how both may have developed as we evolved as human species and came to find ourselves here today the way we all are.

tho. both of these words. in their own places. have also evolved. and subsequently we see the great gap between the two realities (or worlds) than ever before. although. the same gap was also there at its initial onset.

the inner world. or the one that is the real actual reality. where all things take place. is that quantum field where the second world is possible. it’s like the place of intellect. of articulation and reason and careful planning after perceiving what happens to u or ur surroundings or elsewhere so that u know what to do next from there. a sort of decision making. place where all inspirations take pace. or the place of the astral. or esp. or all this connective phenomena. where u know what ur doing and others know what ur doing and u also know what they are doing bc everything is clear in day. and nothing is new under the sun.

the other being the material reality. what is legal on paper. paper trails and acceptable provable notions. of having executed some type of function. albeit could produce good or bad results. could happen as part of a cumulative smth or as phenomena that arises off that cumulative smth or can be artificial in terms of its coming together. say. if the real reality portion of it coming to fruition is considered also based on by its merit intention and integrity of motion.

i would say that the inner reality of connectivity is the real reality. and the external reality is the alternative reality at this point (though we can see both are important as they r concomitant. since our species need both inner clarity and establishment of inner values that honour ourselves and each other equally and the external world that serves us all equally so our needs are met, our world systems work properly and updated timely and our development is going in line with the inner changes as they may come up thru our evolution of journey that we all make here on earth ). and the more i delve into this idea or thought the more i see its linear development. as well as logistics of where we find ourselves in the world as per what we are going thru.

surely at some point we will converge the both. as separate as they maybe. i also see that all the double speak or hidden motives or sort of variety of practices found therein in between the two worlds (or realities ) can have potential to become more fluid if we want it to be. and at some point this will happen naturally or by force. say. bc we are finding more and more today the overcoming past ignorances. where by which we are able to make a better sense of the world around us and our inner sphere of existence as well as this connective unity and its mechanisms.

though of course the point is to avoid any errors of judgement and costly repercussions. as well as casualties and destruction. because all of this becomes part of the curriculum. the better and clear our practice and intention the more we are able to rise above bullshit and that’s a fact.

and we are gonna need that (the merging of our inner spiritual quality with the external world that which we wish to see manifest and merge so that the gap between the two is not that far ) in order to create better reality that everyone benefits from.

consider this from the viewpoint of this quote. when ur inner reality and external reality is one and the same (no double speak, conniving attitudes. two faced relationships, lying cheating stealing tricking others so that u take advantage of them , being nice on the outside but on the inside holding contempt resentment hate and or ordering others to do ur criminal world for u to seek revenge etc , ethical business practice with integrity , considering everyone and not just urself ) only then are u truly considering urself (which means that based on by the unitive theory there would be no competition with ur kin bc u would be providing grounds for advantageousness as stated in this paragraph ) a person who has finally mastered equanimity in such a multi layered duality of stark opposites that are at play in many parts of our lives.